Pain

P A I N W I T H O U T L O V E

about:Spike

All my life I was a sore thumb, sticking out like a spider on an ant hill. A dragon, surely I was not to be trusted. Even Rarity would admit, at times she even felt that I was going to lose control of my dragon instict. That I was going to lost it. That I was eventually going to just..be a dragon. I couldn't hide it.

So for me, love life was hard. It was hard to have a social life when no one trusts you. Rarity was once my girlfriend, but even she broke up with me after it troubled my dragon instincts. And, since all the female dragons were in a seperate universe, most dragons never found true love.

But Rarity was my true love, but she wouldn't talk to me about our romance. It was to "complicated" as she explained it. I think she was just scared. I hated to admit it, but I will tell you one thing. Rarity is scared about that if we fall in love, i'll turn into a full grown dragon, that i'll destroy the whole city of Ponyille. That they'll have to kill me to stop me. It's happened before. They thought they lost me, but I was to strong for Celestia. That's why Twilight was pushed to give me back to Celestia for proper "handeling"

Twilight still refuses to let me go, she thinks that all that talk of me being evil is silly. She is the only one I can trust. I could search for my entire life for a better friend, and never find one. I briefly remembered my time with the dragons, they were not friends. Not to be trusted. They still hunted for me. I was an enemy to everyone but Twilight.

So, when Twilight suddenly became ill and had to be transported to Celestia's hospital I was naturally segregated.

See, Twilight got this illness from...me. I accidently burned her face, and that would have been it but..my flames started to fully effect her. It's like my flames incarnated her body and she got incredibly ill from it. Whether she will live or not is yet to be discovered.

Then my life was just killed at the stake. I MEAN KILLED. I was mistreated by everypony, EVEN FLUTTERSHY. Fluttershy actually tripped me and laughed in my face. She then walked away, acting like normal shy Fluttershy. Rarity refused to talk to me about anything any more. I felt like I could just die. So I ran away into the Evergreen Forest, and if they ever saw me again, they probably didn't care.

Hadn't I ruined everything?