Author's Note

Hey Everyone! Guess who’s back after a long hiatus. And Happy Holidays!

Now as some of you may know, I have completely restarted the story from scratch and while some elements stayed the same, I have tweaked to match my more better vision of what I want to do. If you wanna know what I mean, you can check out the previous chapters and see what’s changed if you haven’t. Now I still have a couple more to go through until I’ll be taking another hiatus. I’ve decided I’ll be taking more frequent breaks if necessary so I dont burn myself out. I hope you all understand.

So with all that said, please sit back and enjoy the newest chapter. And be sure to let me know what you think!

What Is This Feeling?

What Is This Feeling?

Her eyebrows furrowed as she looked down at the object before her, a small gold coin. She grunted as she moved her hand in different positions to try and and levitate it off the desk in Miss Radiance’s office. After another few seconds, she let out a deep exhale and lowered her hand.

”Try again.” Said Miss Radiance, sitting next to her. “Remember. Eyes shut. Toes clenched. Mind open.”

Chrysalis nodded and looked to the coin once again, her eyes closed and her mind clear. Or at least she tried to as her mind began to flood with images, horrible images of her past self casuing chaos and harm to innocent ponies. She saw images of her evil self kidnapping the elements and royals, kidnapping her friends, taking their magic, the royal wedding, the lies, everything she ever did. The more she pushed it away, the worse it got to the point where she finally opened her eyes and let out a frustrated grunt, slamming her hand on the table. Radiance was unfazed by it however, as she placed a comforting hand on the changlings shoulder.

”It’s alright.” She said, her voice calm and gentle. “You’ll get it.”

”When?” Said Chrysalis, still frustrated. “I was able to do just fine before but now its like I’ve never even done it. It’s been two weeks and I can’t even levitate a coin! And levitation is supposed to be easy!”

”It takes time my dear. That’s how magic works,” said Radiance. “Believe me, I was in your shoes too.”

”You were?” Said Chrysalis, her eyebrow raised in curiosity.

Radiance nodded. “I didn’t become this world famous enchantress in a day, you know. This stuff took time and lots of patience and it's because of that is why I am where I am today. I know you want to control this as soon as possible but you can’t rush perfection.”

”I know.” Chrysalis sighed. “But part of me wants to learn how to control this because If I don’t now, who knows what danger I could bring to everyone. What…she can bring.”

”You mean….her right?”

Chrysalis nodded.

“She’s still bothering you I would assume?”

She nodded again. “She never leaves me alone. In my head, in my dreams, heck she’s even there in my reflection.” She blinked a few times, feeling tears beginning to form. “I can’t even blink without seeing her.”

”I’m so sorry you are dealing with this.” Said Radiance, taking her hands into her own. “But you gotta be stronger than her. You are not the same girl you were at the beginning of the year. You want to change, you just gotta believe in that not only on the outside, but also inward.” Radiance placed a hand over Chrysalis’s heart. “You need to feel it, trust it, embrace it. For if she takes control—

“But what if that isn’t enough?” Chrysalis said, her voice shaky. “What if im not strong enough?”

”You can be, but only if you push through. Only if you let her stop haunting you and defying who you are. If you can’t see that then she’ll win and you’ll be lost once again.”

Chrysalis flinched but Radiance continued on.

”You want to have a purpose? This is your chance to have it. Don’t lose it. You can’t be weak, that’s what she strives for, is it not?”

Chrysalis nodded slowly.

”Then show her who’s in charge. Show her who is the real queen.”

Chrysalis looked back at the coin and closed her eyes, those words and images echoing in her mind as she tried to block them out, her muscles tensed and her hand stretched forth. She grunted as she continued to stay focused on the object.

”I’m not weak.” She whispered to herself. “I’m not weak.”

This time the darkness inside of her mind began to stir, but she didn’t flinch as it began to grow and grow. She then suddenly began to feel a warm sensation in her hand. The same feeling she felt back in the lunchroom and in the office before. She finally felt like she had control at last. She almost got it. Just a little bit more.

Boo.

Chrysalis gasped and as soon as she finally got concentrated, it was gone in a flash. She looked to see the coin only moved not even an inch from its position. She sighed, now even more frustrated than before. She almost had it. What went wrong.

“Tell you what, we’ll call it a session today.” Said Radiance. “Let’s meet up again in a few days, give some time to clear your head.”

Chrysalis slowly nodded, getting up from her seat with her backpack in hand and headed towards the door. She felt a hand in her own and looked to see Radiance with a small smile.

”Remember, Patience.”

Chrysalis gave a soft smile before heading out the door closing it behind her, Once she was gone, Radiance's smile morphed into a frown, her arms crossed as she was deep in thought, unaware that a pair of bright blue eyes was watching from the vent up above before scurrying away without making a sound.

The sweet smell of freshly baked goods filled the air once you stepped into The Pie’s Sweet Shoppe, the sweetest place in Harmony City and the usual hangout spot for the Guardians and other students from Harmony High, Golden Dragon, and other schools in the city. Speaking of which, The kids were at a large booth in the corner of the store, talking and laughing as they relaxed after another long day at school. Among them was also Velvet Vignette, Jasper Hamada, and newest student/member, the wild but kind-hearted Autumn Blaze.

If you ever wondered what would happen if you put Chi and Hiro into a blender, Autumn would be the results. Its only been a couple weeks since she moved to Harmony City but Autumns’ already learned so much from her new friends. Tall structures as high as the eye can see, various species living together in harmony, And the food, oh the food was to die for. So much better than bug jerky back home, Although she was still getting used to the sudden jump in technology like trying to work a geo phone, a welcome gift from Asami and Bolin who decided to “adopt” her into their home while she was staying in the city, or awestruck by how a refrigerator light turns off when the door closes, And while she’s not new to how school works, she does leave some student and teacher’s eyebrows raised at certain antics she does in class, some of them getting a laugh out of her classmates that put Hiro’s rep as the class clown in jeopardy, one of which he doesn't mind as he enjoys the new competition that isn't Chi.

Speaking of which, It was quite surprising by how much she was able to connect with the others so quickly even after being alone for so long. Obviously, her and Hiro got off almost instantly with her love of jokes and pranks, something that also Chi had a liking towards also as well as her surprisingly great athletic skills. Its no surprise these three became fast friends right out the gate.

Iris, Mai, Jasper, and Akari were more than happy to help her with her firebending, even teaching some new tricks of their own, although it did lead to some hair (and wings) nearly being burnt off, she was quite the fast learner. Gallant helped her with understanding more about both human and ponies history, as well as his love for animals. Nori, being Nori, fell almost instantly in love with her hair and helped Autumn with trying out different outfits.

Even Velvet had got along quite well with Autumn both intrigued by each other’s home and history, Velvet providing her with tons of information she can write back home and vice versa. Not to mention their sparkling personalities made them bounce off each other quite easily like Hiro and Chi.

Flurry Heart and Rohan also got acquainted with her as well, learning alot about the plantlife from her home, research that they could use for university. I could on and on about how much people grew a liking to her, but I’d be here all day.

”Alright so lemme get this straight one more time.” Said Autumn, as she looked at Chi. “So you can shapeshift into anything? Like anything anything?”

”Well almost anything.” Said Chi. “While I have no problems turning into lets say a wolf or human, others take a lot more concentration. But for the most part yea, anything you can think of!”

”Oh really?” Said Autumn, before leaning closer to the wisp with a smirk. “Then let’s put it to the test.”

“Is that a challenge, carrot top?” Said Chi, producing her own smug smirk.

”Might be, unless you’re….chicken?”

“Alright. Let’s maybe save this challenge for when were not inside a public building?” Said Jasper. “As much as I would love to see this happen.”

”Sorry but its just, wow! I’ve learned so much from you guys in such a short time its still kinda hard to take in.” Autumn said. “I mean your family literally saving the world Celestia knows how many times, You’re mom being the start of a new era of Avaters? Avercar?”

”Avatar” Hiro corrected.

“Thanks. and you and your friends traveling to the spirit world, getting trapped in a magical mirror which by the way I can’t imagine how cramped that could be cause i'm really claustrophobic I just start going crazy which kinda reminds me of the time me and a friend back home got trapped in cave cause she saw this pretty-“

”Uh Autumn?” Said Mai, tapping her on the shoulder. “You’re doing it again.”

”Doing what again?” She said, arching an eyebrow. This earned some stifled laughs from the group and Mai simply to rolls her eyes.

”Nothing. Continue.”

”Great! So anyway as I was saying—”

As the others listened on, Iris looked to see an empty seat next to her. She frowned and let out a small sigh. She thought Chrysalis would be here by now but ever since she started being in the same magic arts class as her, she hasn’t been hanging around the group as much as before. She keeps saying that she’s staying behind to get some extra studying in the library but it doesn't make sense cause whenever they do that, she just excuses herself. It’s almost as if for the past few weeks she’s been actively avoiding them.

No, she couldn’t be. She knew the last couple weeks have been rough on her. And its like her mom said, she needed some space to find herself. When she’s ready, she’ll be there. But something still didn’t sit right. She felt like she needed to do something, She’s the princess of friendship, it's literally in the title. It’s her job to help those in need and to spread it. But why does it feel she’s doing it wrong?

The sound of the door bell rung as three more ponies walked in. Those being Opaline, Cozy Glow, and Misty, the latter carrying the two’s backpacks inside.

“Don’t look now but the devilish duo has arrived.” Said Flurryheart, her eyes narrowing at the sight. The three walked up to the counter where Pinkie Pie greeted them

”Helloooo there ladies!” She greeted, her chipper tone still as bright as ever even after all these years. “I’m presuming the usual?”

”Actually make it three of the cinnamon raspberry smoothies this time.” Said Opaline. “And make mine with sugar free?”

”But what’s the point of having whipped cream with no sugar?” Said Pinkie. “Thats what makes whipped cream so good!”

”And can I have extra cinnamon in mine?” Misty said, struggling to hold onto all three book bags.

“Sure thing, Misty!” Pinkie then typed a few buttons on the register.

”Oh and put it on my tab.” Said Opaline. “My daddy will pay for it later.”

”Hmm I don’t know. You said that last time. And the time before. And the time before.” Her eyes then popped open before leaning in close and narrowing them. “Waaaait. Are you just saying that so you can get out of paying?”

Opaline scoffed. “Now why on earth would you think such a thing?”

”Maybe because you are the daughter of the head of school board as well as the world famous fashion designer, well not as world famous as Rarity, no offense so you use your popularity to get free stuff as well as staying out of trouble and-“

The more pinkie talked, the more Opaline’s anger began to rise as her left eye began to twitch. Cozy seeing this, tried to descalate the situation by pulling out a few bits and gems and placing them on the table.

“Will this cover it?” She said. Pinkie looked down at the money given.

”Yep! This will do!” She said with glee. “I’ll have those done lickity split!” She then took the receipt and walked over to the kitchen window. “Cheese! We need three brown sweethearts swimming in soap, one with extra dirt, STAT!!”

”Already on it, honey pie!” Cheese called out, giving her a quick salute before heading off to work.

”You didn’t have to do that.” Said Opaline. “I had it taken of.”

”Considering you looked like you were about to turn her into a pink meringue pie, I would think otherwise.” said Cozy, placing the purse back in her pocket. “Besides, consider it a token of my friendship to you. And Misty.”

”Thanks, Cozy.” Said Misty.

“Come on, we’ll sit at my usual spot.” Said Opaline as the three looked towards in the direction of the guardians, who were sitting in the corner.

”I think your spot is taken.”

”Yeah, I can clearly see that, Misty!” Oplaine.

“Well then I guess we’ll have to ask nicely for them to move.” Said Cozy, before the three began walking over towards them

”Don’t look now but the two stooges and Misty are heading this way.” Said Velvet.

”Maybe if we don’t say anything, they’ll just go away.” Said Mai.

”Who?” Said Autumn. Aren’t they in our class?”

”Yep. And they are the last people you wanna talk to.” Said Akari. “Trust me, they’re bad news/“

”Oh I’m sure they aren’t too bad!”

”Uh excuse me, Goondians?” Said Opaline, her voice snobby as ever. “You’re in my spot.”

“How many times we gotta tell you, Opaline.” Said Iris, her annoyance for the unicorn already rising. “There isn’t any assigned seating. Anyone can sit wherever they want.

”Oh that’s rich coming from you.” Cozy retorted. “A princess saying anyone can sit wherever they want when she always gets the special treatment.”

”You know I’m not like that.”

”Uh huh sure.”

”Besides, why do you need a booth this big anyway? Its only you three.”

”Because I always sit here. So why don’t you make like a fly and buzz off.”

”Hey that’s enough.’ Said Jasper, getting up from her seat, her brows furrowed at the unicorn. “Just drop it Opaline. No need to start a scene.”

“Uh Opaline?” Misty whispered. “Maybe we should just go to the spot by the-“

”Oh that’s rich! Coming from the Queen of Scenes herself.” Opaline laughed sarcastically at the firebender. “I don’t know if you noticed but you should be the last person who tells me to not start something considering your….history.”

Hiro got up to defend her but was quickly grabbed by Mai who simply shook her head. Even though she would love to see this unicorn get the good ol one two, the last thing they needed was to cause a bigger commotion in Pinkie’s shoppe. And by the looks of it, Jasper didn’t seem to be needing any help as she was still calm but her voice firm as ever.

”If your trying to get me to snap in front of your new friend then its not gonna work.” She said. “So why don’t you take Misty’s advice and go sit over by the window, hm?”

Opaline narrowed her eyes at her before scoffing. “Fine. I didn’t want to sit here anyway. Got Kirin dirt on my spot.” She turned her head in a dramatic fashion before walking away, Cozy following suit. Misty however bowed her head and quietly apologized profusely before turning and catching up with the other two. Jasper let out a deep exhale before sitting back down.

”Okay, I take that back.” Said Autumn. “Those two are absolutely insufferable.”

”Get used to it.” Said Mai. “Though to be honest, I'm still not even after all these years.”

”You okay?” Hiro asked Jasper.

“Yeah I’m fine.” She said. “It’s just, how can a girl like her be so…..fowl?”

”You’re being nice.” Said Akari. “But yeah. I’m still trying to figure that out. Though thanks for y’know, not making things worse.”

”Hey at this point, descaling a situation is basically a second job.” Jasper said jokingly. Her phone then let out a faint buzz and she looked to see her screen flashing with a reminder. She sighed. “Speaking of which.”

“Gotta deal with the King of Scenes?”

“Yeah, it doesn't help that I still have tons of homework to do as well.”

”I still can’t believe he’s still grounded.” Said Gallant. “Was you’re dad that mad?”

”Not as mad as me.” She said, grabbing her backpack. “I doubt this’ll change him or anything but maybe he’ll lay off you guys for awhile.”

”Don’t count it.” Said Chi.

“I’ll catch you guys later.” She then looked to Hiro. “Practice tomorrow?”

”Same time. Better bring your A-game, team leader.” He said jokingly.

”And you better stay focused.” She teased, causing his face to turn deep red and shrink a bit in her seat. She waved good-bye to the others and made her leave.

”It was only one time.” He muttered. “One time.”

”Dude, how is it after all these years you still haven’t asked her out?” Said Chi.

“I’m just…waiting for the right time, yknow?” He said, twiddling his thumbs. “Just wanna wait for the right moment.”

”And when is that moment?” Said Mai. “You had like every Harmony Festival since you laid eyes on her, the middle school Spring Fling, The Hearths Warming Parties, Hearts and Hooves Day, The one time where-“

”Okay I get the point!” He exclaimed. “Besides, it's not like you're the one to talk. You froze the moment you laid eyes on Lu Ten!”

”True. But it didn't take me ten years of my life to talk to him without sounding like a squeaky chew toy.” She said, wrapping an arm around Lu Ten, which made him slightly blush. Hiro opened his mouth to protest but quickly shut it, shrugging his shoulders.

“Touche”

”She’s gonna be a senior next year, Hiro.” Said Iris. “If you’re gonna go for it, nows your chance.”

”I mean I will.” He said, rubbing the back of his neck. “I just don’t wanna jump into it, that’s all.”

“Hang on. Hiro? Taking things slow? On a girl?” Nori said. “And I thought dancing with a unagi was the peak of my lifetime.”

”Alright guys, take it easy.” Said Autumn. “If Hiro wants to wait then let him. It’s not like it’ll be the end of the world by the time she graduates or anything.”

”Thank you, Autumn.”

”Although if you do need some relationship advice, I’m sure I can assist on your…emotional intelligence.”

Hiro shot up and looked at Autumn only to turn to his sister and boyfriend and frown in annoyance, the two simply smiling and waving.

”No seriously, I was basically the love doctor back in my village. I’m a pro with these types of things.”

”I’ll…keep that in mind Autumn. Thanks.”

Akari then leaned in slightly, looking in Hiro’s eyes. “There’s something else isn’t’ there?”

Hiro shot up, eyes slightly widened. “What? No. No there isn’t it. Nothing else is there whats there I don’t see anything there why are you looking at me stop looking at me!” He said before sipping his smoothie.

Mai noticed this too, a sly grin forming on his face. “Don’t actually tell me you are still scared as to what Pao would do to you, aren’t you?”

Hiro lightly chocked on his drink at the mention of his name. “Pao? Ha!” he scoffed, waving a hand. Please, you think I’m scared of the brother of my childhood crush that could turn me into a Satocicle and throw me in the ocean with no trace or evidence if I break his sister’s heart? Im not scared…..” He smiled at Gallant, only to grab him by the collar his his shirt and pull him close to his face, eyes widen and expression changed to that of fear. “I’m terrified!”

“He can’t be that terrifying,” said Autumn.

“The guy can slice a tree in half with a single strike of water.” Said Chi.

“That’s not too bad.” Said Lu Ten.

“From a water bottle.” Nori added. “Halfway full.”

Autumn and Lu Ten sucked in their lips.

“Okay, you should be terrified.” Said Autumn.

Hiro groaned and rested his head on the table. “I guess me and Jasper were never meant to be.”

Mai opened her mouth, about to say something before Iris quickly closed it, shaking her head. Mai slouched her shoulders and growled from under her hand.

“I’m sure the right moment will arrive eventually.” Said Nori. “Just gotta go with the tide.”

“And if Pao does do anything funny, you know Jasper’s always gonna keep him in check..” said Akari.

“Yeah, I guess.” Said Hiro.

”Hey, does anyone know if Chrysi was supposed to show up?” Said Chi.

“I texted her a few minutes ago but havent heard a reply back yet.” Said Akari. “Maybe she forgot?”

“Lemme try.” said Iris as she typed into her phone before pressing ‘SEND’. She waited a few seconds before her screen flashed with a message.

“Wow that was quick.” Said Nori.

Iris looked at her screen and frowned when she read the message, she typed something in response and sent it before flipping her phone back over.

”She’s not coming, is she?” Said Gallant. Iris shook her head.

“Look, I get that we need to give her some space but, are you sure we’re doing the right thing?” Said Nori. “I feel as though we should be there for her.”

”And we will.” Said Iris. “But we should also give her time to find her footing. If and when she needs us, we’ll be there.”

The other nodded in agreement, but the thought still lingered over all of them. Part of them wanted to be there for her but ever since that incident in the cafeteria, she’s been a bit more distant that normal. They couldn’t help but feel worried. While thinking about this, they were unaware that a butterfly was floating by the window. That said butterfly had a very familiar green color scheme on its wings and body. It flew there for a few more second before flying off into the sky towards her apartment.

The roaring engine of Jasper’s motorbike echoed in the air as she pulled into the driveway of her house. While it was no Sato mansion, it was still rather large for how wealthy her family was thanks to her dad's engineering skills. A definite beenfit of being the former head engineer of Sato Industries. She parked it in its usual spot and took off her helmet, her long frilly hair flowing free from its tight constraints.

Pulling out her key, she opened the front door to her home, only to be greeted by a large red-orange blur flying around the entryway before landing on Jasper's outstretched arm.

It was a phoenix, a young and beautiful one at that. Its feathers were a dazzling array of reds, oranges, and yellows that gave it the appearance of a living flame. Its golden eyes gleamed as it let out a sharp, cheerful cry.

”I see someone is full of energy,” Said Jasper, scratching her friend behind the ear. “Had a good day today, Sora?”

Sora let out another chipper cry, rubbing his head under Jasper’s chin, a sign of love and trust he had formed with her over the years. Jasper laughed, “Yeah, it's nice to see you too.”

She lifted her arm up, letting him fly back up in the air and over to his perch which was next to the stairs leading to the second floor. She tossed her backpack onto the nearby couch, and took off her shoes and jacket to get a little more comfortable.

”Pao! I’m home!” She called out. There was no reply. She called again. ”Pao? Ya hear me?”

Again. No reply. Jasper let out a sigh and began walking up the stairs leading to both of their rooms, Sora following behind her flying up and down the hallway.

”You better be up there doing homework!” She called as she walked down the hall till she made it to her destination. She knocked on the door, not too loud but loud enough in case he decided to take an after school snooze. ”Pao? You in there?”

No reply. Now she was getting frustrated. She placed her ear against the door to see if she can hear anything going on in there. While nothing really stood out at first, she then began to hear the faint noise of music on the other side. That only meant one thing. She rolled her eyes and opened the door to see Pao laying on his bed, headphones in listening to his music.

Usually when he’s had a long day, working on stuff in his workshop, or needs to relieve some tension, Pao enjoys escaping through music. Sometimes he can get a little too lost in it like what’s happening now. He laid on his bed, headphones in, eyes shut tight as he nodded along to whatever was blasting through his walkman. Jasper planted her hands on her hips and waited for him to notice her. She cleared her throat. Guess its time to enter "Sis" mode.

She leaned down and gave him a sharp poke in the ribs.

“Gah!” Pao flailed, tumbling off the bed and landing on the carpet with a muffled thud, Sora landing on his head.

Jasper smirked. “I’m home.”

”What did I say about not coming into my room?!” He said, getting up from the floor,swiping Sora away who then landed on a perch next to the window. “It’s off limits unless I say so!”

”Yeah, sorry bud. That doesn’t work on sisters. You should know that by now.” She said, handing him back his walkman that fell on the floor. He took it and pressed the ‘stop’ button before placing it on his bedside table and going to his desk. “Did you get your homework done?”

”Almost,” he replied, sitting down and pulling out his book. “I was taking a break in case you were wondering.”

”A break?”

”Yeah? Is that a crime?”

”Pao…”

”Ugh, fine. I didn’t start. Just needed to clear my head, that's all.”

”Why?” She asked, sitting down on his bed. “Did something happen?”

”Oh nothing, just that fact that Iris’s little friendship project made me look like a fool in front of the whole school.”

”You’re still on about this?”

“She’s the reason i'm grounded in the first place!” He said, turning around in his seat to face her.

”No. You are grounded because you were bullying a bunch of kids and nearly harmed Chrysalis. You are lucky that Miss Radiance was there to stop it.”

”Oh don’t tell me you actually believe that buck wash.”

”Language.”

”Whatever!” He shouted slamming his book close, causing her to flinch a little. “Look, Whether its my fault or not, I know what I saw! I’m telling you sis, she’s bad news. Whatever Iris and her Snordians did clearly didn’t work.”

”Okay first off, don’t call my friends the Snordians.” She said. “And second, why can’t you just give Chrysalis a chance? She’s really trying to change. I trust Iris and the others are helping her through her stuff right now, why can’t you?"

“I dunno, maybe because she was a tyrant queen that nearly took over the world three times.” Said Pao. “If she couldn’t change before, why now?”

”That still doesn’t excuse what you did.”

”She should watch her mouth then.” He mumbled.

”Pao!”

”Look if your done annoying me, can you and Mr. Featherweight over here out of my room? I don’t want to clean up his business….again.” he glared at the phoenix who simply shrugged his wings before going back to his home. He continued on with his homework, only to stop when he felt the warm embrace of her sister’s arms wrapped around his torso and her hair covering his face.

”You need a shower.”

“And you need some soap in that mouth of yours.” She retorted.

“If you don’t use it up like last time then sure.”

She flicked his ear in his response, making him yelp in at the sharp pain only to tug at her hair, enough to where she felt it but not enough to where it hurt her. The two then growled at each other and the next thing they knew, they were both on the ground wrestling each other like they were little kids. Sora tilted his head from the perch, watching them roll around like squabbling puppies. Eventually, Jasper pinned Pao down, locked in a hold and Jasper lay on top of him.

“Now what do you say?”

”No fair! I wasn’t even fully prepared yet!”

”No, I don't think that's the word. Try again.” She said teasingly.

”Jasper!”

”Nope! One more time.”

“Fine! Uncle!” He groaned, finally admitting defeat. Satisfied, Jasper let him go and he collapsed to the ground, exhausted catching his breath.

”And Jasper Hamada takes the lead 7-6!” She shouted to the imaginary crowd. “Let’s hear it for big sis! Jasper! Jasper! Jasper!”

Sora let out a loud cry to celebrate the victory of his owner over her brother.

“Yeah Yeah Yeah.” He said getting up from the floor and brushing himself off. “I’ll be ready for you next time. But seriously, you do need a shower. Smell worse than Sora on bath day.” Pao said, waving the air. Sora squaked angrily at him, offended by his comment. “What? You know I’m right.”

”Hey! I do not smell that bad!” Jasper protested, only to take a quick whiff under her arm, her nose wrinkling up faster than a used paper towel. “Okay, yeah. Shower time. Which reminds me, need to get some more shampoo after pro bending practice tomorrow.”

“Lemme guess, with Hiro?” Pao’s expression darkened a little as he sat back in his chair.

“Yeah, so?”

“So you know what I’m gonna say next.”

Jasper’s brows furrowed. “I thought we already talked about this, Pao.”

“So you also know why its a bad idea.”

“And you why I don’t want you choosing who I can and cannot like.” Said Jasper, crossing her arms. “Hiro’s a nice guy and a good friend.”

“If he’s such a nice guy why hasn’t he asked you out yet?”

Jasper froze for a brief moment, trying to think up a reason. “Maybe its’s because he’s scared you’ll freeze him on the spot.”

“See? Now you get it.”

Jasper narrowed her eyes. “I just don’t get it. They’re not bad people. You used to be friends with them.”

Pao stopped writing and froze. He let those words sink in real deep before shaking his head. “Yeah. But that was a long time ago, and you know why I’m like this. I just…” he trailed off, not wanting to live that memory again. “By the way, Dad said he’s gonna be late again. Had to go back to the office.”

“Lemme guess, another ‘private project’?” Jasper said, air quoting the last part.

“Bingo”

Jasper sighed. “Well then I guess cooking tonight. Besides, we’ve been eating take-out too much recently.”

”Eating seaweed noodles all the time isn’t any better you know.” Said Pao, not looking up from his notebook.

”It is when you add vegetables in there.” She said. “I’ll call you when its ready.”

”Thanks, sis.”

Jasper turned and was about to walk out to but stopped and slightly turned her head back, bits of her hair covering a part of her eye.

”Hey…I love you. You got that?”

“Yeah, I know.” He said, continuing with his homework. He continued to write his answers down until a shadow covered his paper. He looked to see a brown fist next to his face and his sister smiling at him.

”Hamada pride?”

Pao looked down at the fist and up at his sister. Rolling his eyes, he fist bumped her, a small smirk growing on his face. “Hamada pride.”

When Jasper left, Pao sank back into his chair, flipping open his notebook. But his mind wandered. He hated how her words lingered.

“She’s really trying to change. Give Iris and the others a chance. Trust them.”

Was she, though? Could someone like Iris help Chrysalis really change? Or was it all just an act? He wanted to believe the former but his taste towards those guys was bitter. Then his mind went back to earlier this year, how everyone had stared at him after the incident. Like he was the bad guy for picking on those kids. And maybe… maybe he had been. And he was too blind to see it himself at that moment. He wanted to get back at her but this feeling deep down just told him it wasn’t worth it. That it would do him no good. He let out a heavy breath and tapped his pencil against the desk.

“Stupid conscience,” he muttered.

Sora chirped from his perch. “Don’t look at me like that.” Pao grumbled.

The phoenix ruffled its feathers and turned away dramatically, leaving Pao alone with his thoughts. Part of him wanted to believe that she is different, but the other just says otherwise. A waste of time for everybody. But no matter how much he tried to shove it aside, the seed Jasper planted wouldn’t stop growing.

And that really annoyed him more than anything.

Chrysalis looked through her notebook, going over what she learned in class today and writing down the answers on her assignment. She decided to start homework a little early than usual since Kuvira was gonna be running late tonight, not that she didn’t mind. She kinda liked being a little introverted every once and awhile. But even when working on her homework, she still couldn't get her mind off her lesson today. She did exactly what Radiance told her but she still couldn’t do it. She could feel it. It was so close but just like that, it was gone. It was as though her evil side was preventing her from taking control. Or at least not complete control. She knew that she wanted her to embrace her darkness once again, but if she did who knows if she’ll be ever be brought back like before. She needed to figure this out, and fast. Even if it meant not hanging out with her friends much anymore.

Gurgle

Her thoughts were interrupted when she heard the faint sound of her stomach growling. Come to think of it, she didn’t really eat much today at school and with Kuvira out till later tonight, She’d have to fend for herself which, again, wasn’t anything new. They had plenty of food so its not like she’ll starve. Maybe a light dinner can clear her mind so she can concentrate. Putting down her pencil, she walked out of her room and went to the fridge, only to open it and realize something was missing.

”Right. Forgot to get milk.” She said, rolling her eyes. “Guess I gotta make a quick pit stop before I feast.”

She closed the fridge and put on her shoes before opening the door and walking into the elevator. Fortunately, the corner store was just a block from the complex so it didn’t take long for her to walk over, get the milk, pay, and head back to the building. Although on the way back, just as she pushed the button for the elevator to go up, a hand came through and stopped it from closing.

A familiar, bright pink, hand.

”Oh. It’s you.” Said Cozy, expression being that of annoyance. “I’ll just wait for the next one.”

“Just get in here.” Chrysalis said, rather bluntly. “I promise I won’t bite.”

Cozy looked at her as though she had something on her face but rolled her eyes and walked inside. Chrysalis pushed the button again, letting the door close fully this time and started to move upwards. The two sat in an awkward silence, not knowing what to say. Cozy looked down at her phone and started to type something while Chrysalis silently tapped her fingers on the jug of milk she just bought. The more the two stood there, the more the air in the box began to feel hotter than usual. But what could they say to each other, it's not like they were friends. Chrysalis’s eyes slowly looked towards Cozy’s face, making sure she didn’t see it. The pegasus frowned after reading a text from someone and placed her phone back in her pocket and leaned on the wall next to her arms crossed. The more she noticed it, the more…upset she looked. Was something going on in her life back home? Radiance never mentioned it during her tutoring. Although that is private business so why would she. I’d imagine she wanted her to make more friends instead of being with Opaline which was clearly a bad influence. But it’s not like she wants to be friends with her and the others. She made that perfectly clear. Then again, maybe it wouldn’t hurt to get to know her more.

”So….how was your day?” Chrysalis said, only to immediately regret it and mentally facepalm herself. “How was your day?! Are you serious?!” She screamed in her mind. “Who even starts with that?!”

”Why do you care?” Cozy said rather bitterly.

“I’m just asking thats all.”

“….it was fine.”

“Oh..okay.”

The two sat in silence again, the door dinging and the opening to their floor. Chrysalis politely let her go first to which she simply huffed and walked away.

“Hey Cozy, wait!” She called.

“Please go away.” She mumbled as she fidgeted for her keys.

“Look, I know we got off on the wrong foot but maybe if you want we can—“

”What? Go get some ice cream? Hang out at the mall?” She said in a pretty high and sarcastic tone of voice. “Oh! How about we join hands and sing songs while skipping down the sidewalk making a complete fool of ourselves!”

Chrysalis stepped back a moment, the tension in the air feeling a lot more tighter than usual. “I’m just saying that—“

”Well save it!” She retorted. “Look, I don’t know what you and my Auntie are doing during your free time but know this, bug.” She began to step forward, causing the changeling to step back. “I don’t like you. I don’t like your friends. I don’t want to be friends with either of you. We will never be friends either in this or the next life. You may think you are different than before, but all I see is just some lowlife changeling who can’t seem to understand that some people don’t wanna be friends with her no matter how much she changed. From what I see, you are one of the last ponies that deserve a second chance and you will never ever change. You will always be the same evil bug you have always been since the day you turned into that crazy queen. Now, don’t ever talk to me again or else you’ll get a nice up close experience with Milo’s teeth. Do I make myself clear?”

By the time she was done, she had Chrysalis pinned up against her wall, completely mortified by what she heard. She gulped hard and nodded her head.

“Crystal.”

”Good.” Cozy then simply walked back to her door and slammed it closed once she entered. The changeling then opened her door and quickly shut it. She let out a sigh of relief that it didn’t get any worse. While those words didn’t necessarily hurt her, it definitely stung. She just had a confused dumbfounded look on her face, still processing everything that was said. All she did was try to make amends and start over but….dang she did not hold back this time.

“So much for starting over.” She said before placing the milk on the counter and starting dinner.

While it wasn’t a nightmare this time, she still couldn’t shake those words from her mind. It felt like she had that bottled up for who knows how long and Chrysalis unintentionally lit the keg. Just what was her issue with her? Did she hurt her in the past as Chrysalis? No she couldn't, she was still being regenerated when Cozy was still a filly. She just might’ve heard the rumors. But she had no reasons to like the others, she didn’t have to be so mean to them. Just because they are friends with her doesn’t mean she had to carry that same hate to those who truly care for her. And then she has the audacity to put on a scene in front of other students to make her look popular just because her aunt is the head of magic class. She only did this to give Cozy the chance to make new friends but all she’s ever done is hang out with Opaline and flaunt her fame. Acting all cute and innocent when that’s not her true colors at all. Its almost like she was a complete little…

Cozy groaned, covering her face with her pillow to try to not wake Milo, who was sleeping in a little cot next to her’s. She was still thinking about what she said earlier. And no, it wasn’t because of remorse, oh no, it was because she just hated that changeling. Just who does she think she is? Trying to be her friend. She already has her aun spending more time with her and now she just thinks they’re friends, the same can happen with her?

The more she thought about Chrysalis, the more her hatred rose. It was as though it was a stain in her mind that wouldn't come off. And the more she scrubbed, the worse it got. The same can be said for her stupid little friendship making buddy group. She couldn’t stand it anymore! She had to get it out. While usually she would vent to Milo and on occasion, Aunty Vee, they were both asleep and she didn’t want to wake them. It was then she remembered something she haven’t used since she got here. She got out from her bed, turning into her anthro form, wearing her nightgown and walked to her desk, she switched the light on to the lowest setting and pulled something out of her drawer, a pink book with her cutie mark on it. Milo got this for her during Hearths Warming, telling her to use it whenever she needed to let off some steam since her Aunt was getting sick of her making her room a mess and buying new pillows every other day of the week. She opened the lock and grabbed a quill, dipping it in ink before going to a blank page.

“Dearest diary,”

Chrysalis walked out of the kitchen, a glass of water in hand as she sat down at the kitchen table and placed a book down in front of her. When she moved in, Kuvira bought her a journal as a way to help her vent or just talk to herself whenever she needed to. It help her during her time serving her sentence back when she was defeated so she figured maybe it could help her just lay everything down and get this out of her head. Or at least try to. Taking the quill in hand, she took in a deep breath and began to write:

“Dear journal.”

Cozy Glow and Chrysalis:
I thought my first days would be nothing but highs no lows.
But alas, there's been confusion, oh, what a twist,
I didn’t think my life would lead to this.

Cozy Glow presses her quill to the paper, writing furiously. Chrysalis scribbles as if her quill might tear through the page.

Cozy and Chrysalis:
There’s been some confusion, For you see my classmate is…..

Cozy then began to draw a crude drawing of Chrysalis, complete with cartoonishly large eyes and frown, having her tongue stick out.

Cozy Glow:
Unusually and exceedingly conniving,
And altogether downright impossible to describe…..

Chrysalis had to take a look in the mirror next to her just once, the reflection being an exact copy of Cozy before turning back in a bright blue flash to her normal self and writing down one simple word to describe her perfectly, all while making her own crude drawing of Cozy, complete with a exaggerated bow and flames around her.

Chrysalis:
Snob.

Cozy Glow:
Bug.

(Parody of What is this Feeling from Wicked)

Cozy and Chrysalis threw their quill down and slammed the book shut, getting up from their seat and began to pace around the room. Not even writing was helping them as much. Just the more they wrote the more they just began to hate each other. And it only grew with each passing second.

Cozy Glow:
What is this feeling,
So sudden and vile?

Chrysalis:
I felt it the moment
You showed that fake smile.

Cozy Glow:
My pulse is racing,

Chrysalis:
My head is spinning,

Cozy Glow:
Yeah well, My patience's fading—

Both:
What is this feeling?
Bitter as a sting,
Does it have a ring?
Yes!

The next day, they both woke up and walked out of their homes heading off to school, both laying eyes on each other, narrowed and scowls on each of their face and they walked towards each other until there was almost nose to nose.

Loathing
Unadulterated loathing

Cozy Glow:
For your face!

Chrysalis:
Your voice!

Cozy Glow:
Your clothing!

Cozy Glow & Chrysalis:
Let’s just say, I loathe it all!
Every single quirk, don't care how small,
Makes my very skin begin to crawl—
With simple, utter loathing!

They both heard a ding and saw the elevator has opened, both running to the door, Cozy, thinking fast, knocks over a vase, which Chrysalis quickly catches so it doesn’t break, she sighs in relief, only to realize that Cozy has gotten into the elevator and looks to see the pegasus sheepishly smiling and waving at her. Chrysalis growls in anger, the vase suddenly vibrating and shatters into millions of pieces, not even caring that she got wet.

Cozy Glow & Chrysalis:
There’s a twisted satisfaction
In this endless interaction.
It’s so pure! So strong!
Though I must admit it came on fast,
Still, I’m quite convinced that it can last.

Cozy made it school, for sure thinking she got here before Chrysalis did. She greeted Opaline and went to their homeroom, only to be greeted by Chrysalis sitting in her seat. The pegasus was wide eyed and jaw dropped while she simply smiled at her, getting up from her seat and as she passed the two, hissed at Opaline which made her reel back in fear.

Cozy Glow and Chrysalis:
And I will be loathing,
Loathing you,
My whole life long!

Harmony High Students:
Oh.Dear Cozy, you’re just too sweet!
How do you take it? She can’t be beat!
She’s a menace! She’s a frighter!
We don’t mean to pick a side here,
But Cozy Glow, you’re the lighter!

Cozy Glow:
Well…these things are sent to try us!

This feud continued on till lunchtime, now with most of the school joining in. Chrysalis got her tray like everybody else but not without everybody getting up from their seats or banging their trays to the beat all giving her a dirty look.

The only ones who were looking at her funny were The Guardians, who were sitting at their table watching everything unfold.

Harmony High Students:
Poor dear Cozy, forced to survive,
A girl so vile, it’s hard to describe!
We just want to tell you,
We’re all on your side!

We share your-

Guardians Guys:
We know this feeling,
Not sudden and new?

Harmony High:
(Loathing!)

Iris and Akari:
I felt the moment
Those two came into view.

Nori:
The tension’s rising—

Harmony High:
(Let’s just say)

Mai and Lu Ten:
Their patience is breaking—

Harmony High:
(We loathe it all!)

Chi, Hiro, Autumn Blaze:
Oh, I know this feeling!

It felt like it went on for days on end. A flamd that could never go out. One time during class, the two ran to snag a seat in the corner of the room, Chrysalis was almost there but suddenly out of nowhere, Milo came rushing in taking the seat for Cozy. Chrysalis growled in frustration as he smiled and waved at her, only to be picked up by Hiro, holding him up him up from his arms. The earthbender smiled triumphantly.

Unfortunately that victory was short lived when he saw the mink showing its sharp teeth and claws, making Hiro's eyes shrink, realizing his mistake. It wasn't long till students outside heard the scream of what sounded like a little girl and Chrysalis, Gallant, and Mai trying to pry the raging animal off his face in the hallway.

Chrysalis and Cozy:
Does it have a name?

Harmony High:
(Makes our very flesh begin to crawl)

Chrysalis and Cozy:
Yes, ah

And it didn’t stop there. Soon the other Guardians began to feel Cozy’s hatred towards but in different ways. Like Cozy beating Akari during fencing class by catching her off guard and knocking her off her feet. She was never beaten before by anyone, which caught everyone off guard. She looked on as Cozy simply smiled and waved at her as everyone began to crowd around her while Iris helped her up, the two narrowing their eyes at her.

Chrysalis and Cozy:
Loathing

Harmony High:
(loathing)

Chrysalis and Cozy:
There's a strange exhilaration

Harmony High:
(loathing)

Chrysalis and Cozy:
In such total detestation

Harmony High:
(loathing)

Chrysalis and Cozy:
It's so pure, so strong

Another time during chemistry, Cozy and her lab partners were demonstrating their assignment, the cloud of smoke turning into a heart which got nothing but applause. The four high fived each other, only to see that the attention was diverted to someone else’s table. The pegasus turned to see Iris, Lu, Mai, and Chrysalis performing the exact assignment they had. Only to have her form a cloud in the shape of the Harmony High logo, even complete with mini fireworks. The class applauded even louder than before, even the teacher was equally impressed. The same couldn't be said for the Cozy however as she and her team watched, their jaws to the floor and eyes wide completely dumbfounded.

Harmony High:
(so strong)

Chrysalis and Cozy:
Though, I do admit, it came on fast
Still, I do believe that it can last
And I will be loathing
For forever
Loathing
Truly, deeply loathing you

Harmony High:
(loathing you)

Chrysalis and Cozy:
My whole life through!

Harmony High:
(Loathing, unadulterated loathing)

Cozy then opened up her locker, only to be greeted by a giant spider, complete with a familiar eye (or in this case eyes) and skin color she knew all too well.

Chrysalis:
Boo!

Cozy Glow:
GAH!

Chrysalis morphed back to her normal form and let out a laugh that almost sounded like it belonged to a witch as she then casually walked off down the hallway. Cozy Glow catches her breath from the sudden scare, only then let out a angry scream and slam her locker door shut, causing the entire wall to shake violently before walking away in a huff.

Iris took in a deep breath, trying to keep her balance as she had her hands out to her sides, two large circular shields with hexagonal symbols surrounding her palms flickering in and out of existence. She was standing on a log in the middle of air temple island. A figure circled around, watching her every move, a sword in hand.

He was a tall and muscular unicorn with dark blue skin and hair a few shades darker, peppered with silvery strands that partially covered his right eye. Despite his muscular build, he had an air of wisdom and experience. His curved horn peeked out from his mane, and his blue jacket, showing signs of literal wear and tear, draped around his body. No matter how many times his wife and friends told him to get it stitched, even Rarity offering to do it on the house, he refused, saying it kept so many memories. He wore a dark blue, long sleeve, knee-length tunic complete with two crescent moons on each collar. He wore a casual brown belt around his waist and dark blue pants and boots and wore dark blue leather bracers on his forearms.

This teacher was none other than Nova Nightshade, though he looked much different from how he did seven years ago. Gone was the stubborn, lost unicorn, who believed he could never be truly happy again. Now, he stood as the happiest pony alive, with a new family, friends, a great student/apprentice, and a beautiful wife. Even though he taught Iris everything he knew when it came to her magic, which she was now a pro at, even more than him in some places, the alicorn wanted to take it a step further and become a sorcerer master. Hesitant at first, he agreed but warned her that training will be alot more intense then what she’s used to and it would take a lots more concentration and studying. Suffice to say that she was up to the challenge and for the last year and a half, she’s been training to become the first alicorn sorcerer. And the first new one since they disappeared.

“Deep breaths Iris. Like I taught you.” He said calmly, but his voice still carried a stern demeanor that of a teacher. “Breath in the nose, out the mouth, keep that concentration.”

Iris did as instructed and breathed deeply through her nose and out her mouth, her circular shields maintaining its form.

“Being a sorcerer takes concentration, even in the most unusual situations. The spells cast must have full concentration. No distractions,” he said, using his sword to adjust her arms. “Clear your mind.”

Iris’s face twitched as she tried to keep her concentration. She grunted her eyelids squeezing even more shut. It was as though something was holding her back and no matter how much she tried, she just couldn’t get through. Her shields began to lose form and flicker away.

”Concentrate.”

”I’m…trying.” She said as she struggled to maintain her balance. Suddenly she lost her footing and with a scream, fell to the ground with a loud thud. Nova winced and quickly walked over to check on her. Fortunately, she wasn’t seriously hurt besides her backside now being sore. She picked herself up part way and rubbed the back of her head. Opening her eyes, she saw Nova’s hand outstretched.

”You weren’t concentrating.” He said.

”That obvious detective?” She replied sarcastically, taking his head and getting back up on her feet. ”I almost had it though, I was this close.”

”Hey, don’t get your feathers ruffled.” Said Nova. “This is a pretty tricky spell to learn. It took me years to master it. You're lucky you got legs. I had to do this on hooves. Lemme tell you, not pleasant.” He patted her on the shoulder. “You’ll get it next time. You always do.”

”Yeah, I guess.” She said, crossing her arms, her eyes glancing to her ground. Nova knew all too well when Iris talked like this, something was up. As a matter of fact, he knew if any girl did that something was up. He did live with one for the last 1000 years.

“Alright, kid. Start talking.”

”Hm?”

”I know that look when I see it. Something's up isn’t there?” He said, his hands on his hips. “And I may have a hunch of what it is.”

Iris sighed. She knew there was no way in trying to deny it this time. She walked over to a nearby ledge and sat down, Nova taking a seat next to her.

”I don’t wanna bombard you with my problems.”

”Hey, when you are distracted from learning magic, That’s a red flag for something going on up here. So its kinda my problem.” He said, pointing to his head. “It’s about Chrysalis, isn’t it.”

Iris nodded her head. “It’s just. I already told you that she’s been struggling in school.”

“Yeah, and you’re mom and dad said to just give her space to find herself.” He said. “And that’s what you’ve been doing right?”

”Yeah. But I feel like the more we give her space, the more I feel I’m not doing enough to be a friend. I’m supposed to be the Princess of Friendship. I want to help her, but I don’t wanna feel like I’m overprotecting her either. But with how everyone’s treating her at school, especially Cozy Glow…”

”Mistress Radiance’s niece?”

“Mhm. She’s been a real pain in my and everyone’s else's butt.” She said. “Even more than it is right now. I just…I dunno what to do. Do you think I’m doing the right thing?”

Nova rubbed his chin in thought, trying to process the right words to say. Even with years of wisdom about magic, friendship was still something he was teaching himself even after knowing Iris and her family for seven years. Friendship advice was not really his strong suit, that was mostly Chi and Sunset’s department. Guess that’s what happened when you’ve been an introvert for centuries.

Nova leaned back, resting his hands on his lap. “Look, kid. You’re not gonna solve all your problems in one day.” He glanced down to his shadow that blanketed the grass in front of them. “Believe me, I tried.”

“I just feel like I’m letting her down, you know? I mean what if i’m not doing enough? What if—“

Nova held his hand up. “Woah, woah, timeout. First off, you forget who you’re talking to. I am the king of ‘What If’ scenarios and lemme tell you, It’s not worth the extra anxiety, especially at your age. Second, you and the others are doing what most people wouldn't even consider first thing in this type of situation—giving her space, like you said. And it’s not like you ditched her or anything. You still hang out right?”

”Of course. When shes around. But what if that isn’t enough?’

Nova shrugged. “Then maybe its not.”

Iris blinked, cocking her head. “You lost me.”

He smirked. “For all of my life, I always thought about what could’ve happened differently. The regrets I had, and I tried countless ways to fix it. One of them literally took my darkness out of me but you know how that turned out. You can’t control everything, Iris. Sometimes, someone, in this case a changeling, needs to maybe hit rock bottom before she can spread her wings and fly. Kinda like another certain winged teenager I know.”

”Hey!” Iris gave him a playful punch, which only made him smile wider.

”Don't you ‘hey’ me, Princess Stubborn Pants.” He joked. “You two have a lot more in common than you think. You’re both finding your place, and that’s something not even a Princess of Friendship can help with sometimes.”

Iris opened her mouth to protest but closed it, realizing he had a point. “But what about Cozy Glow? She’s been a jerk to her since day one and its only getting worse.”

”Right, Cozy Glow.” He said, scratching the back of his head. “From what Chi told me, she’s anything but what the name implies.” He leaned into her ear and whispered. “If you want my advice, I hear spaghetti sauce is a pain to get out of the hair.”

”Nova!” Iris gasped. “You can’t be serious…”

”You’re right, You’re right.” He said, raising his hands up. “That’s a little harsh…..You could always use juice instead.”

Iris let out a laugh, her tension beginning to lift up. “You are the worst when it comes to advice.”

”I’ll take that a compliment.” He said, grinning. “But seriously, I’m sure you and your friends can handle someone like her that doesn’t involve anything food related. Same with Chrysalis. She’s still figuring things out, just like you. And I know when she needs help, you and your friends will be there. It’s what you do best.”

Iris smiled at her friend, it was times like this she was happy to have a teacher like him around, or in this case a great friend. “Thanks, Nova. That…actually helped a lot.”

”Yeah, I’m actually surprised myself.” He said, before getting up from his spot. “Now come on, let’s try that spell one more time before we call it a day. And uh, try not to land on your butt again, okay?”

She rolled her eyes and got up from her seat and walked back to the log. "By the way, how's Sunset doing?"

"She's still the same as before." Said Nova. "Although now I think we've entered the 'weird craving' phase of pregnancy."

"Weird as in 'peanut butter and pickle sandwiches drowned in chocolate' kind of weird?" Iris replied. "Chi told us awhile back."

Nova nodded. "Can’t tell you how many jars and loafs we went through in the last couple weeks. Even had to use Chi's secret stash. I Just didnt expect this whole parenting thing to be this hard."

"I may not be a mom, but Im sure mine or any parent can tell you thats part of the process." Iris patted him on the back. "But here's a little advice I learned in school: Dont stress yourself out and just give what the woman wants. You'll be fine."

Nova chuckled. "Thanks, kid. I'll keep that in mind. Now then lets get back to training."

Iris nodded and hopped back on the log and getting into her position as before, closing her eyes and taking in deep breaths. A sly grin then formed on Nova's face.

”Although If you are still considering it, you could also try—“

”Nova!”

”Focus, Iris! No distractions!”

Chrysalis sat stiffly in the chair, her fingers twitching above the small, gold coin once again. Radiance sat by her, carefully watching her as she sipped on her tea.

”Remember, focus is key.” Radiance murmured, her voice low and measured. “Let your emotions flow through you. Don’t block them—channel them.”

”Yeah, easy for you to say.” She muttered.

Radiance ignored the comment. “Remember, this is your chance to have it all. Don’t lose it. You can’t be weak, that’s what she strives for, is it not?”

Chrysalis’s eyes squeezed even more and tried, like really tried, to calm down in her head. But it didn’t work. Images of her past slipped in again, losing her focus. She saw her evil self smiling devilishly at her then a bright green flash of light, she became another form. One of which that Chrysalis despised even more. Her smug little smile stained her mind. The way she looked down on her. On how she made everyone look down on her more than before.

“Cozy.”

Chrysalis eye’s snapped open, her hand slammed against the desk, making the coin jump slightly but not by much.

Radiance raised an eyebrow. “Cozy Glow?”

”Yes! Cozy Glow!” Chrysalis shoved her seat back and got up, pacing around as if the name itself was a sin to say. “I know she’s your niece and all but I just can’t stand her! She’s always trying to make my life here a living Tartarus. Messing with my friends, acting like she’s better and smarter than everyone else! Like she’s untouchable!”

Radiance placed her tea cup down and laid back in her seat, watching carefully to see how this unfolds. “Go on.”

Chrysalis whirled to her face. “She never stops yapping her mouth, she manipulates everyone to act like she’s the good guy and make me look bad. How to make everyone think I’m not worth buckwash! And the worst part? She’s good at it! Even when I tried to finally talk to her a few weeks back, she just…she..”

”Told you off?” Radiance lips curled very faintly.

“Exactly!”

”And you just let her?”

Chrysalis froze. “What?”

It was Radiance’s turn to stand up, this time slowly circling her. “You let her push you around. You let her get under your skin. Why?”

”I-I—“ Chrysalis stood there, her fists clenched and anger slowly rising, unaware that the coin slowly began to move. “Because she’s sso—ugh! She’s hopeless! Like nothing I say or do to try and be nice to her matters!”

”Is that so?”

”Yes! What else can I do?”

Radiance leaned forward. “Prove her wrong then.”

”What?”

”Prove her wrong.” She repeated, her voice while calm was just a disguise for the venom she was producing. “You’re stronger than her, aren’t you? You have this power. Smarter even. So why not prove her wrong?”

Chrysalis’s breath began to quicken, her hands tingle with that feeling once again. The coin slowly beginning to rise. “I…I dont know.”

Radiance’s eyes narrowed. “You don’t know? After all she’s put you through, after everything you are trying to do to change, after all the ridicule the students covered you with, you don’t know?” She looked towards the desk, the coin was now in the air, hovering just slightly above the desk.

”I just hate her so much!” Chrysalis hissed. “She acts likes she’s ten steps ahead. Like she’s untouchable! Like all of this is just some game and we’re all her pieces to play!”

The coin began to wobble.

Radiance smiled. “Yes, that’s it keep going. Let it all out!”

Chrysalis breathing became faster, her hands beginning to flicker in and out from its green aura. “I’m sick of her talking to me like I’m still the villain. It’s like she doesn’t even see me trying to change. I want to change. I want to be good. I want to prove to everyone that I’m not the same monster from this summer! Why can’t anybody see that! Or maybe they do but they just don’t care! They want to see me suffer!”

The coin began to shake violently, bouncing back and forth in the air, Chrysalis still oblivious to the whole thing while Radiance watched with a gleam in her eye.

”Don’t stop. Keep going!”

But the changeling ignored her as she clenched her teeth and her pupils began to shrink, her eyes closing as a green mist began to seep out of hey eyelids. “And no matter what I do, whether it be saving my friends from some stupid mirror or just trying to fit in, it’ll never be enough. Everyone including her will still look at me as a monster!”

The coin began to glow with a green aura.

”I just…I just..”

“Just what? You just want to what?” Radiance pushed her.

”I JUST WANT HER TO SHUT UP!!!”

Her eyes shot open, her beautiful innocent eyes replaced with cat slit pupils and a sinister green mist emencing from them, tears flowing down her cheeks. She shot her hand forward at the coin and instantly it shot right out of the room and into the nearby window, millions of pieces of glass raining down onto the floor, the coin landing in the field nearby. Chrysalis flinched, the sound snapping her out of her haze. She blinked a few times and the green mist disappeared and her eyes returned to normal before darting to the window and she gasped.

"Remarkable." Radiance whispered.

“Oh no.” She staggered back, letting everything that just happened settle in. “I’m so—I didn’t mean—you’re niece I wasn’t trying to—“

Radiance stepped forward, placing a firm hand on her shoulder and smiling warmly. “Good.”

Chrysalis looked up, confused and horrified. “Good? I just broke your window and went off about your niece! How is that good?!”

“Eh, I can just say a bird flew into it or something.” She replied, not bothered by the damage as she simply snapped her fingers and a broom came to life and started to clean up the mess. “But you felt it didn’t you? That rush? That power?”

Chrysalis didn’t answer. She couldn’t. She looked down, she knew that power all too well and that was the last thing she wanted to feel.

“I…didn’t mean to do that.”

”Really? Or did you finally stop holding yourself back?” Radiance cupped her cheek with her hand, moving it up to face her, her smile once again nice and warm. “Don’t apologize for it dear, Own it. Just be sure to aim next time.”

Chrysalis heart pounded as those words settled over her. She wanted to say something, she wanted to protest, to deny it. But part of her couldn't. Part of her didn’t want to.

And that’s what terrified her.

”Miss Radiance, you’re niece though I—“

“Fret not. I’m not easily offended.” She said. “Besides, I kinda understand the frustration.”

”You do?” She said with curiosity.

Radiance nodded. “Like I said, my private life is….complicated. Cozy’s life is even more complicated. She knows how to flaunt her status around and sometimes it can go way over her head to the point where even I can’t sometimes bring her back to earth.” She sat back in her chair, rubbing her temples. “I have hoped enrolling her here instead of that prestigious school, Golden Dragon, would help her find some real friends and maybe realize there's more to it than fame and power. But I guess I was wrong on that front. Sometimes I wonder if I did the right thing by taking her from that orphanage.”

Chrysalis's eyes slightly widened. “Orphanage? She’s an orphan?”

Knowing she was saying too much, Radiance clapped her hands together, quickly changing the subject. “How about we call it a day. We have a big day tomorrow you and I.”

”We do?”

”The choosing of my apprentice, for next semester, remember?”

Chrysalis eyes widen. “Oh that’s right! But its not like I’m gonna be chosen anyway.”

”Hey Like I said at the beginning of the year, Everyone has a chance.” She then gently pushed her out the door. “Now go home, take a break, and i expect your homework completed for next class, understand?”

Chrysalis nodded. “Yes, ma’am.”

Radiance smiled and gently closed the door behind her. Once it was closed Chrysalis let out a shaky breath. She looked down at her hands once again. Even though the aura was gone she could still feel the warmth.That power was probably the strongest she ever felt it. But it was the first time she didn’t hold back. It was as though a huge weight was lifted off her shoulders and while she it did still terrified her to an extent,

It also felt….really good.

Students filed into Miss Radiance’s class but nobody could stop talking to each other. Today was a special day, as it was the day, after watching them over the course of almost four months, today was the day she will be choosing her apprentice. Nobody could contain their excitement, especially Iris, Akari, Gallant, and Mai who were all on edge.

”Hoo boy. I'm nervous.” Said Akari. “Is anybody else nervous? Cause I feel like I’m more nervous than anyone else here. Is it hot in here? Did I put deodorant on? because I’m sweating up a storm!”

”Deep breath, Kars,” said Gallant patting her lightly on the back.”Deep breaths.”

Akari did as instructed, taking in a deep breath and exhaling, slowly but surely she calmed down. “Sorry, its just…I’m so excited!”

”I know right?” Said Mai. “I mean I'm pretty sure I'm one of her top students.”

”Pfft you?” Said Iris. “I know for sure I’m getting it. I even wrote out a complete thank you speech!” She took out from her backpack what looked to be a giant stack of papers stitched together and slammed it on the desk, startling everyone around her.

Akari lifted a chunk of pages up and let it drop down. ”Iris, did you cut down part of the Everfree Forest to make this?”

“This is my thank you speech for getting the role. Proofread, edited, and formatted in several different languages by yours truly.” She said, pointing a thumb to her chest, looking smug.

”Now I’m hoping you don’t win cause we’ll be eighty by the time you finish reading all that.” Said Mai, leaning back in her chair.

“Are the other languages really necessary?” Gallant asked, raising an eyebrow.

”It is if you want to show Miss Radiance that you are taking this seriously.” She said firmly.

”Iris, we spent the whole semester taking this seriously.” Said Akari. “Well, I was. At least.”

”What’s that supposed to mean?” Iris said, arching an eyebrow of her own.

”I mean please, I know more about mystical magic and artifacts more than anyone here. If anyones getting that position its me.”

”Oh so you coming to my house every other week asking for the answers on the homework assignment was just for show huh?” Iris shot back.

Akari flinched in her seat. “I..I mean I was stuck on a few problems.”

”A few? Try copying half my notes!”

”Yeah well at least I wasnt killing half the trees in Equestrai to make a thank you speech!”

”Okay you guys, break it up.” Said Gallant. “Look, even if none of you get it, lets not get it in between what matters most. We all tried our best and the way I see it, we all learned something in the end. Even if we don’t get the position.”

The other looked at each other and smiled in agreement. Gallant was right. As cool as it would be to get it, their friendship is more important than some apprentice role. Even if it was the opportunity of a lifetime.

”Yeah, you’re right Gal.” Said Iris. “Let’s not get this between us.”

Gallant nodded before leaning back in his chair, a sly grin forming on his face. “Besides, we all know it's gonna be me so why fight, ladies?”

The three girls looked at him, jaws dropped and pupils shrunk like a pea before growling at him with a cartoonish vein sticking out from their heads. Mai then leaned over and punched him in the shoulder, not enough where it injured him but enough to where it still hurt. He yelped and rubbed his arm.

”Yeah, I deserve that.” He muttered, making a note never to take advice from Hiro ever again.

“And don’t you forget it.” Said Mai before looking towards the door and seeing familiar yet unfriendly faces walking in. Her smile turned into a frown. “Though if there's one thing we can agree on, the last person any of us wants to take that position is Oplaine or Cozy.”

”You really think she would choose her own niece?” Said Gallant, still rubbing his arm. “I mean it doesn seem kinda unfair.”

”Yeah I wouldn't worry too much about her.” Said Akari. “Its the other one I’m worried about.”

”I highly doubt she would choose her either.” Said Iris. “It’s not like she even cared whenever I looked back. She’s either painting her nails or checking her makeup. Miss Radiance can’t be that stupid.”

”Speaking of which, here she comes.” Said Mai as she pointed to the door, the tall unicorn walking in closing the door behind her and walking up to her desk. Chrysalis, who was in her seat writing something down in her notebook before closing it to see Cozy staring at her weirdly.

”Can I help you?” She asked.

Cozy simply huffed and turned away,. Chrysalis simply rolled her eyes and went back to writing in her notebook as Radiance began to speak.

“Alright class, today is the day you’ve all been waiting for.” She said, stirring up excitement in the room. “Four months I have watched you all learn and grow in my class as I taught you all I know. And while there's still more to learn, only one of you will be able to know much more than anyone else as my personal apprentice for next semester.”

The students whispered and giddy with excitement.

”As I said before, even if you are not chosen, you all have done exceptionally well and I expect this level of effort to continue once we return from the holiday break. She then clapped her hands, silencing the room. “So, let’s get this over with. I can feel the anxiety growing in this room.”

The students laughed at her joke as she walked to the front of the room. Opaline closed her pocket mirror and got herself ready, already believing that she won.

”The student that will be my apprentice next semester will be—“

“Thank you! Thank you!” Said Opaline getting up from her seat. “You dont have to drag it out. I am honored to be chosen as your pupil!”

The room filled with groans and confusion as Misty and Cozy facepalmed themselves while Chrysalis and the guardians simply rolled their eyes. Radiance however looked at her with a stern face, one that if you looked closely was full of annoyance from the unicorns sudden outburst.

”Opaline Arcana sit down.” She said firmly.

”But I won, didn't I? I mean it’s pretty obvious I’m the best student you ever had.”

Radiance sighed. ”Firstly, I said that while its a contest, that doesn’t mean the top student in my class is guaranteed the spot.” She said. “And even if it was, you are nowhere near the top. You didn’t get it.”

Opaline’s smile began to falter. She didn’t get it? But she always gets everything. This isn’t right. ”But…but If I didn’t get it, then who did?”

Radiance eyes began to move until they landed on a certain student. A smile formed on her face as she pointed to her new pupil.

”She did.”

Everyone looked to be in complete and utter shock at her choosing. The guardians were completely taken back by her decision. Others sneered and whispered amongst themselves while Opaline stood there in complete horror with Cozy absolutely speechless. Even Milo, who peeked out from her backpack was shocked by her decision.

”Hoo boy.” He whispered. “This is gonna be a long night.”

”Congratulations on becoming my apprentice, Ms. Chrysalis.”

Chrysalis was at a loss for words, so much so her pencil fell out of her hand and landed on the floor. She just sat there…frozen. As if time just stopped at that very moment. She couldn’t even say a proper sentence with the only thing coming out of her mouth was….

”…..What?”