My name is Ava Car...- I mean, Twilight Sparkle!

by Mellow Mare

Chapter 5: Summer Sun Deception

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A heavy, echoing silence filled the darkness around me as I walked forward, my hoofsteps the only sound breaking the stillness. I was in a black void, endless and empty, stretching on in every direction. I couldn’t see the ground beneath me, but with every step, I felt a solid surface, sending ripples of sound into the nothingness.

I didn’t know where I was going, but something in me said I had to keep moving.

As I walked, my mind was oddly calm, like I was in a dream I’d been dropped into by accident. Just keep moving, I thought, feeling strangely detached, like none of this was actually happening. Like I was... watching myself. But as I moved further into the void, another sound—gentle, quiet hoofsteps—joined my own.

I looked to my side and froze. There, walking alongside me, was... me. No, not me—her. The real Twilight Sparkle, her face solemn, her eyes set on the path ahead as she silently matched my pace.

We didn’t speak. For a few long minutes, the only sound was the rhythmic clop of our hooves, echoing into the void around us. What am I supposed to say? My mind raced with questions, but none of them felt right. Somehow, I just... kept walking, as if I’d been expecting this all along.

I snuck a sideways glance at her, feeling the strangest mix of tension and familiarity. Is she angry? Does she know what I’m doing in her body? Does she want it back? My mind ran through question after question, but none of it seemed to faze her. She was just... there. Walking beside me.

Finally, after what felt like an eternity, Twilight broke the silence, her voice soft and distant. “You know... your mother really misses you.”

The words hit me like a punch to the chest, a sharp pang of something I hadn’t felt in days. My mother. I could picture her clearly, sitting at our kitchen table, looking over her coffee cup with that warm smile. I swallowed, trying to push away the ache in my chest, but the memory clung to me like a shadow.

“Yeah, well,” I muttered, forcing a weak smile. “Can’t exactly text her from here.”

Twilight’s gaze remained steady, and we continued walking side by side. The silence thickened between us again, and I felt the weight of something unsaid pressing down on me, like a heavy blanket I couldn’t shake off.

Finally, I took a deep breath. “So... are you, like... in my body? Are we doing a swap thing? Are you walking around as... well, me?”

She didn’t respond immediately, her expression unreadable as she looked into the darkness. “I’m... somewhere,” she said vaguely, her tone offering neither confirmation nor denial.

“Well, that clears it up,” I muttered, my voice tinged with sarcasm. I glanced over at her, searching for any hint of emotion, but her face was as still and calm as the void around us.

I took another deep breath, the question I’d been avoiding bubbling to the surface. “Can I go home now?” My voice came out softer than I intended, almost a whisper. “Or... is this it?”

Twilight’s eyes met mine, her expression softening just slightly. “Once the timeline aligns... maybe your soul will find peace.”

Peace. The word sent a chill down my spine, as if it was hiding a deeper meaning. Does that mean I’m... dead? Or is this just some twisted dream?

I wanted to ask, but the words died in my throat. Part of me didn’t want to know the answer. Instead, I turned my gaze back to the darkness ahead, trying to ignore the uneasy feeling gnawing at the back of my mind.

Twilight’s voice cut through the silence again, gentler this time, almost... apologetic. “You don’t have much time left. I... I can’t lend you my body for long. If there’s something you need to do, you need to hurry.”

I felt a flicker of panic rise in my chest, the weight of her words sinking in. Not much time left? What did that even mean? How much time did I have? My heart pounded in my chest, a sinking feeling pooling in my stomach.

And then, out of the darkness, something appeared—a mirror, standing alone in the void, its edges illuminated by a soft, ethereal glow. Twilight stopped, gesturing silently for me to look.

I took a hesitant step toward it, my hooves echoing as I approached. My reflection stared back at me, but it wasn’t Twilight’s face I saw. It was my face—Ava’s face, my human self, looking just as I remembered. I could see every detail—my hair, my eyes, even the faint scar on my eyebrow from when I was a kid.

I reached a hoof toward the mirror, the glass rippling as my hoof made contact, and a wave of strange, bittersweet emotions washed over me. It was me... but not. Somehow, I felt both close to and worlds away from my reflection, like I was looking at a stranger who just happened to look like me.

As I stared into my own eyes, the image wavered, fading slightly until it was just... gone, leaving me staring at my reflection as Twilight Sparkle once more.

“Wait—” I whispered, my voice barely audible. I reached toward the mirror again, but it had already vanished, swallowed back into the void. I turned to Twilight, desperate for answers, but her expression remained as calm and unreadable as ever.

The silence settled over us again, thicker than before, and before I could think of what to say, a strange drowsiness washed over me, dragging me down, pulling me under.


I jolted awake, gasping for air as I blinked into the dim light of the Golden Oak Library. My heart raced as I struggled to catch my breath, the memory of the void slipping away like sand through my fingers. I tried to hold onto it, to remember the details, but all I could recall was the faint image of Twilight, her words echoing faintly in my mind: Not much time left.

And somewhere, deep within me, I could still feel the lingering presence of... something.

“Ugh,” I groaned, stumbling over to the mirror. My reflection stared back, looking every bit as miserable as I felt. But as I smoothed down my mane, trying to tame the mess of bedhead, I had to admit that Spike had been right to force me to get some sleep. For the first time since I got here, I actually felt... mostly human. Or... mostly pony? Whatever.

I yawned, running a hoof through my mane one last time before heading downstairs, my stomach growling louder with every step. The library was dark and quiet, the moon casting long shadows across the floor as I shuffled into the kitchen. The whole town was partying out there. I surprisingly didn’t care; all I could think about was food.

“Okay, let’s see what Ponyville has to offer,” I muttered, throwing together a quick sandwich with whatever I could find. The last thing I’d had to eat were those apple-stuffed crumplets at Sweet Apple Acres, and let me tell you, they were not as filling as they sounded.

I took a massive bite, sighing with relief as I chewed. It was plain and definitely missing something, but at that moment, it was the best sandwich I’d ever had. “Mmm,” I mumbled through a mouthful of bread and cheese. “Could kill for some bacon right now.”

As I swallowed, I glanced out the window, noticing the moon still hanging high in the sky, casting a faint glow over Ponyville. A small shiver ran down my spine. The moon looked... weird tonight. Bigger, brighter, almost like it was watching me back. I turned to the clock, realizing that it was almost six in the morning.

Six in the morning... The pieces suddenly clicked, and the memory hit me like a freight train. Oh, crap. I was supposed to stop Nightmare Moon!

In my panic, I inhaled sharply—too sharply—and the sandwich went down the wrong way. “Oh shit—” I choked, clutching my throat as my eyes bulged. I tried to cough, to breathe, to do anything, but all that came out was a strangled wheeze as I staggered around the kitchen, my vision starting to blur.

I stumbled against the counter, knocking over a glass, my heart racing as I tried to dislodge the bite of sandwich. This is it, I thought, gasping desperately. I’m going to die in Equestria choking on a sandwich.

“Twilight?” Spike’s groggy voice came from the doorway, and he blinked, rubbing his eyes as he looked at me. “Uh... what are you doing?”

I tried to respond, but all that came out was a horrible squeaking sound. I flailed, pointing frantically at my throat, my eyes watering as I tried to signal that I was very much not okay.

His face went pale, and his eyes went wide as he finally registered what was happening. “Oh my gosh, you’re choking!”

He ran over, panic written all over his face. “Twilight! Okay, uh... oh, geez... what do I do?” He glanced around wildly, looking at me, then the kitchen, then back at me. “You’re really choking! Okay, okay, stay calm. You just have to... you just have to...!”

I wheezed, motioning frantically for him to do something, but he looked about as helpful as a cardboard box in a flood.

“Oh! Right! Hitting your back!” he shouted, slapping my shoulder in a series of frantic, completely ineffective pats.

I wheezed harder, my vision starting to blur as I tried to pull air into my lungs. “Spike!” I gasped, but it came out as a muffled squeak.

“Right! More force!” He finally stepped back and, with a solid whack, slapped me between the shoulder blades, and the sandwich dislodged with a glorious pop, flying out of my mouth and splatting against the wall.

I collapsed against the counter, gasping for air as I tried to regain my bearings. My chest hurt, my throat felt like it had been sandpapered, and the taste of that traitorous sandwich was still clinging to my mouth.

“Thank God,” I croaked, clutching my throat and taking in a shaky breath. “I thought I was a goner.”

Spike stared at me, his eyes wide as he tried to process what had just happened. “Twilight, you were... really choking! I thought you were going to die!”

I gasped, coughing and wheezing, my eyes still streaming from the near-death experience. “Thanks... Spike,” I managed to croak.

He rolled his eyes, crossing his arms. “I can’t leave you alone for two seconds, can I?”

I wheezed a laugh, still trying to catch my breath. “Apparently not.”

Spike gave me a flat look, clearly unimpressed by the whole situation. “Why were you freaking out, anyway? I heard you choking, and then I saw you staring at the moon like it was about to attack.”

I wiped my mouth, still catching my breath. “The moon... it’s up.”

Spike blinked. “Uh, yeah? It’s nighttime. That’s kind of what happens.”

“No, Spike!” I said, standing up on shaky legs. “The moon! Nightmare Moon! She’s coming!”

Spike stared at me like I’d lost my mind. “Twilight, you’re doing it again. You’re getting all worked up over nothing.”

I shook my head, the panic rising in my chest. “No! This isn’t nothing! I missed something—I missed everything! The Summer Sun Celebration is tonight, and that means... she’s coming back! We have to go. Now!”

Spike sighed, rubbing his temples like he had a headache of his own. “Twilight, can we please get through one day without you freaking out?”

I shot him a look, my heart still racing. “Spike, I’m not freaking out—I’m trying to save Equestria!”

“Alright, Twilight, something’s up with you.”

I blinked, lifting my head to see him marching toward me. His eyes were narrowed in suspicion, and in his claw, he was holding a comic book—which, apparently, he had rolled up like some kind of makeshift weapon.

“Wha—what do you mean?” I stammered, my heart rate spiking. Oh crap, does he know? He can’t know, right? There’s no way he knows. I was doing my best to keep my cool, but the pounding in my head wasn’t making it easy.

Spike pointed the comic book at me like it was a sword. “You’ve been acting weird. Really weird. First, you start drinking at a party—which, by the way, you never do. Then, you show up two hours late for a lesson, blow up a quill, and now you’re wandering around Ponyville acting like the world’s gonna end because somepony named ‘Pimpie Spy’ didn’t throw you a party!”

“It’s Pinkie Pie,” I grumbled, more out of reflex than anything else.

“And then,” Spike continued, ignoring my correction, “you grab a book called Magic for Dummies—like seriously, Twilight, since when do you need a book like that? You’re Twilight Sparkle, for Celestia’s sake! Magic genius!”

I swallowed hard, my throat suddenly dry. He was getting too close to the truth. “Look, Spike, I—”

“AND,” Spike cut me off, waving the comic book dramatically in the air, “you missed out on your studies and choose to write to Princess Celestia about a Nightmare Moon, which you’ve been going on and on about like it’s the end of Equestria!”

I bit my lip, feeling the panic rising in my chest. He’s onto me. He knows. This is it. I’m toast.

Spike narrowed his eyes, leaning in close like he was about to accuse me of being a changeling spy or something. “But I know what’s going on.”

My heart stopped. Oh God. This is it. He knows I’m not Twilight. I’m done for.

There was a long, excruciating silence. Spike stared at me, and I stared back at him, my heart pounding in my chest. I could feel the sweat forming on my forehead as I waited for him to drop the bomb.

You’re acting like this because... they discontinued Dusk Glow!” His voice was filled with dramatic certainty, and he pointed the book at me like it was a royal decree. “Yeah! That’s it. You’ve been moping and freaking out because they stopped making that dumb book series about bat ponies and unicorns!”

I blinked, thrown completely off balance. “Wait... what?”

He nodded, the certainty growing on his face. “You’re obsessed with those books! You used to read them like a hundred times a day. And when they discontinued them, you lost it. Admit it, Twilight—you’re just losing it over Dusk Glow!”

I stared at him, my brain struggling to catch up with the absurdity of it all. Twilight and vampire love triangles? Why am I not surprised? A laugh bubbled up in my throat, and despite everything, I couldn’t help but let it out. “Wait, wait... so you think I’m acting like a lunatic because they canceled some... vampire love story?”

Spike shrugged, finally lowering the comic book. “Hey, it’s the only explanation that makes sense. I mean, that series was basically your life.”

I chuckled, rubbing my forehead as I tried to hide my relief. Of course Twilight’s a vampire book nerd, just like me. Maybe we really aren’t so different. “Yeah, Spike. You got me. I’m just devastated about Dusk Glow. Can’t imagine going on without it.”

Spike rolled his eyes, but there was a small smile on his face. “Well, just try to keep it together, alright? Last thing we need is you going completely nuts in front of Princess Celestia.”

I forced a smile, nodding as I patted him on the head. “Don’t worry, Spike. I’ll... keep it together.”

“Good,” he muttered, setting the comic book on the counter and heading toward the stairs. “Just try not to choke on any more sandwiches. You’re giving me a heart attack over here.”

As he trudged upstairs, I let out a long breath, shaking my head at the ridiculousness of it all. Me and Twilight, both obsessing over vampire books. I stared at my reflection in the window, and for just a second, I could’ve sworn I saw a flicker of my own face staring back at me—a face that didn’t belong in Equestria.

I blinked, and it was gone.

The clock ticked quietly on the wall, and I glanced up at the time. 5:35 AM.

I took a final look around the kitchen, catching my breath and trying to shake off the lingering weirdness of... well, everything. The black void, the choking, the “Dusk Glow” conspiracy—it was all a little much to process before dawn. But I could feel the pull of something important, something I couldn’t ignore.

The clock read 5:36 AM. Just a few more minutes until sunrise.

I took a deep breath. “Alright,” I said, feeling my heart pick up a beat. “I’m gonna go watch the sun rise.”

As I turned toward the door, a thrill of nervous energy ran through me, my heart racing as I prepared myself for what was coming. This is it. This is where it all starts.


The streets of Ponyville were still and silent as I made my way to the town hall, but there was a strange electricity in the air—a feeling that something monumental was about to happen. My heart hammered in my chest as I approached the building, the soft glow of lanterns spilling out through the windows, illuminating the crowd of ponies gathering inside.

“Alright, Ava,” I muttered to myself as I trotted up the steps. “You’ve got this. Just... stay calm. Don’t panic.” But I could feel the nerves bubbling beneath the surface, threatening to unravel me at any second.

Inside, the hall was alive with chatter, laughter, and excitement. Ponies filled every corner, eagerly awaiting the big moment when Princess Celestia would raise the sun. Banners and streamers hung from the rafters, casting colorful shadows across the room, and everywhere I looked, ponies were smiling, laughing, and chatting happily.

Great. Just your average, blissfully unaware crowd about to get their entire world turned upside down. I scanned the room, spotting some familiar faces—Applejack, Rarity, Fluttershy, Pinkie Pie, and Rainbow Dash—all mingling with the crowd.

Just then, the music began to swell, and the ponies around me grew quiet as Mayor Mare stepped up onto the platform, a wide smile on her face. “Fillies and gentlecolts,” she announced, her voice carrying through the hall, “as mayor of Ponyville, it is my great pleasure to announce the beginning of the Summer Sun Celebration!”

The crowd erupted in cheers, and I forced myself to smile, even as my stomach twisted into knots. Come on, Celestia. Don’t leave me hanging here.

“And now,” the mayor continued, her voice brimming with excitement, “it is my honor to introduce to you the ruler of our land, the very pony who gives us the sun and the moon each and every day—”

I held my breath, my heart racing as I stared at the curtains, waiting for Celestia to step forward. Please let her be there, please let her be there.

“Princess Celestia!”

The curtains were pulled back, and a collective gasp echoed through the hall as the empty space behind them was revealed.

My heart sank. Here we go.

The crowd began to murmur nervously, and I could feel the tension in the room spike as ponies glanced around, whispering to each other in confusion.

“Where is she?” I heard somepony ask.

Rarity, who was standing by the stage, looked around with a panicked expression. “This... this can’t be good.”

And then, in the middle of the commotion, a dark, swirling mist appeared on the platform, coiling and twisting like smoke as it took form. The temperature in the room seemed to drop, and a feeling of dread washed over me as I stared at the figure emerging from the darkness.

Nightmare Moon.

She stood tall and imposing, her dark, flowing mane filled with stars and shadows. Her eyes glowed with a cold, piercing light, and a wicked smile played across her lips as she surveyed the terrified crowd.

“Oh, my beloved subjects,” she sneered, her voice smooth and dripping with malice. “It’s been so long since I’ve seen your precious, sun-loving faces.”

The crowd cowered, ponies shrinking back in fear as Nightmare Moon’s laughter echoed through the hall. But I forced myself to stand tall, clenching my jaw as I took a step forward. Come on, Ava. Don’t back down now.

I swallowed hard, then raised my voice. “Nightmare Moon!”

Her head whipped around, her eyes narrowing as she locked onto me. For a split second, I felt like I was about to be flattened on the spot, but I pushed through the fear, meeting her gaze with as much confidence as I could muster.

“That’s right!” I said, my voice steady. “I know who you are, Nightmare Moon. I know what you’re here for. And I’m not afraid of you.”

A murmur ran through the crowd as everypony turned to look at me in shock, their expressions ranging from confusion to outright horror. But I didn’t flinch. I kept my gaze locked on Nightmare Moon, my heart racing as I stared her down.

Nightmare Moon raised an eyebrow, a flicker of surprise crossing her face before she quickly masked it with a cold smile. “Oh? Not afraid, are you?” She took a step forward, her mane billowing around her like a dark storm. “Then perhaps you would like to enlighten your friends here. Tell them... who I am.”

I held my ground, my voice unwavering. “You’re the Mare in the Moon. You’re Princess Luna.”

A ripple of gasps spread through the crowd, and I saw the shock and confusion on the faces of the ponies around me. But I kept my focus on Nightmare Moon, watching her reaction closely. For a split second, I thought I saw something flicker in her eyes—a flash of recognition, maybe even... pain?—but it was gone as quickly as it had appeared.

Nightmare Moon’s smile widened, her eyes narrowing as she studied me. “Well, well,” she purred. “It seems somepony remembers me.” Her voice was filled with mock amusement, but I could feel the cold fury simmering beneath her words. “Then you also know why I am here.”

I clenched my jaw, feeling the weight of the moment settle over me. “You’re here to bring eternal night.”

She laughed, a chilling sound that echoed through the hall. “Correct, my little pony! For too long, I have been cast aside, forgotten by my own subjects. But no more!” She raised her head, her voice booming. “From this moment forth, the night will last... forever!”

The crowd erupted into panicked murmurs, ponies backing away in fear as Nightmare Moon’s laughter filled the hall. I could feel the terror around me, the weight of her presence pressing down on everypony in the room.

But I took another step forward, refusing to back down. “You don’t have to do this, Luna,” I said, my voice barely a whisper, but I knew she could hear me. “This isn’t the way to be remembered.”

Her gaze snapped back to me, her eyes flashing with anger. “You think you know me?” she snarled, her voice dripping with contempt. “You know nothing! I am not some forgotten relic of the past—I am Nightmare Moon!”

She flared her wings, her mane swirling around her like a storm as she glared down at me. “And you will remember my name for all eternity.”

With that, she let out a blast of dark energy, the room filling with a cold, swirling mist as her laughter echoed around us. I stood my ground, feeling the chill seep into my bones, but I didn’t look away.

Hold it together, Ava,” I whispered to myself, the weight of the situation settling heavily on my shoulders. You started this—you can finish it. Just stick to the plan.

As Nightmare Moon’s laughter faded into the night, I took a deep breath, steadying myself. This is only the beginning.


I practically skipped back to the library, barely able to contain my excitement. The town hall was buzzing with the aftermath of Nightmare Moon’s grand entrance, and everypony in Ponyville was in a state of complete panic. And honestly? I couldn’t have been happier. Because, finally, the timeline was back on track.

“Not bad, Ava. Not bad at all,” I muttered to myself, a smug grin spreading across my face as I entered the library. Everything had gone exactly as I’d hoped! The whole Nightmare Moon scene had been intense, terrifying, and—well, totally epic. And I’d faced her down with all the confidence of a hero! Take that, Twilight Sparkle!

I closed the door behind me, trying to look calm and focused, just in case anypony wandered by. After all, I had a reputation to maintain as Twilight Sparkle, the newly serious scholar of Nightmare Moon lore.

I strolled over to a nearby shelf, grabbing a few random books and stacking them on a table for my “research.” “Alright, any minute now... they’re gonna come here,” I said, barely able to contain my grin. I glanced over at the clock. Just wait for it, Ava. They’ll be here. Rarity, Applejack, Fluttershy, Pinkie... they’ll show up, just like they did in the show.

I settled into a chair, flicking open one of the books as casually as I could manage, even though my legs were practically buzzing with excitement. Every few seconds, I’d glance over at the door, just waiting for the inevitable knock. My mind raced through every possible line I could use, every cool, collected thing I could say when they arrived.

Maybe I’ll throw in something mysterious, like, “So, you want to know the truth?” I smirked to myself, feeling like I was a character in a movie. This was going to be perfect.

I waited... and waited... and then waited some more.

The clock ticked past ten minutes, and my enthusiasm started to fizzle, replaced by a growing sense of... doubt. “Come on, you guys,” I muttered, drumming my hooves against the table. “You’re supposed to be here by now. I practically handed you the mystery on a silver platter!”

Just as I was starting to wonder if I’d somehow missed a crucial step, I heard it—a soft knock at the door. My heart leapt, and I jumped to my hooves, grinning ear to ear. This is it! Showtime!

“A-AH!” I blurted out, rushing toward the door, feeling like a kid on Christmas morning. I straightened my mane quickly, took a deep breath to calm myself, and pulled the door open, ready to greet my destined friends.

Except... it wasn’t them.

Instead, standing at the doorstep, with wide smiles and bright eyes, were Moondancer, Lyra, Lemon Hearts, Minuette, and Twinkleshine. The Canterlot crew. Not exactly the pony dream team I was expecting.

“Surprise!” Minuette beamed, waving a hoof excitedly. “We couldn’t let you be here alone, Twilight! Not on a night like this!Shouldn't the sun be up by now?”

I froze, the excitement draining from my face as I stared at them, completely thrown off balance. “Uh... hi, girls?” I stammered, trying to muster a smile that didn’t look as fake as it felt.

Moondancer adjusted her glasses, smiling shyly. “We thought you might need some company. You seemed... a bit tense back in Canterlot.”

“Right, so we all decided to come down and check on you!” Twinkleshine added, her eyes glinting with that familiar sparkle.

I nodded slowly, my mind racing as I tried to comprehend what was happening. Why are they here? This isn’t supposed to happen! They’re not supposed to be here!

“Oh, uh, yeah,” I said, forcing a laugh as my mind scrambled for a way to handle this unexpected twist. “Thanks, everypony. It’s, uh... great to see you.” I glanced over their shoulders, hoping against hope that maybe the Mane Six would be strolling up the path behind them.

But no. It was just the Canterlot girls.

I felt a strange sense of dread settle in my stomach as I held the door open for them, my mind racing with questions. This wasn’t part of the plan.

What the hell is going on?


Author's Note

A little longer than usual chapter, so it did take me much longer to write and correct and edit!!

But I sure do hope it lives up to your expectations!

Well.. I think the timeline is right again.. or... a little bit, at least?

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