A new beginning

Anyone who reads this I may die within the next month or so feel bad for me feel happy I'm gone I don't care whether it be by the wildlife myself or some other way I'm hoping to die people I'm gonna explain what's happening and why I'm possibly gonna die I'm having a camping trip like thing and I'm hoping I get attacked by coyotes also I'll have a hatchet and knife as weapons anyways to protect myself think of it as a survival test if I die that means I'm not meant to live in this world personally I think more people should do this plus it ups manlyness to kill something without a gun using a gun is too easy more of us should learn how to kill with melee weapons finally there are mountains lions in my area so those could get me too