A decision of one

by YSuriktaY

Rating: teen
Tags: Slice of Life, Sad, Romance
Length: 9169

Fluttershy has to choose between her two loves but she can't see one of them sad

Pinkie Pie has a crush on Fluttershy and everything is fine until Rainbow Dash shares the same feeling, without knowing Fluttershy has been dating them at the same time but she knows the time to make a decision will come and it's not going to be easy for anyone.

Will the problems be solved at the end? Rainbow Dash's loyalty will be destroyed? Pinkie Pie's laughter will resist a reject? Every choice she has will end in a catastrophe for one of the mares… but she has to do it.

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2012-05-16 07:20:41 UTC

Chapter 1

It was a wonderful day in Ponyville, where Pinkie Pie and her friends were having a party in the garden and a lot of fun. It was a normal day again with laughs and friendship, blue sky without clouds, everything was perfect at the moment and Pinkie Pie has planned this day to tell Fluttershy her feelings for her.

Twilight Sparkle: Okay girls, I think it's time to go.

Applejack: Yeah, Big Mac needs some help tonight in the farm, see ya. (Leaves).

Fluttershy: Well I think we all have to go now, thank you for this amazing afternoon. (Smiling).

Rainbow Dash: Ohh Fluttershy you barely said a world. (Everyone laughs).

Fluttershy: But... I had a lot of fun.

RD: I'm kidding I had fun too but time to go. (Leaves flying at super speed).

Rarity: Good night, tomorrow I'll have to take care of Sweetie Bell so I've to rest. (Leaves with Twilight).

Pinkie Pie: Umm... Fluttershy can I go with you so you can tell me something about Gummy?.

FS: Of course, is he ok?. (They started to walk to Fluttershy's house).

PP: He's fine, but let's get first to your house. (Smiling).

Flash Back

Pinkie Pie was staring at one of her pictures of Fluttershy when she was a model and thinking to herself "Oh my, she is just beautiful" she realizes that something was not ok with her and her feelings to Fluttershy and the pictures just gave her the power to dream awake. "Why am I thinking about Fluttershy this way recently?".

Few days later she just couldn't stop thinking about her love and also she knew she was perfect for her I mean Pinkie Pie was super active, always jumping and if she meets a new pony she immediately becomes friend of the new pony and talks a lot and Fluttershy was just the opposite so they might be each other complement.

That day Rainbow Dash was in a cloud just waiting for a prank she was planning "I've never joke with Fluttershy, but what makes her different from the other ponies?" she was wondering if she had reveal her feelings for Fluttershy or if it was just something that will go with the time, but everything reminded her Fluttershy, a butterfly, the birds, the sky and she had an idea while jumping of joy, she will tell her about this in her way... a party.

Flash Forward

The two mares arrived at Fluttershy's home and by that time Pinkie Pie was so nervous that Fluttershy noticed that something was wrong with her because she had never seen Pinkie Pie this way, she was with her eyes closed as if she had seen a ghost or something.

FS: Pinkie? Are you ok?.

PP: F-Fluttershy, I'm n-not here because of Gummy. (She said it really shy).

FS: You can tell me anything I'll help you, what is it about?.

PP: Well... is about you. (Said extremely softly).

FS: What do you mean?.

Pinkie Pie knew that Fluttershy will understand even if they don't share the same feelings, but she had to say it for one reason, love.

PP: I think I... LOVE YOU. (She shout strong enough so Fluttershy little friends were now looking at them).

Fluttershy was amazed by the worlds but Pinkie Pie got enough energy to say it again.

PP: No, I don't think that I know I love you and this is all true I'd never lie to you. (She was now confident of herself but kind of sad).

FS: Pinkie Pie I- I... (Interrupted).

PP: I just wanted to say it, and I understand if you don't share the same feelings (Now crying softly).

FS: Pinkie Pie is not what you think, you know I- I've been in love with you too, but I was afraid to tell you something l-like this (said this softly ), you always treat me so kindly and you care about me (said closing her eyes but confident).

Pinkie Pie was staring Fluttershy and yes, Fluttershy has been in love with two ponies and one of them was Pinkie Pie.

FS: So what do you think?.

Pinkie Pie She was so happy that couldn't help herself and hugged Fluttershy and she hugged her too and then after a few seconds Fluttershy kissed her in the lips fast and softly.

PP: Wow, I didn't expect that coming from you.

FS: I didn't expect that you loved me (Smiling).

This time Pinkie Pie kissed her passionately and all the little animals were looking at them without knowing what was going on and Fluttershy became uncomfortable with this.

PP: I'm sorry I didn't want you to feel this way.

FS: Is not that, it's... umm... even if they are all animals I don't like it when they see me doing this.

PP: Well I think I should go, anyway it's getting late and ummm... Fluttershy can we keep this as a secret for the moment?.

FS: Sure, we'll tell the others when we're ready.

PP: This is the best day ever. (She jumped).

Fluttershy was looking at her "she is really happy" thought, "Knowing her she'll make a party soon, but she said to keep it in secret I just wonder why". Fluttershy was concerned about it, because Pinkie has done the hard part so far, making it public will need courage but not this much but then she thought that if we're talking about two mares in love of course it'll take a little longer. Any way she was really happy just to see her face happy.

PP: Well... will I see you tomorrow?.

FS: Y-Yes, I mean if you don't want to... s-stay .

Pinkie Pie couldn't hear the last part.

PP: What did you say?.

FS: Well it's getting dark and if you want to stay it'll be ok.

Pinkie's face showed a happiness that only can be compared by the happiness when she saw the rainbow for first time.

PP: Ohhh yeah we'll have a slumber party 'cause Twilight had one already and she didn't invited me...

FS: Pinkie.

PP: ... but we can have one now and it will be awesome because you'll be in there...

FS: Pinkie!. (A little louder than the first time).

PP: ... yes Fluttershy?.

FS: Come inside, I'll make you a tea.

Once inside Pinkie was more relaxed and she was acting like Pinkie Pie but Fluttershy was still nervous because she need another kiss like the last one, but she'd never ask for something like that.

FS: So what kind of tea do you like?.

PP: I'd rather chocolate milk. (Smiling).

FS: I think I have a little here. (Looking at the fridge). Here you are.

PP: Thank you. (She drank a little and then put it at the table).

FS: And well... I-I'm curious, what do you like about me?.

PP: First of all your innocence and shyness, that makes you super cute (Pinkie started to blush) and... well you are extremely kind with the animals and ponies, also you are beautiful.

At this time Pinkie was really embarrassed but Fluttershy knew she was saying the truth.

FS: I don't know what to say...

PP: You can tell me what do you like from me

FS: Well you're always happy and for some reason when I'm with you I-I feel more confidence in myself and you are kind with me you always treat me as your little sister or something even if I'm one year older... (In a depressive tone) I've been alone since I was a filly and I trust you a lot, also I-I think you' re beautiful too.

Pinkie kissed her again and for some reason Fluttershy fell and dropped chocolate milk in her face, she also drank a little due to that and Pinkie Pie licked the rest. Fluttershy was thinking about how good it felt and then kissed Pinkie in the mouth.

PP: Fluttershy I love the taste of chocolate (Licking Fluttershy's tongue) and if it comes from you it's delicious.

Fluttershy thought to herself "This is crazy I love this and for one reason I can't stop, I have never done this before, this is not right" she was having a conflict with herself because she wanted it, but her innocence said it was wrong.

FS: Pinkie, I like it, but for some reason I think this is not right.

She was hoping not to upset Pinkie Pie .

PP: That's one of the reasons I love you, you're innocent, what if we go to sleep?.

This fact made Fluttershy blush and happy.

FS: Well... do you want to sleep with me or...

PP: Of course (Smiling).

The two mares went to sleep but Pinkie Pie was awake thinking about how wonderful it'll be if they keep this way, and also how happy she was, because she had this secret for few weeks and now she doesn't have to hide her feelings anymore, well at least she doesn't have to hide her feelings to Fluttershy. Pinkie kissed Fluttershy in the cheek and went to sleep.

Chapter 2

At the morning Fluttershy was the first to wake up and just saw how cute Pinkie Pie was lying in the bed, she went outside because even if she wanted to see Pinkie sleep she had to take care of her friends and feed them. She was so happy that started to sing a melody and at the end she returned to the house to Pinkie sleep, this time Fluttershy took her time to look at her and she had an idea... make her the breakfast so they can eat together.

Down in the kitchen she started to bake cupcakes smiling and when she was at the middle Pinkie Pie woke up smelling the sweet cupcakes in the oven. It was midday by this time.

PP: Mmm... Smells delicious, I wonder how much time ago did she started.

She saw Fluttershy in the kitchen really happy.

PP: Morning Fluttershy. (Smiling).

FS: Ohh Pinkie! You're awake now. I'm making cupcakes do you want to try one?.

PP: Sure!.

The atmosphere was relaxed this time, they didn't talk about yesterday but for sure they were happy having each other.

Far away Rainbow Dash was trying a new trick, but doesn't matter how hard she tried it, she failed everytime.

RD: I wonder why I cannot do this... this is not difficult at all.

Down in the ground Scootaloo yelled at the Pegasus.

Scootaloo: You can Rainbow Dash, you're the best!.

Rainbow Dash was determined to try again, she started to fly in circles to form a tornado and then when it was formed she flew through the center from the down part of the tornado and started to spin in her own axis, she became dizzy so she failed again in the new trick, but she was closer than the other times.

SC: That was amazing.

RD: Yeah, but I couldn't finish the trick. (Then she remembered Fluttershy) But you did help me a little.

SC: Can you do it again?. (Said with enthusiasm).

RD: You'll see it soon, now I have to bring Fluttershy.

Fluttershy was eating the cupcakes with Pinkie and then Rainbow Dash opens the door without permission knowing it wouldn't upset Fluttershy.

RD: Good day Fluttershy! I was wondering if you can cheer me up for my new trick it always works.... (She noticed Pinkie Pie) Pinkie? What are you doing here?.

FS: Well... y-you know she is...

PP: I came here to make cupcakes. (Smiling).

RD: Cup-cakes?.

PP: Aha.

Fluttershy smiled at Rainbow kind of nervous hoping she will believe the story.

RD: No problem, it'll be another day. I've to practice, see you later.

She leave as if nothing has happened, Fluttershy and Pinkie were relieved she understood but Rainbow Dash was jealous seeing Fluttershy hanging up with Pinkie "Why is Pinkie there?... Am I jealous? Nah Pinkie is also my friend I cannot be jealous at her" she thought to herself but deep in her heart she was really jealous that Fluttershy was not able to go out with her. Any way she didn't care much this time because she took a nap in a cloud, but a little while after she was disturbed by Pinkie's laugh, Pinkie was playing with Fluttershy and above them Rainbow Dash was spying.

FS:  This is so funny.

PP: Told you I'll be funny.

Rainbow Dash was really jealous this time "I want to have fun with her too, but it's my fault, almost all the time I'm with her I get mad but I really want to spend time with her" thought to herself. Right now she couldn't do anything else but watch them having fun, running, laughing and then it became obvious when she realized that all her attention was for Fluttershy... but she decided to go away and take a nap in another place, for the moment the Pegasus was no longer jealous because she knew what to do.

After a few minutes the two mares were tired and rested bellow a tree near the zone.

FS: This was really funny, it's been a long time since I don't play this much.

PP: I still have some energy. (Said happily).

FS: I don't know from where do you get all this energy, I'm tired like never.

PP: Don't be silly, I'm tired too, but I'd keep if you wanted to.

Fluttershy blushed a little and closed her eyes to feel the wind in her face and with the wind that chocolate smell that Pinkie has, she's not a chocolate fan, but the smell was strong enough to caught her imagination.

FS: Pinkie. (Said softly).

PP: Yes?.

FS: I-I know I shouldn't ask for this... but you haven't kissed me this day. (She blushed).

PP: That's because you're a silly filly.

FS: And what do you mean?. (Embarrassed).

PP: That you might not be ready for this, also all this happened to fast and I don't want to scare you. (She said it like if it was a game).

FS: It's not that... but...

PP: Fluttershy, I love you and I know you don't have experience in this kind of relation and I know you're curious about all this, because everybody is at the first time, but believe me this can scare you. (Smiling at her).

Fluttershy was concerned about this because it means that Pinkie Pie has some experience in this kind of relationship.

FS: Have you been in a relationship like this one before?. (She said shyly).

PP: I was afraid about that question...

FS: It's ok if you don't want to talk about it.

PP: I want to know all about you, and you have to know all about me too.

Fluttershy was really interested in this, so she stared Pinkie while Pinkie was looking at the sky trying to remember everything.

PP: It was like 3 o 4 years ago, I meet a stallion in one of my parties and he fell in love with me so I did, then we started to date each other. He always wanted to go farther than the previous time and I like it at the beginning but one day I was in his house and he tried to rape me... (Pinkie Pie was extremely relaxed telling this to Fluttershy) I managed to escape before something happened and that day I promised myself not to date or love another stallion in my whole life.

Pinkie was serious but relaxed, she was really strong and Fluttershy was impacted by the story because she keep it in a secret.

FS: Does somebody knows about it?.

PP: Ummm... nopy. (Smiling).

FS: But you...

PP: I knew what to do and he was not going to steal my happiness.

FS: I'm sorry I remind you this terrible moment.

PP: Doesn't matter, you are the first pony I tell this and maybe the last one.

FS: I... kind of have another question.

PP: What is it?.

FS: Well... you know not all the stallions are like him right?

PP: Yes, I know, but that day I was so upset that I couldn't think properly and I made a promise and I have to keep it this way.

And I haven't tell anyone because no body has asked me this but you and if I'd have say it everypony would have been worried about something that doesn't matter this time instead of have fun.

Pinkie stared at Fluttershy and then she gave her a soft kiss in the lips, this relaxed the pegasus and the keep it a little deep.

PP: I love you Fluttershy. (Smiling.)

Fluttershy smiled as Pinkie keep with another soft kiss.

Meanwhile Rainbow Dash was trying to take a nap, but everything she thought was about Fluttershy and even if she was decided to tell her about her feelings this was not the time, she has to prepare herself first so she went to talk with Twilight because she always knows what to do doesn't matter what the situation was.

Once in the library Rainbow called Twilight but it was all alone, well Spike was sleeping but suddenly he woke up.

Spike: Ohh Rainbow Dash good morning.

RD: But it's... afternoon.

Spike: Ahhh whatever, one cannot tell if it's early in the morning or late in the afternoon when the Sun is in this position.

RD: I know what you mean. (Smiling) Anyway, do you know where is Twilight?.

Owlowiscious: Who?.

RD: Twilight... oh that's you Owlowiscious.

Spike: I think she is with Rarity but she is about to arrive, you can wait here if you want. What do you need?

RD: Umm.. it's something about Fluttershy. (A little blushed).

Spike: Are you in LOVE with her?.

RD: WHAT? How do you know? I haven't tell anyone yet!.

Spike: Okay... I was kidding but are you serious?.

RD: (Hoof-face) It's something complicated, that's why I came here with Twilight.

Spike: Well if it makes you feel betters I have a crush on rarity so I can help you!.

RD: Yeah... I knew that, also I know that you haven't approached to her.

Spike: Oh really? Well I got TWO kisses from her.

RD: Haha and the first time you didn't want to clean your cheek.

Spike: Nor the second time, but Twilight made me do that. Anyway, how did you knew you like Fluttershy?.

RD: I don't know, I always spent time with her and I early today she was having a tea party with Pinkie and then they went to the park to play a little, I was so jealous but at the same time happy to see her happy... but I was not there and that made me feel weird, and you know what kind of weird I'm talking about.

Once she explained to the little dragon Twilight arrived to her house and found Rainbow Dash there.

TS: Hi Dash, what brings you here?.

RD: Well Twilight I know you are intelligent and an egghead. (Said it shyly).

TS: Well... thank you?

RD: I came here to ask you something about Fluttershy.

FS: And what is it? Is she ok?.

RD: She's fine (Too fine thought), but I think I... like her.

TS: What?. (Said surprised).

Rainbow Dash tried to explain it but Twilight was taken aback, she didn't judge Rainbow Dash for her feelings but the news were really unexpected.

TS: And do you have planned to tell her?.

RD: That's the problem, I don't know what to do.

TS: The only way to know if it'll work is telling her your feelings.

RD: And when would be a good moment?

TS: I think that you have to see the right moment, it could be in ones of Pinkie's parties or if you need privacy maybe you can date her before just to tell her.

Twilight knew that Rainbow could see as if she was strong and confident, but she remembers well that she gets nervous quickly and for no reason.

TS: If you need and answer you need to tell her, maybe I can help you. (Said looking at a book).

RD: And how can you help me?.

TS: We can arrange a meeting the three of us and at the last moment I won't show up so you can spent  the day with Fluttershy and you can tell her.

Rainbow thought about it for a minute and then she accepted.

Chapter 3

After several days Fluttershy and Pinkie Pie were deeper in the relation and Twilight's plan was still in the game. So she and Rainbow Dash meet up with Fluttershy in Sugarcube Corner, they didn't know the reason she visited it every day but there they were.

TS: Hey Fluttershy.

FS: Oh hi girls how have you been?.

TS: Just here to have a cupcake and you?.

FS: I... well I am here to... have a cupcake too?. (Nervously).

Ms. Cupcake: Oh hello there how can I help you?.

FS: Is Pinkie here?.

Ms. C: She just left, I think she said she was going to the Carousel Boutique.

When Fluttershy was distracted with Ms. Cupcake Twilight and Rainbow where making sings each other trying to say... something about the plan, and when Fluttershy saw them they smiled at her stopping the sings.

TS: So Fluttershy do you have any plans for today in the afternoon?.

FS: (Thinking about Pinkie) Ohh well... I do not have planes yet but...

TS: Perfect! Would you like to have a lunch with us?.

FS: T-that'd be nice. (A little worried).

TS: Ok, then let's see you in 2 hours in the restaurant.

Twilight and Rainbow leaved Sugarcube Corner, the plan was going well and now it was Rainbow's turn to make a movement.

TS: Rainbow you look really scared and nervous. (Said smiling).

RD: It's not that... it's...

TS: You have to be confident, remember we have been planning this for days.

RD: I know and I hope not to screw it.

Meanwhile in the Carrousel Boutique Pinkie was looking for a new dress.

PP: Rarity, could you make me a favor?.

RA: Sure, what is it?. (Stitching a dress).

PP: Well I was wondering if you can make me a dress. (Nervous).

Rarity immediately realize that something was strange here, Pinkie never has asked for a dress before and she looked nervous. So Rarity had the conclusion she pretended to look good for someone.

RA: Are you dating somepony?.

PP: Well... maybe.

RA: Darling please you know you can trust me. (She kept stitching the dress).

PP: I know actually I want to make a party so I can tell everybody about us.

RA: Sounds interesting. Do I know him?.

PP: Y-Yep.

RA: Just give me a hint, who is it?.

PP: I can tell you i-if you promise me not to tell anyone yet, deal?

RA: (Stopped what she was doing) Ok I promise it.

Pinkie stared at Rarity making her know she has to say the Pinkie swear.

RA: Aghh... Cross my heart and hope to fly stick a cupcake in my eye.

PP: (Now relaxed by the Pinkie swear) Well it is Fluttershy.

Rarity was now paying all her attention to Pinkie.

RA: But how did all this happened?.

PP: But aren't you happy to hear that?.

RA: Well of course I'm happy, but I'm curious how did it happened.

PP: I will tell you all in the party, now will you make my dress?.

RA: For sure I will and also Fluttershy will need one too.

PP: Thank you so much, and for the record I thought you'll find this well... weird.

RA: And why did you think that?.

PP: Because you like stallions.

RA: Well of course I liked Prince Blue Blood, but after knowing him I think I have to reconsider it. (She thought a little about what she said) But for the time I think I like stallions yet. (Smiling).

PP: Well thank you so much, and remember not a world not even Fluttershy.

RA: You have my world.

Pinkie hugged Rarity and thank again for the dress, then she went to Fluttershy's home to see her, but she was now in the Carousel Boutique looking for her love. Rarity knowing it was a secret even for Fluttershy she said she hasn't seen Pinkie Pie and what she did next was go to the restaurant to see her friends.

Once in the restaurant Fluttershy fond Rainbow Dash but Twilight was not with her.

FS: Hello it's good to see you again.

RD: Yeah, I say the same. (Nervously).

FS: Have you seen Twilight yet?.

RD: I don't know if she will come, she... ummm... she has to study. (It was her best lie this moment).

FS: Ohh well and do you want to wait if she manage to come?.

RD: Let's start and if she comes we'll wait her until she finish her meal.

FS: Sounds fine to me.

It was quite silent because Rainbow Dash couldn't think in another thing but telling Fluttershy her feelings and Fluttershy well... I'm sure you know her.

FS: So... the other day you want to do a trick what was it about?.

RD: This is the most amazing trick ever, I have to make a tornado first and then from the bottom flight to the sky so I can turn in myself at a super speed making a twisted rainbow. (This time she was very relaxed).

FS: Sounds beautiful.

From this point Rainbow Dash could talk easier but soon the time to tell Fluttershy her feelings was about to arrive and Rainbow Dash became nervously again.

RD: Hehe, well it seems that Twilight didn't show up.

FS: Yes, but doesn't matter, she has to study hard for the Princess.(Walking out of the restaurant).

RD: Emm.. Fluttershy can I tell you something?.

FS: Sure, what is it?.

RD: Come with me. (They flied to a cloud near).

FS: The city looks beautiful during the night I know why you like so much the clouds.

RD: Yeah, I like them... Fluttershy I was thinking about something and... well it's kind of difficult to explain but I-I think I like you.

FS: Rainbow...?.

RD: Yes, I like you and well... I noticed it because I get jealous when I'm not with you, I want to be with you. So Fluttershy, what do you think?.

Fluttershy didn't want to hurt Rainbow's feelings so she kept quiet.

RD: I know this is hard to understand but... well never mind I just wanted to say it. (Her face was happy, but she dropped one tear while closing her eyes). See you another time.

Fluttershy stopped her and Rainbow turned, she said with her eyes not to go yet and Rainbow didn't think at the moment, she just stared at Fluttershy for few seconds and get closer to her looking  at her eyes and suddenly a kiss from Rainbow. She couldn't contain this, she was about to explode looking at Fluttershy so cute. "Rainbow Dash knows how to do this, this is not right" Fluttershy thought but Rainbow Dash even without experience in this she knew what she wanted and all she wanted was Fluttershy happy and Fluttershy was happy with this, but at the same time she felt guilty. They were now lying in the cloud and it was all great for Fluttershy and Rainbow Dash, Rainbow above Fluttershy and Fluttershy couldn't think but in Rainbow's tongue exploring her mouth deeply, she felt her breath and how it accelerated with time, also Rainbow's heart was going to fast that Fluttershy could feel it beating over her own heart. Once Rainbow stopped for a moment the saliva streamed over Fluttershy's mouth and she only blushed.

FS: Rainbow Dash?.

RD: Yes?. (Said softly).

FS: I-I always wanted you to be happy, but I never think about this. Well long ago...

Rainbow kissed her again and Fluttershy stopped to talk and what she was trying to say was that Rainbow Dash was the other pony she liked and she liked her when they where fillies so it's been a long time she had this secret about Rainbow Dash and now everything she was dreaming about her was happening but also she was with Pinkie and this was not right but Fluttershy was in a trance and Rainbow noticed it.

RD: I-I really don't know what are you thinking right now. (She said it so happy) Fluttershy do you want to be with me?.

FS: Rainbow I do want but there is a problem

.

RD: What is it?.

FS: I really love you and I care about you but... (Fluttershy saw Rainbow's face and hugged her) I will solve it by myself, don't worry.

Fluttershy leaved flying without looking back and Rainbow didn't know what happened but she was still happy.

Fluttershy arrived at her house crying and worried about what happened today "Ohh Angel I'm the worst pony ever, how can this be happening to me? I should tell the truth, but if I do what should I say?"Angel was in the sofa reading a book, "If I tell Rainbow Dash that I'm dating Pinkie she'll be so mad because I kissed her and Pinky will be so mad too because I cheated her and if I stay with Rainbow, well Pinkie will be so sad and Rainbow will never trust me again, everyone will think I'm that kind of pony!" Angel gave Fluttershy a glass of milk, "Thank you Angel, at least I know you understand me". Fluttershy cried during hours worried and she felt so guilty but with the time crying got Fluttershy tired and she went to sleep.

At the morning Pinkie called Fluttershy from the window, but Fluttershy was sleeping, she was really tired and Pinkie just came inside to take a nap with her. After few minutes latter Fluttershy woke up and saw Pinkie in her bed.

FS: Pinkie? What are you doing?.

Pinkie woke up

PP: Fluttershy... I was dreaming with you, ohhh wait this is better in real life thank you!. (Said haply). I came here to tell you that I'll make a party to tell our friends about our love, are you happy?.

FS: Well... yes, and when will be it?.

PP: I was thinking about tomorrow so I could tell you to be ready.

FS: I hope I can be ready for that moment. (Said worried).

PP: Is something bothering you?.

FS: Pinkie... I just don't want you to hate me. (Almost crying).

PP: But why would I hate you, you're the most kind pony I know.

FS: I'm the worst pony and I don't want to disappoint you.

PP: Believe me, you won't.

Pinkie hugged her trying to make her feel better.

FS: I need to think about something, as you say I need to be ready for tomorrow.

PP: Oki doki loki. (Jumping to the window).

Now her only hope was to find help as soon as possible, Twilight? no, she has seen Twilight attacking a problem like the time she kidnapped the Princess pet, and her next choice was Applejack, because she always knows what to do like Twilight and she will understand her problem. So running as fast as she could she arrived to the farm but she was not there according to Big Mac, so she fell in tears to the ground.

Big Mac: Is something wrong?.

Fluttershy explained everything to Big Mac and he tried to console her.

FS: Thank you to listen to me, I think I do not deserve to have friends.

Big Mac didn't say a world he only saw Fluttershy fly away.

Chapter 4

Back in her home, Fluttershy  was deep in frustration, and looking for an advice she decided to go visit Rarity, she is also her friend and her next option, and in the moment she opened the door Rainbow Dash was there about to call Fluttershy.

FS: Ohhh Rainbow good morning.

RD: Hey Fluttershy.

FS: What brings you here?.

RD: Well yesterday you leaved without saying a word and I get worried because of that.

FS: W-well yes, I'm sorry to get you worry. (Sadly).

RD: It's this bothering you?.

FS: R-Rainbow Dash, I-I (She looked at Rainbow's eyes and Rainbow was paying all her attention)... do you want to be with me?

RD: Why of course I want to be with you, I really like you.

FS: But what if I... maybe disappoint you?.

Rainbow hugged her softly and whispered in her ear "I know you won't, it's impossible". After that Rainbow saw deep in Fluttershy's eyes, she was sad.

RD: Hey I don't like to see you this way, do you want to go out so you can forget it?.

FS: I-I don't feel like to go out.

RD: You have always cheer me, I think it's my turn.

She started to tickle at Fluttershy and Fluttershy just laughed telling her to stop but Rainbow wouldn't do that, Fluttershy looked too happy in that moment. Now Fluttershy started to tickle at Rainbow and she laughed too, it was a tickle fight and Rainbow used her wings to protect herself.

FS: That's not fair!. (Said laughing).

RD: But you also have wings, it's totally fair.

They continued playing for few minutes more until Fluttershy was too tired to keep with the fight.

FS: L-Let me rest a little. (Still laughing).

RD: You see you can forget your problems with a laugh.

Fluttershy remembered Pinkie and it's because she always tells her to laugh in the worst moments so she can be happy all the time, but could she really laugh this time?, well she did a while ago and she didn't want to ruin the moment getting worried about what it's happening, anyway what has happened can't be changed she thought and they both were happy.

FS: Have you seen Pinkie today?. (Thinking about the party).

RD: Yes, she told me about a party tomorrow, and she is with Rarity preparing everything.

"Oh my, she just saved me, I would go with Rarity for an advice if she wouldn't come", Fluttershy thought to herself.

FS: Well that sounds fine, do you want some tea?.

RD: Tea?, I was hoping we can go out to fly a little.

FS: Well... that's a good idea, let's have some fresh air. (She couldn't do much for her problem right now and going with Rainbow Dash sounds better than nothing).

They went out to fly, it was a shiny day and the wind in their faces felt so good. Fluttershy was having fun with Rainbow, but at the same time how will Rainbow Dash feel when she tells her the truth? of course the time will answer that question, but that was killing Fluttershy in the inside, also she was worried about Pinkie, she has been so kind with Fluttershy and she has shown true love to her and Fluttershy has done something unforgivable.

FS: Dash, can we go slower?.

RD: But... ok. (Looking Fluttershy tired).

FS: Well why don't you try your new trick, I can cheer you up this time.

With these words Rainbow's face went from a boring state to an exited one.

RD: That's a wonderful idea, you bet I'll success this time.

So she started to fly in circles and the tornado started to form, a really strong tornado, even bigger than the other times. Fluttershy started to cheer in her way and Rainbow Dash once ready, flown from the under part to the top of the tornado, this time she didn't get dizzy and could leave a twisted rainbow behind her. Fluttershy got amazed with the beautiful rainbow but all she could say was a "yay".

RD: I can't believe it, I did a twisted rainbow. (Gasp).

FS: That was really beautiful, I have never seen something like that before.

RD: Fluttershy... this is what I mean, you have always been with me and I don't know what would I have done without you, since we're fillies, and now I know I want to be with you forever.

Fluttershy blushed, after all she was in love with Rainbow Dash since they were fillies and obviously hear such words can make everyone happy.

Back in the Carrousel Boutique Pinkie was looking at the dresses and Rarity was helping Pinkie to set up the party.

PP: Uhhh... these dresses are great.

RA: I still don't know why you don't want a formal dress.

PP: This party won't be like the Gala, this IS going to be a real party and I liked the dress you made for Twilight.

RA: Ohhh that dress hehehe... it's not my best effort, but whatever floats your boat.

PP: Great, and ummm... how do you think they'll react to our confession?.

RA: Well that's difficult to say but they must be happy for you, after all you two are our friends. (With a comfortable voice). Are you nervous?.

PP: I'm worried for Fluttershy, I think we both should tell you all at the same time, but knowing her she'll be scared.

RA: Talking about her, have you tell her about the party tomorrow?.

PP: Ohh yes, I told her this morning when she woke up.

RA: So... you sleep with her.

PP: Yep, it was for 5 or 10 minutes but she looks so cute when she's sleeping.

RA: But I mean... (Hoping Pinkie would get the question).

PP: What?. (Haply).

RA: Never mind, it was nothing, you should give her the dress so you can see how it looks in her.

PP: But... I want it to be a surprise for me. (Shyly) Why you don't go and if something is wrong you can fix it.

RA: Ohhh that's a wonderful idea, I should go and say "Fluttershy how have you been? I know you love Pinkie Pie!", that'd be awful.(Sarcastic tone).

PP: You're right (She took the dress with her mouth). Fhill yhu i oka? (Will you be okay?).

RA: I'll be fine and... try not to... drool too much.

Pinkie raised her hove like a soldier would do and she ran to Fluttershy's house but in the way near to her home she saw Rainbow practicing some tricks and Fluttershy cheering her in a cloud.

PP: Hey Fluttershy, Rainbow Dash, down here!. (Yelling).

FS: Pinkie! What are you doing here?. (Asked nervously while flying to her).

RD: Hey Pinkie, want to see a trick?.

FS: I thought you were with Rarity.

PP: I was, but she told me to check out how you look with the dress.

RD: And what is the dress for?.

PP: It's a surprise, you'll see it tomorrow.

RD: I didn't ask you before, what's the occasion of the party?.

PP: It's also a surprise, just be patient.

The two ponies were discussing about the dress and Fluttershy wanted to change the topic of the conversation but with her voice she couldn't do anything. Fluttershy was sweating due to the scary moment and she forced Pinkie to walk to the house.

FS: Pinkie why don't you go to my room for... something I want to show you.

PP: What is it? Is it a surprise? I love surprises!. (Said exited and quickly run into the house).

FS: I-I think I have to leave you now.

RD: That's fine I also have some work to do.

FS: Dash... I had a wonderful day, a-and I'd like to have many like this.(Tears forming in her eyes).

Rainbow Dash hugged her and kissed her. "I still don't know what's on your mind, (Smiling) but that only makes me to love you more and more".

FS: I don't want to hurt you. (She said it sadly and leave Rainbow Dash behind).

Once in her house Fluttershy cleaned her tears to prevent Pinkie Pie to ask some questions.

FS: Pinkie? Are you still there?.

Fluttershy went to her room and saw Pinkie really disappointed and expecting the worst she started to explain her what's going on.

FS: Pinkie it's not what you think I w-was...

PP: You don't have any surprises here.

FS: Ohhh well... I-I can make you some... surprise food. (Sight of relief).

PP: (Staring at Fluttershy) Oki doki loki, but let's put your dress first.

FS: Is that dress for the party tomorrow isn't it?.

PP: Well duh... of course it is, otherwise we'd be doing something else.

Pinkie took the dress and Fluttershy wear  it.

FS: A-and how do I look like?.

Pinkie was stunned, even the simplest dress made her look beautiful.

PP: It r-reminds me when you were a model.

Fluttershy blushed and smiled at her.

FS: And you don't have yours?.

PP: Nope, you'll see it tomorrow, it'll be a surprise. (Haply).

FS: About tomorrow... w-well I think I...

PP: (Interrupting) I have seen you so worried these days, it's something bothering you?.

FS: W-well kind of.

PP: If it's about telling our friends about our love you can be quite now, they will understand and I'll tell them so you don't have to be nervous about telling them anything.

FS: It's not that, it's something a little bit more complicated.

PP: And what is it? you can tell me and I will help you.

FS: I know, but it's just... unfair, you are adorable and kind with me and I don't deserve nobody's love.

Pinkie looking Fluttershy so frustrated hugged her.

PP: But I don't understand why are you so hard with yourself, I'll love you no matter what.

FS: Would you love me if I... I cheated on you?.

In her frustration she revealed some information, but Pinkie didn't pay attention to it, she was worried about Fluttershy and she just try to help her because seeing her unhappy was not what Pinkie wanted.

PP: Would you love me if I do that?.

Fluttershy has never think about it, but what she realize was that she will be upset but she will never hate someone for something like that. Anyway making upset her friends and her love is some of the worst things that can happen.

FS: Thank you, I know I can trust you. (Shaking her head for the sad ideas) Would you like to eat something?.

PP: Eat? Let's see the Sun set, it's almost time.

FS: O-ok.

Pinkie pushed her out to the house and it was a cloudy afternoon.

PP: What?. We'll miss the Sun set, it was a perfect day minutes ago.

FS: Ohh don't worry, we can see it tomorrow.

PP: Do you promise?.

FS: Cross my heart and hope to fly, stick a cupcake in my eye.

Pinkie hugged Fluttershy.

FS: Come in, it's about to rain. Do you want to eat something now?.

PP: I'm not hungry yet, but if you want to eat I can join you.

Fluttershy made a delicious soup and they both started to eat while chatting about random topics the hole time, but suddenly it the rain started and it was an electric storm and with every thunder Fluttershy dazed.

PP: (Giggling) You're still afraid of thunders?.

FS: Just a l-little.

PP: Nothing will happen to you, especially if I'm around.

FS: Ok I... (Black out). What was that? Pinkie?.

PP: I'm here silly, it's nothing, do you have any candles?.

FS: N-no. (Another thunder).

This time Fluttershy hugged Pinkie shaking all her body due to the fear.

PP: What would you have done without me today?. (Giggling).

Fluttershy blushed but it was too dark and Pinkie couldn't see anything.

PP: Do you want to go to sleep?, there is not much we can do this time.

FS: Will you stay here?.

PP: If you don't mind.

FS: Of course not, I'd be worried if you leave in this rain.

The thunders kept scaring Fluttershy all the way to the room and Pinkie had to lift her through the stairs. Once in the bed Pinkie wished her sweet dreams but not with words but with a nice soft kiss in Fluttershy's lips.

Chapter 5

It was midnight, and Fluttershy was awake, all she was thinking about was how can she tell Pinkie she was dating Rainbow Dash, or telling Rainbow Dash she was dating Pinkie first, in any case she couldn't see an answer that wouldn't hurt their feelings, "Everyone will be disappointed", those were the worlds that echoing in her head and suddenly Pinkie giggled, Fluttershy thought she was awake and got into panic, but the pink mare was a in a deep and happy dream. Fluttershy went downstairs to drink a glass of water to get away from those thought she had, but it seems that it would be a long night, "I should just go... but if I do, everybody will worry about me and then they'll try to look for me". At this point leaving her friends and her home was a option, it was better if she doesn't hurt anyone anymore.

Fluttershy started to pack the essential to survive at least for 2 or 3 days and she picked up two sheets of paper to write the letters for Dash and Pinkie, and using the light of a candle the words she wrote made her cry for a little while telling them how much she loved them and why this won't work.

Meanwhile not far from there, Applejack was jogging to Fluttershy's home, and instead of calling her from the door she climbed to her room, inside Applejack saw a silhouette of a pony lying in the bed but the sound of the front door distracted her before she called at the mare inside. It was Fluttershy and she was going to the Ever Free Forest, Applejack took a deep look at the room and this time she recognized Pinkie Pie in the bed, but she didn't was amazed by that. "What does she think she's goin' this time?" Applejack said, and then she followed Fluttershy really close just to see what was she planning.

Fluttershy seemed to be lost and scary, but she didn't stop.

AJ: Fluttershy, what the hay ya' think you're doin'?.

Fluttershy gazed, but the darkness didn't allow her to see where Applejack was, the only thing she did was run as fast as she could.

AJ: Wait!, Fluttershy, it's really dangerous here!. (Yelling).

Fluttershy barely could see the road and she slipped, then Applejack helped her to get on her hooves.

AJ: Why are ya' running from me?.

Fluttershy didn't say anything. In her eyes tears were started to form, but due to the darkness Applejack didn't see it.

AJ: I know what's happening, but why are you running?.

FS: Do... do you really know?.

AJ: Of course sugah cube. Big Mac told me you were in trouble as soon as ah arrived to Poniville, ah'm sorry ah was not here when you looked for ma' help. (Hugging Fluttershy).

FS: AJ, I'm so dumb!. (Crying).

AJ: Ohhh... that's not true, would you care to explain me what the problem is?.

FS: I don't know what happened. I dated Pinkie, but suddenly I was dating Rainbow Dash too, I don't know what to do now, I just want to disappear and not to make more harm.

AJ: Let's walk out of here, this is not a place to be at this time.

Fluttershy followed and explained everything to her, and Applejack hold her opinion, she just listened to Fluttershy without prejudices.

The two mares stopped at the edge of the forest, and after all the explanation Applejack didn't reacted at all, she just was listening all the way.

FS: Are you mad at me?. (Asked a little ashamed).

Applejack didn't look her at the eyes, and she took a deep breath looking at the horizon where Celestia was preparing the rise of the Sun.

AJ: Fluttershy, ah'm going to tell you something... do you know why ah have this hat all the time?.

FS: Now that you mention... I-I haven't asked you about it.

AJ: I met a colt when I was a filly, he travelled just to drink the family's cider whit his parents.  Ah didn't had much friends in that moment, so I played with him and in few days I was deeply in love with him. We spent the whole day he was supposed to leave, and then we planned to escape forever. (Applejack smiled but the sadness could be seen in her face) We were running during the night and for sure everybody was looking for us. We couldn't see the road and he slipped taking a big hit in his head, ah was really scared, he had blood all in his head but fortunately he was still breathing,. Ah was telling him how much I loved him, but if he would have died that day, ah wouldn't have never told him that ah love him.

Fluttershy saw the reflex of the light in Applejack's tears, but Applejack kept smiling.

FS: So you could tell him that you loved him?.

AJ: Sure, when he was awake was the first thing I said to him, I hugged him all the time, but he didn't. Ah looked at him and his face was full of confusion. The amnesia was strong enough to forget me but I took the bloody hat and took him to Poniville where everyone was waiting for us. (Applejack started to sob).

FS: Ohhh I didn't know about that. (Hugging Applejack) At least you could tell him your feelings.

AJ: That's what you have to do Fluttershy. Don't let the opportunity go...

Fluttershy now understood what Applejack was trying to say, but even if she knew what to do, she was not sure about the choice yet. She didn't mind, now what she had to do was to go with Pinkie Pie and Rainbow Dash to explain everything.

FS: Thank you Applejack, I have a last request.

AJ: Everything for my friend.

FS: Can you get Rainbow Dash and tell her to go to my house? I will go with Pinkie.

Applejack nodded and started to run to get Rainbow Dash, and so Fluttershy did.

By the time Fluttershy arrived to home Pinkie was reading the letter full in tears.

FS: Pinkie Pie?. (Asked a little nervous).

PP: Is... this true?. (Looking at the letter).

FS: Pinkie Pie I didn't mea... (Interrupted).

PP: I ASKED IF THAT'S TRUE!. (With a sad and mad look).

Fluttershy got scared at Pinkie, but Pinkie seemed to be more sad than mad at her.

PP: Fluttershy... I loved you. (A tear fell from her cheek).

With those words Fluttershy's heart got broken, and she stared at Pinkie for few seconds. Her mind was in blank and suddenly the words Applejack told her brought her to reality.

FS: Pinkie, I'm sorry. I was scared and... I didn't want to hurt you.

PP: But I thought you loved me.

FS: I do love you. I was so stupid with the decisions I made, I want to apologize for that.

In that moment Rainbow Dash entered to the cabin crashing in the door.

RD: Flutershy? Applejack told me you have something important to... tell me. (Looking at Pinkie Pie).

FS: Rainbow Dash... I-I...

Pinkie stared at Rainbow Dash with a sad and disappointed face, and then everything was clear for Rainbow Dash but she needed an explanation as much as Pinkie Pie.

RD: Can you tell me what's going on here?.  (With a serious face).

Pinkie Pie knew everything and gave Rainbow her letter. Fluttershy was trying to avoid eye contact while Rainbow Dash read the letter.

"Rainbow Dash.

I know this is unfair, but you have to trust me when I say that we can't be together. I was dating Pinkie Pie before you and I love you, but this is not fair for you so I decided to leave Ponyville in order to not to hurt you anymore.

Believe me when I say that I love you and I always will love you that's why I decided this.

                                                                                                                                               Fluttershy ".

Rainbow Dash was in silence for a moment when suddenly Rarity and Twilight arrived to Fluttershy's home.

RA: Pinkie, darling, why are you taking so much?.

TS: I thought you'd be ready for the party early.

Twilight and Rarity saw the expressions in their faces and they knew that something was wrong. Then in few seconds Applejack arrived too to take Twilight and Rarity.

AJ: Listen I don't think the party is a good idea right now.

FS: (With a sad expression) I'm sorry.

RA: But why? Can you tell me what's going on here?.

Rarity and Twilight didn't had the idea of what was going on, they at most thought that Fluttershy had a fight last night and now they are all upset.

TS: Rainbow Dash (Looking at the letter she was holding in her hooves) is everything ok?.

AJ: Come on Twilight and Rarity I need to explain...

FS: NO! I think this is time to all of you to know about it.

She took a deep breath to clear up her ideas.

FS: I always was in love with Rainbow Dash. Since I was a filly I loved her because she helped me, she was always with me and I was with her too. But with the time I knew she was not meant to be with me and I gave up and then Pinkie Pie always cheer me up, and tried to help me but I was not strong enough to tell her my feelings either.

Fluttershy looked at Pinkie with her eyes tearing up and looked at Dash's expression too, she was still upset about the letter.

FS: Pinkie asked me if it'd be okay if we date and I was glad to hear that and so we did and then Rainbow Dash asked me too and I knew it was wrong but... I couldn't stop myself, in the bottom I still love Rainbow Dash too.

Pinkie Pie walked to Fluttershy and kissed her in the cheek without saying a word.

AJ: (Speaking softly) I think we should go now girls so they can talk each other.

Twilight and Rarity, who have always something to say, were speechless. But they walked away to let them talk alone.

Update

Hello eveypony, I'm here to tell you that if you are following this story or you plan to follow it ^^ I'll update it soon, the problem for me is college because I can barely do the stuff I want and writting has a low priority and that doesn't mean I won't writte anymore so I'll be glad if you are patient, this is my first fic and I won't quit it.

Also I'm in finals right no, this is the "last" month I have classes but I don't know when I'll be free to writte.

Thanks for reading and I apreciate all the feedback.