And Yet They Lived On

by Elk1

Chapter 5: Veil of Fate

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Time Since the Death of Twilight Sparkle: 275 years

Spike had grown close to Key Lime Pie and Emerald over the years. Their visits brought life back into his lonely existence, their laughter filling the halls of the restored Carousel Boutique. Watching them grow, learn, and thrive reminded him of his early days with Twilight and the others. It wasn’t just them who grew, though—Spike found himself changing too.

He reached his final height of a staggering 35 feet, towering over most beings, including Discord. His wings stretched wide, their span casting shadows over the small town of Ponyville. He now resembled the legendary dragons of old, both in size and presence. Despite his intimidating stature, his heart remained tender, perhaps more so now than ever.

The boutique was in better shape, thanks to the efforts of a local historian and her team of preservationists. Together, they worked tirelessly to maintain the building’s integrity, transforming it from a crumbling relic into a fitting tribute to Rarity’s legacy. The dust was gone, replaced with elegance and warmth. Spike felt that, for the first time in centuries, Rarity would have approved.

His circle of connections had expanded too. Jonagold, Apple Bloom’s great-granddaughter, now ran Sweet Apple Acres, her children playing in the orchards much as Applejack’s family had done generations before. Flurry Heart visited from the Crystal Empire, her appearances infrequent but always heartfelt.

Most of all, there was Key Lime Pie and Emerald. They came often, regaling Spike with tales of their adventures. They brought laughter, companionship, and a reminder of why life was worth living. For a time, Spike felt genuinely happy.

Yet beneath the joy lingered a familiar fear.

When Spike watched Key Lime Pie and Emerald, he couldn’t help but imagine the inevitable. He saw the years creeping in, dulling their bright eyes and slowing their energetic steps. He pictured himself standing over yet another grave, his heart heavy with loss. The thought gnawed at him, stealing the peace he so desperately wanted to hold onto.


One night, as rain gently tapped against the boutique’s windows, Spike sat alone in the quiet. The fire crackled in the hearth, casting flickering shadows across the room. He stared into the flames, his claws resting on his knees.

“I won’t watch them leave,” he muttered to himself. His deep voice reverberated through the empty space. “I’m sorry, but I cannot watch them leave. I hate living like this. I hate... how long I’ve lived.”

The words felt foreign yet honest. Spike hadn’t truly confronted this thought before. He had always been too busy surviving, holding onto the threads of connection he could still grasp. But now, as he sat in the silence of his own mind, he realized just how deeply he resented his longevity.

Twilight had always called his lifespan a gift, but it had long since felt like a curse. He wasn’t just mourning his past anymore—he was dreading his future. He dreaded the day when Key Lime Pie and Emerald would be gone, leaving him to wander the earth once more, burdened by memories and regret.

He made his decision that night.

“I’m sorry, Key Lime, Emerald... but I cannot bear to witness another one of you leave.” His voice cracked as he whispered, “So say goodbye to me. I’m ready.”


The next morning, Spike ventured into Ponyville. The town was lively, as it always was, with ponies going about their daily routines. Spike’s massive form drew stares, but he hardly noticed. He made his way to a small pharmacy tucked away near the town square.

The clerk, a middle-aged earth pony with kind eyes, looked up as Spike ducked through the doorway. His expression shifted to concern when he saw what Spike placed on the counter—a small bottle of cyanide pills.

“Hey, big guy,” the clerk said cautiously. “You sure about this? I mean, it’s been hard for everyone, but...” He trailed off, searching for the right words. “You should really think about this.”

Spike placed a handful of bits on the counter. “I have,” he replied, his tone cold and resolute.

The clerk hesitated, glancing between the bottle and Spike’s somber expression. “I won’t stop you,” he said quietly. “But I believe there are ponies who would miss you.”

Spike let out a bitter chuckle. “I’ve missed enough.”

The clerk sighed and rang up the purchase. As Spike left, the pony watched him go, a deep sadness settling over him.


Spike returned to the boutique, cradling the bottle in his claws. He sat by the fire, staring at the small container. Memories flooded his mind—Twilight’s laughter, Rarity’s elegance, Pinkie’s boundless joy. And now, the faces of Key Lime Pie and Emerald joined them.

He filled a mug with hot chocolate, letting its warmth spread through his claws. “This was my favorite,” he murmured, a faint smile tugging at his lips. He dropped one of the pills into the drink and watched as it dissolved.

Lifting the mug, he hesitated.

Do I really want this? he thought.

His claws trembled as he held the mug closer. Twilight’s voice echoed in his mind, as clear as if she were standing beside him.

“Spike, no matter what happens, you’ve got to keep going. You’re stronger than you think.”

He closed his eyes, breathing deeply. His heart ached, torn between despair and the faintest glimmer of hope. He thought of Key Lime Pie and Emerald, of how they had brought light back into his life. He thought of their laughter, their love, and their unwavering belief in him.

What would they think?

Spike lowered the mug, staring into its swirling contents. He thought about the life he still had, the connections he could still make. Maybe Twilight was right. Maybe he was stronger than he believed.

But the weight of centuries pressed down on him, and in that moment, he couldn’t see past it.

He drank.


The rain poured down hard the next day, the storm matching the somber mood of those gathered in Ponyville Cemetery. Discord, Luna, Key Lime Pie, and Emerald stood before Spike’s freshly dug grave.

Key Lime Pie sobbed openly, her voice cracking as she cried, “Why, Spike? Why would you do this? We were here for you... we loved you.”

Emerald placed a trembling hoof on Key Lime’s shoulder, her own tears streaming down her face. “Spike... you taught us so much. I just wish we could have done more for you.” She placed a large sapphire on the grave, her hooves lingering on the cold stone before stepping back.

Luna bowed her head, her voice quiet but firm. “Spike, I hope you have found peace in the choice you made. But know that you will be missed. Deeply.” She turned and walked away, her starry mane shimmering in the rain.

Discord lingered, his chaotic energy subdued. He placed a claw on the gravestone, his mismatched eyes filled with sorrow.

“Buddy,” he said softly, his voice breaking. “You were the only one left. The last piece of what we had... and now you’re gone too.” He paused, swallowing hard. “Why, Spike? I thought you were braver than that.”

He took a deep breath, his shoulders slumping. “Take care of Fluttershy for me, will you? Wherever you are.”

With that, Discord turned away, leaving the grave in silence, surrounded only by the rain and the memories of a dragon who had lived too long and loved too deeply.

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