//-------------------------------------------------------// Sunrise Radiance: The Essence of Sunset Shimmer -by Nekxis- //-------------------------------------------------------// //-------------------------------------------------------// Prologue (R) //-------------------------------------------------------// Prologue (R) Beep... Beep... Beep... I've been hearing this beeping for many weeks, spending my days lying in my hospital bed. One month ago i could say i had friends, at least then i was thinking they were friends, i thought i was a average decent looking student straight C's or B's who maybe trusted his friends a little more than he should, and by that trust i ended in hospital with big hole in my stomach. The footsteps coming towards my room unwinded my mind. “Hey, I'm here to change your bandage" said the nurse, walking into my room. “Are you okay?” Her voice was weird as I was some sort of freak. “Yeah, just thinking about something" I said awkwardly looking at her. "All right, then let me check you" She then removed my previous bandage, exposing the scar on my abdomen. "The wound appears to be in good condition, and the doctor advised that you pack yourself for your discharge tomorrow morning" She smirked as she continued, "You can return to school and your life almost immediately." "Oh that's good i guess, thanks." I thought, as if I had something to return to. My friend used a flip knife to stab me in the stomach. My already nonexistent reputation at school has gotten worse. As some would say, my dad and I are starting again by moving from Cloudsdale to Canterlot, leaving behind all we own, including the house that holds all of our memories of Mom and him. However, it didn't feel like a fresh start. I felt as though I was fleeing from everything that had occurred to me. Everything was gone, including my mother, the house, and the memories that would now follow me around forever. all as a result of my errors. I couldn't undo that mistake. The beeping of the machines became a distant hum. My mind wandered back to the events leading up to this moment. How could I have been so naive? How could i not see it... One minute I was laughing with my ,,friends" joking around like everything was normal. Next thing that i remember was lying on the cold ground, clutching my stomach, feeling warmth—too much warmth—as blood poured from the wound my "friend" had given me. "Okay everything is done. Do you need anything?" She asked, by now positively looking at me. "No, everything's good," I replied, and then she left the room. How could I have been so naive? I never saw it coming. One minute I was laughing with my friends, joking around like everything was normal.I trusted him. I trusted all of them. But they weren’t friends, they were the kind of people who’d stab you in the back... or in this case stab deeply into to the stomach. A flip knife I could remember the glint of it as it was yesterday, the sudden pain and then... nothing, just darkness. The sound of the door creaking open interrupted my thoughts. I turned my head, half-expecting to see a nurse or another doctor. Instead, it was my dad. He looked at me with a mixture of concern and exhaustion His face drawn, as if the weight of everything had been slowly wearing him down. "Hey, kiddo" he said softly, walking into the room and pulling a chair up next to my bed. "How are you feeling?" I didn't know how to answer physically to him. I was healing—slowly—but emotionally, I felt like a wreck. "I’m... okay i guess for a person who was stabed" I replied, my voice flat. "I just have a lot on my mind, you know." A weak smile appered on his face, but it didn't quite reach his eyes. I could tell he was holding back, trying to keep it together for my sake. "The doctor said you’d be going home tomorrow, right? You’ll be out of here soon." "Yeah... tomorrow." The words left my mouth, but they didn’t feel real at all. It was all happening so fast, and yet I wasn’t sure I was ready. My friends—no, former friends—had shattered everything, and now the life I knew was gone.The idea of moving to Canterlot wasn’t too comforting. Sure i could left everything bad behind but It felt more like an escape—a way for my dad to avoid the wreckage that was left behind in Cloudsdale. Sure, we’d start fresh i guess. My friends’ betrayal, the memory of my mother’s absence, and the home that had been filled with so many memories will be things I would never get back tho. Then another series of question started to appear on my mind, how could I trust again? How could I fit in somewhere new when I still felt so broken inside? Still having the old scars on my wrists from the older days, when days felt even worse, the days when my mother was killed. It is hard, but I needed to go forward.. she would want that. Now I need to do the same thing for my dad. He only shows that he's okay; the situation shook him too. It wasn’t going to be easy, but nothing worth having ever was. Maybe starting over in Canterlot wouldn’t be the magic fix I wanted, but it was a chance. A chance to begin again. I wasn’t ready to forget, but I was ready to fight for a future that wasn’t defined by the hurt. "You know I'm here to support you, don't you? I am aware that it is difficult and has been difficult for us both. Your mother passing away... Never will it be simple. However, I refuse to give up, and I don't want you to either. We'll work together to overcome this. We must." His expression changed, revealing a melancholy grin. "I struggle too, even if I might not show it. I can't express how much I miss her every day. We have not left. Despite the fact that it may not feel like it at the moment, we will succeed." My dad’s words hit me harder than I expected. In his own way, he was trying to reach me, to help me realize that we both had a long road ahead, but we weren’t alone in this. I had him, and he had me. "yeah i know, Dad, I know." ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The following day arrived sooner than I had anticipated. With the early light coming in through the blinds, I awoke to the sound of gentle footfall outside my chamber. There was a slight sense of quietness and emptiness in the hospital room. I was supposed to be leaving today, but the weight of everything still clung to me like a second skin. I wasn’t ready. I wasn’t sure I would ever be ready. But the time came i got up and started to pack my things; there weren't many, to be honest, only some clothes, the water bottles that my dad got me the other day, the charger that was still plugged in, and the tablet, and that would be everything. To be honest, all my important things were waiting for me in our new apartment in Canterlot. I went to the bathroom to change into my normal clothes, leaving the patient gown on the bed. I heard the door opened slowly, and my dad stepped in, grabbing the backpack from my hand before I could even react. His movements were gentle, but I could tell he was in hurry, the tension still thick in the air. He gave me a small, tired smile as he slung the bag over his shoulder. "Champ, it's time to go" Our new home is a long drive away. Are you ready? He tried to smile, but I could see he was not sincere. He was etched with the stress. The dark circles beneath his eyes served as a silent reminder of the tumultuous night. I knew that he hadn't slept for days, probably. It hurt to know that he was working so hard for me, even though he was barely holding it together. I nodded. My mind was still in a fog, my body stiff from the hospital bed. "Yeah... I’m ready, we can go" I said, trying to sound more certain than I felt. After giving me a brief nod, he assisted me with my final belongings. As we made our way through the hospital's hallways, I couldn't help but feel guilty. He was trying his hardest to maintain a cheerful facade and keep things regular,But the cracks were visible to me. I was aware that the relocation, the defeat, and the entire situation were wearing him down. "Let's get you home, alright?" As we arrived at the exit, he spoke while gently placing his hand on my shoulder."I dont know if i can call it home to me it was foreign place, but i didnt want to say anything about that, putting more weight on him wouldn't make a diffrence" "Yeah," I said, "let's head to our new home." Later that day, the car came to a stop in front of an apartment building in Canterlot, which seemed so normal, but it felt so different from the life I had known. Even though my dad had assured me that it would be a new beginning, I couldn't help but feel a twinge of doubt as I stood there and looked at the new location. It would be here that I would spend the next chapter of my life—the place I would return to after transferring to Canterlot High, my new school, huh? Fortunately, nobody will know me, although I didn't have this in mind. No one will know what happened at Claudsdale; maybe these new pals will out number my old ones.... I fought to ignore the knot in my gut as I gazed at the apartment complex. It happened too quickly and too much. The transfer, the change, the new beginning that seemed less like a decision and more like a forced jump. But I could start over here, at least. I could be someone else here, someone who wasn't troubled by past transgressions or the betrayal of individuals I believed to be my friends. My dad said, "Maybe this time, you can find a place where you truly belong," as he gave me a hopeful look. Although the doubt was still there in the back of my mind, I looked him in the eye and nodded. He was attempting to remain upbeat and persuade us both that this relocation and new beginning would be the solution to all of our problems. And perhaps I wanted to believe him in my heart. Canterlot, this new school, this new apartment—I wanted to think that they could somehow make things better. But it was hard. Nevertheless, I saw the hope in his eyes, and I briefly sought to cling to that impression. Perhaps he was correct. I might be able to fit in here. Canterlot High might be an exception. Perhaps people here would be more amiable and reliable. "I’ll try," I said quietly, not sure if I was reassuring him or myself. His eyes softened and he smiled, exhausted but real. "Kid, that's all we can do. One step at a time. Together, we'll solve this." We carried our luggage, boxes, and a few pieces of furniture inside the flat and went inside. Now that everything we had brought with us was strewn about, the space felt even more empty—like a fresh start, but with memories of the past still looming large. With a weary but resolute expression, my dad wiped his brow and placed a carton of dishes in the kitchen. He worked really hard to make things work, to make us both feel at home in this new environment. It was evident to me from the way he walked and remained occupied, distracting himself from the problems that were bothering him. After settling into the living room and throwing my backpack on the couch, I explored the room, taking in the strange surroundings. It seemed frigid, even though there was a lot of space and possibilities. It was difficult to think this home could ever feel cozy or inhabited. But I had to take advantage of the fact that it was where I was going to be. "Let's start with getting the beds set up," snapped me out of my trance. He gave me a supportive smile as he carried a mattress into one of the bedrooms. I nodded, but I wasn't very excited about the prospect of unpacking. The idea of beginning anew seemed so intimidating. However, I was aware that my dad was attempting to establish something fresh here, so perhaps it was worth a try. We worked in silence for a while, each of us lost in our own thoughts while we set up and organized everything. I was still struggling to adjust to everything and still carrying the weight of my past. However, when we went through the procedures of outfitting the apartment, it began to feel a little less empty. We spent several hours unloading before we were able to arrange my room. My bed was pushed up against the wall, my computer table was next to it, and everything I needed—clothes, books, and other items from Cloudsdale that I couldn't part with—was stacked in the corners. Although it still seemed like a space, it was beginning to resemble a room once more. Having everything in its proper place was reassuring, even though the furniture was simple and functional. Even though the walls were empty, I had a desk to sit at when I needed to concentrate and a bed to fall into at the end of the day. Although it wasn't much, I could make it work because it was mine. I carefully placed my mother's photo on the desk so that it would be illuminated by the window. It was a simple picture of her beaming with me by her side on a warm day, when everything seemed normal. I gazed at it for a while, touching the frame's edge delicately with my fingers as memories came flooding back. I couldn't express how much I missed her. Her humor and her ability to lift the spirits of everyone even in moments of difficulty. I remembered her warmth, her voice, and the way she created a sense of security in our house. All of that was gone now. Once my dad entered the room, it was fairly dark outside. His weary eyes looked about the room for a while before focusing on me. "Hey, it's getting late," he murmured softly. Rest is what you need. It's a huge day tomorrow. I took a quick look at my desk clock. 10:15 p.m. For hours, I had been absorbed in my thoughts as I attempted to adjust to my new room, my new school, and the odd silence that pervaded the flat. Everything would be different tomorrow. I wasn't sure if I was prepared for the official start of my existence at Canterlot High. “Yeah, I know,” I responded , I could feel the urge to fit in and the weight of everything that lay ahead. "Good night, Dad. You should get some rest for your new work. I promise that I will be fine, so don't worry about me." I forced myself to grin a little at him. For a long time, he gazed at me, his weary eyes softening as though he could see right through the mask I had put on. Then he grinned back, nodding quietly. "All right, champion," he remarked in a more seasoned tone than normal. "Good night. " He walked out of the room, shutting the door behind him, and I sat there for a while before getting up to undress. Thinking that tomorrow would be a busy day, I placed them in a laundry box and then went to bed under the covers. All I can hope for is that this school won't be as awful as the last one. That was the last thing I thought of before I fell asleep with my eyes slowly closing. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The loud sound of my phone alarm piercing the mist of sleep was what woke me up. I was half asleep when I groped for my phone, letting my hand touch the nightstand before catching it. I narrowed my eyes at the screen. "6:30 AM already?" I blinked and moaned, trying to get rid of my drowsiness. Everything felt a little strange, and my head was still cloudy. As the day's realities began to sink in, I couldn't resist taking a quick look at my stomach. The scar was still there, a distinct line running from left to right, a lasting memory of what had happened and an indelible mark of treachery. He got a nice swipe, not gonna lie, was my grim thinking. As my eyes strayed downward, I noticed the ancient scars on my wrists, which served as a memory of more difficult days when the inside anguish was unbearable. The wounds on my arms and the obvious evidence of cutting were all remnants of a past from which I was unable to fully recover. The effort, the hurt, the memories. Every time I looked in the mirror, it was difficult to avoid seeing those scars. However, I couldn't afford to think about them now. Canterlot High's first day was today. And I had to confront it, no matter how broken I felt. I made myself turn away from my mirror and stand up to force the thoughts out of my head. I reminded myself to go one step at a time. Just get through today, . I couldn't let the past to limit me. Not right now. Even though it seemed unattainable, today was about beginning anew. Though it wasn't much, I dressed in the best clothes I could find. While it wasn't the greatest ensemble, it wasn't the worst either. I made do with black joggers, white socks that were obviously out of style, and a simple white hoodie with a graffiti design across the front. I wouldn't have picked it out for a special occasion, but it was all I had, and to be honest, I didn't give a damn about how I looked. My father's movements in the kitchen were audible while I adjusted my hoodie. Whether I was ready or not, the aroma of coffee and breakfast reminded me that the day was already progressing. In an attempt to release the tenseness in my chest, I inhaled deeply. I had to get through Canterlot High even though I had no idea what to anticipate. I had to give it a shot. I couldn't continue to hide from everyone. I left my room and made my way to the kitchen, where my dad was quietly preparing breakfast at the counter. The clink of plates and the bubbling sound of the coffee maker gave the place a somewhat more homey vibe. "Morning, kiddo," he said without raising his head, but I could see he was exhausted. He was already going about his regular activities as usual, attempting to maintain as much normalcy as possible. "Are you ready to face your first day?" After a moment of hesitation, I nodded. Yes, I suppose. I'm just a little anxious. When he looked up, he gave me a little smile. "You'll be alright. Today is only the first day. It will become simpler once you get into the rhythm of things. I wanted to believe him. I really did. But right now, all I could focus on was the unknown. "Are you ready for the first day at your new job the same way I am for school?" I asked, trying to lighten the mood. I wanted to start a conversation, something to release the pressure that was building up between both of us. The nerves were there, hovering in the air like a heavy fog, and I thought maybe talking about his new job could distract us both from our own worries. My dad put the coffee pot back on the counter after pausing for a second, a faint smile tugging at his lips. He appeared somewhat more alert now, as if he was genuinely thinking about that question. "Yes, I am anxious. I've been through it before, but it's a new work and new people. Once I get settled, I'm sure everything will be Ok" Despite the nerves I knew were present, he moved steadily and calmly as he added a couple eggs to the pan. "However, I believe that you are likely much more anxious than I am. The first day of a new school is more significant" With a forced smile, I shrugged. "I suppose so. However, I believe that we are both in the same situation. New beginnings, new challenges." We were both feeling uneasy, and it was nice to talk about it. In this bizarre new chapter, perhaps, just possibly, this might make us both feel a little less alone. "Yeah," he agreed, his voice a little warmer now. I nodded, feeling the weight of the moment settle a bit. His words didn’t make everything magically better, but they did make me feel like maybe, just maybe, this day wouldn’t be as impossible as I feared. After eating breakfast and drinking my coffee, I waited for my father to come and pick me up and drive me to school. I don't want to take his time every day, but only today. Dad sat in the driver's seat and drove us to school, the engine humming steadily beneath us. He made an effort to strike up a conversation by inquiring about my feelings and whether I was looking forward to the first day, but I was unable to respond. The words simply refused to come out of my thoughts, which was racing with anxiety and doubt. As a result, the majority of the ride was silent, with the exception of the odd creak of the automobile over the pavement and the soothing music on the radio. "Good luck, champ," he said, his voice trying to sound upbeat. "You’ll do great today." Not believing my voice, I nodded in silence. Before he drove off to his new job, he gave me a short pat on the back without pressing the issue. With the weight of the occasion bearing down on me, I stood by myself in front of the big school. I was drawn to the strange statue of a pony at the entrance. I briefly believed that the statue was reaching out to me or was alive since it was generating a peculiar, bright light. However, when I blinked, I saw that it was simply the strange angle of the sunlight, giving it an almost unearthly appearance. I was standing there feeling insignificant and out of place when I saw someone near the school's doors. In a loud, demanding tone, a girl with blazing red and yellow hair was speaking to another girl as if lecturing her. It was such an odd scene. It felt like I was witnessing the events of someone else's life, unrelated to mine. This is my new history at my new school, I thought to myself. I was going to write out everything of my feelings about the place, including my hopes, worries, and uncertainties. This was my opportunity to make a fresh start. However, I was still unaware of what that meant. Would I be accepted? Would this be more of the same, or would it be the new beginning I had hoped for? With my heart racing, I took a deep breath to brace myself before making my way to the entrance and venturing into the unknown. Author's Note HIIII this is literally the first thing i've ever written sorry if there are grammar errors english its not my first language but i started reading fanfics like 3 months ago and thought to myself that i will put all my effort into making one, i made a accaunt today and this came to life i hope that someone will like this, post your opinions, i promise it will be better in the futere im aiming for something 200k words + Have fun //-------------------------------------------------------// The Comfort of Familiar Strangers (R) //-------------------------------------------------------// The Comfort of Familiar Strangers (R) We stayed on the couch for a little while, TV now playing a show about a boy with , high-tech watch that let him transform into various powerful entities—aliens, maybe? I wasn’t really sure, but it was surprisingly entertaining. My gaze stayed glued to the screen as I said, mostly to myself, “Who would even like something like that?” Without missing a beat, Sunset leaned back, smirking. “Didn’t you just turn into a magical entity yesterday?” Her comment hit me like a truck. “Oh, yea” Sunset's smile turned into a low-pitched laugh, but I remained silent and let the silence ring. About an hour later, Sunset turned to me and stretched, her legs curling beneath her. “Okay, so… I didn’t want to bring this up earlier,” she began, her tone hesitant, “cuz I thought you’d figure it out on ya own, but…” “What?” “You need to take a shower.” “Wha—” I stammered, embarrassment rushing to the surface for the first time since last night. “No wha. But the shower,” she said, laughing lightly. “You kind of stink like… well, a battleground. New clothes helped you for a bit, but you smell like burnt paper.” I groaned, burying my face in my hands. “Great. Just great. So… can you just tell me where the shower is?” She nodded, standing up and motioning for me to follow her. “Yeah, come on its next to my bedroom.” I went behind her. We stepped into her bedroom. It wasn’t what I expected at all. For someone like Sunset—who used to have this aura of untouchable coolness and a hint of rebel edge before. I thought her room might be dark, edgy, maybe full of band posters or emo décor. Instead, it was warm and bright, with soft colors and a distinctly girly vibe. There were plenty of plushies scattered around on her bed, her shelves, even tucked into corners. It felt… cozy. Personal. “Cute,” I murmured under my breath, barely realizing I’d said it out loud. “What was that?” she asked, glancing over her shoulder. “Nothin” Sunset smirked knowingly but didn’t push it. She then opened a door to reveal a small but clean and inviting bathroom. “Here you go. Towels are in the shelf, and there’s extra shampoo if you need it.” “Thanks,” I said, stepping inside and shutting the door behind me. The bathroom was simple, with soft pink tiles and a lavender shower curtain. It smelled faintly of vanilla.. of sunset... And I could see a few bottles of fancy-looking shampoo and conditioner lined up neatly on the edge of the tub. Then, as I switched on the water and let it run till it was warm, I caught a glimpse of myself in the reflection. My face appeared haggard and exhausted, my hair was a tangle, and there were still slight soot smudges on my skin. I looked like I had crawled out of a fire, so it makes sense that Sunset claimed I smelled like burnt paper. When I finally turned off the water and stepped out, I felt like a different person—not entirely better, but a little cleaner. Stepping out of the bathroom, freshly showered, right beneath the door, I saw a cleanly folded pair of pajamas. For me, Sunset must have left them there. They were plain yet comfortable, light gray and fashioned of a silky fabric that seemed designed for relaxation. Thankful for the new clothing, I put them on and went into the living room. The moment I stepped in, a blanket flew through the air and smacked me square in the nose. “Ow! Whyyy” I stumbled back, holding my nose. Sunset immediately gasped, her hands flying to her mouth. “Oh my gosh! Are you okay?” Her concern lasted about two seconds before she started laughing—a bright, unapologetic laugh that filled the room. “I’m fine,” I grumbled, rubbing my nose but unable to hide a small smile. “Thanks for the warm welcome” She snorted, tossing a pillow onto the sofa. “Well, you’re not sleeping in my bed, that’s for sure,” she said with a playful smirk. “No matter how close we got yesterday and today, mister.” Like we we didn't sleept together yesterday. She moved around the living room, laying down a bedsheet and fluffing up the pillows to make the sofa as comfortable as possible. It was kind of sweet, honestly—she put more effort into it than I expected. “There,” she said, hands on her hips as she surveyed her work. “All set.” “Okay, Thanks Sunny,” I replied with a grin, plopping down onto the makeshift bed. She froze for a moment, blinking at me. Her cheeks tinted pink as she tilted her head. “What… what did you just call me?” “Sunny,” I repeated, testing the waters. “I mean, it’s cool nickname, don’t you think?” Her lips pressed into a line as if she were trying to hold back a reaction, but she was failing miserably. Her expression was this perfect mix of embarrassment, happines, and it was fucking hilarious. “Nobody’s ever called me that before,” she mumbled, her voice quieter than usual. “You like it, don't lie” I said, grinning like a fool. “I do not!” she shot back, but her face gave her away completely. “Yeah, okay, Sunny,” I teased, stretching out on the sofa. She rolled her eyes but couldn’t hide the small smile tugging at the corners of her lips. “Well good night, kido.” “Good night… mommy,” I replied in the most exaggeratedly childish voice I could muster. “Maybe mommy will tell her kiddo some story before sleeping?” hugging the blanket to my chest like a little kid begging for a bedtime story. Her jaw dropped, and for a second, she looked completely dumbfounded. Then she burst into laughter, leaning against the back of the sofa for support. “Oh my gosh, you’re ridiculous!” she managed between fits of laughter. I couldn’t help but laugh along with her, the absurdity of the moment. “No, you little brat, I’m not reading you anything.” “Aww, come on, Sunny,” I teased, looking up at her with wide, mock-pleading eyes. She groaned, covering her face with her hands, but I caught the smile she was trying to hide. “Good night,” she finally said, her voice softer now. “Good night, Sunset,” I replied, my tone sincere this time. She turned off the light and walked back to her room, leaving me to settle into the sofa. My eyes felt weary from staring at the ceiling above me, which blurred and faded into a haze. The dream lessness, a never-ending sea of shifting, swirling nothingness, was where I lost consciousness and returned. I groaned to myself, waiting for another mysterious vision or unsettling reenactment of my history. “The fuck, ok what is it this time, another vision?” my voice echoed into the void. But this time, someone answered. “No,” a soft voice replied, tinged with warmth and sadness. My breath caught in my throat. I knew that voice. I’d know it anywhere. Slowly, I turned around, and there she was. “Mom…” My voice cracked, disbelief and longing washing over me in equal measure. Her features were both familiar and ghostly as she stood there in a soft glow. Although she had a nice smile, there was something unstable and a glimmer of emotion in her eyes that she was finding difficult to control. “Welcome, son,” she said softly, her tone trembling just enough for me to notice. “Is this real?” My words stumbled out, my heart racing. She stepped closer, her presence as soothing as it was surreal. “a part of me lives in you. Always has, and always will be.” Her smile deepened, though her eyes glistened. “It is truth right? About you about my real iddentiy your from equestria right??” She nodded. “Yes. And now, so do you. The truth is yours. But listen to me, my son—what happened to me, that was my burden. It doesn’t need to weigh on you .” “How it can not?” I asked, my voice rising. “Im mo-" She raised a hand gently, stopping me mid-sentence. “No, you aren't a monster you are my brave son, I’m so sorry you had to carry that. But you are not defined by pain.” Her gaze softened as she continued. “You are what you choose to be. You have your father, your friends—they care for you, and they will help you carry what you cannot.” I opened my mouth to speak, to ask her to stay, but she smiled knowingly, as if she already understood. “And some,” she added, her eyes twinkling, “maybe are even more than friends…haha” “Mom—” I started, reaching out, but she interrupted me, her voice firm yet gentle. “Remember this, son, my decisions have no impact on you, , you will never have to be responsible for them I love you. ” Her image began to fade, the glow surrounding her growing fainter. “No, wait!” I reached out desperately, but she was already slipping away, her form dissolving into the void. “I love you,” her voice echoed one last time, lingering in the air as the void collapsed around me. Gasping for air, I jolted awake. I felt my chest heave as I tried to get rid of the intensity of the dream. Even as reality rushed back, my hand reflexively pushed to my heart, the warmth of her presence still remaining there. The dimly lighted room around me felt too silent and oppressive, so I sat up, still trying to control my breathing. I jumped as the door suddenly exploded open with such power. As the light streamed in, Sunset appeared with her purple pajamas disheveled and her hair in a tangled mess, the known two-toned sun embossed on the front. She appeared to be partly sleeping, or perhaps not—still in the dreamland I had just left. “Wha- What happened? Are you alright?” she demanded, her voice groggy but filled with concern. “I-i think” I struggled to catch my breath, the remnants of the dream still clinging to me. “I just had some... weird dream.” In reality i was saying truth. Without waiting for an invitation, she stepped inside and sat down beside me, careful not to sit directly on my legs, which were still stretched out across the sofa. Her presence was grounding, like an anchor in the storm swirling inside me.“Don’t lie to me,” she said softly but firmly. “I see you’re crying.” “I am?” I asked, reaching up to touch my face. My fingertips came away damp. “holy shit. I am.” Her eyes softened as she studied me, and I tried to wipe my cheeks, but the tears kept coming. And then, unexpectedly, I laughed. “Sunset, I swear I’m fine,” I said, my voice catching between the laugh and the lump in my throat. “I just… I had a dream about my mom. That's all im good now.” I laughed again, the sound hollow and a little unhinged, trying to convince myself—and maybe her—that I was okay. “Totally fine,” I added, even as my voice cracked at the end. But the laughter didn’t fool her. She shifted closer, her hand resting on my arm, her touch gentle and grounding. “You’re not fine, i see that, and that’s okay. You don’t have to be fine all the time.” Her words broke something in me, and the laughter faded. I swallowed hard, tears welling up again. Sunset leaned her head gently against mine, her voice quiet but steady. “One step at a time. You don’t have to figure it all out tonight.” I opened my eyes, rubbed them, looked around for a comfortable position, bening my head to the left, and..... “Ugh, what the…” I mumbled, rubbing my face as I turned to my left. There she was... again Sunset, lying next to me, her head tilted back, mouth slightly open, and snoring softly. Her chest rising and falling with steady breaths. Her hair was still a mess from yesterday, and I could see the faintest hint of a drool stain near her cheek. again? My mind was racing to figure out how we got to be this way as I looked at her. The living room was filled with the setting sun. She was trying to console me while half sleeping. And we must have merely slept off in this manner.I looked at the wall mounted clock. 4:03 a.m. Maybe i wake her up? No theres was no way I’d do that. She needed rest. But i can leave her like this either. Her neck was at an awkward angle, she looked so uncomfortable. What was I supposed to do? And then, out of nowhere, a crazy—no, stupid—idea popped into my head. I moved as quietly and gently as possible, moving my legs off the couch and sat up. Sunset didn't move, even though every couch creak sounded like a thunderclap in the silence. I leaned forward and slipped one arm between her legs and the other under her back, my heart thumping in my chest. With a deep breath, I lifted her into my arms. She was lighter than I expected, her body limp with sleep. For a moment, I hesitated, standing there in the middle of the room with her in my arms. Her face was so peaceful, so unguarded. She murmured something in her sleep, her head nuzzling into my chest like she was trying to get comfortable.My heart ached at the sight. What the hell am I doing? I thought. This felt wrong like I was crossing some kind of invisible line. She’d already done so much for me. She let me stay here, comforted me when I broke down, and now here I was, carrying her like some kind of weirdo. But I couldn’t stop. She needed to sleep somewhere more comfortable. I nudged her bedroom door open with my foot. The faint scent of lavender hung in the air, calming and soothing. Then i saw something like a journal with her sun laying under her bed "hm wonder what that is". Carefully, I walked up to her bed and laid her down on the mattress. Her brow furrowed as she stirred slightly, but she remained unconscious. She reached out, her fingers curling toward me like a baby seeking comfort as I drew the cover over her.I forced myself not to laugh by biting my lip. She appeared so innocent and childlike at that precise moment. It was nearly excessive.I watched her for a few seconds as I stood there. No. No, no, no. Stop it, you absolute weirdo. What the fuck are you doing? Don’t just stand here staring at her. That’s creepy. Turning on my heel, I practically bolted out of the room, closing the door behind me as quietly as possible. My thoughts were a jumbled mess, and my face was burning. With a trembling breath, I collapsed back on the couch in the living room. Exhaustion gradually took the place of the adrenaline. My thoughts reverted to the dream I had about my mother, the warmth in her voice, and the way she had talked. I hurried to where I would sleep.My eyes grew heavier by the second as I lay there, gazing at the ceiling. My final thought was, "Sunset doesn't need to know, what happened second ago." Sleep took me back, drawing me into its embrace. I woke up with a huge yawn and stretched my arms over my head. Though the dream, the discomfort with Sunset, and the emotional rollercoaster had all occurred, I had to confess that I had slept rather soundly. I felt as though I had rested, my back was better, and my head was clearer. Sunset’s probably still asleep, After standing up, I stretched again and looked around for a while. After last night, the living room was a little chaotic with pillows not in their proper positions and the blanket and sheet I had used crumpled on the couch. I decided to clean up, carefully folding the sheet and blanket before setting them beneath the coffee table. I fluffed the pillows back into their proper positions, stepping back to admire my work. “Pretty good,” I muttered to myself, feeling a small sense of accomplishment. I look at the mirror sunset was looking at the hair i brushed. "Despite everything its still you" I thought to myself Standing there, another one of my so-called brilliant ideas popped into my head. I’ll make breakfast! The thought filled me with excitement as I walked into the small kitchen. From afar, it had seemed cozy, but now that I was up close, I realized just how tiny it really was. Everything was packed together—functional. The first thing I noticed was the pizza box from last night sitting on the counter. I picked it up, giving it a squeeze to close it before tossing it into the trash. “At least we didn’t leave too much of a mess,” I murmured. Next, I opened the refrigerator, expecting to find some variety of food to work with. Instead, I was met with... well, not much. A carton of eggs, a pack of bacon, and a few random condiments on the shelves. “Pretty empty,” For a second, I wondered if this was why Sunset was so thin—she just didn’t keep much food around.Eggs and bacon need to do, i can work with this. I pulled the items out and set them on the counter, starting up the coffee machine as I got to work . The sound of bacon sizzling filled the air, and I felt a small sense of pride as I flipped the strips in the pan. Then scrambled the eggs, adding a pinch of salt and pepper before plating everything. The aroma of freshly brewed coffee mingled with the smell of breakfast, and I couldn’t help but smile. It wasn’t a five-star meal, but it was warm, filling, and made with care. I set everything up on the coffee table the only table Sunset seemed to have and stepped back to admire my work. The plates of scrambled eggs and bacon sat next to steaming mugs of coffee, simple. Satisfied, I walked over to Sunset’s bedroom door and paused. I raised my hand and knocked gently on the door. “Sunset?” I called softly. No response. I knocked again, a little louder this time. Still nothing. “Alright, here goes nothing, i see something i dindn't mean too that's on me, i can die with a view like this” I muttered to myself as I opened the door a crack, peeking inside. Sunset was still fast asleep, sprawled out on her bed. Her hair was an absolute mess, sticking up in every direction, and her purple pajama shirt had ridden up slightly, exposing a sliver of her stomach. Her arm was draped over her pillow, she looked so peaceful that I almost didn’t want to disturb her. Almost. “Sunset,” I called again, a little louder this time. She groaned softly, shifting under the duvet before cracking one eye open to glare at me. “What... what time is it?” she mumbled, her voice thick with sleep. “Almost 9:30” She groaned again, pulling the blanket over her head. “Too early.” “I made breakfast,” I said, hoping the promise of food would coax her out of bed. That got her attention. The blanket slowly lowered, revealing her messy hair and groggy face. “You... made breakfast?” “Yep. Eggs, bacon, coffee. It’s waitin on the table.” She sat up slowly, rubbing her eyes. “Yeah, well, don’t get used to it,” I joked, stepping back to give her space to get up. Sunset swung her legs over the side of the bed, yawning as she stretched. “Thanks” “Anytime,” I turned and headed back to the living room, giving her a moment to wake up fully. By the time she joined me at the coffee table, her hair was slightly tamed, and she looked a bit more awake. She sat down across from me, eyeing the plates of food with a small smile. “Alright, chef,” she teased, picking up her fork. “Let’s see if you can cook as well as you talk.” I laughed, sitting down with my own plate. “Don’t get your hopes up too high.” We dug into breakfast, the room was filled with the comforting sounds of clinking silverware and the occasional hum of approval from Sunset. As I lifted a piece of bacon to my mouth, Sunset’s hand darted across the table with lightning speed. Before I could react, she snatched the strip right off my plate, popped it into her mouth, and began chewing with the most smug grin I’d ever seen. “EY!” I protested, glaring at her in mock outrage. She didn’t say a word, just smiled even wider as she chewed, her eyes sparkling with mischief. I narrowed my eyes, trying to look stern, but the way her shoulders shook as she laughed made it impossible to keep a straight face. Before I knew it, I was chuckling along with her. “You’re the worst,” Before she could respond, my phone buzzed on the coffee table. I picked it up, seeing Applejack’s name on the screen. “Hold that thought,” I told Sunset as I answered the call. “Hey, AJ, what's up” “Mornin’!” Applejack’s cheery voice greeted me. “Ah was wonderin, if ya wanted to meet up with me and the girls today? We’re thinkin’ of hangin’ out later this afternoon.” Sunset had gone quiet, her fork idly poking at her eggs. Her earlier grin had faded, replaced by a look that was harder to read—thoughtful, maybe a little downcast. My smile faltered. “Can Sunset come with me?” I asked Applejack, keeping my voice casual. “Course she can!” Applejack replied without missing a beat. “Ah was gonna call her after you anyhow. The more, the merrier!” I felt a wave of relief and looked back at Sunset, who was now looking at me with a mix of surprise and curiosity. Her eyebrows shot up for a moment before her expression softened into a warm, genuine smile. It was the kind of smile that made her eyes light up. “Thanks, AJ. We’ll be there,” I said, hanging up after a quick goodbye, only to notice Sunset reaching for another piece of bacon. “Hey!” I barked, playfully smacking her hand away this time. She froze mid-grab, cheeks puffed out as she chewed on the bacon she’d already stolen. “Mmm?” she mumbled innocently, raising an eyebrow as if to say, What? “Alright, you’re now officially a bacon thief. First you raid my plate, now you’re going for seconds. Do I even get to eat any of this?” She swallowed her bite and grinned. “You still have your eggs left, don't cry about this.” I rolled my eyes but couldn’t stop the laugh that escaped me. “Unbelievable.” We finished breakfast—well, what was left of mine—I filled Sunset in on Applejack’s plan. “So, AJ said we can head over anytime. The girls will be there in a few hours. Do you know where Applejack lives?” I asked, already suspecting the answer. Sunset nodded, smirking. “You know i do.” “Of course you do,” I repeated, matching her smirk. “Because you know everything, right?” “Pretty much,” she said, shrugging as if it were obvious. We worked together to clean up the kitchen, the small space feeling even smaller as we moved around each other. After we cleaned, i looked down at myself, still in the borrowed pajamas. I really need to get my clothes... Dad should be at work now, then i should grab them without confrontation with him, im not ready, not yet. Taking the coffee cups and plates from the table, I carefully put them in the dishwasher. The sound of dishes clinking reverberated in the peaceful kitchen. My gaze strayed to the living room, where the TV was on and the child wearing the watch that made him look like aliens was playin. I plopped into the couch and allowed the show distract me. “This is actually pretty good,” I muttered, half to myself. Sunset’s door creaked open, and she peeked out, fully dressed and brushing her fiery hair. “You talking to yourself out there?” she teased. “Nah, just saying this show isn’t bad,” I replied, glancing over my shoulder. She chuckled, finishing up with her hair before disappearing back into her room for a moment. I stood up and headed to the bathroom passing the sunset making her makeup , grabbing the clothes I’d worn yesterday. The moment I picked them up, I winced. Ugh, they really stink. My eyes caught a small bottle of strawberry-scented spray on the floor, likely one of Sunset’s. Without a second thought, I grabbed it and sprayed my shirt and pants liberally. The overpowering sweetness filled the bathroom, almost making me gag, but at least it was better than the burnt-paper smell from before. Then I stepped back into the living room, Sunset was sitting on the couch tying her boots. She looked up as I walked in, raising an eyebrow. “Are you... wearing clothes i gave you yesterday? Ew” “Uhhh, yeah,” I admitted, scratching the back of my neck. “I don’t exactly have options here. I need to go change at my house.” She finished tying her laces and stood up, grabbing her leather jacket. “Alright. I’ll give you a ride.” “Huh? Like, on your bike?” She smirked, throwing her jacket on and grabbing her helmet. “Yeah, how else are we getting there? You wanna walk across town?” Before I could protest, I found myself straddling the back of her motorcycle, gripping her waist tightly. The engine roared to life, and we shot down the road faster than I was prepared for. “SUNSET!” I shouted, my voice barely audible over the wind and the growl of the engine. “SLOW DOWN, PLEASE! I’M SCARED!” She laughed, her voice carefree and utterly unbothered. “Don’t worry! You are good!” “THAT DOESN’T MAKE ME FEEL BETTER!” I yelled, clutching her jacket as if my life depended on it. “Relax,” she called back, her tone laced with amusement. “You’ll be fine. Just enjoy the ride!” Enjoy the ride? How was I supposed to enjoy the ride when every nerve in my body was screaming at me to hold on for dear life? I buried my face against her back, muttering my last prayers to whoever might be listening. After what felt like an eternity but was probably only a few minutes, we pulled up in front of my house. The bike slowed to a stop, and I almost fell of it. “See? That wasn’t so bad,” Sunset said, grinning as she took off her helmet. “You have a very different definition of ‘not bad.’” She laughed again, swinging her leg off the bike. “You’ll get used to it.” I wasn’t so sure about that. As I unlocked the door to my house, I glanced back at her. Despite the terror of the ride, I couldn’t help but smile at her carefree confidence. “Thanks for the lift,” I said, shaking my head. “Anytime,” she replied, leaning casually against the bike as she waited for me. As I opened the door and stepped inside, the familiar silence of an empty house greeted me. Just to be sure, I called out, “Dad?” My voice echoed faintly, but there was no response. Yeah, he’s not here, good. Then I made my way toward my room, the living room stopped me in my tracks. On the table, there was a mess? at least thirteen empty Red Bull cans scattered across the surface, along with an opened bottle of Jack Daniel’s.. He had a rough time too, heh. Shaking my head, I continued to my room. The familiar space felt oddly foreign for some reason, as though I moved quickly, grabbing a pair of jeans and slipping them on. Then my eyes landed on that one—the shirt I hadn’t worn in years. It was bold, with a design that I used to love but had grown too self-conscious to wear bcs of my scars.... For a moment, memories of judgment and self-doubt bubbled up. But then I took a deep breath. No. I’m not scared anymore. They won’t judge me. They’ll support me. It’s time to change something in my life for once. I grabbed the shirt and pulled it on, letting it settle over my shoulders like armor. A small, determined smile crept onto my face. Quickly, I brushed my teeth, grabbed my wallet, and bolted back to the front door. Sunset was still sitting on her bike, waiting patiently with a relaxed posture. She looked up as I stepped outside, her face lighting up with a teasing grin. I climbed on behind her, gripping her jacket. “Okay, just… be gentle, alright?” Her laugh was immediate, and her voice was laced with playful mischief. “Be gentle? Don’t worry, I always am.” It took me a second to process her joke, and when I did, my face flushed bright red. “Sunset! Not like that!” Her laughter grew louder, and I could tell she was thoroughly enjoying how flustered I’d become. “Relax! I’m just messing with you.” She revved the engine, and I braced myself for what was to come. The ride to the farm was surprisingly smoother this time—or maybe I was just getting used to the adrenaline rush. The wind whipped past us, carrying with it the scent of open fields and fresh air. I loosened my grip slightly, feeling a bit more at ease as Sunset expertly maneuvered the bike. When we arrived, the sight before us was breathtaking. Rows upon rows of apple trees stretched out across the horizon, their vibrant leaves shimmering under the sunlight. A large red barn stood proudly at the heart of the farm, surrounded by smaller structures and the occasional farm animal wandering about. Sunset parked the bike near the entrance, and I climbed off, feeling my legs wobble slightly from the ride. She shot me a sly grin, clearly amused. “See? I told you I’d be gentle.” I rolled my eyes but couldn’t hide the chuckle that escaped. Together, we took in the picturesque view of Sweet Apple Acres, the warmth of the sun on our faces. “This place is… something else,” I said, genuinely impressed. Sunset nodded, her voice carrying a mix of fondness and nostalgia. “Yeah, it’s a good place. You’ll like the girls even more when you see them here. I feel its like like their natural habitat or something.” We walked toward the barn, the smell of fresh apples and the faint sound of laughter filled the air, setting the tone for what I hoped would be a good day. Author's Note Heeey again another wholsome chapter, the weekend is still on let the girls and our beloved oc get some rest they deserve it. What is the better way to relax that spending the day with beloved friends? Have fun reading //-------------------------------------------------------// The Bonds We Forge //-------------------------------------------------------// The Bonds We Forge “Soo… my house now, okay?” I say, my gaze shifting between the road ahead and the faces of the people I’ve hurt. My hands feel cold, even with Sunset’s arms still wrapped tightly around me. “I need to repay you for what I’ve done. It’s not much, but… I’ll do my best.” Sunset tightens her hold on me, her face buried against my shoulder. She shakes her head softly, her voice gentle but firm. “I know you will.” Her words, simple as they are, hurt, but because of how much faith she still has in me, even after everything. After the pain I caused, the destruction I left behind, she’s still here. They’re all still here. We walk slowly, the group trailing behind, their chatter muted, their steps heavy from exhaustion. Sunset doesn’t let go of me, not even for a second. Her hand slides into mine as we move forward. But my thoughts refuse to stay quiet. I’ve almost killed her. The image of my hand piercing her stomach flashes in my mind like a nightmare on repeat. I see the blood, feel it on my hands, hear her strained breaths. My chest tightens, and I can barely breathe as the guilt claws at me, unrelenting. Sunset must sense it. She always does. “Don’t even think about it,” she says softly, her voice cutting through my spiral. Her thumb brushes over the back of my hand, a simple gesture that makes my heart ache even more. “But Sunset…” I start, my voice trembling. She stops walking for a moment and turns to face me fully. Her eyes are tired but steady, pools of understanding and compassion that I don’t deserve. “This wasn’t you” she says firmly. “Don’t feel guilty for something that wasn’t your fault.” I look down, unable to meet her gaze. “But it was my body. My hands. I almost—” “Shhh,” she interrupts, stepping closer, her free hand cupping my cheek. “You’re here now. That’s what matters.” Her voice wavers slightly, and I realize she’s holding back her own emotions. Her strength is overwhelming, yet I can see the cracks, the weight she’s carried throughout this whole ordeal. I reach up to touch her hand on my cheek. “You must really have missed me” I mutter under my breath, trying to lighten the mood, though my voice cracks. Sunset lets out a soft laugh, shaking her head. “Of course I did, you idiot,” she says, but there’s no malice in her tone. Only love. “I always believed in you, you know?” “Even when I didn’t believe in myself?” “Even then. When Dawn showed up and told us what you’d gotten yourself into, I still believed there was good in you. I told the others that too.” “Sunset…” She keeps going, her words spilling out as if she’s been holding them back for too long. “You’re not just the person who made mistakes or lost their way. You’re the person who cared, who fought for us, who would’ve given everything to keep us safe.” Her voice breaks slightly. “Even when you were gone, I knew that part of you wasn’t.” My throat tightens, and I can barely find the words. “I don’t deserve you.” Sunset smiles, a soft, weary smile that feels like the sun breaking through storm clouds. “You don’t get to decide that,” she says, leaning her forehead against mine. “We’re here because we believe in you. I believe in you.” The others catch up to us then, their presence a quiet reminder of the journey we’ve been on. Dawn’s mischievous smirk, Adagio’s sarcastic eye roll, all of it reminds me that despite everything, they’re still here. They didn’t give up on me, even when I gave up on myself. I take a look at Dawn, her small frame walking just ahead of us, hands casually tucked into her jacket pockets. She’s humming softly to herself, her steps light as if the weight of the battle we just fought doesn’t affect her. But it does. I know it does. She planned all of this, orchestrated every move, and fought alone for so long, fought for me to come back. They all fought. I look around at the others, the girls who stood by me, even when I wasn’t myself, the Dazzlings, the trio who once wanted to drain every ounce of magic from me and leave me for dead. Even they fought to save me. “Hey, Dawn” I call out, my voice breaking the soft rhythm of her humming. She stops and turns, her face lit up with that quirky, lopsided smile that somehow manages to disarm even the heaviest moments. “Hmm? What’s up, big guy?” “This whole thing at the school” I say, gesturing vaguely behind us, as if pointing back to the chaos we left behind. “That was all part of the plan?” Dawn shrugs, tilting her head to one side. “Yeah.” That’s it. Just yeah. I blink at her, incredulous. “Just yeah?” “Yup,” she replies, popping the‘p for emphasis. Her nonchalance makes something inside me snap. Not in anger, but in disbelief. “Just yeah? That’s it? I nearly destroyed everything! How could you possibly know the real me would grab Rainbow and not just…” I hesitate, the words tasting bitter in my mouth, “…kill her on the spot?” Dawn’s smile doesn’t falter. In fact, it widens, her eyes sparkling with a mix of mischief and something deeper, something knowing. “Because that’s not you" "Look” she continues, crossing her arms and leaning back slightly like she’s about to give a lecture. “Tbh? You were bad.” She pauses, letting the words hang in the air, before adding with a dramatic sigh, “And I mean really bad.” “Gee, thanks.” “No, no, like… epically bad. In the worst way possible,” she clarifies, waving her hands around as if trying to physically illustrate how terrible I was. “You had all this power, like, the kind of power no one could even imagine, and what did you do with it?” She raises an eyebrow, waiting for me to answer. I don’t. “Exactly,” she says, snapping her fingers. “You did nothing with it. You could’ve,I don’t know,froze the girls in time? Rewritten the past? Turned everyone into penguins? Anything! But nooo, what did you choose to do?” I sigh, already knowing where this is going. “Dawn—” “No, no, let me finish,” she interrupts, holding up a finger. “You chose a transformation into a demon. Like, come on! What is this, a cheap anime?” Despite myself, I let out a laugh. It’s short and hoarse, but it’s real. “Wow, you really know how to make a guy feel better.” “That’s what I’m here for,” she says, winking. The others laugh too, though it’s a quiet, weary sound. Even Sunset chuckles softly, still holding onto my arm as if letting go would somehow make me disappear. “But seriously,” Dawn continues, her voice softening. “I knew you wouldn’t hurt Rainbow because that’s not who you are. Not really. Even when you were… like that,” she gestures vaguely to indicate my monstrous form, “there was still a part of you fighting to stay good. I saw it. We all did.” I glance at the others, their faces tired but nodding in agreement. Sunset squeezes my hand, her silent affirmation enough to make my chest ache. “You’ve always been the guy who protects the people he loves, even if it means risking himself,” Dawn says, her tone more serious now. “And yeah, maybe you were a bad villain, but you’re a pretty great hero.” I glance at her, walking ahead with that confident stride, her hands stuffed in her jacket pockets like she doesn’t have a care in the world. She hums a tune under her breath, completely at ease, while my mind races a mile a minute. “Hm.” I narrow my eyes at her back, a smirk tugging at the corner of my mouth. “A ‘pretty great hero,’ huh? And you know that from… what, exactly?” Dawn stops mid-step and glances back at me, her lips twitching into a nervous smile. “W-well…” She shrugs, her tone forcedly casual. “I am a prophet. I’ve said it a million times already.” “Yeah?” I raise an eyebrow, crossing my arms. “Then what am I thinking right now?” For a split second, her confident facade falters. Her eyes dart away, and she bites her lip. But then, as quick as a flash, she straightens her posture and gives me a dismissive wave. “I won’t use my power to prove my point” she says, her voice overly dramatic. “I’m above that.” I chuckle softly, shaking my head. Got her. She knows I know. And I know she knows I know. But she doesn’t know how much I know. I don’t press her, though. Not yet. There’s a truth lurking beneath all her quirky behavior. Instead, I slip my hand into my pocket and pull out my phone, my thumb hovering over the screen as I compose a text to my dad. I’m coming home. The message is simple, straightforward. It’s all I can think to say. I hit send and wait. No response. A tight knot forms in my stomach, but I shove the phone back into my pocket, forcing myself to focus on the present. Sunset, still clinging to my side, tilts her head to look up at me. Her golden hair catches the fading sunlight, making her look almost ethereal. “I like your new outfit” she says softly, her fingers playing with the hem of my sleeve. “Oh, yeah?” I glance down at myself. My clothes—dark, tattered, and stained from the battle—are a stark contrast to my usual style. “It’s not exactly ‘new.’ More like what’s left after… well, everything.” She chuckles, the sound light and musical despite the heaviness of the moment. “The hair was lame, though. Good thing yours is back.” Her hand moves up to my hair, brushing through it gently. “I like it better this way.” Dawn, still walking ahead, turns slightly and throws a glance over her shoulder. “Aww, you two are so cute it’s disgusting,” she says with a teasing grin. “Dawn,” I call out, my tone more serious this time. She stops again, tilting her head at me. “Yeah?” I take a deep breath, the words catching in my throat. “This whole… prophet thing,” I begin, choosing my words carefully. “You’ve been saying it over and over, but… I don’t buy it. Not entirely.” Her eyes widen, just a fraction, but she recovers quickly, that quirky smile returning to her face. “What, you don’t believe me?” she asks, feigning offense. “Let’s just say I think there’s more to you than you’re letting on” I reply, my gaze unwavering. For a moment, she says nothing. Then, with a playful shrug, she taps the side of her head. “Well, aren’t you a smart cookie,” she says, her tone light but her eyes betraying a flicker of something deeper. I let the subject drop, for now. When we reach the building, I stop for a moment, staring at the door. It’s strange how something so familiar can feel so foreign now. This was my sanctuary, my escape. But now… “Well, this is it” The Dazzlings look up at the apartment, their eyes wide with curiosity. Aria folds her arms and smirks. “No wonder you didn’t like our… accommodations” she says, her voice dripping with sarcasm. “What about it?” Sonata pipes up, tilting her head. “Do we need to pay you for it, or are you gonna change it back?” I chuckle, the sound dry and humorless. “Keep it. Consider it payment.” Sonata’s eyes light up, and she throws her hands in the air. “COOOOOL! WE HAVE OUR OWN MANSION!” I shake my head, the corners of my mouth twitching upward despite myself. But the moment of levity is fleeting. As we approach the front door, my chest tightens. I can’t just barge in like nothing happened. Not after everything. I lift my hand and knock, each tap on the door echoing louder in my mind than it should. Time stretches painfully. One second. Four. Nine. Then, the sound of the lock clicking open. The door creaks, and there he is. My dad. He stands in the doorway, his eyes scanning me with a mix of confusion and something sharper. Judgement, maybe. His gaze drops to the blood on my cloak, his expression tightening. At first, there’s no recognition in his eyes. It’s like he’s staring at a stranger. Then, slowly, he steps forward and takes a piece of the bloodstained fabric in his hand, his fingers trembling slightly. “Is this yours?” he asks, his voice low and rough. “No, Dad…” I start, my throat tightening. “It’s Sunset’s.” His eyes snap to her, wide with alarm. “But I’m fine now!” Sunset cuts in quickly, her voice calm but firm, as if she’s trying to shield me from his anger. “No, Sunset,” I say, shaking my head. “I hurt you. I almost killed you because I let myself get consumed by power.” The words hang heavy in the air, and for a moment, no one speaks. My dad’s eyes narrow, his jaw tightening as he steps back, giving us space to enter. Once inside, the silence feels even heavier. The others linger awkwardly near the doorway, sensing the tension but not daring to interrupt. My dad turns back to me, his eyes filled with disappointment? Sadness? Both? “Do you even regret what you’ve done?” he asks finally, his voice cold and steady. “I do, Dad,” I say, my voice cracking. “I regret it every second. But I know that regret isn’t enough. I have to live with it. With the blood on my hands. For the rest of my life.” His expression hardens, and for a moment, I think he’s going to yell. But instead, he lets out a long, heavy sigh and turns away, running a hand through his hair. “You think words can fix this?” he asks, his voice rising slightly. “Do you have any idea what it’s like to hear that your son, the person you raised, the person you trusted—became… this?” “I know,” I say, stepping forward. “I know I messed up. I let the power consume me. I hurt the people I care about. I let you down. I let everyone down. And I’m sorry. But I’m here now. And I’m going to do everything I can to make it right.” He turns back to me, his eyes glistening with unshed tears. “Sorry isn’t going to change what happened. Sorry isn’t going to erase what you’ve done.” “I know,” I whisper. “But it’s a start.” Sunset steps forward then, her hand still in mine. “He’s telling the truth,” she says softly. “He fought his way back. He didn’t have to, but he did. And that means something.” My dad looks at her, his expression softening slightly, but when his gaze returns to me, the hardness is still there. “I don’t know if I can forgive you,” he says finally. The words sting, but I nod. “I understand.” Then, slowly, my dad steps closer, placing a hand on my shoulder. “But I’ll give you a chance to prove yourself” he stepped forward and pulled me into the tightest hug I’d ever felt. It wasn’t the kind of hug you give out of habit or politeness,it was desperate, raw, like he was afraid I might disappear if he let go. I felt the weight of him, the trembling in his shoulders, and then the warm, damp sensation on my neck. He was crying. My dad. “Son” he choked out, his voice thick and breaking. “I’ve missed you. I’ve missed you so much.” I couldn’t speak. My throat was too tight, and my chest ached with the weight of everything I’d put him through. “I’ll help you” he continued, his words spilling out in a rush. “Whatever it takes. We’ll get you to a psychiatrist, or a counselor, or whatever you need. I’ll be there every step of the way. I’ll help you—I’ll—” He pulled back slightly, his hands gripping my shoulders as he looked at me. His face was red, his eyes bloodshot and brimming with tears. “I didn’t know how much you’ve been hurting. I’m so sorry, it’s my fault. I should have seen it—I should have—” “Dad, no.” I cut him off, my voice firm but gentle. I broke the hug, taking his hands off my shoulders and placing mine firmly on his. For a moment, I just looked at him, really looked at him. I saw the lines on his face, deeper than they used to be. The tiredness in his eyes that hadn’t been there before. The weight he carried, not just as my dad but as a man trying to hold everything together. “You’ve been doing too much” I said quietly, a faint smile tugging at my lips. “You need to take a break too.” His brow furrowed, and he opened his mouth to argue, but I squeezed his shoulders and cut him off again. “And don’t cry, you old man” I teased, trying to lighten the moment. “The girls are watching.” For a second, he just stared at me, and then he let out a shaky laugh. He wiped at his eyes with the back of his hand, the tears still lingering but his composure slowly returning. “Don’t call me old, you spoiled brat,” he said, his voice cracking but warm. His gaze shifted to the group behind me, his expression softening further. “You’re all welcome here,” he said, his voice kind but still carrying that air of authority he always had. Then he looked at Dawn. For a moment, the two of them just exchanged a glance, a quiet understanding passing between them and they both nodded slightly. “Well, time for me to go,” Dawn said suddenly, turning toward the door. “No need to thank me for saving your sorry butts. You’re welcome.” She barely got a step toward the exit before I grabbed the back of her cloak, stopping her in her tracks. “Nuh-uh,” I said, tugging her back. “You’re not going anywhere. You’re celebrating here with us.” “Uuuuugh,” she groaned, her head tilting back dramatically. “Fine. But at least let me smoke outside, okay?” “Yeah, sure,” I said with a shrug. “But I’m coming with you. Just to make sure you don’t try to run off.” She shot me a playful glare, but there was a flicker of a smile on her lips. I turned back to the group. “Can you guys—?” “We’ve got it!” Pinkie Pie said, already bouncing toward the living room. “We’ll clear some space and figure out what to order for food!” “Thanks,” I said, and with that, I headed out the door with Sunset and Dawn. Dawn leaned against the railing, pulling out a cigarette and lighting it with practiced ease. I leaned beside her, Sunset standing close to my side, her hand still holding mine. “You know” I said, glancing at Dawn, “you’ve been dodging a lot of questions lately.” She raised an eyebrow at me, blowing out a plume of smoke. “Have I?” “Yeah,” I said, folding my arms. “Like this whole ‘prophet’ thing. You’ve mentioned it a million times, but it doesn’t really explain much, does it?” She smirked, tilting her head. “What’s there to explain? I’m a prophet. I know stuff.” I laughed softly, shaking my head. “You’re full of it, you know that?” “Yup” she said cheerfully, taking another drag of her cigarette. But as I watched her, the pieces started to fall into place. The way she looked at me sometimes, like she knew me better than I knew myself. The way she seemed to understand things about me that I hadn’t even told her. She knew that I’d grab the rainbow and not kill it. She knew I’d fight my way back. And now, as I stood here, looking at her, I realized something else. She wasn’t just a prophet. She was my daughter. The thoughts lingered in the air like smoke curling from the cigarette I had just lit. The weight of it wasn’t crushing anymore, it was oddly liberating. But as I took a drag, savoring what I swore would be my last, Sunset’s hand smacked me hard across the back of my head. The sudden sting made me jerk, almost dropping the cigarette. “There’s no way I’m letting you smoke!” Sunset scolded, her voice firm, her hand planted on her hip like an angry teacher. “Geez, Sunset, I’ll quit! Just let me have this one, okay? It’s probably the last time I’ll smoke with our daughter, you know?” Her face went pale as if I’d just told her the sun was about to fall from the sky. “What?” she breathed, the word barely audible. Dawn, meanwhile, nearly choked on her own cigarette, coughing violently as she stumbled forward. Her face turned red, and for a moment, I thought she might actually pass out. I reached over and thumped her back a few times until she could breathe again. She straightened up, still wheezing, and shot me a wide-eyed look. “Aw, shit. No way,” she muttered, her voice hoarse, staring at me like I’d just grown a second head. I leaned on the railing beside her, taking another puff before flicking the ash away. “Yeah, you thought I didn’t know?” I said, glancing at her out of the corner of my eye. “Even Dad saw through your little act. I saw that nod you two shared back there.” Dawn rubbed the back of her neck, muttering curses under her breath as she leaned on the railing beside me. “Why’d you even bother coming back in the first place? What was so important that you had to risk everything to mess with the past?” Dawn let out a breath, watching the smoke curl into the cool night air. She looked tired, like the weight of my question pressed down harder than anything I’d said before. Before she could answer, Sunset’s voice broke through the stillness, shaky and barely above a whisper. “D-Dawn… you’re our… doughter?” Her wide eyes darted between me and Dawn, her hands flying up to cover her mouth as realization hit her. Then, without warning, Sunset rushed forward, knocking the cigarette from Dawn’s hand with a single swipe. “Nope! You’re done with that!” she declared, before throwing her arms around Dawn in an embrace so tight I thought she might break her. Sunset’s voice trembled as she buried her face against Dawn’s shoulder. “Oh my… oh my… oh my…” she stammered, her words tumbling over themselves in excitement. Then she looked at me, her eyes glistening with joy. “You didn’t tell me! You didn’t tell me, and I didn’t even get it until now!” “Sunny,” I started, trying to calm her down, but she was on a roll. “No! How could I have guessed?” she cried, her voice climbing higher with every word. “She said she was from the future, but she didn’t say she was our chi—OH MY GOSH, OH MY GOSH, OH MY GOSH! WE’RE GOING TO HAVE A DAUGHTER! YOU HEAR ME? A DAUGHTER!” She spun toward Dawn, practically bouncing on the balls of her feet. “Oh my gosh,” Sunset continued, clutching my arm like she was afraid she might faint. “Tell me! You are our only child? No, no—don’t spoil it! Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, this is incredible!” Dawn stood frozen in place, her face an odd mix of overwhelmed and utterly shattered. She turned to me, her wide eyes pleading for help, silently begging me to save her from Sunset’s exuberance. I stepped forward and gently pulled Sunset away, resting my hands on her shoulders. “Sunny, give her some space,” I said softly. “She can’t breathe.” Sunset blinked, suddenly realizing how tightly she’d been holding Dawn. She stepped back, her cheeks flushing pink. “Oh, right. Sorry,” she said, rubbing the back of her neck sheepishly. Dawn let out a shaky breath, glancing down at the cigarette on the ground. She stared at it for a moment like it was the only thing keeping her grounded, her lips trembling ever so slightly. “No…” Then she looked up at us, her expression somewhere between exhaustion and determination. “Listen,” she began, her voice steadier now. “Every Dawn’s destiny is to help her father get it together. That’s just… how it is. It’s what I’m meant to do.” Sunset’s brow furrowed, her excitement fading into concern. “But… what do you mean, ‘every Dawn’?” Dawn sighed, running a hand through her hair. “It’s complicated. In most universes, I fail. It’s like… a one-in-a-hundred chance. Only one Dawn wins out of a hundred.” She paused, her gaze flickering between the two of us. “But this universe… this one was different. Your story was different.” “Different how?” “You didn’t let yourself get consumed completely,” Dawn said, her voice softening. “You fought back. Even when everything was stacked against you, you found a way to hold on. That doesn’t happen often.” Sunset reached out, placing a hand gently on Dawn’s arm. “And you… you made sure he didn’t fall. You brought him back.” Dawn shrugged. “I did what I had to do,” she said quietly. “For you. For him. For… us, I guess.” Sunset stepped forward again, pulling Dawn into another hug. “Thank you” she whispered. I stayed where I was, watching them, my chest tightening with a mix of emotions I couldn’t quite name. Pride. Relief. Love. "You'll be.. well like this in our future?" i ask dawn Dawn gave a cheeky grin, striking a dramatic hero pose. “Yeah, probably. I mean, you’re gonna raise me, one way or another. I’ll just grow up to be this cool—you just found out sooner.” I rolled my eyes and knocked her forehead lightly with my knuckles. “Reckless. Dumb. That’s who you are.” She smirked, unfazed. “Well, yeah. I got that from you.” I couldn’t help but laugh. “Just like I’d want you to be.” My voice softened as I added, “I’m proud of you, Dawn.” For a second her eyes widened slightly in surprise. Then she waved a dismissive hand, pretending not to be fazed. “Yeah, yeah. You probably want to talk to each other now without me interrupting.” She turned toward the house, mumbling, “I’ll be inside.” As the door clicked shut behind her, I turned to Sunset. “Sun—” She cut me off, placing a hand on my chest. “I said you don’t need to—” “No,” I interrupted gently, covering her hand with mine. “Let me say this. This is what I want to say.” Her eyes searched mine, waiting. “Sunny…” I began, my voice trembling. “Is it really me who’s standing here… or am I just dreaming again?” Sunset’s face shifted, her expression becoming more serious, more tender. Her hands reached up, brushing against my cheeks, grounding me in this fragile moment. “You look different,” she said softly. “Your eyes look so tired. Your frame is lighter, and your smile... torn. But it’s really you, my love. I know it’s you.” Her words should have reassured me, but instead, I felt my chest tighten, a knot of guilt and shame twisting inside me. My body stiffened under her touch. “I’m not the man you fell in love with” I whispered. “I’m not the man you once adored. I’m not your kind and gentle boyfriend, and I’m not the love you knew before…” I swallowed hard, tears burning in my eyes as I asked, “Could you… would you fall in love with me again? Despite what I’ve done to you?” Sunset’s eyes widened, her lips parting slightly in surprise. She stepped closer, her voice was steady but tinged with an ache I could feel. “What are the things you think you’ve done?” she asked, her tone gentle but firm. “You talked with the sirens? You didn’t kill anyone. You didn’t even hurt Rainbow when the evil was consuming you.” She cupped my face in her hands, her thumbs brushing away the tears that had begun to fall. “If that’s true…" "If you really think you’re so different now, then fine." "You can break up with me......” Her words hit me like a physical blow. “How… how could you say that?” I choked out, my voice breaking. Tears spilled freely down my face, and I could see her own eyes glistening as she turned her head away from me. “I’d kill myself here for you. I’d die a million times, over and over, for you. That would be the symbol of my love—everlasting. Do you even realize what you’re asking me to do?” Her gaze snapped back to mine, filled with raw emotion. “Only my boyfriend, my true boyfriend, would say something like this,” she said, her voice breaking as she surged forward and kissed me deeply. The kiss was everything—fire and pain, longing and hope. It was a desperate connection, a lifeline pulling me back from the edge of despair. I felt my knees weaken under the weight of everything I had done, everything I had become, and everything she still saw in me. When she finally broke the kiss, her forehead rested against mine, her voice barely above a whisper. “I will fall in love with you, over and over again. I don’t care how, or when, or where. No matter how long it's been your mine. You will always be mine.” She grabbed me by the collar, her eyes blazing with a fierce determination that left me breathless. “Don’t tell me you’re someone else. You’re my boyfriend, and I’ve been waiting for you. I’ve been waiting so long.” Tears streamed down her cheeks now, her voice cracking as she continued. “I’ve killed you too. Remember? At the Fall Formal but you didn’t judge me for it. You forgave me. You gave me a chance.” Her hands trembled as she pulled me into another kiss, softer this time but no less filled with emotion. It was a vow, a promise, a lifeline tying us together. When she pulled away, she rested her hands against my chest, her voice quieter but still steady. “We’ll never speak of this again,” she said. “Not what I did, not what you’ve done. This is us now, and we’ll move forward, together.” I could only nod, overwhelmed and undone by the sheer force of her love and belief in me. I wrapped my arms around her, pulling her close, vowing silently to myself that I would spend the rest of my life earning the love she so freely gave me. “Are you two coming inside or not? Enough with the lovey-dovey stuff! I don’t want to be born too soon, you know!” Dawn closed the door behind her with an exaggerated sigh, leaving Sunset and me standing there. We both burst out laughing, the tension evaporating in an instant. I glanced at Sunset, still chuckling. “She’s something else, huh?” “She really is,” Sunset replied, shaking her head fondly. But then her smile faded, and she looked at me with that same determined expression she’d worn earlier. “But you know what you need to do now, don’t you?” I tilted my head, not quite following. “You need to talk to everyone in there” she said, crossing her arms like she was scolding me. “Tell them how you feel.” I sighed, running a hand through my hair. “I was just about to say that.” “Were you?” she teased, her eyes narrowing playfully before she poked me in the chest. “You better have been, because if you think for one second that you’re getting out of this, you’re wrong. Go in there and talk to them. Be honest. Be vulnerable.” I held up my hands in surrender, a small smile tugging at my lips despite the weight on my chest. “Okay, okay, Sunny. You win. Let’s go.” We headed inside, and I froze the moment we stepped into the living room. “What the…” I muttered, my eyes wide as I took in the chaos. Balloons floated in every corner of the room, colorful streamers hung from the ceiling, and confetti littered the floor. A giant banner reading Welcome Home! was draped across the wall, and the air smelled faintly of cake and popcorn. “Pinkie?” I called out, utterly bewildered. “What the hell happened to my living room?” Pinkie Pie popped out from behind the couch, a party hat perched on her head and a noisemaker in her mouth. “Surprise!” she yelled, throwing more confetti into the air. My dad appeared from the kitchen, also wearing a party hat, his face a mix of amusement and resignation. “I… I don’t know how she did it,” he admitted, gesturing vaguely at the decorations. “But, uh, good thing we had so many chips and drinks in the pantry.” “This will have to wait,” I said, motioning toward the party setup. “Girls” I continued, moving to the couch and sitting down heavily. Sunset slid in next to me. “I need to talk to all of you.” Adagio raised an eyebrow, her posture shifting slightly. “Should we… leave for this?” she asked cautiously, gesturing toward the other sirens. I shook my head firmly. “No. You’re our friends too. Stay.” That seemed to catch her off guard, her lips parting slightly in surprise. But then, after a moment, she smiled—a small, genuine smile that softened her edges. “Alright” she said quietly, settling into seat. I looked around the room, my eyes lingering on each face Sunset, my dad, Dawn, the Rainbooms, and even the sirens. The people who had stood by me, fought for me, and believed in me. “I…” My voice faltered, and I swallowed hard, trying to gather my thoughts. “I don’t even know where to start.” “Start anywhere,” Sunset encouraged, her hand finding mine and giving it a gentle squeeze. “I’ll tell you what kind of man I think I am,” I began, my voice low but steady. I swallowed hard, clenching my fists in my lap. “I have all the strength, but I can do nothing. I have no knowledge, but all I ever do is dream. I can’t seem to do anything right, and yet I still keep struggling, like some idiot who refuses to give up.” My voice cracked as I fought against the lump in my throat. I clenched my fists tighter, my nails digging into my palms as tears stung my eyes. “I... I hate myself! I hate everything about who I’ve been, who I am now! All I do is talk a big game, as if I can fix everything, as if I can protect everyone without hurting someone or even myself. But the truth is…” My voice dropped to a whisper. “I’m just lying to myself.” The tears spilled over. Their silence wasn’t judgment, it was patience, it was care. That made it harder somehow, knowing they weren’t rejecting me even now. “I’ve died twice,” I said, my voice shaky. “Once in the literal sense, and once in every other way that matters. And my mother…” My jaw tightened as I forced myself to continue. “She’s the biggest manipulator I’ve ever known. She played with my life like it was her little game, pulling strings, pushing me toward things I didn’t understand. And she led me here.” I turned my gaze to my father, whose face was pale but calm, his eyes brimming with a quiet sorrow. “You know.. Dawn probably told you… and I’m glad. I don’t know if I could have said it myself.” Dawn lowered her gaze. I took another shaky breath, my hands trembling as they rested on my knees. “Who the hell am I?” I asked, my voice rising. “I’m a fraud! A shell! It’s a miracle I’ve even managed to survive this long without crumbling completely.” I paused, my eyes scanning the room, meeting each gaze. “Do you have any idea what my life was like before this? Before I came here? Before my mother’s manipulations brought me to all of you?” My voice cracked again, and I let it. “I had no name. No identity. No purpose. I existed in this endless void, doing nothing, being nothing. I can’t even call the past my own because there’s nothing there to hold onto. Nothing worth keeping.” I turned to Sunset, my tears flowing freely now. “I’m pathetic,” I said, the words cutting me like glass. “That’s who I am. Pathetic. And every time I look at you, or at my dad, or any of you, I feel like I don’t belong here. Like I don’t deserve any of you.” The weight of my confession hung in the air, pressing down on me, threatening to crush me completely. I lowered my head, unable to look at anyone anymore. My chest felt tight, my breaths shallow. I’d said it all. The ugly truth. Then, after a moment of silence, a single voice broke through the haze. “You’re wrong.” I looked up, startled, to see my father. His voice was steady, his gaze unwavering. “You’re wrong about who you are,” he said, stepping closer. “You’re not pathetic. You’re not a fraud. You’re my son. And I don’t care what you think you are, I know what I see when I look at you.” My lip trembled as his words hit me, but he wasn’t done. “I see someone who’s been through hell and back but refuses to give up. I see someone who’s made mistakes, yes, but who’s trying—really trying—to make things right. I see someone who’s stronger than he realizes, who’s loved more than he knows.” Sunset’s hand found mine again, her grip firm, grounding. “He’s right,” she said softly, her voice thick with emotion. “You’re not pathetic. You’re you. And that means you’re flawed yeah, but it also means you’re capable of so much. So much love. So much courage.” The voices of my friends filled the room, their words blending together into a symphony of care and support. Each one spoke with sincerity, their voices carrying the weight of their own experiences, their own struggles. It wasn’t just empty comfort—they were sharing pieces of themselves, offering parts of their hearts to help me stitch together mine. Pinkie, usually so vibrant and playful. “You’re not just a part of our group,” she said, her blue eyes shimmering with unshed tears. “You’re family. And family means we don’t let each other face the dark alone. Ever.” Rainbow, leaning against the arm of the couch, her arms crossed as if she was trying to hold herself together, added, “Look, I’ve messed up more times than I can count. But I don’t let that define me. And you shouldn’t either. You’re more than your mistakes, okay? You’re one of us. And I’ve got your back, no matter what.” Applejack nodded. “Ain’t nobody in this room perfect. Not me, not you, not any of us. But what matters is what we do with the hand we’re dealt. And you’ve been fightin’ tooth and nail, even when the odds were stacked against you. That’s somethin’ to be proud of, sugarcube.” Even Adagio, who I hadn’t expected to say anything at all, spoke up. Her golden eyes meet with mine. “You think you’re weak? Pathetic? You’re wrong. Weakness is giving up, and you haven’t. You’ve fought, even when it felt like the world was against you. I know what it’s like to feel like you don’t belong… but you do. Here. With them.” Sunset’s hand tightened around mine, pulling me back from the spiral I felt myself slipping into. Her gaze was unwavering, filled with a love so fierce it made my chest ache. “You don’t have to carry this alone,” she said, her voice trembling with emotion. “Not anymore. We’re here. I’m here. And I’ll keep saying it as many times as it takes until you believe it.” My father stepped forward, his presence grounding me as it always had. “Son,” he said, his voice thick with emotion, “you’ve been through more than most people could ever imagine. But you’re still here. You’re still standing. That says more about your strength than any words ever could.” Tears streamed down my face as I looked around the room, at each of them. Their faces were a mosaic of emotions—love, pain, understanding. They weren’t just offering me words. They were offering me themselves. “I don’t know who I am. I’ve spent so long pretending to be okay, pretending to have it all together, when inside I’ve felt so… hollow. Like I’m just drifting through life, trying to hold onto something, anything, to keep from falling apart completely.” The words poured out of me like a flood, years of pain and self-loathing spilling into the open. “I’ve made so many mistakes. Hurt people. Let people down. I’ve been angry, selfish, scared. And I’ve hated myself for it. Hated myself so much that sometimes… sometimes I didn’t think I deserved to keep going.” Sunset squeezed my hand, and I clung to it like a lifeline. “But you’re all here,” I continued, my voice barely above a whisper. “You’re here, and you’re telling me that I’m not alone. That I’m not the monster I see when I look in the mirror. And I want to believe you. I really do. But it’s so hard. It’s so hard to let go of the guilt, the shame…” My father knelt in front of me, placing his hands on my shoulders. “Then don’t do it alone,” he said, his voice steady despite the tears in his eyes. “Let us help you. Let us carry some of that weight with you.” I looked at him, then at Sunset, then at everyone else in the room. Their expressions were filled with such unshakable love and support that it took my breath away. “I… I don’t know if I can,” I admitted, my voice trembling. “But I want to try. I want to try to believe that I’m not just the sum of my mom mistakes. That I can be more.” Sunset leaned in, her forehead resting against mine. “You already are,” she whispered. “You’ve always been more. You just haven’t seen it yet. But we’ll help you. Every step of the way.” “Thank you,” I said, my voice thick with emotion. “Thank you for being here, for staying with me when I couldn’t even stay with myself. For seeing me when I couldn’t see anything worth saving. I love you all.” One by one, and all at once—toward me, pulling me into a group hug that felt like the culmination of every fight, every struggle, every moment of despair I had endured. It wasn’t just a hug. It was a declaration, a promise. Pinkie wrapped her arms around my waist, squeezing so tightly I thought I might lose my breath. “We love you too, silly,” she said, her usual cheer softened by the weight of the moment. Rainbow clapped me on the back, her grip firm. “You’ve got us now,” she said, her voice steady. “And we’re not going anywhere.” Applejack’s hand found my shoulder, grounding me with her quiet strength. “Family sticks together,” she said simply, but the words carried the weight of something unbreakable. Adagio, Aria and sonate embrace was hesitant at first, but they leaned into it, And then there was Sunset. She wrapped her arms around me like she was afraid to let go, her head resting against my chest. “We’ve got you,” she whispered. “Always.” The hug tightened, everyone pressing closer. I felt whole. This—this was the moment I had fought for, the moment I would have died for. This was what it meant to have a family, not just bound by blood, but by something even stronger—by choice, by love, by the decision to stand together no matter what. Author's Note Hello, this is, something like a ending, buuuut maybe there will be more chapter's when i finish my work ( my contract- well i dont know how to name it in english- ends at end of this month ) then i will think about continuing it, i still have some ideas, thanks for support soo far, im very thankfull for your comments everything, if not you i would just ended it on prologue, i hope this will find you satisfied. Again thanks for everything //-------------------------------------------------------// The First Day Of My New Life (R) //-------------------------------------------------------// The First Day Of My New Life (R) Stuck in a maelstrom of uncertainty, I stood there gazing at the imposing school entrence. Should I go inside? The idea of that made me feel heavier than I could handle, my feet felt like they were cemented to the floor. There was still time to turn around right? I can just come back to home, and act as though I had never been here. I mean, Dad would understand... He wouldn't force me to do anything I wasn't ready for or alter so drastically, would he? The thought of running away pulled at me, but I was held back by something deeper, something obstinate. "Howdy there, are you new?" Behind me, I heard a warm, animated voice that shook me out of my reverie. I froze for a second as I looked toward the voice. A girl stood there, her eyes clear and inviting, a bright green like sunny grass after a morning dew. She wore a skirt and a white t-shirt with a red apple logo on tge centre , and her light-blond hair was pulled back in a messy loose ponytail. However the thing you will be looking at were her cowboy boots and the wide-brimmed cowboy hat she proudly donned were what truly drew attention. She had a calm confidence and a kind grin that made it seem as though she could easily start a conversation with a complete stranger. Unsure of what to say, I stood there staring at her. I chose to speak first because the awkward quiet was getting longer by the moment. "Hello, there yes it's my first day here im from Cloudsdale ". I said clumsily, my voice trembling just enough to get the words out. I noticed that I was squirming as I was speaking, so I hurriedly tugged my hoodie sleeves down my arms to cover my wrist scars. Her grin was warm and comforting, as if she had a talent for making others feel comfortable, and she cocked her head slightly. "All right, sugarcube, welcome to Canterlot High. "Name's Applejack btw" she remarked, her cheerful tone as distinct as her accent. "Don't worry about anything. The people here are very kind. You'll blend right in." Although her words were sweet, I couldn't help but question whether they were real She tilted her head slightly and smiled sweetly. "How about I show you around the school? The bell will sound in roughly twenty minutes. You'll get an opportunity to orient yourself" I froze for a moment, unsure if I should follow her or just stay in my awkward shell. Still, standing there and doing nothing wasn't really an option. "Um, yeah, that’d be great," with a little hesitancy. "I’d be happy if you could do that, thank you." She smiled broadly and motioned for me to follow. "Go ahead, sugarcube. Let's begin. I'll make sure you don't get lost if you stay with me." Her cowboy boots clicked quietly on the sidewalk as she led the way toward the front doors, and I nodded and followed. Although I could still feel the nerves eating away at me from the inside, something about her laid-back demeanor made the situation feel a bit less daunting. "Do you have a schedule? If not, we may go to the principal's office and get one" she said with vigor and excitement. While I was still attempting to orient myself, she gazed at me with those vivid green eyes, totally relaxed. Oh crap "No i dont have it with me" I replied, feeling a bit embarrassed. "Can hop very fast and get it?" I had forgotten one of the most important things. I had been so anxious that I hadn't even considered the necessity of my schedule. Applejack laughed lightly, clearly not judging me for the slip-up. "No problem, sugarcube. Lets as you said ,,hop"to principal office.It’s on the way anyhow." Trying to get over my awkwardness, I followed her as she took the lead, her boots making a soft echoing sound in the hallway "cool" i thought to myself.I couldn't have asked for more patience on my first day, but at least she seemed to have it. Another voice pierced the corridor behind us as we made our way to the office. "So, the cowgirl made a new pal? "How adorable," the voice said in a girlish but haughty manner. The fuck? I thought, instinctively turning my head around.The girl standing there instantly jogged my memory—I’d seen her earlier? Was this the girl nagging someone at the school entrance? She looked even more striking up close,her pressence felt by a far. She was dressed as though she owned the place and had a good figure.She wore a purple t-shirt with a two-colored sun emblazoned on it, and a black leather jacket slung over her shoulders. It was fiery and bold, and it matched her hair perfectly. Her hair was bright red with yellow streaks. Her skirt, with its orange, purple, and yellow stripes, was equally colorful. It made me a little uncomfortable. Her posture and tone exuded confidence, but there was also a certain edge, like a wolf circling its prey. How am i the prey so fast its my first minutes in school.. damn "Sunset, get out of our way. Don't ruin his first day by showing up and beating him up." Applejack said firmly, her voice steady and protective. I gave her a quick glance and was grateful that she had stepped in, i would just ignore it and went my way but i appracited the help. "Aww, I can’t crush this little guy’s feelings, right?" Sunset said, her tone dripping with mock sweetness. "He can’t be saddy on his first day—that would be baaad." It felt kinda... well cringe and uneasy when I heard her voice, which had the most irritating tone I had ever heard. Applejack refused to back down and faced Sunset with an unflinching expression. Why would she even try to attack me? To show dominace? It’s not like she even knew me. And seriously, little guy? Sure, I’m a bit shy, its my first day, but little? That’s just wrong. I’ve been keeping myself in decent shape—I’ve got some muscle. Plus, at 1.83 meters tall, I’m far from little. She was a full head shorter than me, the absurdity of her comment men that's dumb. The point was emphasized by the fact that she had to raise her head to look at me. I wasn't going to speak, though. My discomfort were already exerting effort without escalating the argument. "Hey, newbie, did someone cut your tongue? Or did your whore of a mother forget to teach you how to talk to girls like me?" Sunset sneered, her voice dripping with venom. What the fuck did you just say ? Anger swept through me.The words struck me like a hammer.The muscles in my body tensed, and my hands clinched at my sides. What kind of person did she think she was to make such a disparaging comment about my mother? I wanted to march straight up to her and tell her what a piece of shit she was because the raw wound she poked was intolerable. However, I felt a solid hold on my hand before I could move. When I turned around, Applejack's eyes met mine. They were calm and empathetic rather than irate or disciplining. They calmly warned me that this was a horrible idea, drawing me back from the brink. I took a shaky breath, my chest still heaving with rage, but I stayed put, the fire in me simmering under the weight of her gaze. The girl looked at me with a twisted smile, her voice laced with mockery. "Oh, don’t be so mad about this, haha," she said, her tone light, almost playful, like she was enjoying herself. Then her eyes glinted with something darker, and she added, "You can always go and complain to her... oh wait, she’s dead, right?" Those words struck me like a kick to the stomach, causing my heart to briefly stop.The anger that had been building inside me now exploded, sending a fiery surge of rage through me. My breath came in harsh, short gasps, and my fists were so tightly balled up that my nails were digging into my palms. I wanted to strike out, do something, anything, to make her regret what she had said. However, Applejack's hold on my arm became more firm. She moved in closer, her composed demeanor acting as a wall between me and the impending explosion. Her calm gaze seemed to say, "Let it go," and the only thing preventing me from losing control was her silent strength. I could sense Applejack's anger growing as well. I launched my punch at the locker near her face, the impact echoing through the hallway as it left a deep dent in the metal. My hand throbbed, but I didn’t care. "What the actual fuck is wrong with you?" I snapped, my voice rising with every word. "Are you fucking insane? Do I need to make sure you eat through a tube for the rest of your life so you can SHUT THE FUCK UP?" Sunset didn't even flinch, didn't move a little she stood still proud, her arrogant smile immovable. She was even pleased with attitude that fueled my rage, as if she was enjoying my anger and scream. Her lack of fear or remorse was infuriating, but also unnerving. I just stood there, my fist still clenched, trying to catch my breath as the tension thickened in the air between us. Sunset just turned on her heel and walked away after giving a haughty, enraged smirk. She flung out a sing-song comment over her shoulder. "Well see you later, newbie." Her words remained in the air like smoke from a fire, and I stood there, still agitated. But before I could consider my next action, I felt a hand seize mine. "C'mon, buddy. We need to go. "Everyone is looking," Applejack remarked, her tone calm but forceful. I glanced around, suddenly aware that people were watching. Students lined the hallway, their expressions ranging from amazement to worry. As if that mattered to me. With the storm still raging in my breast. "Everyone's lookin' at us" Applejack said, giving my hand a small tug to shake me out of it. Reluctantly, I let her lead me away, the strain in my shoulders gradually relaxing as her steady presence led me somewhere. The chatter whirled around us as Applejack guided me down the corridor. Though they were all quiet jabs, they nonetheless had a powerful impact. One voice asked, Did you witness that? "He walked out like he owned the place..." Another person murmured, "He's probably just another one of those bullies, like her..." The voice whispering "I heard his mom's dead" stung the most and made my blood run cold. "I wonder if he's messed up like her child." My heart hammered in my chest. How the fuck they know of my mother? I assumed that no one here was aware of my past, or my mother's fate. How would they have known? Applejack led me toward the principal's office, but the anger in my veins was burning hotter with every step. My mind raced, trying to make sense of everything. I stopped suddenly, jerking my arm from her grip. I turned to face her, my voice low but filled with rage. "Applejack, who the fuck was that bitch?" I spat, my fists clenching at my sides. "And how does she fucking know about my mother?" The wrath was building over like a volcano ready to erupt, and the words felt like poison in my throat. Sunset's reference to my mother, which I believed to be solely from my past and something I had never shared with anyone. How could she have known? Applejack hesitated and stepped cautiously in my direction, her face softening with concern. In contrast to my roiling rage, she said calmly, "I don't know how she knows, but don't let her get under your skin." "You don't have to let her bring you down with her, even though Sunset may be a real pain in the ass" How i can't react? She was saying shit about my mother. Questions swirled in my mind like a storm, and the urge to confront Sunset, to demand answers, was overwhelming. Applejack let out a long sigh, her expression softening with sympathy. “First off, I’m really sorry you had to hear about your mom like that," she said, her voice gentle. "I know it’s gotta hurt, and I didn’t mean for things to get messy." She took a minute to look at me, her expression was earnest and understanding. "Her name is Sunset Shimmer, one day, a she appeared out of nowhere and started to get her way up the school bulling others. I'm not sure how, but she apparently has a knack for hitting individuals in the most painful places. She has a stlye of making everything seem personal, getting under your skin." I stood there processing what she had said, but I was also a little confused. How could she know of something so profound? Applejack's statements were beginning to make sense. Sunset wasn't merely a bully. She must planned her talk to me but how? "Try not to let her affect you, please. Believe me, you're better than that. I can help anytime" "Is that all? Why is there nothing being done about it? Why aren't the teachers, the principals, anyone—responding? If she has been making trouble since she arrived at this school, how in the world is she still there?" With more emotion and a louder voice, I demanded. I cannot understand it. How could Sunset Shimmer be let to go unchecked and ruin everyone's life with no repercussions? Where were the people in charge? My fury boiled at the idea that she was untouchable and that her deeds went unpunished. Applejack's forehead was wrinkled as she gazed at me with a mix of impatience and despair. "I understand it doesn't make sense, and believe me, it doesn't to any off us. Teachers and principals? Sunset has a way of manipulating the system so that everyone believes she is just misunderstood, even though they have tried previously. She seems to have the ability to influence events to her advantage. It's a bit difficult. "OH That’s bullshit," I muttered under my breath, shaking my head. "She can’t just get away with it." Applejack sighed. "I know, and believe me, none of us like it. But you can’t take it all on yourself, alright?" Applejack's eyes were full of understanding. "She actually never did anything that would make her get kicked out you know? She never did anyone any harm to someone body and they can't kick her out for talkin.She's skilled at getting under people's skin and hurting them with them. Believe me, I understand how you feel. I understand how hurtful it may be since she has done the same to me and turned my parents against me." Even though I could feel my rage rising once again, Applejack's voice remained calm and attempted to calm me. "You can't allow her to pull you into it, It is just what she desires if you become involved with her physically. You must not provide her the authority. " I felt nauseous at the idea of allowing Sunset to get away with anything and of remaining silent while she played with people like me. However, Applejack was correct, allowing her to agitate me would only worsen the situation. I couldn't allow her to prevail. While I stood there, thinking about what Applejack had said, I felt my fury building once again. What i can even do now?With bitterness, I thought, . My reputation has already been ruined on my first day. I'm sure those people now believe I'm insane.There is no turning back once the rumors start to circulate. Then the door to the principal's office creaked open. My attention snapped to it, and I saw a tall woman walking out. Her hair, a striking mix of light cerulean, light turquoise, and pale heliotrope, shimmered in the light as she stepped into view. She looked professional and composed, with an air of authority that immediately caught my attention. When her gaze fell onto us, I knew she wasn't merely looking at us rather, she was observing us. I briefly felt vulnerable, as if she could sense every emotion I was experiencing, including perplexity, irritation, and rage. But she first remained silent, simply waiting for us to say anything. Applejack saw the woman's eyes and cleared her throat. "Oh Principal Celestia, this is... uh, new guy," she continued, attempting to introduce me in not a embarrassing way. "He’s having a bit of a rough start." Principal Celestia's calm manner was accompanied by a kind grin. She nodded at me and murmured, "ooh I see," in a soft voice. "I can only imagine how difficult your first day here must be. But we'll see to it that everything is resolved. Please don't hesitate to come to me if you need to chat at any point ill do my best to help you" Principal Celestia appeared patient as she waited for my response. In an attempt to regain my composure, I inhaled deeply. With an unsteady voice, I muttered, "Ugh, I... it’s nice to meet you," I forced myself to speak. "I didn't got my lesson schedule." Or my dumbass didn't bring it today. I cursed myself in my head. Excellent, really smooth... You are standing before the principle, you are stuttering like a fool. Principal Celestia, however, didn't appear to mind. She smiled warmly and comfortingly at me, and I felt some of the stress I was unaware I was holding release. "Of course," was her gracious response. "On your first day, you must be feeling a little uncomfortable. I'll get it for you." She left the door open behind her and turned to return to the office. Applejack smiled at me encouragingly. "You see? she's cool. I know that this whole place may seem daunting at first, but you get used to it. Simply take each step as it comes" I nodded, feeling a little better, though still unsure of everything. What was I supposed to do now? I felt like everything was moving too fast, and I was trying to catch up. Celestia returned with a piece of paper in her hand—my schedule. She handed it to me, and I took it while still attempting to process all of the changes. "Here you go," she replied kindly. "We want you to feel at ease here." I looked at the schedule in my palm. It was real. This was happening. I had to go through with it, whether I was prepared or not. "Thanks," I mumbled, my voice a little more stable now. I took the paper and slipped it in my pocket. "Take care of yourself, alright?" She nodded, her voice forceful but gentle. With a slight sense of relief, I nodded once again. Perhaps this won't be that horrible. I thought The bell rung, piercing the atmosphere. I frowned slightly as I glanced at Applejack. Well, it certainly did not go as planned on my first day. We didn't have much time to chat, and the drama around Sunset and everything else seemed to overwhelm the entire event. Nevertheless, I was grateful for the brief tour she gave me. "Thanks for the little tour, Applejack," in a more subdued but earnest tone. She smiled at me comfortingly. "Sugarcube, no issue. Just endure. Maybe i should walk with you to your class? She asked "No, no you have your own class too i will find my way, haha" This seemed less awkward to me. She smiled warmly and left for her class. As I watched her go, I was both appreciative of her generosity and a little disappointed that the chaos had ruined our first encounter.I took a look at my schedule i saw that my first class was chemistry. Great... chemistry. It wasn’t the worst subject, for me but I wasn’t exactly looking forward to it either.I took a deep breath and started walking toward the classroom. The hallway crowded with students chatting and heading to their own classes. I could feel eyes on me like whats so weird its my first day cmon you guys could be nicer to me. Some were curious others seemed judgmental, probably still whispering about what had happened earlier. I could barely hear their words, but I knew they were there. I pushed through, focusing on finding the chemistry room. The sooner I got to class, the sooner I could just blend in and make it through the day. Just get through today, I kept telling myself. One step at a time. Keeping my head down, I entered the chemical classroom. Students were already occupying the room some were seated at desks, while others engaged in small-group conversation.Feeling a little uncomfortable I looked around the room. At one of the desks, I saw a girl with violet hair meticulously remaking her makeup. She appeared to be totally absorbed in her mirror and oblivious to everyone else. I couldn't help but wonder whether she was one of those people who valued beauty above anything else. A girl with pink hair was on the next row, searching through her rucksack tho i lokked like she was speaking to it. I thought I noticed white rabbit ears sticking out of her untidy hair. Wha? I paused to think. what Have I just seen...? But I quickly brushed it off. My mind was probably still buzzing from the adrenaline of the morning and everything that had already happened. It wasn’t the weirdest thing I’d ever seen, so I let it slide. In an attempt to fit in as much as possible, I saw an empty seat in the rear of the room and took it. More attention today was the last thing I needed. I made an effort to ignore the fact that my heart was still racing from the events of the morning. Just concentrate on the lesson concentrate on surviving the day, I reminded myself. As I settled in, I could hear bits of conversation around me. Some people were talking about the homework they had to do for another class, while others seemed to be gossiping about something. I tried not to eavesdrop, but it was hard not to hear snippets of people’s lives as they chatted away.I looked around the room once more in the hopes of spotting someone I knew, but I couldn't identify anyone from the hallway. I felt like just another face in the crowd, invisible. I thought. Perhaps that's for the best." Maybe if I blend in, it will be simpler. The door clicked shut behind the teacher as she entered. She scanned her surroundings and briefly met my gaze before moving on to her work. "Welcome everyone." she said, her voice firm but welcoming. "Today we have a new student. Why don’t you introduce yourself?" My stomach constricted. After everything that had previously transpired, the last thing I wanted was to become seen. But now there was no getting out of it. Trying to overcome my nerves, I took a deep breath and got to my feet. "Uhhh hello " I started awkwardly, my voice not quite as steady as I wanted it to be. "I-I just moved here from Cloudsdale. It's my first day at Canterlot High it's nice to meet you all." Trying to avoid staring at anyone for too long, I swiftly looked around the room. Even though I could feel some eyes on me, I continued to look directly at the teacher, who smiled encouragingly at me. "That's great," she said, nodding. "Welcome. I’m sure you'll find your place here soon." I had a sense of relief as soon as I sat down. Finally feeling less stressed, I opened my notebook to take some notes, only to discover that I was missing a pen. Great, I forget something as basic as a pen on the first day. With a mental grumble, I began searching through my backpack in the hopes of finding something to write with. Suddenly, from behind me, I heard a quiet voice. "Hey, is this what you're looking for?" When I turned around, I spotted the girl I had seen earlier—the one with the violet hair. She smiled slightly and held out a pencil. She exuded confidence and appeared much more collected than I did. She went on, still grinning, "I'm Rarity," and extended the pencil to me. "I figured you might need this."I got taken aback by her generosity. "Oh, um, thanks" "No problem," she answered, nodding quickly at me. "I saw that you were trying to get something to write with. Isn't it always the little things? she flashed smile that gave the impression that she had everything under control. "Don't worry we all forget things sometimes." I nodded, feeling both a little ashamed and thankful for her assistance. I already look like a disaster on the first day. Nevertheless, I forced a tiny grin and picked up the pencil, preparing to concentrate on the lesson. I made an effort to ignore the other students eyes and murmurs as the teacher began to discuss the subject, but it was difficult to avoid feeling like everyone was observing me. At least Rarity has been kind. The class ended sooner than I had expected, and I even felt somewhat accomplished because I was able to correctly answer one of the questions. However, I couldn't get rid of the sensation that people were still observing me as though I were a spectacle.I hurriedly packed up my stuff, trying my best to ignore the looks. In order to return the pencil that Rarity had lent me, I headed over to her desk. She looked up from her stuff and grinned as I walked up to her. "Hey," I began clumsily, "I appreciate you lending me your pencil. I thought I need to return it." She smiled slightly and lifted an eyebrow. "With what will you be writing then?" She looked at at my hands, which were empty.I paused, blinking at her. "Uh, I guess I didn't really think about that" Rarity chuckled softly and melodiously. "Well, lucky for you, I have extras," she gave me the pen i've given her back. "I always keep a few just in case." "Thanks," he said, smiling gratefully as he accepted the pen. "I really appreciate it." "You can keep it," she responded politely. Think of it as a welcoming gift. I gave her a weak smile. "Thank you, Rarity." "No problem," she said in a light, amiable voice. "Ask for what you need at any time" "I will do that" I told her while taking look at my schedule i saw that my next lesson was math. When i walked out of the classroom, I was lost in my thoughts and accidentally bumped into the girl with the pink hair, the one I had seen earlier in class. She let out a small "eek!" and dropped her backpack. Without thinking, I stretched out and grasped the backpack in midair before it fell to the ground. I discovered it was unzipped as I steadied it, and to my complete surprise, there was a real living rabbit inside.Nestled within the bag, staring at me with inquisitive small eyes. A heart beat skipped in my chest. Did I see that correctly? The girl saw what I was looking at it, she appeared to be just as shocked. "Oh! With a hint of embarrassment, she apologized and hastily closed her backpack to conceal the bunny. "I wasn't planning for anyone to see that." Blinking in disbelif i asked her "Wait, is that a... real rabbit? It's actually kinda cute, to be honest," while chuckling a little. "Sorry again about bumping into you." Her face brightened as she gave a quiet giggle. "Don't worry! No damage done, really" Before she departed, I said, "sorry" again smiled briefly. Before entering the corridor I stood there for a while, I took a deep breath to prepare for the following lesson. Taking a look around I noticed a girl talking to Applejack. She had fluffy pink hair. Applejack was smiling as they spoke, and the girl looked energetic, her vitality almost radiating from her. I hesitated, uncertain whether to approach them. I didn't know them that well enough to bother them. Before I had a chance to decide, the girl with the pink hair saw me and gestured me over. "Hello there Applejack's buddy! Come over here" Her unexpected suggestion caught me off guard. Not sure if it was a joke or if she meant it, "Uh, hey," I said as I walked up, scratching the back of my neck."I didn’t mean to interrupt, but… hey." Applejack nodded and grinned, obviously unconcerned by my presence. "Hey there! She pointed to the girl with the wild, puffed pink hair and added, "That'sPinkie Pie." Pinkie Pie bounced a little on her feet, her eyes brightening. "A new pal, oh my gosh! With excitement, she said. "I can already tell we’re going to be best friends I just know it!" I laughed uncomfortably since I wasn't used to someone I had just met being so excited. "Thanks, I guess. Everything here is still taking some getting accustomed to for me. "No worries!" Pinkie said, her grin practically stretching across her face. "You’ll fit right in, I’m sure! Let me know if you ever need anything; I’m always around!" She gave me a wink, and before I could respond, she was already bouncing off down the hall. Applejack just shook her head with a chuckle. "Don’t mind Pinkie," she said, giving me a reassuring smile. "She’s like that with everyone. But if you ever need help or just want to talk, you know where to find me." "Okey see ya." Felling a little more relaxed following my little interaction with Pinkie Pie and Applejack I went to my math class. Chalk, old books, and a faint whiff of something new filled the room with the familiar smell of a classroom. A girl with rainbow-colored hair was seated close to the rear as I looked around for an empty seat. Her confident posture and easygoing demeanor gave her a tomboyish vibe. In the hopes of avoiding awkwardness, I chose to sit close to her. She turned to face me as I took a seat, her gaze keen and interested. Since I hadn't introduced myself yet, I thought this would be a good opportunity to do so. "Hey, I'm the new guy, just transferred from Cloudsdale," I said, trying to sound casual. That's lame greeting im not going to lie She raised an eyebrow but smiled. "Cloudsdale, huh? Sounds cool. I’m Rainbow Dash, by the way. Welcome to Canterlot High." "Thanks," I said, grinning a little. Unlike the other people I'd met thus far, she appeared cool. "I guess this is math, huh?" No shit sherlock its math what could it be. Rainbow Dash gave a laugh. "It's math, yes. By the way, I'm awsome at everything remember that for later" Even though I wasn't sure how I felt about math yet, I couldn't help but smile at her infectious optimism. The teacher began the class before I could reply, and the subject matter changed. Throughout the lesson, Rainbow Dash energetically raised her hand, clearly eager to answer a question. But when the teacher called on her, she hesitated for a second before answering with a totally wrong answer. She frowned somewhat, but before the instructor could answer, I quickly jotted down the correct answer on paper and gave it to her in a discrete manner. Rainbow Dash caught on, grinned, and took a quick look at it. "Oh, I see. "I understand," she responded, then confidently gave the right response, giving the impression that she had known it all along. I let out a secret sigh of relief when the teacher didn't appear to understand. Rainbow shot me a quick thumbs-up. "Thanks, man," she whispered under her breath, looking at me with a grin. "You're good wingman" Rainbow Dash's reaction made me grin and made me feel a little more at ease. I remarked nonchalantly, "Actually, I’m pretty good at math, if you ever need help," not anticipating much of a response. She gave me a playful smirk, crossing her arms. "Nah, I’m good. I’ve got this." However, as the session went on, I became aware that she was having trouble with some of the issues. She would give me the "I don't need help" look when she looked at me, but I could see that she was confused. At last, she leaned down and said in a whisper. "All right, I might need some assistance." I smiled, somewhat victorious. "No problem," I returned in a whisper. I showed her a couple of my fast fixes and techniques while discreetly explaining some of the issues. She picked it up quickly, and as we solved the tasks together, her confidence returned. By the conclusion of the course, she had aced the final few questions and even turned to thank me. "All right, all right. In fact, you're rather good at math. I guess I should give you one" Still laughing i responded with "It's not a huge problem. I'm happy to help" I got the thumbs up again from Rainbow. "Thank you, man. You're awesome." The class was over when the bell rung. My weight dropped a bit as we packed things. This new school might not be as horrible as it seems. I had established a relationship and assisted someone. Even though it was a minor triumph Sunset Shimmer was to blame for the terrible start to the day. Her fucking oh im bad girl had made me feel anxious before I had even had a chance to become comfortable. I was already anxious about starting over at a new school, and her animosity made things worse. However, things began to improve. With every hour that went by, everything became a bit simpler and less intimidating. Rainbow Dash was reluctant to acknowledge it, but it was a moment of bonding when I helped her with arithmetic. Following that were Pinkie Pie, Rarity, Fluttershy, and of course, Applejack. I headed to my locker, prepared to get my stuff, well if anything other than one book was there, and leave for home as the last bell rung, marking the end of the school day. Applejack and Pinkie Pie were standing next to their lockers, talking. As if purposefully ignoring Applejack, Rainbow Dash walked past them without even glancing at her. There was clearly some tension between them. Weird, but not my problem, i've opened my locker only to find it filled with a lot of trash, and tucked inside was a note. I pulled it out, unfolding the paper. The note read I hope you had a great first day, newbie." Sunset Shimmer. It seemed like she was already trying to make my life harder. I crumpled the note in my fist, feeling the anger rise again. But I didn't let it get to me. I had made it through the day, and I wasn’t going to let her ruin it. Rainbow Dash approached, looking through my locker's rubbish. "Ew," she murmured, pulling an expression. She immediately began to assist me clean up the mess by picking the crumpled papers and wrappers one by one. She raised an eyebrow at me after a little pause. With a serious tone, she questioned, "That was Sunset, wasn't it?" It was more of an statement than a question. I nodded and sighed. It's her, since I got here, she's trying to do everything to make me miserable. With obvious frustration, Rainbow clenched her teeth. "She is an absolute jerk. Don't let her affect you, though.Ya know that I've got your back" she firmly patted my shoulder. Feeling a little better, I returned the smile. "I'm grateful, Rainbow. Thank you. It was comforting to know that there were people here who genuinely cared—or at least I believe they did—after everything that had transpired today. After all, who would care more than a little over an hour of conversation? Something brushed against my leg as I was leaving through the main entrance, I felt a sharp jolt and fallen forward. I struck the ground hard and landed splattered on it, my hands barely stopping myself as I fell. My palms ached from the hit. I brushed the dirt from my jeans and hurriedly pulled myself up. As I looked about, I caught sight of her—Sunset Shimmer. Standing close by, she was observing with a chuckle, as though she had orchestrated this entire situation. Anger rose in my chest as I tightened my hands, but I forced myself not to snap. I turned instead, unable to give her the satisfaction of witnessing my anger. I refused to let her spoil my entire day. " Nice fall, newbie," she said sarcastically, grinning. "Maybe next time, you'll watch where you’re going." "If you had waited just a little longer, I would’ve fallen down the stairs," I spat, my voice laced with sarcasm. "That would be funnier right, i would wait if i were in your position" Nah, fuck this. Dad is probably waiting for me in the parking lot. So i just left and made my way to the parking lot, I could still feel the sting of what had happened. My hands were a little scraped, and I was irritated, but I didn’t want to dwell on it. I spotted my dad’s car near the entrance, and he was already there, waiting for me. Getting closer to the parkin lot i could see him, he waved at me briefly through the window. As I settled into the passenger seat, he inquired in a lighthearted and informal tone, "How was your first day, kiddo?" I sighed, attempting to get rid of the rage that was still simmering within of me. "I suppose it was okay. There were definitely some strange moments" Dad nodded and gave me a quick look before turning on the ignition. "I get that. It can be difficult in the beginning. But you survived it, don't you? I think? but I wasn't positive that I actually had. Sunset's words and deeds were still weighing heavily on me. However, I didn't want to discuss that at the moment. "Yeah, I made it through," and leaned back in my chair. "Hopefully tomorrow's better." He kept his eyes on the road and grinned. "I'm 100% sure that it will be. Just keep in mind that if you need to talk, i'm always here to listen allways" Even though I wasn't sure I believed what he was saying, I forced a tiny smile because I felt reassured by it. "Thanks, Dad." The time at home felt like it passed in a blur.I buried myself in homework, trying to catch up on what I’d missed during the day. It wasn’t hard, but my mind kept drifting back to everything that happened at school. I couldn’t help it, especially with everything Sunset had thrown at me. After finishing up my assignments, I turned my attention to the laundry I’d left the day before. I grabbed the clothes from the laundry basket and sorted them, went to the washing machine after that. I threw them in, being careful to keep the whites and colors apart. As I added detergent and watched the garments swirl within, the room filled with the familiar buzz of the machine starting up. It was a straightforward activity, but it provided me with something to do that kept my mind off the day's bustle and allowed me to concentrate. But that was all I had to do dad's gonna string the clothes in the morning so I hopped on my bed, watched some YouTube videos, charged my phone, set an alarm, and then went to sleep. Author's Note Sooo not much happend at this chapter, i wanted to intruduce the main character to the main 6 and sunset. Its 6 am i was doing this since 3 and i think 7.4k word i quite good start to this story i promise it will get better it just need to gain speed. If you have any recomendations what to do or not to do i would be pleased if you can left them in comments :) //-------------------------------------------------------// The inner pain (R) //-------------------------------------------------------// The inner pain (R) Intense pain was coursing through my body, sharp and all-consuming. My senses were blurred as the feeling of falling overtook me, as if I were tumbling through an endless void. The ground beneath me was no longer there—or maybe it never had been. My eyesight was fuzzy, my surroundings warped, and I couldn't tell what was happening—I wasn't even sure if I was still alive. It felt like the world was falling apart all around me. It was terrible. All I could do was brace myself for whatever came next, praying that this strange sensation would pass and I'd find some ground beneath my feet again. But oh no, it did not end. The sensation of falling was relentless and cruel. One moment, emptiness enveloped me, the next, I was standing straight. I froze, panic seizing me as I gazed up at the edifice in front of me. My heart plummeted like a stone, my breathing became rapid more rapid, and my mind raced with my thoughts . I'd been here before. I knew it too well. “No… no, not again. Not here please” I muttered, my voice trembling with fear and frustration. “Anywhere, even... even fucking hell . But not here. Please, not here.” The sight of it made my stomach churn, bringing up memories I'd tried to bury as deeply as possible. The agony, guilt, and remorse struck me all at once. I lurched back a step, anxious to escape the grasp of the past, which suddenly hung over me like an unstoppable shadow. It was unmistakable. The fading paint, the fissures in the walls, and the way the air surrounding it felt heavier—all too familiar. My knees felt weak, and for a second, I considered collapsing right there on the broken pavement. "No," I said quietly again, the word hanging in my throat. "This is not real" But it was real. The cold air biting at my skin, the smell of mildew and neglect—it was all too real to be a dream. My hands were shaking.I rubbed my eyes, hoping I’d blink and it would all vanish boom and ill wake up. But when I opened them, it was still there. That place. That hell. Every sense of my being screamed at me to turn around and run, to get as far away as possible, but my legs wouldn’t move. It was like they were rooted to the ground, weighed down by the gravity of this nightmare made flesh. And suddenly, as if to confirm my suspicions, the door creaked open, its rusted hinges moaning. The boom resonated across the empty air, sending shivers down my spine. I stepped back instinctively, my breath hitching. “No. I’m not going in theres no way im doing this again.” But the door stayed open, dark and inviting like the maw of some terrible beast. There was no voice calling me in, no force dragging me forward, but the pull was there, nonetheless. It was an unspoken challenge, daring me to face what lay beyond. My eyes began to fill up with tears, which I suppressed by squeezing my hands. "Why?" I talked to no one in particular as my voice broke. "Why now? Why im here?" The silence yielded no response, only the sound of the wind whispering through the holes in the walls. I remained motionless as I stared into the huge abyss of that open door. Memories gripped the borders of my recollection, threatening to bring me down. The echo of long-forgotten voices, the weight of history pushing down on me "No," I said quietly, shaking my head fiercely. "I'm not going inside. "I am not doing this." But, as I said, the tug became stronger. It wasn't physical a phantom hand dragging me forward—but it was present. A weight on my chest, a whisper in the back of my mind, beckoning me to take a step closer. To meet him. To meet him. When I complied, my legs felt like lead, but rather than marching forward, I turned around. The sky stretched eternally above me, but the edifice seemed unavoidable in the corner of my sight. My fingers clutched so tightly that my nails dug into them. I needed to go run a race. Then I heard it—very faint, nearly inaudible sounds. The laugh. Short, sarcastic, and all too familiar. I froze in the middle of my legs. “No…” My voice trembled. I turned my head, my heart pounding in my chest. “No, it can’t be.” I could feel chills down my spine. It was flawless. That’s the voice. I hadn't hear it for years, but I can never forget it. “Come on,” the voice said playfully and sharply. “You don’t want to come in? This is where it all started” My knees buckled and I had to grab the doors closest to me to keep them from falling over. "No. You’re not real. You’re not here.” “Ooooh, I’m real,” the voice replied, d “Real enough. So why don’t you stop pretending you can run away? You’ve always been so good at that, haven’t you?” I spun around, my eyes scanning the empty street, the shadows cast by the building. But there was no one there. The voice seemed to echo everywhere and everywhere at once. “Leave me alone!” I screamed, ripping the words from my throat. But the voice just laughed again, low and cruel. “Oh, you have so much to learn. And fortunately for you, this is just the beginning.” Then, as suddenly as it had begun, the laughter stopped. The world around me grew silent, the load of tension in the air heavy. The open door seemed dark now, as if everything inside was waiting for me. Clenching my fist I stood up. "It's time to see him," I whispered, the words almost inaudible, but they carried the weight of promise. "Im not gonna run from this again, its time i will face it. This wasn’t what mom wanted, and deep down I knew it wasn’t what I needed either" With a deep shuddering breath, I took a step forward. My foot slid in front of the doors, but when it touched the floor, overwhelming shock poured through my body.It was as sharp as lightning and ate it all. Every muscle felt alive with pain and fear. I couldn’t go anywhere. I couldn’t breathe. My heart pounded in my chest like I was trying to escape. My mind was terrified, but my body was helpless. Then, through the haze of pain, I saw his face. “No...” I gasped, or at least I tried to. The sound barely escaped my lips. The weight on my chest grew heavier, crushing me, suffocating me. His eyes bore into mine, and then everything went dark. Then poof i was awake, gasping for air. My chest heaved, desperate to fill my lungs. Sweat drenched my skin, and my hands trembled as I gripped the edge of my bed. "It wasn’t real. It wasn’t real" Despite my best efforts to calm myself, my heart was pounding too fast to accept the words I was repeating. The image of his face persisted, unsettling and clear. I buried my face in my hands, breathing in shallow, irregular bursts. I sat there for what felt like hours, trying to piece myself back together. I'm wondering what this dream was about. I gasped for air with all my strength, each breath feeling like a battle against the weight crushing my chest. My lungs burned as if they were refusing to cooperate, and my head spun from the lack of oxygen. No, no, no! I can’t have a panic attack now! Not here. Not now. It had been years since the last time i had one , but the feeling was too familiar— tightening in my chest, the trembling in my limbs, and the overwhelming fear clawing its way to the surface. "Why did i dreamed about him now?" My voice was hardly audible over my heart thumping in my ears as I croaked in between gasps. "I've tried to forget about him," I murmured, trying to center myself by clenching my fists and digging my fingernails into my hands. The walls were closing in, and the room seemed to be whirling. Like a tidal wave, memories of that face and that moment came flooding back, threatening to pull me down. I closed my eyes tightly, trying to focus. One breath at a time. Breath in breath out. Breath slowly . Pressing my back against the headboard, i forced myself to sit up straighter, trying to mimic the coping technique I’d learned so long ago. In through the nose, out through the mouth. My body resisted, every breath shallow and shaky, but I fought for each one like my life depended on it. The storm seemed to go forever, but it soon calmed down. My breathing grew less frantic, and the tightness in my chest loosened just enough to make me feel like I wasn't suffocating. My eyes opened staring at the ceiling. Why now? Why after all this time? I dug my nails deep into the skin of my palms, desperate for something—anything—to ground me in the present. The sharp sting sliced through the chaos, pulling my mind away from the spiraling fear. Almost instantly, I felt the warm, sticky sensation of blood seeping from the crescent-shaped marks I’d made. The sight of the crimson streaks against my trembling hands sent a jolt through me. Focus. Focus on this. You’re here. This is real. I clenched my fists tighter, letting the pain anchor me, the metallic scent of blood filling the air around me. It wasn’t the healthiest way to cope I knew that, but it worked. Slowly, the pounding in my chest began to subside, and my breaths started to even out. The panic was still there, lurking in the back of my mind, but it wasn’t suffocating me anymore. I wiped my hands on the edge of my hoodie, the blood smearing into the fabric, leaving dark stains that would be hard to wash out. Not like this matters. I’ll deal with it later. For now, I could breathe. Barely, but it was enough. One battle at a time t’s over. Whatever that was—it’s over. You’re here now. Not there. Not again. I repeated the words in my head like a mantra, clinging to them as though they were the only thing keeping me from slipping away. The memory of his face still burned in my mind, like an afterimage that refused to fade. I gritted my teeth, squeezing my eyes tighter. Not now. You’re stronger than this. You have to be. The edges of panic were beginning to fade, but my hands were still shaking. I tightened my hands slowly and squirmed when I saw the bloody marks my nails had made. It's alright. You're all right. Simply take a breath. I managed my breathing for a few more seconds before I felt secure enough to stand up and go to the restroom. The sting from where my nails were was oddly soothing as I splashed cold water over my hands. I said to myself in a whisper, "You're fine," as I watched the blood swirl down the drain. You survived. It wasn't flawless. It was enough. For now, though, it ought to suffice. I let the freezing water fall on me after turning the shower knob to cold. The unexpected cold startled my senses, jolting me out of my reverie and forcing me to face reality. While I stood there, the water's unrelenting chill pushed away the last of the panic that had been consuming me minutes before, soaking me to the bone. I initially gasped for air because it was difficult to catch due to the cold, but I eventually started to relax. Focus. Stay here. Stay now. I pressed my hands against the tiled wall, letting the sharp bite of the cold keep me grounded. The water streamed over my face and down my body, washing away the blood from my hands and the weight of that memory—at least for now. It wasn’t just the shock of the cold I needed. It was the sensation of control. Turning the knob, deciding to stand there and let myself feel something that I chose—it helped. Even if it didn’t fix everything, it was something. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, I switched off the water, trembling as the room's frigid air encircled me. Grabbing a towel, I dried off slowly and methodically. Every activity, no matter how tiny, was a step toward getting my composure back. I wiped a hand across the glass and stared at my image in the foggy mirror. Even though my eyes were worn out and haunted, there was still a glimmer of hope and a determination to persevere. "You’re not back there," I said to myself in a firm voice in spite of the cold. "Not anymore." With a slightly better sense of control, I wrapped the towel around myself and walked out of the bathroom. Better than before, but not fixed or satisfactory. The chilly air held on to me as I retrieved some clean clothes and left the restroom. My mind was calmed by the sharp feeling of the shower, yet a sense of disquiet persisted. Pulling on my clothes helped me hold myself in the physical world by allowing me to concentrate on the texture of the fabric. Every small move, like putting on clothes, raking my damp hair, helped me feel more stable. I sat on my bed's edge and looked down at my hands. My nails created half-moon indentations that were still faintly visible, the skin reddened but no longer bleeding. As a reminder of how close I had come to losing myself entirely once more, I traced over them absently. What set it off this time? I thought, but I knew in my heart. It was the weight of everything that had accumulated throughout the day, not just the dream or the memories. Every little thing, including the trash in the locker, the whispers, and the sunset, had eroded my defenses. The dream had been the last straw. With a sigh, I leaned back and dropped onto the bed. Staring up at the plain, unremarkable ceiling above me was oddly soothing. How would Mother have responded? My chest constricted a little at the thought of her. She would told me to take things slowly and to breathe. "You can’t change the past," she'd once said, "but you can choose how you face the present." Just hearing her voice in my head made me smile a little, bittersweetly. I whispered, "One step at a time," which had become practically a mantra. I grabbed my phone from my nightstand and distracted myself by aimlessly browsing through social media and messages. I noticed a notification about tomorrow's schedule from the school app. "Another day," I muttered, setting the phone down. My body still felt heavy, and my mind wasn’t completely clear, but I was here. I was trying. For a while, I layed on my bed and let my mind wander. This mixture of calm and chaos inside of me was strange. Like an unseen shadow, the burden of the past followed me everywhere I went. Tomorrow would bring new challenges, new encounters with people who either made the day better or harder. But I knew something now. I refused to be made to feel inferior by anyone, not even Sunset. I was stronger than her, regardless of how hard she tried to pull me down. I could manage. I was forced to. The room was silent and the walls were blank. I was alone. It seemed like a secure environment where I could think things through without fear of criticism. I reflected on the individuals I had encountered today. In their own unique ways, Fluttershy and Rarity had been warm, Applejack was kind, and Rainbow Dash was a little brazen but had her heart in the right place. Even though it wasn't much, it was something. And that something was preferable to nothing at all. I took a deep breath and stood up, reaching for my phone again. I sent a message to Applejack (who gave me her number after I met Pinkie) by tapping a few buttons. "Hi, I appreciate today. Thank you so much. It felt good to reach out and acknowledge the small acts of kindness I had encountered, even though I wasn't sure if she would reply right away. Perhaps connection was all I needed right now. After putting the phone down, I moved to my window and slightly drew back the curtain. A rising sunset that seemed symbolic in some way, like the close of a chapter, painted the evening sky outside in gentle shades of orange and purple. It was done. It was the end of the day. The sun was still low in the sky when I left, casting an early light that felt both peaceful and strange. The events of yesterday were still fresh in my mind, but it was a new day. The air felt different today—maybe it was because I was still tired. Among the silence of the morning, I strolled through the deserted streets. It stood in sharp contrast to the mayhem that had engulfed me in the school the previous day. My legs felt heavy, as if they were unsure of where to lead me. My body seemed to be operating on autopilot, knowing where to go even when I didn't, while my mind was racing. When I arrived at the school gates, I stood for a while, taking in the building's imposing appearance. Even though I had entered the same school yesterday, today felt different. This time, I was struck by more than just fear and uncertainty. No, it was something more profound a sense of being observed, as if I were the object of everyone's scrutiny. I pushed the door and entered, compared to the previous day, there was much less noise in the hallway. Perhaps people shouldn't have been out and about yet. Or perhaps it was because nobody was sure how to interpret me at this point. In any case, it allowed me to take a breath. The silence surrounded me as I moved down the hall, heavy and nearly oppressive. My footsteps echoed strangely loudly in the empty room, and the fluorescent lights buzzed softly overhead. For a brief moment, I stood motionless in the silence. The silence was both reassuring and unnerving at the same time. It was a fleeting reprieve from yesterday's cacophony—the murmurs, the critical gaze, and the doubt about my position. I'd survived the evening. I could still clearly recall my panic attack, the demons I had battled, and the overwhelming rush of emotions. I was standing here today, however, one foot in front of the other, and I had faced them. Yesterday, I was a different person. At least I had learned that much. Students slowly started to fill the hallway, congregating in clusters and raising their voices. Some of them looked at me, some interested, some uninterested. The thought that I was just another face in the crowd hurt a little, but not as much as it used to. The weight of their looks was something I was learning to ignore. The metal door creaked open as I turned the dial to my locker. Suddenly, I felt someone standing next to me as I reached in to take my books. I looked up to see Applejack standing there, with her usual demeanor in place. "Hey, partner," she greeted, her voice warm but steady. "How are you this morning?" I tried to push the memories of the night before to the back of my mind as I straightened up and ran a hand through my hair. "I'm doing fine. Actually, better. You know, just trying to get through the day." Applejack took a moment to examine me, her keen eyes piercing the banter. Although she didn't press, she gave me a nod of understanding as if she was waiting for me to elaborate. Rather, she leaned against the locker next to mine and smiled slightly, comfortingly. "I get it. Yesterday wasn’t the best, but today’s a fresh start. And, well, you don’t have to go through on your own ya know?." Despite their simplicity, her remarks were powerful. It went beyond merely improving my mood. It was how she meant it and how she stated it. I couldn't help but feel a little lighter. "Thanks," I said, genuinely grateful. "It’s been a lot, but... I think I’ll be alright." Applejack chuckled softly, a glint of her playful spirit returning. "Of course you will. You’re tougher than you think, partner." We simply stood there for a while, the silence between us soothing. It was pleasant to avoid using awkward small talk or forced words to fill the void. It seemed genuine, as if a straightforward agreement had been made. The bell signaled the start of first period, so I packed my belongings and made my way to class. Applejack walked a few paces with me, then slowed and shot me a final reassuring look. "Keep in mind that we have your back. Don't allow anyone to irritate you today" With a slight reduction in the pressure in my chest, I grinned."I won’t. Thanks, Applejack. Hey, did you get my message yesterday?" Applejack gave me a reassuring nod, her expression warm and steady. "I got it loud and clear. Don’t worry ill help as much as i can" Her words felt like a steady anchor, grounding me even more. I appreciated how she was there. We know each other only two days, but she's helped me so much. "Good," I said, the corners of my mouth lifting a little. "I’m glad. Honestly, yesterday was... well, it wasn’t great, but I feel like I can handle today." "That’s the spirit," she said, clapping me lightly on the back. "Take it one step at a time." My heart seemed to skip a beat as I entered the classroom. Sunset Shimmer was sitting close to the front. It felt like a storm waiting to happen when she was around. Even though the typical student body had already taken their seats, I couldn't take my eyes off of her. Her posture was as assured as ever, as if nothing had happened, and her fiery hair seemed to glow in the fluorescent lights. As if the altercation from yesterday had never happened. For a moment, I stood there with the same old feeling of anxiety rising in my chest. I could practically hear my heartbeat thumping in my ears, and my legs felt like lead. This morning, I had been doing really well. Even though Applejack's words continued to ground me in my thoughts, I felt all of my confidence crumble as I stood here in this classroom with Sunset's piercing eyes already on me. I knew what would happen. I could feel it in my gut, the same unease that had clung to me yesterday. She would make some remark, throw another insult my way, or maybe just give me that smirk that made my skin crawl. It didn’t matter if I was ready to stand tall again or not; the moment I walked into this class, I knew she’d find a way to tear down whatever little armor I had left. Slowly made my way to an empty seat in the middle of the room, trying to avoid looking in her direction. It wasn’t that I was afraid of confrontation—it was more like I was tired of it. I didn’t want to give her the satisfaction of seeing me rattled, but it was hard not to feel the weight of her presence. Setting my bag aside, I tried to concentrate on the upcoming lecture. However, I couldn't stop thinking about all the ways she could turn this class into a battlefield. All I needed to do was make it through the hour without letting her affect me. Not as easy as it seems. I could feel Sunset's eyes still on me as soon as the teacher entered and the commotion subsided. Even though she hadn't spoken yet, the tension was still there, lingering like a dense mist. She seemed to be quietly waiting for the ideal opportunity to attack, and I couldn't get rid of the hunch that it would happen soon. "All right, class," the teacher began, "we're going to start with some group work today." I felt sick to my stomach. Working in a group required intimate contact, which required pairing up with someone. Being in a small area close to Sunset was the last thing I wanted. "Partner up," the teacher said, and I froze. I glanced around the room, hoping to be paired with someone, anyone, but her. I was interested in a couple of them, but they were already making claims with friends. Then I heard it, of course. ""Looks like it’s you and me, newbie," Sunset's voice, simultaneously smooth and sharp, pierced the room.I took a deep breath. It was this. Now there was no place to hide. I turned slowly, Sunset's words still ringing in my ears. As though she knew exactly what she was doing, she was already wearing that same cocky smile. My stomach began to knot, and I was powerless to stop it. Why had she been the only one in this room? Unsure of what to do, I sat there for a moment. A part of me wanted to lash out, defend myself, and perhaps even tell her that I would no longer tolerate her bullying me. However, I choked on the words. I knew that if I wasn't careful, she could easily destroy what little confidence I still had because she was like a hurricane—calm one minute, raging the next. "Looks like I’m stuck with you," I finally managed to mutter, trying to make my voice sound casual, even though my insides were screaming. Sunset grinned more broadly. "Oh, don't worry" With a tone full of sarcasm, she declared, "I'll be on my best behavior." It was anything but comforting. Trying to maintain my composure, I balled my fists beneath the desk. I kept thinking about Applejack's words, the ones that had earlier given me courage. You are not alone in dealing with any of this. However, they now seemed so far away, like ethereal echoes that were unable to fully connect with me at this time. I focused on the work at hand and tried to breathe. I couldn't allow her to affect me. Not right now. No longer. In an attempt to avoid staring her in the eye, I picked up my notebook and turned to the right page. "Let's just get this over with," Sunset took a while to reply. Rather, she smirked as she leaned back in her chair and studied me. She seemed to be waiting for something to break, and I could feel the weight of her stare. Perhaps she wanted me to appear weak. Perhaps she was trying to show that I wasn't as strong as I was acting by watching me break. But I wasn’t going to give her the satisfaction. Even though every muscle in my body was screaming for me to answer, I made an effort to ignore her and focus on the task at hand. I would not cede control of this matter to her. The only sound in the room was the scratch of pencils on paper as the minutes passed slowly. Even though I could feel her eyes on me, I remained focused on the task at hand, determined not to let her get to me. Finally, Sunset broke the silence again. "You’re actually not as bad as I thought," she said, the words laced with a strange mix of praise and condescension. "I didn’t expect you to actually do the work. Thought you’d be too busy being a mess or something." I've kept my head down. "Maybe you’re underestimating me." Evidently unprepared for that response, she hesitated for a moment. She still glanced at me now and then, but her stance seemed less threatening. Even though it wasn't much, it felt like a minor triumph. I wasn't the one giving up for once. I was defending myself. Almost silently, the rest of the class went by. Sunset didn't push me any harder, so I continued to concentrate on my work. I looked at her as I packed everything I had and got to my feet. Sunset was already packing up her belongings, a small smirk still on her lips, but this time it was without malice. She might have realized that I wouldn't break down the way she had anticipated. And that might have been sufficient. Sunset's tone was lighter now, but it still had that familiar edge. "See you around, newbie," she said. At first, I didn't answer. But I was finally able to let out a breath as I turned to leave the classroom. I still had a long way to go, but for the time being at least, I had weathered the storm. And that was sufficient. I whispered, "Yeah," more to myself than to anybody else. "See you around." Physics was the next class, and I couldn't help but feel relieved to see that Applejack would be sitting next to me. Having a friendly, familiar face by my side after Sunset's stressful experience was a welcome change of pace. With somewhat lighter steps, I entered the classroom. As usual, I immediately recognized Applejack, who was seated at one of the front desks with her cowboy hat on her head. My nerves seemed to calm down a bit when she looked at me and smiled at me comfortably. As we sat down in our physics class, I couldn't help but feel more relaxed. With Applejack at my side, I felt as though I could finally relax after a difficult morning. Everything felt a little more normal because of the classroom's well-known aroma and the steady sound of students getting settled. Applejack turned to face me. "So, partner, how has your day been going? Are you hanging in there? I gave her a quick glance and a tiny smile “Yeah, it’s been better. But… you won’t believe who I ended up having class with this morning.” I paused, and Applejack raised an eyebrow. “Sunset.” Her face softened into a more serious expression, like she was trying to figure out what exactly I meant. “Sunset Shimmer? She’s in your class?” Her tone shifted. “Yeah. She’s was my partner for the group work,” Even though I could still feel the tension from that interaction building, I tried to speak steadily. "As if she hadn't forgotten what had transpired yesterday, she made sure to point out that I was "the rookie." A glimmer of rage briefly appeared in Applejack's eyes before she covered it up with a kind sigh. “That’s rough, partner. I’m sorry she’s making’ it hard for you.” She paused, clearly trying to choose her words carefully. “I don’t know what she’s been up to with you, but I gotta say... don’t let her get to you” Feeling the weight of her words sink in, I smiled gratefully at her. "Applejack, thank you. It's simply... Sometimes I'm not sure how to deal with it. She seems to be assessing me every time she looks at me. As if I were merely a target or something. With a slight recline in her chair, Applejack spoke in a firm yet kind tone. "You're definitely not a punching bag, nor are you a target" Hearing her say that made me feel a little bit better. "I suppose I simply didn't expected to see her so quickly" I assumed that i might be able to get away from her for a while, but she obviously had other ideas. Applejack looked at me and said, "Yeah, I get that," her face softening. But you've already demonstrated your strength. She attempted to approach you yesterday, but you refused to back down. That says a lot" A little embarrassed, I shook my head. "I'm not sure if I was actually defending myself. I was more concerned with getting through the day without losing it. With a knowing expression, Applejack's eyes grew softer. "In my opinion, that's standing your ground, partner. You stayed untouched by her. And you know where to find me if you need someone to support you" The fact that Applejack was there and saw me meant more to me than words could express, even though she didn't have the answer to every problem. “Thanks, Applejack,” I said quietly. “I really needed to hear that.” She smiled, her confidence returning. “Anytime, partner.” Class continued. Even though physics was still a difficult subject, Applejack's words had taken hold and given me the willpower to keep going. Having her by my side made the subject a little easier to handle. I started to concentrate on the lesson rather than the conflict between Sunset and me, and the outside world felt a little lighter. I turned to look at Applejack, who was taking notes in her textbook. Her self-assurance came so naturally to me that I couldn't help but wonder how she managed to maintain her composure and self-assurance. It inspired me to aspire to be more like that—unfazed, erect no matter what. Applejack smiled reassuringly at me as we packed up our things and the class came to an end. "I’ll catch ya later," As I watched her leave with her friends, I felt my chest loosen a bit I walked slowly toward the next lesson after picking up my books. I didn't know what to expect. I had already encountered one challenge from sunset, but I wasn't foolish enough to think that was it. I could still feel her eyes on me as I walked out of the classroom. In an attempt to get rid of the leftover nervousness, I took a deep breath and turned the corner toward my next class. Before long, I could see what Sunset had in to offer. I saw her chatting with some of the other students as I made my way down the hallway to my next class. Her fiery hair stood out against the drab walls, and her posture was as assured as ever. I could tell she was planning something because she was leaning against the lockers with her typical smirk on her face. My stomach tightened as I approached, and my steps slowed. She spoke in a smooth, sharp voice that cut through the students' muttering as soon as I walked by. Her voice was full of mock sweetness as she yelled, "Hey, newbie." I froze, my heart pounding in my chest. There was no escaping it now. She was ready for round two. "Did you think I would forget about you so quickly?" A few students who had turned to watch were drawn in by Sunset's voice, which was now louder. My cheeks were burning. Trying to maintain my composure, I gritted my teeth and reminded myself of what Applejack had said. You're Stronger than you know In order to meet her gaze, I squared my shoulders and turned to face her. I tried to sound assured despite the uneasiness that was about to surface and said, "Sunset, I'm not interested in whatever game you're playing." I didn't know what she had planned, but I wasn't going to show her how much she frightened me. Sunset laughed and walked slowly in my direction, her eyes never leaving mine. "Oh, I believe it will be interesting to you. Everyone wants to know more about you. You are the new enigma, the new face to be studied" Something dangerous, which I couldn't quite identify, glinted in her eyes. "And believe me, they won't remember the other new studends after I'm done with you. Everyone will be watching you" Her body language practically begged me to challenge her as she took a step closer. As more and more people paused to observe, probably expecting some kind of drama, the hallway felt oppressive. My heart pounded, but I remained firm. “Not gonna happen,” I said, my voice steady, though my heart was hammering in my chest. “I’m not your target, Sunset. And I’m not going to let you make me one.” The smirk never left her lips as she leaned in a little. "One thing you're right about is that you're not my target. But, it won't be long. Before you break under the pressure, let's see how long you can endure" I took a deep breath, remembering the strength I found in myself yesterday, the victory over my own fears. I refused to allow her to shatter me. I refused to grant her that authority. With one last look, I turned on my heel and continued down the hallway, failing to provide her with a satisfactory of response. I knew better than to let her pull me into her game, even though I wanted to fight back.Yet, I couldn't get rid of the impression that this was only the start of something much more vital. I could already feel the storm she was going to unleash, and the weight of her words hung in the back of my mind. The next class was Physical Education, and as I entered the gym, a wave of panic washed over me like a tidal wave. I wasn't expecting this to happen—Rainbow Dash was a familiar face, but there, across t he gym, was Sunset Shimmer again. This wasn't even the worst part. My scarred arms were the last thing I wanted others to see. They were still hidden beneath the long sleeves of my hoodie, but given the physical nature of the class, I could predict what would happen when it was time to change into gym clothes. Oh no. no, no, no, no. My thoughts were racing out of control, and before I knew it, I was overthinking everything. They’re going to see. They’ll going to ask. They’ll going to judge me. For a moment I just stood there, staring at the gym floor, motionless. I could feel the familiar knot in my stomach tightening, the same knot that had been growing since I first saw Sunset yesterday. "Hey, you good?" Rainbow Dash's voice interrupted my thoughts. Her blue eyes were concerned, and I could tell she noticed I wasn't fully present. I forced a tiny smile as I blinked and tried to shake it off. "Yeah, I am fine." "Just not looking forward to this class, you know?" Rainbow raised an eyebrow, not entirely convinced, but she did not push. "I hear you. Physical education isn't for everyone but you go through it" ."I nodded, attempting to focus on her encouraging words. But the thought of changing clothes, of revealing too much, hung over me like a dark cloud. Then the teacher told us to begin warming up, I moved over to where everyone was stretching. My hoodie was doing its best to conceal my arms, but I couldn't shake the fear that someone would notice anything odd. I was overthinking it—of course I was—but with Sunset in class, I couldn't stop myself. The thought of her staring at me with judgment in her eyes made my uneasiness bubble over. When it came time to remove my hoodie for the real exercise, I felt the weight of the situation. I moved quickly, attempting to keep my hoodie on for as long as possible. But I couldn't ignore it indefinitely. The game began as soon as I went onto the court with the other players, and my hoodie was removed far too quickly for my liking. I held my arms close to my body and tried to escape anyone's stare. I didn't want to be caught in a moment of weakness, especially in front of Sunset. I swear I saw Sunset's eyes twitch with curiosity as I stared at her for a second. My heart fell, and I quickly turned away, attempting to concentrate on the game. Maintain your attention. I could not afford to let my nerves control me right now. But I could feel Sunset's keen, frigid eyes on me, as if she was waiting for me to make a mistake. And every time I attempted to block or evade, I felt as if I was being watched and condemned. My arms burned from the movement, but it wasn't from physical exhaustion—it was from fear—fear that someone might see something I didn't want them to. Rainbow Dash continued to keep the energy up, laughing and joking, pushing everyone to go harder. I tried to keep up, but my focus was split-on the game and on not letting anyone see how much I was struggling inside. Finally, the game concluded, and we started packing up. I immediately slipped my hoodie back over my head and felt instant relief as I covered myself back up once more. Still, that anxiety wouldn't leave. Sunset hadn't said anything to me, yet his heavy, searing gaze could still rest within the furthest recesses of my brain. As I left the gym with Rainbow Dash, I was exhausted, but not from the physical exertion; it was the mental exhaustion of trying to keep it all together. I can't keep doing this, I thought. But for now, I had to. "Hey, you feeling better?" she asked I nodded. "Yeah, just tired" Fortunately, she didn't press it. For which I was grateful. Rainbow could get intense, yet she instinctively knew when to ease off. But I was beginning to feel the niggling weight of all this, like my chest had gotten heavier with each passing minute. I had managed to cope pretty well through the physicalness of the class, but coping with the aftermath emotionally-well, that was another matter altogether. Walk to our next class was quiet. I was lost in my thoughts, my nerves from earlier still gnawing at me. And then, like a shadow, I noticed someone out of the corner of my eye. It was sunset. She was standing by the door, talking to some of the other students, her usual confident smile in place. She glanced up as I walked past, and for a second, I swore I saw something flicker in her eyes—a mix of recognition and something I couldn’t quite place. She didn’t say anything, but it didn’t matter. The weight of her gaze felt like it was bearing down on me, following me into the next classroom.I tried to shake off the feeling. When I got to the classroom, there was an empty seat next to Rainbow. As I sat down, I forced myself to take a deep breath and focus on the current moment rather than the swirl of thoughts in my head. I couldn't allow myself to get caught in the fear again. Rainbow looked over at me with concern on her face. "Hey, if you want to talk about anything, I'm here, okay?" She said, her voice softer than usual. The genuineness in her eyes caught my attention as I looked at her. The weight of everything—the nervousness, the strain, the fear of being exposed for something I wasn't—felt a little lighter having her beside me. "Thank you, Rainbow." I may take you up on that. Just not today, I think." She smiled, her usual carefree energy returning. "Whenever you're ready" As the bell rang and class began, I felt a tinge of relaxation settle in. The class went by quickly. I didn't even realize it had ended, and I was in the cafeteria on a long break. I felt a sense of relief sweep over me. The usual sound of plates clattering and folks conversing made the day's pandemonium seem a bit less overwhelming. I saw Applejack and Pinkie Pie at a booth at the rear.Their presence was a small comfort in the midst of it all, so I approached them, hoping for a distraction. Sliding into the seat next to Applejack with a tiny smile. Pinkie was already bouncing in her seat, her eyes full of energy."Hey there!" Pinkie greeted, virtually leaping from her seat. "So, did you hear? The Fall Formal is coming up! Are you going?" her voice high and full of eagerness. What about the "Fall Formal"? I didn't know what she was talking about. Was this a school event? A party? "Uh, the Fall Formal?" I repeated, attempting to conceal my confusion.Applejack chuckled, seeing my expression. "It's like a big school dance, you understand? It happens every year around this time. People dress up and have a good time. Kind of like a chance to unwind before the insanity of the school year truly sets in." " Pinkie leaned forward, her eyes flashing. "It'll be so much fun! You should definitely go! It's the best time, and everyone will be present! "You'll meet new people, and we'll all hang out!" She continued, her enthusiasm contagious. I was slightly taken aback. I hadn't actually considered attending to a school dance. It seemed like one of those things that everyone else was aware of, but I had missed the message. Still, Pinkie and Applejack's enthusiasm was difficult to ignore. "I don't really know if I'm the 'dancing type,'" I chuckled nervously, stroking the back of my neck. "I mean, I don't even know what goes on at something like that." Applejack smiled and shrugged. "It's not all about the dance, Sugarcube. It's about having fun with your pals and letting free for the night. You don't need to worry about all of the details right now, but think about them. It could be a nice opportunity to relax." Pinkie nodded happily. "I guarantee it won't be weird! You'll adore it. Besides, you're with us, so it'll be a fun anyway!" Still hasistand and unsure. I already had a lot on my mind, so adding a large event like that seemed like too much. But then again, maybe it would be wonderful to just get out of my head for a short period. "Alright, I'll think about it," I answered finally, feeling the weight of their optimism draw me in slightly. "That's the spirit!" Pinkie exclaimed, beaming. "Don't worry about it too much," Applejack said with a friendly smile. "You do not have to decide immediately. The idea of going to the Fall Formal still felt a little overwhelming, but having friends like Applejack and Pinkie made the thought seem a bit less scary. I smiled, feeling a little lighter. "Thanks, both of you. I’ll think about it, really." "Of course! That’s what friends are for!" Pinkie said, reaching over to grab a few fries from Applejack’s tray. Applejack chuckled and shook her head, but I could tell she was happy I was considering it. Then, out of nowhere, a splash of water hit me, and everything appeared to be frozen for a second. A chilly flood swamped my senses, and I was confronted with the brutal reality of what just happened. I looked down, and my clothes were fully soaked through. My hair stuck to my face, water dripping from every strand, and my shoes squished with each step I took. Laugher was the first thing I noticed —the laughs, the cruel chuckles of the guys who had just made me their target. It didn't take long for my eyes to spot them across the cafeteria, seated as if they'd just won a trophy. They seemed smug, as if they'd accomplished something significant, which they probably did. My blood was starting to boil, but I was too surprised to respond right away. I could clearly tell who was behind it—the same name that had been on my mind all day: Sunset Shimmer. She was the one who had set it all up, and she was relishing every moment of my humiliation. I was going to take a step forward, trying to avoid the attention, when I heard Applejack's piercing, angry voice. "What the hay!?" She yelled, getting up from the table, fury in her eyes. "Who the heck did this?" I turned my head, and there she was—Applejack, her face flushed with rage, her stance taut with anticipation. She could see it, too: the entire room was staring at me, waiting for me to crack. The guys who had done it didn't appear as confident anymore. Their smug smiles faded under Applejack's scrutiny, but they refused to back down. They shuffled awkwardly and looked at one other as if they were waiting for something. I could almost hear them wondering, "What now?"Applejack moved closer, her voice becoming dangerously low. "You better apologize right now, or you're gonna regret it." They were obviously attempting to determine whether it was worthwhile to continue, as I could see them shifting their weight. But before anyone could make a move, I heard another voice: Pinkie Pie, racing to my side and attempting to dry me off with napkins. "Oh no! This is bad! "Are you OK?" She sounded genuinely concerned, her usual bright energy replaced by an unusual tone of dread. I nodded, but I didn't feel anything was right. The water was chilly, but the humiliation hurt the most. I wanted to lash out, fight back against what had just happened, but I felt too little and powerless in that moment. Applejack was not having it. She stepped forward again, her voice now authoritative rather than furious. "I said apologize. Now." They mumbled half-hearted apologies, evidently not meaning a word, but Applejack did not leave it there. She crossed her arms. "You've made a mess of things, and I'm not going to let you off the hook that easy." Under the strain of her gaze, I could see the guys beginning to wriggle. Applejack refused to back down, and they knew better than to push her. They eventually muttered something about it being a joke and went off, evidently embarrassed by the outcome.The chilly water running down my skin was nothing compared to the wrath rising within me. The laughing still resonated in my ears. My hands were balling into fists, and the wet fabric of my clothes clung uncomfortably, but it didn't matter. All that mattered was the sunset. She was the one who arranged this, and I wasn't going to let her get away with it. The more I thought about it, the angrier I became. How could she make me feel tiny and humiliate me in front of everyone? My eyes scanned the cafeteria as I looked around. I could see the students whispering and casting stares at me, but I didn't care. I was not a pawn in their little high school play. No, this was between myself and Sunset. Applejack and Pinkie were still nearby, but I wasn’t focused on them. I gave them a quick glance, trying to gauge if they were going to stop me or talk me down. But the only thing on my mind was getting to Sunset, confronting her, and making her realize that maybe, just maybe, she wasn’t untouchable. She was chatting with her usual group of pals across the room when I noticed her. She was laughing, pretending that everything was normal, as if she hadn't just transformed my life into a living nightmare. Her fiery hair caught the light, and her typical smirk appeared at the corner of her mouth. There was no time for me to consider it. I rose up, my chair scraping loudly against the floor, like a shot amid the cafeteria's calm. I ignored the glances and whispers as I approached her. My steps were slow and purposeful, and each one felt like it brought me closer to something that had been simmering within me for far too long. Sunset looked up, finally spotting me, and her eyes flashed with wonder. She instantly concealed it with her annoying smirk. "What do you want?" she said, her tone tinged with false kindness.I said nothing at first. I just stood there, locked eyes with her, allowing the tension to hang in the air. I could feel my heartbeat beating in my ears. "You think this is funny, huh?" I finally spoke, my voice low but clear. "You think you can do whatever you want, humiliate me, and get away with it?"Her smile did not waver. She leaned back, obviously delighted by my outburst. "Oh, it's not like I've done anything that bad," she said, her tone mockingly innocent. "You shouldn't take things so personally." Something inside of me cracked. Without thinking, I took a step forward, my chest rising with the force of my words, my wrath spilling over. "Don't you dare talk down to me," I exclaimed, my voice shrill and cold. "Do you think this is a joke?" You believe you can get away with whatever you want because of who you are?" Sunset's eyes opened in surprise as the dish of food crashed into her, splattering the contents all over her clothes. The impact echoed throughout the cafeteria, followed by stunned quiet. For a brief period, time seemed to stand still. The amazement on her expression was almost rewarding, but I wasn't finished yet. Murmurs and whispers filled the cafeteria, which had previously been dead silent. Some people gasped, others smiled uneasily, but no one ventured to speak directly to me. I stood there, breathing deeply, as the muck creep across her once-pristine clothes. Sunset, now coated in food, blinked in surprise. Her typically confident demeanor had been replaced by one of sheer rage. She wiped some of the soup off her face and glared at me with hatred. “What the fuck is wrong with you? Do you think your funny?” She spat, her voice trembling with fury. “Who the fuck do you think you are worm!” I did not flinch. I stared her down, my rage still bubbling inside, but it wasn't fear this time. It represented strength. "You've beenn making my life a living hell," I murmured, my voice icy and steady despite the adrenaline pumping through me. "So, sure, I guess I do find it hilarious. I find it amusing that you finally got a taste of your own medicine" Sunset's hand extended, her fingers twitching as if she intended to strike me, but she stopped herself. She looked around, realizing that everyone was watching, and that this was no longer just about us fighting. It was something larger. And, for the first time she was not in command. I could feel the weight of the moment crushing down on both of us, the tension thick enough to cut with a knife. And then I heard a familiar voice break through the silence, solid and grounded. "Hey, you alright?" When I turned, I saw Applejack standing beside me, her look a mix of concern and disbelief, her hand still resting lightly on my shoulder. Applejack's eyes shifted to Sunset, and her jaw tightened. "Sunset, I think you've crossed a line." She wasn't shouting, but her tone indicated that she wouldn't put up with this. Sunset's attention turned from me to Applejack, but she didn't respond. She was seething, undoubtedly, but she was also calculating, as if she was trying to figure out her next step. Finally, after a long, uncomfortable time, she huffed and stormed out, her filthy clothes sticking to her as she pushed through the crowd.Despite my hopes, I did not experience a rush of relief. Instead, the weight of what I'd just done rested on my shoulders. Sure, she deserved it, but was this the proper way to handle the situation? Applejack cast me a short, knowing gaze. "You didn't need to go that far, but I understand. She's been pressing your nerves too long." I stood there, breathing deeply, the excitement fading as the reality of what I had just done set in. Sunset had left the cafetria, but the atmosphere hadn't changed. The room was very still. There were no shouts, no supporting whispers, nothing to indicate that anyone felt the way I had hoped they would—a sense of triumph, success. Instead, all I could hear was my own fast and shallow breath and the muffled murmur of voices that had previously been full of energy but were now quiet. Observing the faces of the students who witnessed the incident, I looked around the cafeteria. They were not laughing. They weren't rallying behind me, either. The majority of people was just watching. Some expressions were neutral, while others avoided eye contact, as if they didn't want to become involved. A few students were still whispering to one another, but it wasn't the reaction I had anticipated. Have I simply become like her? Like one of those folks that threw their weight around to make others feel inadequate? Was I as evil as Sunset in attempting to exact revenge through humiliation? Applejack must have detected the change in my mood because she moved closer, her hand remaining on my shoulder. "Hey, don't overthink it. You were defending yourself. She earned it" I wanted to believe her. I needed to believe her. But the way everyone looked at me—as if I were just another source of chaos another person to avoid it stung more than I expected."I don't know," I replied quietly, shaking my head. "I wanted to stand up for myself, but now I feel no better than her. "Everyone is just watching, and not in a good way." Applejack's eyes softened. "You didn't do it for their approval, did you?" she replied, her tone calm yet compassionate.I hesitated, my gaze shifting to the floor as I considered it. I had not. I had not done it for anyone other than myself. But why did it feel incorrect right now? "Maybe," I said, hesitant. "But I still don't like how I handled it.I do not want to be like her." "You're not," Applejack stated forcefully, her words clear and strong. "You aren't like Sunset. You did not hurt her just to hurt her. You were hurting for yourself, so you fought back. That's different." There was a part of me that wanted to believe her, and I did. Still, there was a voice at the back of my head, a soft whisper, reminding me that this wasn't the end. I'd made my point, but what did it truly change? Pinkie, sensing the change in tone, rushed over and wrapped her arms around me in a tight hug. "It's fine we have your back! You did what you needed to do." "No, Pinkie, I didn't have to do that. I behaved like her. I am no better than her... I'm going home." Applejack, who had been silent for a moment, finally spoke up, her voice low but calm. “Hey, it’s alright to be mad. I get that. But don’t go thinking you’re no better than her just cause you stood up for yourself. Sunset’s been pushing you and I know it’s been hard" I wanted to believe them I really did. But as I looked around the cafeteria, it was like everything I’d done just hit me full force. The way people had stared, the silence that followed, the way I’d lashed out in front of everyone—it felt like I’d become part of the problem, not the solution. “I’m just going to go home,” I said, turning away from them. “I need some time to think.” Pinkie opened her lips as if to say something else, but she did not. Instead, she gave me a sad, sympathetic look and moved back, allowing me to go out of the cafeteria. Applejack gave me a compassionate look, but she did not stop me either.As I strolled through the school hallways, I couldn't shake the impression that I was carrying something heavier than before. It wasn't just the water that soaked me earlier it was the guilt. I had crossed a line, even though I felt I was defending myself. I wasn't proud of how I handled the situation. Avoiding eye contact with the few students I passed, I walked to the exit and stepped outside into the refreshing air. The walk home felt long , like if I was fleeing something I didn't entirely understand yet couldn't escape. Honestly didn't know if my actions would have any impact. I wasn't sure if it would keep Sunset from playing with me again. I felt a cold rush through my body, and a piercing sneeze broke the silence as I rubbed my nose with the back of my palm. "Apsik!" I sneezed again, and my entire body shivered in response. Great, just what I needed a cold The minor dizziness that ensued only reaffirmed my suspicions. I could feel the beginnings of a sore throat and an uncomfortable heaviness in my head. "Great," I murmured. Between dealing with Sunset and mess of my emotions, I'm going to get sick. "Good timing," I told myself, nodding my head. "As soon as I was starting to think I could actually enjoy something... Fall Formal... with Applejack by my side... everything just... fucked up." It was unfair. I've been trying to gain confidence, develop relationships, and be someone who isn't hiding from the craziness. And then Sunset had to destroy it, plunging my life back into chaos. My body seemed to rebel against me at the worst conceivable time. I thought about the Fall Formal. Maybe, just maybe, it may have been a chance to feel normal, but it was also sliding away the thought of being surrounded by people in such a state just felt wrong. With a sigh, I gazed up at the sky, hoping for some clarity or a break from everything. However, all I received was the same old sense of frustration.The familiar sight of my house loomed ahead, and I made my way to the entrance, knowing what awaited me—more stillness, more time to reflect on everything I couldn't control. But, just maybe, I can figure something out. Author's Note The fall formal is coming but he cant go now, the nightmares came back from the past ( no its not sunset i can say that), yea the movies are canon for my story, i would be cool to see something where twilight doesnt show and sunset is just a normal girl and make life miserable for fun, its not fit for the vision i have, anyway have fun reading :heart: https://static.fimfiction.net/images/emoticons/heart.png //-------------------------------------------------------// Truth Between Four Walls (R) //-------------------------------------------------------// Truth Between Four Walls (R) The room was dark, the kind of darkness that seemed to absorb both sound and space. I stood in the middle, shivering despite the fact that I wasn't cold. The air seemed heavy on me, making breathing difficult. "Help him," A voice whispered. It seemed familiar, like a reviving memory.When I turned, no one was there. Only shadows shift, twist, and reach. "No," I said quietly, shaking my head and backing away. "No, I—I couldn't" Suddenly, the environment altered, and I was no longer in complete darkness. I was standing in a field. The sky above was divided into two parts, one was peaceful blue and the other was stormy, chaotic dark. A man stood in the distance, looking away from me. His posture was solid yet eerily still. "Wait!" I called out, my voice cracking. My legs felt like lead, but I forced myself to continue, staggering ahead. "Don't go!" He did not respond. The storm drew closer, engulfing the blue sky and howling like a freed beast. Lightning struck, briefly illuminating the figure. His face turned towards me, and I noticed... No. Gasping, I grasped my chest as if my heart would burst out of it when I woke. My chamber was peaceful, with the soft glow of the early sun streaming through the blinds. Sweat had soaked my shirt, and my hands trembled. Just a dream. My skull was hammering harder and harder, and I moaned and placed the heel of my hand against my forehead. For a brief minute, I mistook it for another panic attack clawing at my chest and compressing my lungs until breathing became difficult. My heartbeat quickened, thudding in my ears as it raced ahead of my thoughts. But then I sneezed loud, harsh, and totally unexpected. The force of it caused me to sit up, my chest heaving from the effort. "Ugh," I mumbled, my voice hoarse and scratchy, like if I had swallowed gravel. My throat was raw, and the agony increased every time I tried to speak or swallow. The cough shook my entire body and left me panting for air. In spite of the chill that sent thrills down my spine, I was simultaneously hot and cold, and I was perspiring. My muscles ached as if I had been hit by a vehicle. My skull felt like it was squeezed in a vice. That’s when the pieces started to come together "Oh. Right. Yesterday" Gripping my chest as the scratchy agony pierced me, I chuckled bitterly before coughing again. Yesterday, I had to take waterfall on me. Soaked to the bone, extremely cold, and too exhausted to care. No wonder I'm ill. I suppose I should have changed clothes immediately away rather than tumbling into bed like an idiot. That was a very good move.I looked down at myself. I'm still wearing yesterday's pants and T-shirt, which are now rumpled and clinging uncomfortably to my skin. I reeked of sweat, and whatever unhappiness had chosen to hang out with me. A shower would undoubtedly help, but getting up seemed difficult. My limbs felt heavy, like they were formed of stone. Instead, I leaned against the wall, my pillow resting awkwardly beneath me. I drew a blanket up to my chest—not for warmth, because I was burning—but because it was the only comfort I had just now. My gaze drifted to the floor, where my shoes were still covered in dried dirt from yesterday. I should clear that up before it spreads everywhere. But I did not move. I could not. My thoughts wandered, recalling all that had gone wrong. Sunset smirk as I approached her, and her ridiculous chuckle echoed in my ears. The trash-filled locker, complete with that arrogant little letter. And now I'm sitting in my room, suffering the price for it all. My body was damaged and painful, and it wasn't just from the illness. The strain behind my eyes increased as I gazed at the ceiling. My chest ached, and not only from coughing. My heart felt heavy, like if I was carrying more than I could take, and I had no idea where to place it all. This was not how the week was meant to unfold. It wasn't even the end yet, and I was already considering giving up. The room was silent except for the sound of my breathing—shallow and uneven as I tried to ignore the pounding in my head. I closed my eyes, hoping that maybe sleep would come and take me away from this mess for just a little while. At some point, I must have fallen asleep, the dull ache in my brain giving way to a throbbing one as fatigue dragged me down. My dreams were a swirl of shifting colors and muffled sounds, disconnected imagery that made no sense. I thought I heard faraway, faint voices, but I couldn't make out the words. Someone clearly yelled out to me. “Hey, sugarcube, Are you alright?” So the angels came to me. My end is near... wait thats App- my eyes popped up, and my heart raced as I sprung upright in bed. The abrupt shift sent a strong flash of pain through my body, my aching muscles screaming in protest. "Ow, crap," I hissed while grabbing my side. Standing in the doorway were two familiar faces: Applejack and Pinkie Pie. Applejack's appearance was a mix of anxiety and relief, whilst Pinkie simply looked like... Pinkie. She fidgeted with something in her hands, her big eyes roaming the room as if she were taking it all in at once. “What—how—what are you doing here?!” I sputtered, my voice cracked. Pinkie tilted her head, replacing her typical bounce with a rare moment of seriousness. “You weren’t answering your phone, silly! And you didn’t come to school, so we got worried.” Applejack crossed her arms, her brows furrowed. “We tried calling’ and texting’, but you didn’t respond. So we went to the principal to see if she knew what was going on.” Trying to wrap my head around it, I blinked. “The principal... gave you my address?” Applejack shrugged, appearing sheepish. . “Yeah, it was a bit strange, but we explained how worried we were. She must’ve thought it was enough to make an exception.” Pinkie nodded enthusiastically. “Yup! And it’s a good thing she did, cause here we are!” With a grunt, I leaned back against the wall. “You didn’t have to do that. I’m fine, well, not fine, but I’m not dying or anything.” Applejack raised an eyebrow. “You sure about that? You look like you’ve been through a wringer.” Pinkie stepped closer, placing a hand on my forehead. “You’re burning up! And your room smells all sweaty and sickly. Yuck!” “Thanks for that, Pinkie,” Rubbing my temples, I mumbled. “Hey, we’re just tryin’ to help,” Applejack said, her tone firm but kind. “We were worried, that’s all.” The first astonishment subsided as the situation's reality set in, and I sighed. " I truly appreciate it. I just didn't expect anyone to notice, I guess." Pinkie gasped dramatically, clutching her chest like I’d said something horrifying. “Not notice? Are you kidding? Of course we’d notice! Friends notice things like this!” Applejack gave a small nod. “That’s right. And if something’s wrong, we’re going to be here to help, whether you like it or not.” Despite myself, I felt a small smile tug at the corners of my mouth. It was weird having them here, but... maybe it wasn’t the worst thing in the world. “Alright,” I said, leaning back into my pillow. “But next time, maybe call before you break into my room.” Pinkie giggled, her usual cheer returning. “Deal!” Applejack chuckled, shaking her head. “You get some rest now, y’hear? We’ll stick around and make sure you’re alright.” She bent down and grabbed a tiny bag that I hadn't noticed sitting on the edge of my desk. She opened it and took out a bottle of pain killers and another labeled with a colorful logo, presumably for colds. “Here you go,” she said, handing them to me along with a water bottle she must’ve brought in too. “You need this.” “You... brought me medicine?” Pinkie chimed in with a bright smile. “Duh! What kind of friends would we be if we didn’t? I mean, I wanted to bring balloons and confetti too, but AJ said that wasn’t appropriate for someone who’s sick.’” She mimicked Applejack’s voice on the last part, making me chuckle despite my throat hurting like hell. “Thanks,” I said, taking the medicine and water. As I downed the pills, the cool water was a relief on my dry throat. “You didn’t have to go through all this trouble.” Applejack shrugged, pulling up a chair beside my bed and sitting down. “You needed help, We came. Simple as that.” Pinkie flopped onto the floor, crossing her legs and looking up at me with a cheerful grin. “Besides, we wanted to make sure you weren’t, like, dying or something. You were super quiet all day yesterday too. It was weird!” “Yeah, sorry about that. I’ve just been... out of it, I guess.” I sighed, rubbing the back of my neck. Applejack gave me a long, appraising look. “You sure it’s just the cold? You’ve been looking’ mighty worn down even before today.” Her remarks hit closer to heart than I cared to admit. I hesitated, unsure how much to share. “It’s... been a rough couple of days,” I finally said, keeping it vague. “Hey, that’s okay,” Pinkie said softly, her voice unusually calm. “You don’t have to talk about it, if you don’t want to” They caught me off guard with their earnestness as I looked between them. It wasn't like I expected people to go out of their way for me. But the fact that they seemed to sincerely care meant something. “Thanks,” I said in my quiet way. “Anytime,” Applejack replied with a small smile. “Now, how about you lie back down and get some rest? You aren’t going to get better sitting’ up like that.” Pinkie jumped in, grabbing the blanket at the foot of the bed and throwing it over me in one swift motion. “Doctor Pinkie’s orders sleep, lots of fluids, and no frowny faces!” With a feeble laugh, I let the blanket fall over my head. . “Alright, alright. I’ll rest.” “Good,” Applejack said, standing up and brushing her hands off. “We’ll stick around for a bit, just to make sure you’re okay.” It was strange but comfortable to see Pinkie flipping through her phone and Applejack bringing out a book. My father's voice rang from downstairs, just as I was trying to assemble my thoughts. "Hey! "You've got two more girls here to see you" he said down the stairs, his tone strange but not unwelcome. Bit surprised, I blinked. Two girls? I was not expecting anyone. I looked over at Applejack and Pinkie Pie, who were still in my room, and they exchanged glances before turning to face me. “You want us to go home?” Pinkie asked, her usual bounce not entirely gone but subdued. I shook my head quickly. “No, it’s fine. Let’s just... stay here for now.” Applejack nodded. “Alright, partner don’t push yourself too hard, ya hear?” Before I could answer, I heard footsteps coming up the stairs, and then the door creaked open. Looking up, I noticed Fluttershy and Rarity standing in the doorway. They froze when they noticed Pinkie Pie and Applejack already sitting beside my bed. Rarity’s eyes widened as she took in the sight of them. “Well, this is... unexpected,” she said, her voice just as cool and collected as ever, but I could sense the tension. Fluttershy, looking both nervous and confused, stepped in slowly, her soft gaze shifting between the others. “I... didn’t expect to see you two here, Applejack, Pinkie,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper. Applejack stood up from the chair she had been sitting in and turned to face the new arrivals. “We didn’t mean to cause any trouble. We were just worried about our friend here, is all,” she explained, giving them an apologetic smile. “We just wanted to make sure he's okay.” Pinkie, her usual bubbly self, leaned forward and smiled brightly at Fluttershy and Rarity. “Yeah! We’re just here to help, aren’t we, Applejack?” She winked, her voice light, but there was a hint of something else—something unspoken—underneath it. The room was brimming with awkwardness. Fluttershy looks switching between Pinkie and Applejack before returning her eyes to me. "We didn't mean to interrupt... we were just worried because we hadn't seen you at school" she added quietly, her eyes filled with concern. Rarity shifted uncomfortably, looking around the room before returning her focus to me. "Are you feeling any better?" She inquired, her tone softening with concern that she attempted to conceal behind her normal controlled demeanor. I wasn't sure how to respond. Part of me wanted to convince them I was alright, that everything would be fine, but another part of me felt like I didn't have enough energy to keep pretending. I simply nodded, not trusting my voice to speak more. Applejack took a step closer, her expression serious. “It’s okay if you’re not feelin’ great. Ain’t no shame in asking’ for help, y’know?” The warmth in her remarks was nearly overwhelming, as if they were all attempting to fill the place with compassion and understanding. It gave me hope that everything would be fine. Maybe I can trust them. Fluttershy stepped forward, her gentle eyes meeting mine. “You’ve been through a lot in your first days in school and... if you ever need someone to talk to, we’re here for you,” she said softly. The room fell silent for a minute, the weight of unspoken thoughts hanging in the air. I couldn't help but feel overwhelmed, which felt... reassuring. Despite the uncertainties, the girls came present to provide their support. My smile was weak. "Thanks, everyone," I said softly, grateful for their presence. Rarity gave a small, relieved smile. “Just take it easy for now, darling” then she walked over to the bedside table and placed a small box beside me."I thought you might like this," she said softly, her usual elegance still in her tone. Inside the box was a delicate hand-knit scarf, soft and warm. “For when you’re feeling a little better.” Fluttershy, ever so gentle, stepped forward with a small bag in her hand. She carefully handed it to me. “I brought some tea,” she said, her voice soothing. “It’s calming... it might help with your cold.” The simple gestures felt surprisingly comforting “Thank you,” Even though I wasn't entirely sure how to put it, I muttered, my heart swelled with gratitude. My father was calling from downstairs again. His voice boomed up the stairs, full of amusement and laughter. "Some girl came. You must have a lot of friends now, haha," he added, not fully comprehending the situation but still attempting to be supportive. "Now Celestia is giving my address to everyone?" How did everyone seem to know where I lived? I complained to myself. It felt like I was being bombarded by everyone from school today Applejack, Pinkie, Rarity Fluttersh and now, Someone was next in line. Was it really necessary for everyone to arrive all at once? Had I become a charity case? Before I could continue spiraling into my thoughts, the door opened. There she was—Rainbow Dash, striding into the room like she owned the place. The confident smirk on her face was unmistakable. “What’s up? I hear I’ve been summoned,” she said casually, crossing her arms over her chest and leaning against the doorframe. She was so casual about all of this, surprised taken aback by how nonchalant she was about all of this. "Are you... serious right now?" I asked, half exasperated, half amused. "Now Celestia’s just handing out my address to everyone?" Rainbow's smile grew. "Yea somethin quite like this, figured I'd drop by anyhow. Why not? Everyone else is here it seems." She murmured, looking around the room at the familiar faces who had already assembled. I sighed, feeling the gravity of the situation. It was one thing to have a huge number of people you hardly know come to check on you, but now it felt like the entire school was trying to intervene in my life without even asking if I wanted them to. “It’s like I’m some kind of project now, huh?” My voice full of disbelif “Hey, no need to be so down about it,” she said, her voice softening a little. “You’re not a project. We’re just here because we care. Besides, when your friends show up to help, that means you’ve got people who are rooting for you, right?” Still didn't know how I felt about it all. Sure, they were being nice, but it was all so abrupt and overpowering. I hadn't even had a chance to settle down, and now it seemed like everyone was simply... there. "I didn't ask for a bunch of people to come running," I said, trying to hold my wrath at bay. "I'm not some fragile thing that needs constant supervision." Rainbow tilted her head, narrowing her eyes at me. “No one’s treating you like that, trust me. We’re all just worried, okay?” “I don’t need anyone to be worried about me,” I muttered. “I’m fine.” Responding as i crossed my arms and leaned on the bed. Im not a kiddo. Now that all of the girls are in the room together, the attention is on their reactions and the tension that is rising as they all try to digest the situation. I looked at all of them Rarity, Applejack, Fluttershy, and Pinkie standing in my room, awkward and stiff, waiting for someone else to say anything. The hush lasted for what seemed like forever. Finally, I could not take it anymore. I cleared my throat and sat up, attempting to ignore the aching headache that made everything look somewhat fuzzy. "Okay, I get it. This... this is all a mess." With a little raspy voice, I said "But can someone please just tell me what’s going on? Sitting here, unable to understand why everyone is so agitated, is terrible. I mean, why don't you just talk to each other?" The room became still again. Nobody had expected me to speak up, especially given how unstable the situation was. Pinkie shuffled uncomfortably on the spot, her bouncing enthusiasm gone. Rarity stared down at her shoes, while Fluttershy appeared to shrink back somewhat, as if wondering if she should say anything. Applejack sighed heavily, crossing her arms. “Let’s just say someone promised me something.” She glanced at Rainbow Dash, her gaze sharp. “She said she’d bring her team to the fair, but she didn’t show up, and then I was looking’ like a liar.” Rainbow Dash opened her mouth, but then froze, eyes widening as something clicked in her mind. "What do you mean i didnt show up" She shook her head, trying to piece things together. "You texted me, that you dont need me to come, so i just didnt come" Applejack’s face immediately went pale. "What That wasn’t me i was waiting for you then all day” Rainbow Dash’s brow furrowed, confusion mixing with frustration. “But it was from your number! I swear, I thought it was you, i got a text saying No need coming everything good here.” There was a brief pause before Fluttershy spoke up, her voice soft and cautious. "I... I was organizing a charity auction for animals in need," she said, clearly unsure how to proceed but determined to share. . “And then... Pinkie Pie set up fireworks. People got scared and the auction was ruined.” “But you texted me, Fluttershy! You told me to bring the fireworks, remember? You said it would bring more attention to the auction it was you decision i only did what you told me to do” Fluttershy blinked, clearly taken aback. “I didn’t… I didn’t send you any texts, Pinkie.” She looked at her phone, as if hoping to find some clarity. Rainbow Dash rubbed the back of her neck. “This whole thing doesn’t make sense. First, I get a text from Applejack’s saying I don’t need to come to the fair, and Pinkie gets texts from Fluttershy... but that wasn’t from her too .” The group exchanged nervous glances, unsure what to make of the scenario. They sensed something was not right, but no one knew who was to blame. The lightbulb in my head lit the pieces that started to fit together. "Wait, I think I know who might be behind this," I said, my knowledge hitting you like a bolt of lightning. "Do you know who I'm talking about? Applejack's eyes widened in disbelief as the room went silent for the tenth millionth time. "You do not mean..." Sunset Shimmer, do you?" Fluttershy’s eyes were downcast, her voice soft. “But... why? Why would she want to ruin our friendship?” Rainbow Dash’s jaw tightened, her frustration apparent. “That’s what she does. She loves stirring up problems. If she’s the one behind this, she’ll regret it.” “But this isn’t fun it’s just mean... Why would she do this, ruin our friendship that's to far even for her...” Pinkie said in soft sadden tone In response, I gave my neck a back rub. "I'm not sure, to be honest. It simply doesn't make sense. But it feels like she did it for a reason, as if she stands to benefit from it all. Applejack's eyes narrowed, clearly upset. "If Sunset is behind this, we need to clear things up," she stated, her voice firm. "Rainbow, I was blaming you for something you did not do. I'm sorry, Dash, I didn't know. Rainbow Dash looked at Applejack, a mixture of relief and frustration in her eyes. "It's alright, Applejack," she said, her voice softer than usual. "I get it wasn't your fault, you didnt even know. But I’m glad we’re on the same page now." Applejack gave a small, apologetic smile. "Thanks, sugarcube. I shouldn’t have jumped to conclusions." Rarity stepped forward, her usual cool demeanor replaced with something more heartfelt. "We’ve all made mistakes, darling. We’re all here now, ready to fix things. Together." Fluttershy nodded, her voice gentle. "We can’t let Sunset’s actions tear us apart. We’ve always been there for each other earlier and we’ll get through this, too." Looking at my pals made me feel warm and grateful, but then I coughed, and it hit me again: I'm sick. And they are all here, in my room... in my home... This is aaaawkward. I tried to stop coughing, but the coughs kept coming, hard and terrible. My face flushed with shame as I noticed everyone's gaze fixed on me, their expressions of concern apparent. Applejack put her hand on my back, her voice warm but filled with concern. "Hey, take it easy there," she said gently. "You don't have to push yourself. I can tell you're feeling' pretty rough." Fluttershy, ever the caretaker, nodded and approached carefully. "You need to rest, okay? We'll handle the rest for you." She smiled at me reassuringly. Rainbow Dash looked at me, her brow furrowed, but there was no edge in her voice. "You’re sick; you shouldn’t be worried about all this drama." Rarity gave me a sympathetic look, her voice gentle but firm. "You really should rest. We’ll take care of everything for you," she said, her usual poise returning. "You don’t need to worry about Sunset or anything else right now. We’ll handle it." "Thanks, everyone," I said, my voice still a bit weak. "I really appreciate it." With a final glance at me, the group left the room, their encouraging words still resonating in my head. As the door clicked shut behind them, I let out a low sigh, thankful for their help. I sat back against my pillows, still feeling the heat from my fever. I couldn't help but wonder. How did Sunset get the entire gang to argue with each other? It did not make sense. She was skilled at stirring things up, but this felt different. It was as if she knew just how to turn them against each other. Was she really that evil, that determined to cause chaos? Or was there something deeper to it? What was she really after? The whole situation felt off, like there was more to it than just playing games. Whatever her reason, I knew one thing for sure, Sunset wasn’t going to get away with it.I took another dose of painkillers, the bitter taste lingering as I settled back into the bed. The dull ache in my head refused to go away, but at least I could think more clearly. Or maybe that wasn’t such a good thing. Do they really like me? Sometimes it's difficult to tell. I'd never been the one to make them laugh, or at least I couldn't recall when I had. It always appeared like I was the one causing problems or getting in the way. Every time something went wrong, I felt right in the thick of it. From the awkward occasions to the times when things didn't go as planned, I couldn't help but feel like I was more of a burden than anything else. And yet... they came to see me while I was ill. They were all here: Applejack, Rarity, Fluttershy, Pinkie Pie, and Rainbow. They all made an effort, despite everything. Even after everything happened, despite the chaos and disputes that had separated them, they were here to make sure I was okay. Perhaps they actually cared about me.But that question still lingered, hanging in the air like an unspoken truth Do they still want me around? After their friendship retruned will i be still the part of the group? They wont leave me right? My chest tightened at the notion of being left out and being alone again. I did not want to be a burden for them. I did not want to be the one who did more harm than good. But I couldn't help but feel like I belonged with them. Perhaps, despite my concerns, there was still a purpose they were here. Or maybe I had done nothing to deserve their generosity. Perhaps I hadn't amused them or been the most helpful friend. But something told me it didn't really matter. Friendship does not require you to be perfect or to always know what to do or say. It's about being present, even when things are difficult or chaotic. And I believe that was what they were showing me. Even though I still had my doubts, I felt a little lighter after taking a deep breath when I heard a gentle knock on my door. I didn't need to look to recognize my father. He constantly checked on me when I was ill, even if it was only to make sure I wasn't overdoing things. “Hey, kiddo,” he said, his voice calm but concerned as he poked his head into the room. “How are you feeling?” “I’m alright, Dad. Just... a little tired, you know? Still getting over this cold.” He nodded, entered the room, and closed the door behind him. He always did this when he didn't want to bother me too much. "Well, I just wanted to check in and make sure you were doing well. "You seem to have a lot on your mind, huh?" I shrugged and sat up a bit more straight, attempting to appear less depressed than I actually was. "Just thinking about stuff," I said, unsure whether I wanted to dig into it. "You know... friends, everything that's been going on." He sat down on the edge of my bed, looking at me with compassion and understanding. "I understand it. I've seen you all go through a lot this year. Friendship does not always make sense, particularly when things become complicated" For a minute, I stared at the floor, taking in his words. It was easy to become buried in my own thoughts and overthink things, but hearing my father's simple affirmation made me feel a little better. Perhaps everything wasn't as confused as it appeared. "Thanks, Dad," I replied slowly, looking into his eyes. He returned the smile by ruffling my hair. "Anytime, kiddo." Now, get some rest, okay? You have many people who care about you. I can see that in the way they watch out for you. "Do not forget that." His voice was gentle, his words a reminder of all the people who were rooting for me, even when it didn’t feel like it. I couldn’t help but feel a little warmth spread through me. His encouragement wasn’t just about feeling better—it was a reminder that I wasn’t alone, even when things felt overwhelming. He patted me on the head once more before standing up and looking over his shoulder. "I'll be downstairs in case you need anything" Despite the fact that my head ached, I nodded softly and tried to smile. He stepped out of the room, and the door very quietly clicked behind him .Applejack's words lingered in my head as I lay there, attempting to shake off the fatigue from my cold. "Fall Formal's in a few days," I couldn't help but wonder if I'd be healthy enough to go. The idea of missing such an important event (as significant as Applejack had told me) made me nervous, yet my body remained feeble. It had been a long time since I had felt this sick, and I wasn't sure how quickly I would recover. The lingering discomfort in my muscles indicated that I wouldn't be sprinting around anytime soon. Will I be healthy enough to appreciate it? To be with my friends, have fun, and forget about the drama that had been swirling around us? The entire situation felt like a gigantic question mark, leaving me more perplexed than I wanted to admit. I peered out the window, the sky becoming darker as night fell. I'll get better, I reasoned, my determination growing stronger. I have to. I do not want to miss this. The Fall Formal was intended to be a time for everyone to get together, leave the mess behind, and simply enjoy the night. But would things be the same if I wasn't there? Could they still enjoy it?I'm not going to sit here and mop about it, I promised myself. I will find a way to improve. I don't want to be unhappy all the time. I have a lot of things to sort out, but I don't want to get trapped in my mind over it. Perhaps the Fall Formal won't solve anything. Maybe it won't make things better. However, it was something I could look forward to.I'd been sleeping for most of the day, except for when the girls came by to check on me. But even after they went, I fell asleep again. My body body was exhausted, and all I wanted was to get out of the cloud that had descended over me. The room was now quiet, but for the occasional creak of the house. My thoughts continued to wander, but sleep dragged me back in, the weight of my eyelids making it impossible to stay awake. I let it to take me, the warmth of the blankets wrapping about me like a comforting cocoon. As I fell deeper into a cloud of slumber, the world around me seemed to fade away. The noises, the weight of my body, and even the lingering soreness in my muscles melted away. I found myself falling into another realm, a dream that felt strangely distant, like if I had lost control. It was a world that excluded me, but I was there, watching. Though it wasn't the exact location I recognized, I was standing at the cafeteria's edge. The colors were dimmer, and the regular chatter appeared muffled, as if I wasn't actually present. I peered across the room and noticed Rainbow Dash, Rarity, Pinkie Pie, Applejack, and Fluttershy seated together. They were smiling, their faces lit up with joy, and they felt so alive at the time. The joy they shared was evident, free of drama and tension. However, there was a difference. Someone sat alongside them at the table. A girl with purple hair that I didn't recognize. She seemed to fit right in, laughing among them as if she had always been there. As I watched them, I felt a strange knot form in my chest since everyone seemed so comfortable with her. Their laughter filled the room, but it felt like a distant echo, and I found myself shrinking back, almost invisible. TThey were happy. So happy. Without me. I wanted to tell myself that it didn't matter, that it was all a dream, but the pain was too deep. The terrible anguish of knowing I wasn't there, that they didn't need me, sank into my chest like a weight I couldn't shake. For a time, I felt as if I did not exist in their universe. Not in this timeframe, nor in this version of their lives. Someone else took my place at the table someone who seemed to fit right in. As I stood there, watching them, I attempted to figure out why I wasn't part of this scene. Had I been forgotten? Did they even remember me, or had I simply faded into the background, left behind by time and choices? I reached out, hoping to grasp the vision of them, but it slid through my fingertips. I felt the weight of the anguish, but it was swiftly replaced by a peculiar sense of detachment, as if I were being pushed away from this reality. But suddenly, something changed. For a brief period, the fading image froze, and I saw myself again, although not quite the same. In the cafeteria's blur, my shape materialized, going purposefully toward the table. It was me, but not quite. There was a peculiar, unexpected warmth in the scene that hadn't there previously. And then I saw her—someone holding my hand. She stood next me, like if we were a part of the same reality. She was one of the girls I knew, but her presence felt weirdly soothing. Her face was blurry, but her hand felt warm and grounded, as if she belonged with me at this moment. It was as if I saw myself differently. Not alone. Not forgotten. With someone. We went ahead toward the table, toward the females, but my movements were not hesitant or uncertain. I wasn't standing on the outside looking in, but rather walking into the scene as if I had always belonged there. I looked around at the others, and their smiles did not fade. They didn't look surprised or outraged; instead, they appeared satisfied and happy, happy to see me.... Then me and the girl got to the table. This was a place i belonged.. as if everything had come together in one brief moment. It was about being a part of something, being noticed and embraced. But before I could fully belive it, the image blurred again, slipping away from me .The dream was getting darker , and my sense of calm began to dissipate.The warmth of thius girl palm, which convinced me that I wasn't alone, faded. In that moment, I felt a bittersweet pang, knowing that this was just a dream, a glimpse of what could be rather than what was and most likely will not be true. Author's Note This chapter was very bad to write tbh, the first 3 went fluent this one was way way worse i had to get back to movie and see how sunset got them seperated i only put apple-rainbow dash and pinkie-fluttershy drama i think the girls understand other quarrels were also sunset action, also this chapter is shorter, the awaited fall formal is coming get ready for it //-------------------------------------------------------// Sick Days and Unexpected Friend (R) //-------------------------------------------------------// Sick Days and Unexpected Friend (R) Blinking against the light pouring into my room, I woke up. Stretching my arms over my head, I felt the stiffness in my muscles groan, a sharp reminder of the previous few days spent sick in bed. "Man," I muttered, my voice raspy from inactivity, "those five days of being sick were brutal." " I massaged my face and gave a long sigh. Still, the medicine that the girls brought me must have worked. I wasn't feeling fantastic yet, but there was a definite improvement. My energy was returning gradually, but it was there. I sat on the edge of the bed, still feeling the same heaviness in my limbs. My body was definitely hesitant to forget how much it had been through. However, laying in bed all day was no longer an option. I needed to shake it off. I looked toward the restroom, silently preparing myself for the short journey. "C'mon,"you've got this." The first few steps were slow, like wading through molasses, but as I reached the bathroom and turned on the shower, the sound of flowing water provided a strange sense of relief. I stepped beneath the hot stream, and it was like instant relief. The warmth penetrated my stiff shoulders, and the steam filled my lungs, making breathing a little easier. I lowered my head and closed my eyes as the water washed over me. It felt as if the pain and grogginess were being washed away one drop at a time. Standing there, I thought of the girls: Applejack, Rarity, Rainbow Dash, Pinkie Pie, and Fluttershy. They had all been there for me throughout these difficult few days. Bringing medicine, checking in, and ensuring that I wasn't hanging in sickness alone. It was humbling. I didn't think I had this much of an impact on them, but their kindness proved otherwise. They'd been so keen on looking out for me that it didn't even occur to them. That type of care? I wasn't used to it, but it felt great. It was more than pleasant; it felt safe. After what seemed like an eternity, I turned off the shower and dried myself in front of the mirror. My reflection wasn't really inspiring. My hair was a mess, and my face was still a little pale. "Not great," I whispered, lightly grinning at myself, "but not terrible either." It was development, and that was sufficient for now. I ran my fingers through my hair, trying to control it, before exiting and returning to my room. The sunlight streaming through the window was bright and pleasant, a dramatic contrast to how I'd felt the previous few days. For the first time in what seemed like forever, I felt like I could breathe without being dragged down by tiredness. Something about the way the light illuminated the place caused me to hesitate. It seemed like a new beginning, like the cosmos was gently urging me onward. As I stood there, I was thinking about the Fall Formal. It was coming up soon, as Applejack had told me yesterday. It was meant to be a huge night where everyone got dressed up, danced, and forgot about their daily problems. But will I be ready? Would I be able to enjoy it, let alone make it? The notion of missing out caused a strange knot in my gut. It wasn't enough to just be ther you had to be there with them. They'd all lately patched things up, and I couldn't help but wonder if I'd still fit in with them after things were settled. Shaking the head brushed the thoughts away. There was no point in overthinking it right now, so I took a clean pair of clothing from my closet and pulled them on, pausing to appreciate the simple act of getting dressed without seeming like a work. With my hair still moist from the shower, I ran my hand over it one last time before coming downstairs. The smell of coffee came from the kitchen, and I could hear my father humming an old tune. It was reassuring—a small taste of normalcy after feeling as if I had been out of the world for days. When I stepped into the kitchen, my father looked up from his cup, a warm smile on his face. "Well, look who's finally up and moving," he joked. "How're you feeling, champ?" ” With a shrug, I leaned on the counter. "Definitely better than I was. However 100 percent good ."He nodded, his eyes studying me as if he were doing his own assessment. "You've looked worse," he smirked, then said more seriously, "but it's good to see you up. Those girls of yours did a great job looking after you. You're lucky to have them." He caught me off guard by saying it so nonchalantly. "Yeah, they're…something else," I said hesitantly. Dad set down his coffee and went over, ruffling my hair as he frequently did to lighten the mood. "Remember, kiddo, it does not matter how much you give back. People may care about you simply because they do. No strings attached." I tilted my head to absorb his words. He patted my shoulder before walking out the door, leaving me to mull about the situation. After he left, I grabbed a slice of toast from the counter and munched on it absentmindedly. My father was correct—those girls owed me nothing, yet they had been there for me without hesitation. Why was it so difficult for me to understand? Maybe I'd spent too much time thinking I was a burden to others.While I was eating, I thought of Applejack's reference to the Fall Formal. The prospect of everyone getting together, laughing and dancing, was both exciting and terrifying. A chance to simply be a part of something. But, at the same time, I couldn't help but wonder if, now that the girls had got along, I would still fit in. The only way to find out. On the next day, I awoke ten minutes before my alarm. That was new. My chest felt strangely light, as if I was anticipating something. Happiness? Was I really looking forward to meeting my friends at school? The thought astonished me. Why should I be delighted to see them? It wasn't like I had done anything to earn their goodwill, but they had stuck around. Pushing the sleep from my eyes, I rolled out of bed and shook off the thought. A shower felt like the ideal way to clear my head, so I took my towel and entered the bathroom. The warm water felt lovely on my skin, removing the remains of sleep and any remaining worries. I stood in front of the mirror, brushing my damp hair. My reflection did not seem as fatigued as it had on previous days—perhaps the medicine was working. Back in my room, I put on my customary pants and hoodie. Nothing extravagant. I looked over at the small photo frame on my desk featuring my mother's smiling face. Her warm expression stared back at me, caught in time. I moved up and stroked the edge of the frame, the weight of her absence falling on me like it always did. "I still miss you," I whispered softly, barely audible. It was not much, but it was something , feeling a little more stable, and made my way to the kitchen. I snatched a sandwich off the counter and shoved it in my mouth while putting on my shoes. Dad had already gone to work, and the house was silent save for the gentle ticking of the clocks. I swung my backpack over my shoulder. "Alright, let’s see how this day goes," I muttered to myself before walking out the door. The fresh morning air greeted me. My hair was flying in the fresh morning wind as I made my way to school down a familiar route when I spotted a figure up ahead. Her unique rainbow-colored hair gave away her identify quickly. Rainbow Dash walked confidently and rapidly. Just as I was ready to call her, she smiled and motioned me over. "Hey! "You're finally back on your feet," she said, slowing down to let me catch up. "Figured you'd be out for another day or two." “Yea, it was bad but I guess those meds the girls gave me worked i guess,” I replied with a small smile. “Ya goin to school too?” “Obviously,” she teased, giving me a playful nudge. “What, you thought I was gonna skip? Nah, i wouldnt" We fell into walk together, and the easy rhythm of our talk made the walk seem shorter. Rainbow talked about her soccer practice, her irritation with a friend who couldn't recall their formations, and her anticipation for an upcoming event. It was delightful just listening to her speak. She had a talent for making everything seem like the most significant and fascinating thing in the world. Eventually, there was a lull in the conversation, and I took advantage of the opportunity to express my thoughts. "So… How is the group doing now? "Everyone appeared to get along better the other day when you were at my hause" Rainbow looked at me, . "Oh, we're okay. Better than good, actually. After we talked it out and realized how Sunset messed our frienship , everything just... clicked again. As if we remembered why we became friends in the first place" "That's good to hear," I answered. "So, did you guys do anything about Sunset?" Are you confronting her or what? Rainbow shook her head, her expression becoming more contemplative. "Naaah, we didn’t. We spoke about her for a while, but really? I guess we figured it wasn't worth it. She'll do anything she wants, but that doesn't mean we have to let her get to us. , there isn't much she can do, right? We don't have to get revenge to be happpy." “That’s... surprisingly mature of you,” I said, raising an eyebrow. “Hey, I can be mature!” she shot back, “But yeah, it’s not about her. It’s about us" Thinking about what she had said, I nodded. It was encouraging to hear that they were doing well, even if the entire Sunset incident lingered like a shadow. We kept going, the school finally coming into view. As we got closer to the school, I noticed the group outside. They were gathered near the statue of the pony, which had caught my eye on my first day. They seemed so natural together, like something out of a picture-perfect friendship ad. They’d set up a blanket on the grass near the base of the statue, making it their makeshift hangout spot. Pinkie Pie was the first one I noticed, her infectious laughter carrying through the crisp morning air. She was doubled over, clutching her sides, clearly having just shared or heard something hilarious. Applejack sat with her back against the statue, her legs out in front of her, and her unique hat tilted low over her eyes. She looked to be resting, but the little rise and fall of her shoulders betrayed that she was merely listening to the conversation, her easygoing demeanor complimenting the mood of the event. Fluttershy was perched delicately on the edge of the blanket, her hands cradling what looked like a small notebook. She seemed content to observe the lively chatter, a soft smile on her face as she occasionally chimed in with a quiet comment. Rarity was sitting cross-legged, fussing with what appeared to be a scarf she was knitting—or maybe just fixing. Even while hanging out with friends, she somehow managed to exude elegance, every movement deliberate and graceful. Rainbow Dash next to me offered a small wave, which instantly drew Pinkie's attention. Pinkie jumped up, virtually jumping in place, and waved back joyfully. . "Hey! Look who decided to join the land of the living!" Rarity called out, her grin wide and welcoming. As we approached them, I giggled under my breath. The group's chemistry was so vivid and alive that it was difficult not to get drawn in.I said with a chuckle, "It was time to get back to "living," Rarity responded . "Oh, someone is in a good mood today," Rainbow chuckled, obviously enjoying the banter. But before I could even catch my breath, Pinkie Pie appeared out of nowhere, literally teleporting right in front of me, and enveloped me in one of her iconic bear embraces. I hardly had time to respond before her arms around me, gripping fiercely. "Welcome back!" Pinkie smiled, her voice full of joy, as if I had just returned from a lengthy vacation rather than being unwell for a few days. "I missed you!" I hesitated for a second, trying to figure out how she had moved so quickly. I gazed at her, half-confused. "Wait, how did you—?" But then it struck me. Pinkie Pie might've done something like that. She was Pinkie Pie, after all. I didn't need an explanation. It wasn't something that needed to make sense. With a deep laugh, I wrapped my arms around her and gave her a light squeeze in return. "You really know how to surprise me, huh?" "You bet I do!" she said, pulling back and grinning ear to ear. "I can already tell, you’re impossible to keep up with." Shaking my head at her energy Pinkie just giggled and twirled around. "I know! It’s my superpower!" she said, her smile wide and as bright as ever. After speaking with the group for a while, I finally made it to class. The hours appeared to pass more quickly than usual—probably because I was still adjusting to being back in the swing of things. My thoughts were fragmented, going from one thing to the next the Fall Formal, simply enjoying being around everyone again. It had been strange to be unwell and isolated from them for a few days.By the time the lunch bell rang, I was eager to meet up with the gang. As I made my way to the cafeteria, I could hear Pinkie's laughing ringing down the corridor. I was not surprised it looked like she was usually the one to bring the enthusiasm wherever she was. When I entered the cafeteria, I noticed the gang sitting at their table. Pinkie was in her usual spot, making jokes and keeping things light. Applejack was sitting back in her chair, appearing as calm as usual. Fluttershy was quietly giggling at something Rarity had said, her smile warm and kind. I could not help but feel warm. I walked over to the table and looked at them all. Pinkie waved joyfully as soon as she saw me, her grin as wide as usual. . “There you are! I saved you a seat!” she called out, patting the empty chair beside her. Rarity chimed in, her voice light and teasing. “And I must say, you’ve certainly got quite the flair today. Is that the ‘I’m back and better than ever’ look?” She gave me an exaggerated once-over, making me chuckle. I couldn't contain my laughter. "I suppose I just woke up in a good mood," I murmured, feeling the corners of my mouth curl into a grin. "Not every day you get to see all of you in school after being stuck in bed for so long, and i mean all of you at one place" “You’re not the only one!” Pinkie Pie exclaimed, her eyes sparkling with excitement. Rarity leaned closer lowering her voice dramatically. “I must admit I’ve been working on a few ideas for the dance on fall formal. And let’s just say, I have a vision that’s going to take everyone’s breath away.” The fact that the girls were already living the fall formal made me laugh. "So, what's on the agenda for today?" I inquired, anxious to continue the conversation and drive the lingering thoughts about Sunset and the weird sms'es to the back of my mind, if only for a short time. Applejack shrugged, taking a sip of her drink. “Not much, just the usual school stuff. But I’ve got a feeling that after this week, we’re all gonna need some downtime to rest up for the big day.” She gave me a knowing smile.The cafeteria was buzzing with the normal midday bustle. As I bit into my sandwich, the conversation moved, as it frequently did with this bunch, from one issue to the next, like a river. Pinkie was discussing her plans for the Fall Formal, her zeal unstoppable as usual. “I’m thinking a huge confetti explosion right when the dance starts! It’ll be so epic!” she said, practically vibrating in her seat. Rarity tilted her head, considering the idea. “Well, I must say, I do love a dramatic entrance, but perhaps something a little more refined would suit the occasion?” “Oh, come on, Rarity!” Rainbow Dash said with a grin. “You know the crazier = more awsome we like that. Besides, no one does dramatic like Pinkie.” “True,” I added with a laugh. “I can’t really see the something like Fall Formal without a little bit of chaos, honestly.” Pinkie clapped her hands together, her eyes lighting up. “Exactly! See? I knew you’d get it!” Applejack leaned back in her chair, shaking her head with a chuckle. “Y’all have fun with your confetti explosions and fancy decor. I’ll be over here making sure the food’s good . Gotta keep it simple, y’know?” We all laughed together, the sound easy and comfortable, like no time had passed since everything had started to feel uncertain. As the conversation continued, I found myself watching the others more closely—Pinkie’s unbridled enthusiasm, Rainbow’s laid-back energy mixed with determination, Rarity’s touch of elegance even in casual moments, Applejack’s grounded nature, and Fluttershy’s soft-spoken yet reassuring presence. There was something about the way they all interacted that made me feel like I belonged, like I could be part of something meaningful again. And then, the feeling of unease hit me again, sharp and sudden. Sunset Shimmer. Despite my best efforts, I couldn't stop thinking about her. I had no idea what her deal was or why she had caused so much uncertainty, but I couldn't shake the feeling that something wasn't quite right. My thoughts must have been visible on my face, since Pinkie Pie, the ever-observant one, came in closer, her eyes wide with concern. “You okay?” she asked softly, her usual energy replaced with something more gentle. “You kinda zoned out there.” Pulling myself out of my thoughts. i replied “Yeah, sorry, just... thinking.” Pinkie gave me a thoughtful look, but then her smile returned, warm and understanding. “Well, you know you can always talk to us if something’s bothering you, right?” The sincerity in her voice made something inside me loosen. I smiled back, more genuinely this time. “Thanks, Pinkie. I’ll be alright. Just... need a little time, I guess Just, uh, maybe no confetti explosions just yet,” I joked, trying to shift the mood. Pinkie Pie’s eyes twinkled with mischief. “Oh, I’m sure we can figure out a way to ease into that,” she said, winking. Rarity chimed in with a sly smile. “If there’s confetti, darling, there must also be some sparkle and shine. Perhaps we can make a glittering confetti explosion?” “Now that’s more like it,” Rainbow Dash grinned, high-fiving Rarity. We all burst out laughing again, the tension from earlier slipping away with every joke and comment. But, even with the warmth of my friends around me, a small, quiet voice in the back of my mind cautioned me that not all was as it seemed. The gentle whisper of doubt—the shadow of what had happened with Sunset—was still present. I couldn't shake it. Then the bell rung again to signify the conclusion of lunch. The group gathered their things, and the relaxed talk resumed as we all proceeded to class. A girl was ahead of me as I was moving down the hallway. She was standing near the lockers with her back to me, yet something about her piqued my interest. She had an uneasy, almost lost look on her face, as if she wasn't sure where to go next or who to talk to, like she was in wrong school. It made me think if she was new, like I had been not long ago. Something about her felt familiar. Her purple hair, with that unmistakable stripe of pink, reminded me of someone, but I couldn't quite place it.. It was a style I’d seen before, but where? I wasn’t sure, but the memory gnawed at me. I continued walking, my eyes lingering on her for just a moment longer. There was something about the way she carried herself, like she was still trying to figure out where she fit in. Maybe I was just imagining it, but I felt a strange sense of déjà vu. Getting closer to her she turned slightly and looked in my eyes and I saw her hesitation. She quickly looked down, the tip of her shoe scuffing against the floor. There was a slight blush on her face, and I could tell she was nervous. “Hey,” Getting all the courage i had in me stepping to her, offering a small, smile. “Are you new here?” I should make some new friends, this one has empty account she doesnt know about me. She looked up at me with wide eyes, then nodded slowly. “Yeah you can say that, I’m just... trying to figure everything out.” She bit her lip nervously playing with her fingers like she wasn't used to them...The familiarity hit me again. This girl looked so much like..... the one in my dream , it couldn’t be. It couldn’t be her, right? Dreams are dreams not something real. “Don’t worry, it gets easy once you’ve been here a little while. I'm new here myself, i know how it feels" I said jonkingly She gave a small, relieved smile, though I could tell she was still a little on edge. “Thanks. I’m Twilight Sparkle. It’s nice to meet you.” Twilight Sparkle. . There was something familiar about that name. But i cant remember like I knew I'd heard it before. Maybe in a class or from someone else? Did somebody was talking about her before? I just saw her somewhere i swear. “It’s nice to meet you, Twilight,” I said, my smile a little more genuine. “I can show you around if you need it. I know what it’s like to be new.” Just like applejack on my first day haha Twilight shook her head quickly, a faint blush creeping up her neck as she adjusted her backpack straps. “No, no, it’s okay. I, uh, need to uhhhh take care of something first?” she said, her voice a little hurried but still polite. “Alright twilight just sayin” trying to be understanding. “If you change your mind, I’m around.” hoping it would ease some of the tension I could see in her shoulders i gave her a smile. Twilight offered a brief nod, nervously toying with the edge of her bag while looking at the clock on the wall. "Thanks," she said quietly before turning and swiftly walking down the hallway. Watching her leave made the feeling of familiarity grew stronger. Something about her—her name, her appearance, even the way she avoided eye contact—felt more than coincidental. Have I seen her before? Was it anything deeper? Something to do with the peculiar vibe I'd been having since my first day here? The rang, signaling the end of class, and I walked out into the hall, feeling as if I had not covered much of the topic. My mind kept returning to my interactions with Twilight Sparkle. Something about her stuck with me. I went to the gym, thinking it was the greatest place to meet the girls. Perhaps they were already preparing the Fall Formal decorations or making last-minute plans. I pushed the gym doors open and walked inside. Sure enough, the place was bustling with activity. The girls were present, including Applejack, Rarity, Pinkie, and Fluttershy, who were all busy getting ready for the event. Twilight was also there... She was standing near a table, carefully placing some decorations, her forehead wrinkled with concentration. Her purple hair was a little unkempt, but that didn't bother her. She seemed entirely concentrated on the task at hand, but there was a sense of unease around her, as if she didn't quite feel at home. I paused at the doorway, watching her. Something about her made me want to walk over and chat to her again, but I didn't want to disrupt what she was doing. “Hey, look who finally made it!” Pinkie’s voice broke through my thoughts, and I turned to find her waving me over enthusiastically. Grinning, I approached them. "Hello, Pinkie. "How are things going, i see you did a great job with decorations" I inquired, surveying the gym as I did. “Oh, it’s going great! But you know, we’ve still got so much to do if we want everything perfect for the Fall Formal!” Pinkie said, practically bouncing with energy. “Come on, help us out! We’re gonna make this the best formal ever!” As I reached the table, I noticed Rarity adjusting a giant banner reading "Fall Formal: A Night to Remember." She greeted me with a bright smile. "Darling, I'm pleased you could join us! "We could use your impeccable taste in decorating." Fluttershy was nearby, carefully handling some flowers that she was arranging for a centerpiece. She looked up at me and smiled shyly. "It’s... looking good, don’t you think?" “It’s looking amazing. You girls have done a lot already.” Twilight, still working in her corner, looked up when she heard my voice. Her eyes widened for a second before she hastily looked down at her hands, evidently attempting to appear casual. "Oh... uh, hey," she murmured slowly, as if she wasn't sure how to respond yet.There was a little gap before someone spoke again. Twilight was toying with a strand of her hair, looking up at me every now and then, evidently uncomfortable in the crowded surroundings. I could tell she was still looking for her place. "Everything going okay?" In an attempt to calm her down, I inquired, but I was also interested in how she had gotten here with the girls. She nodded, though it was a little hesitant. “Yeah, I’m just helping out. It’s... it’s nice to do something, you know? I didn’t want to just... stand around.” Twilight’s voice trailed off, and she glanced at the group, as if unsure of what to say next. Rarity beamed at her. “Twilight’s been a great help. She really knows how to put things together.” Her praise was genuine, but there was a slight curiosity in her eyes as she studied Twilight. I couldn't help wondering what her tale was. What was it about her that reminded me of someone I'd seen before? Why was she so determined to stay associated with the girls , despite clearly feeling out of place? The squad were exchanging covert glances, and the normal easygoing atmosphere seemed a little more strained than I remembered. Applejack was arranging a tablecloth, her normal laid-back disposition replaced by something approaching to impatience. Pinkie was still bouncing around, but her smile did not reach her eyes as it often did. Rarity, who was always so serene, kept looking at the clock, as if she was concerned about something. Even Fluttershy, who typically emanated serenity, appeared to be holding back her soft temperament slightly. Something was definitely off. "I know the Fall Formal’s got a lot on your minds, but you’re all acting... weird," trying to seem casual yet strong. "You know you can rely on me, right? Whatever is going on, I can help. "What's going on?" The instant the words left my mouth, the air in the gym seemed to shift. The girls exchanged eyes again, this time with increased anxiety. Pinkie's smile faltered for a second before she cautiously set down the decorations she was carrying. Applejack sighed, crossed her arms over her chest, and gazed at me with a mix of concern and frustration. "Ah didn’t want to say nothin’, but..." Applejack started, but she hesitated, clearly not sure where to begin. Rarity looked at me with a deep breath, her eyes softening a little. “It’s not that we don’t trust you, darling,” she said, choosing her words carefully. “But... some things are just... hard to explain.” Twilight, who had been standing to the side, suddenly appeared more concentrated. Her gaze moved between the group and me, and she shuffled nervously before speaking out for the first time. "Sunset Shimmer" made a shiver run down my spine. I had anticipated something like this, but hearing Twilight say the term so solemnly made things seem more real. "What do you mean?" "What has she been doing?" Before Twilight could answer, Pinkie Pie bounced into the conversation, her usual bubbly energy taking over. “Sooo, Twilight wants to win the Fall Formal Queen crown from Sunset!” Pinkie exclaimed, her eyes sparkling with excitement. “Sunset’s won it every year, right? But this year, it’s different! It’s Twilight’s crown—Sunset stole it from her! And then Fluttershy found it on the floor in front of the school and wanted to return it to principal office. Now, Twilight has to win the crown to get it back! It’s her crown, not Sunset’s! And we’re gonna help her get it!” Twilight’s cheeks flushed a little at Pinkie’s rapid-fire explanation, but she nodded, her eyes hardening with determination. "That’s right. Sunset has stolen the crown from me and want to use it also she’s been manipulating people for too long and I can’t let her keep doing that." I leaned forward, her brow furrowing. "So, this isn’t just about the title, huh? This is about takin’ back what was stolen." "Exactly," Twilight replied, her voice steady. "It’s not about winning for the fame or the crown itself showing that Sunset can’t just take whatever she wants." Fluttershy looked a little uncomfortable but spoke up softly. "But… what if she tries to stop you? Sunset’s doesnt exaclu play fair" Twilight gave a reassuring smile to Fluttershy. "I’m not going to back down. I know Sunset will try to pull something" Pinkie jumped in with her usual enthusiasm. "That’s right! Together, we’re unstoppable!" She threw her arms out dramatically. "We’ve got the power of friendship, and that’s way stronger than any crown!" Applejack cracked a grin, finally uncrossing her arms. "Alright then. Let’s show Sunset that she can't just mess with our friendship and get away with it." The group exchanged determined stares, and I could sense the energy shift. Twilight's cause was more than just the crown. It was about taking back what was rightly hers and standing up to Sunset's control over their institution. This was not going to be simple, but it was obvious they were up for the challenge. Rarity, who had been patiently listening, rose up and straightened her scarf with thoughtful eyes. "Darling, I believe we should bring our heads together and devise a proper strategy for Twilight to win the crown. We cannot rely solely on hope. Sunset will be playing dirty, and we must be prepared for anything." "Agreed," Applejack nodded, her hands on her hips. "We can’t leave anythin to chance." Twilight looked a little overwhelmed by the attention, but the warmth in her eyes was unmistakable. "I don’t want to make this a big spectacle. I just want to win because it's right. But I do appreciate your help." Pinkie Pie bounced excitedly in place. "Ooh! I have the perfect place! A bakery! It’s cozy, and we can eat cake while planning! Who doesn’t love cake?!" she said, her eyes sparkling. "Pinkie, that’s a fantastic idea," Rarity chimed in, her eyes lighting up. "Not only will it give us a chance think about a plan , but we can enjoy some delicious treats" "I’m in," Rainbow Dash said, grinning. "As long as there’s something delicus, count me in." With growing enthusiasm, the others nodded in agreement. However, while they all discussed the bakery and the strategy, I couldn't help but feel out of place. I stood there quietly, unsure of how I fit into this. No one had asked if I was coming, which made me feel... a little invisible. Applejack may have seen my uncertainty because she looked at me from across the gathering. Her look softened, and she approached me. "Hey, you comin' with us, dont even think otherwise" she asked, her tone warm but direct. "You’re part of this too, y'know." The others turned to me as well, waiting for my answer. I wasn’t sure how I fit into their plan, but I didn’t want to be left out either. "Yeah, I’ll come," I said, forcing a smile. "I’ll help however I can." Rainbow Dash punched the air in victory. "Great! More cake for all of us then!" She was already in her usual upbeat mood. "That’s the spirit!" Pinkie cheered, her enthusiasm contagious. I wasn't sure if I was simply following along or if I was still wanted. It wasn't that I didn't want to be with them—I did—but I couldn't shake this nagging ache in my chest. It felt like I didn't belong, as if they were just being courteous by including me. I wasn't sure why I felt this way, but it made it difficult to concentrate in class. The lessons dragged on, merging together in a haze of scribbled notes and half-hearted attempts to concentrate. I couldn't help but feel as if I was missing something, like there was a gap between myself and everyone else that I couldn't quite bridge. The chatter of the other students around me appeared distant, as if it were happening on the other side of a thick wall. I looked up at the clock, just partially aware that the lesson was still being taught. The second bell rung, signifying the finish of class, but I scarcely noticed it. I stood up from my seat, my body working on autopilot as I gathered my belongings and exited the room. By the time I got to my last two classes, I was already zoning out, my thoughts drifting far away. I sat at my desk, hands resting on the edge as I leaned forward, gazing down at the desk in front of me. My mind kept returning to the same place—the girls, the plan, and that feeling of uncertainty that lingered. Even though I was seated with the others and was involved in their plans, I felt as if I was still on the outside looking in. Did they truly want me to be there? Or were they simply being polite because they felt sorry for me? Perhaps I was simply another bystander in their realm of friendship, someone they didn't really need but accepted anyhow. I shook my head, attempting to clear my thoughts. When the last class concluded, I took out my phone and sent a quick message to my father. Going with some friends to the bakery after school. Don’t worry, I’ll be fine. For a moment, I stared at the message, questioning whether I had been honest. I wasn't quite certain that everything would be fine. Would they actually want me there? But I pushed send before I could think about it. A moment later, my phone buzzed with a reply. 👍 It was brief, but I could see he wasn't worried. He was never one for long texts, but the emoji made me feel as if he was simply giving me the space I needed. I put my phone back in my pocket and slung my backpack over my shoulder. The corridor was busy with students leaving for the day, but I barely noticed. My feet proceeded on their own, taking the familiar path out of the school and into the late afternoon sun. The sky was a mellow orange, and was starting to fall lower, leaving long shadows on the walkway. The bakery appeared at the end of the street, with a beautiful glow of warm lights flowing from the windows. A few others lingered outside, conversing and enjoying the afternoon, but the closer I got, the more nervous I became. I was going in, but for some reason, it felt like a larger step than I had anticipated. As I opened the door, the warm fragrance of fresh pastries and coffee greeted me, pleasant and familiar, but yet odd. I stepped inside and looked around for the girls. The bakery was cozy, with little circular tables and comfortable chairs. The sound of quiet chatting and clinking dishes produced a relaxing ambiance, and for a little while, I felt some comfort. The girls were already present, seated at a large table near the window. They waved me over as I walked closer them, Pinkie leaping up first with her typical glee. We heard footsteps approaching from behind. We all turned just in time to see Twilight, who was holding a small carton of ice cream and smiling nervously. "I got... some ice cream for everyone," she said, though she looked a little distracted. Her foot caught on the edge of the rug, forcing her to stumble as she approached the table. In an instant, the ice cream container flew out of her grasp and landed directly on the coat of a man standing close. The man, none other than Flash Sentry, was frozen in place, eyes wide as ice cream spilled across his jacket. "Oh my gosh!" Twilight exclaimed, looking horrified. "I—I didn’t mean to!" The ice cream slowly dripped down Flash’s coat, and he blinked a few times, clearly caught off guard. The moment hung in the air for a few seconds before Flash broke into a laugh. "Well, that’s one way to get my attention," grinning as he wiped some of the ice cream off his sleeve. "It’s okay, Twilight. No harm done!" Twilight looked like she wanted to disappear into the ground, her face turning bright red. "I’m so sorry, Flash! I didn’t even see you there." "It’s fine, really," Flash replied with a chuckle. "Could’ve been worse—at least it wasn’t hot chocolate." Twilight let out a small, embarrassed laugh. "Yeah, that would’ve been worse, haha?" The girls around the table started laughing, and I couldn't help but smile at the sight. Twilight was obviously mortified, but Flash appeared entirely unconcerned, even making light of the situation. "Do you want a napkin or something?" Flash offered, trying to make Twilight feel less awkward. "I... I think I’m okay," she said, still looking apologetic. The atmosphere has become a little lighter. It was one of those strange, unexpected events that appeared to occur only when this gathering of people was around. Twilight sat down, slightly flustered but with a faint smile. As I watched Flash giggle over the ice cream incident, I couldn't help but feel nervous. I'd seen him a few times around campus, primarily in passing, and something about his gaze disturbed me. Sometimes I'd catch him glancing at me from across the hall or in class, and it always felt... strange. His appearance was not exactly pleasant. It made me question if I'd done something wrong or if he simply didn't like me. Turning to Twilight, trying to mask the discomfort I felt. "Do you know him, Twilight?", watching as she tried to calm down from her embarrassing slip. Twilight paused for a moment, her expression a little more serious than I expected. "Oh, Flash?" she said, glancing up at me. "Yeah, we've talked before. He's actually pretty nice, just... maybe a little... awkward? sometimes." She gave a small, reassuring smile, but I couldn't help but notice that she seemed slightly hesitant when mentioning his name. I returned my gaze to Flash, who was now seated at another table, attempting to wipe up the mess left by his coat. I wasn't sure what to make of the entire affair. Every time I saw him, I sensed tension between us, but I couldn't figure out why. It was probably nothing, true? It's only my imagination. I shook my head, attempting to focus on the conversation at hand. Whatever it was, I didn't want to get involved in it. There were more important things to think about, such as Twilight's plans for the Fall Formal and anything she needed to discuss with me in the morning. I sat next to Twilight, trying to concentrate on the talk, but I couldn't help but notice Flash watching me from across the room. Every time our gazes connected, I could see fury in his eyes. I attempted to ignore it, but it was difficult not to notice. He seemed to be upset about something, and I couldn't figure out why. For the time being, I've resolved to ignore my uneasy feelings and not dwell on them. Twilight was talking to the girls again, while Flash was preoccupied with his coat. Perhaps it was only one of those strange school moments that will pass.Returning my attention to Twilight, who was taking notes as the girls avidly discussed ideas for the Fall Formal. The conversation was exciting, but their ideas weren't exactly... great. "How about we start with an apple-themed event?" Applejack suggested, her face bright with enthusiasm. "We can have a pie-eating contest, and people can vote for who does the best pie." The other girls nodded, but I could tell from their expressions that they weren't really convinced. The concept was appealing, but I could already tell it was not going to change anything. They needed something with a little more impact. Next, Rarity piped up with her own suggestion. "How about a fashion show? We could showcase all the school’s best styles, and maybe offer free makeovers for anyone who’s interested!" Pinkie jumped in, waving her arms around. "And we could have a confetti cannon ready! Make it POP!" she said with a grin, as if that would somehow turn everything into a magical event. Twilight scribbled down their suggestions, appearing serious, but I could see hesitancy in her eyes. It was evident that their notions were a little off the mark. I had no notion what their plan was, other than to fling ideas around without a coherent vision. As the group continued to make comments, I began to believe I had a better concept, one that would stand out and capture people's attention. However, none of them were stopping. It felt like the room was becoming overcrowded with ideas, and they were beginning to blur together into a chaos. I couldn’t help it. I leaned back in my chair, jokingly tossing out an idea. "What about a musical in the cafeteria? You know, with tails and pony ears?" grinned, half expecting everyone to laugh, assuming it was simply a silly joke. But to my surprise, they all fell silent. Every single one of them paused what they were saying and looked at me, their faces lit up with enthusiasm. Twilight blinked many times, her eyes widening. . "Wait... that’s... actually not a bad idea." I sat up straight, blinking at her in disbelief. "What? I was just joking," I said, shaking my head. But the girls had already started thinking about it. Pinkie Pie's face lights up like a Christmas tree, with her hands clenched together. "That would be sooooo fun! We can even have people sing and dance! " Rarity, looking slightly skeptical but intrigued, added, "We could make it a whole performance with costumes. A bit unconventional, but it could work." It was wild. I was joking, but the notion seems to have stirred something in the group. Perhaps it was the sheer silliness of it all, but it no longer seemed so unattainable. If they were really serious, this may potentially tip the scale in Twilight's favor. I leaned back in my seat, startled by how rapidly things had changed. Perhaps this notion isn't so outlandish after all. Perhaps it was precisely what they needed. The girls talked passionately about the musical idea, but my mind came back to Sunset. She was unpredictable, devious, and capable of derailing our goals. I knew she wouldn't let Twilight take the crown without a struggle. Twilight seemed more hopeful than she had all day. But as I thought about it, a sinking feeling overcame me. It wasn't just about the performance; it was about preventing Sunset from sabotaging it before it even began. I hesitated for a second, unsure if they even wanted more of my assistance. I stood up, attracting the attention of the crowd. "Hey," I said, my voice solid yet slightly unsure. "I’ve been thinking... if we’re really going through with this musical thing, there’s still one problem." Twilight looked at me, her brow furrowed. "What do you mean? You think we can’t do it?" I shook my head. "No, I think we can. But Sunset will try to stop it. She’ll do everything she can to make sure you don’t win. ." The group fell quiet, the weight of my words sinking in. Applejack sighed, crossing her arms. "You’re right. Sunset’s not gonna let this go easily. We’re gonna need a way to keep her from messing things up."I bit my lip and glanced at Twilight. She appeared lost in thought, but she swiftly nodded. "We'll work this out together. But how do you suppose we'll keep Sunset out of the way?" I felt a sense of determination rise inside me. "Eh, what do I have to lose anyway?" I thought to myself, the decision becoming clearer by the second. "I can help you, ill get her mind occupied, you do what you need to do. Get her to back off when the musical starts." Twilight’s eyes widened. "You think you can do that?" Feeling a little uncertain, but determined, I shrugged. "It is worth a shot. You have all helped me; now it is my turn to aid you. If I can talk to her , you might be able to win fairly. She is not unbeatable." Applejack nodded, a small smile tugging at the corner of her lips. "You’re a good friend," she said, her voice warm. "I think it’s a great idea." The girls exchanged looks, each of them nodding in agreement. Rarity smiled at me, her eyes soft. "We’re all in this together," she said. "Thank you." Twilight looked at me, her expression full of gratitude. "This means a lot. I don’t know what we’d do without you." I gave them a small, half-smile, feeling a little nervous but proud of the choice I’d just made. "No problem. I’ll do whatever it takes to make sure Sunset doesn’t ruin this for you."As the girls began to discuss the specifics of the plan, I felt a weight lift from my shoulders. It was not going to be easy, but I was willing to do whatever it took. After what Sunset had done to them, it was time for someone to stand up to her. And perhaps that someone would be me. I was so engrossed in my thoughts that I didn't see there was someone sitting beside Twilight. But then, out of nowhere, a small purple dog with green spiky fur jumped up onto the sofa between us. The dog glanced at me with brilliant eyes before giving out a piercing bark that startled me. "What the—?" my eyes became wide. Twilight turned to me with a small laugh. "Oh! That’s just Spike," she explained, gently scratching the little dog’s head. "He’s my dog. He’s really friendly, I promise." Spike’s tail wagged rapidly as he nudged my arm, clearly eager for attention. I felt a little awkward at first, but Twilight smiled warmly, clearly used to Spike’s antics. "Hey there, little guy," With caution, I said as I reached down to pet him. He quickly rolled onto his back, belly up, and looked at me expectantly. His little body was surprisingly soft, and when I stroked behind his ears, he let out a delighted little yelp, similar to a purr. "Looks like he’s made a friend already," Twilight teased gently. "Yeah, guess so," I replied, feeling more relaxed as Spike leaned into my hand, clearly enjoying the attention. "He’s a good dra-dog. He’s always got to make an entrance." Twilight smiled and shook her head. Spike barked again, wagging his tail even harder. It was hard not to smile at his goofy energy. “Okay, Spike, we’re gonna work on a plan now,” Twilight replied, gently pulling him from her lap. He let out one more bark before hopping to the floor and laying down with a satisfied sigh. The girls were all on board with the idea, and it appeared like we had finally found something that could work. Pinkie, as usual, had a surprising amount of information, and it turned out she knew Sunset's number. She handed it to me while smiling mischievously. Taking a deep breath, I realized this was the next important step. The plan was set: Twilight would perform the show, and I'd phone Sunset to toy with her. I'd keep her away till the end of the song, making sure she didn't interfere with anything. "I’ll text her and tell her I want to mess with Twilight, too. Make her think I’m on her side, that i dont trust you twilight and want to get to you ," I said, glancing at Twilight and the others. "I’ll keep her distracted until the song ends . It’s the perfect setup." Twilight nodded, her usual calm demeanor taking over. "That could work, but we have to be careful. Sunset's tricky, and she’ll probably try to find a way to sabotage everything once she realizes what we’re up to." Pinkie jumped in, practically bouncing with excitement. "Don’t worry! We’ve got it all covered. You’ll get her right where we want her." I took out my phone and quickly texted Sunset. "Hey, I know you're going to be busy tomorrow, but I can't tolerate this purple girl being the queen of fall formal, we can make a deal: you won't bother me for a while, and you get what you want. We can trick her into believing she has won the crown, just to devastate her when she least expects it." I pressed send and turned to face the group. "I'll phone her just before the musical starts and keep her talking. you'll have the opportunity to make your move. Rarity chimed in with a mischievous smile, "we’ll be counting on you to make sure she stays distracted." I agreed, feeling both nervous and optimistic that this strategy would work. If Sunset felt she had me on her side, I'd be able to keep her occupied long enough for the rest to complete the show and reclaim what was properly Twilight's. After the girls said their goodbyes, I waited for a bit, watching them move off in different directions. I had an odd sense of peace of mind, as well as uncertainty. Tomorrow was the big day—the day we'd all strive to put on a show to reclaim Twilight's crown. A part of me still felt out of place, as if I were merely a bystander in this entire plan. But I'd vowed to help, and the others relied on me. So I simply had to follow through. But then I saw Twilight again. She was walking with Spike, heading back toward the school, and for a moment, I just stared. Is she going back to school ? my brow furrowing. The musical is tomorrow. Rarity hasn’t even finished the costumes, so what’s she doing going there now? While Twilight was speaking to Spike, I couldn't help but observe how the small purple dog appeared to be listening, as though he was taking in everything she was saying. It wasn't just a random bark. It was like a real conversation, but it felt... strange. Spike wasn't just responding to her comments; he was conversing with her. I couldn't wrap my mind around What was going on here? The whole thing felt so out of place. Ultra weird, I thought. But I couldn’t bring myself to question it. Not right now. As much as I wanted to make sense of everything, I couldn't deny the fact that I had previously been in Twilight's shoes. I had been an outcast and a nobody. The girls saw something in me that I didn't realize I possessed, and they helped me find my way. They asked no questions and passed no judgment on my past. They simply provided me with kindness and companionship when I had nothing else. And in that moment, I realized I couldn't simply watch someone else go through what I did. . possibly though Twilight's circumstances appeared unusual, and she and her small puppy were more mysterious than I could possibly grasp, I had to do the same thing the girls had done for me Helping someone new isn’t weird, . They didn’t know who I was, and yet they still helped me. They accepted me without knowing my past, without knowing anything about me. And now, here I am, trying to figure out how I can help Twilight. So why should it be any different for her? I felt a strange tug in my chest, a mixture of warmth and regret. Twilight had no idea who I was, but here I was, observing her and trying to make sense of it all. She has no idea I'm attempting to help her. I thought. But maybe that’s just how it works. You help someone, even if they don’t know they need it yet. That’s what friends do. A little sigh escaped my lips. I had no idea how it would all play out. Maybe it will be weird, I reasoned. However, maybe it doesn't have to be. Maybe helping someone is exactly what I'm supposed to do right now. And perhaps this is where I finally get to show that I am not the person I used to be. Twilight could have been a little unusual, but that didn't matter. She did not need to be perfect. She simply needed a friend, and I could be one. After everything the girls had done for me, perhaps it was time I returned the favor. When I went home later that evening, I felt the weight of everything that had happened that day settle in. It was strange—one moment I felt like I was just going through the motions, and the next, everything seemed so real. I took a long breath and sank down on the couch, still holding my phone. Without thinking, I texted Applejack and asked what she thought about all that had happened today. It didn’t take long for her to respond… or rather, it felt like forever. Two whole hours. My mind started to wander in those long stretches of waiting. I was almost convinced she hadn’t seen the message, or maybe she was busy. But just as I was about to start thinking she was ignoring me, I heard that familiar "bop" sound from my phone. I eagerly grabbed it, my heart thudding a little faster as I looked at the screen. The girls had sent a picture. They all wore matching blue sweaters with two horseshoes, pony ears, and tails. They appeared to have gone all out, possibly even utilizing some of their own clothes to put together the outfits. It was a charming sight that made me feel both thrilled for them and a little well... excluded. Then, below the photo, there was a message from Rarity: “I'm so sorry we didn’t invite you. Twilight was going to sleep at school, so we made a slumber party at Pinkie’s house. I’m again so sorry we didn’t invite you, but we thought you’d feel weird spending the night with six girls in pajamas.” For a time, I stared at the screen, trying to understand what I was reading . A slumber party? Why didn’t they invite me? It was like a wave of confusion crashed over me. Had I really seemed like I wouldn’t fit in? Was I so different from them that they thought I wouldn’t be comfortable? I couldn’t help but feel a little hurt. We had all just been working together to help Twilight, and here I was, left out of their plans. But then, the more I thought about it, the more I realized that maybe they were just being considerate. Maybe they were worried I’d feel awkward or out of place. After all, I hadn’t exactly been the social butterfly, and they’d only known me for a short while. Still, I couldn’t shake the feeling that something was missing. I had been included in all their plans for the Fall Formal, helping them with the musical, and now I was suddenly on the outside again. It made me question whether I was really part of this friendship, or if I was just a tool to be used for their bigger plan. I felt a lump form in my throat, but I quickly brushed it off. No, I told myself. Don’t be dramatic. They’re trying to be considerate. Maybe you’ll be invited to the next thing. Just hang on a little longer. This is new for all of us. With a sigh, I typed a response to Applejack. “It's okay, really. I get it. Just wish I could’ve been a part of it. But I understand. Let me know if you need anything tomorrow.” Sending message and stared at the screen i waited for a response. I wasn’t sure what I was hoping for—maybe an invitation to their next get-together, or just a reassurance that I wasn’t being left behind. But for now, all I could do was wait. A few minutes passed before my phone buzzed again. I grabbed it quickly, hoping it was Applejack or one of the others. I looked at the screen and saw a message from Pinkie Pie. "Hey hey! I’m so sorry we didn’t invite you to the slumber party! I didn’t mean to leave you out, I swear! W. Twilight shared something super important with us, and she wants to talk to you about it in the morning. You’re part of the group, and I really hope we can hang out soon. You’re always welcome, promise!" Feeling a little lost. Twilight shared something with them? What could be so vital that they couldn't tell me yet? I didn't understand, but Pinkie's message was clear they didn't mean to exclude me, but something significant was happening, and Twilight needed to speak with me about it. I took a deep breath and typed back: “It’s alright, Pinkie. I'm not mad, just felt a bit left out. I get it, though. Hope you all had fun, and maybe next time?” “No worries. I’ll catch up with you all soon.” The message felt right to say, even though I wished I had been included. I pushed send and set my phone down for a moment, soaking it all in. A few minutes later, Pinkie responded, “Of course! Next time we’ll make sure you’re part of the fun. Promise! You’re always welcome with us! 😊💖” I grinned at the response, feeling a little lighter. Even though I wasn't present this time, it was comforting to know they still wanted me around. It wasn't great, but it helped me. For the time being, everything seemed fine. I went into my room and laid back on my bed, staring at the ceiling, allowing my mind to roam. Tomorrow, I'd have to talk to Sunset and make sure she remained busy long enough for the girls to carry out their plan. It didn't appear difficult, but something about the overall circumstance felt odd. Sunset was not someone you could casually talk to. Still, I had to try. The girls were counting on me, and even though I was still trying to figure everything out, I knew I had to help. They were my friends now, and no matter how i felt, I couldn’t leave them hanging. I sighed and looked back down at my phone. Pinkie apologized for not inviting me, but it was not about the party. It was about aiding them and working together to reclaim the crown. Even if I didn't understand everything, including the crown, I had to think it was worthwhile. Tomorrow would bring something fresh, something I could not predict. I only needed to do my part. But as I closed my eyes and tried to relax, I felt a faint, lingering grief tug at me. Maybe it was the weight of responsibility, or maybe I just wanted to grasp everything. Either way, tomorrow would be a problem. I simply hoped I could handle it. Author's Note Heyyy, new chapter the fall formal is very close after it the real story will start, i skipped some thing from the movie i didnt like like the photos sunset took or sunset talk with twilight yes it happend but mh didnt saw it so why should he know about it, i dont want to make mh to know everything yes he could see of hear sunset and twilight conversation but hes supposed to have his own problems, anyway enjoy :3 //-------------------------------------------------------// I Dont Regret Anything (R) //-------------------------------------------------------// I Dont Regret Anything (R) The sound of birds chirping outside woke me up. My eyes fluttered awake. For a minute, I simply laid there. Today was going to be anything but ordinary. The girls had a plan, and I had mine. They'd handle things in the cafeteria, and my job was to keep Sunset engaged. There's no pressure or anything. I inhaled gently before rolling onto my side and looking at the clock on my nightstand. There was still some time until I had to depart, but the idea of staying in bed any longer didn't sit right. I stretched my arms above my head and let out a yawn . "Alrigh...," I said to myself, "time to act." The first step was, of course, getting out of bed. My legs felt rigid as I swung them over the edge, my bare feet shivering against the chilly floor. I shook the sleep from my eyes, attempting to shake off the residual grogginess. This wasn't just any day I couldn't afford to arrive half asleep. Dragging myself into the bathroom, I turned on the light and glanced at my reflection. My hair was sticking out in all directions, and I had that bewildered, just-woke-up expression that would likely scare little children. Lovely. The first thing I did was splash cold water on my face, which jolted me awake and cleared the fog in my mind. My mind wandered while I cleaned my teeth. What if our plan did not go as planned? What if Sunset realized what we were up to? The thought made my stomach turn, but I pushed it aside. There was no space for doubts anymore. The girls were counting on me, and I couldn't disappoint them. After cleaning up, I searched my closet for a respectable outfit. I opted on my usual—nothing extravagant, but adequate to get through the day. I pulled the long-sleeved top over my head and gave myself one more look in the mirror. "Good enough," I answered with a slight nod. But, before leaving my room, I grabbed my backpack , looking at the portrait of my mother on the dresser. A slight smile tugged at the corners of my mouth, albeit it was bittersweet. "Wish me luck today's big day," I said gently, the words hanging in my throat. Shaking my head, I turned and walked out. Today was going to be a challenge, no doubt about it. But as I made my way out the door, I felt a flicker of determination settle in my chest. This wasn’t just about me—it was about all of us. Not even breakfast had crossed my mind. My stomach growled in protest, but I ignored it, slinging my bag over my shoulder and dash out the door. They were due to sing in the cafeteria about 10 a.m., giving us plenty of time to get all things organized. Still, the anticipation drove me to move quicker. The crisp morning air hit my face as I jogged toward the school and my thoughts raced along with it. I didn't want to arrive late, especially today. As I rounded the final corner and saw the familiar silhouette of the school's iconic statue and the girls, my breath puffed out into small clouds. They had all gathered near the statue's base, as expected. Even in a crowd, the girls were easy to spot, but now that the area was mostly empty, they stood out even more. Rainbow Dash leaned casually against the side, one foot propped up and arms crossed. Applejack sat on the edge of the statue's base, her hat tilted back and her hands on her knees. Rarity was standing nearby, fussing over something in her bag, while Fluttershy held a small notebook and looked at it nervously. Rainbow was the first to notice me as I approached, and she quickly waved. . “About time you showed up!” she called, her tone teasing but good-natured. “Didn’t even stop for breakfast,” I replied, catching my breath as I reached them. Pinkie popped up beside me almost immediately, her eyes wide with shock. “WAIT WAIT WAIT you skipped breakfast?!?!??!” she gasped, clutching her cheeks. “But breakfast is the most important meal of the day! Your not gonna have energy all the fun stuff! You’re gonna run out of energy before lunch!” I chuckled, holding up a hand to reassure her. “I’ll grab something later, I promise. Not right now, I’m just glad I made it. We have more important things to do” Rarity glanced up from her bag, offering me a polite smile. “Well, darling, punctuality is always good thing. We’ve also got plenty of things to go over, especially Twilight have something important to tell you” I took a moment to look around at them, their familiar faces and distinct personalities clearly visible. For all the craziness that had brought us together, moments like this reminded me why I stayed. They made it all worthwhile. “All right,” I said, squaring my shoulders. “What’s the plan?” Twilight stepped forward, her expression serious but not harsh. She stood directly in front of me, her hands clasped together as if to gather her thoughts. Her gaze was quiet, intense, and determined, making it difficult to look away. “Firstly,” she began, her voice steady but carrying an undertone of urgency, “tell me—would you believe in me... in us? Would you hear what I have to say to you, even if that will sound like something that can't happen??” That caught me off guard by the question.It was not what you expected to hear first thing in the morning, especially after running to school on an empty stomach. The others became quiet, their gaze shifting between us as if they knew what was coming. Her words hung in the air, full of unspoken meaning. My first thought was to ask, Do we need to kill sunset? But something in her tone told me this wasn't the time for deflection or jokes. Instead, I drew a deep breath and met her gaze. “I... guess that depends, I mean, I trust you all, but what are we talking about here? Is this about Sunset?” Men i hope we dont need to kill her She did not respond right away. Instead, she studied me intently, as if she was determining whether I was prepared for what she was about to tell me. Rainbow Dash shifted her weight, crossing her arms, while Applejack adjusted her hat. It was clear that they were all thinking about something, but they were letting Twilight lead. Oh no are we are really going to kill Sunset? Or did they arleady killed her and we need to hide the body... “I promise that what I’m about to say is the truth. It might sound.. hm like a total lie at first, but I need you to keep an open mind. Can you do that?” Her serious tone made my heart race. What could she be talking about that necessitated such a buildup? Still I nodded. “Yeah, I can do that. Whatever it is, just... lay it on me.” THEY DID KILL HER OMG OMG WHAT IF POLICE GET"S US NO NO THEY WONT GET ME I WAS AT MY HOME YESTERDAY Twilight's shoulders relaxed somewhat, but there was still a sense of strain in her posture. . “Okay,” she said, glancing briefly at the others for reassurance before turning back to me.I felt the weight of what she was bearing. Whatever this was, it was not a casual chat. It was greater than that—bigger than anything I had anticipated as I rushed out the door this morning.Okey me and dad can move again forget about their murder my uncle is officer he will help us. Twilight took a long breath and looked at the others, as if quietly asking for their help. They all nodded, quietly encouraging her. She turned back to me, her gaze solemn yet friendly. .“I’m not from this world,” she said plainly, her voice steady despite the weight of her words. “I'm not from this wolrd im from a world where magic exists. In my world, I’m... well, I’m a princess but for very short time but A Princess of Friendship.” Her words hung in the air, and I could only blink at her in stunned silence. A princess? Magic? Another world? Was she serious? They didn't killed anyone? Or maybe we arleady did and my mind payed the price? “That statue? its a portal—a connection between my world and this one. That’s how I got here. And Sunset Shimmer, the girl you’ve seen causing trouble? Shes from the same world as me, she was also living there. she used to be a student of another princess in my world my mentor, Princess Celestia.” “Princess Celestia?? Like principal Celestia?” I finally managed to echo, my voice barely above a whisper. Twilight nodded. “In this world, she’s Principal Celestia. But in my world- equestria shes a ruler of Equestria a land where we aren't what you call a human but a ponies , and where magic is a natural part of life. Sunset was her student, but... she let her ambition and her desire for power get the better of her. She was exiled bcs she wanted raw power, but she fled to this realm.” She paused for a moment, letting the weight of her words sink in. I stared at her, completely speechless. None of this made any sense, okeeeeey im mad not as anger but in head, i'm crazy, im probably in white room now. “Sunset came back some days ago, to my world when the portal opened” Twilight continued, “she took a magical crown with her. That crown isn’t just a crown its a element of harmony a part of my world’s magic, tied to who I am as the Princess of Friendship. Without it even the princesses dont know what will happen to my and your world.” Trying to process everything she was saying. “And the Fall Formal?” Hm how long im in this state? I remember getting out my bed today or it was my mind telling me i got out the bed? “My crown is used as a prize for queen of fall formal, if i win it I’ll be able to take it back without causing a scene. But if Sunset wins it... well, it could be disastrous. She knows the magic in that crown, and she’ll use it to gain the magic she doesn't even know how to use.” I just stared at her, my mouth opening and closing as I tried to think of something—anything—to say.What can i say, hmmm of course i allways felt like therian myself, i pinched my hand quickly no it is real but hmm It is just too much, too fast. Magic? Princesses? Other worlds? oooooh i got it im still sicckkk “I know it’s a lot to take in,” Twilight said softly, sensing my overwhelm. “But I promise you will all my trust and the girls that is real.” I looked at her, then at the others. They didn’t seem surprised by her words at all. If anything, they looked like they’d already come to terms with it. Maybe the girls are crazy too? That's the reason they became friends with me we are all terribly ill in the head. Finally, I managed to get one word out. “What?” A chuckle escaped my lips, and before I knew it, I was laughing. Just a quiet laugh that came from how absurdly wild all of this sounded. "Alright, alright good one you had me for a second" I said, holding up my hands. "That’s a funny story, Twilight. But seriously, we need to focus. Sunset is—" Before I could finish, a small voice piped up from somewhere below me."I swear to you, it’s the truth!" I froze, my eyes darting around. Not now spike the girls are playing a prank on me... wait spike did yo-? Looking down Spike was staring straight at me with an almost offended look on his face. My jaw dropped as he continued speaking “ Twilight’s telling the truth! You must belive her I’m not just her dog. I’m a dragon!” he said, his tail wagging slightly as if the idea excited him. And in our world all of you well i didnt saw your counterpart but everyone from the group is a pony ! It’s all true!” I took a step back, blinking in disbelief. “Wait, wait, wait. The dog talks now? Sooo its arleady to late for me im long gone, i just hope my dad wont cry for me to much.. "Is this some kind dream, its all in my head right?” Spike rolled his eyes. “Nope. Not a dream. It’s all real. Twilight’s a princess, I’m a dragon, and back in Equestria, you’d be—well, I guess you’d be a pony too. But here, you’re... you, you are also not crazy.” I looked to the girls for confirmation, but they all just nodded, acting like this was the most normal thing in the world. "You’re telling me this dog—this talking dog—is from another world, and there I’d be a... pony?” Eating all the grass and wheat woohooo haha hm maybe car hit me on the way here? “Exactly!” Spike said, sitting down like it was the most casual thing in the world. I ran a hand through my hair pulling some of the hair trying to check if im really not dreaming. Holy fuck it hurt so the dream option is off. Okey let me go along with it let's see where this goes but this was on another level. A dog claiming to be a dragon? Twilight being a princess? A whole other world filled with ponies? Laughing again, this time out of sheer disbelief. “Okay, you’re really committed to this bit, I’ll give you that. But seriously, this is—" Twilight interrupted, stepping closer, her eyes full of sincerity. "It’s not a joke!! Everyone lifes depends on this it doesnt matter how crazy it sounds I wouldn’t lie to you please belive us This is bigger than just some high school drama. Sunset could ruin everything if we don’t stop her.” My laughing subsided as the gravity of their remarks began to sink in as I looked at them all. They were dead serious. And as I looked at them, I knew they truly believed everything they were saying. HOLY SHIT THEY ARE SEARIUS? I stood there paralyzed in place, my brain working hard to digest what I had just heard. It felt as if my entire perception of reality had been turned upside down. A planet of ponies? Magic crowns? Talking canines who were dragons in another dimension. This was a lot. Almost scratching of my pupils i tried to ground myself, but nothing seemed to work. My mind was broken. "Let me get this straight," I said slowly, my voice wavering as I tried to piece it together. "If you're right—if everything you’re saying is true—then this changes everything. Ba its totally diffrent fucking story? The world fate depending on this? And... you being a princess that's another story royalty? Magic? A princess of friendship?" Twilight nodded, her expression serious but kind. “I know it sounds like a nonsense to you but It’s all true. I didn’t want to overwhelm you, but you need to know in what your gettin in.” I glanced at Spike, who gave me an encouraging wag of his tail. "And you—you’re really a dragon in that world?" Okey thats kinda cool like Shenron or smaug? “Yup!” Spike replied proudly, puffing out his chest. "And I was pretty awesome, if say so myself. Not to brag, but I’ve saved the day a few times too.” I shook my head in disbelief, letting out a dry laugh. "This is insane im insane Completely insane. I mean, I was ready to believe Sunset was just some power-hungry high school bully. But now you’re telling me she’s an exiled student from a magical world who’s after some crown that holds... what? Unlimited power?" Twilight stepped closer, her voice firm but understanding. “I know it’s hard to believe, but we really need your help you are the only one who can do it, please, just please" I took a step back, trying to wrap my head around the magnitude of what she was saying. "Okay. Okay," I muttered, holding up my hands. "So let’s just say for now only saying im belive you if we fail that means sunset could destroy my and yours world?" Twilight shook her head solemnly. "That is the one ending we try to avoid, but we wont let her do it” The weight of her words settled over me like a heavy blanket. This was bigger than I’d thought. Much bigger. And im in middle of it standing in there, the enormity of the situation pressing down on me like a boulder. Its time to decide i can just not belive them and walk home, i can run from this too, or i can... But then, unbidden, a memory surfaced. Remember it the voice told me Me... wa laying beside my mom’s almost lifeless body..... holding her frail hand in mine. Her voice was soft slowly fading... almost too quiet to hear, but her words had burned themselves into my heart. “Find someone who will always be with you,” she had whispered, her eyes filled with a bittersweet warmth. “Someone worth standing beside, no matter what. And don’t let fear stop you from doing what’s right, you do great things son, remember i will allways love you” What the fuck? her voice echoing in my head like she was right there beside me. My Mom had always believed in doing what was right she allways was there for me.. maybe i should be there for them? I looked back at Twilight, who stood there, her expression hopeful but guarded, like she wasn’t sure if I’d run or stay. She was asking for my trust—for my belief in something that sounded impossible. And despite everything... I could see it in her eyes. She wasn’t lying. She believed every word she said, and more than that, she was afraid. For her world. For mine. For all of it. I took a big breath smacked my cheeck. "You know, this is probably going to flip my entire fucking life upside down. If this is all true.... I don’t know just what to say im putting everything I know on the line my whole life." As short as it was Twilight nodded solemnly. “I understand. It’s a lot to ask. But I can’t do this alone. I need help. We need help.” Pinkie Pie was smiling encouragingly, Rainbow Dash looked ready to fight anyone who doubted Twilight, and even Rarity seemed to radiate quiet determination. They were in this. Fully committed. And here I was, still debating whether it was worth it.But then Mom’s words came back to me again. “Someone who will always be with you.”I swallowed hard, the weight of her voice settling into my resolve. “Oh fuck why am thinking about this” I said finally, my voice firming. “If you’re telling the truth im arleady this far i help.” Twilight’s eyes lit up with relief she hugged me deaply. “Thank you, Thank you,Thank you” she said, her voice filled with gratitude. The hug felt a little out of nowhere but i put my hand on her shoulder "i get it but you are repeting yourself twi-" Before I could even end the sentance I was surrounded by a blur of color and energy as all the rest of girls rushed to hug me. It was like being caught in a whirlwind of warmth and encouragement. "You’re the best!" Pinkie Pie squealed, practically squeezing the air out of my lungs. "With you on our side, we’re gonna totally win!" "Yeah," Rainbow Dash chimed in, giving me a playful nudge after breaking from the hug. "We’ve got this. No way Sunset’s gonna win now." Twilight herself looked at me with a mixture of relief and determination. "Thank you for beliving me ,i promise we wont fail." She had tears in her eyes, and i saw something in then she didn't looked at me like a friend would.... Nah its probably nothing Then, as if on cue, the school bell rang, cutting through the moment and reminding us all of where we were. I pulled back, adjusting my bag. "Alright enaugh with the lovely stuff here’s the deal In two lessons, I’ll be meeting with Sunset. I don’t know what she’s planning, but I’ll keep her distracted while you guys do... whatever it is you’re planning to do in the cafeteria." Twilight nodded, her expression serious. "Dont worry we will just sing, and try to get students to vote for me." "Be careful," AppleJack said softly, her gaze flicking toward me. "Dont let Sunset do anything to yourself if you will need to run dont hesitate okey?" I gave her a reassuring smile, though inside I was anything but sure. "Don’t worry. I’ll handle her its not like shes stronger than me i just can hold her down, but im sure it wont end in me pulling her to ground or something like this" The group exchanged weird but determined glances, and I felt a strange sense of unity settle over us. Whatever happened next, we were in this together. "Good luck," Twilight said as we started to part ways. "Yeah i will need it" I replied, turning toward my class. "You too give all you can" Sitting in math class, I looked blankly at the calculations on the board, my thoughts racing. No matter how hard I tried to concentrate, the weight of what I'd just consented to weighed heavily on me. Another universe hinged on how long I could stall Sunset Two hours that now felt like both an eternity and the blink of an eye. I nervously tapped my pencil on the desk, my mind racing. How was I expected to handle this? What could I possible say or do to divert her? And what if she saw straight through me? The clock appeared to mock me, its hands moving quicker than they should. One class led to the next, and before I knew it, the bell rung, signifying the conclusion of the second lecture. I hadn't remembered a single word the professors stated. My thoughts was too preoccupied with the weight of what was ahead. I pulled out my phone, my fingers hesitating for a moment over the screen. What was I even going to say? After a deep breath, I typed out a quick message: "Meet me in front gates, we need to talk." I sent it before I could second-guess myself, and the little "delivered" notice was gazing back at me like a countdown clock. There was no turning back now. After the last bell, I made my way toward the statue, unable to shake the tense energy that had built up inside of me. Everything seemed heavier with each stride. My buddies were relying on me. Twilight was relying on me. Also the world but that was small at the moment. I reached the statue a few minutes, standing there with my hands in my pockets, my mind still spinning. The cool air hit my face, but I hardly noticed it, too consumed with everything that had led up to this point. My heart was racing. My phone buzzed in my pocket, snapping me out of my thoughts. I pulled it out, seeing a message from Sunset. "Where are you?" I looked around and saw no trace of her yet. My stomach turned. This was it. This was the moment that may alter everything. I couldn't back out right now.I took a big breath before typing reply. " Near statue waiting for you." My phone buzzed again. "You better dont waste my time." Sunset's reply made my chest constrict. Typical. I pocketed my phone and took a long breath to calm my anxieties. Whatever was going to happen, I needed to keep cool and focused. The sound of footfall caught my attention, and I turned to see Sunset Shimmer approaching from across the front doors. Even in the afternoon light, her presence appeared to cast a shadow. She moved with purpose, her piercing eyes fixated on me like a predator assessing its prey. “Well?” she said, crossing her arms as she stopped a few feet away. “What’s so important you had to drag me out here?” I hesitated, my mind racing to find the right words. She was already suspicious—I could see it in the way she tilted her head, her eyes narrowing as she studied me. I had to tread carefully. Make it believable. Keep her talking, i just need to stall her “Look,” I began, forcing a nervous chuckle, “I don’t know how to say this, i know you want to get twilight in mess i want to help you for something in return.” Her eyes sharpened, and she straightened slightly, crossing her arms over her chest. “And what do you think you can get in return, and why now?” I hesitated, letting a bit of unease show on my face. “She stole my friends from me, bcs of some shitty crown, i want her to feel pain, in return you wont touch me in some time... so do we have a deal?” That got her attention. Sunset’s brow furrowed, and she took a small step closer, her posture still guarded but now tinged with curiosity. “we'll see... firstly you need to proof you arent scheeming anything,” she said slowly. Her expression didn’t soften, but there was something in her eyes—something I couldn’t quite place. She was calculating, thinking through what I’d said. But before she could respond, faint, yet unmistakable music drifted toward us from the cafeteria. The lyrics were barely audible at first, but they grew louder as the words slipped through the air, carried by the laughter and chatter of students. ,,Hey, hey everybody We've got somethin' to say We may seem as different As the night is from day But you look a little deeper And you will see That I'm just like you And you're just like me, yeah'' The words struck me like a ton of bricks it was the girls, and they were prepared. They were taking a stance, showing the school who they truly were. The harmony they were creating via their music was a cry to unity. Sunset couldn't stop it—not even if I could hold her here for a little longer. Sunset's head turned towards the cafeteria, her gaze narrowing as the song reached her. Her jaw clinched, and I could feel her irritation growing. The glare she gave me was colder than anything I had ever felt. She scowled at me, her eyes filled with a combination of rage and something else I couldn't identify. “Well, I guess that plan failed,” I said, my voice steady, though I could feel the tension in the air thickening. Sunset’s gaze shot towards me, her eyes blazing with fury. I didn’t give her a chance to react. I moved quickly, rushing forward and grabbing her by the arms. In one swift motion, I pulled her to the ground, pinning her hands to the ground beneath us. Sunset struggled beneath me, her eyes wide with shock and anger, but I didn’t let go. I could feel the heat of her resistance, but I needed to keep her here, just for a moment longer. "Nuh uh not moving from here, twilight is getting attention and will win the fall formal you wont get her crown" Sunset's eyes glowed with hatred, sending shivers down my spine. .She scowled up at me, her chest heaving with each breath, and I could feel the weight of her rage pressing against me. Her lips curled into a scowl. "Let me out you fucker do you think you can hold me, do you think you can win against me?" she demanded, her voice filled with malice. I swallowed, keeping my eyes locked on hers. This was the Sunset Shimmer who had manipulated people, who had used her power to control and hurt others. "Hm look at your position i think im pretty sure you lost that fight" Her eyes narrowed dangerously. "Lost?" she sneered. "I’ve already won. The Fall Formal is mine. No one can stop me, not you, not anyone.She laughed maniacally"I stood there, completely confused by her words, my thoughts racing. What was she talking about? Her smirk grew wider as she leaned in closer. "You really thought you could stop me? I knew you were planning something, but I didn’t know what exactly," she said with a cruel chuckle. "So, I decided to take matters into my own hands." blinked, trying to make sense of her words, but before I could react, she continued with a sinister gleam in her eyes. "I told Snips and Snails to destroy all the decorations for the Fall Formal," she said, her voice dripping with satisfaction. "By the time the students get there, everything will be ruined. There’s no way you’ll have your little party now." As if on cue,The tune that had filled the air began to fade. The cafeteria's laughter and enthusiasm, as well as the hope that had been growing, appeared to come to an abrupt end. The song that had temporarily raised everyone's emotions faded into quiet, indicating the completion of everything we had labored for. Sunset's wicked laugh rang in my ears, drowning away any hope of us turning things around. Her eyes gleamed with a wicked satisfaction as she spoke, her voice smooth and dripping with disdain. "Oh, this is perfect. When the hall is destroyed and everyone comes running out, who do you think they’ll blame? We were here together everyone will know that it was me but.. they will see you too they will think that you were with me hahaha you will be blamed for everything too thats he weight of her remarks struck me like a blow in the stomach. She was correct. The damage of the Fall Formal decorations, the turmoil she had instigated—all of this would point straight to her and me. She had considered everything, and the way she looked at me now, I knew she was relishing the prospect of everyone blaming us. She tried to get out of my embrence her presence overpowering. "You really think they’ll believe you?" she sneered, her eyes glinting with malice. "You and I were exactly seen together, weren't we? Her lips curled into a cruel smile as she took in my reaction, relishing the power she held over the situation. "You’ll be the one they remember, not mind me they are to scared to do something to me but you? You’ll be left with nothing but the mess you made." I glanced over at the doors, my stomach dropping as I saw the first students beginning to trickle in. They were starting to filter into the hall, their voices growing louder as they noticed the mess in the gym. They went out the school looking for someone responsible and they found us their eyes flicked over to us, confusion and suspicion written all over their faces. I could feel the tension in the air, thick and suffocating, as they stared at us. Sunset had been right. There was no way they would believe we weren’t involved. The scene, the chaos, the way we were standing there, it was all too perfect for her plan to work. Sunset’s gaze followed mine, a satisfied smirk crossing her face as she saw the students looking our way. "Well, well," she murmured, "looks like the show’s about to begin." Her tone dripped with venom. "Get ready to take the fall. The blame’s all yours." I could see the students expressions as they approached the doors, puzzled and outraged. Their eyes were filled with frustration, and the air was heavy with tension. As they looked at me and Sunset, their yells became louder, and I could feel the weight of their rage weighing down on me. It wasn't just a few people there were many of them, and they weren't holding back. The anger in their eyes was hard to ignore. They were pointing at us and yelling accusations. But what really struck me was how they stared at me, without bothering to analyze the issue and simply thinking I was engaged in everything that had gone wrong.She was correct that the most of their rage was directed at me, rather than Sunset. It seemed as if I had already been identified as the culpable party. Sunset's smug smirk was nearly unpleasant as she lied under me, watching the events unfold. She knew precisely how this would turn out. All I could do was stand there, immobilized in the face of their accusations, wondering how things had become so bad so soon. I let go of Sunset and standed up, feeling the tension in the air. The students were still looking at us, their faces contorted with rage. The chanting became louder. Everyone was clearly blaming us for the turmoil, the trashing of the decorations, and the catastrophe that the Fall Formal had become. As I stood there, taking in the reactions of the audience, I noticed the girls approaching, their ponytails swinging as they marched toward me. Their faces lit up with happiness at first, knowing that their plan had worked. But as they saw the furious crowd, their smiles faded. "Why is everyone yelling at you?" Rainbow Dash asked, her eyes flicking from me to the students. Pinkie Pie’s usual smile dimmed as she looked around. "What happened? We were just celebrating... everything seemed fine?" I could feel their gaze on me, but I couldn't find the words to explain. I was just trying to help to keep Sunset distracted, but suddenly everything had gotten out of hand. Now, instead of being a hero for delaying Sunset, I was the one to blame. The girls dashed toward me, their frightened expressions barely apparent among the sea of irate students. Twilight was the first to approach me, her voice cutting through the chaos as she shouted at the audience, attempting to clear my name. "It wasn’t him!" Twilight cried, her hands raised in a desperate plea. "He didn’t do anything! It wasn’t his fault i swear he was helping us!" Despite her words, the students did not listen. They were too absorbed with rage, their faces contorted in accusing. I could hear some of their shouts. Twilight turned to me with wild eyes and a desperate voice. "You have to explain! Tell them about our plan, tell them anything please they cant judge you, that wasnt in our plan please do something" But how do I explain? How could I explain to them that I was only trying to help? That things had gotten out of control, and it was too late to turn back?"I tried to stop her," I whispered quietly, but the background commotion drowned it out. I looked around at my friends, who appeared to be as confused and lost as I was. They tried so hard to help me, but nothing they said was effective. Then suddenly, I felt a stinging ache go through my jaw. Before I could respond, I was thrown back, staggering as my hand reflexively sprang for my face. The world appeared to come to a halt for a split second as I realized what had just occurred—Flash Sentry. He stood there, his fist still clenched, his eyes filled with rage. "That’s for ruining everything, you piece of shit," Flash spat, his voice full of disgust. The words struck me harder than the strike. My vision blurred as I blinked, attempting to make sense of what had just occurred. Flash, of all people. He was always one of the decent ones, and I never did anything to him. But now he looked at me as if I were the enemy, as if I had done something he couldn't forgive. The girls raced forward, their faces full of anxiety and shock. . "Flash, what are you doing?!" Twilight cried out, her voice sharp. "He didn’t do anything why did you go that far" Flash, however, didn't appear to care. His rage was still burning strong, and I felt like I was standing in the eye of a hurricane, with everyone around me accusing me for something I hadn't done. I cleaned my mouth, my fingers quivering as I touched the area where he had hit me. "I didn't..." My remarks fell off, lost in the din, as the gathering of students drew in, their accusations becoming louder. I carefully stood up, my jaw still hurting. I looked around at the studnets, their faces contorted in rage, and then at the girls, my pals, who were desperately attempting to explain that I wasn't to blame. But none of that mattered now. It was evident that I wasn't welcome here. I gave Twilight a real grin, despite the heaviness in my chest making it difficult to maintain the look. "I guess I'm not welcome here," I said, barely above a whisper. I turned to look at the group one more time, seeing the worry in their eyes. "You'll undoubtedly win today," I added, attempting to keep my tone light despite the gravity of the situation. "I’m going home," I said, my words feeling final as they left my lips. "I’m not welcome here. But I hope you girls can get rid of Sunset... " With that, I turned and walked away, attempting to suppress the swelling tide of emotions in my chest. It was difficult to leave them behind, but the sense of being an outsider in my own life, as well as the weight of everyone criticizing me, all contributed to my decision.I needed to go before I did anything I'd regret. As I went away, I could hear Twilight's voice calling to me, but I didn't stop. I could not. All I could think of was getting away, finding someplace peaceful to figure out what I needed to do next. I found myself sitting on a bench in an unfamiliar park, my jaw throbbing from Flash's hit. The ache was severe, but not as bad as the sense of isolation that had crept deep within my chest. The park was tranquil, with slight city sounds in the background, yet it felt like a completely different planet from the insanity I had just left behind. The students' reactions, their angry yells, and the surprise in my friends' eyes all replayed in my memory, a daily reminder of how far I had failed. Twilight's calming remarks had scarcely made a dent in the chaos. I leaned back on the bench and stared at the sky. "So what do i do now?" Will anybody believe me? Would anyone understand what I was trying to do? I felt extremely lost. For a time, I just sat there, letting the peace of the park wash over me. I wasn't sure what came next, but one thing was certain: I was not going to give up. Not yet. The day may have been a disaster, but there was still an opportunity to make things right.I'm not sure how long I had been sitting there, buried in my thoughts, with the weight of everything pouring down on me. The minutes seemed to go on indefinitely, and the agony in my jaw had become a dull ache, almost forgotten But then, through the silence, I heard it—a faint voice that became stronger. My heart skipped a beat as I turned my head to see the group racing toward me, concerned expressions on their faces. Twilight was the first to approach me, her countenance a mixture of concern and determination. "We've been looking for you everywhere!" she said, relieved. "We were so worried" Behind her, the others—Rainbow Dash, Rarity, Applejack, Fluttershy, spike and Pinkie Pie—came up, their faces filled with a mix of confusion, concer, and guilt. Twilight took a deep breath and spoke first, her voice soft and relieved. "All of the students had come together, repaired the decorations, and restored everything to its original state. The Fall Formal will take place as scheduled. "It will be... normal." Staring at her made me feel hollow and empty inside. The news should have made me feel better and relieved some of the tension in my chest, but it did not. Not at all. Everything they said at the Fall Formal was irrelevant. Not anymore. My situation was not going to magically improve just because some decorations were re-hung. "I cant go twilight, if that is what you think" I said quietly, my voice barely above a whisper. "I messed everything up. Even if the Formal goes on, i jus don’t think I belong there anymore you need to understand that." The girls stood around me, looking at each other, their faces filled with concern. Rainbow Dash was the first to speak, her voice a little softer than usual. "Come on, don’t say that. You were just trying to help. You were trying to stop Sunset, you didnt did anything bad, why are you so down then?" Gazing at the floor, I shook my head. "It is not about what happened. It's about the way things ended. The students do not want me there. They believe I am the one who caused the mess. And I can't just pretend everything is fine i know what will be happening when i go there, you saw flash reaction didnt you?." "Anyway thanks for coming it means a lot" I muttered, the words feeling small, but heartfelt. "But i just... need time to think My voice was steady but firm, and I could see the disappointment flicker across their faces. "But you must promise me something." They all leaned in slightly, their eyes fixed on me with a mixture of concern and curiosity. "You have to promise me you’ll have fun haha dont be down bcs of me" , my tone softening as I looked at each of them in turn. My gaze lingered on Twilight, and I gave her a small, hopeful smile. "And you... you promise me that you’ll win, that you get that fucking smile off this red bitch face okey?" Twilight’s eyes widened for a moment, but then a determined light sparked in them. She nodded firmly. "I promise. I’ll do everything I can and even more" "Go," I gesturing for them to leave. "Go make this night unforgettable ill get on my feet in no time"As I stood up to leave, I couldn't stop myself. One by one, I drew them into a big, gentle hug. They hesitated at first, taken aback by the gesture, but quickly leaned in and returned the embrace. It was my way of silently thanking them for being present and caring even when I felt unworthy. For a moment, the weight in my chest felt lighter. "Take care of each other," I said quietly as I released them, my gaze remaining on Twilight for just a moment longer. Without waiting for a reply, I turned and walked away. The walk to home felt longer than normal, with the streets quieter and the air cooler. When I finally pushed the door open, the familiar hum of the television welcomed me. My father was in the living room, his gaze fixed on the TV. He gave me a glance as I stepped in. "Oh, home already i got your suit" he said, his tone casual. "it is in your room, ready for your big night." Standing awkwardly in the doorway looking at his proud look that his son is going for dance with his female friends, I sighed and shook my head. "I’m not going dad..." He frowned, lowering the volume on the Television and turning to face me. "What?? What do you mean your not going? But the girls were talking with me when they came to see you that you said you'll try to go. What happend son?." "It’s... just complicated ok?. Things just didnt went as planned and me staying home is the best idea." He studied me for a moment, his expression softening. "Son, sometimes things don’t go the way we want them to, but that doesnt meen you have to stop trying. you must face things that bother you not run from them" "It’s not that simple, Dad. Tonight’s was a disaster i can't go there even if i wanted i would just be a burden to what the girls need to do" He didn’t push further, nodding thoughtfully. "Okey sun i wont push more i see that something bad for you happen but you cant forgot you’ve got people who care about you, and they probably want you there more than you realize you still have time just think about it okey?" "thanks" Heading to my room i shut the door with a loud bang behind me. The suit was there, hanging neatly on the back of my closet door. It looked perfect—sharp, clean, like it was meant for a night to remember a night like today.. I spend a good secont standing there there staring at the suit. It was everything the night was supposed to be—glamorous, exciting, full of promise but i cant even put it, what if i ruin that day even more what if other student will saw me with twilight and wont vote for her? Carefully i took it down and hung it back in the closet. Closing the door with a quiet click, After turning, I collapsed on my bed. I didn't want to think or feel. I grabbed my phone and began scrolling mindlessly, letting the unending stream of posts and posts fill the silence. It was simpler this way: diverting myself from what I didn't want to face. Occasionally, a message notification would appear. Some were mean-spirited, including insults about the earlier mess and caustic remarks from classmates who hardly knew me but appeared eager to join the bandwagon. "Your just like Shimmer." "Nice job wrecking the Formal, dude." "Dont even bother showing up." "Its sad only flash got a hit on you" I read them all, each one colder than the last. Strangely, they did not hurt as much as they should have. Perhaps I was too sleepy to care, or I had already accepted it. Regardless, I swiped them aside and continued scrolling.The noise from the messages and the numerous posts on my feed blended together, leaving only a low hum in the backdrop of my thoughts. A silent part of me wondered how the others were doing—whether Twilight and the others were holding everything together? But I did not linger on it. I did not want to. Instead, I just continued scrolling. I feel a lot of pressure on my eyes. The glow from my phone screen dimmed as my eyes became heavy. Before I realized it, I had fallen into a bizarre dreamy condition. It was unlike anything I'd ever felt before—I felt weightless, floating in an infinite, dark abyss. My body felt as light as a feather, almost as if I wasn't present. Then, I heard it. A voice. "Wake up." It was soft, almost a whisper, yet it carried an undeniable warmth that made me feel safe. "Wake up!" the voice repeated, this time with more clarity, like it was coming closer. Suddenly, I felt something—an embrace, warm and comforting, like being wrapped in sunlight. But before I could enjoy it, the sensation shifted, growing cold and unyielding, as solid as metal gripping my entire being. "Wake up S-!!" The words grew louder, demanding, echoing in my mind. Then, just as quickly as it all started, I gasped and opened my eyes. My room was filled with a rainbow of colors—vivid reds, blues, yellows, greens, and purples—shimmering and dancing like an aurora. For a brief moment, I believed I was still dreaming, but it was genuine. The colors came from outdoors, not within my room.I rush to my window and push my hands against the glass as I stare out. In the distance, a dazzling rainbow light was soaring into the sky from Canterlot High. The sight was breathtaking, but it struck me with both wonder and horror. What was happening? For a time, I stood motionless at the window, staring at the rainbow beam piercing the night sky. My mind raced with options, but one thought drowned out the rest. The girls could be in danger Sunset did something. Panic overtook me as I turned away from the window, my heart beating in my chest. Without hesitation, I grabbed the suit hanging neatly in my closet. My dad had gone to the trouble of preparing it for me. At the moment, I ignored it, lost in my own thoughts. But I didn't care if it fit correctly or looked a mess. I yanked on the pants and jacket, struggling to get my arms through the sleeves. My shirt was only half-tucked, the buttons were mismatched, and the tie draped carelessly around my neck like an afterthought. My shoes were even not properly knotted, yet none of that mattered. "They’re my friends, they were them from the begging" I whispered to myself, the words echoing like a mantra in my head. "What was I thinking? I should’ve been with them i should've go, why the fuck i stayed home, i could have predicted sunset would do something to them" Guilt mixed with fear as I bolted out of my room, my dad telling me something after me that I didn’t even register. The cold night air hit me like a shock as I ran outside, the cold biting through the poorly fastened layers of my suit. But I didn’t care. The streets were nearly empty, with only the occasional car passing by, but I didn't stop to consider how I must've looked a messy guy sprinting through the dark with a tie fluttering madly behind him. My legs burned, and my chest hurt, but I pushed on, ignoring the agony of frigid air cutting into my throat with each breath. I had no worries about the taunts I could receive from the other students. I didn't care if people laughed at me since I looked like a total disaster. Violence, humiliation, and rejection didn't matter. They could even gather and start kicking me, nothing could stop me when my friends were in danger...... All that mattered was getting to them. The girls. They had believed in me, stood by me when everything seemed to fall apart. And now, they needed me, The school came into view, the towering silhouette of Canterlot High framed by the rainbow beam that still pierced the sky. My legs wobbled with exhaustion as I reached the courtyard, but I refused to stop. My tie hung off to the side, my jacket flapping open, but I didn’t care, i skidded to a halt in front of the school, my heart hammering like a drum. The beam of light seemed to grow brighter, and I could hear faint sounds—voices, shouts, maybe even the echoes of something much deeper, something primal. This wasn’t just about me anymore. I had to be there for them. There they were...... the girls all six of them, trapped inside some sort of glowing bubble, their expressions a mix of fear and determination. They were banging on the interior of their jail, shouting something I couldn't hear above the hum of magic in the air. And then I saw her. Sunset Shimmer. But she wasn’t the girl I had faced earlier. She wasn’t the manipulative, cunning Sunset I had argued with. This was something entirely different.... Her body had become a twisted, demonic version of herself. Wings extended from her back, black and jagged, like a shadow come to life. Her hair, previously flaming yet human, now glowed like real flames. Her eyes shone with a sickly green and red light, and her smile—if you could call it that—was harsh and nasty, her fangs glinting as she laughed. Atop her head sat the crown. The crown that Twilight had said held unimaginable power. Now, it was hers. "no.." My heart sank like a stone, a cold dread washing over me as the realization hit: They lost. Despite their bravery and hope, the girls had lost. And I had not even been there. I hadn't stood by them when they needed me the most.I halted, my feet glued to the ground, as guilt and sorrow threatened to consume me. Sunset raised a clawed hand, creating a ball of swirling power in her palm. It crackled with electricity, and she aimed it straight at the bubble containing the girls. "No," I whispered, my voice barely audible over the chaos. The magic grew brighter, the air around it crackling with raw power. Sunset’s laughter echoed, chilling and victorious. And then she threw it. A a blast of magic erupted from her hand, flying toward the girls, and for a single second, everything seemed to slow. My body moved before my brain could keep up. I ran. I ran as fast as I could, using every last ounce of power to propel myself ahead. My shoes slipped on the stone, and I almost lost my footing, but I did not stop. They were my friends. They had believed in me, even when I didn’t believe in myself. They had stood by me, even when I felt like I didn’t belong. And now, I would stand by them. "NOOOOOOO I WONT LET YOU HURT THEM!"I screamed, my voice rough and urgent, as I dove forward, putting myself between the girls and the blast. The magic hit me with the force of a freight train, sending shockwaves through my body. Pain burst everywhere, searing and acute, like if I were being ripped apart from the inside out. The world around me blurred, the colors of the rainbow beam blending with the fiery magic in a kaleidoscope of confusion. This was my choice. I choose protect them. No matter what it cost me. As the energy consumed me, I thought about the girls—Twilight’s determination, Rainbow’s confidence, Pinkie’s boundless joy, Rarity’s generosity, Applejack’s steadfastness, and Fluttershy’s quiet strength. They had given me something I hadn’t felt in so long: a sense of belonging. And if this was the price to pay for keeping them safe, I would pay it The world faded to black, my last thought a simple one: I hope this was enough. Im thankful girls Author's Note The story ends here? Sunset shes-demon will girls defeat her? what about our boy will he be okey? I put a lot of effort in this chapter aaaand it was to long i splited it into two, the next one is arleady out, as allways i would be happy if you could comment mistakes and give your opinion, the next chapter will be end of 1 season, have great time reading ! //-------------------------------------------------------// Is Asking For Forgiveness Enough? (R) //-------------------------------------------------------// Is Asking For Forgiveness Enough? (R) Floating there, weightless, watching the action unfold beneath me. It seemed surreal—like I was two meters taller, towering above them, but detached, unconnected. My corpse lay crumpled on the ground, and the girls stood around it. They were crying. Twilight was on her knees, her hands grabbing my shoulders and gently shaking me, as if she tried to wake me up ,tears flowed down her face. Rainbow Dash looked motionless, her typical swagger replaced by a look of utter anguish. Pinkie Pie's hair, which was typically so vibrant and bouncy, hung limp about her face as she grieved quietly. Rarity patted her eyes with a shaking handkerchief, and Fluttershy cried into Applejack's shoulder, the latter's lips pressing into a thin, trembling line as tears streamed down her cheeks. But it wasn't their tears that piqued my interest; it was their appearance. They weren't dressed up; they had real pony ears, tails, and even a faint light around them. And then I saw her. Sunset Shimmer. She stood away from the others, staring at my motionless body through tear-filled eyes. Her hands covered her mouth, as if she were attempting to suppress a sob, but the misery on her face was clear. She was human again, with no wings, no claws, or demon form. Just sunset. And she was crying. Why? Why did she even bother, she wanted me dead Why was she crying among all the people? This was the same person who had smiled as she blasted that magic at the girls, the same person who mocked me, that wanted to make my life living hell, who tormented me, manipulated everyone, and transformed into a monster. And yet, here she was, crying for me. I drifted closer, but it seemed more like being sucked in, my gaze concentrating on her. She wasn't even attempting to hide her tears now. Her shoulders heaved as she let out faint, stifled cries, her gaze never leaving mine lifeless body. And then it hit me. They defeated her. I didn't know how—and it didn't matter. The girls must have done something with the magic. They worked together to stop her, take away her power, and return her to herself. I gave them all a small, bittersweet grin. They did it. Both worlds were safe. And I didn’t regret it. My life for the lives of countless others? A mere life of a broken guy for two entire universes. It was a fair deal. A fair price to pay. I resumed my gaze to Sunset. Her tears perplexed me, yet maybe they meant something. Maybe she understands now. I sighed, not in sorrow, but with a strange sense of serenity. If this was the end for me, I was prepared to accept it. Something shifted. A vague presence became stronger in front of me. I froze after shifting my gaze. It was a silhouette—a young boy, barely more than a shadow, yet instantly identifiable. My breath caught as realization washed over me like an earthquake. He stood there, looking at me with an expression I recognized better than mine. His expression was not furious or accusatory it was calm, steady, and full of an almost inconceivable kindness. "You know" he began, his voice soft but firm, "Its not the end for you or your story." "You can’t die right now " he continued, stepping closer, his figure becoming more defined. "It would be easy to die now, to run away from them and the problems right?" His eyes met mine, a mixture of gentle encouragement and something deeper, something unshakable. I couldn’t look away. "But theres still things you need to do and look after" he said, his voice firming. "You’re not finished right? The girls depend on you, they need you." His words hit me like a lightning bolt, piercing through the haze of peace that had enveloped me moments ago. "I..." I started, but my voice faltered. "I dont want to hear any objections," he said, his tone carrying a quiet urgency. "You’re stronger than this," he said, his gaze unwavering. "You were always strong remember? For both of us " For a time, I simply stared at him. His presence was both reassuring and devastating—a reminder of all I'd worked so hard to forget. But he was correct. I couldn’t give up. Not yet. I nodded, tears streaming freely now, stinging my cheeks as they fell. "You’re right. I cant leave them now". I whispered, my voice trembling like the delicate balance of a fragile thread. "I need to protect them, to be with them." "You sure do but don’t beat yourself up that much," he said softly, his voice carrying a weight that struck me deep in my core. "It wasn’t your fault, you know? You know what im talking about, you did all you could noone knew what would happen, you couldn't predict that" The words landed like a punch in my stomach. I staggered, shaking my head in denial as the reality of them dawned on me. My lips quivered, and I choked. , "NO I SHOULD HAVE DONE MORE I SH—" "You did all you could," he interrupted gently, his smile never faltering. "And that was enough, im not mad, noone is, and im not judging you i never were " I opened my lips to argue, but the words became entangled in the knot of shame and anguish that had been living inside me for so long. The tightness intensified, tightening my chest, and my eyesight became blurry from tears. Then, as if summoned by the grief, another shape showed up. Softer, taller, and exuding a familiar maternal warmth that almost broke me. My breath caught as she stepped forward, her presence as calming as a lullaby from long ago. "You need to cheer up kid" she said gently, her voice like a balm to my shattered soul. Her gaze shifted to the girls standing over my body, their tears falling like rain. "You mean the world to these girls you know that?" Her gaze fell slightly, settling on Sunset, who was sobbing violently just a few steps away. "And i think someone new will be needing someone to lead a new way for her," she added softly giggling "But... I failed," I whispered, my voice cracking. "I let you both down. I let him di-" "Stop," She spoke strongly, her tone kind but unwavering. She moved closer, her hand reaching out to cup my cheek. I couldn't feel her contact, but the motion alone was enough to totally unravel me. "You did not let us down. I am and always be proud of you" Her voice caught, and her next words were softer, filled with a mother’s pride. "My son was made to do greater things than he realizes. And some of those things aren’t done yet, you still need to uncover the truth. Today was only beggining" I sank on my knees, sobbing openly, the weight of her words bursting through the barricades I had put around my heart. "I miss you," I whispered, my voice breaking. "I fucking miss you both so much, i dont know what to do without you" She knelt down, her form shimmering faintly, and looked me in the eyes. "Son, we never left you," she said, her voice full of love. "We are always with you. Remember that." Her hand moved as if to wipe a tear from my cheek, and even though I didn't feel anything, the warmth of her presence engulfed me like an embrace. "Remember," she said again, her voice fading slightly, "Even when the times are dark, even if you will think its the end, fight, stand up, fight for something you think is right" I wanted to reach out and ask her to stay, but before I could, both silhouettes faded, their forms disappearing into the light. "Noooo wait, Please dont leave me" I cried, reaching for them. But as quickly as they had come, they were gone, leaving me alone with their words echoing in my heart. I sat there in that infinite expanse, tears flowing down my cheeks, but for the first time in a long time, there was something else. Determination. Bravery Patience Hope. Strength. And Justice It felt like I was descending from the highest height, falling indefinitely, the rush of air slamming against me like a gale. My gut lurched, and for a brief minute, I believed I may shatter on impact with the ground. But instead of pain, I felt a wonderful and comforting warmth that swept through my body like a gentle wave. Something stirred within of me—a presence, a sense of connectedness that I couldn't quite convey. It seemed as if I was being rebuilt from the inside out. Experiencing a sudden tingling sensation at the top of my head and the base of my spine. The tingle developed into an unusual pressure, and then... something grew. The sensation was unexpected, but not unpleasant. My head felt lighter, like if something had formed over it. And behind me, I felt a slight swish of movement, like a breeze brushing over a new limb. The feeling subsided as quickly as it had begun, and I felt myself settle. I wasn't falling anymore I was rising. I slowly became conscious of my surroundings. The first thing I noticed was the warmth on my face. My eyes opened, and the fuzzy shapes in front of me began to sharpen. It was them—the girls. Their faces were full of relief and delight, their tears still fresh but accompanied by smiles. Before I could say anything, they rushed upon me and wrapped me in a tight embrace. "Oh Celestia you are alive!" Twilight’s voice cracked with emotion "Never. Do you understand never scare us like that again, sugarcube, please " Applejack said, her tone firm but her words laced with affection. "Ow, ow," I muttered, letting out a small groan of pain. The hug was warm, but my body wasn’t quite ready for the pressure. Immediately, they pulled back slightly, their faces filled with worry. "Oh no, did we hurt you?" Fluttershy asked, her voice soft and panicked. I managed a small smile, shaking my head. "It could be worse for someone who almost died". I tried to make it into joke but noone laughed, oof "Just... maybe don’t squeeze so hard." My gaze strayed as they shifted to give me more space.Sunset Shimmer stood near, apart from the rest of the group. Her human shape was apparent now, with the hideous change entirely removed. She stood there, her hands clutched closely to her chest and her face smeared with tears. What struck me the most was not her despair, but her relief. She looked... happy. Happy that I was alive. Like she didn't even meant to kill me. Our eyes met for the briefest moment, and she gave me a small, shaky nod, as if to say, I’m glad you didnt di- I winced as I looked down at myself and realized how physically unwell I was. The bruising on my skin and burn wounds were gradually healing as if magic was healing my injures. My once-pristine suit was now shredded. My arms were completely exposed since the sleeves had been destroyed. And that's when I saw them. The heal from the magic ignored my scars as if they were something that shouldn't be healed, something i was supposed to be proud off. They studded my arms that served as reminders of earlier fights I'd had. When the girls noticed them, they fixed their gaze on me and changed their emotions. I tried to disguise them with the leftover fabric, but there wasn't much to go with. "You’ve been hurting silently... right?" Rarity’s voice was gentle, devoid of judgment, her usual flair replaced by genuine concern. I didn’t know what to say, so I simply nodded. I returned my gaze to Sunset, who was still observing from a distance. She seemed to want to say something, but she remained mute. Her look was heavy, a mixture of remorse and gratitude. As I slowly sat up, the soreness in my body reminded me of all that had occurred. Despite the suffering, I discovered a newfound strength within myself. A newfound warmth. I reached up and brushed my fingers against my head, pausing as I felt something odd. My fingertips touched... ears. Soft, pointed ears where the top of my head should been, wing that joined as I thought about them, and a massive horn. I looked over my shoulder and noticed a tail—a bright, shimmering appendage that swayed slightly with my motions. "What the f " I muttered, blinking in disbelief. The girls beamed, proud and relieved. "Magic found a way to get to you too". Twilight murmured, her voice gentle but meaningful. The world seemed to be spinning as I staggered to my feet, swaying slightly as the soft gray glow around me pulsed gently. The new sensations—the pony ears on top of my head, the tail swaying behind me, the wings flapping, and the sharp horn extending from my forehead—were unfamiliar but not unpleasant. I felt lighter, stronger, and more grounded than I had previously. The girls were there at my side, reaching out to steady me, but my attention was elsewhere. Sunset was approaching. She went slowly, her steps slow and wobbly, as if the entire world was weighing down on her. Her hair was a tangled mess, no longer a fiery, imposing cascade. Her garments, tattered and filthy, hung loosely around her shaking body. She looked nothing like the authoritative, scary figure I had encountered earlier. The girls shifted, instinctively seeking to protect me, their instincts taking over. But I lifted my hand, softly urging for them to halt. They paused, exchanging uncomfortable glances, but eventually stepped back, allowing her to approach. As she came close to me she fell on her knees buckling as she collapsed to the ground in front of me. Her hands trembled as she grabbed the fabric of her damaged skirt, and her head hung low. I could hear her gasps, raspy and irregular, as she attempted to push words out. "I-i dont even know how to say this... im so fucking sorry" Her voice cracked, and she shook her head, unable to meet my eyes. "I know you wont forgive me.. this isnt what i wanted.. i-". She was struggling. The Sunset Shimmer, who had once been so confident and full of venom and hate, had faded into obscurity. Her tears streamed down her face and fell silently on the ground beneath her. I wanted to hate her. I wanted to choke her to death.. I wanted to yell at her, tell her to go to hell for all she'd done—for hurting me, attempting to destroy everything we'd battled to safeguard. The words were sitting on the tip of my tongue, waiting to slip out. But, as I opened my mouth, something attracted my attention. I could see them in the distance, just behind Sunset's bent figure.Fading images—translucent, like reflections on glass, watching me. My mother and the boy. My mother smiled gently, and the boy's eyes were big and expectant. Their appearance was short, like a whisper in the wind, but the message was obvious. My mother's voice resonated in my thoughts, soothing and firm, as if she were standing directly next me. "It shouldn’t end this way, And i think someone new will be needing someone to lead a new way for her " The rage in my chest subsided, giving way to something deeper. Something heavier.Sunset had done terrible things one of them was almost killing me, and two universes there was no denying it. But here she was, damaged and vulnerable, exposing herself before me. She was not the devil I had encountered before. She wasn't even the conceited, vicious girl who had tormented so many at this school. She was just... a person. Just a girl, who lost her way... And perhaps, in this moment, she wanted someone to perceive her as such. I lowered myself to one knee, feeling the dirt against my flesh, and stared at her directly. My heart was trapped in a vice, unsure of what to say or how to feel. "Sunset," I said softly. "I understand, and forgive you" my voice was trembling. Her breath hitched, and for a moment, she looked at me as if she hadn’t heard me right. "I don't know anything about what you've been through," my voice firm despite the turmoil of emotions inside me." I don't know what made you go all trouble, what made you the person you became. To feel as if all you have left is rage and pain." Her lip quivered, and she tried to say something, but no words came out. "And yeah you did some awful things," I added, my voice softer, "But i belive you can change, i see it deep in you, theres a good person there" She stared at me, her tears falling freely now. Her hands shook as she reached out, not to touch me, but as if she were searching for something—anything—to hold onto. "I'll help you find this good person," I said. "The person you want you want to be, not someone you were, somone just needs to help you find this way, and ill be this person sunset." She let out a choking sob, crying into my shoulder. Oh thats something, but did not move to calm her. I wasn't sure if I could. But I stayed there, kneeling in front of her, allowing her to cry. Behind me, I could hear the group whispering, their presence providing a gentle reassurance. Sunset didn’t say anything else. She didn’t need to. I stood gently so that sunset could get her head out of my shoulder, my legs weak but sturdy, I offered a hand to her. She hesitated, her gaze shifting between my face and my hand. And then, gently, she accepted it. As her trembling fingers touched my back , I felt a burst of warmth rush through me, as if the fading light of the rainbow above was passing its final traces into us both. Her fingers were icy and hesitant, but for a short moment then they became warm, like a hot aura got around us, her grip was feeble and unsure, yet it was sufficient. But it was a start. I gently helped her get to her feet. She stumbled slightly, her legs barely holding her weight, but I didn't give up. She peered at me through tear-filled eyes, her visage a jumble of emotions—regret, uncertainty, fear, and, just maybe, hope. . "I... I just don’t understand," Sunset whispered, her voice so quiet I almost didn’t hear her. "Why you are even talking to me, why are you showing this much kindness? Why you want to help me, after everything i did to you?" Her question struck me harder than it should. Why? Why did I do this? Good question, i looked back at the girls. They were observing us, their expressions a mix of surprise and understanding. They didn't say anything, but their presence kept me anchored. Then again I heard voice of my mother’s, the boy’s encouraging look, and the quiet echo of her words: “She need someone to show her the way, to help her, be this person..” "Sunset its not about the thing you've done," I said softly, turning back to Sunset. "it's about the things you can do, the things that you will do." Her breath caught, and she averted her gaze in shame. "But I... I've hurt so many people, i was awful! I ruined so many school lifes for my enterteined..." she lamented, her voice breaking. "I ALMOST KILLED YOU TODAY, HOW CAN I GET A REDEMPTION AFTER SOMETHING LIKE THAT?????!?!?" I took a slow breath to stabilize myself. "Sunset. i already forgave you. Thats a good start right?" I murmured softly, my tone hard yet gentle. "People wont Forget about what you were doing, but they will forgive you when the time will come, i swear it to you" She shook her head, tears streaming down her face. "No, no, no, no, no, i dont deserve your empathy". she whispered. "I dont deserve your forgivness, you should be hating me right now!! I dont deserve another chance....." "No Sunset, thats the part where you are wrong" I said, and there was no hesitation in my voice. "Everyone deserves a second chance, a chance to be better. Even you. Im willing to give you that chance". Her lips quivered, and she let forth a quiet, broken cry. She attempted to pull away, but I strengthened my grip on her hand, keeping her grounded. . "Oh no, no, no, Ms Sunset we are not runing away from problems". I added, my voice softening. "We are solving them together, for now i, and the girls forgiven you, let's start at small things okey? I will help you getting forgivness you just have to follow me" Her eyes opened slightly, and I saw a glimpse of something in her gaze—something frail but genuine. "D-do you really mean that? You are willing to help me, even despite everything i've done?" she asked, her voice barely audible. "Yes sunset, i promise i will help you" I nodded, the movement slow and deliberate. Sunset looked at me, her expression unreadable. Then she crumpled, as if something inside her had finally broken. Her knees buckled, and she dropped into me, putting her arms around my body, and sobbing into my shoulder. I froze in astonishment at her quick embrace, but then I gently placed a hand on her back, steadying her as she wailed. Her entire body shook with the force of her emotions, years of grief and regret gushing out at once. "I’m so fucking sorry " she choked out between sobs. "I’m so sorry, i will be better, i swear, i will change, will be a better person, i swear to you to everyo-" "I know sunset " I whispered, my own voice thick with emotion. "I know your going to change, i belive you" The girls approached slowly, their feet cautious, as if they were reluctant to disrupt the delicate moment. Twilight was the first to kneel by us, her eyes full of empathy and sympathy."You're not alone, Sunset you have us and your little guardian angel her" Twilight whispered gently, giggling a little and resting a hand on her shoulder. "You have us now, we all will help you find your way" One by one, the others joined, their presence forming a circle of warmth and acceptance. Rainbow Dash, who usually carried herself with an air of toughness, placed a hand on Sunset’s other shoulder. Fluttershy crouched down, her eyes brimming with tears of empathy. Applejack, Pinkie Pie, and Rarity stood close by, their expressions soft and supportive. Sunset looked up at them, her tear-streaked face full of disbelief. "I just dont understand why are you even helping me?" she asked, her voice trembling. "And you... you almost died because i couldn't control myself when i had the crown on my head, why are you even considering calling me your friend?" "Because everyone deserves a second chance sunset". I said firmly. Sunset remained silent for quite some time. She simply gazed at each of us in turn, as if trying to grasp the magnitude of what was being offered to her. She nodded slowly. It was a little, tentative motion, but it was sufficient. From the main entrance of CHS, or whatever was left of main entrance, students began to flood out and shout at sunset. The audience erupted in rage, throwing slurs and rocks at Sunset. One of the rocks struck me straight in the shoulder, hurting and sending a jolt down my arm. Well, that’s one way to get my emotions out. I thought bitterly, touching the region where the single rock aimed at sunset struck me. But as I glanced at the angry students, their faces twisted with hatred and self-righteousness, something broke up in me. I stepped forward, glaring at the crowd, and yelled at the top of my lungs, "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" Their angry yells died down as everybody turned their attention to me. Sunset, who had been hiding behind me, looked up, alarmed. "N-no dont do this " she whispered urgently, tugging at my sleeve. "I know you do this for me it's not worth, it you will have the same reputation as me, you will be hated as much as me please dont sacrifice yourself to make me fell better." I turned to glance at her, a smirk tugging at the corner of my lips. "Haha what? My reputation is nonexistent anyway sunset" laughing at the absurdity of it. "Just let me take care of those fuckers" Before she could protest any further, I swung back toward the crowd, my voice shrill and piercing. "Oh, look at you all now! So courageous, eh? So righteous. Throwing fucking rocks at someone who is already down and cannot fight back. Canterlot High has big, tough proud students!" A ripple of discomfort passed through the group, but no one spoke. "Where were you?" I continued, my voice increasing. "I SAID WHERE WERE you all those other times she messed up? When she made students feel small and harmed others? You all stood by and did nothing! You were to scared to act... What about now? Oh, now that she is defenseless, now that she has lost everything, now you grow a fucking spine?" " Some of the students shuffled uncomfortably, looking down or away, but others held their ground, their expressions defiant. "Let me tell you something," my voice quivering with fury. "You are all fucking disgusting, now when shes crying on the ground, when she saw her mistakes you grew balls to stand up? What the actual fuck? You are all just a bunch of cowards. And don't assume that throwing pebbles at her—or anyone else—will make up for all the times you remained silent. Do you think you are superior than her now? Do you all think this is the way to end this, like you shitty attitude will go away?" The crowd was deathly silent now, the weight of my words hanging heavy in the air. Sunset looked at me with wide, tear-filled eyes. Her lips parted slightly, as if she wanted to say something, but no words emerged. Looking back at the audience, I let out a bitter laugh. "Do you know what? Okey, go ahead. Throw your rocks, but at me. Scream. Show what you are, show your pride but don't pretend it's about justice or doing the right thing. This is only about you all, about you showing that you are the same as sunset was" I moved closer to them, my voice softer but no less strong. "If you believe this is what makes you a good person, you're really fucking ill in the head. And if you think I'm going to stand here and let you continue torment he,r you're fucking dead wrong."The group murmured with uncertainty and unease. The students gazed at one other, their earlier rage replaced with doubt... with fear. Finally, someone in the back muttered, "Maybe we should just... leave." They began to dissapear one by one, their vitality dwindling as my words took effect. Some of them lingered, hesitant, but the momentum was passed. When the last of them walked away, I took a trembling breath and returned my attention to Sunset. She sat on the ground with her arms tightly wrapped about herself and her face buried in her knees. "W-why.... why did you do that? They are gonna hate you!," she mumbled, her voice muffled. "I guess? They will who cares about them?" I said, kneeling beside her. "I told you i will show you the way right? That means i will protect you from those fuckers too". She lifted her head slightly, her eyes red and puffy. "You didn't had to go that far for me ." I shrugged, giving her a small, tired smile. "Nah i needed to get my nerves somewhere, and they got what they deserved" For the first time, a faint, almost imperceptible smile tugged at her lips. "I.. you have no idea, how thankful i am for your kindness" she whispered, her voice barely audible. I nodded, resting against the school's damaged wall, feeling the weight of everything land on me.. I dont know what will happen in the future, but I was not going to leave her to face it alone. The faint sounds of approaching footsteps drew my attention. They were heavy, determined, and aggressive, in stark contrast to the girls delicate murmurs and the students' timid stride before. It felt as if my senses had stranghed. Maybe it was the pony magic still racing through me, or maybe I was just on edge from everything that had transpired. I didn’t need to turn around to know who it was. Flash Sentry. His footsteps got louder, closer... I could feel the weight of his stare on me. Before I could grasp what was going on, he was standing behind me, his hand balled into a fist.He did not hesitate. His arm lunged at me, aiming for my face just as previously. Something was different this time, though. My instincts kicked in, and before I realized it, I was moving. Dodged to the side, dodging his punch with surprising speed and precision. Not this time asshole , Its your bad day. This time, I’m ready. Without thinking, I grabbed his arm, twisting it just enough to put him off balance, and hauled him to the ground in one rapid action. Flash landed with a dull thud, his expression filled with shock and rage as he stared up at me. For a brief moment, everything was still. He whispered something under his breath, too low for me to hear. His frustration was palpable. He was not used to losing control, and he certainly wasn't used to being the one on the ground. “You done?” my voice calm. I wasn’t looking for a fight—not with him, not with anyone. But I wasn’t going to stand there and take it, either. Flash jaw tightened, and his hands clenched into fists again as he rose to his feet. I expected he'd attempt something else, but instead he focused on Twilight. He walked up to her, his shoulders rigid and his movements quick. He leaned in close and murmured something into her ear, his tone frantic and low. Twilight's demeanor changed, her brows furrowed as she listened. Then, slowly, she shook her head. Her answer was clear—whatever he had said, whatever he had wanted from her, it wasn’t going to happen. Flash stepped back, his face contorted with frustration. He turned to face me, his eyes filled with rage and something else I couldn't place—hurt, perhaps, or envy. He didn't say anything, but the way he stared at me told volumes. He used a quick kick to send a loose boulder rolling across the ground. The clang rang through the tense calm as he turned on his heel and walked back toward the school, his strides hard "OOOOOOH someone got dumped, hehe he got folded 2 times today" i thought to myself, as I watched him leave. There was relief, yes, but also a deep, lingering grief. Flash wasn't truly my enemy. He was simply... lost in all of this, attempting to make sense of a situation that none of us completely understanded. Twilight walked over to me, her eyes filled with concern. “Are you okay?” she asked softly. "Yeah i think im fine". although my hands were still quivering slightly from the adrenaline. But as I peered behind her and saw the fading figure of Flash disappearing into the school, I couldn't help but question if any of us were genuinely fine today. Flash was gone, but I wasn’t alone. I felt a small, hesitant presence behind me, and as I glanced over my shoulder, I saw her. Sunset. She had been there the entire time, softly cowering behind me like a terrified kid seeking protection. Her expression a mix of remorse, terror, and something I couldn't quite describe. I reached out impulsively and gently patted her on the head. It was a modest gesture, but it felt appropriate. She flinched slightly at first, then relaxed, the strain in her shoulders lessening a little. "Su-" Before I could say anything, Twilight’s voice broke the moment. “Oh no,” she gasped, her wide eyes darting up to the sky. “The time!” I followed her gaze, confused. “What time?” I asked, frowning. She didn't respond right away. Instead, she bent down and picked up the crown that was lying on the ground. As the sunset saw it, I felt her tense behind me. Her hands abruptly seized the back of my suit, her nails driving into my skin with unexpected ferocity. I didn’t flinch. I didn’t say a word. Let her have her moment, this was the thing that made her some kind of she-female monster or something who cares. Twilight stood there, holding the crown tightly, her expression a mix of determination and melancholy. She gazed at me, her violet eyes filled with unshed tears. Like she has a lot to say to me but doesn't have the time. “The portal,” she said softly. “It’s going to close soon, I only have minutes left.” Her words hit me like a lighting bolt... for a moment, I couldn’t breathe.“What?” I managed to choke out. “Portal? Close? What do you mean doesnt it stay open??” Twilight moved closer, her expression softening into something more personal. She stretched out and drew me into a hug, her arms closing tightly around me. It didn't seem like a friendly hug, it felt deeper. I froze, caught off guard, but then I felt it her warmth, her sincerity.And something else. Even the smell of her hair, no no no no thats weird. I could feel her tears on my shoulder. “I must go now,” she whispered, her voice trembling. “I want to stay here longer with the girls, with you... But the portal only opens every thirty moons. If I don’t leave now…” She didn’t finish the sentence. She didn’t have to. The weight of her words seeped in, and I understood what she meant. She was leaving. Not just the school, not just me—the entire planet. Twilight moved back slightly, just enough to gaze at me. She said, her voice steady despite the tears flowing down her cheeks. “I’ll will be back, i swear i wont leave you guys for forver.” she said, her voice firm despite the tears streaming down her face. “In thirty moons, I promise. But right now, I need you to stay strong. For them. Protect them, like you did today” She glanced over at the girls—Rainbow Dash, Applejack, Rarity, Fluttershy, and Pinkie Pie—who were standing together, their faces a mix of pride and heartbreak. She stepped away from me, turning to the others. One by one, she hugged each of them, whispering words I couldn’t hear. Rainbow Dash tried to play it cool, but her usual bravado cracked as she hugged Twilight fiercely, blinking rapidly to hide the tears. Rarity dabbed at her eyes with a handkerchief, her lip quivering as she clung to Twilight like she might never let go. Applejack nodded stoically, but even she couldn’t keep her voice steady as she whispered her goodbye. Pinkie Pie was sobbing openly, clutching Twilight tightly and promising to throw the biggest party ever when she came back. Finally, Twilight turned to Sunset. The silence was deafening. Sunset looked up at her slowly, her expression a mix of dread, and embarrassment. Twilight didn't say anything. She simply took a step forward and threw her arms around Sunset, drawing her into an embrace. Sunset froze, her eyes wide with surprise. Slowly, hesitantly, she raised her arms and hugged Twilight. Her face collapsed, and she burst into tears—deep, agonizing sobs that seemed to rock her entire body. "I hope I'll see you safe too, i will come back and see how you are doing, and remember you have a little guardian by your side. " Twilight smiled pointing at me , i tried to look like someone who didn't hear anything but my blushing cheecks must have gave my disguise away Sunset nodded, unable to speak. As Twilight pulled away, she looked back at all of us one last time. “Goodbye,” she said, her voice barely a whisper. “Take care of each other.” And with that, she turned and began walking toward the portal. I wanted to stop her. I wanted to yell at her "No, dont leave, please, but she had to, this wasn't her word, i and she knew she had to go..." She stepped into the portal, which shimmered, and suddenly she vanished.The resulting silence was deafening, and for a few while, none of us moved. I looked at Sunset, who was still looking down on the ground with her head lowered. The girls stood together, their expressions a mix of sadness and determination. Everyone was aware that it was a huge night. Despite all that had happened, the Fall Formal was still going on, and the gym was alive with activity. While everything wasn't perfect, the celebration went on with a spirit of unity and commitment. I stood with the girls outside, the chilly night air caressing across my skin as I looked at the gym's glowing windows. Laughter and music burst forth, a bittersweet memory of what the night should have been. “You should all go,” I said softly, looking at them. “What? What do you mean go, no way!” Rainbow Dash crossed her arms. “We’re not leaving you here not after what you did.” The others nodded in agreement, but I raised my hands, stopping them. “girls listen to me, you deserve to have your fun, after everything that happened” “But what about you?” Fluttershy asked, her voice barely above a whisper. “I’ll be good, i just need to rest a little .” I assured them, offering a small smile. Besides…” I glanced at Sunset, who was standing a few steps behind me, looking lost and unsure. “i've got a company and a lot to talk about with her.” The girls exchanged hesitant glances, but eventually, Rarity stepped forward. “Are you absolutely certain, darling?” “ Yes, go. Make the rest of the night, remember it” Reluctantly, they agreed. They rushed to hug me one by one before departing to the gym, their expressions still tinted with dread. As they disappeared inside, the night became quieter, and I focused my attention on Sunset. She was staring at the ground with her arms curled about herself. Then me and sunset looked at Principal Celestia and Vice Principal Luna emerging from the shadows, their expressions combining authority and tiredness. "Sunset Shimmer,” Celestia said, her tone firm but not unkind. “Me and Vice-Principal luna decided about your punishment for yours action today” Sunset looked up at them, her face pale. “We’re giving you a chance to redeem yourself ,” Luna added, holding out a broom . “You’ll be responsible for cleaning up the mess you made.” Sunset hesitated for a moment, then stepped forward and took the broom. Her hands trembled as she gripped it. Celestia’s gaze softened. “This is only the beginning, Sunset. Redemption takes time. But it’s not impossible.” With that, the two principals turned and went away, leaving Sunset and me alone. I watched her stand there with the broom in her hands and her head down low. Despite her actions, I couldn't help but feel sympathy for her. “I guess it could be worse right?,” I said, trying to lighten the mood. She looked up at me, her eyes filled with a mix of shame and gratitude. “I’m... sorry,” she murmured, her voice barely audible. I nodded, offering her a small smile. “I know sunset. I know” And with that, the chapter of my life ended, the night still heavy with the weight of what had been lost and what had been gained. Author's Note Woah i had a lot of fun and put a lot i mean a lot of emotion in this chapter, i did my best to motivate main characters reasons, he was outcast betreyed, lost almost anything in his life he dont want to see something happening to anyone, even someone like sunset shimmer, he gave her a hand that the main 6 once gave him, but that still makes some things unexplained right? why did he pony up? who was that boy? what are the dreams his having? Everybody will make sense in the futere. this and chapter before was 1 chapter but i decided to make it two, cuz too much words :pinkiesad2: https://static.fimfiction.net/images/emoticons/pinkiesad2.png it like 1 season ended i hope you guys liked it, as i said at beggining of this series this is literally my first fanfic i never wrote anything so there are things you maybe dont like but dont hesistate and point them to me i want to change first 3 chapters i got some experience i think? anyway cheers //-------------------------------------------------------// Trying To Understand Each Other (R) //-------------------------------------------------------// Trying To Understand Each Other (R) I stood there with Sunset in the mess that used to be the grand entrance of Canterlot High School. The air was thick with an uncomfortable silence, and Sunset’s awkwardness was palpable. She shuffled her feet, her eyes darting everywhere except toward me. Magic arleady fled from my body long ago, leaving me with my broken suit and a lot of bruises. Then It suddenly hit me—everything I’d said, everything I’d done tonight. The gravity of it all made me feel a little awkward, too. Uhhh its so cringe i was talking about leading her, and everything but here i am doing nothing, i should try to talk to her But as always i couldn't think of anything so i said the first thing that came to my mind “Soo you have a lot of cleaning to do right?.” Sunset gazed at me, her expresion was a mix of confusonand mild displeasure. Okey that wasn't smooth, nice job idiot. Desperate to save the moment, I looked toward the school door and saw another broom resting on the wall. Without saying anything, I approached, took it, and returned to her side. “I'm here anyway, and i told you i will help you, sooo let's clean this together” I said holding up the broom with a small smile. Sunset looked at me, surprised. “No, no, you don't have, to it's my jo—” “I know” I interrupted, cutting her off gently. “Dont worry it's nothing, and i need to stretch my bones”. For a minute, she simply stared at me, her barriers melting slightly.Then, with a slight nod, she returned to the rubble and began sweeping. We worked side by side, the sound of brooms scratching against the concrete breaking the silence. Occasionally, our hands would brush against each other as we grabbed for the same piece of debris, and we'd both awkwardly pull back with murmured apology. It wasn’t much, but as the minutes passed, the weight in the air began to lift. “Okey, i get it you want to help, but why what made you forgive me so quickly?” Sunset finally asked, breaking the silence. Her voice was soft and hesitating, as if she wasn't sure she wanted the response. I paused, leaning on my broom. “Hmm, even if i tell you the truth, you wont belive it, let's just say, that when i was half-dead, somebody made me understand that's there good, in you, and you deserve second chance and now we are her ” She looked at me, her eyes shimmering with something I couldn’t quite place. “Even me? Even after everything I've done?”. "Even you.” Her lips trembled as she tried to hold back her emotions. “Wow, that is big even for someone as you, just.. thanks..” “Don’t mention it,” I said, resuming my sweeping. “And seriously dont worry about my reputation, i dont care what they think, i did what i did because, i wanted to do it.” She gave a faint, reluctant chuckle. But then her gaze turned to my arms, where the scars on my wrists were visible, which I tried to hide. Her eyes lingered on the larger scar on my belly, the one from when I'd been stabbed and cut, the recollection still vivid in my mind. She didn’t say anything, but I could feel her looking at me. The concern was there, so evident in her eyes. The kind of concern that made me feel exposed, like she could see every part of me I’d kept buried. I shuffled uneasily and looked aside, wondering how to handle it. "Don't worry the wrist are old, and the abdomen one healed pretty quickly, its nothing " I muttered, not sure if I was trying to convince her, or myself. But she did not fall for it. Slowly, she reached out, her hand hanging near my arm, wondering if she could touch it. "What happen? Did you did this to yourself?" She said gently, her voice cautious, as if she knew she shouldn't ask but couldn't help herself. The words hung in the air, thick and oppressive. I took a breath, attempting to stabilize myself, but it did not help. "Things haven't always been easy for me." I answered gently, looking at the ground. The weight of it all seemed too much to tell, too raw to reveal. But I didn't pull away this time. There was something about the way she looked at me that suggested she wasn't asking out of sympathy or curiosity. She wanted to understand me. Even when it hurt, even when memories threatened to overwhelm me, I stayed. I couldn't turn away when she needed someone to lean on, even if it meant breaking down the barriers I'd constructed around myself. She remained quiet, allowing me room, but her presence was steady and grounding. For a moment, it felt like we were both standing on the brink of something, two broken pieces attempting to figure out where they belonged. I leaned back slightly, perched on the edge of the marble wall, the cold stone cutting through my ripped suit. With a slight motion, I invited Sunset to sit next to me. She hesitated, her anxiety visible on her face, but after a moment, she sat down, maintaining a fair distance between us. Why am I doing this? Why do I feel the urge to talk to her about this? I didn't tell the girls about my past, my self-harm, or the asshole who stabbed me, but now I'm thinking of sharing my darkest memories with a girl who was nothing more than a bully until hours ago... Sunset fidgeted uneasily, her hands clutched tightly in her lap. She whispered something under her nose, an attempt to break the stillness. I didn't answer right away since my head was filled with reluctance and worry. But then instinct took over. Then I placed my hands on my abdomen, fingers caressing the big, jagged scar that ran across the muscle. It visible through the shredded remnants of my outfit. “You know I’m from Cloudsdale, right?” my voice low and rough. Sunset tilted her head, surprised by the suddenness of my words. Her stare remained steady and curious as I continued. "Back then, I had friends. I assumed, they were my friends. They were laughing at me, not with. The words came out sour, and the memory slashed through me like a dull knife. "They were trouble , but I had no idea how much. One night, they got high—drunk, reckless—and decided it would be 'fun' to play a game with me. They knocked me to the ground, and then tied me with an rope, as if it were a terrible joke. They pushed, kicked, punched me until I was near passing out." I paused, feeling the weight of the memories tighten my throat. Sunset's eyes widened, and her expression changed from shock to dread. “And then,” my voice cracking slightly, “One of them... one of them said, ‘Let’s see what you’ve got in you, sweetie.’” My fingers dug into the fabric of my ruined shirt as I looked down at the scar again. “That’s what they left behind,” motioning to the jagged line across my abdomen. “Their idea of a joke.Their idea of fun.” Sunset's palm shot to her lips, and her face turned pale. She didn't say anything at first—perhaps she couldn't—but her eyes were brimming with unshed tears. "I was just a target for them. "A toy," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. "I trusted them, and they left me with this—this is an reminder that I was nothing to them." The silence between us was deafening. Sunset looked like she wanted to say something, but the words wouldn’t come. I didn’t blame her. What could she even say to something like that? “And the worst part,” I added, my voice shaking, “Is that i never told anyone about this, not the police, not even to my own father, i just said that i got into argument with my friends, and when going back home i got ambushed, y-you are the first one to know the truth sunset...” Sunset's lips quiver as her hands fidgeted in her lap. She looked down, unwilling to meet my gaze. "Why... why are you telling me this?" she finally said, her tone gentle and timid. I let out a hollow laugh, more bitter than anything. “I don’t know to be honest” I admitted. “Maybe i need to get this out my chest? I really don't know.” Her eyes eventually lifted to face me. And in her eyes, I detected something unexpected empathy. She stretched out, her hand hovering near my arm, but then paused, unsure whether she should. “I’m... I’m so sorry,” she said, her voice trembling. “I don’t even know what to say.If i knew the truth earlier, i wouldn't be so mean to you...” Her words shattered something within of me, and for the first time, I felt a weight begin to lift—not completely, but enough to breathe. The weight of the discourse was nearly too great to take, and I could feel my own emotions fraying. But that was my limit. I couldn't express certain things because I wasn't prepared to discuss them. I thought about the kid, and my mother. But I pushed it down, burying the anguish where it normally remained. I returned my glance to Sunset, who was still seated a little apart from me, her eyes filled with guilt and empathy. She appeared to be carrying her own weight and silent story. I looked at her, a little interested but not wanting to concentrate on it too much. "I have one question for you," gazing at Her. "How did you know what happened to my mom? I’m just... curious. No hard feelings or anything, just wondering." Sunset paused for a moment before responding. "Well, when you first came to Canterlot High, I did some research on you," she said softly. "I saw police records on their site with your name on them. I wanted to have something on you." She gave me an apologetic face, as if she expected me to be unhappy. "Okay, don't let that sink in. I was just wondering, no hard feelings okey?" I felt a shiver run down my spine, men, she can be rather frightening, or she was, but it doesn't matter anymore she regrets it, and I'm willing to believe her. "What about you?" I inquired, my voice gentler now. "What is your story, Sunset?" What made you who you are... or, I suppose, were?" I gave her a small smirk, trying to lighten the mood just a little. It didn't workm but it was a good try. Evidently taken off surprise by the question. She paused, her hands wringing in her lap. "I... I don't even know where to start," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. “Maybe from the start, that's always good begining, I’m not going anywhere.” She stared at me for a long time, as if looking for something in my expression. Then she groaned, her shoulders sagging from the invisible weight she was bearing. "It's not an excuse," she said, her voice quivering slightly, "but I wasn't always... like this." She made a vague gesture to herself, her eyes filled with humiliation. "Back in Equestria, the world from i came, I had ambition. Too much of ambition. I desired power, respect, and admiration. I thought I deserved everything." Her palms curled into fists, and her knuckles turned white. "When I didn't get it—when Princess Celestia told, me i wasn't ready to be a alicorn—I became angry. No, not just angry—i got bitter. I assumed she was holding me back, that she did not recognize my ability. So I left. I fled, came here, and... well, you know the rest." I didn’t say anything, letting her continue. She needed to let it out. “At first, i wanted to prove her wrong...” her voice growing quieter. “Show her that i dont need her, that i can get power on my own. But somewhere along the line, it stopped being about that. It became about control. I wanted everyone to fear me because... because I thought that’s how I could finally feel... worthy.” Her voice broke on the last word, and she quickly looked away, as if ashamed of her own vulnerability. “But it didn’t work,” she whispered. “No matter how much people i hurt, no matter how much control I had... I still felt empty. Alone. And now im here talking to you about my life, wondering if i can get better.” The words hung in the air, heavy and raw. I could see the tears glistening in her eyes, the way her hands trembled as she tried to hold herself together. “You start by trying,” I said after a long pause. My voice was soft, but there was an edge of determination in it. “It's not going to be easy but we can take it slowly. But you’ve already taken the first step thru your redemption.” She looked at me, her eyes searching mine. “And what was that first step?” “Being here, simply facing it. Trusting me enaugh to tell me your story, old sunset wouldn't even though about it and you shared it with me.” For the first time, a little, tentative smile appeared on her lips. It was flimsy, like if it may break at any time, but it was there.“You’re... you’re really something else you know that?” she said softly. “Well yeah.. Get used to this i'm going to be with you for a while.” She let out a small laugh, the sound lighter than I’d expected. "How about Equestria? What’s it like there?" my curiosity getting the better of me. "I didn’t get a chance to ask Twilight. She only told me that somekind of ponies leave there, instead of us humans. Also it was so weird, i woke up the girls are looking like they came from pony fashion show, also the horn, and wings i had, i felt like magic was pulsing from me. I paused, a bit embarrassed, ' Well the horn’s was just for decoration, though. I don’t really know how to use it, but... well, it was there, i could feel it". Sunset's giggle faded into a soft grin, and her eyes brightened somewhat, as she appeared to enjoy the change in topic. "Equestria," she said, almost longingly. "It's... wonderful. In every way possible, this is not like here. The skies feel larger, the air feels cleaner, and magic... it's everywhere. It is part of everypony, earth, pegasus or unicorn everypony has his own kind of magic. She paused, looking at me with wonder. "Wait, wings and a horn?" Are you certain? I couldn't see anything, but your body resting there. I could get myself to look closer. I nodded. "Yeah, I mean, I didn't get a good look at myself I didn't have a mirror or anything, but I could feel them. It was bizarre. Like, I instantly knew and felt things that I didn't understand before.It was overwhelming, but also incredible." Sunset leaned back slightly, looking at me with a mixture of astonishment and thinking. "That's... unusual," she admitted. "In Equestria, having both wings and a horn, usually indicates that you are an alicorn. Alicorns are quite rare, and i mean, very rare. They're a hybrid of all three species of ponies: earth ponies, who are strong and grounded, pegasi, who can fly and control the weather, and unicorns, who wield magic." I raised an eyebrow, attempting to understand that. "So, what? I accidentally joined an exclusive club?" She chuckled quietly. "It's not really a club. Alicorns are typically rulers or leaders. Celestia, Luna, and now Twilight. They symbolize balance and harmony. It's somewhat of a significant deal." That made me pause. I remembered the rush of magic I'd felt, how it had flowed through, me like an uncontrollable fire. "Why me?" I mean, I am just a dude. I do not belong in a world of magic and princesses." Sunset tilted her head, her face thoughtful. "Magic never follow the rules especially when it entered this realm. Perhaps the magic recognized something in you—a potential or need—and responded to it. You did something brave, right? You put yourself in harm's way to save others. "That's not nothing." I looked away, feeling the weight of her words. “It didn’t feel brave. It felt just like a thing i needed to do..” “Sometimes that’s what bravery looks like,” she said softly. “Doing the right thing, even when it’s terrifying. Even when you’re not sure you’ll make it out.” I let what she said time to sink in, trying to sort out idea of myself with the person she was descring. The thought of being connected to something as great as equestrian magic seems... strange. However, there was a peculiar sensation of belonging in it, as if it answered something I hadn't realized I was missing. “So... this magic,” I said slowly. “Is it still in me? I felt it fading ,but i can't sense it now, is it still in me??” Sunset shakes her head. "It's difficult to say. The portal, the crown, and the Element of Harmony— had an impact on this realm. Things might return to normal, or they might not. If you ever need assistance, I will do everything I can, to return the favor for what you did today for me. Her comment stayed in the air between us, genuine and grounded. I looked down at my hands, recalling the glow, power, wings, and horn I'd experienced. It wasn't something I fully understood. “Thanks,” meeting her gaze. “I mean it.” Sunset smiled, a warm and full of gratitude. “You’re welcome. And again... thanks for giving me a chance, even after everything." "No problem Sunset" I responded to her with a smile."You know what, im have no regrets, your not as bad as i thought, it's actually pretty cool to talk to you when you are not mean" Sunset's eyes widened slightly, and her face flushed a deep red, almost matching her hair. She hastily glanced away, fumbling with a stray thread in her jacket. The air between us became excruciatingly unpleasant, and the weight of my own words struck me like a ton of bricks. “Oh shit,” the realization sinking in. Why did I say that out loud, for fuck sake? I laughed nervously, scratching the back of my head, trying to ease the tension. “Uuuuh, yeah you know what I mean, you’re alright, decent. Definitely better when you’re not, you know, plotting anything about magic or turning into a demon.” Her eyes returned to mine, a mixture of laughter and embarrassment lighting them up. "Wow," she murmured, rolling her eyes, yet her voice had a hint of laughter. "That's a way to bring it up. ” I shrugged, grinning sheepishly. “Hey, just saying. Progress tadaaa” She shook her head, but I could see the corners of her mouth twitching upward despite herself. “Yeah, I guess so.” But the akwardness remained, quieter and almost manageable. I looked at her again, and for a minute, I noted how different she looked—not only in her posture or face, but also in the way she held herself. She was not the same girl who had terrified the school not long before. She was human. And maybe, just maybe, we weren’t so different after all. Clearing my throat, I decided to break the silence. “Sooo uh what's the plan, are you gonna become friends with everyone, or save the word?” Sunset laughed, a real, genuine laugh that lit up her face. “Something like that. Though I think I’ll start small.. something like cleaning this mess.” “Eyy that's good beginning ” I said, smiling the kind that felt rare these days. For a minute, I wanted to ask her what had happened while I was away, how they defeated her but then I knew that would simply return us to the heaviness, we had just managed to escape. Instead, I rose up and brushed away the dust from my damaged suit. I grabbed the broom and began sweeping the remaining debris into the big pile we had created together. The repetitive sound of bristles hitting the stone was somehow calming, a bizarre form of collaboration in the midst of everything that had happened. When we completed sweeping and piling the larger rocks, I turned to gaze at the gaping hole in front of the school door, which was now more visible with the surrounding rubble cleaned. I tilted my head and let out a low whistle. "Oh its.. bigger than i thought." Sunset took a look at the hole as she ran a hand through her matted hair. "Yeah... that's going to take more than a broom to fix." I chuckled, leaning the broom against the wall. “Okey ill go grab a shovel from the janitor’s closet. No offense, but that’s going to be a pain for you to deal with on your own.” She looked at me, her expression halfway between astonishment and amusement. "You're seriously going to help me fix that?" "What can I say?" I'm already here, and i've done half the job" I said, winking, "consider it my good deed for the day." Her lips curled into a faint, almost bashful smile, and, for the first time, she appeared relaxed. "Another one of your good deeds, thanks again" she murmured gently, her voice surprisingly warm. "No problem," I said, already walking to the school to find what we needed. "Come back in a minute. Don't let that pile of rubble be lonely while I'm away." My thoughts drifted as I walked back from the janitor's closet, shovel in hand. Why did Mom tell me to help Sunset? The question circled in my mind, with the answer just out of reach. And suddenly, with a jolt, I remembered the dream—the one I had not long ago. The one when I was holding a girls hand in the cafeteria. Then i realized it. The girl with purple hair was Twilight and the other was... Sunset?" Is it some type of vision? To be honest, I'm not surprised everything has changed" The memory caused my face to flush, with a deep heat creeping across my cheeks. Wasn't that ridiculous? I shook my head, hoping to clear it. How could the dream have foreseen all of this? And if we were talking about things that didn't make sense, how had I seen Mom? And him... My thoughts vanished when I heard it—a low, quiet sound. Sobbing. There she was, Sunset, resting against the wall close to the debris pile that we had been clearing. She tried to stifle the sound of her sobs, her shoulders quivering slightly and her head bent. She was confused, shattered, and lost. Not knowing what to do, I stood there hesitantly like a fool. After a few seconds, she became aware of me. Her movements were hurried and awkward, as she wiped her eyes, as if she believed she could remove the traces of her tears. Then she forced a smile that stopped short of her eyes and looked up. “oh hey ” her voice trying to be steady. “You’re back arleady huh.” I walked closer, setting the shovel down against the wall. “Sunset…” I began, my voice gentle. “Did something happend when i was gone?” “No. Everything is the same as before... im fine.” She shook her head, trying her best to smile but her shaking hands betrayed her. I stepped closer, my movements slow, careful not to overwhelm her. “Sunset you don’t have to pretend near me.” Her lip quivered, and she sighed, her resolve crumbling. “I just…” she started, her voice cracking. “I just don’t understand, why you’re even here. Shouldn’t you be inside, dancing with everyone else in the gym? Why did you… Why did you give me your hand?” Her words hung in the air, heavy and raw. I did not respond right away. I motioned for her to come closer as i sat on the ground . After some hesitation, she finally sat next to me. This time, she sat directly next to me. I took a moment to collect my thoughts while I stared at the ground. “Why did I give you my hand you ask?” I repeated, more to myself than her, her tear-streaked face catching the faint glow of the gym lights in the distance. “Because I’ve been there, Sunset. I’ve been at rock bottom, where you’re so deep in the dark that you think there’s no way out. And when you’re in that place, you really need is for someone to reach out and pull you back.” Her shoulders shook, and a small sob escaped her lips. She quickly tried to stifle it, but I placed a hand on her arm, stopping her. “It’s okay to feel this way,” I said. “It’s okay to cry. You’ve been carrying so much Sunset, i know you didnt showed it but you were hurting deep inside.” Tears streamed down her face now, and she didn’t bother to hide them. “I don’t know how to fix it,” she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. “You don’t have to fix everything all at once,” I told her. “It’s not about being perfect, or making everything right overnight. It’s about taking one step at a time, and tonight was your first step.” She looked at me, her expression a mix of disbelief and gratitude. “How are you so sure, I can change?” “Because I can see it in you. The way you’ve been tonight, standing there and taking responsibility—you’re already changing, Sunset. You’ve got me remember? I will be helping you.” Her breath hitched at my words, and for a moment, she looked like she might break all over again. But then she nodded, a flicker of hope shining in her tear-filled eyes. “Thank you,” she whispered, her voice trembling but sincere. “For everything.” I nodded back, “You’re welcome, Sunset. Just remember, it’s never too late to be the person you want to be.” I gently patted Sunset on the head a few times, allowing my palm to rest on her hair long enough to feel its smooth texture. She froze for a second, and her eyes were wide when I gazed into them. Her cheeks flushed deeply, and she looked away hastily while saying something to herself. I couldn’t help but smirk at her reaction. “You just need to try, i dont expect you to change on your first day” I said softly, trying to offer her the same encouragement, she probably hadn’t heard much of in her life. Her head jerked a little, and her face changed from one of embarrassment to one of astonishment and tenderness. She averted her gaze once more while holding onto the ground she was resting on. "T-Thanks," she said in a scarcely audible whisper. “Anyway, let’s get back to filling this hole,before Celestia thinks we’re slacking off.” When I started filling the hole, we began talking about the most random things, at first to pass the time and eventually to get to know each other better. "What color is your favorite?" I threw another shovelful of soil into the pit and asked. “Orange,” she responded almost too quickly, like i should have know that from beggining. I snorted. “Yeah my bad I could’ve guessed that it fits you.” “What about you?” “Gray, like the color of storm clouds. Calm but kind of intense at the same time, you know what i mean” She paused for a moment, studying me with a curious expression. “That... actually suits you,” “Thanks? I think?” That made us both giggle, and the topic of conversation shifted. I found out that she owned a motorcycle, which somehow didn't surprise me in the least. I could see her riding one, her hair blowing in the wind, her self-assured grin fixed firmly. Sweat was streaming down my cheeks and my arms hurt by the time the hole was filled. I took a moment to collect my breath and rested on the shovel. I believed she had needed a break because sunset had vanished somewhere. She returned with two bottles of water in her hands. She gave me one without saying anything and took a seat near me. “Thanks,” She nodded, leaning forward with her elbows on her knees, her gaze fixed on the ground, then the doors of the school opened. As the fall formal came to a end, students started to flow out, their voices filling the air. The mayhem that had occurred earlier that evening, laughter and conversation reverberated all about us. Out of the corner of my eye, I looked at Sunset. She had a gentle, even sad look on her face as she observed the students .I turned my attention back to the crowd and sighed slightly. “I guess its time to get out of here" A slight smile tugged at the corner of her lips as she looked at me. . “Yeah... I guess so.” The sound of footsteps brought our attention. The girls came out, their cheeks gleaming with the type of happiness that only comes from night's well spent, despite their fatigue. It makes sense why they were so exhausted. A full night of dancing, laughter, and, oh yeah, defeating a magical she-demon with the power of friendship? That could exhaust anyone. They came over to us, their faces changing as they saw Sunset and I seated together. Pinkie Pie appeared to bounce despite her obvious exhaustion, while Applejack gave me a small gesture of encouragement by tilting her hat a little. Fluttershy and Rarity trailed along, both flashing hesitant little smiles. Naturally, Rainbow Dash had her arms folded, her face inscrutable but not hostile. There was a different story behind them. Other students had begun to gather close to the entrance, their gazes intent and heavy. While Lyra—i think that was her name—and another girl I didn't recognize stood close by, their eyes nearly burning into us, I caught a glimpse of Flash Sentry, his stare impenetrable and keen. “We are like main attraction to them haha” I muttered under my breath. Sunset’s gaze flickered to the crowd, and I could see the fear creeping back into her eyes.I stood up, brushing the dirt off my ruined suit, and took a step closer to the crowd . “Alright dicks” I said loudly, drawing the attention of the students. “You’ve had your fun staring. Show’s over. Go home.” A few muttered something under their breath and began to scatter, while others paused. Flash stayed a little longer, staring at me, but then he turned and left, taking the other girl and Lyra with him. I turned to the girls, letting out a breath I hadn’t realized I was holding. “Well that's something i need to get used to, i think.” Sunset gave me a quick glance, and our eyes briefly locked. Something, something silent but strong, was in her eyes. Perhaps gratitude? or comprehension? It felt, whatever it was, important. It was weird night that's for sure with a lot of thing happening, twilight was gone for 30 moons, sunset is reforming, i saw my mom.. "okey girls its time to head home, i can feel that i will colapse if i will stay awake more than 10 minutes, you all should go too and be ready for tommorow, we will have a lot on our minds..." Author's Note Woooah 3 chapters today (2 mentioning that i cut one but shhh) i wanted to, you know end this better way, now is the real ending of season 1, Sunset and our main character got little closer to understanding each other, some thing were sorted. Have fun reading and be ready for another adventures ! //-------------------------------------------------------// Shadows of the Past (R) //-------------------------------------------------------// Shadows of the Past (R) When I returned home from the fall formal, I locked the door behind me, wincing as the acute aches from the bruises on my body flared up with every movement. I felt the pressure of the day, but I had to remain silent. I wanted to go unnoticed, to have some time to myself so I could ponder and breathe. But I froze the moment i looked. My dad was sitting there, staring at me from the chair just inside the doorway. His expression was a mask of emotions that I was unable to fully interpret. Fear? Fury? Worrie? All of it was muddled together, and I was unable to decipher its meaning. My muscles tensed as my heart raced. He had been sitting there for how long? He was studying me as if he knew something, and I hadn't even heard him move. I felt a shudder come over me as his eyes widened, as if he had been waiting for me to return home. In a flash, he leaped from the chair and threw his arms around me in a desperate embrace. I was unprepared for its suddenness, for a while i just stood there, not knowing what to do, how to react But I could feel his heart racing frantically against mine, like if it were about to blow up. He seemed to suddenly release all of the emotions at once. "You're finally home..." his voice shaking, like he couldn't quite believe it. "You're alive. Thank God... you're alive." his body trembling against mine. At first, I remained silent. My head was whirling. His embrace was intense and smothering. I sensed his anxiety and panic, however, there was also something else. Something that caught me off guard. His concern was evident to me.It was terror, not merely disappointment or rage. He was afraid. Hesistating for a moment, unsure whether I should pull away, but instead, I slowly wrapped my arms around him, my own body reacting to the wave of emotion. It wasn’t exactly comfort, but it was... real. "I’m okay dad, really i’m fine." He drew back just enough to look at me, his eyes scanning mine for a sign that I wasn't telling the truth. His expression of worry was nearly intolerable. I noticed him flinch as his gaze flitted over the wounds, bruises, and charred suit fabric on my body. "Tell me, what were those lights outside? The explosion? What happened? Did you... did you do something, did somebody wanted to harm you?" "No, no," shaking my head. "They were just fireworks." The lie slipped out before I could stop it, but I couldn’t tell him the truth. He let out a deep sigh and wiped his face, his fingers lingering at his eyes as if he were trying to force an intolerable notion from his mind. He sank back in his chair with his shoulders drooping, but waves of stress continued to radiate from him. "This feeling..." his voice so quiet I almost didn’t catch it. "What do you mean? What feeling?" My own pulse was pounding in my ears, but I tried to keep my voice steady. He lowered his hands slowly, looking up at me. His eyes were clouded,a mix of emotions I couldn’t quite place—something deeper. "It’s... emitting in you. " he said softly. "Theres something in the air tonight, feeling i haven't fell so strong in years. It's stronger in you than it ever was before....." Did he feel the magic? But how ? He's just my old man. How could he know about magic? "What do you mean it's emitting in me? Dad is everything okey? You didn't drink today right?" trying to sound casual, but the knot in my chest tightened. His gaze locked onto mine, intense and searching, like he was looking for answers in my face. "It’s hard to explain son." he admitted. "It’s like an echo... a reminder of something i used to feel a long time ago." I froze. My breath caught in my throat as his words sank in. He knew. He knew something was different. "I don’t know what you’re talking about dad " I said, my voice too quick, too defensive. I crossed my arms, trying to seem casual, but my body betrayed me with a slight tremor. "It was just a big night, thats all." He just kept looking at me, his expression softening slightly. "You can trust me." he said quietly, his voice steady but gentle. "Whatever it is, you don’t need to hide it. Not from me, son, i just care about you." My shoulders were burdened by the weight of his words. I wanted to tell him everything . However, the idea of his reaction, and him knowing in how much danger i was, didn't let me. He sighed heavily, and gestured toward the living room. "Go. Sit there. Wait for me i’ll be there in a second." I nodded, unsure of what he wanted, but his tone left no room for argument. I trudged toward the living room, still aching all over, and slumped onto the couch. The tension in the air hadn’t lessened—it hung there. Minutes passed. Long.... Uncomfortable minutes. Finally, I heard his footsteps, he walked into the room, his face was wet. For a merly second, I thought he’d been crying, but the way his hair clung to his forehead made me wonder if he’d splashed water on his face. Did he try to wake himself up ? Or was he trying to clear his head? He drew a chair close and sat down across me after taking a long breath. He moved purposefully, as if he was regaining his balance. I straightened up, swallowing hard as his gaze fixed on mine. "We.. we need to talk about something." He rubbed his hands together, as though trying to warm them. "I’ve wanted to wait a little longer, i won't lie to you son, if i couldn't sense this feeling from you... i don't know if i would ever tell you about this.. but now i must." He hesitated, his eyes drifting to the floor for a moment before locking back onto mine. "It’s about your mother." My mother... She was something that my dad avoided talking about... Her death was a void that Dad had always tiptoed around, mentioning her only when absolutely necessary. "What does she, has do to in any of this?" Leaning forward with his elbows resting on his knees, he took a deep breath. He appeared to be fighting a conflict inside himself because of his tangled expression. . "She wasn’t... like us... she wasn't even from here..." I blinked, confusion mingling with disbelief. "What ?" "Your mother," he said slowly, each word measured and heavy, "Was extraordinary. She was more than what our world could ever understand. And there’s a part of her in you." His words hung in the air. "What are you even talking about!?" "I’ll explain everything," he said, his eyes earnest. "But first, I need to know... what did happend tonight? Did you felt diffrent??" My heart pounded in my chest, the memories of the night flashing in my mind—the magic, the transformation, the overwhelming surge of power i felt. Could I tell him? Would he even believe me? He leaned closer, his voice softer but urgent. "Please, son. I need to know. It’s important." With a sigh, he ran a hand throught his hair before continuing, this time in a softer tone. . "Okay... maybe this will make things easier for you.." He paused, as if weighing the enormity of what he was about to say. "Do you know... what Equestria is?" "Wait.. you know about Equestria?" i Said to him "I knew it... i knew you know... Your mother... she wasn’t from our world as i said.... She came from Equestria." The room spun. My vision blurred for a moment as I tried to process his words. It felt impossible—too strange, "No, no that cant be real, dad what do you mean mom was from equestria? Are you too?" He shook his head slowly, the weight of everything evident in his expression. "No," he said, his voice low and steady. "Only her.... She never told me everything, but... she was someone important there, that's for sure." "Important?" I echoed, the word hanging in the air like a challenge. "Yes," he said, his gaze distant, like he was sifting through memories. "She was... a mentor of some sort. A teacher, a guide. She never went into much detail about her life back there, but she did tell me about her two students—Princess Celestia and Princess Luna." The names hit me like a punch to the gut. Celestia and Luna—the principal and vice-principal of Canterlot High? How could that be? "Wait," I said, sitting up straighter. "You’re telling me... those Celestia and Luna?" "The ones from her world. They were... different, powerful. Royalty. She said they were like daughters to her, once." My head swam with questions. "What the fuck dad, she ran from equestria? How could that be even possible?" His face darkened, the sorrow there almost too much to bear. "She never told how. Just that something happened... something that made her leave. She wanted to start over here..." "And she found you," I said quietly, more to myself than to him. "Yes," he replied, his voice softening. "She found me. And then… we had you and…"He stopped, the weight of his words hanging in the air. His expression darkened, a shadow crossing his face that I recognized all too well. He didn’t have to say more—I already knew why he couldn’t finish. And honestly, I didn’t want him to. Everything was already so messed up, I wasn’t sure I could handle more. I took a shaky breath, trying to steady myself against the storm of emotions swirling in my chest. “So… wait,” I said, my voice cracking slightly. “What does this mean? That horn and the wings I had… I got them bcs of Mom? So, what?” I laughed bitterly, running a hand through my hair. “I’m some kind of hybrid? Half-human, half-pony? What the actual fuck Dad?” His jaw clenched, and he leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. “Son it's not like that, it's more complicated...” he said finally. His voice was quiet but heavy, like every word was a struggle. “Great, and i mean it, is fucking great” I muttered, crossing my arms. “That’s exactly, what I needed to hear right now.” “Listen to me, we aren't done. ” his tone sharper now. “Your mother… she wasn’t just anypony.” There it was again—anypony. The word sounded so strange, so out of place in this world. And coming from him? It made everything feel even more surreal. “She was an Alicorn,” he continued, his eyes meeting mine. “The only one of her kind, at least in her time. And that made her… unique.” “Unique,” I repeated, my voice dripping with sarcasm. “Right. So unique, that her kid ends up sprouting wings and a horn out of nowhere, and no one thinks to give him a heads-up?” His shoulders sagged, and for a moment, he looked older, more tired than I’d ever seen him. “I didn’t know how to tell you,” he admitted. “I thought… maybe it wouldn’t matter. Maybe you wouldn't awaken.” “Well, it did,” I shot back, the frustration bubbling to the surface. “And it’s not like I got a fucking manual on how to deal with this, DAD. Do you have any idea how insane this all sounds? How insane it feels? HOW DO I FEEL RIGHT NOW?” The room fell silent, his words echoing in my mind. Alive in me. That thought was both comforting and terrifying, and I wasn’t sure which I felt more. My father's words crushed me like a boulder as I sat there. The pressure of trying to take it all in made my brain feel like it was about to burst. I was not who I believed myself to be. I wasn’t human. Not at all. I was mistaken about everything I believed to be true about my life and myself. The room's walls seemed to be closing in on me, and the air was getting too heavy for me to breathe. I struggled to breathe in enough oxygen to quiet the roaring storm inside of me, but my chest heaved. A thousand ideas raced through my head, each one more disorganized than the one before it. You’re not like everybody else. Like a ruthless chant, the words replayed in my mind. It was me, not simply the wounds I attempted to conceal or the scars on my body. I was never normal. I had always felt uncomfortable and like I was peering in from the outside. And now? Now I had proof that I didn’t belong. That I never belonged. “I... I need to think,” I muttered, my voice barely audible. My dad reached out like he wanted to say something, but I cut him off, my voice rising. “Dont even try dad, i need time, i don’t fucking know what to think!” His hand dropping to his side, but I didn’t care. I was too far gone, my emotions spiraling out of control. “Why?” I demanded, my voice cracking. “Why even bother now? If it weren’t for Twilight and the others, I would’ve never known! I would’ve lived my whole life not knowing that I’m… that I’m not…” The words stuck in my throat like poison, burning as I forced them out. “That I’m not human.” My dad’s face was a mix of guilt and sadness, but I didn’t let it stop me. “I’m not like everybody else,” I said, my voice trembling. “I never was. And now I’m even less like them. Do you have any idea what that feels like? To have your entire sense of self ripped out from under you?” I couldn’t stay there. I couldn’t look at him, couldn’t sit in that room for one more second. My hands were shaking as I stood up, my chair scraping loudly against the floor. “I can’t do this,” I said, my voice breaking. “Son, please ju-” my dad started, but I was already moving. “No i can’t,” I repeated, my voice louder this time. I hurried out without turning around, and the door slammed behind me with such force that it shook the walls. The chilly night air struck me like a smack in the face, yet it did little to soothe the fury within me. I could hardly get my phone out of my pocket since my hands were shaking so much. I scrolled through my contacts, my fingers fumbling as I searched for someone—anyone—who could help me make sense of this. I called Applejack first. No answer. Then Pinkie Pie. Nothing. One by one, I went through the names: Rarity, Fluttershy, Rainbow Dash. Each call went straight to voicemail, the silence on the other end only amplifying the panic in my chest.Of course. They were probably all passed out after the Fall Formal. Exhausted from the dancing, the magic, the battle. And why wouldn’t they be? They’d saved the school. Meanwhile, I was standing here, my life falling apart, completely alone. Or maybe not completely. My thumb over my contacts' last name. The only person who might still be awake that came to mind. One who might know what it's like to have your entire life flipped upside down, having experienced her own form of hell. One who was connected to equestria more than anyone else in this word. Sunset Shimmer. The phone rang once, twice, and then I heard her voice on the other end. “Hello?,” she said, her tone cautious. “Something happend? Everything alright?” Her speech was enough to slightly ease the constriction in my chest, but it also sent a new flood of emotions rushing through me. When I attempted to speak, the words stuck in my throat and instead came out as a choked sound. “Hey you there?” she said again, softer this time. “Take a deep breath. What’s wrong?” “I…” My voice cracked, and I closed my eyes, pressing the heel of my hand against my forehead. “It" so fucking weird, i don't know how to put this in words.” “Well, take you're time.” she said gently. “I’m here.” Even though her words seemed to be reaching out like a hand, I was still unable to speak. My chest felt heavy and my throat constricted. Everything in me cried out for me to speak, to tell someone, but the words were stuck, entangled in a maze of confusion and terror. “I…” My voice cracked, barely a whisper. “I can’t say it over the phone. I just… can’t. Can you…” I hesitated, the words catching in my throat again. Finally, I forced them out. “Can you give me your address? I need to see you. I can’t— I just can’t do this on the phone.” Another pause. Then, softly, she said, “Okay, no problem.” She gave me her address—three or four streets from my place, not far at all. “I’ll be waiting for you, take your time.” “I’ll be there.” I shoved my phone back into my pocket and started running. It was more than just a run, it was a complete sprint, the kind in which you feel as though your lungs are about to fail, and your legs are on fire, but you are unable to stop. Only that night at the Fall Formal, when I'd rushed into danger to shield my friends from the power Sunset had unleashed, i had I ran faster. Even though it hurt to think about that night, it made me want to run even more. The chilly night air pricked my skin as the streets merged around me. My thoughts was as rapid as my feet, and my adrenaline was still pumping. Even as Sunset's house came into view, I didn't slow down. I could feel my heart thumping in my ears. And the weight of every think i will say to her. My breath came in harsh gasps when I arrived at her door. I pounded on it mindlessly, loud and desperate, the sound reverberating in the still night. I didn't even think about if there might be another person sleeping inside, till i arleady stopped banging on the door. After a few seconds, the door opened, revealing her. Sunset Shimmer stood in the doorway, looking surprised and worried at the same time. Her eyes were wide as she took in my condition, yet her hair was a touch disheveled, as if she had been attempting to relax after everything, but only tried... “Hey,” she said softly, stepping aside to let me in. “what happend?!” I shook my head, speechless as the feelings surged like a tsunami within me. And as soon as I entered her cozy home, I understood that I was in her home, the formal bully, and that I would need her assistance because I am a monstrosity. I thought it was fucking funny how the world messed up so much for me. I became aware that I was shaking—not from the cold, but from the sheer weight of everything coming down at once—and that my legs felt weak and my chest constricted. Sunset was standing in front of me, looking confused and worried at the same time. I could see the slight redness surrounding her eyes as they glistened with unshed tears. She had been crying.... I wasn't prepared for how hard that hit me. I shouldn't been the one to ask for help, she was struggling to keep herself together. What the hell am I doing? The thought hit me like a slap in the face. She needed support, not me barging in like some broken record of problems... Her apartment was small but cozy, though it had an air of loneliness to it. The living room was simple, with a couch facing a modest TV on a stand against the wall. A small coffee table sat in front of the couch, cluttered with a couple of books and a mug. To the side, I could see the kitchen—a compact space where maybe four people could squeeze in at once. There was a single closet door, and another door that likely led to her bedroom. Somewhere out of sight, I assumed, was the bathroom.It was tidy, but it felt too quiet, too still. Like she’d been living here alone for a long time. A knot formed in my stomach. How does she manage this? Living on her own, carrying all of this? The voice of Sunset pierced my mind. With a gentle gesture toward the couch, she said, "Sit." Her tone was gentle and cautious rather than authoritative, as if she was worried that I would break if she spoke too loudly.I nodded and moved toward the couch, despite my hesitation because I felt unworthy of beeing here. But when I eventually sat down, it felt like the weight of the world was trying to push me through the cushions because my legs felt like lead. Sunset did not sit immediately. She watched me with that same anxious expression while hovering close to the couch's edge. I was unable to look her in the eye. I felt too embarrassed. I was embarrassed by the mess I was in and embarrassed to have brought her into it when I knew she had her own struggles. “I’m sorry,” I mumbled, my voice barely above a whisper. “For what?” she asked, her voice soft but firm. “For this. For... showing up like this. For bothering you when I know you’ve got your own stuff going on.” Her eyebrows knit together, and she shook her head. “You’re not bothering me ,okey?." She sat down next to me then, not too close, but close enough that I could feel the warmth of her presence. “You helped me today. Let me help you now.” I swallowed hard, my throat tight. I still couldn’t bring myself to look at her. “I don’t even know where to start,” I admitted. “Start wherever you can,” she said, her tone gentle, patient. “It’s just... everything’s so fucked up ” Sunset remained silent. She simply waited while I took my time. And for some reason, that made it simpler to continue.For what seemed like forever, I gazed at the floor while the words gnawed at the back of my throat, trying to escape. As I began to speak, my hands were shaking and my body felt as though it was operating automatically.Beside me, She sat quietly, waiting, her eyes gentle and worried. Even though she hadn't spoken, I could sense her presence because of the way her eyes seemed to support me. The only thing preventing me from passing out . How do I even begin to say this? "Sunset..." for a moment, I couldn’t even get the words out. It felt like the weight of it all was too much to carry. But she was patient, her gaze never leaving mine. She didn’t rush me. I just need to say it, I just need to get this out of myself, like i did it earlier. “My dad... he told me something tonight, something he was hiding from me...” I began, my voice barely above a whisper. “He told me a story about my mom. About who she was. She wasn’t—she wasn’t even from human word.” I paused, swallowing hard as the tears started to sting in the corners of my eyes. “She was an Alicorn,” I continued, my voice cracking. “She was from Equestria, just like you. She lived there for centuries. Tutored Princess Celestia and Princess Luna. She was... she was someone important there, she went into hiding then after many thousand of years she came to this world and fell in love with my dad. They had me.” The more I said the words, the more my hands began to shake. I never imagined saying them aloud. Now, the words came out of me more quickly, their weight descending like an avalanche. “And my brother,” I added, lowering my voice to the point where I was practically unheard. It wasn't interrupted by sunset. Although she remained silent, I could see her eyes slightly widen. She was willing to listen, but she looked at me as if she were seeing the pieces of a puzzle she didn't understand. The silence stretching between us, suffocating me. My vision blurred as tears welled up, threatening to spill over. “I’ve never... I’ve never been able to talk to anyone about him. Never. Not even with my dad. It’s like we’ve got this agreement not to talk about it, but tonight... I’m telling you.... I’m telling you, Sunset.” My voice broke completely, and I could feel my whole body shaking now. I couldn’t stop the tears from falling. “He’s... gone. He’s gone, and it’s my fault. I failed him. I failed him, Sunset.” I choked on a sob, barely able to get the words out. “I was supposed to protect him, and I didn’t. And now he’s—he’s—” My voice gave out entirely, replaced by a guttural cry that tore through me like a knife. Only then did I realize that Sunset was holding my hands. At some point during my speech, she must have reached for them, but her hold became more firm. Not only was it reassuring, but it also grounded me and drew me back from the precipice of the downward spiral. My chest hurt even more when I looked up at her and saw the expression on her face. connection the sadness, the anxiety. She felt my pain as if it were her own, and she wasn't just listening. Tears were streaming down my face, and the sound of my own suffering made my chest hurt. I was having trouble breathing. I was unable to think. The half-human, half-pony simply spilled through the glass I purposefully kept in check, bringing to the surface everything I had been suppressing for so long. As I sobbed, Sunset tightened her hold on my hands, and I could feel her lean in. Her warmth and the way she drew me into her embrace were palpable, and the tenderness with which she held me nearly broke my heart. But I couldn’t stop myself. I kept telling her more. I kept spilling everything. I didn’t care anymore. I had to. I had to let it out. “I don’t know how to keep going,” I admitted, my voice trembling. “I can’t—I can’t do this anymore. It’s like every time I try to breathe, it gets harder. Every time I think I’m getting better, I’m just... falling apart all over again.” Sunset just moved closer, wrapping her arms around me. It wasn’t a light hug—it was firm, unyielding, like she was trying to hold all my broken pieces together. I buried my face in her shoulder, the tears coming harder now. I couldn’t stop shaking, couldn’t stop sobbing, and Sunset just held on tighter with every shudder that wracked my body. “I’m a monster, a fucking monster Sunset,” I gasped between sobs. “I don’t deserve to be here. I don’t deserve to live. I’m nothing but a burden. My father… my father, he never wanted me to know the truth. He never wanted me to know what I am. And now I’ve found out… and it’s ruining me. I can’t—I can’t even breathe anymore. It’s like I’m drowning in this fucking lie, i should fucking kill myself..." The words came out in a frantic rush, like I was trying to scream, but it all just felt like a quiet, suffocating scream in my chest. “Stop!” she said, her voice trembling but firm. She pulled back just enough to look me in the eyes, her hands gripping my shoulders. “Don’t you dare say that. You are not a monster. Do you hear me? You are not. YOU DESERVE TO LIVE LISTEN TO ME YOU DESERVE TO LIVE” “You think you’re a monster because you’re diffrent? Newsflash im diffrent too!” Her voice broke on the last word, and I saw her wipe at her own tears with the back of her hand. “I’ve hurt people, I thought I was beyond saving, but you showed me that wasn’t true. And now I’m telling you—it’s not true for you either,i swear to you, you will get over it i promise, i promise you are not a monster, you helped me today remember??? If you were a monster you would be with other guys trowing rocks at me not defending me from them! YOU MATTER DO YOU UNDERSTAND.” I shook my head, but she grabbed my hands again, holding them tight. She continued. “You think you’re weak? You’re not. You’re standing here, still fighting, still trying. That’s not weakness. That’s bravery, You are brave” She had tears flowing on her cheecks "if not you i would kill myself today! If you didnt gave me that hand i wouldnt be here talking with you! I WOULD BE BLEEDING AND NOT BREATHING!" the tears were flowing on her jaw, she was as broken as me at this moment. The words hit me like a punch to the gut, and I felt another sob escape before I could stop it. Sunset didn’t let go. She just kept holding on. She would kill herself if not me? No that's not true. She would keep trying even withaut my help. That's what i wanted to belive, but the truth were diffrent. “It’s okay to hurt,” she said softly, her voice breaking again. “It’s okay to cry, to scream, to feel like the world is falling apart. But don’t you dare give up on yourself. Not now. Not ever.” I was at a loss for words. All I could do was sob more and fall into her arms once more as everything I had been suppressing for so long finally came out. Sunset, too, refused to let go. She simply remained there as we sobbed and held each other, my strength drawing her to me and her quiet strength dragging me back from the edge. We merely sat there. Weeping together over all of our suffering... I was holding her as tightly as I could, and it didn't matter if she let me go. Her voice was soft and ragged as she whispered through the tears. "We're not alone in this. You don't have to bear this burden alone. We'll overcome it, even though it seems like too much right now. Together." After that, no one else spoke. The words seemed to linger in the air, a declaration of truth that we both needed to hear. How long we sat there in silence is beyond me. Everything had become heavy, and I started to feel exhausted, which made it difficult for me to keep my eyes open. My body and mind were exhausted from the day's turmoil, the agony of the past, and the letting go of everything I had been suppressing for so long, and every part of me hurt. There was nothing more that we said. The quiet understanding that had developed between us made words seem unnecessary. Everything I had confessed, everything that had been said, was exposed, vulnerable, and unvarnished. That fact hung heavy in the air between us, but it was also consoling. My breathing gradually slowed as the minutes passed. The warmth of sunset was a reassuring weight at my side. There was a quiet, almost serene silence in the room, but I couldn't even recall when I had stopped crying or when the sobs had finally stopped. Only after the storm had passed and everything had been stripped away did it feel like a fragile kind of peace. Sunset's body was next to mine, and I could feel her breathing in time with me. She was still there, supporting me and providing me with the silent strength I was unaware I needed until now. It seemed as though she wasn't ready to let go either, as her hands remained clasped around mine. Finally, without even recognizing it, we fell asleep. It wasn't the kind of restful sleep where everything is temporarily forgotten. However, the sleep was the result of pure exhaustion and the release of holding everything inside for too long...... Author's Note Okey im not gonna lie, this was the most emotional chapter i wrote, its weird i shed a tear writing this, the big secret is out main character found himself someone he can share hes weak side, is this sunset really the same sunset he saw first day at school? How will he cope with his mother and father secret? what happend to his brother why hes blaming him self for his death? Thanks for reading Give your opinion on this chapter in comments please, i think its the best or second i wrote i hope you like it like i do ( psst also if you find some mistakes tell i comments i went with flow on this one) //-------------------------------------------------------// A Shoulder to Lean On (R) //-------------------------------------------------------// A Shoulder to Lean On (R) My neck hurt like i was laying on a pile of rocks when I woke up. Something was... wrong, and I felt heavy and stiff. It wasn't my bed. When I realized I wasn't even in my room, a brief panic struck. I froze as I looked down. There she was, lying on my torso wrapping her arms around me, breathing slowly, her face peaceful despite the dried tear streaks on her cheeks.The night get like a storm to me the confessions, the crying, the way we’d both collapsed into a mess of broken emotions, and then, at some point, we must have fallen asleep. My mind was racing. Oh, fuck. Ohhhh fuck. I’m in Sunset’s house. I slept in her house. I slept on her couch with her on top of me. My face instantly flushed. Holy shit. HOLY SHIT. This is bad. Very bad. Its not like we had sex or anything but my brain couldn’t stop screaming at me, this is going to be akward. She was so peaceful, her breathing soft and rhythmic. The emotions that had filled her face last night were completely gone, leaving her looking... vulnerable, even cute.Her lips parted slightly as she snored—a small, sound that caught me off guard. A smile tugged at the corners of my mouth. Oh, I’m going to tease her about that later. The things we’d said to each other.Pain we had both shared.I could still hear her words echoing in my mind."if not you, i would kill myself today! If you didnt gave me that hand i wouldnt be here talking with you." Men... i didn't know i had such impact on her... she was so close to giving up, so lost in her own guilt and despair.And yet, somehow, I had managed to pull her back from that edge. How could I not have seen how much she was hurting? I poured all of my emotional burdens onto her. She had supported me during my darkest moments, keeping me afloat when I thought I was going crazy. I owed her. For everything. For being there for me when I most needed her, She shifted slightly in her sleep and scrunched her nose, my eyes returned to her face. Her soft sound, which was somewhere between a sigh and a hum, was so ridiculously adorable that I actually bursted out laughing, under my nose, quietly so i dont wake her up. Oooooo, who knew you could be this... adorable? Just looking at her made everything feel a little less heavy. Like the last night just didn't happend. Maybe that’s what she meant when she said we weren’t alone. Maybe just having someone who gets it—someone who’s just as broken as you—makes it easier to fill the cracks. Not wanting to wake her, I rested my head back on the couch. I didn't care that sleeping in such an awkward position had left my body stiff. Somehow, it felt... alright?. Despite the fact that nothing was at all fine. Except for the slight sound of her breathing, the room was silent. I allowed my mind to stray back to what had happened the night before. I had told her the stories. The things I had hidden about my mother, my brother, etc. God, I actually told heeeeeeeer about him. I kept my brother to myself. On most days, that wound was too raw and deep to even think about. However, it had all poured out with Sunset, as if a dam had fallen within me. She also didn't run. She did not pass judgment. She remained. I gave her another look, admiring the way her blazing hair cascaded over my chest like a stream of sunlight. Her brows furrowed, then relaxed again, and she made another of those adorable little noises as her face twitched a little. How the hell did i ended up here? Sleeping with her? This was the same person that wanted me to feel pain, but now she is someone who understanded me. The girl that didnt judged, just listened, and I... I dont know what to do with that. She shifted, her arms tightening slightly around my waist. But after a moment, she settled back into sleep, her breathing steady and... snoring, geeez sunny you should sleep more. I should move. I should probably get up and let her rest properly. However, I didn't I chose to lay exactly where I was and let the moment last a little while longer. I simply layed there, enjoying the warmth of her presence and the slight weight of her arm around my waist. I couldn't bring myself to care that my neck was stiff and my body hurt from the awkward angle. I couldn't get my phone out to check the time or divert my attention without waking her. It also felt wrong to wake her up before she was ready. The tattered suit was still on me . The sleeves were shredded, the fabric scorched and dusted with marble powder. My scars, especially the one across my abdomen, were plain as day. I winced. Who cares? I've told her the story yesterday Still, lying here in the light of the morning, it made me feel... exposed. Vulnerable. I tried to shake off the thought. She didn’t say anything about them last night, so maybe she wouldn’t care now. Minutes passed, maybe hours—I wasn’t keeping track. I was too busy just... existing. For once, that was enough. Then I heard it. A faint sound, like... munching? Sunset was making little chewing motions in her sleep, her lips twitching as if she were dreaming about food. OOOOOH ITS SO CUTEEE , this is definitely getting brought up later, there is litteraly no way im not bringing it up. Her mouth quirked at the corners, and I could see she was beginning to move. Her breathing changed, a little irregular and then she moaned quietly. She raised her head slowly and gave me bleary-eyed blinks. Her expression changed the moment her eyes locked with mine. The realization caused her cheeks to turn a deep red. Her arms remained tightly around my waist, though, and she refused to let go of me. “Hello, sleepyhead.” "Umm hayy.. wait" Her eyes widened, and she quickly sat up, her arms dropping as she scrambled to put some space between us. “I—I wasn’t—! Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry!” she stammered, her face practically glowing. I couldn't resist laughing as I slowly sat up and relaxed my tense neck. “Relax, Sunset. I barged in your house yesterday or today? I don't know” She buried her face in her hands, groaning. “This is so fricking embarrassing...” “Embarrassing?” I repeated, raising an eyebrow. “Sunset, you cried all over me last night, and I cried all over you. Pretty sure we’re past the point of embarrassment.” She peeked at me through her fingers, her face still red but a small, nervous smile tugging at her lips. “Okay, fair point. But still...” “Yooo, we've been just sleeping,” I said, my tone softening. “You helped me. A lot. So... thank you.” Her smile grew a little more, and she lowered her hands. “I should be thanking you. You’re the one who saved me from myself last night.....” “Sooooo, uh, do you always make chewing noises in your sleep, or was that just a special performance for me?” Her eyes went wide, she grabbed a pillow from the couch, smacking me with it. “Shut up! Dont make fun of me in my own hause!!” I laughed, holding up my hands in mock surrender. “Alright, alright! I’ll stop.For now atlest haha” A light, sincere laugh escaped Sunset's lips. Hearing it made something inside of me settle, and it wasn't the fake kind you use to hide discomfort. Her chuckle turned into a slight smile. “Sunset? Hmmm do you think it’s weird that I’m here? I mean, you spent the night with a boy. In the same be—sofa.” I gave her a teasing smirk, leaning in slightly as I added, “Oh, you bad, bad girl. Shame on you.” Her face turned scarlet as she swatted at me, her expression caught between embarrassment and amusement. “Stop it! You’re awful!” I laughed again, my mood inexplicably light. It was strange, really. After everything that had happened last night—all the pain and heaviness—I felt like some of that weight had finally lifted. Maybe it was her laugh, or the way she was looking at me with something like understanding. As I looked at her, I noticed her hair. It was... a mess, to put it kindly. Strands stuck out in every direction, a testament to the emotional rollercoaster of the night before. My eyes caught on a brush sitting on the coffee table. Without really thinking, I reached over and grabbed it. “Hey, uh, hold still,” I said, shifting a little closer. Her eyes widened. “Wait—what are you—” “Just trust me,” I cut her off gently, already starting to smooth out the tangles. The bristles glided through her hair with some effort, and I could feel her tense at first, but then she relaxed. I wasn’t entirely sure why I was doing it. It wasn’t something I’d ever done , but after everything she’d done for me last night, it just felt... right. Like a way to say thank you without having to put it into words, i need to repay her. Sunset didn’t protest. In fact, as I continued, she closed her eyes, letting out a quiet sigh. “You’re, uh... surprisingly good at this,” she muttered after a moment, with shy voice . “Don’t sound so surprised. I’ve got skills, you know.” “You’re full of surprises, you know that?” “Guess that makes two of us,” I replied, my tone matching hers. She glanced in the mirror nearby, turning her head from side to side to inspect my handiwork. A small smile crept across her lips. “You did a pretty good job,” she said, smoothing out a stray strand. “I’ll get you a coffee for that aaaand one for myself because, well, I can.” “Thanks, I’ll take it.” As she made her way to the kitchen,I ran my fingers through my hair, glancing up at the clock hanging on the wall. My eyes widened. “Holy shit, it’s twenty past eleven. We had a good sleep,”then I grabbed my phone from where it had fallen last night. The screen lit up, and my eyes were immediately assaulted by a wall of notifications, a dozen missed calls and even more messages from the girls, and my dad. I stared at the screen for a moment, scrolling through the chaos i created by my disseperance , my thumb hesitating over the reply button. But then, with a sight, I tossed the phone onto the couch next to me. It doesn’t matter right now,.Whatever they wanted could wait.I turned my head to see Sunset in the kitchen, busying herself with the coffee maker. Her movements were calm and deliberate, a stark contrast to the mess we’d been just hours ago. She seemed... lighter, somehow. The Sunset Shimmer from last night—shaking, crying, on the brink of collapse—felt like a distant memory. In her place was someone almost unrecognizable, someone confident, strong, and oddly comforting. “Do you always make coffee this dramatically?” I teased, leaning back into the couch. She glanced over her shoulder, smirking. “Only when I’ve got an such a amazing audience haha . You better appreciate this, not every day you get handcrafted coffee from me.” “Guess I should feel honored, huh?” "Oh you should,” she shot back playfully, pouring the coffee into two mismatched mugs. “And don’t think that I will be making it everytime we meet, you’ll be on coffee duty next time.” The casual talk felt... normal. Like we were just two friends hanging out, instead of two people who had spent the night breaking down every emotional wall we had. A gentle smile spread across her face as she carried the cups over. As I removed the cup from her hands, I couldn't resist giving it back. She briefly ran into the rear of the kitchen before returning with a tray of cookies and placing them on the coffee table with a small gesture. “Ta-da! Breakfast of champions,” she said with a grin, sitting down beside me on the couch. “Wow, you really went all out.” “What can I say?” We didn’t need a deep topic to keep the conversation going. We just... talked. Talked about everything and nothing all at once. It wasn’t about the words themselves it was about the flow, the ease of it. The simple comfort of being able to sit next to someone and not feel the crushing weight of silence. But as the minutes ticked by, I felt a weight slowly pressing on my chest again. My gaze drifted to my phone, still lying face-down on the couch next to me. I could feel it there, buzzing quietly in my thoughts even if it wasn’t ringing. My fingers brushed against the screen as I picked it up. “Ahh... it’s time...” I muttered, my voice tinged with reluctance. “Time for what?” Sunset looked at me curiously, setting her mug down. “To answer. Everyone has been calling all night. My dad too. I can’t just ignore them forever.” Her expression softened, and she gave me a small nod. “Yeah. They probably want to know that you’re okay.” I scrolled through the notifications, my thumb hesitating over the names. “Alright,” I muttered, mostly to myself. “Let’s do this.” The first call was to Applejack. As soon as she picked up, her voice came through loud and clear. “Well, look who finally decided call! You alright, sugarcube? We were all worried sick. Why did you call all of us? Did something happend?” “Yeah, im good now ” I replied, rubbing the back of my neck. “Sorry about that. I’m fine. I just... i just needed to talk to some one and i ended at Sunset’s place last night. We were talking, and I guess we both kinda crashed.” There was a pause. Then, in the most Applejack way possible, she chuckled. “Well, ain’t that somethin’. So y’all are official now, huh?” That completely caught meoff guard. “What? No, it’s not like that—” “Sure, sure,” she teased, the humor in her tone evident. “You just spent the night talkin’. Got it. I’m just sayin’, sounds like you two are pretty close.” “We’re just friends, Applejack! I swear.” My face started to heat up as I stumbled over my words. She laughed again, clearly enjoying my discomfort. “Alright, alright But I’m glad you’re okay. And Sunset too, again sorry i didn't called back” The next few calls followed a similar pattern. Rarity was all too eager to play matchmaker, her excitement practically bubbling over the phone. “Darling, please tell me everything! This is so romantic! Oh, I just knew there was gonna be something between you two, did you kissed arlea-” “no,” I interrupted, exasperated. “Nothing happened between us.” In a romantic sense of course. “Mhmm, sure, i dont belive you anyway.” her tone dripping with skepticism. “Well, if you say so. But keep me updated okey? I dont want to miss the moment you will start dating.” Even Fluttershy, as sweet and soft-spoken as she was, couldn’t resist a little teasing. “Oh, um... I’m glad you’re okay,” Then, almost shyly, “It’s nice that Sunset was there for you. You two must really care about each other.” By the time I got to Rainbow Dash’s call, I was already bracing myself. She didn’t disappoint. “Yo, dude! So, you and Sunset, huh? I gotta say, I didn’t see it coming.” “Rainbow, we’re just friends. Do. You. Understand?.Can we please not make this a thing?” “Pffffft, sure,” clearly not convinced. “But come on, spending the night at her place? You can’t tell me that’s not a little sus.” “It’s not,” my patience was wearing thin. “We were just talking, and we both fell asleep. That’s it. End of story.” “Alright, alright. But if you change your mind, I better be the first to know.” By the time I hung up, I was exhausted all over again. I tossed my phone back onto the couch, letting out a groan of frustration. Sunset, who had been quietly watching from the kitchen, walked over with a raised eyebrow. “Sooo they, didnt expect that you would be here huh?” “Yea and the girls think we are together or something” She handed me another cookie, her face got a little reder. “Dont worry they are just caring about you, and as you said we didn't do anthing.... that would led to that, right? ” My frustration was melting away away as I saw the warmth in her expression. Something about the situation seemed surprisingly domestic to me, and I burst out laughing before I could stop myself. Sunset tilted her head, and for the millionth time today, her cheeks instantly flushed. However, her countenance changed this time, displaying a mixture of amusement and shame. “The idea of being with me is so funny to you?” Little anger appered on her face. “No, no that's not what im lauging about,” I admitted between chuckles. “it feels more like we’ve been married for some years not, like being together is long behind us , the teasing, the... everything, you know” Her eyes widened, and she immediately turned away, her voice rising an octave. “Meanie!” That only made me laugh harder, which earned me a mock glare. But then, with a dramatic sigh, she relented, muttering, “Fine. Stay put. I’ll see if I can find something that’ll fit you, that suits no longer looks good at you” She started rummaging through a nearby closet, glancing over her shoulder every few seconds as if to make sure I wasn’t laughing again , she shot me one last look. “While I do this, you should call your dad. He’s probably worried sick. After all, he’s your father.” Her words sobered me up instantly. “Yeah, you’re probably right,” I sat on the couch and steared at my phone. His name was right there at the top of the missed calls list, sixty one missed calls..... My thumb hovered over the screen, hesitating for a moment before I pressed the button..Each ring on the dial seemed to go on forever, and the tone seemed to go on forever. Then he picked up at last. “Hello? Son? where are you? Are you safe? ” His voice came through, a mix of relief and worry. “Hey, Dad yes im safe” trying to sound normal, though my voice cracked just a little. “Thank goodness,” he said, exhaling sharply. “Where have you been? I’ve been calling all night! Are you okay? Im so fucking sorry i didn't told you earlier, it wasn't too early for you to know...it was too early for me. Im sorry son" Taking a big breath, I looked at Sunset, who was silently cheering me. “I’m fine, Dad. I know calm down Really. I... I stayed at Sunset’s place last night. We were talking, and things got... you know... and we just... fell asleep.” There was a pause, and I could practically hear the gears turning in his head. “Sunset? Is that your new friend? You spent the night at her house? Shes not some random girl you met when you were mad right? She didn't do anything to you, did she? “Yeah, she's... a new friend i met, let's just say i helped her and she helped me okey? That's all” I was arleady bracing myself for his reaction. To my surprise, he didn’t sound angry. Instead, his voice softened. “Are you sure you’re okay? You’ve been through a lot by my dumb decisions yesterday . If you need to come home—” “No,” I interrupted quickly. “I mean, not yet. I need more time. She’s been... helping me, Dad. More than I think I even realized, if she will allow me i will stay till tomorow. Then i'll come back okey? He didn’t respond right away, but when he finally spoke, his tone was gentle. “Alright. Just... keep me updated, okay? And come home when you’re ready. I love you, son, im sorry again" “I love you too, Dad,” I said, my voice barely above a whisper. I threw my phone at the pillow, then took a big breath and slapped my cheecks to wake myself from this call. “You good?” Sunset asked, walking over with a bundle of clothes in her arms. “Yeah, just... needed to get that out of the way.” For a moment, neither of us spoke . I broke the stillness. "Sunset, i know i was a burden to you last night, but can i stay here for another night, if you don't wan-" "Firstly you weren't a burden, that's for sure. To be honest you shocked me a little when you called, but im thankful i could help you. Here you go" she gaveme clothes to change "If you want to stay, that's only rule, you need to change from this wrinkled suit" “Tha- Thanks sunset, it means a lot, really.” Maybe i should say more, but i can't find the words that would even say how greatfull i am to her. Then i took the clothes she gave me and went into her bedroom to change, just some normal track pants and a short-sleeved T-shirt. Honestly, I hated short sleeves you know the whole, my wrists look like cutting board, like i was playing fruit ninja, but i didn't cared about that now, Sunset had already seen everything last night and to my suprise it didn’t seem to bother her somehow. I bundled up the torn, bloodstained suit, gave it one last glance, and tossed it into the trash. It felt like throwing away a part of myself—a part I didn’t want anymore. Stepping out of the bedroom, i went back to living room and took a seat on the couch next to her. For a moment, we just sat in comfortable silence, sipping on the coffee that had gone slightly lukewarm by now. But the lightness of the moment couldn’t hold back the questions swirling in my head for long. Setting my mug down, I turned to her, my voice quieter now. “Hey.. do you know what it means? I mean... that I’m half-Alicorn, half-human?” She raised an eyebrow, clearly surprised by the question. “I don’t know to be honest, Alicorns are rare in Equestria, the rarity comes with power and i mean they are incredibly powerful—like, immortal-level powerful— they have a deep connection to magic. If you’re half-Alicorn... well, it probably means you’ve got some kind of innate magic, maybe even in this world. The alicorns in equestria are like... royalty? Higher beeings" Her explanation made a little sense, but it didn’t exactly comfort me. The next question tumbling out of me before I could stop it. “So... would I be some kind of prince if I went to Equestria?” Sunset was clearly caught off guard, and then burst out laughing. “A prince? You? Haha” “EY! What's that supposed to mean?” I frowned, pretending to be offended “No offense,” she said, still giggling, “but you don’t exactly scream ‘royalty.’ Besides, it doesn’t really work like that in Equestria. You’d only be a prince if, you know, you actually earned the title more than had some royal lineage. Your mom was an Alicorn, yeah sure, but if she was part of Equestria’s royal family, it doesn’t automatically make you a prince.” “Oh,” I said, leaning back into the couch. “So I’m just some random, half-Alicorn dude. That's fine too, i think.” Sunset’s smile softened, and she placed a hand on my arm. “Hey, don’t think about it like that. Being an Alicorn—or half-Alicorn—means you’re special anyway, it doesn’t define who you are.You are still you.” Her words sett something in my chest I hadn’t realized was unsettled. “So... no royal duties, no magical destiny waiting for me back in Equestria :