My name is Ava Car...- I mean, Twilight Sparkle!
Chapter 7: Well... I guess this is it, right?
Previous ChapterEverything was quiet, soft, and light. Slowly, I opened my eyes, squinting against the white glow surrounding me. I felt… different. Lighter, somehow, like a heavy weight had been lifted off me. I blinked, letting my vision clear as I looked down—and saw them.
My hands. My human hands.
I gasped, my chest filling with a strange, almost overwhelming joy as I held them up to my face, running my fingers along my skin, my fingernails, the scars I knew so well. I looked down, noticing the bare skin, my legs, my feet—my body. I was myself again. I let out a shaky laugh, bringing a hand to my face, feeling the warmth of my own skin against my cheek, the soft, short hair falling loosely around me.
Everything I’d taken for granted before—everything—felt like a blessing now.
And then, out of the soft fog surrounding me, a figure began to appear. She was small, purple, with bright eyes and a gentle, loving smile. Twilight Sparkle.
For a moment, we just stood there, looking at each other. Her gaze was soft, compassionate, and as I looked into her eyes, I felt everything settle. She understood. She’d seen it all, and she understood.
Twilight took a step forward, and I dropped to my knees, reaching out to her. Without a word, she galloped toward me, wrapping her hooves around my shoulders, pressing her face against mine. I felt the warmth of her fur, her breath against my neck, and I hugged her back, the tears spilling over as I held her close.
“I’m… I’m so sorry, Twilight,” I whispered, my voice cracking. “I should have let go sooner. I should have… I was so selfish.”
Twilight pulled back, shaking her head, her gaze warm and full of forgiveness. “You don’t have to apologize, Ava. I already forgave you… the moment you were willing to go into the unknown to let me come back. That was all I needed to know.”
Her words cut through me, both comforting and humbling, and I felt another tear roll down my cheek as I smiled at her, a soft, grateful smile. She had every right to be angry, but instead, she forgave. She understood, even when I hadn’t.
Just then, another figure emerged from the fog—a young mare, smaller than Celestia but with a calm strength in her presence. Her dark blue coat was striking, and her short blue mane framed her face, no magic flowing through it, just a simple beauty. Princess Luna.
She stepped forward, placing a gentle hoof on Twilight’s shoulder, giving her a nod. Twilight looked at me, her eyes soft and kind, and I felt the familiar pang of farewell. She stepped back, giving me one last warm smile. “Goodbye, Ava. Thank you… for everything.”
A portal shimmered into existence behind her, cast by Luna’s magic. I watched as Twilight stepped through it, and just like that, she was gone.
Luna turned to me, her gaze steady but kind. “Ava,” she said, her voice like a soft melody. “Because of you, I was freed from the darkness. And now, as my duty once more, I can guide souls to where they belong.”
The white void around us faded, the light dissolving into a gentle golden glow. The fog lifted, revealing a beautiful, rolling prairie stretching out in every direction, the air filled with the sweet scent of wildflowers. I looked around, my heart catching in my chest as I recognized it. The prairie where I’d spent so many summers as a kid, playing near my grandparents’ farm.
I let out a soft laugh, my voice thick with nostalgia. I could almost feel the scratch of tall grass against my legs, the warmth of the sun on my face. I’d gotten that scar on my eyebrow here, playing tag with my sister and tripping over a tree root. I ran a finger over the scar, feeling a bittersweet ache.
I glanced down, realizing that soft, comfortable clothes had appeared on me—jeans and a T-shirt, my favorite outfit from before.
Luna walked beside me as we wandered through the field, the wildflowers swaying gently in the breeze. “There is no place better to go than a place that brings you peace,” she said, her voice soft.
We walked in silence for a moment before I felt a surge of emotion rise up, one I hadn’t allowed myself to feel before. “Luna, I… I feel like I wasted so much time. My life before this... I barely appreciated what I had. I gave my parents such a hard time, I didn’t spend enough time with my sister. And now…” I swallowed, feeling a tightness in my throat. “I miss my grandparents. I never told them how much they meant to me.”
Luna was quiet, listening with a patience that made it easier to keep going.
“I… I was so wrapped up in wanting more, in feeling like I had all the time in the world,” I continued, my voice barely above a whisper. “I didn’t realize how much I’d left undone until it was too late.”
Luna placed a gentle hoof on my arm, her gaze understanding. “Life is fragile, Ava, and often we don’t realize what we truly have until it’s gone. But this journey, this adventure—you made choices to protect, to love, to help others. You honored your heart.”
I looked down, feeling a mix of gratitude and regret swirling in my chest. “I just… I wish I could go back. I wish I could tell them all how much they meant to me.”
Luna gave a small nod, a gentle smile on her face. “Perhaps you will have the chance, Ava. No life is meant to end with regret, and sometimes, the things we fear most are simply illusions.”
I looked over at Luna, my voice soft but urgent. “Luna… the friends I made back there, the girls—they know who I am now. All the mistakes I made, all the selfishness. Do you… do you think they’ll hate me for it?”
Luna stopped, turning to face me fully, her gaze gentle and knowing. “Does it matter?” she asked, her voice calm, unjudging.
I opened my mouth to answer, but the words caught in my throat. I closed it again, letting her question sink in as I gazed across the field, remembering each of them: Moondancer’s unwavering honesty, Lyra’s kindness, Minuette’s humor, Twinkleshine’s selflessness, Lemon Hearts’ loyalty. Memories of them laughing, fighting, risking their lives alongside me—moments that felt realer and more precious than anything I’d known.
I took a deep breath, feeling the weight of the truth settle within me. “Even if we never see each other again… I’ll always care enough for it to matter.”
A soft, warm smile spread across Luna’s face, and she placed a comforting hoof on my arm. “And that’s why they won’t hate you,” she said, her voice like a balm, easing the ache in my heart.
The simple truth of her words soothed me, filling me with a quiet sense of peace. Whatever came next, whether they remembered me fondly or forgot me altogether, the love and respect I held for them would always be real. And maybe, just maybe, they’d feel the same.
I turned to her, swallowing down the emotions caught in my throat. “Luna… is it scary? Letting go, I mean?”
Luna gave me a steady, comforting look. “Nothing is scary if you are ready to face it.”
I felt a calmness settle over me, a quiet strength that made the fear fade away. She gestured forward, and as we walked further into the field, a door appeared in the middle of the prairie, shimmering faintly in the golden light.
I took a deep breath, steeling myself as I approached it. “Thank you, Luna,” I said, my voice barely a whisper.
With a gentle nod, Luna stepped back, watching me with a serene expression. I reached for the door, my hand trembling slightly, and with one last steadying breath, I opened it, stepping into the darkness beyond.
For a moment, it felt like I was falling, the darkness swallowing me up, twisting around me in endless shadows. My breath caught in my throat, panic flaring as I tumbled through the void. But then, slowly, the darkness began to fade, replaced by a warm, familiar light.
I opened my eyes, blinking against the bright lights above me. The sterile smell of antiseptic filled the air, and as my vision cleared, I realized I was lying in a hospital bed, tubes and monitors hooked up to me, beeping softly.
My heart raced as I tried to take it all in, my chest tight, my body feeling heavy and strange. I shifted slightly, feeling the stiffness in my limbs, and as I turned my head, I saw them—my mom and my sister, both asleep on the couch beside the bed, looking worn but peaceful.
A soft smile broke across my face, and a tear slipped down my cheek. I’m home.
