Love sucks

Please, I'm sorry for my LOUSY grammar. I Will make better this chapter.Special thanks to everyone who favourite the story AND thanks to everyone that told me about my mistakes politely.

And so there was spike, running as fast as he could with his mind wandering in the infinite sea of questions of the last events.

I Kissed her, I kissed her, I kissed her!" Spike was visibly shaken and he still has no answers to the questions in his mind

"What did I do!?"

"It's not like I'm in love with her right?.... Right?"

"Does she love me?"

"And what about rarity? I just can't leave her?"

"But I had never seen sweetie belle like that, I mean, I had feelings for her,but....."

"And the kiss, I never knew she loved me that much.

Spike was launching random question to the air, answering none, until he finally answered to himself.

"So, what's the problem? You love her, she loves you, you are the perfect couple"

"What if the girls find out, what will they think of me, changing sweetie belle for Rarity that fast, her sister.!"

"She dumped you, remember, you were heartbroken and needed of.....someone"

"And don't tell me you didn't like sweetie belle, she is always so warm and open with you, besides, she is very pretty"

"But....

Spike's was about to answer for himself when he hit a tree, his tree library house. Which by the time, was closed.

"What if I speak with twilight, she could help"

"No. You have enough problems to worry about her questions with every detail she wants, besides, she can't help."

"Man. What time is it!?" He turned around to see that the sun was already gone and Luna was rising the moon.

"This is going to hurt" He said to himself.

And so, he opened the door, and for his surprise nobody was expecting him.

"What?!" he murmurs in a quiet, yet surprised tone.

"That's strange, twilight usually is here when I arrived la...... Spike couldn't finish the sentence when a force lifts him and brought him to twilight's room.

"What?!" He said again, but this time he talked aloud.

"Spike" Twilight spoke, almost yelling, to the floating dragon with an angry tone, very angry tone.

Spike was fearing for his life, he has only seen twilight this angry very few times, so he embraces himself and hope for the worst to happen.

"Spike........... How was your date?" Suddenly all the anger that twilight had, disappeared, and talked to him with one tone of joy and curiosity.

Spike was dumbfounded, he still don't knew what to think.

"Is this a joke?" Spike said with the same tone of question he showed on his face.

"Of course my number one assistant, But tell me how was your date?" Twilight giggled at her own answer.

Spike didn't knew what to tell her. "Awful" Spike thought.

"Ok. I guess" The little dragon lowered his head at the remember, And with a very audible sad tone of voice, that made twilight worries grow.

"Are you sure, you don't sound too convinced?" She knew that something went wrong, he wasn't telling the truth, that was obvious, the real question was: Why?

"Do you want to talk about it, more deeply?" Twilight was worried, she didn't knew what do, how to act, she has never been in a situation like this before.

"No twilight. I said I'm fine!"

Spike didn't wanted to answer that way, but he was having too many thoughts, of Rarity, Sweetie belle and even him, so he left them all out in that scream, he wanted to be fine, but he was far from it.

"Spike. I'm sorry I didn't want to.....

"No, it was my fault. I'm sorry, It's just that...... I'm a little tired, that's all, I have run from there to here, so, yes I'm tired" Spike said it with a fake yawn and stretching himself.

"But, are you OK?" Twilight spoke with more confidence and relief in her voice.

"Yes, I am" Spike told her with the most quiet tone of voice he could use right now.

"OK, Let's go to bed" Twilight said happily, trotting to her room and spike following her closely.

"Good idea"

Spike could felt his heart stop with every word he said to her, Rarity was their friend, if he said to her how the date actually went, Celestia knows what could happened.

They both cover themselves with the sheets of their respective beds, and in this time basket.

"Good night spike"

"Good night twilight"

In the meanwhile, Twilight was dying for knowing what troubled spike so much

"Why he's not telling me the truth"

Twilight turned to see her all time friend move violently in his basket.

"Please, I want to help you. She was worried, very worried, but decided to give him the rest of the night to organize his thoughts.

Spike tried to sleep, but every time he tried to think of something different he always returned to his initial thoughts.

"Did I do the right thing?" Was the last sentence spike could think before his body finally agree with him and fell asleep

"Oh my gosh, what have I done. Poor spike, I wasn't thinking straight at that time, maybe I've confused him more than before." Sweetie belle thought

"Or maybe I opened his eyes, to make him see a mare that actually cares about him."

"But, what if he doesn't feel the same way?"

"Didn't you see his face when he looked at you, he was dying for you"

But I don't want to force him to be in love with me"

"And, what if he forgets our date tomorrow?"

"Are you kidding, he proposed it!"

"Why did I do it!?"

"Because you wanted to be happy, and with a....dragon, like spike, you will be."

"And what about rarity, what if she still love him."

"Come on! She Dumped him, if not, why was he crying.

"But what if she finds out what she lost?"

"Then you have to make your Best to not lose him"

Just as spike, sweetie was lost in her thoughts, she lost the presence of time and location, until one very familiar building was right in front of her.

"Alright then, Let's find out" She was in front of her house, she doesn't knew if rarity was inside, neither in which state she was.

Sweetie Belle could feel her feet moving, more slowly with every step, she started to move the head slowly to rarity's room, she wanted to speak, but her voice cut out, she couldn't speak.

"Maybe she isn't at ho....." Her inner voice, and all of her body actually, stopped dead in the middle of the lobby, when she heard it.

"Sweetie, have you arrived?" It was unmistakable, it was the voice of her sister.

"Y-yes" Was all the answer that sweetie could think, and speak.

After words, there was an uncomfortable deep silence, so sweetie decided that this will be the perfect time for the retreat.

"So, I'll go to bed" Sweetie started to trot to her room before she heard the answer.

"Ok" Even from that short answer sweetie could detect the sadness in her voice.

"Good night sister"

"Good night"

"Wow, Rarity was really depressed, but why, didn't she dumped him?" Sweetie was thinking while climbing to her room.

"Maybe, she l-love him!?

"No. Maybe she was upset for how spike reacted?"

"Yes. That must be it. Sweetie was fighting the tears that was forming in her eyes, only by thinking of losing spike.

"Damn, why suddenly I care too much about spike." Sweetie murmured it to herself.

Sweetie was moving one way and another on her bed, she couldn't sleep, she was having too many thoughts, she even get more frustrated when she realized she didn't have any answer, all of the questions in her thoughts stopped when she spoke almost like a whisper:

"Did I do the right thing?"

"I'll guess we will find out tomorrow." And with that last thought she fell asleep.

Both of them feel sleep almost at the same time, thinking the same.