And Yet They Lived On
Chapter 3: Thanatophobia
Previous ChapterNext ChapterSpike stood motionless, his emerald eyes fixated on the mural of Twilight Sparkle’s ascension to alicornhood. The hall was a breathtaking gallery, with each pane of glass capturing moments etched in Equestrian history. From the rise of the Two Sisters to the defeat of Tirek, every significant event was immortalized here. Yet, this pane was different—it was personal.
He let his gaze linger on the image of Twilight, frozen mid-smile, the sunlight filtering through the intricate glasswork and casting dancing patterns of purple and gold across the floor. She seemed so alive, her wings outstretched as if she might take flight at any moment. It wasn’t fair. This piece of glass could bask in her radiance forever while he, her number one assistant, could only remember her through fading memories. He’d never again hear her laugh, her comforting words, or the scribble of her quill late into the night. The thought twisted in his chest, a dull ache that never truly faded.
Spike chuckled bitterly. Jealous of glass? He shook his head at his own absurdity but couldn’t entirely banish the thought.
“You alright, buddy? You’ve been staring at that pane for a long time,” came Discord’s voice, tinged with uncharacteristic concern.
Spike didn’t respond. His claw reached out, trembling slightly, as he traced Twilight’s face on the glass. The illusion of movement caught his eye, her smile seeming to brighten. He blinked, realizing it was only a trick of the light—or maybe his own desperate yearning for something more.
Celestia’s voice broke the silence. “Give him a moment, Discord. It’s been years since he’s seen this. It’s not an easy thing to face.”
Discord nodded solemnly, and the two moved on, leaving Spike alone with his thoughts. He let out a slow, shaky breath, his forehead resting against the cool surface of the mural. “Twilight,” he whispered. “I miss you so much.”
“I know how you feel,” a soft, somber voice said from behind him.
Spike turned his head slightly, catching Luna’s reflection in the glass before she stepped forward to stand beside him. “Oh?” he asked, his tone neutral but heavy with unspoken emotions.
“My sister and I have walked this world for millennia,” Luna began, her gaze distant. “We have seen countless souls rise to greatness, overcome trials, and eventually fall to the inevitability of time. Twilight was special. She was supposed to endure, to be with us for centuries more. But fate can be cruel, and even alicorns are not immune to its reach. Her loss is a burden we all carry, Spike. But know this: you are not alone in your grief. Twilight would be so proud of you.”
Spike’s jaw tightened, his eyes never leaving the mural. “I’ve heard that so many times. But why me? Why do I have to keep watching everyone I love disappear?”
Luna’s eyes softened, and she placed a comforting hoof on his shoulder. “The passage of time is relentless. It spares no one, not even those like myself or Discord, who may endure longer than most. But your longevity, Spike, is a gift. Unlike Discord and me, who may only end by unnatural means, you have a definitive end—a point where you will reunite with those you love. It’s a bittersweet blessing. Do not waste it mourning what has been lost. Treasure the time you have left, for it is precious beyond measure.”
Spike’s voice wavered as he responded. “I wish I had your courage, Luna. Do you… do you know how much time I have left?”
Luna’s expression grew contemplative. “Dragons are rare and remarkable creatures. Few succumb to old age, and those who do often live extraordinary lives. The shortest-lived dragons I’ve encountered survived between 150 and 200 years. You, Spike, are strong, healthy, and still so young. If the fates are kind, I would estimate you have at least another 350 years to explore this world and its wonders.”
Spike sighed deeply, the weight of those centuries pressing down on him like an invisible shroud. “Another 350 years,” he murmured. “What am I supposed to do with all that time?”
“Live,” Luna said simply. “Explore the lands beyond Equestria. Forge new friendships. Honor Twilight’s memory by embracing the lessons she taught you. She believed in the magic of connection, Spike. Let that guide you, even as the sands of time test your resolve.”
Spike nodded, though he still felt uncertain. “Thanks, Luna. I… I’ll try.”
Luna smiled faintly, a mix of sadness and encouragement in her expression. “That’s all anyone can ask.”
As she walked away to rejoin Celestia and Discord, Spike remained before the mural. He traced Twilight’s image one last time before stepping back. The ache in his chest hadn’t disappeared, but Luna’s words left a small, flickering light in the darkness of his thoughts.
“Live,” he repeated to himself. Perhaps it was time to start figuring out what that truly meant.
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