Hurt

1. Bird Watching

It's your third year in Equestria. You can't even remember your old life anymore. Can't remember what another human looked like. Or felt like...

Suddenly, there's a knock on your door. It's Fluttershy.

"Hello, Anon. I was wondering if you'd like to go to the whitetail woods to bird watch?"

You really don't. But it's nice to spend time with Fluttershy, especially considering how she was when you first arrived.

"Sure thing. Let's go!"

You can't help but let a smile brief your face as you close your door.

The two of you slowly walk side by side through the forest. It was very serene. Fluttershy seemed as content as you'd ever seen her, as she took in the sights, the birds, the rabbits, the deer. She was in her element, after all. You were more interested in Fluttershy than the birds. How long have you been here, now? Even with all these friends, you're still lonely. And Fluttershy IS a girl...

A clap of thunder overhead pulls your from your thoughts. A light rain begins to fall.

"Oh no," Fluttershy says, disappointed. "I didn't know there was a rain scheduled today!"

Looking around, you spot a nearby cave.

"Over there, look! Let's wait it out in there."

You reach the cave as the rain starts pouring harder. It's not much of a cave. It's more like a pile of rocks with a hollow spot inside. It's only about twenty feet deep. You sit down next to Fluttershy. You notice she's shivering. It DID get colder once the rain started. You put your arm over the yellow pony. Her fur is wet, but soft and warm.

"You looked cold."

"Thanks, Anon."

You smile again. Your mouth feels like sandpaper.

"Fluttershy?" You manage to croak.

"Yes?" She looks up at you.

"Well, I was thinking." Your throat feels like it's going to close. "What do you think of me?"

"Oh Anon, I think you're a wonderful person, and you're a great friend."

Friend. Huh.

"Well, I was thinking maybe..." Keep going, man. It's now or never. "I was hoping you'd want to be MORE than just friends."

"You mean like best friends?"

This is going to be harder than you thought...

"N-no. I mean... Like, I've been lonely since I've arrived in Ponyville, and I've never seen you with a boyfriend, so..."

"Oh. Oh my." She looks down, blushing deeply. "W-well, Anon. I think you're such a good friend that we should just stay friends."

It feels like you were punched in the gut. You can hardly breath. You suddenly feel much colder. You remove your arm from around Fluttershy. Just like that. All your hopes. Squashed. Killed. Murdered. By her.

By her.

After nearly a minute of silence, she slowly climbs to her hooves.

"I-I'm going to go now, Anon. I hope to see you later."

She starts for the cave exit. You reach out and put a hand on her back. She stops with a light "Eeep!" You run your hand down the length of her back.

As you reach her tail, you grab it and yank as hard as you can. With all your strength you hurl the pony to the back of the cave. As a Pegasus, she's extremely light. As she hits the cave wall, she lets out a shrill squeak. She lands on her back. Before she can stand, you grab her by the neck and pin her to the ground. With your other hand, you hit her. Over and over, and over again. You don't know how many times. She lets out a soft cry every time, getting harsher every time. You stop. Your breath is heavy. Her face is already bruising and her nose and mouth are bleeding. She looks you in the eyes, her own brimming with tears.

"Why, Anon?"

Her breathing is ragged. You hear her blood gurgling in her mouth. You kneel down over top of her. She closes her eyes and flinches away. You put your hand under head. You pull her face towards yours and kiss her. She jumps in surprise. You can taste her blood. Warm, and coppery. You pull away from the kiss, leaving a crimson trail between your mouths. You look at the pony underneath you, tiny, fragile, shaking now from fear instead of cold. It's a beautiful sight.

She lays there, everything bared before you. She's breathing in short, sharp breaths, looking up at you with gigantic eyes, glossed over with tears. It's more than you can take. As you undo your belt, you hear her say something so light you can't make it out. You pull your pants down.

"No..."

She closes her hind legs. It's not hard to force them open.

"No..."

Same as before. Hardly audible. You finally pull down your boxers.

"No no no no no!" she says in a shaky voice

You've never been so hard in your life. You line yourself up with her.

"Anon... please..."

You give her a gentle smile. Then thrust inside her. With this, she starts crying. Finally.

"You're hurting me!"

"That's fine," you think. "You hurt me, too."

Her screams grow louder and she starts crying harder.

"P-p-please! I don't want this..."

You're getting close. You pound the tiny pony harder. Her cries become wails. You explode inside her and finally stop your assault. You slump to the ground beside her. She rolls onto her side, facing away from you, still crying.

"Fluttershy?"

You place a hand on her side. She jerks at your touch. You wrap your arms around her. She doesn't resist. You pull her closer and hug her. You whisper in her ear.

"I love you."