The things I put up with...

Author's note:

Hello everypony! If you have read up to here I thank you for the support of my first fic!

Getting off topic... This part is gonna get steamy so if you don't like clop then you can skip the outlined section and keep reading you wont miss much but it will take up some of the chapter...

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Chapter 4
Lifes little gifts

Fluttershy smiles at you. "That bad?" she asked as she trots to the counter grabbing the can of firey liquid. When the can reaches your hooves you don't hesitate to pop the top and chug it there.

"Ahhhh... No... Well, uhm... My estate was burnt to the ground." You say as you hoof the can back to her. She looks at you, but accepts the can back.

"Oh, my... Is everyone alright?" She asked still looking at you. Her eyes seemed to peirce you. There was no way to lie to her.

"No, My mother and sister are dead."

Her eyes widen. The can hits the floor with a soft *KA-CHINK*. Her hooves wrap around you and knock you both down. "Oof!" Her weight might not be that much but she sure could tackle an elephant if she wanted to. "I... I... I shouldn't be here." You tell her as she lifts up above you. "I should have been home with them." You felt a tear form in your eye. You strain to hold it as you think of your lost family.

"Are you going to their funeral?" She looked you in the eyes. They were compassionate, but seeming to have a sterness to them. You still had no way to lie at those eyes.

"I don't know if there is one..." You trail off as an image of your sister pops into your head. You turn your head to look at the window. The light blinds you immediatly.

The flash soon vanished just as quickly as it had appeared. The display was a wonderful one. 'Mom was right. Why do I ever doubt her?' You look to your left to see your sister. She hopped up and down. 'How is she still awake?' It always seemed to amaze you how much your little sister could do and then sleep it off like nothing happened. On the way here she had slept on your back.

"Are you having fun?" you ask. She turns and nods exictedly.

You point back to the sky "Time for the finally!"

She turns just in time The be the POP of the first firework. The colors that burst from it sparkled and vanished as another array was sent to the air with loud POPs and CRACKLEs. The display had surely out done last years. As the last faded away into dust you walk over to your sister. Moving your head under her body you hoist her onto your back. She yawns rather loudly making you chuckle. Her head lays down on top of you mark making you wince. Thinking about the fight made it hurt a little everytime.

"Don't worry Amy; we will get home soon and you can have a soft bed to rest in." You whispered to her as you made your way through the small crowd of people who had come to see the show. You worked your way to the exit and remebered something.

'Wait! Windy wanted a slurpy!' You smile and shake your head. Your sister always wanted the nice carnival fare, but never came to the show when they were here. Making a quick stop to pick up a 'Silver Fox' before you made your way home. As you get to the door you heard crying.

"Don't worry, everything will get better."

You open the door to see your mother on the couch crying with a bag of ice held to her swollen face.

"He never use to be this way.."

"I know." You sister comforted rubbing her hoof on your mothers shoulder. Your sister noticed you and gave a very weak smile.

"I got what you wanted." You tell her putting the vinilla slushy on the coffee table. "I'll just take her to bed." Your sister nods and went back to conforting your mother.

Entering the small room you lay Amy on the bed pulling the covers around her. She looked peaceful, but never could be if she was to grow up in this house. ''Let her enjoy her fillyhood' mom's favorite saying. It just don't fit anymore...' You heard another sob and decieded it best not to get mixed up in the fight again. You pull the sheets down and snuggle in with your sister. Softly stroking her mane. A tear slid down your face. 'I promised mom i wouldn't cry!' You screamed in you mind, you body just wouldn't listen. Your sobs were very quiet but very painful. Your side was on fire with each gasp for air as tears began to soak the pillow. You pulled Amy deep into your chest protecting her sleep form anything and everything that might harm her, and mostly to comfort yourself. You heard the door creak open. You couldn't stop the flow of tears that ran down your cheeks to meet the pillow soon after. You heard the door close and let the tears flow more freely.

The soft voice of your sister whispered in your ear. "Are you okay?" You frantically shook your head. The pressure on the bed grew as the soft body lay behind you. Her hooves rested around you body as she pressed a little closer. She began to hum a lullaby that use to get you to fall asleep when you felt like crying as a young colt. Your mom had used the lullaby as a way to help the pain go away when father was drunk. Soon the words flowed from your mouth and hers.

Now, little one don't you fret. Mommas here to help you rest.
In the rain or in the snow. The wind may blow.
In the light or in the dark. Make the scarys go away with your mark.
Be strong and tough. They will run away in a rush.
Proud as can be. You still wish to be free.
But here you are. Wishing apon the mighty star.
Sleep is the only escape. For the world is such a scary place.

Having finish the lulaby your sister continued to hum the melody while rubbing you mane slightly. Comforting as it may seem it was just another way to prove she loved you. You soon drifted off to sleep. The void of darkness was your seceret hiding spot from father.

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You close your eyes and turn your head back to Fluttershy. You open your eyes to see a warm smile facing you. leaning down she planted a small peck onto your lips. Breaking contact just for a second you wisper "I love you." Your mind raced. 'Do I love her? Is it real? Is she comforting me?' You couldn't decide so you let the moment flow on.

Things were much diffrent from what they were. You had no home. Barely a family and the only pony you knew that would take care of you died in a tragic acciedent. Or so you were told. Fluttershy's soft lips met your again. You hooves slowly reach around her body pulling her down onto you. Her warm body pressed tight against yours. The kisses grew more pressed and Fluttershy began to gasp for air. You bump her with your thighs. Your erection was strong and you didn't want to take it slow. You rolled her onto her back keeping your lips pressed together. You slowly break the kiss. She blushed as she realizes the postion she was in.

"Wha... What are you waiting for?" She said with a giggle. You look at her questioningly.

"Well I thought we could take it slower than last time." You blush and rubbed the back of your head. She giggled again.

"Okay. Can I start then?" she asked trying to roll you over. You chuckle at the attempt but comply by rolling onto your back. "WOAH!" she screamed at how fast you swapped positions. She blushed again and pushed up to sit on your haunches. You felt your member hit her back. She blushed as she felt it too. She ran a hoof down her body. Your eyes tracked the hoof on its full path. It reached your body and idly grabbed your hoof. Pulling it slowly to her body, you touch warm skin. She slid it up to her neck then back down again trying to cover as much as she could. When you reached the base of her body she moved if between her thighs.

The wetness and warm only teased you as you waited for her to make a move. She lifted her hoof away from yours and leaned down to stare over you. "Ready?" She asks in a whisper. A nod was the only way to reply. The memory of your family faded as she worked her magic. You realized you were rubbing her with the hoof she left between her thighs. pulling it back she lifted her rump off of you. She reached down for your member and guided it to her. She gasped in pleasure as it slowly slid in. You gasp as well the further it goes. Squeezed in tight you thought about cumming right there but held back. She kept sliding as far as she could down your shaft. As far as she could get she stopped and panted a bit.

"Should i take over?" You offer to her. She shakes her head and moves your hooves to her hips for support. You held tight to them as her fore hooves slid to midway down your arm. With a little effort she pushed up slowly and came back down even slower. You enjoyed the moment, nothing but you and her in all of Equestria. Soon she was making a pace. Her tounge lolled out of her mouth as her rythem got a little faster. Keeping about a medium pace she was hard pressed to keep her breath. You huffed every now and then out of the sheer pleasure of the way she worked you.

"I... I... can't... keep... going..." She spoke between breaths of air. "Can... you... keep... this... pace..?" She asked as she slowed down. You looked at her and moved a hoof to run down her cheek.

"Only for you." You smiled as you rolled her over. Working your way to the pace she set for you, your lips found hers. Her tounge leaped out into your mouth seeking the attention it needed. Not wanting to leave her waiting you grasp the wet appendage with your own. Slithering along it feeling every last part of it. You didn't notice as your pace crept up and soon it was a fast pound. Your lips broke and you tried to apologize. One look at her face told you not to stop. You gripped the floor as you pound away at her. Her gasp turned into screams of pleasure. She wrapped her hooves around you as she felt her orgasim coming. Close to your you pulled her tighter. She let loose one last scream as you felt the rush take hold. The firey liquid rushed into her as you felt your legs drip with a sticky fluid. Panting you lower her down softly to the floor.

"How was it?" You ask hoping you didn't hurt her.

"Best... Ever..." she said giving you a light peck. You slipped out of her. Kissing her slightly you work you way down her body, kissing it the whole way down. As you reach her clit you notice it was still runny. She blushed as you looked up from your position. Your tounge slid out and lapped up the liquid that slid down form the wet organ. Licking all the way up to the soft flower you heard her coo in pleasure. Lapping up the rest of her love juice you lick your lips. You always were a messy eater.

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You laid down next to her and wrapped you fore hooves pulling her to your body. She snuggled deep into your neck. Sighing as she found the perfect spot. You ran a hoof through her mane. It was tangled with sweat. 'It looked way better straight.' You felt as her breaths got more rythmic and steady. Once you were sure she was passed out. The tear built up ran down your cheek. Not holding back anymore the pain and loss of your family flowed freely down your face. You tried to bury it in he mane but it didn't feel right. Your silent sobs wrecked your body. You hadn't cried in so long. All the pain and regret begged and pleaded for so long to be released. You couldn't stop if you wanted to.

As you close your eyes and fade to darkness having cried all you could, sleep came quickly. 'I can't go home now.'

Author's note:

So i hope you enjoyed the chapter. I know most of you don't read this so just to get your attention.

It may have been short so I'm sorry if you skipped the scene. But I didn't want this to be a filler.

Chapter 5 will be released as soon as get done writing it... Check the comments if you are unsure when to expect it!

Hope you are enjoying!