Pain

A N G E R AND A G O N Y ARE BETTER THAN M I S E R Y

about:Fluttershy

My entire life has been fluttering. That's why my name is Fluttershy. All babies fly when they are born, if they are pegasus. Instead of flying i fluttered, thus Fluttershy. I was born with a special case of shyness, the docter at the hospital said it was a rate 10, on a scale of 1-5, which doesn't make any sense but...it was bad news. I was always put in "special" one student classes. The only class they couldn't make an exception was flying class. You just had to jump of a diving board and fly, or fall onto the cloud below. Simple. But with all those people, my special rate-10 shyness kicked in and I fell everytime, the best I could do was ... flutter

Fluttershy, Fluttershy Fluttershy can hardly fly they would sing verses of it, that almost killed me completely.

So about 10 years later, I was 16. And I locked myself in solitude. Rarity was torn, Spike lost, Applejack actually caring about what people thought, Twilight in the hospital, and Pinkie no longer leaving her house. I had no friends, no one noticed me. It was like I was invisible.

My social life, I'm an invisible pony. I once had a lover, but he...he....oh never mind. I've been rude to somepeople, but only on his advice. Discord I mean. He came back just to help me be more...abusive...no just more strong in front of people. He has helped me much, but I keep having these gaps in my memory, and people glaring at me. I think he may be controling me. But I don't know.

My entire life=ruined. Why can't I be...cool? Why do I have Level 10 shyness?