What do you know about insanity

by Babycord

The training begins

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Days turned into weeks as the jungle became home. The world outside was still wild, unforgiving, but inside their camp, a new kind of order began to take shape—one that was ruled by Vaas’s twisted sense of discipline.

The small clearing he had claimed as his base was surrounded by thick foliage, but Vaas had crafted a deadly perimeter. Every tree, every shrub, every shadow was a potential threat. The camp was a place of isolation, both for protection and, as Vaas would often say, for the soul-crushing silence that was necessary to truly understand the chaos of the world.

Derpy had quickly learned the ways of survival. At first, she was just a lost child, but slowly, she began to understand that there was no room for weakness. Weakness led to death. Death led to nothing.

Vaas had been patient with her at first, watching from a distance as she fumbled through her days, unsure of what to do. But soon, impatience set in. He couldn't stand watching her waste her time being scared. She needed to know what he knew, to become more than just a scared filly. She had to become a force—a reflection of the madness he so adored.

One morning, after a particularly restless night, Vaas dragged Derpy out of her makeshift tent. The sun was barely rising, the air thick with the humid heat of the jungle. He marched toward the clearing where a few tools and weapons lay scattered about.

“Rise and shine, sweetheart,” he sneered, not bothering with the pleasantries. “Time for your first lesson.”

Derpy looked up at him, her eyes still tired from sleep, her mane messy and tangled from the night. She blinked slowly, the confusion evident in her expression. She hadn’t yet fully grasped the darkness of the world Vaas was forcing her to live in, but that would change.

“What lesson?” she mumbled, her voice quiet, unsure.

Vaas didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he picked up a crude knife, its blade chipped from years of use, and held it up to her face. He didn’t speak for a long moment, just stared into her large, vulnerable eyes.

“The first lesson, darling, is survival,” he finally said, his tone dripping with menace. “You’re going to need to learn how to fight. How to survive when the world is out to get you. How to make sure that when someone gets in your way, they know exactly what happens when they mess with you.”

Derpy flinched slightly, her hooves subconsciously drawing closer to her body in an attempt to shield herself, but Vaas didn’t allow her the luxury of retreat. He stepped forward, closing the distance between them.

“You think this is about kindness, don’t you? About safety? Ha!” He let out a dark, bitter laugh, before moving behind her, his voice a growl in her ear. “Let me tell you something, princess. There’s no kindness in this world. You survive, or you die. Simple as that.”

He grabbed her by the scruff of her neck and yanked her toward the nearby tree.

“Now. Here’s how this works. You learn how to use this,” he thrust the knife into her hooves, “and you learn how to use it well.”

Derpy took the knife awkwardly in her hooves, her body shaking as she held it. It wasn’t like the gentle, caring world she might have once known. There were no soft words, no encouragement. Just this. Survival.

Vaas circled her, watching her every movement, his eyes keen with expectation.

“Come on, now. You’ve got to be quicker than that, filly. You think anyone’s going to wait for you to get your act together? No. You’ve got to make them afraid of you.” He grabbed a nearby rock and threw it at her, forcing her to dodge. “Don’t wait for a fight to come to you. Create it.”

Derpy stumbled back, surprised by the sudden assault, but she instinctively raised the knife in defense. It wasn’t much, but it was something. She could feel her heart pounding in her chest, the pulse of fear surging through her. But there was something else—a spark, a dark thrill beginning to creep through her veins. Vaas’s madness was infectious. It was impossible not to feel it when he was around.

“Not bad, not bad,” Vaas muttered, as if evaluating her like a piece of meat. “But you’re still too soft. You don’t want to be soft. Do you?”

Derpy didn’t know how to answer. She didn’t know if she wanted to be anything at all. Her life had been a swirl of confusion ever since she met Vaas, but deep down, there was something that was slowly taking root inside of her—a realization that in this world, she had no choice but to become like him.

“I’ll do better,” she whispered, almost to herself, though the words came out heavier than she had intended.

Vaas’s grin widened. “Good. Because the moment you stop getting better is the moment you become weak. And weakness gets you killed.”


Weeks passed, and Derpy learned more than just survival. She learned how to manipulate the world around her—how to twist it to her advantage. Vaas was meticulous in his teachings, though his methods were anything but gentle. Every moment was a test. Every failure was met with punishment. Every victory was celebrated with cruel mockery.

One afternoon, Vaas took her deeper into the jungle, to a clearing where a small group of prisoners from his latest raid were tied to posts. They were filthy, battered, and broken, their eyes wide with fear. They had been captured for no other reason than to serve as an example.

“Here’s your real lesson, sweetheart,” Vaas said with a twisted grin, pushing Derpy forward. “These people? They’re the weak. And they’re going to teach you exactly what happens when you don’t learn to control the madness.”

He handed her a short spear, the end sharpened to a deadly point.

“Go on,” he urged, his voice cold, almost affectionate. “Show me what you’ve learned. You want to survive, right?”

Derpy’s heart raced, the terror from earlier rushing back, but there was a new fire in her chest—a fire that had been kindled by Vaas’s cruel teachings. She wasn’t sure if she was ready, but in that moment, she understood. There was no going back. If she didn’t do this, she would become just like the prisoners—weak and useless.

With trembling hooves, Derpy stepped forward, spear in hand, and raised it high. The prisoners shrank back in fear, their eyes pleading for mercy. But mercy was a concept that had no place in Vaas’s world.

The filly hesitated, but Vaas’s cold voice rang in her ears.

“Do it. Now.”

She closed her eyes for a brief moment, took a deep breath, and then, with all the strength she could muster, thrust the spear forward.

The prisoner gasped, but before they could react, Derpy pulled the spear back. The blade was coated with blood, dripping down onto the ground. Her heart was pounding, her breath ragged, but the thrill of it—the rush of power—was undeniable.

Vaas clapped slowly, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction.

“See? You’re not so weak after all. But we’re just getting started, sweetheart. There’s so much more to teach you.”

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