I Don’t Fear Death

by Elk1

Rating: teen
Tags: Thriller, Original Character, Profanity, Violence, Pinkie Pie, Death, Twilight Sparkle, Gore, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Dark, Alternate Universe
Length: 19205

The World Is Ruthless. Leaders are corrupt. Pinkie follows nobody but the highest payer.

The world is cruel and unforgiving. Death and fear reign supreme. Pinkie Pie used to be beacon of hope. The light is no more. Now, if you don’t die naturally, you will die to her.

Edit: I am a sucker for ruthless Pinkie Pie. Thought I would give way to my own story. (Don’t worry, I will work on Project Uma Kyōkai soon, but I have been doing this little personal project for a couple days, leave thoughts below.)

Published 2025-01-12 01:20:00 UTC
Last updated 2025-01-12 01:20:00 UTC

All is Forgiven

When Pinkie awoke, the first thing she noticed was the warmth. It wrapped around her like a soft blanket, easing the pain she was sure would still be there. The last thing she remembered was the rapiers—one stabbing her shoulder, another her chest. But now… nothing.

The ground beneath her was lush and soft, the blades of grass swaying gently as if moved by an invisible breeze. It was vibrant, almost unreal, every color sharper than any she had ever seen. A soft light suffused the space, though there was no sun in the sky.

Pinkie sat up slowly, her body aching faintly. She ran a hoof along her chest where the rapier had pierced her, expecting to find a wound or at least a scar. There was nothing. Just smooth, unblemished fur.

Confusion set in as she glanced around. “Where… am I?” she murmured.

And then she saw her.

Twilight Sparkle sat a short distance away, her wings folded neatly at her sides and her violet eyes twinkling with warmth. She was watching Pinkie with a calm, knowing smile, as if she had been waiting for this moment.

“Twi?” Pinkie whispered, her voice trembling. Tears welled in her eyes as she stumbled to her hooves. “Is… is that you?”

Twilight nodded, her expression soft. “It’s me, Pinkie. It’s good to see you again.”

Pinkie’s legs gave out, and she fell into Twilight’s waiting embrace. She clung to her tightly, burying her face in Twilight’s chest as sobs wracked her body.

“I’m sorry!” Pinkie wept, her voice muffled against Twilight’s fur. “I failed you. I failed everyone. I’ve become a monster!”

Twilight gently placed a hoof under Pinkie’s chin, lifting her face so their eyes met. “No, Pinkie. You’re not a monster,” she said firmly. “You’re still the same mare I knew—the one who loves to see others smile, the one who never gives up on her friends. You didn’t fail anyone. You’ve fought so hard, and I’m proud of you.”

Pinkie shook her head, tears streaming down her face. “But I let them all down. I couldn’t save you, and I’ve done terrible things since then. Things I can never take back.”

Twilight’s gaze was unwavering. “You’ve done what you needed to survive, and I understand that. We all would have. You’re stronger than you think, Pinkie.”

Her words settled over the ethereal landscape, a balm to Pinkie’s tormented soul.

Twilight took a step back, her expression shifting from comforting to resolute. “But you have a job to finish, don’t you?” she asked, her voice gentle but firm.

Pinkie blinked, confusion clouding her face. “What do you mean? Didn’t I… didn’t I die?”

Twilight smiled, a light chuckle escaping her lips. “Technically, yes. Dark Victory’s attack would’ve killed anypony else. But the magic in the necklace—it’s the last remnant of raw Alicorn magic in the world. It’s bonded to you, Pinkie. It’s enough to bring you back.”

Pinkie’s jaw dropped, her hoof instinctively going to the necklace that still hung around her neck. “I… I don’t understand. If I can stay here with you, why go back? I don’t want to leave, Twilight!”

Twilight’s smile faltered, a flicker of sadness crossing her face. “I know, Pinkie. Believe me, I wish we could stay here together forever. But it’s not your time.” She placed a hoof on Pinkie’s shoulder, her touch warm and grounding. “You still have work to do. There’s so much left for you to accomplish. Do this for everyone who believed in you. Do it for the friends we’ve lost. Do it for me.”

Pinkie stared at her, her heart breaking all over again. “I… I don’t think I can do it without you,” she whispered.

“You can,” Twilight said, her voice steady. “You’ve always been stronger than you realize, Pinkie. I believe in you. And no matter what happens, I’ll always be with you. Right here.” She placed a hoof over Pinkie’s heart.

Pinkie swallowed hard, her tears falling freely. She nodded, slowly rising to her hooves despite the dull ache in her body. She wiped her face, determination beginning to take root amidst her grief.

Twilight smiled, her wings spreading wide. The light around her seemed to intensify, casting her in a radiant glow.

“Go get ’em, Desert Ghost,” she said with a wink.

Before Pinkie could respond, the world around her began to shift. The vibrant grass faded into darkness, the warm light replaced by a cold, sterile chill. She felt herself being pulled away, Twilight’s form growing distant.

“No!” Pinkie cried out, reaching for her. But Twilight was already gone, her final smile etched into Pinkie’s memory.

Pinkie gasped as she came to, her body jolting upright. She was back in the throne room, the faint scent of blood still lingering in the air. Pain flared in her chest and shoulder, but it was bearable—nothing compared to what she’d felt before.

The necklace around her neck pulsed with a faint, rhythmic glow. It had saved her, just as Twilight said it would.

Dark Victory’s laughter echoed through the chamber, drawing her attention.

“Well, well. I must say, I didn’t expect you to last this long,” he sneered, standing over her with a smug grin. “You’re resilient, I’ll give you that. But this ends now.”

Pinkie’s eyes narrowed behind her gas mask. She reached for her axe, which lay a few feet away, and felt the necklace respond. The weapon flew into her hooves, its edge gleaming menacingly.

“I’m not done yet,” she growled, her voice low and dangerous.

Dark Victory’s smirk faltered as he noticed the faint glow emanating from her necklace. “What is this?” he demanded, his tone laced with unease.

Pinkie didn’t answer. She surged to her hooves, the pain in her body forgotten as she charged at him with a ferocity that made his blood run cold.

The battle wasn’t over. And this time, she wouldn’t stop until it was.

Lethal Deal

The sky above was a suffocating expanse of ash and smoke, blotting out any trace of the sun. A heavy, acrid smell clung to the air, and the occasional spark from distant fires illuminated the crumbling remnants of what once was a thriving Equestria. Pinkie Pie stood atop the remnants of a once-grand balcony, the distant echoes of screams and explosions fading into a morbid backdrop. She flicked the last embers from her cigarette and crushed it beneath her hoof.

She adjusted the straps of her gas mask and tugged it securely over her muzzle. Its dull, scratched lenses reflected the dim glow of her cigarette’s embers as they faded into nothing. From behind the mask, her voice was cold and unrecognizable.

“So, you’re the one that needs to be taken out, huh?”

Below her, a frantic unicorn pored over a clipboard filled with scribbles and diagrams. He looked up sharply at the sound of her voice and stumbled back, dropping his clipboard.

“Who… who are you?” he stammered.

Pinkie leapt gracefully from the balcony, landing with a dull thud mere feet away from her target. Her axe, a brutal weapon worn from countless uses, dragged against the ground with an ear-piercing screech that sent shivers down the unicorn’s spine. He scrambled backward, his breaths coming in short, panicked gasps.

“Death,” Pinkie replied, her voice flat and unfeeling.

The unicorn’s eyes darted around, searching desperately for an escape. “P-please, don’t kill me!” he begged, his voice cracking. “I—I’ll pay you! I’ll do anything you want!”

Pinkie’s grip tightened on the axe. “I have a job to do,” she said simply.

The unicorn’s back hit a wall, and he sank to the ground, covering his face with his hooves. Pinkie raised her weapon, her movements precise and deliberate. With one swift motion, the blade sliced cleanly through his neck. The thud of his head hitting the ground echoed in the empty space.

“Pathetic,” Pinkie muttered under her breath. She wiped the blade clean on the unicorn’s cloak and picked up his severed head, placing it carefully in her saddlebag.

The streets of the city were no safer than the battlefield. Shadows lurked around every corner, and the once-vibrant colors of Ponyville had long since faded into a dreary palette of grays and browns. Pinkie navigated the ruins with practiced ease, her hoofsteps silent despite the weight of her axe and saddlebag. She reached a nondescript door and knocked three times, the sound sharp and deliberate.

The door creaked open, revealing a nervous earth pony mare. Her eyes darted around before settling on Pinkie’s masked face. “Did you do it?” she whispered.

Pinkie didn’t reply. She stepped inside, the door closing softly behind her, and unceremoniously dumped the head onto the table. The mare recoiled, her hoof flying to her mouth.

“Give me my payment, and I’ll be on my way,” Pinkie said, her voice as emotionless as ever.

The mare fumbled with a bag of bits and slid it across the table. Her hooves trembled as she glanced between Pinkie and the grisly proof of her work. “Er, if you don’t mind me asking… what’s your name? Your face is always hidden behind that gas mask. It’s just… you’re so… different from the stories about you.”

Pinkie paused, one hoof on the door. She turned her head slightly, just enough for the mare to see the cold glint of her eyes through the mask’s lenses.

“Let’s not get personal,” she said, slinging her axe over her shoulder. “You’re a client, and I’m a mare doing her job.”

With that, she left, the door creaking shut behind her.

Pinkie wandered through the desolate streets, her mind drifting as she headed toward her next destination. The gas mask muffled the sound of her breathing, but it couldn’t drown out the memories that clawed at the edges of her mind. Once, she had been the embodiment of laughter, the pony who could brighten even the darkest day. But that Pinkie Pie was gone, buried beneath the weight of loss and despair.

Equestria had fallen into chaos, a once-harmonious land now fractured and broken. The Elements of Harmony were nothing but relics of a forgotten past, their power extinguished in the wake of war and corruption. Pinkie had tried to hold onto hope, but the world had beaten it out of her. Now, survival was all that mattered, and she had become an expert at it.

She arrived at a small, hidden alleyway and knocked on another unmarked door. This time, it opened to reveal a grizzled pegasus stallion with scars crisscrossing his face. He nodded at her in acknowledgment and stepped aside, allowing her to enter. The room was dimly lit, filled with maps, weapons, and other tools of the trade.

“Another successful job, I take it?” the stallion said, his voice rough and gravelly.

Pinkie dropped the bag of bits onto the table. “It’s done. What’s next?”

The stallion raised an eyebrow. “You’re relentless, you know that? Don’t you ever take a break?”

Pinkie’s gaze pierced through him. “Breaks don’t pay the bills.”

He chuckled darkly and slid a folder across the table. “Fair enough. Here’s your next target. High-profile this time. Be careful.”

Pinkie opened the folder and scanned its contents. A photograph of a young mare stared back at her, accompanied by a brief dossier. She closed the folder and tucked it into her saddlebag without a word.

“You’ve changed, you know,” the stallion said, his tone softer. “I remember when you used to smile. You were the heart of Equestria. Now you’re…”

“Dead inside?” Pinkie finished for him, her voice laced with bitterness.

He didn’t reply, and she turned to leave. As she stepped out into the cold, dark night, she allowed herself a single moment of reflection. The world had taken everything from her—her friends, her joy, her purpose. All that remained was the cold, unyielding reality of survival.

Pinkie adjusted her mask and gripped her axe tightly. She didn’t fear death; she welcomed it. But until it came for her, she would continue to fight, one job at a time.

And if she had to become the monster to survive in this monstrous world, so be it.

Black Ice

Pinkie pulled the straps of her gas mask loose and let it dangle around her neck. She took a deep breath, the air still thick with smoke but no longer filtered through the rubber confines of her mask. Her hoof reached into the mask’s compartment, and she retrieved a small, worn photograph. It was yellowed with age, its corners frayed. The picture showed her and Twilight, smiling brightly in a world that no longer existed.

She stared at it for a long moment, her expression unreadable. Finally, she folded the photograph carefully and placed it back inside her mask. With practiced efficiency, she secured her axe to her back and resumed her journey.

The city stretched out before her, a labyrinth of crumbling buildings and alleys choked with debris. She moved through the shadows, her movements silent and deliberate. Each step brought her closer to her target, a mare whose significance escaped her. It didn’t matter. A job was a job, and this one paid well.

Her route took her through a particularly desolate section of the city. As she navigated the rubble, a faint, desperate voice caught her attention.

“Please! Help me!”

Pinkie froze, her ears twitching. She turned to see a pony trapped beneath a pile of rubble, one hoof outstretched as they struggled to free themselves. For a moment, she considered ignoring the plea. Trust was a rare commodity in this world, and she couldn’t afford to waste her energy on strangers.

“P-please! Don’t leave me here!” the voice cried again, more desperate this time.

Pinkie sighed, her head throbbing with irritation. Against her better judgment, she approached the trapped pony. With a grunt of effort, she pushed the rubble aside, freeing them.

The pony staggered to their hooves, their eyes wide with a mixture of fear and gratitude. “W-wait! What’s your name?”

Pinkie’s voice was hoarse as she replied, “Leave me alone. Just go. I already saved you. Don’t make me regret it.”

The pony hesitated, then turned and fled into the shadows. Pinkie shook her head and lit a cigarette using a burning piece of debris. She took a deep drag, the smoke curling around her as she continued on her way.

Her target’s location loomed ahead. The building was guarded by two burly ponies, their armor mismatched but imposing. Pinkie dropped her cigarette and pulled her gas mask back on, her voice muffled but no less menacing.

“Heya. You’re quite the talk of the town, you know?”

The guards stiffened, their eyes narrowing. From behind them, the mare Pinkie had come for stepped forward, her expression skeptical.

“Who are you? Get out of my sight, pathetic street runner,” the mare sneered.

Pinkie sighed deeply. “You really don’t know who I am, do you?”

The mare’s bravado faltered for a moment before she barked an order. “Get her!”

The guards moved hesitantly toward Pinkie. “You’re not who I’m here for,” she said, venom dripping from her tone. “Don’t make things difficult.”

The mare scoffed. “Come on! It’s just a city runner. Don’t be afraid of her!”

Pinkie stepped forward, her presence radiating an aura of danger. The guards froze, inching away from her as she drew closer.

“You must not know me,” Pinkie said, her voice low and steady. “Let me introduce myself. I am the desert ghost. I kill for profit. I have never failed.”

The guards exchanged nervous glances but didn’t move to stop her. The mare’s confidence crumbled as Pinkie drew her axe.

“Rule of advice,” Pinkie said coldly. “Don’t interrupt my work.”

With one swift motion, she swung her axe, severing the mare’s head. The guards screamed and fled, their courage shattered.

Pinkie turned to leave, only to see the pony she had saved earlier standing nearby. Her voice was sharp and angry. “What did I say? Get outta here!”

The pony hesitated, then ran off again. Pinkie sighed, her patience wearing thin.

“How long will that last?” she muttered, disappearing into the shadows once more.

Desert Ghost

The headquarters of the Assassin’s Guild was dimly lit, the flickering glow of lanterns casting shadows that danced across the stone walls. Pinkie pushed open the heavy wooden door, her bloodied axe slung over her back. She stepped inside, her gas mask still covering her face. A stallion turned to face her from the central table.

“It’s done, Rolling Thunder,” Pinkie said, her voice muffled but resolute.

Rolling Thunder, a grizzled earth pony with a mane streaked in silver, nodded. “Good work. But I need you for something else. We’re in a tight spot right now. Salamander’s in a sticky situation, and Wilted Rose went after him. Haven’t heard back from her either.”

Pinkie exhaled sharply. “Listen, Desert Ghost, I know you’ve been busy, but things are spiraling out of control. The Royal Militia is gaining power fast, and neither the Brotherhood nor the Spades are stepping in. We’re on our own here.”

Pinkie approached the table, glancing at the scattered notes and maps. She picked up a dossier with a hoof, flipping through the pages. The Brotherhood—once loyal to the crown—had become a faction unto themselves, ruthless and self-serving. The Spades, a gang of brutal mobsters, tore through the city like a wildfire, leaving destruction in their wake. And then there were the nobles, untouchable in their ivory towers, insulated from the chaos that consumed the streets.

“Salamander,” Pinkie muttered through her mask. “What an idiot. Why would he target the Royal Militia again?”

Rolling Thunder rubbed his temples. “He got a contract to take out a high-ranking officer. I told him it was suicide, but he didn’t listen. That’s more of a you job, y’know?”

Pinkie’s eyes narrowed. “And Wilted Rose?”

“She went after him to clean up his mess. I’m worried she’s in over her head. They both might be.”

Pinkie let out a low groan, walking over to the grindstone in the corner. She strapped her axe onto the spinning wheel, sparks flying as the blade sharpened. The sound echoed through the room like a scream.

“I’ll be back in a few hours,” she said, slinging the now razor-sharp axe across her back.

“Thank you, Desert Ghost,” Rolling Thunder called after her.

The streets of the city were cloaked in darkness, the air heavy with tension. Pinkie moved through the alleys like a phantom, her hoofsteps silent. Her gas mask filtered the acrid stench of decay and smoke that lingered in the air. She spotted her targets in a desolate plaza, illuminated by the faint glow of a broken streetlamp.

Salamander was on his knees, surrounded by Royal Militia guards. He cowered, his eyes wide with fear. Wilted Rose stood nearby, her horn glowing as she tried to hold off the advancing guards. Her movements were desperate, her magic faltering.

Pinkie observed from the shadows, calculating her approach. She tightened her grip on her axe and moved like a whisper in the wind. In a blur, she disemboweled the first guard with a single, precise strike. The others barely had time to react before she turned her attention to the second, cutting him down with brutal efficiency. Blood pooled on the cobblestones as the third guard lunged at her.

He underestimated her speed. Pinkie slid under him, using her axe to slash his stomach as she passed. He collapsed with a scream, clutching his abdomen as blood poured onto the ground. The last guard, wide-eyed and trembling, turned tail and ran into the night.

“Desert Ghost?” Wilted Rose’s voice trembled as she stared at Pinkie.

Pinkie stood over the fallen guards, her gas mask reflecting the faint light. “C’mon,” she said, her voice low and commanding. She motioned for them to follow.

Salamander and Wilted Rose exchanged a glance before trailing after her, their movements hesitant. Pinkie led them back to the headquarters, her presence as imposing as the weapon she carried.

Back at the Guild, Rolling Thunder’s expression was a mix of relief and anger as Salamander slinked into the room. Wilted Rose followed, her head held slightly higher but still marked with exhaustion.

“What in Tartarus were you thinking, Salamander?” Rolling Thunder barked. “Do you have any idea what you’ve cost us?”

Salamander lowered his head, mumbling an apology. Pinkie leaned against the wall, her arms crossed as she watched the scene unfold. She didn’t need to say anything; her presence alone was enough to keep Salamander from making excuses.

“You’re lucky Desert Ghost was there to clean up your mess,” Rolling Thunder continued. “Next time, listen to orders.”

Wilted Rose stepped forward. “He’s reckless, but he’s not the only one at fault. We need a better strategy if we’re going to survive. The Militia isn’t just a nuisance anymore. They’re organized, and they’re hunting us.”

Pinkie’s voice cut through the room like a blade. “Then we take the fight to them.”

Rolling Thunder raised an eyebrow. “And how do you propose we do that?”

Pinkie stepped forward, her eyes cold behind the mask. “We start with their leaders. Cut off the head, and the body dies. No more playing defense. It’s time to remind them who we are.”

The room fell silent. Rolling Thunder nodded slowly, a grim smile forming on his face. “If anyone can do it, it’s you. Desert Ghost.”

Pinkie turned and headed for the door, her axe glinting in the lantern light. “I’ll need information. Names. Locations. I’ll do the rest.”

Wilted Rose stepped beside her. “I want in. I owe you for tonight.”

Pinkie hesitated for a moment before nodding. “Fine. But don’t slow me down.”

The two mares exchanged a glance, an unspoken understanding passing between them. As they stepped into the night, the air seemed heavier, charged with the promise of blood and vengeance.

Pinkie stared up at the stars, faint and distant in the polluted sky. She pulled a worn photo from her mask, the edges frayed with age. It was a picture of her with Twilight Sparkle, taken in a time that felt like another lifetime. She studied it for a moment before tucking it away, her resolve hardening.

“No more running,” she muttered to herself. “It’s time to end this.”

And with that, the Desert Ghost vanished into the shadows, her axe gleaming like a promise of death.

Thrill of the Hunt

Pinkie slowly walked the streets. Wilted Rose tried to keep up, but Pinkie knew every inch of the ground. "Wow, you know these roads well..." Wilted Rose remarked, trying to make conversation. Pinkie simply nodded, her focus unwavering.

"So, an axe, huh? That’s an interesting choice. Gruesome, but interesting," Wilted continued, her voice tinged with curiosity. Again, Pinkie nodded, offering no further response.

"You… don’t talk much, do you?" Wilted Rose asked after a moment of silence. Pinkie nodded once more. Realizing she wasn’t going to get much out of her companion, Wilted decided it was best to keep quiet.

They eventually reached one of Pinkie’s personal favorite resting points: a spot atop a crumbling building, where a pile of rubble had been shaped into a crude chair. From here, they had a view of the rotting remnants of Equestria. The sky was a deep, suffocating gray, choked by the smoke belching from failing factories. Any sunlight that tried to pierce through was smothered before it could reach the ground.

Pinkie envied the pegasi, though the ones who could fly had disappeared long ago. Those who remained were either unable or unwilling to take to the skies. Salamander was one such pegasus. Rescued by Rolling Thunder a few weeks prior, he had joined the Assassin’s Guild because his small frame allowed him to slip into tight spaces. His preferred weapon was a set of claws affixed to his hooves. They were crude, not particularly efficient, but they got the job done—much to Pinkie’s quiet disapproval.

The mare sitting silently nearby, warming her hooves by a controlled fire, was Wilted Rose. She had joined the Assassin’s Guild for one simple reason: she enjoyed killing. Wilted always seemed a little unhinged, but in this world, so was everyone else. Her preferred weapon was a dual-bladed scythe, though she also used her magical lasers in combat. Pinkie thought her fighting style was flashy and impractical—not that it mattered much, so long as it worked.

Wilted Rose handed Pinkie a file. "This is all Rolling Thunder could find on Colonel Crusher," she said. Colonel Crusher, a high-ranking and popular officer within the Royal Militia, was their next target. Pinkie flipped through the sparse information without a word.

"So, can we do it, Desert Ghost?" Wilted asked, her tone both curious and teasing.

"I can. Don’t know about you," Pinkie replied curtly. Wilted scoffed but didn’t argue.

They approached their destination: a large, decrepit building that had fared better than the surrounding ruins. Its crumbling facade hinted at a once-grand structure, now reduced to a fortress for the Royal Militia. Two heavily armored guards stood outside the entrance, armed with a spear and a broadsword.

"Those guys look mean," Wilted muttered, sizing them up.

"They’re nothing," Pinkie said dismissively, her eyes cold and calculating.

Pinkie turned to Wilted. "I’ll handle the outside guards. Meet me inside. Kill anyone who sees you."

Wilted smirked. "On it, captain," she said, vanishing into the shadows to find another way inside.

Pinkie strode toward the two guards, who immediately tensed. "Leave! This is property of the Royal Militia!" they barked in unison.

Pinkie stopped a few paces away, tilting her head slightly. "I recommend you move," she said, her voice calm but laced with menace.

The guards stood their ground. Out of the corner of her eye, Pinkie spotted Wilted slipping through a cracked window. Satisfied, she turned her full attention back to the guards. "Fine. But you owe me an axe resharpening," she muttered to herself.

With a swift motion, Pinkie pulled her axe from its harness and slashed at the first guard. The blade bit deep into his chest plate, shattering the armor and lodging in his shoulder. He screamed in agony as blood seeped from the wound. The second guard lunged at Pinkie with his spear, but she sidestepped the attack and wrenched her axe free. Using the momentum, she swung it into the side of the second guard’s helmet, cracking it open like a brittle shell. He crumpled to the ground, lifeless.

The first guard, still writhing in pain, tried to crawl away. Pinkie kicked him hard, sending him sprawling. Without a second glance, she pushed the heavy doors open and stepped inside.

The interior of the building was dimly lit, with flickering torches casting eerie shadows on the walls. The air was thick with the stench of mildew and rot. Pinkie’s steps were slow and deliberate, the sound of her hooves echoing through the halls. Somewhere in the distance, she heard faint voices and the clinking of armor.

Wilted Rose emerged from the shadows, blood spattering her coat. "I took care of a couple of patrols," she whispered, a wild grin on her face.

"Good," Pinkie replied, her voice a low growl. "Crusher’s office should be on the top floor. Let’s move."

The two assassins ascended a crumbling staircase, their movements swift and silent. On the second floor, they encountered a group of guards playing cards around a makeshift table. Before they could react, Wilted unleashed a volley of magical lasers, striking three of them down in an instant. The remaining guard drew his sword, but Pinkie was already upon him. Her axe cleaved through his chest, silencing him before he could cry out.

"Try to keep it quiet," Pinkie hissed as they continued upward.

Wilted smirked. "Where’s the fun in that?"

Finally, they reached the top floor. A massive oak door loomed before them, its surface scarred from years of abuse. Voices could be heard inside, one of them loud and commanding. Pinkie gestured for Wilted to flank the door while she prepared to breach.

With a powerful kick, Pinkie sent the door crashing open. Inside was Colonel Crusher, a massive earth pony clad in gleaming armor. He was flanked by two elite guards, both of whom sprang into action as the assassins entered.

Crusher smirked. "So, the Desert Ghost finally shows herself. I was wondering when you’d come for me."

Pinkie didn’t respond. She charged at the nearest guard, her axe slicing through his weapon as if it were paper. Wilted engaged the second guard, her scythe spinning in a deadly arc. The room was filled with the clash of metal and the grunts of exertion.

Crusher watched the chaos unfold, his smirk never wavering. When his guards fell, he stepped forward, cracking his neck. "You’ll find I’m not so easy to kill," he said, his voice booming.

Pinkie raised her axe, her eyes narrowing behind her mask. "We’ll see about that," she replied, her voice steady and cold.

The battle that followed was fierce and brutal. Crusher’s strength was unmatched, but Pinkie’s speed and precision kept her one step ahead. Meanwhile, Wilted provided support, her magical lasers forcing Crusher to stay on the defensive.

Finally, after what felt like an eternity, Pinkie found an opening. With a swift, decisive strike, her axe buried itself in Crusher’s chest. The massive pony staggered, blood pouring from the wound. He looked down at Pinkie, his smirk replaced by a look of disbelief.

"Guess you… were better than I thought," he muttered before collapsing to the ground.

Pinkie wrenched her axe free, her breathing heavy. Wilted approached, a look of triumph on her face. "Well, that was fun," she said.

Pinkie didn’t respond. She wiped the blood from her axe and turned to leave. "Let’s go," she said curtly.

As they descended the stairs, the sound of reinforcements echoed through the halls. Pinkie and Wilted exchanged a glance before breaking into a run. The thrill of the hunt was over, but the fight for survival had just begun.

Standstill

Suddenly, they were completely surrounded by at least 25 soldiers. Wilted Rose’s voice trembled as she turned to Pinkie. “Desert Ghost, what are we going to do?”

Pinkie unsheathed her axe one more time, her eyes narrowing behind the gas mask. “I’m running out of patience,” she said flatly. As she stepped forward, a faint glow emerged from the necklace hanging around her neck. It pulsed with an otherworldly light, its intensity growing with every passing second.

A flashback surged through Pinkie’s mind, unbidden and vivid.

“Try it, Pinkie Pie!” Twilight’s excitement was palpable as she held out the necklace, her eyes sparkling with hope. “Thank you so, so, so much, Twilight!” Pinkie Pie exclaimed, her voice filled with childlike curiosity and enthusiasm. She held the necklace gently, examining its intricate design.

“It’s infused with my magic!” Twilight explained, her horn glowing faintly. “If you ever want to learn how to do some cool tricks, let me know. I’ll teach you!”

Pinkie nodded eagerly, clutching the gift to her chest. She didn’t know much about magic, but Twilight’s faith in her made her believe she could.

The memory faded as Pinkie regained consciousness, gasping for air. She could feel her chest heaving, her heart racing as the necklace’s glow grew stronger. Her axe was no longer just an ordinary weapon; a vibrant purple aura encased its handle, the same hue as Twilight’s magic. The weapon began to levitate, moving as if guided by an unseen force.

Pinkie froze, her mind reeling. It was Twilight’s magic. There was no doubt about it. The aura intensified, and the axe flew through the air, cutting down the soldiers with precision and speed that Pinkie could only describe as surgical. Each swing left destruction in its wake. Bodies crumpled to the ground as the weapon moved like a living entity, guided by Pinkie’s tumultuous emotions.

She could feel the heat of battle in her chest, tears streaming down her face beneath the gas mask. Every slash, every strike, was fueled by the pain she had buried for years—the loss of her friends, the decay of Equestria, and the unrelenting cruelty of this world.

When the last soldier fell, silence consumed the room. Pinkie’s axe clattered to the floor, its glow fading as quickly as it had appeared. She stood motionless, trembling as the weight of what had just happened settled over her.

“What. The hell. Was that?” Wilted Rose’s voice was slow and deliberate, her words dripping with concern. She took a cautious step back, her eyes wide as she looked at Pinkie.

Pinkie wiped her tears away beneath the mask, forcing her voice to remain steady. “It’s nothing,” she said curtly. “Pick up your weapons. We’re moving.” She fastened the axe back onto her harness and turned toward the exit, her hand brushing against the cold jewel on her necklace. She couldn’t explain what had happened—didn’t want to.

Wilted Rose hesitated. “Pinkie… you were crying. Are you okay?”

“I said, let’s go,” Pinkie snapped. Her voice was sharper than she intended, but it was enough to silence Wilted Rose. Without another word, they left the scene, the echoes of their footsteps mingling with the eerie silence of the ruined building.

They walked through the desolate streets of Equestria, the weight of their mission pressing down on them. Pinkie’s mind raced, replaying the events in the building over and over again. She could still feel the faint warmth of the necklace against her chest, a constant reminder of Twilight’s gift—and her promise. But what did it mean? Why now?

Wilted Rose’s voice broke the silence. “That magic… it wasn’t yours, was it?”

Pinkie didn’t answer, her pace quickening. She didn’t owe anyone an explanation—least of all Wilted Rose. But deep down, she knew she couldn’t ignore the questions gnawing at her. Twilight’s magic had saved her, but at what cost?

As they approached the Assassin’s Guild headquarters, Rolling Thunder was waiting for them at the entrance. His expression darkened when he saw them. “What happened in there?” he demanded.

“Mission accomplished,” Pinkie said flatly, brushing past him. She didn’t stop to explain. She couldn’t. The words felt like ash in her mouth.

Wilted Rose lingered, her gaze shifting between Rolling Thunder and Pinkie’s retreating figure. “Something… strange happened,” she said hesitantly. “Her axe… it was glowing. Like magic.”

Rolling Thunder’s expression hardened. “Magic?” he repeated, his voice low. “Keep an eye on her, Wilted. I need to know what’s going on.”

Wilted Rose nodded reluctantly, her mind swirling with unanswered questions. She turned and followed Pinkie inside, determined to uncover the truth—no matter how dangerous it might be.

Afterthought

For the first time in days, Pinkie Pie settled. Her room in the Assassins Guild HQ was large but bare. She didn’t decorate it. The only thing that gave it any sort of personality was the spot where she hung her axe on the wall and the corkboard with the names of everypony she had ever killed. There were at least 100 names. It was a stark reminder of her gruesome job, and she did it well. Out of her colleagues, she was by far the best killer.

She lay down on her bed and began to shut her eyes. She didn’t sleep often, and this was precisely why. When she did, the awful memory played once again.

“Twilight!!” Pinkie screamed as the purple alicorn fell over. “Twilight! Please, be okay!” she said, her voice trembling. Twilight coughed up blood. “P-Pinkie… I’m sorry…” she whispered. Pinkie wept hard. She looked up at the ponies who had done this. Their faces were… blurred. “Help!” Pinkie called out in desperation. Twilight’s breathing was labored. “P-Pinkie… I love you so much…” she said, and then drew her last breath. Pinkie screamed in horror. “NO!!!” she bellowed, tears free-falling towards her dead friend’s body. Her mind suddenly flashed to a ghastly version of Twilight. Her eyes were dark, and she was crying blood. “You failed me, Pinkie Pie,” Twilight’s distorted voice hissed, unnaturally cold and deep.

Pinkie woke up in a sweat. Her breathing was heavy. She sat up quickly, gripping the edge of the bed as if it could anchor her to the present. A knock came at her door, followed by a timid voice. “Uh, are you alright in there, Desert Ghost?” Salamander asked nervously.

Pinkie tried to wipe her tears away, but her hooves trembled too much. She gave up and reached for her gas mask, snapping it over her face. “What,” she said, her voice hoarse as she struggled to keep it steady.

Salamander hesitated, clearly intimidated by her tone and appearance. “It’s just, uhm, Rolling Thunder wanted me to check on you.”

Pinkie’s eyes narrowed beneath the mask. “Tell him I’m fine, and I can take care of myself.” Her words were clipped and cold. Salamander flinched but nodded quickly before scurrying downstairs.

Alone again, Pinkie let out a shuddering sigh. She leaned back against the wall, her eyes falling on the corkboard of names. For a fleeting moment, she wondered what it would feel like to add her own to the list.

When Pinkie finally made her way downstairs, Wilted Rose was seated at a makeshift desk, writing her report on Colonel Crusher. Rolling Thunder stood by the stove, stirring a pot of something that smelled faintly appetizing. The room was quiet save for the scratch of Wilted’s quill and the bubbling of the stew.

“Oh, you’re up, Desert Ghost,” Rolling Thunder said, glancing over his shoulder with a faint smile. He stirred the pot one more time before turning to her fully. “Get some rest?”

“I’m ready for another job,” Pinkie replied curtly, ignoring his question entirely.

Rolling Thunder’s brow furrowed in concern. “But you were just out? You need to pace yourself, Ghost. Pushing too hard is a mistake even the best of us can’t afford to make.”

“Don’t worry about me,” Pinkie snapped. Her tone was sharper than she intended, but she didn’t care enough to soften it. “Give me a name, and I’ll get it done.”

Wilted Rose looked up from her report, her expression a mix of surprise and exasperation. “You’re seriously going out again? Do you even sleep?”

Pinkie shot her a glare but said nothing.

“I think you’re overworking yourself, Ghost,” Rolling Thunder said, his voice firm but still tinged with worry. “You’re one of our best killers, and we can’t have you burning out. Take a day. Rest. Regroup. The jobs will still be here tomorrow.”

The room felt tense as Pinkie mulled over his words. She hated being told what to do, but she also knew that Rolling Thunder wasn’t wrong. Still, the thought of staying idle, of being alone with her thoughts and memories, made her skin crawl.

Finally, she let out a long sigh. “Fine. I’ll stay for a bit. But not long,” she said, her voice dripping with reluctance.

Rolling Thunder nodded, clearly relieved. “Good. Dinner will be ready soon. Why don’t you join us?”

Pinkie didn’t respond, instead turning and heading toward the corner of the room where she could sit alone. She sank into an old chair, her eyes drifting to the window where the grey, smoke-filled sky loomed over the city. Even in her moments of rest, there was no peace.

The meal was a quiet affair. Wilted Rose and Salamander chatted softly, their voices a faint hum in the background. Rolling Thunder occasionally chimed in, but Pinkie stayed silent, picking at her food with little interest. Her mind was elsewhere, replaying the events of her nightmare and the strange magic that had surged through her axe during their last mission.

When the meal ended, Rolling Thunder approached her with a file. “I know you said you’d rest, but when you’re ready, we’ve got something lined up. No rush.”

Pinkie took the file without a word, glancing at the name on the front. Her eyes narrowed. Another high-ranking member of the Royal Militia. She closed the folder and tucked it under her foreleg.

“Thanks,” she said simply, her voice muffled by the gas mask.

As the others began to clean up, Pinkie slipped away, heading back to her room. She placed the file on her desk and sat down, her eyes falling once again on the corkboard of names. She traced her hoof over a few of them, her mind drifting to the faces and lives they represented. Each one was a mark of her skill, a testament to her efficiency. But they were also a reminder of the weight she carried, a weight that seemed to grow heavier with each passing day.

With a heavy sigh, Pinkie leaned back in her chair, staring up at the ceiling. The silence was deafening, broken only by the faint hum of activity downstairs. For now, she was still. But she knew it wouldn’t last. It never did.

Apex Predator

Pinkie walked the tattered streets of Ponyville, her hooves crunching softly against the rubble scattered across the cracked pavement. Smoke loomed heavily overhead, curling and billowing like a restless shadow, pressing down on her like the weight of memories she couldn’t escape. Her gas mask filtered the acrid air, but not the suffocating presence of her past.

Ahead, a small settlement caught her eye. The weathered homes were patched together with scavenged wood and tin, and ponies moved like shadows, their gaunt faces turning to her in silent trepidation as she approached. The fear was palpable. She could see it in their wide eyes and hear it in their hushed whispers.

“She’s here,” a mare murmured, clutching her child closer.
“Who do you think she’s after?” another stallion asked, his voice tinged with panic.
“I hope not me!” a third pony stammered. “The Desert Ghost doesn’t miss!”

A filly tugged at her mother’s mane. “Mommy, you said the Desert Ghost wasn’t real! But she’s right there!” The mother quickly silenced her child, fear darting across her face like a struck match.

Pinkie pressed on, her masked visage impassive. She’d grown used to this reaction—the stares, the whispers, the tales of her exploits turned into urban legends. And yet, the weight of it all never seemed to lessen.

One colt, emboldened by either ignorance or foolish bravado, stepped into her path. “So, you’re the Desert Ghost?” he challenged, puffing out his chest. “More like Desert Boast!” He glanced back at his friends, expecting laughter, but they shrank behind a barrel, trembling. The colt faltered for only a moment before glaring at Pinkie again. “What? You think we’re scared of you? You’re just a story made up to scare foals!”

Pinkie’s necklace began to glow faintly, her emotions threatening to boil over. She closed her eyes, drawing a long, controlled breath. Slowly, the magic’s grip on her axe dissipated, and she opened her eyes to meet the colt’s defiant gaze.

Without a word, she removed her gas mask, revealing the jagged scar that ran across her cheek. Her icy stare pierced through the boy like a dagger. “The stories are true,” she said coldly, her voice carrying the weight of every life she had taken. Unsheathing her axe with a deliberate motion, she held it up, the blade gleaming ominously. “Move before things get messy.”

The colt’s bravado shattered. His pupils shrank as he stumbled back, his tail tucked between his legs. Pinkie reattached her axe, pulled her mask back over her face, and walked past him without another glance.

She found a quiet spot on the edge of the settlement and set up her tent. The frayed fabric provided little shelter from the cold, but it was enough for her to close her eyes. Perhaps she would finally find some rest.

“Pinkie! Help me!”

Twilight’s voice echoed in her mind as she sprinted across a field of ash. She could see the purple alicorn struggling, three shadowy figures holding her down.

“Let her go!” Pinkie screamed, but her words were swallowed by the void. The shadows laughed, their faces obscured, their movements unnatural and blurred.

“It’s over, Princess,” one of them sneered. “We win.”

Pinkie pushed herself harder, but more figures emerged, blocking her path. Twilight’s eyes locked onto hers, filled with pain and something worse: resignation.

“No! Don’t you dare—” Pinkie’s voice broke as a bolt of magic erupted from the unicorn in the group, piercing Twilight’s chest.

Pinkie screamed as Twilight fell, her body limp, blood staining the ground beneath her.

“You failed me, Pinkie Pie,” Twilight’s ghostly voice hissed, her eyes now dark voids, tears of blood streaming down her face. “You’ll always fail.”

Pinkie woke with a start, her body drenched in sweat. Her breathing was ragged, her heart racing as the dream clung to her like cobwebs. She pressed a hoof to her forehead, trying to steady herself.

“Miss Desert Ghost?” a small voice called from outside her tent.

Pinkie froze, her mind still tangled in the nightmare. “What?” she barked, her voice sharper than intended.

The flap of the tent opened cautiously, revealing the filly from earlier—the one whose mother had tried to shush her. The child’s wide eyes peered up at Pinkie, a mixture of curiosity and concern etched on her face.

“I… I heard you making noises, and I thought you might be hurt,” the filly said timidly. “So I came to check on you.”

Pinkie stared at the filly, her expression unreadable behind the mask. “You shouldn’t be here,” she said flatly.

The filly shuffled her hooves nervously. “My mommy told me not to, but I wanted to make sure you were okay. You seemed… sad.”

Pinkie sighed, pinching the bridge of her nose beneath the mask. “I’m fine. Go back to your mom before she notices you’re gone.”

“Okay,” the filly said, turning to leave. She paused at the tent’s entrance and looked back. “I hope you have sweet dreams next time.”

Sweet dreams. The words hung in the air long after the filly was gone. Pinkie sat in silence, her mind drifting to a time when life had been sweeter. She remembered baking cakes for Twilight’s birthdays, decorating them with care and watching her friend’s face light up with joy. It felt like a lifetime ago, a memory from a different pony’s life.

For a brief moment, Pinkie considered baking again, just to feel something familiar. But the thought was quickly dismissed. She was a killer now, not a baker. Bakers didn’t belong in this world.

The following morning, Pinkie broke camp and continued her journey toward the Militia camp. The sun, though obscured by smoke, cast a faint orange glow over the horizon. By the time she reached her destination, the camp was eerily quiet.

Pinkie crouched low, her keen eyes scanning the perimeter. To her surprise, there were no guards stationed outside the captain’s tent. She moved silently, her hoofsteps muffled by the dirt. The flap of the tent was slightly ajar, and she slipped inside like a shadow.

The captain lay sprawled on a cot, his snores echoing through the small space. Pinkie approached with practiced precision, her axe gleaming in the dim light. She hesitated for only a second, her thoughts flashing back to the filly’s words: sweet dreams.

“Not in this world,” Pinkie muttered under her breath. With a swift motion, her axe came down, silencing the captain forever.

She emerged from the tent, blood staining the edge of her blade. The camp was still eerily silent as she fastened the captain’s severed head to her pack and began the trek back to the Assassins Guild.

The weight of her actions pressed heavily on her shoulders, but she pushed it aside. Sweet dreams were a luxury she couldn’t afford. For now, survival was the only dream she could cling to.

Candle-lit

Pinkie trudged through the guild’s worn-down gates, the weight of her most recent mission lingering heavily on her shoulders. The sun hadn’t yet risen, and the compound was bathed in dim, flickering torchlight. Rolling Thunder sat outside on a rickety wooden stool, scanning the darkness for any sign of intruders. His gaze shifted when he spotted her shadowed figure approaching.

“You’re back already?” he asked, rising to his hooves as she stepped closer.

Pinkie gave a curt nod, brushing past him. “Yes. It’s done. He fell like the rest.”

Thunder followed her inside, his heavy hooffalls echoing in the quiet hall. “You really don’t waste time, do you?” he remarked, his tone carrying a faint mix of admiration and concern.

“Why should I?” Pinkie replied evenly. “The job’s finished. That’s what matters.”

From the staircase, Salamander appeared, his mane a disheveled mess, rubbing sleep from his eyes. “Ghost? Is that you?” His voice was groggy, laced with surprise. “It’s so early. Did you even sleep before going out?”

Rolling Thunder chuckled. “You know her, Sal. Desert Ghost doesn’t operate on our time. She works whenever she feels like it.”

Salamander giggled softly, leaning against the banister. “Well, we can always trust her black mane to get things done.”

Pinkie tensed at the comment, her muscles stiffening almost imperceptibly. Black mane. The words struck her, and she instinctively reached up to touch her hair. Her once vibrant, cotton-candy pink curls were now darkened with soot and grime, hardened from weeks—no, months—of neglect. She hadn’t truly looked at herself since… since Twilight. Her chest tightened at the thought.

She hadn’t cleaned her mane since Twilight’s death, and part of her felt it was fitting. It was a reminder, a reflection of the broken pony she had become. The old Pinkie Pie—the one who laughed, who baked cakes, who threw parties—died that day. But Desert Ghost rose from the ashes, ruthless and unyielding.

To the guild, this was who she was now. To the world, Pinkie Pie was nothing more than a name lost to time.

But deep down, Pinkie knew the truth: that old part of her still lingered, clinging desperately to the memories she tried to bury.

An uncomfortable silence stretched between them before Pinkie gave a small nod. “I’ll be upstairs if you need me,” she said, her voice low and flat.

“Wilted’s upstairs,” Salamander warned. “Doing whatever she does in the bathroom. So don’t be surprised if it’s occupied.”

Pinkie simply grunted in acknowledgment and climbed the creaking staircase.

Her room was as sparse as ever, a reflection of the void she felt inside. The walls were bare, the floorboards worn, and the only items of note were the corkboard covered in the names of her victims and the hook where she hung her axe. She stared at the board, at the scribbled names pinned with precision. Each one represented a life she had taken, a life that once had meaning and connections.

Pinkie walked over to the corkboard and traced her hoof across the names, stopping on the most recent addition: *Captain Steadfast.* He was like the others, just another mark in a sea of marks, yet his death weighed no less heavily.

She turned and sat on the edge of her cot, her mane brushing against her shoulders. Slowly, she reached into her saddlebag and pulled out a small object she had found the night before. It was a pin—tiny, round, and adorned with the image of a cupcake.

She’d spotted it after the filly had left her tent, left behind like some forgotten trinket. For reasons she couldn’t quite explain, she had pocketed it, feeling a faint tug of something she hadn’t felt in a long time. Nostalgia, maybe?

Pinkie rolled the pin between her hooves, her chest tightening as the memory surfaced. Cupcakes had been her specialty. No, more than that—they had been her joy. She remembered Twilight’s laugh when she presented her with the surprise cupcake tower, remembered the warmth of those simpler days when laughter was her weapon and smiles her reward.

But those days were gone.

She stood abruptly and walked to the corkboard. Carefully, she pinned the cupcake trinket beside Captain Steadfast’s name. The small act felt strangely significant, as though she were acknowledging the pony she used to be. It stood out sharply against the grim list of names, a symbol of something long lost but not entirely forgotten.

Pinkie stared at it for a moment longer, her mind swirling with conflicting emotions. Then, with a heavy sigh, she turned away and lay down on her cot, staring up at the cracked ceiling.

The soft click of the door broke her trance. Pinkie sat up as Wilted Rose entered the room, her mane damp from the bathroom. “You’re back,” Wilted said, her voice as cold and direct as always.

“Yeah,” Pinkie replied. “It’s done.”

Wilted nodded, walking over to her desk and flipping through a small notebook. “Rolling Thunder mentioned you didn’t even rest before taking on the job.”

“Why does everyone keep bringing that up?” Pinkie muttered, her tone sharp.

Wilted didn’t look up. “Because it’s concerning. Even for you, Ghost.”

Pinkie scoffed, leaning back against the wall. “I don’t need rest. Rest is for ponies who have something to dream about.”

Wilted finally met her gaze, her expression unreadable. “And you think you don’t?”

Pinkie hesitated. “No. Dreams are a luxury I don’t have. Not anymore.”

The silence that followed was thick, heavy with unspoken truths. Wilted returned to her notes, seemingly uninterested in pressing further, but the exchange lingered in the air like smoke.

Later that night, as the guild settled into quiet, Pinkie found herself unable to sleep. The cupcake pin on the corkboard caught her eye, glinting faintly in the moonlight. Something about it stirred a restlessness within her.

She slipped out of bed and crept downstairs, her steps careful to avoid the creakiest floorboards. In the dimly lit kitchen, she rummaged through the sparse supplies, her movements almost instinctual. Flour, sugar, eggs—there was just enough to make something small.

Pinkie worked in silence, her hooves moving with a precision she hadn’t felt in years. As she mixed and poured, memories flooded back, unbidden. Twilight’s laugh. The way her friends’ faces lit up whenever she unveiled a new treat. The warmth of those moments, so distant now, felt almost close enough to touch.

The scent of baking filled the kitchen, faint but unmistakable. Pinkie removed the small batch of cupcakes from the oven and stared at them, their imperfect forms staring back like ghosts of the past.

She took a bite of one, the taste both familiar and foreign. It was sweet, but it left a bitter aftertaste—not from the ingredients, but from the emotions it dredged up.

Pinkie swallowed and set the cupcake down. Tears welled in her eyes, blurring her vision. She hadn’t cried in so long. But tonight, under the flickering candlelight, she allowed herself that small moment of vulnerability.

For a fleeting moment, she wasn’t the Desert Ghost. She was Pinkie Pie again.

Fleeting Thoughts

Pinkie sat in the dimly lit kitchen, her head bowed as the cupcakes rested on the counter before her. The faint smell of sugar and vanilla lingered in the air, a whisper of memories long buried. Her tears fell freely now, streaking her cheeks as she stared at the imperfect confections. They weren’t as good as they used to be—far from it. The frosting wasn’t smooth, the cakes were unevenly baked, and the presentation was sloppy. Yet, despite all of that, the simple act of baking again felt like a fragile spark of something she thought she had lost.

For the briefest moment, she could almost feel them: her friends. Their laughter seemed to echo faintly, like ghosts of a better time. She imagined Rarity’s polite but enthusiastic praise, Applejack’s honest grin, and Rainbow Dash’s casual approval as she stuffed her mouth full. Fluttershy’s gentle smile came to mind, and then there was Twilight... always Twilight, with her bright eyes and genuine warmth, congratulating Pinkie on her effort no matter how small.

But when Pinkie looked up, the room was empty.

Her chest tightened as the weight of reality crushed her fleeting fantasy. She sniffled, trying to compose herself, when the sharp creak of a floorboard shattered the stillness.

Pinkie froze, her entire body stiffening. Somepony was coming. Her instinct was to hide, to retreat into the shadows and vanish like she always did. But this time, her hooves refused to move. She stayed rooted in place, staring at the staircase with wide, tear-filled eyes.

Wilted Rose emerged, her mane slightly disheveled and her eyes half-lidded with sleep. She sniffed the air and rubbed at her face, yawning. “Oh boy, Rolling Thunder, what is that wonderful smell?” she mumbled, her voice carrying the grogginess of someone woken too early.

But when she reached the bottom of the stairs and saw Pinkie standing there, her steps faltered. Wilted’s eyes widened slightly as she took in the sight before her: Desert Ghost—cold, untouchable Desert Ghost—standing in the kitchen, teary-eyed, with oven mitts on her hooves and a batch of cupcakes sitting on the table.

“Ghost?” Wilted said, her voice uncertain but soft. “Did you… make those?”

Pinkie blinked, her composure crumbling further under the scrutiny. “Uhm… n-no,” she stammered. It was a feeble attempt at a lie, and both of them knew it.

Wilted raised an eyebrow, her tiredness giving way to curiosity. “Uh-huh,” she said, her tone skeptical but gentle. She stepped closer, her gaze fixed on the cupcakes. “Can I… try one?”

Pinkie hesitated, her mind racing. She wanted to say no, to grab the tray and run upstairs, but her body refused to cooperate. She simply stood there as Wilted plucked one from the batch and took a bite.

Wilted’s eyes widened as the flavors hit her tongue. “Wow…” she said, her mouth still half-full. “These are *really* good! I don’t think I’ve eaten something this tasty in ages!”

Pinkie flinched at the compliment, her heart aching at the words. She turned her face away, her mane falling over one eye. “I-I’m going to my room,” she mumbled hastily, her voice trembling. “Don’t… don’t tell anypony I made these.”

Before Wilted could respond, Pinkie grabbed the tray with the remaining cupcakes and bolted up the stairs. Her heart pounded in her chest as she slammed the door to her room, her breaths coming fast and shallow. She placed the cupcakes on the small table by her cot and sank to the floor, burying her face in her hooves.

Wilted had seen her—seen a side of her nopony was supposed to see. Pinkie felt exposed, vulnerable, and angry at herself for letting it happen.

Hours passed, but Pinkie couldn’t find rest. She sat on the floor, staring at the cupcakes as if they were mocking her. What had possessed her to bake them in the first place? What had she been trying to accomplish?

She thought back to Wilted’s reaction, to the genuine delight in her voice when she tasted the cupcake. It was the same kind of joy Pinkie had lived for in her past life, back when she could make ponies happy without hesitation. But now… now it felt wrong, like she was betraying the hardened shell she had built around herself.

A knock on her door snapped her out of her thoughts. Pinkie tensed, instinctively reaching for her gas mask. “What?” she called, her voice sharper than intended.

“It’s Wilted,” came the reply, calm but firm.

Pinkie sighed and reluctantly opened the door a crack. Wilted stood there, holding another cupcake from the tray. “I just wanted to say thanks,” she said simply.

“For what?” Pinkie asked, narrowing her eyes.

“For this.” Wilted gestured with the cupcake. “It’s… been a while since I tasted something that reminded me of home.”

Pinkie’s throat tightened, and she looked away. “It was nothing. Don’t make a big deal out of it.”

Wilted tilted her head, studying her. “It’s not nothing, Ghost. You might think it is, but it’s not. I don’t know why you decided to make these, and I’m not gonna pry. But… I think there’s more to you than you let on.”

Pinkie’s jaw clenched. “Don’t read into it. It was just… something to do.”

Wilted didn’t press further. Instead, she placed the cupcake on the table beside the tray and turned to leave. “Well, whatever your reason, they’re amazing. And for what it’s worth, I won’t tell anypony.”

Pinkie watched her go, her emotions a tangled mess. Part of her felt relief that Wilted promised to keep her secret, but another part felt… something else. Gratitude, maybe?

She closed the door and sat back down, staring at the tray of cupcakes. Slowly, she picked one up and took another bite.

For the first time in years, it didn’t taste bitter.

Pinkie spent the rest of the night in silence, her mind filled with fleeting thoughts of a life she could never return to. But as she looked at the pin on her corkboard, the one with the cupcake, she realized something: perhaps not all was lost.

Perhaps, even in the darkest corners of her existence, there was still room for a little light.

A Misty Memory

Pinkie descended the creaky staircase, her hoofsteps slow and deliberate. The faint aroma of something overcooked drifted through the air. At the stove, Rolling Thunder stirred a pot with focused determination. Cooking was never his specialty, but it was a task he had taken upon himself since his injury. His once-fierce demeanor, the commanding presence of a seasoned predator, had softened with time. A bad leg injury had forced him out of the field and into the role of strategist and caretaker for the guild.

Pinkie slipped into her usual seat at the worn wooden table, her eyes heavy with the weight of sleepless nights. “So, what are our jobs for today?” she asked, her voice steady but tinged with quiet desperation.

Rolling Thunder ladled soup into mismatched bowls and set them on the table. “Nothing,” he replied simply.

Pinkie frowned, her brows knitting together. “Nothing?” she echoed, the edge of disbelief and frustration creeping into her voice.

“I know you thrive on the hunt,” Thunder said, settling into his chair with a slight grimace as his leg adjusted, “but we’ve got no clients today. Nothing on the docket. Take the day to rest.”

Across the table, Salamander stretched his forelegs above his head, letting out an exaggerated yawn. “Fine by me. I’ve been super busy lately,” he said, his tone as breezy as ever.

Wilted Rose rolled her eyes, leaning back in her chair with a smirk. “Busy? Doing what? Getting caught and leaving me and Desert Ghost to clean up your messes?”

Salamander gasped in mock offense, clutching his chest. “Excuse me! I do my job, and I do it well,” he retorted, crossing his hooves in defiance.

Wilted chuckled, her laugh sharp but good-natured. The banter between them was familiar, almost comforting in its predictability.

Pinkie, however, remained silent. She stared into her bowl, watching the steam rise and curl like tendrils of smoke. Her reflection shimmered faintly on the surface of the broth, but she barely recognized it.

She was supposed to be the Element of Laughter. Once, her laughter had been a source of joy and light, infectious and boundless. But now, that laughter felt foreign—distant. The mere thought of it filled her with a hollow ache. She felt like a shadow of the pony she used to be, her spark buried under layers of pain and loss.

In the back of her mind, a voice screamed at her to stop wallowing, to push through the self-loathing. But it was drowned out by memories she couldn’t escape. Memories of the life she had before the Royal Massacre.

Her chest tightened, her breathing shallow as the familiar wave of grief washed over her. The massacre had been the beginning of this nightmare. A group of extremists, their hearts twisted by hatred, had banded together to slaughter the alicorns—the symbols of harmony and hope for all of Equestria. Celestia, Luna, Cadance… Twilight.

Twilight.

The name alone was enough to make her seethe. Pinkie’s hooves trembled as she clenched them into fists. The image of Twilight’s lifeless body flashed in her mind, her lavender coat stained crimson. Pinkie could still hear her voice, faint and fragile, saying those final words: “I love you so much…”

The memory hit her like a blade, cutting deeper every time it surfaced. And yet, the world had moved on. Chaos had followed the massacre, tearing Equestria apart. Cults and militias had risen, worshiping the fallen princesses as deities, claiming their deaths were divine retribution or tests of faith. It was madness.

Pinkie’s lips curled into a bitter sneer. “Even gods can fall,” she muttered under her breath, her voice barely audible.

“Ghost, you alright?” Wilted Rose’s voice broke through her thoughts, pulling her back to the present.

Pinkie blinked, startled. She forced herself to sit up straighter, smoothing the tension from her face. “I’m fine,” she said curtly, though her voice lacked conviction.

Wilted narrowed her eyes, her concern evident. “You’re seriously worrying me, Ghost,” she said. “You haven’t been acting like yourself lately.”

Pinkie’s immediate instinct was to lash out, to push Wilted away. But she held back. She could see the genuine worry in Rose’s expression, the care behind her words.

“I’m sorry,” Pinkie murmured, her tone soft but dismissive. She looked down at her soup, using it as an excuse to avoid further conversation.

Wilted hesitated for a moment, then let out a resigned sigh. She leaned back in her chair, glancing at Rolling Thunder, who had been silently observing the exchange. He met her gaze and gave a small shake of his head, silently telling her to drop it.

The rest of the meal passed in uneasy silence.

Later that day, Pinkie wandered outside, needing to clear her head. The cool breeze carried the faint scent of rain, and the sky was overcast, casting a gray pall over the landscape. She walked aimlessly, her hooves crunching against the gravel path as memories swirled in her mind.

Her mind drifted back to the days before the massacre, back to a time when her world was filled with laughter and light. She remembered the little things—Twilight’s excited ramblings about a new spell she had learned, Fluttershy’s gentle encouragement, Rarity’s playful banter about fashion. She even missed Rainbow Dash’s cocky attitude and Applejack’s stubborn determination.

Those memories were like a mist, hazy and fleeting. She clung to them, desperate to preserve them, even as they slipped further from her grasp with each passing day.

But no matter how much she wanted to, she couldn’t turn back time. She couldn’t bring them back.

She stopped at the edge of a small hill, overlooking the ruins of a once-thriving village. The sight was a stark reminder of how much the world had changed. Equestria was a broken shell of its former self, and she was no different.

As Pinkie stood there, the wind tugging at her mane, a single thought whispered through her mind: What would they think of me now?

The answer was as painful as it was obvious. They wouldn’t recognize her. They wouldn’t understand the choices she had made or the path she had taken.

But then again, maybe they would. Maybe Twilight would see through the hardened exterior and find the mare she used to be. Maybe her friends would forgive her for everything she had done.

A tear slipped down Pinkie’s cheek, quickly followed by another. She didn’t bother to wipe them away. For a moment, she allowed herself to feel, to mourn, to hope.

As the first drops of rain began to fall, Pinkie turned and headed back toward the guild. The rain mixed with her tears, washing away the dirt and grime that clung to her coat.

When she reached the door, she hesitated, her hoof hovering over the handle. She took a deep breath, steadying herself, and stepped inside.

She wasn’t sure what tomorrow would bring, but for now, she would carry on. One fleeting thought at a time.

Fragments of Who We Once Were

Pinkie hadn’t noticed it at first. The rain had somewhat cleaned her mane. Though still matted and dusty, the pink underneath had begun to shine through like the faint glow of a forgotten ember. It wasn’t until she caught the odd looks from the other guild members that she realized the change.

“Uh, Ghost? What did you do to your mane?” Wilted Rose asked, her tone cautious but curious.

Pinkie dragged a lock of her mane in front of her eyes. The vibrant hue startled her for a moment, as though she were staring at a stranger. “Oh,” she said simply, her voice quiet. “This is how my mane used to be.”

Rolling Thunder, standing nearby, raised an eyebrow. There was something different about her tone—something almost… honest. Desert Ghost was rarely forthcoming, and she usually dodged questions or dismissed them with a cryptic remark. But now? Now she was answering. Directly.

“Wait, what!?” Salamander exclaimed, his voice pitching up with incredulity. “Pink?? I did not see that coming!” He stared at her, wide-eyed, as though she had just revealed some cosmic secret.

Wilted Rose, less animated but no less shocked, tilted her head. “Huh,” she said, her brow furrowing. “It’s… not what I expected, but it suits you.”

“It’s not a big deal,” Pinkie said quickly, brushing off their reactions. “Once the rain clears, I’ll put some ash in it again.”

With that, she turned and headed upstairs. As her hoofsteps faded, Wilted Rose glanced at Rolling Thunder, her eyes narrowing in disbelief. “Did she just… answer us? Like, honestly?”

Rolling Thunder nodded, his expression one of quiet surprise. “She did,” he said, almost to himself. “That’s not like her.”

Upstairs, Pinkie stood in the bathroom, staring at herself in the mirror. The reflection staring back at her felt alien, yet strangely familiar. Her mane, though damp and unevenly cleaned, was unmistakably pink. She let the sight sink in for a moment before sighing. “Well… I guess it’s time,” she murmured, stepping into the shower.

As the water ran through her mane, it carried away months of grime, ash, and sweat. She closed her eyes and let the warm stream cascade over her. The sensation was almost jarring—gentle yet cleansing, as though each droplet was chipping away at the walls she’d built around herself.

It had been so long since she’d taken the time to do something as simple as wash her mane. To care for herself. She’d forgotten what it felt like.

When she emerged and caught her reflection again, she froze. The pony in the mirror wasn’t the Desert Ghost. It was Pinkie Pie. Her mane was still slightly damp, hanging in soft waves that carried a faint bounce she hadn’t seen in years. For the first time in what felt like forever, her pink mane was her own.

“Well,” she said, her voice quiet but steady, “that’s something.”

She grabbed a towel, drying herself off, and returned to her room. The familiar scent of rain lingered in the air, and for a moment, the weight in her chest felt just a little lighter.

A knock at her door broke her reverie. Pinkie opened it to find Wilted Rose standing outside, her gaze fixed on the floor. “Hey,” Rose began, her voice unusually soft. “I just wanted to say that—”

Her words faltered as she looked up.

Pinkie tilted her head, confused, until she realized what had thrown Rose off. Desert Ghost, the black-maned killer, the ruthless executioner whose name struck fear into the hearts of her enemies… had a vibrant, bouncy, *pink* mane.

“Wow,” Wilted finally said, her tone caught somewhere between awe and disbelief. “You look so… pink.”

Pinkie smirked faintly. “Don’t get used to it,” she said. Her voice carried a trace of the old Pinkie, the one who once joked and giggled without a care in the world. “What do you want?”

Rose blinked, as though snapping out of a trance. “I—uh, I forgot. Sorry.” She hesitated for a moment longer, then added, “I guess I just wasn’t expecting *this.*”

Pinkie rolled her eyes but said nothing.

Then, something unexpected happened—something that made Wilted Rose nearly stumble backward in shock.

Pinkie laughed.

It wasn’t loud or boisterous like it had been in the past, but it was real. A soft, genuine chuckle that warmed the air between them like sunlight breaking through a storm.

“Wow,” Rose said again, staring at Pinkie as though seeing her for the first time. “I didn’t think you could… do that anymore.”

Pinkie shrugged, a small smile tugging at her lips. “Guess I surprised myself too.”

For the first time in years, she felt like herself again—if only a little. Desert Ghost, the hardened assassin with ash-darkened hair and a frozen heart, faded into the background. And in her place stood Pinkie Pie: baker, friend, and the Element of Laughter.

The feeling was fleeting, but it was there, and it was enough.

As the day wore on, Pinkie found herself reflecting on what had just happened. She sat on the edge of her bed, her hooves idly playing with a lock of her pink mane. Memories began to surface—memories of days long past.

She remembered baking with her friends in Sugarcube Corner, the kitchen filled with laughter and the sweet aroma of cakes and pies. She remembered Twilight’s exasperated but amused sighs as Pinkie experimented with outrageous cupcake flavors. She remembered the way Rainbow Dash would sneak bites of frosting when she thought nopony was looking, or how Fluttershy’s gentle praise always made her feel like her work mattered.

The memories were vivid, like fragments of a puzzle she couldn’t quite piece together. They were bittersweet—comforting yet painful, like holding onto a fading dream.

A soft knock interrupted her thoughts again. This time, it was Rolling Thunder. He stepped inside cautiously, his usual gruff demeanor softened by something Pinkie couldn’t quite place.

“Just checking in,” he said, his voice low. “You’ve been quiet.”

Pinkie glanced at him and gave a small nod. “I’m fine,” she said. “Just… thinking.”

Thunder studied her for a moment before nodding in return. “Well, if you need anything, you know where to find me.”

As he turned to leave, Pinkie called out, “Thunder?”

He paused, looking back.

“Thanks,” she said.

He gave her a slight smile—a rare, genuine expression that spoke volumes—and left her alone with her thoughts.

Pinkie leaned back against her pillow, her mane splayed out like a pink halo. For the first time in a long time, she allowed herself to imagine a different future.

One where the laughter wasn’t a distant memory.

One where she could be Pinkie Pie again.

Vantablack

Pinkie slept more soundly than she had in weeks. The ever-present nightmares, vivid and haunting, had loosened their grip for a night, leaving her in a rare state of restfulness. When she woke, the faint rays of morning light filtered through her window, accompanied by the quiet hum of a new day.

For a moment, she lingered in bed, staring at the ceiling, her mind drifting. The fleeting peace felt fragile, like glass that could shatter at the slightest pressure. As she rose and stretched, she resolved to shatter it herself before it could disappoint her.

After descending the stairs, she headed outside. The world was still wet from the earlier rain, puddles reflecting the gray sky above. Nearby, ash from a distant fire had settled on the ground, damp and sticky. Pinkie crouched and ran her hoof through it, collecting a handful.

She hesitated, staring at the blackened substance smeared across her hoof. The faint pink of her mane, still visible from her shower the previous day, caught her eye. For a moment, she considered leaving it as it was—letting the color speak for itself.

But that thought was fleeting.

“Sorry, old Pinkie,” she muttered under her breath, as she began wiping the wet ash into her mane, darkening it to the gray-black hue she had worn for years. “Desert Ghost is who I am now. Maybe… maybe I’ll return someday. But not today.”

With her mane restored to its shadowy disguise, she turned back toward the building and entered, the door creaking faintly as it shut behind her.

Wilted Rose was seated in the common room, her legs tucked beneath her as she sipped from a chipped mug. When she saw Pinkie, her eyes lit up briefly—until she noticed the change.

“What happened to your mane?” Wilted asked, her voice tinged with disappointment. “I liked the pink better.”

Pinkie’s expression hardened. Her gaze was distant, unreadable. “I am Desert Ghost,” she said flatly. “That was the old me.”

The air between them grew heavy, charged with an unspoken tension. Wilted opened her mouth to respond but thought better of it. Instead, she looked away, sipping her drink in silence.

When the assignments for the day arrived, Pinkie listened intently as Rolling Thunder doled out the details. Her task was clear: another kill, another name to cross off the list. As she turned to head upstairs and prepare, Wilted Rose called after her.

“Ghost,” Wilted said, her voice hesitant. “Who were you? Before the massacre? You’ve never told anyone.”

Pinkie froze mid-step. Slowly, she turned her head, her eyes sharp and cold, like shards of broken glass. Her voice, when she spoke, was icy. “That’s none of your business.”

Wilted flinched slightly at the venom in her tone but didn’t back down entirely. “I wasn’t trying to pry,” she said softly. “I just… I don’t know. I think it matters.”

Pinkie’s gaze lingered on her for a long moment before she turned and walked away without another word.

“Who were you, Ghost?” Wilted whispered to herself, the words barely audible.

Pinkie stood outside the guild’s headquarters, her saddlebag strapped securely to her side. She opened the dossier she’d been given, her eyes scanning the details of her target. A Pegasus mare. Young. Guarded.

She sighed and tucked the file away. The rain had stopped, but the streets were still damp and muddy. As she made her way toward the location marked on the map, she felt the familiar weight of her necklace settle against her chest. Its faint glow seemed to pulse in rhythm with her footsteps, as though feeding off her anticipation.

When she arrived, the building stood before her like a monument to arrogance. Two guards, both unicorns, were stationed at the entrance, their eyes scanning the area for potential threats. Pinkie’s lip curled into a snarl at the sight of them.

Unicorns.

Her chest burned with anger, the old hatred boiling to the surface. She embraced the feeling, letting it fuel her as her necklace glowed brighter.

Without hesitation, she charged.

The first guard didn’t even have time to react before her axe flew through the air, striking true. His head split cleanly in two, the force of the blow embedding the weapon into the wall behind him.

The second guard turned, his horn sparking with magic, but Pinkie was already upon him. She pounced, her hooves slamming into his chest and driving him to the ground. He tried to fight back, but she was relentless. Her hooves rained down on him, each strike fueled by years of pain and rage.

His cries grew weaker, his face swelling and bleeding beneath her assault. When he finally went still, she rose, breathing heavily, her gaze dark and unyielding.

She yanked her axe from the wall and pushed open the heavy doors.

Inside, the Pegasus target stood frozen, her wings half-flared in a futile attempt to intimidate. Her wide eyes were filled with terror as she backed away from the bloodstained figure before her.

“What… what are you!?” the Pegasus screamed, her voice shaking.

Pinkie stepped forward, her expression as cold as stone. “People call me the executioner, the killer… even death,” she said, her tone low and menacing. “But I prefer the Desert Ghost.”

Without another word, she swung her axe, severing the Pegasus’s wings in one brutal motion. The mare’s screams of agony echoed through the room, but Pinkie didn’t flinch.

“You should’ve run while you had the chance,” she said, her voice laced with fury.

With a final swing, she ended the Pegasus’s life, her head rolling across the floor before coming to rest in a growing pool of blood.

Pinkie knelt and carefully placed the severed wings and head into her saddlebag. They were proof of the kill—trophies for the guild to ensure the job was done.

The journey back to the guild was silent, save for the steady sound of her hooves against the wet ground. The weight of her actions didn’t press against her as it once might have. She had long since buried the guilt beneath layers of anger and detachment.

As she approached the headquarters, her mind drifted back to Wilted Rose’s earlier question.

Who were you?

The answer lingered just out of reach, like a fragment of a dream she couldn’t quite recall.

Pinkie Pie was gone.

Desert Ghost remained.

For now.

Tungsten Heart

The forest was quiet, save for the faint rustle of leaves in the breeze. Pinkie Pie made her way through the overgrown trail, her steps slow but deliberate. She carried no weapons, no saddlebag—only herself and the weight of her memories.

For the first time in years, she visited the gravesite.

Nestled deep within the woods, the site was one of the last truly sacred places to her. It was a secret she guarded fiercely, one that even the guild didn’t know about. Here, amidst the shade of towering trees, Pinkie had created a resting place for the friends she’d lost.

When she first began, there hadn’t been much to work with—just loose stones and pieces of old wood to serve as markers. Over time, as her skills and resources grew, she’d refined it into something more fitting. The graves were marked with weathered plaques, each one etched with a name.

She wasn’t sure what had happened to some of them.

Rainbow Dash, for instance, had disappeared with the pegasi when the massacre began. The ground had become a battleground, a living nightmare. In some ways, Pinkie envied Rainbow. She didn’t blame her for leaving; she understood. If she’d had wings, she might have flown away too.

But she didn’t. She stayed.

And it cost her everything.

The two graves that stood out most prominently were those of Twilight Sparkle and Maud Pie.

Twilight’s grave was the first she approached. Pinkie knelt before it, tracing the engraved letters with her hoof. “Twilight Sparkle: A Light in the Darkness.” The words felt hollow now, like a cruel joke. Twilight had been the brightest among them, the one who always had a plan, a solution, a spark of hope.

And then the massacre came.

The Alicorns were the terrorists’ first targets. They didn’t just want power—they wanted to erase symbols of unity and hope. Twilight’s death had been the beginning of the end for Equestria, the catalyst that sent the world spiraling into chaos.

Pinkie closed her eyes, the memory of Twilight’s laughter echoing faintly in her mind. “I’m sorry,” she whispered, her voice cracking. “I should’ve been stronger. Maybe I could’ve done something… anything.”

She didn’t cry, though her chest ached with the familiar sting of grief. Her tears had long since dried up, replaced by the cold, hard resolve of Desert Ghost.

Next, she turned to Maud’s grave.

“Maud Pie: Steadfast as Stone.”

Maud had been more than a sister to Pinkie—she had been her anchor, her quiet strength. In the early days of the massacre, when chaos reigned and the world seemed to unravel, Maud had tried to bring order. She had formed the Tungsten Farmers, a group of earth ponies who banded together in the hopes of surviving.

They weren’t fighters, not really. They were workers, builders, ponies who valued resilience and community. But that didn’t matter to the terrorists.

The group had made their stand in the ruins of an old quarry, hoping to defend their home with what little they had. Maud had fought fiercely, her unyielding determination as strong as the stone she loved so much. But the terrorists were organized, ruthless, and merciless.

When they destroyed a group, they left no survivors.

Except for one.

Pinkie had been there, hiding among the rubble, powerless to help as she watched her sister fall. She still remembered the sound of Maud’s final cry, the thud of her body hitting the ground.

Pinkie had wanted to die that day. She wanted to rush out and fight, to end it all alongside Maud. But instinct—or perhaps cowardice—kept her hidden.

She had escaped, bloody and broken, stumbling into the wilderness. That’s where Rolling Thunder found her.

At the time, Rolling Thunder had been a solo assassin, a rogue figure who worked for himself and answered to no one. Taking Pinkie in had been against his better judgment. She was frail, traumatized, and clearly not suited for the life he led.

But there was something in her eyes—something that reminded him of himself in his younger days. So, he gave her a chance.

The training had been brutal. Pinkie wasn’t a killer, not by nature. In those early days, she struggled with the very concept of taking a life. Every time she hesitated, every time she flinched, Rolling Thunder’s words cut through her like a blade:

“They took everything from you. Do you want them to win?”

It wasn’t until her first kill that something inside her clicked. The pony had been one of the very terrorists responsible for the massacre, a smug, sneering unicorn who didn’t even see her coming.

Her axe had been clumsy at first, the strike awkward and hesitant. But when the unicorn fell, when his blood stained the ground, Pinkie felt something she hadn’t expected: gratification.

It wasn’t just revenge. It was justice, a personal strike against the monsters who had destroyed her world.

From that day on, she changed. Killing became easier, then routine, then second nature. The name Desert Ghost began to spread, whispered in fear by those who knew of her work.

She touched the grave marker gently, her hoof trembling. “I’m sorry I couldn’t save you,” she murmured. “But I made sure they paid. Every single one of them.”

Her axe—her trusty weapon—had been a gift from Rolling Thunder after her fifth kill. It was a symbol of her transformation, of the life she’d embraced as a killer. She had never used another weapon since.

Still, standing here among the graves, surrounded by the weight of her past, she felt the cracks in her armor. She wasn’t just Desert Ghost. Not here.

Here, she was Pinkie Pie.

The sky began to darken as storm clouds rolled in. Pinkie lingered a while longer, her gaze drifting from grave to grave. Fluttershy. Rarity. Applejack. All of their names were here, etched in stone, though their bodies had never been found.

It was a symbolic gesture, but one that mattered to her.

Before she left, she knelt one last time, bowing her head. “I don’t know if I’ll ever make things right,” she said softly. “But I’ll keep fighting. For all of you.”

As the first drops of rain began to fall, she turned and made her way back to the trail. The pink in her mane was hidden beneath the ash, but she could feel its presence, a faint echo of who she used to be.

The world was still broken, still cruel. But for now, she carried her memories with her, like a shield against the darkness.

The Tungsten Heart within her remained unbroken.

Agony

Pinkie arrived back at HQ under the cover of twilight, her steps heavy and deliberate. The familiar scent of iron and ash filled the air, a permanent reminder of where she was and what she had become.

Inside the training yard, Rolling Thunder was demonstrating combat techniques to Salamander. The young unicorn hung on Thunder’s every word as he motioned to a training dummy, pointing out its most vulnerable spots.

“You aim here to incapacitate,” Thunder said, tapping at a spot near the neck. “And here, if you want to make it quick.”

“Oh, hey, Ghost!” Salamander called out, spotting Pinkie as she passed by.

She gave him a curt nod, her mind elsewhere.

“Ghost,” Rolling Thunder called, his tone somber. “I’ve got a job that might interest you. A big one. We’ll go over it tomorrow—get some rest.”

Pinkie nodded wordlessly. “Alright,” she said, her voice flat. She slipped through the corridor and into her room.

The room was small and sparsely furnished, more a shelter than a living space. The only personal touch was a gas mask hanging near the door and a few scattered belongings. She took off her mask and sighed, her eyes scanning the space—until they landed on an intruder.

Wilted Rose stood frozen near the corner of the room, her hooves hovering over Pinkie’s saddlebag.

“What are you doing?” Pinkie’s voice was low and steady, but the sharp edge of danger was unmistakable.

Rose jumped, her breath hitching as she stammered for an excuse. “I—I was just—”

“Save it.” Pinkie cut her off, her eyes narrowing. “Listen, I know you’ve seen… a different side of me. But that doesn’t give you the right to snoop through my things.” Her voice grew colder, each word a blade. “You’re not special. You don’t deserve to know who I am just because you ate one of my cupcakes. Now get out before I make you.”

Rose flinched at the venom in Pinkie’s tone, her head bowing as she muttered an apology and shuffled out of the room.

When the door closed, Pinkie exhaled sharply. There was nothing in the saddlebag that could truly incriminate her—just tools of her trade. But it was the principle of the act, the audacity, that set her blood boiling.

The only thing in her room that carried real meaning was hidden within her gas mask: a worn, fragile photograph. She pulled it out now, holding it with trembling hooves.

It was a picture of Twilight Sparkle and herself, taken in the days before the massacre. The two of them were smiling, carefree, their faces lit with a joy that now seemed almost alien.

Pinkie stared at it for a long time, her mind swirling with memories. Slowly, she lay on the bed, placing the photo on her chest. Her eyes closed, and for a brief moment, she allowed herself to drift away from the present.

When she woke, her chest felt oddly light. Her heart raced as she realized the photograph was no longer there.

Her vision sharpened, and her worst fear was confirmed. Wilted Rose stood near the door, holding the picture in her hooves, her expression a mix of curiosity and confusion.

“Who is this?” Rose asked, her voice soft but piercing.

Pinkie’s heart pounded, her emotions surging all at once: anger, panic, grief. “Give that back!” she roared, springing from the bed.

Rose flinched but instinctively held onto the picture. Pinkie lunged, her hooves grabbing at the photo, and in the struggle, the fragile paper tore down the middle.

Pinkie froze, staring at the two halves in horror. Twilight’s face remained on one piece, held tightly in her own trembling hooves. The other half—her own smiling face—was in Rose’s grip.

The world seemed to tilt as a single tear rolled down Pinkie’s cheek. “Ghost… I’m so sorry,” Rose stammered, her voice small and filled with regret.

But it wasn’t enough.

Pinkie’s necklace began to glow, its magic surging in response to her rage. Her breathing grew ragged, her vision tinged red. “How dare you,” she hissed, her voice low and venomous. “How dare you!”

She grabbed her axe from the corner of the room, its edge gleaming in the dim light. “I’ll kill you!” she screamed, launching herself at Rose with unbridled fury.

Rose barely had time to stumble back, her eyes wide with terror. Pinkie’s axe swung down, and she braced herself for the impact—

But it never came.

Rolling Thunder burst into the room, his massive frame slamming into Pinkie and pinning her to the floor. “Enough!” he barked, his voice booming.

Pinkie thrashed beneath him, her rage undiminished. Tears streamed down her face as she struggled, her screams echoing through the room. “Let me go! I’ll make her pay!”

“Calm down!” Thunder roared, his weight keeping her firmly in place.

Rose stood frozen near the wall, her face pale and her hooves trembling.

“Get out!” Thunder ordered, his voice sharp. “I’ll talk to you later, Rose.”

She hesitated for a moment before nodding and bolting out the door, her fear evident in every step.

For minutes, Pinkie fought against Thunder’s hold, her emotions burning like wildfire. Finally, her struggles began to weaken, her sobs taking over as her energy drained away.

When she went limp, Thunder slowly released her, stepping back with a heavy sigh.

Pinkie sat up shakily, her eyes fixed on the torn pieces of the photograph. She gathered them in her hooves, her shoulders shaking as she wept openly.

“Ghost… Pinkie… I’m sorry,” Thunder said softly, his tone uncharacteristically gentle.

Pinkie’s head snapped up, her tear-streaked face twisted in pain. “Don’t use that name,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper.

She stood, clutching the pieces of the photograph. “I’m going out. I’ll get my assignment tomorrow.” Without waiting for a response, she walked to the window, pushed it open, and leapt out into the night.

Thunder watched her go, his expression unreadable. When the room fell silent, he turned and left.

He made his way to Wilted Rose’s room, his hoof rapping against the door with a firm knock.

“Kid. Open up.”

The door creaked open, and Rose appeared, her eyes red and puffy.

Thunder didn’t waste time with pleasantries. “You made a mistake,” he said, his voice steady but stern. “You shouldn’t have pried.”

Rose looked down, shame written all over her face. “I didn’t mean to—”

“Doesn’t matter,” Thunder interrupted. “Desert Ghost is one of our best killers. You don’t want her as an enemy.” He sighed, his tone softening slightly. “You’re lucky I heard what was happening from downstairs.”

Rose nodded, her head hanging low.

“You’ve lost a good ally,” Thunder continued. “Ghost is a good friend to have—one of the few ponies in this place who knows what loyalty means. You betrayed her trust. And trust me, you don’t get a second chance with her.”

Rose opened her mouth to speak, but Thunder raised a hoof, silencing her. “You’ve got work to do if you want to make things right. But for now, leave her be. Give her space.”

With that, he turned and walked away, leaving Rose alone with her guilt and the heavy silence of the corridor.

Outside, Pinkie wandered through the streets, her mind racing. The torn photograph felt like a metaphor for her life: fractured, irreparable. She clutched the pieces tightly, her heart aching with a pain she hadn’t felt in years.

The name Pinkie Pie felt foreign, like a ghost of a life she no longer recognized. Desert Ghost was who she was now—cold, ruthless, and untouchable.

But tonight, in the quiet of the city, she felt more like Pinkie than she had in a long time. And it hurt.

She looked up at the sky, the stars obscured by clouds of ash. Her tears blurred her vision, but she didn’t wipe them away.

“Twilight…” she whispered, her voice breaking. “I’m sorry.”

And for the second time in years, she allowed herself to grieve.

Forged in Madness

Pinkie Pie stormed through the barren streets, her hooves crunching against the debris-strewn ground. Her breathing was heavy, her chest tight with rage that refused to dissipate. She clenched her jaw as the world around her blurred, the hot glow of her enchanted necklace casting an eerie red light in the ashen night. Her axe floated silently beside her, carried by the sinister magic she had long since learned to master.

She tried to walk off her anger, but it clung to her like a second skin. If walking Equestria three times over could ease the seething storm in her heart, she would have done it without hesitation. But she knew better. The ache in her soul wasn’t the kind of pain that could be outrun.

Eventually, her hooves carried her to the only place that might offer a semblance of solace: the gravesite.

The forgotten corner of the world where her friends’ graves lay was as desolate as it had always been. The crude headstones, carved with trembling hooves during her moments of fragile clarity, stood as silent witnesses to her pain.

She hadn’t visited this place in years—until today. And now, twice in a single day, she found herself here, drawn by grief and fury in equal measure.

Pinkie sat in front of Twilight Sparkle’s grave, her body sagging as the weight of her memories bore down on her. She wept openly, her tears carving tracks through the soot on her face.

“I’m sorry, Twilight,” she whispered, her voice breaking. “I failed you. I failed all of you.”

The rain began to fall, light at first, then steadily heavier, until it soaked through her mane and coat. She didn’t care. She sat in the downpour, her tears mingling with the rain as she let the full force of her anguish pour out.

When her sobs finally subsided, she stood, her legs trembling. With shaking hooves, she set up a small tent near the gravesite, her movements mechanical and detached. Once inside, the sound of rain hitting the canvas above her provided a strange sense of comfort, though it did little to dull the raw edges of her emotions.

She reached into her saddlebag and pulled out a cigarette. Holding it between her teeth, she struck a rock against the blade of her axe, the sparks igniting the tip. She inhaled deeply, letting the acrid smoke fill her lungs and take the edge off her turmoil.

As the cigarette burned down to its end, she ground the ember into the wet earth outside the tent and collapsed onto her makeshift bed. Sleep came fitfully, haunted by fractured dreams of laughter that twisted into screams.

When Pinkie woke, the rain had stopped, leaving a stillness in its wake. She peered outside the tent to find the sky still shrouded in thick smoke, the faint midday light barely penetrating the gloom.

Stretching her stiff limbs, she made her way back to the graves. She knelt before Twilight’s headstone, her gaze fixed on the etched name.

“What do I do, Twilight?” she asked aloud, her voice hoarse from tears and exhaustion. “Should I give up?”

The thought hung heavy in the air, and for a fleeting moment, she considered it. She imagined digging a grave for herself right here, beside her friends, and using her axe to end her torment. The idea brought a strange sense of peace, but it was fleeting.

“No,” she said, her voice hardening as her muzzle wrinkled with anger. “I will not leave this wretched place until the pony who killed you has suffered.”

Her eyes watered again, but this time it wasn’t grief driving her tears—it was hatred. She grit her teeth, her jaw aching from the force.

“I will destroy them,” she growled, her voice low and venomous. “I don’t need the guild. I don’t need anypony.”

With that, she stood, her resolve solidifying like steel. Her tears dried as the fire of vengeance burned away any trace of doubt.

Returning to HQ, Pinkie walked through the hallways without speaking to anypony. The air was tense as others watched her pass, sensing the storm that swirled around her.

When she entered the briefing room, Rolling Thunder was waiting, the assignment file in his hooves. He opened his mouth to speak, but Pinkie cut him off with a cold stare.

“I’ll take it,” she said flatly, snatching the folder from him before he could say a word.

Thunder’s brow furrowed, concern flashing across his face. “Ghost—”

But she was already gone, her axe floating at her side as she marched out the door and into the night.

As she opened the file, her suspicions were confirmed. The target was the leader of the terrorists who called themselves The New Order.

His name was “Dark Victory,” a moniker that made her stomach churn. He was the architect of the massacre, the mastermind behind the horrors that had destroyed her world. The pony who had taken everything from her.

Pinkie’s breath hitched as she read the details of his location. He had holed up in the ruins of the old Canterlot castles, a twisted irony that made her blood boil.

“Dark Victory,” she muttered under her breath, her voice dripping with malice. “You’ll wish you’d never been born.”

The image of him flashed in her mind, and her grip on the folder tightened until the paper crumpled. She didn’t care about subtlety or strategy. She wasn’t going to assassinate him. She was going to annihilate him.

The trek to Canterlot was long and grueling, but Pinkie barely noticed the passage of time. Her mind was a whirlwind of plans, emotions, and memories. The laughter of her friends echoed in her ears, mingling with their cries for help in her nightmares.

When she finally reached the outskirts of the castle ruins, the sight of the once-proud city brought a fresh wave of anger. The grand spires were crumbled, the streets overgrown with weeds and stained with the blood of countless victims.

She approached the castle gates, her necklace glowing faintly as the axe beside her hummed with anticipation.

“They’ll know justice,” she whispered, her voice steady and cold.

And with that, she stepped into the shadows of the ruins, her heart hardened, her resolve unshakable.

This wasn’t just a mission. It was personal.

Bloodshed

Pinkie Pie’s hooves echoed softly against the cold stone steps as she ascended toward the throne room. The air grew heavier with every step, her breath rasping faintly beneath her gas mask. The castle was eerily silent, a void of sound that only deepened her unease. There were no guards posted—no one to challenge her advance.

Was this a trap? she wondered. Was Dark Victory even here?

Her doubts gnawed at her resolve, but she pressed forward. Her axe floated quietly beside her, shrouded in the faint glow of Twilight’s magic necklace. Pinkie made sure to hold it low, obscuring the telltale shimmer that could give away her secret weapon.

When she pushed open the doors to the throne room, her question was answered.

There he stood, the Unicorn she had hunted for so long. His back was to her, his posture relaxed as though he had been expecting her all along.

Pinkie paused, her body taut like a coiled spring.

“Well, well, well,” the stallion drawled as he turned to face her. His voice was smooth and mocking, carrying the kind of arrogance that had fueled her nightmares for years. His pale silver coat gleamed in the dim light, and his crimson eyes glittered with cruel amusement.

“If it isn’t the ‘Desert Ghost’ I’ve been hearing so much about. You’ve certainly made a name for yourself.” Dark Victory’s lips curled into a smirk.

Pinkie said nothing, her breathing steady despite the storm raging inside her. She felt the necklace respond to her emotions, its magic humming faintly against her chest. She gripped her axe tighter, its weight grounding her.

“Oh, don’t be shy,” Dark Victory taunted, stepping closer. “I’ve been waiting for this moment. After all, how could I forget the pitiful little mare who wept so beautifully when I killed her precious Twilight Sparkle?”

Pinkie’s body stiffened, her mask concealing the fury that flashed in her eyes.

“Ah, yes,” he continued, savoring each word. “I still remember it vividly. The look of hopelessness on your face, the way you broke. It was delicious. Watching you crumble was the highlight of my work.”

Pinkie’s heart pounded in her chest, the blood rushing in her ears.

“I’ve caused chaos, death, and despair, but you… oh, you were my masterpiece,” Dark Victory said, his voice dripping with malice. “And now you’re here. Come to avenge your little girlfriend, have you?”

Pinkie took a deep breath, steadying herself. “You’ve taken everything from me,” she said, her voice cold and steady. “Killing you is mercy compared to what you deserve.”

Dark Victory chuckled darkly, his horn lighting up as three slender rapiers materialized around him, hovering in a deadly formation.

“Heh,” he said, his eyes narrowing. “Mercy, you say? That’s rich coming from you. But no matter. I’ll make this quick. Get ready to see your loved ones, Pinkamena Diane Pie.”

At the sound of her name, Pinkie let out a primal scream and lunged forward, her axe blazing through the air.

The clash was immediate and brutal.

Pinkie’s axe met the rapiers with a deafening clang, sparks flying as metal ground against metal. Dark Victory grinned as he parried her strikes with ease, his magic manipulating the rapiers with precise, fluid movements.

Pinkie swung again and again, each strike heavier than the last. Her necklace flared as she poured her rage into every blow, but Dark Victory danced out of reach, his movements tauntingly elegant.

“You’re predictable,” he sneered, slashing at her with one of the rapiers. Pinkie dodged, the blade grazing her side and tearing through her suit.

She hissed in pain but didn’t falter. She spun around, her axe arcing toward him in a vicious swing. Dark Victory barely managed to deflect it, the force of the impact driving him back a step.

For a moment, Pinkie thought she saw a flicker of surprise in his eyes, and it fueled her.

She pressed the attack, her movements becoming more erratic and wild. Her axe cut through the air with deadly intent, and she began to close the distance between them.

Dark Victory’s smirk faltered as he realized she wasn’t tiring as quickly as he’d anticipated.

“You’re tenacious,” he admitted, his voice laced with irritation. “But you’re still no match for me.”

Pinkie didn’t respond. She was too focused, her mind consumed by a singular purpose: end him.

But Dark Victory was faster. With a flick of his horn, one of the rapiers darted toward her, slashing across her foreleg. She stumbled, pain shooting through her limb.

He seized the opportunity, sending another rapier plunging toward her chest. Pinkie barely managed to deflect it with her axe, but the force of the blow sent her staggering backward.

She gritted her teeth, her breaths coming in short, ragged gasps.

“You’re slowing down,” Dark Victory mocked, his grin returning. “I expected more from the infamous Desert Ghost.”

Pinkie glared at him through her mask, her body trembling with exhaustion. Her muscles burned, and her vision began to blur.

“No,” she whispered to herself, gripping her axe tighter. “Not yet.”

She launched herself at him one final time, her axe coming down with all the strength she could muster.

Dark Victory’s eyes widened, and for a split second, he looked genuinely alarmed. But he recovered quickly, his magic flaring as he sent all three rapiers hurtling toward her.

The first blade struck her shoulder, the second her side. The third buried itself in her chest, driving her back against the cold stone wall.

The impact knocked the air from her lungs, and her axe fell from her grasp, clattering to the ground.

She gasped, her vision dimming as pain consumed her. Blood pooled beneath her, staining the floor a deep crimson.

Dark Victory approached her slowly, a satisfied smile on his face.

“Well,” he said, leaning down to meet her gaze. “It seems this is the end for you, Pinkamena.”

Pinkie’s lips trembled as she struggled to speak. Her hoof reached for the necklace beneath her suit, but her strength was fading fast.

“I’m sorry, Twilight,” she whispered, her voice barely audible.

Her world went dark.

But She Refused to Back Down

Her body felt like fire. Not the kind that consumed, but one that ignited from within—fierce and unrelenting. The rapiers that had pierced her launched away, embedding themselves into the wall with a sharp clang. Her necklace, once a source of gentle power, cracked. The shattering sound was sharp, but instead of despair, it heralded a transformation.

The remnants of Alicorn magic surged forth, coalescing into ethereal wings and a horn, both a shimmering violet hue like Twilight’s. Though they floated, disconnected from her physical body, she could feel them—feel their power, their weight, their promise.

Dark Victory staggered back, his smug demeanor fracturing into something raw and panicked. “How!?” he roared. His voice echoed, desperate, disbelieving. “I destroyed Alicorn magic! It’s gone!”

Pinkie reached up and ripped off her gas mask, casting it to the ground with a defiant clatter. Her face, bloodied but resolute, glared at him with an intensity that made his breath hitch.

“You may have killed them,” she said, her voice steady as steel, “but you didn’t kill me. That was your final mistake.”

Her axe, glowing with the same radiant energy as her wings and horn, floated to her side. Without hesitation, she launched it at him, a comet of vengeance.

Dark Victory’s magic lashed out, gripping his three rapiers to intercept the oncoming strike. Sparks flew as steel clashed against raw power. He gritted his teeth, his horn glowing with furious effort. “No matter! I’ll still win!” he snarled.

Pinkie said nothing. She flared her wings, propelling herself forward with incredible speed. She collided with him, slamming him into the cold stone floor. The breath was knocked from his lungs as he gasped in shock.

Dark Victory’s horn flared, releasing a bolt of magic that struck Pinkie square in the chest. She stumbled back, her body screaming in pain. But she didn’t falter. She didn’t give him the satisfaction.

Keep pushing.

Her horn glowed, crackling with energy. She charged it, pouring everything she had into the spell. A beam of pure magic erupted, tearing through the air with the force of a hurricane. Dark Victory barely managed to dive out of the way as the blast obliterated a massive section of the wall behind him.

“You’re insane!” he spat, scrambling to his hooves.

Pinkie ignored him. Her axe soared back into her grip, and she swung it with brutal precision. Each strike forced him to retreat, his movements growing more frantic. Sweat poured down his face as he struggled to keep up.

Finally, she landed a solid blow. Her axe buried itself deep into his shoulder, pinning him against the wall. Dark Victory screamed, the sound reverberating through the throne room.

“You’ve made me hurt,” Pinkie said, her voice cold and unyielding. She approached him slowly, each step deliberate. “And now you’ll know what it means to hurt.”

He writhed, his eyes wide with terror. “No—wait—!”

Pinkie’s gaze fell to his chest. She tilted her head, her expression dark and unreadable. “You don’t deserve this,” she said softly, her magic flaring. “Not like you ever used it anyway.”

Her telekinesis gripped his heart. He screamed as she tore it from his body, blood spraying across the floor.

Dark Victory’s movements became frantic, his magic sputtering uselessly. His voice was a choked, garbled mess.

“Say hi to your friends for me,” Pinkie said, her tone eerily calm. “I’ll see you in hell.”

She charged her horn one final time. The beam that erupted from it was blinding, consuming his head in an instant. When the light faded, only his neck remained, the rest of him collapsing lifelessly to the floor.

The room was silent.

Pinkie stood there, her chest heaving, blood dripping from her wounds. She felt the Alicorn magic retreat, flowing back into the cracked necklace. The ethereal wings and horn dissolved, leaving her feeling hollow and spent.

Her legs buckled. She collapsed to the ground, her breathing labored. The pain she’d been holding back came rushing in, each wound screaming for attention.

As the edges of her vision darkened, she saw movement. Salamander and Rolling Thunder burst into the room, their voices frantic.

“Ghost! Oh, Celestia—she’s alive!”

“Get her up! Now!”

She couldn’t make out their words clearly. Everything was a blur of sound and light. Her lips parted, her voice barely a whisper. “Twilight… I’m coming…”

When Pinkie awoke again, the sterile, familiar scent of the guild’s infirmary greeted her. She blinked against the harsh light, her body stiff and sore.

A figure came into view—Rolling Thunder, sitting at her bedside with a worried expression.

“You’re awake,” he said, relief evident in his tone.

Pinkie groaned, trying to sit up. Pain flared through her body, and she fell back against the pillow. “Why… why did you come for me?” she asked weakly.

Rolling Thunder smirked, though it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “We couldn’t just let our best killer die, now could we? You’re supposed to be the one doing the killing, remember?”

Pinkie stared at him, then looked away. The ceiling above was dull and plain, but for a moment, she thought she saw a glimmer—a faint image of Twilight smiling down at her.

“You… you need rest,” Rolling Thunder said awkwardly, his voice softening. “That was a tough job. Don’t die on us, capiche?”

He gave her a small nod before leaving the room, closing the door quietly behind him.

Pinkie lay there in silence, her thoughts swirling. She had done it. Dark Victory was gone. But at what cost?

The world outside was mean and unforgiving, filled with pain and loss. Yet, as she thought of the faces of those who had stood by her, those who had fought with her and for her, she felt a small spark of hope.

She wasn’t alone.

And with her friends—both those beside her and those she carried in her heart—maybe she could keep going.

Twilight’s words echoed in her mind as she closed her eyes.

"You’ve always been stronger than you realize, Pinkie. I believe in you."

And for the first time in a long while, Pinkie Pie believed in herself, too.

Author's Note

Ok. Yea, just going to drop my longest piece so nonchalant. I’m just a chill guy. I’m going insane. I hope you liked this one, and if you didn’t…. Uhh ok.