Flutter shy was obviously 19 yet tomorrow her big day was on its way,20!Her big 20th birthday.She thought 20 was old but she still felt 14,in Cloudsdale playing with rainbow dash,her best friend.The mare she hasn't talked to in almost 4 years,the thought hurt,the thought of not having a brave,colorful mare in her life,yet she fought it!She knew all her harmony friends were on their ways,but she didn't know if rainbow dash was coming she was probably in a Wonderbolts show or on a date in Cloudsdale just like her to do though.She looked in the mirror at her long pink mane and tail.Her eyes weren't the only thing that was blue she let down to her knees sobbing.Her quiet cries weren't loud enough for anyone to hear.she looked up into the mirror seeing her ugly self.she ran into the bathroom thinking of an old movie of sadness and suicide."NO!"she jolted up from her bed.she sighed "why would i think of doing that?"she shook her head."Would i ever!"her voice older and assertive "i-I'm 20!!!!"she squealed she danced around in her loneliness wishing all her old friends were going to be at her lame party "Angel!"she raced to his bed a grown stubborn bunny lay sleeping "Angel wakey wakey i'm a year older I'm 20!...a step closer to dieing..."she whispered the last part to herself. she picked the grey creature up and stood him outside "go play!"he sighed and walked to his girlfriend"well were all getting older aren't we...."she sighed also and flew outside too.She flew around Ponyville to see an older Twilight sparkle reading fan fics.Flutter yayed and jumped down to greet her."hello dear twilight!!!"she stuck out her hoof to shake Twi's."eh."twilight's face had bags under her face and she looked dead inside."um..."flutter was confused.her intelligent 'leader' was in fact tired and worn."h-hello Fluttershy,happy birthday"she set down her books and stood eye level with the winged mare."You're 20,right?"she put on her glasses."well...am i invited to your party?"she giggled as flutter shuffled around giggling too"I'm sure pinkie is going to make the party?!"flutter joked as twilight was not amused."you haven't heard?"Twilight became expressionless.
