The Snowstorm..

I'm not sure when it started or how it started, and to be honest I do not care about these things, not now anyway. I only know of four ponies that stand a chance of living long enough to find this recording, if you are listening to this you either looted it from my mangled corpse or I trust you quite a damn lot....I hope it's the latter because I did not come this far to die now, but if I didn't make it... Take everything but the kukri knife, I took out so many of those.... Ungodly beings with that, or at least I thought I had, they just keep coming nothing works.... I-I don't think they die, or at least nothing conventional works...I tried to save them...I just wish that they made it here with me but they died and now I will too, maybe later but not now... I am Ex Plosion, everything else doesn't matter, as that bitch in the blizzard has probably turned me into a fine red mist by now... Though something about her seems...Oddly familiar... Could she be...?

I never meant for any of this to happen. The amount of innocent blood spilt by those things...And..me. I guess my fragile sanity finally shattered a couple of hours ago when...when... Oh Doodles please forgive me... I wanted to save you but... I wish you were here now with me... I cannot go on for much longer... I realised that even me with my extremely strong sense of mental well being was simply not designed for this!

I considered.. Y'know, ending this myself with very own hooves but I didn't have the gut's to stick a knife in my eyes and drop dead in this old crumbling house! I am simply too vain to do that to myself, I love myself to much.

If anything I can only compare myself to only one pony I know and she killed herself nearly two weeks ago and is now known as the greatest serial killer Equestria has ever known! She's the only pony that I can relate to in this crazy town as we are practically the same...Including... Including the psycho killer part... It's mainly left her  but she still knows how it felt to kill... and enjoy it...

...We were doomed from the start..... There is no hope left........ Absoloutley none....

Anyway where was I... Ah yes I was about to start telling the story of how I came to be here in this living hell. Well it all started like this......