From Shadows to Shimmers

by Nekxis

The Reality of Expectations (R)

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My chest constricted in anticipation as Sunset opened the classroom door. The quiet hum of voices drifted out with the faint sound of instruments playing. It was this. The time I had been anticipating. I looked around the room and saw them.

The Main Six.

Well, five of them, minus Twilight.

Applejack, Pinkie Pie, Rainbow Dash, Fluttershy, and Rarity. They appeared just as I had always imagined, except more bright, alive, and real. With Rainbow's self-assured posture, Fluttershy partially concealed behind her hair, Pinkie nearly pulsing with enthusiasm, Applejack resting nonchalantly on a desk, and Rarity standing poised as if awaiting a picture, my heart was pounding as I took them all in.

But something felt… off.

They didn’t react the way I’d imagined they would. Rainbow Dash glanced at me, then turned to Sunset with an arched brow.

“Uh, who’s this?” she asked, her tone casual but slightly dismissive.

That one moment took a toll on my joy and enthusiasm. I was about to answer and introduce myself, but I didn't say anything. The startling awareness that I was not meeting fictional characters caused the words to become stuck in my throat.

These weren’t larger-than-life heroes from a story I loved. They were just… people.

“This is…” Sunset started, hesitating for just a moment before giving me a small push forward. “This is our new student. I’m showing him around.”

Rainbow leaned back against the desk, crossing her arms. “Cool, but, uh… we kinda use this classroom to practice. Maybe you can come back later?”

Her words struck me like a kick to the gut despite their casual, almost irresponsible tone. I looked at the floor as I tried to take in the unexpected rejection, my cheeks flushed with shame. This was not the intended course of events.

Sunset stepped in. “He’s with me, you don't have to be so mean to him anyway” she said firmly, her voice carrying a quiet strength that made me look up.

The group exchanged glances, their expressions a mix of curiosity and hesitation. Finally, Applejack spoke. “We don’t do personal concerts, though”

Sunset sighed, running a hand through her hair. “Guys, come on. He’s new. I thought I’d introduce him to you.”

This wasn’t how I’d imagined meeting them. In my mind, they were always welcoming, always kind. Rarity would’ve exclaimed something like

‘Oh, my goodness, of course, darling, you should stay!’

Fluttershy would’ve smiled shyly but warmly. Pinkie would’ve thrown a party on the spot. But this? This felt cold, distant.

Have I misunderstood them all this time? Was I wrong to think they’d be the same in real life as they were in the movies? They weren’t just characters here, they were people, with flaws, with bad days, with complexities I’d never considered.

Rainbow shrugged “I mean, I guess if Sunset’s vouching for you…”

Rarity stepped forward, her expression softening. “Oh, don’t be so dramatic, Rainbow. If he’s Sunset’s friend, he can stay.”

Friend. The word hung in the air, heavy with implication. I wasn’t her friend, not yet. But the fact that Rarity said it made something stir in me. A small ember of hope, glowing faintly against the doubt.

“Thanks”

Sunset glanced at me, offering a small, encouraging smile.

They settled back into their practice, I stood near the door, unsure of where to go or what to do. Sunset stayed by my side, her presence a quiet reassurance.

“So,” Rarity finally said, breaking the silence as she adjusted a microphone stand. “Where are you from, darling?”

Her tone was polite, but there was a hint of distance in it. I forced a smile, trying to ignore the lump in my throat. “Uh, just… not from around here.”

“Clearly” Rainbow muttered under her breath, earning a nudge from Applejack.

These were the people I’d idolized, the ones who’d taught me so much about friendship, about second chances. And yet, here I was, feeling like an outsider, like I didn’t belong.

Sunset must’ve noticed the shift in my mood because she leaned in and whispered, “Don’t worry. They’ll warm up to you. It just takes time.”

I nodded, but the doubt lingered.

What if they don’t?

The group's music filled the room as they began to perform, blotting away the uneasiness. It exceeded my expectations and was amazing. It was all there, the emotion, the enthusiasm. I allowed myself to lose myself in it for a moment, forgetting my uncertainties and fears.

But then I looked at them again, really looked, and something inside me shifted. They weren’t perfect. They weren’t larger-than-life heroes. They were just people, flawed, complicated, and real.

And maybe that was okay.

Maybe this was my chance to see them for who they really were, to understand them in a way I never could’ve through a screen.

Maybe this was the beginning of something real.

As the song ended, Sunset turned to me, her smile a little wider now. “What do you think?”

I hesitated, then smiled back. “It was awsome. But, you know, I could make it 20% cooler.”

The comment hung in the air for a moment before Rainbow Dash let out a snort, a grin spreading across her face. “You’re right! That’s exactly how it works!” she said, nudging Applejack with her elbow.

“Oh great,” Applejack drawled, her voice laced with playful sarcasm. “Looks like we’ve got another Rainbow Dash in the makin’. Just what we needed.”

The group laughed, even Sunset chuckled softly beside me. I felt a flicker of pride.

My knowledge of them saved me. I need to use stuff like that more often,

I thought, silently congratulating myself. It was like I’d cracked a small part of the barrier keeping me from them, even if it was just a joke.

Sunset gave me a reassuring smile. “See? You’re fitting right in already.”

Her words meant more than she probably realized. The warmth in her voice, the way she looked at me like I belonged—it felt like a lifeline.

I shifted my weight awkwardly, trying to think of something to say that wouldn’t make me sound stupid. “So… what are you all training for? Is there some contest or something?”

Sunset raised a brow, her expression curious. “Yeah, actually. The Battle of the Bands. How’d you know that?”

For a split second, my heart skipped a beat. I couldn’t exactly tell them,

Oh, I know because I’ve watched your entire story unfold in a series of movies multiple times.

That would be insane. Instead, I scrambled for an answer that sounded even remotely believable.

“Uh, just a guess,” I said, scratching the back of my neck. “I mean, with the instruments and all… kind of makes sense, right?”

Sunset studied me for a moment, her gaze sharp but not unkind. “Huh. Good guess.”

The others didn’t seem to think much of it, which was a relief. Rainbow started tuning her guitar again, and Rarity was adjusting a microphone stand, but Sunset’s eyes lingered on me a moment longer before she finally smiled and looked away.

“So, what’s the Battle of the Bands all about?” I asked, genuinely curious to hear it from them instead of just replaying the movie in my head.

Rainbow jumped in immediately, her enthusiasm practically radiating off her. “It’s gonna be epic! Bands from all over the school competing to see who’s the best. Spoiler alert, it’s gonna be us.”

“Don’t go countin’ your chickens before they hatch,” Applejack said, rolling her eyes. “We’ve got some stiff competition this year.”

“Pfft, please,” Rainbow shot back. “No one can touch us. We’re unstoppable!”

Pinkie Pie bounced over, waving a pair of drumsticks in the air. “Especially with me on drums! Ba-da-da-da-da!” she exclaimed, mimicking an imaginary drumroll.

“So… are you guys all in the same band?” I asked, even though I already knew the answer.

“Sure are!” Rainbow said proudly, slinging her guitar strap over her shoulder. “We’re the Rainbooms, and we’re gonna blow everyone away!”

“Uh, we’ll see about that,” Applejack said with a smirk, clearly used to Rainbow’s overconfidence.

I was excited to be here, to be a part of their world, even if it was only on the outskirts, on the one hand. The sense that I was an outsider looking in, however, persisted. I wanted to contribute to the debate by saying something, but each time I tried, the words stuck in my throat.

Sunset must’ve noticed my hesitation because she leaned in closer and said quietly, “Don’t worry, they’re a little overwhelming at first, but you’ll get used to it.”

“Thanks,” I said softly.

“No problem,” she replied

That small moment between us gave me a little more courage. “So… you guys are pretty serious about this competition, huh?”

“Serious? Pfft, more like super serious,” Pinkie said, hopping up and down. “We’ve got costumes and choreography and everything!”

Rarity perked up at the mention of costumes. “Oh, darling, the costumes are simply divine! I designed them myself, of course. You should come see them sometime.”

“Yeah,” I said, trying to sound casual even though my heart was racing. “That’d be cool.”

“Cool?” Rarity repeated, raising a perfectly manicured brow. “They’re more than cool, darling—they’re spectacular!”

The practice session wrapped up, Sunset turned to me. “So, what’d you think?”

“It was awesome. You guys are… really talented.”

“Thanks,” she said, her cheeks tinting slightly pink.

Rainbow punched me lightly on the arm. “Stick with us, and maybe you’ll pick up some of our awesomeness too.”

The bell rang, cutting through the air like an unwelcome alarm. Sunset stepped forward, her warm smile not fading. “So, see you at lunch? I hope you join us.”

“Yeah, sure. I’ll be there.”

As the group dispersed, I suddenly remembered something crucial

Shit, I need to take classes. I forgot.

My excitement had completely overshadowed the fact that I was now a student again, a younger version of myself, back in high school. I felt the weight of it settle over me as I stepped out of the music room.

I’m back to my younger self. This is a second chance, right? A chance to do things differently. But… where do I even start?

My thoughts drifted to something else entirely

I need a smoke.

I’d been smoking since I turned 18 something about it had always calmed my nerves, even when I knew it wasn’t healthy. But now? Now, I didn’t feel the pull, the urge to light one up. Still, I missed the taste, the ritual of it.

“Hey, you going?”

I looked up, startled, to see Applejack standing nearby, her brow raised in question.

“Yeah, yeah,” I said quickly, though my voice betrayed my hesitation.

Wait… what class do I even start with?

As if reading my mind, Sunset walked over, holding out a piece of paper. “Oh, here,” she said with a small laugh. “I was supposed to give this to you earlier. Your schedule.”

I took it, my fingers brushing against hers for a brief moment. “Thanks”

“Guess you’ll be alright now,” Applejack said with a grin.

“Yeah… yeah, I’ll be fine,” I replied, more to convince myself than them.

As they walked away, I couldn’t help but wonder

How did Snowdrop find her class without a schedule? Nah, she probably figured it out. She’s always been resourceful like that.

With a deep breath, I scanned my schedule. First up math. Great.

It was almost excruciatingly uneventful in the math class. I kept my head down as I slipped into a seat at the rear of the room. I tried to concentrate, but my thoughts kept straying while the teacher babbled on about quadratic equations.

I’m back in high school. I’m 16 again. This is supposed to be a fresh start, but it feels… weird. Like I don’t belong here.

Every so often, I caught snippets of conversation from the students around me. They weren’t talking to me, of course, but about me.

“That’s the new guy, right? The one hanging out with Sunset Shimmer?”

“Yeah. Wonder what his deal is.”

The whispers weren’t malicious, but they weren’t exactly welcoming either. I kept my focus on the teacher, pretending not to hear.

Next were two back-to-back English classes. I moved through them like a ghost, barely speaking, barely making eye contact. No one asked me anything, and I didn’t offer anything in return.

But the whispers followed me.

“He’s with Sunset, huh? Didn’t think she’d make new friends.”

“Do you think he knows?”

“Knows what?”

“About what she did at the Fall Formal?”

I clenched my jaw, forcing myself to ignore them.

They don’t know her like I do. She’s changed. She’s not that person anymore.

But the comments continued to weigh heavily on me. I kept getting the impression that I was an outsider and that people were criticizing me for simply hanging around with her.

By the end of the second English lesson, I was exhausted. With my thoughts racing, I slung my bag over my shoulder and made my way to the cafeteria.

This is harder than I thought it would be. I wanted this—this second chance, this world—but maybe I underestimated how difficult it would be to actually fit in.

As I moved through the hallways, the sounds of students laughing and conversing blended into a monotonous hum. Even though I really wanted to hide in a quiet place, I knew I couldn't. I couldn't refuse Sunset's invitation to join her and her companions for lunch.

Besides, I thought, trying to steel myself

this is what I’ve always wanted, right? To be here, to be part of their world. I can’t give up now.

I pushed open the doors to the cafeteria, taking a deep breath as I stepped inside.

With Stundents huddled around tables, conversing and eating, the space was a flurry of activity. Almost instantly, I saw Sunset, seated at a table close to the middle of the room with the others. Her grin was comforting as she waved me over after catching my sight.

As I sat down, the chatter at the table quieted briefly, the girls glancing at me with curiosity. Sunset leaned in slightly “So, how were your first classes?”

Before I could answer, Rarity chimed in, her polished voice carrying a hint of genuine interest. “Yes, darling, do tell. Were the teachers accommodating? Did you feel comfortable?”

“They were… fine,” I said hesitantly. My voice sounded small, even to me. “No one really talked to me, though. They were whispering about me being with Sunset. What’s up with that?”

The table went silent for a moment, the girls exchanging glances. Rainbow raised an eyebrow, her usual cocky demeanor giving way to a more serious expression. “Yeah, well… people here can be kinda judgmental sometimes”

“It’s true,” Applejack added, her tone steady. “A lotta folks ‘round here still got their minds set on old grudges, y’know?”

Sunset sighed softly, her eyes downcast. “I told you before… I don’t have the best reputation here. People haven’t forgotten what I used to be.”

Her words hit me like a ton of bricks. I wanted to reach across the table, to tell her I understood, that I knew exactly how she felt. But I couldn’t not without giving myself away.

Perfect, I thought

this is my chance to use my knowledge of the future. I can steer things in the right direction, help her and her friends get through what’s coming.

“Don’t worry about them,” I said, trying to sound confident. “People always talk, but it doesn’t mean anything. Besides, you’ve got friends now. That’s what matters.”

Sunset gave me a small, grateful smile, but I could tell my words hadn’t completely eased her mind.As the conversation continued, I tried my best to fit in, to contribute without overstepping. The girls were kind, but there was still a barrier, an invisible wall that reminded me I was the outsider here.

And then… time stopped.

It was like the world froze mid-breath. The hum of the cafeteria, the laughter, the clinking of trays it all fell silent. My heart pounded in my chest as I looked around, panic rising like a tidal wave.

“Hello?” I called out, my voice trembling.

And then, I heard it.

A voice deep, booming, and resonant filled the space around me. It wasn’t coming from any one direction it was everywhere, surrounding me, pressing into me.

“Nuh-uh,” the voice said, each syllable heavy with authority. “No shortcuts.”

I felt my stomach drop, my knees weakening as the voice continued.

“You’ve been given a second chance—a chance to make things right. But if you try to cheat, to take the easy way out…”

The air grew colder, the weight of the words sinking into my chest like stones.

“There will be consequences.”

I wanted to respond, to scream, to ask what it meant, but the voice gave me no room to speak.

“This one will go freely, the same as your first life. But if you fail again, if you squander this chance…”

A low rumble echoed through the frozen cafeteria, and I felt the weight of those unspoken words.

“…you will suffer.”

And just like that, time resumed.

The sounds of the cafeteria rushed back in, overwhelming my senses. I gasped, my chest tightening as I struggled to breathe. My tray shook in my hands, and I set it down quickly, afraid I might drop it.

“Are you okay?” Sunset’s voice broke through the noise, her expression etched with concern.

“Yeah,” I rasped, forcing a weak smile. “Yeah, I’m fine. Just… give me a second.”

I tried to steady my breathing, my mind racing. What the hell had just happened? That voice it wasn’t human. It couldn’t have been.

The girls were still looking at me, their worry evident. I couldn’t let them see how shaken I was.

“You sure you’re alright?” Applejack asked, her tone softer now.

“Yeah,” I lied, waving her off. “Just a little lightheaded. Probably didn’t eat enough this morning.”

They seemed to accept the excuse, but I could tell Sunset wasn’t entirely convinced. She kept watching me, her eyes searching mine like she was trying to figure me out.

No shortcuts.

As a sobering reminder of the stakes, the words replayed in my mind. They had given me another chance, but it wasn't a free pass. My understanding of their world was insufficient to direct me.

It was the hard way for me to do this.

I forced myself to concentrate by taking a big breath. The battle of the bands was approaching, and I needed to be there emotionally as well as physically if I wanted to really support Sunset and her friends.

Like a mantra, the thought kept repeating itself in my mind. I couldn't simply give them clues about the Sirens or alert them to the impending disaster. I would risk everything if I did. The voice whatever it was had made that abundantly clear. No shortcuts. No cheats.

But that left me in a bind. How could I help Sunset and the others without revealing what I knew? How could I navigate a world where I was supposed to know nothing? My mind spiraled with questions, the weight of it pressing down on me.

And then I saw her. My sister.

Snowdrop ran across the cafeteria, tears streaming down her face. Her sobs cut through,my heart twisted at the sight. Without thinking, I stood up so fast my chair nearly toppled over. I had no plan, no idea what had happened, but none of that mattered.

“Snowy!” I called out, but she didn’t stop. She didn’t even turn around.

I didn’t care if people were staring. I didn’t care if it made me look weird. My sister was crying, and nothing else mattered.I started to follow her, weaving through the tables as quickly as I could. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw someone stand up to come after me Sunset, her expression a mix of worry and confusion. But I didn’t wait for her.

Snowdrop disappeared into the hallway, and I picked up my pace, my heart pounding in my chest. She pushed open the door to the girls’ bathroom and ran inside.

I skidded to a halt outside the door, my hand hovering over it for a moment before I knocked. “Hey, Snowy?” My voice was soft but urgent. “It’s me. What’s going on?”

“Just go!” she shouted from the other side. Her voice cracked, thick with tears. “Leave me alone!”

Her words hit me like a punch to the gut, but I didn’t move.

“Snowy, please,” I said, trying to keep my voice steady. “What happened? Talk to me.”

There was silence for a moment, and then her muffled voice came through the door, trembling with emotion. “It’s because of her… That girl with the orange hair!”

Sunset.

I felt my stomach drop as I realized what she meant. “What do you mean? What happened?”

Snowdrop sniffled, her words tumbling out in a rush. “Everyone in class hates me because they saw me with her! They said I’m just like her, that I’ll turn on them They’re laughing at me, whispering about me behind my back. I-I just wanted to make friends…”

Her voice broke on the last word, and I felt my heart shatter.

I leaned my head against the door, closing my eyes as I tried to process what she’d said. I knew Sunset had a bad reputation. But I hadn’t realized how much it would affect Snowdrop. Just being seen with Sunset was enough to turn people against her?

“That’s not fair,” I muttered, my fists clenching at my sides. “That’s not fair at all.”

I heard footsteps behind me and turned to see Sunset standing at the corner of the hallway. She must have heard everything, and the look on her face confirmed it. Her eyes were wide, her lips pressed into a thin line, and there was a deep sadness in her expression.

“Sunset…” I started, but she shook her head.

“Let me talk to her”

Snowdrop was my sister, my responsibility. But there was something in Sunset’s eyes—a determination that I couldn’t ignore.

“Okay,” I said finally, stepping aside. “But be gentle. She’s… she’s really upset.”

Sunset nodded and approached the door, knocking lightly. “Snowdrop? It’s me, Sunset.”

There was no response at first, but then Snowdrop’s voice came through, shaky and uncertain. “What do you want?”

“I just want to talk,” Sunset said. Her tone was calm, soothing. “Can I come in?”

There was a long pause, and then the door creaked open just enough for Sunset to slip inside.

The minutes dragged on, each one feeling like an eternity. I strained to hear their voices, but I couldn’t make out what they were saying.

Finally, the door creaked open, and Sunset stepped out.

Her eyes were watering. The type that remain, heavy and relentless, rather than the kind that softly well up and vanish after a brief blink. The kind of tears that result after a very sad experience. She attempted, but failed, to remove them with her sleeve. Her emotions were bare and visible on her face.

She turned down the corridor and muttered an apology. She walked quickly and unsteadily, as if she were attempting to outrun whatever feeling had taken over.

I was unsure of what to do until I heard Snowdrop’s voice faintly from the bathroom. “Go to her,I’ll be fine. I see the way you look at her… you like her, don’t you? I’ll be okay.”

Sunset needed someone, and I wasn't going to let her face this alone. Without saying anything else, I turned and rushed after her.

I found her further down the hallway, sitting on the floor near the lockers. She had her knees pulled up to her chest, her face buried in her arms, and her shoulders shook with quiet tears. It was a scene that struck me harder than I anticipated. Sunset Shimmer, the confident, fiery girl I'd seen on film numerous times. But now she appeared so little and defenseless.

“Hey, Sunny,” I said softly, approaching her. The nickname slipped out before I could stop myself. I’d always wanted to call her that, but now it felt bittersweet, almost wrong.

She lifted her head slightly, her tear-streaked face peeking out from behind her arms. “Don’t,” she said, her voice hoarse and trembling. “Don’t call me that. Don’t… don’t try to make this okay.”

“Why not?” I asked, crouching down next to her. “I mean it, Sunset. I want to help.”

“Why?” she shot back, her voice rising. “Why would you want to help me? Why would you even want to talk to me? I’m just… I’m just a stupid, selfish girl who ruined everything. Snowdrop’s right I’m nothing but trouble.”

Her words stung, not because I believed them, but because I could see how much she did. She wasn’t just saying it, she truly thought she didn’t deserve kindness.

“That’s not true,” I said firmly, sitting down beside her. “You’re not trouble, Sunset. You’re not stupid or selfish. You’re…” I paused, struggling to find the right words. “You’re someone who made mistakes. Everyone does. But that doesn’t define who you are now.”

She shook her head, her tears starting up again. “You don’t understand. You don’t know what I did.”

“I do, Sunset.” The words slipped out before I could stop them.

Her head snapped up, her wide, tear-filled eyes locking onto mine. “You… what?”

I hadn’t meant to say that. I couldn’t tell her how I knew. The voice the warning it all came flooding back.

“I mean,” I stammered, trying to recover. “I’ve lied okey… I'vr heard things. Rumors, you know? About what happened at the Fall Formal. But none of that matters to me. I don’t care about who you were then, Sunset. I care about who you are now.”

She stared at me, her expression a mix of confusion, hope, and fear. “Why? Why would you care?”

“Because I see something in you,” I said, my voice shaking slightly. “I see someone who’s trying so hard to be better, even when it feels impossible. Someone who’s stronger than they realize.”

Her lips quivered, and for a moment, I thought she might start crying again. But then she said, “You don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“I do,” I insisted. “And I don’t care about what you did in your past. None of that matters to me.”

For a moment, there was silence. Then, softly, she asked, “How could you possibly know that?”

The air around me seemed to grow heavy, and a sharp, searing pain shot through my left hand. It was so sudden, so intense, that I cried out without thinking.

“OW, FUCK!” I shouted, clutching my hand as the pain radiated through it.

“Are you okay?!” Sunset asked, her voice filled with panic.

I looked down and saw a thin, straight line of blood running across my arm, as if someone had sliced it with a razor-sharp knife. It wasn’t deep enough to need stitches, but it was deep and the pain was unbearable. Blood dripped onto the floor, pooling in dark spots.

“I… I don’t know,” I said through gritted teeth, my mind racing. The voice. The warning. It had been real.

Sunset reached for my hand, her own trembling. “Let me see.”

“No,” I said quickly, pulling away. “It’s fine. It’s nothing.”

“It’s not nothing!” she said, her voice breaking. “You’re bleeding! You need help!”

Her concern only made the moment harder. She didn’t know, couldn’t know, what was really happening. I couldn’t explain it to her, not without risking more pain, more consequences.

“I’m fine,” I lied, standing up and cradling my hand against my chest. “Really. It’s just a scratch.” AW FUCK, IT SHOULDNT HURT THIS MUCH IT FEELS LIKE IT IS GETTING SAWED OFF.

She didn’t look convinced, but she didn’t argue. Instead, she stood up as well, her eyes filled with guilt. “This is my fault,” she said softly. “If I hadn’t—”

“Stop,” I interrupted. “This isn’t your fault, Sunset. None of this is your fault.” I said gridding my teath.

She looked at me, her expression fragile and uncertain. “Why are you so nice to me?”

“Because you deserve it” Holy shit i'm gonna pass out

For a moment, neither of us spoke. Then, slowly, she reached out and took my uninjured hand in hers.

“Thank you”


Author's Note

Okey just wonna get one thing out of the line, this isn't said in story but this is his first penalty, it's the weakest, in 3-4 comes well, you will prob see only mh can make decisions i don't know what he'll do :)) but he cannot go with easy route, it would be too easy right? just spit everything and it doesn't happend, i have big plans for this, but i will type this in free type, like 5k words per chapter are max, today is the day it came out so i wrote 3 chapters to show how the story is gonna go, the consequences won't affect only him.

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