What do you know about insanity

by Babycord

The choice

Previous Chapter

The jungle was quiet tonight, save for the occasional rustling of leaves and the distant cry of a lone animal. The flickering campfire illuminated Vaas and Derpy, the only two figures in the vast wilderness. The flames danced, casting long, unpredictable shadows, as if reflecting the unpredictability of the world they now shared.

Derpy stared into the fire, her eyes lost in thought. The events of the past few weeks had been a blur—battles fought, villages destroyed, and lives shattered. Yet, something gnawed at the back of her mind. A feeling she couldn’t shake.

Vaas sat beside her, his gaze fixed on the fire. He had noticed the change in her—the way her eyes no longer held that spark of innocence. Instead, they now gleamed with a cold, calculated edge. It pleased him. She was becoming more like him with each passing day.

"You’re quiet tonight," Vaas observed, breaking the silence. "Something on your mind?"

Derpy’s ear twitched, but she didn’t immediately respond. She was used to being quiet. Used to thinking through things, especially now, when everything felt so… different.

"I’ve been thinking," she finally said, her voice soft but steady. "About what comes next."

Vaas chuckled darkly. "What comes next? Oh, kid, that’s the fun part. It’s all about making your own path. Forget about what's next. Forget about who’s chasing you. You’ve got power now. You can do anything."

Derpy glanced at him, her gaze piercing. "But what if there’s something more? What if there’s something else I’m supposed to be doing?"

Vaas raised an eyebrow, intrigued. "Like what? You want to go back to that perfect little world of yours? You want to be the innocent little filly again?"

"No," Derpy replied quickly, shaking her head. "I don’t want that. But… what if there’s something bigger than all of this? Something that isn’t just about power or destruction?"

Vaas studied her closely, his lips curling into a grin. "Now you’re starting to sound like them. The princesses. The heroes. You think there’s some grand purpose for you out there, some higher calling?" He scoffed. "They’ll tell you there’s something bigger, but it’s all a lie. It’s just a way to control you. There’s no grand plan, Derpy. There’s only what you want. And you—" He paused, his voice lowering. "—You want to be free. To do what you want. To take control."

Derpy clenched her jaw, her mind swirling with doubt. She knew what Vaas was saying. She understood it. But still, there was something inside her that refused to let go of the feeling that there was more to life than this endless cycle of violence and madness.


The following day, the decision weighed heavily on her. They had arrived at a small, secluded outpost—one that Vaas had marked as a place to rest before heading out again. It was the perfect place to stop and reflect. Derpy needed it. She needed space to figure out who she was becoming and what she wanted out of this chaotic life.

But that space was short-lived.

From the edge of the jungle, she could hear voices. Strange, unfamiliar voices. Her ears perked up. Vaas was already on edge, but Derpy could sense something more in the air. These weren’t the normal hunters or mercenaries they had encountered before.

Vaas stood, his hand resting on the hilt of his machete. "They’re here," he muttered, as if he had known this moment would come. "The princesses. The ones who think they can take you back."

Derpy’s heart skipped a beat. Her first instinct was to retreat, to run deep into the jungle, to hide from them. But then, something inside her stirred. She didn’t want to hide. Not anymore.

"I’m not going back with them," Derpy declared, her voice firm.

Vaas smiled wickedly. "Of course you’re not. You’re not a filly anymore, Derpy. You’re a force to be reckoned with. You make your own rules."


The air grew tense as Celestia and the Mane Six approached the outpost. Derpy could see them through the trees—Twilight, Rainbow Dash, Rarity, Pinkie Pie, and Applejack, all standing in a line behind Princess Celestia. Their faces were a mixture of hope and confusion. They were there to bring her home, to rescue her from the madness she had been swept into.

But Derpy wasn’t the same pony who had once known them. The filly who had been lost and scared was gone, replaced by someone stronger, more ruthless.

Vaas stepped forward, his eyes gleaming with amusement. "They really think they can just waltz in here and take you back?" he laughed. "That’s adorable."

Derpy didn’t speak. She didn’t need to. Her eyes locked with Twilight’s across the distance. There was a flicker of recognition in Twilight’s gaze—concern mixed with desperation.

"Derpy, please," Twilight called out, her voice full of pleading. "Come back with us. We can fix this. We can help you."

Derpy felt a pang in her chest. Help. That was what they always said. Help. But help didn’t come when she was broken, when she was left behind. Help didn’t come when they saw her as nothing more than a lost cause.

Vaas stepped to the side, his voice cutting through the silence. "She doesn’t need your help, Twilight. She’s beyond all of that. She’s mine now. And I’ll make sure she stays that way."

Derpy’s heart raced, but it wasn’t fear. It was determination. She could feel the pull of the past, the call of her old life, but it wasn’t enough. Not anymore. She had embraced this madness, this power. It was too late to turn back now.

"You think you can take me back?" Derpy called out, her voice loud and confident. "You think you can just bring me back to that world, where I’m nothing but a lost filly again? I’m not that pony anymore. I’m not going back."

Twilight’s face fell. "Derpy, please. We love you. We want you home."

The words stung, but they didn’t reach her. Not anymore. The only thing that mattered was the power she now held. The power to choose.

Celestia stepped forward, her gaze soft but firm. "Derpy, I know you’re confused, but you’re not alone. Come back to Equestria with us. We can fix this."

Derpy stood her ground, her voice unwavering. "No. I’ve made my choice."

And with that, the line was drawn. There would be no going back. The madness had taken root, and Derpy had embraced it.


As the battle began, Derpy’s heart pounded, but there was no fear, only anticipation. This was the moment she had been waiting for—the moment when she would finally take control of her own fate.