The Only Loveby teh-random-nameChapters"HI"The ReturnThe TradeWith her eyesMemoriesHead PainsFriends"HI"Chapter 3 > “Hi” I almost cried again. We sat in each other's embrace. Then she whispered in my ear. “Hungry?” We had missed dinner due to falling asleep, holding each other. “Yea, Let me help.” “No, I got it. Just wait here.” She said as she walked into the kitchen. This time she has two bowls, I pick both up and give her one. I don’t know if her feelings for me were the same but I loved her. I couldn't eat, always getting stuck looking at her beautiful body. She had finished eating as I started mine. Sitting next to me, she laid her head on my shoulder and started hum. I put my food down and just cuddled with her, combing her mane at the same time. She then kissed me, teasing my lips with her tongue, I answer by opening my lips and caressing her tongue as she explored my mouth. Reaching even the deepest of my mouth. She moaned and started to flap her wings randomly. I gently stroke her mane and wings, receiving a moan of pleasure. I wanted to let her enjoy this embrace, trying my best to contain my member. I didn't want her to work at all. This is her time to relax. She felt a poke in her stomach, looking down, she started to blush. She said in a seductive voice. “Somepony's enjoying himself, isn't he?” “Er.. yes. You don't have to if -” She looked deeply into my eyes stopping me mid sentience and said. “I want it, don't you worry. Fluttershy will take care of it.” She took my hand with her hoof, moving it closer to her marehood, already soaking wet. Still using that soft, seductive voice. “Why don't you help me, then help you in return.” There was no need to answer her, actions are louder that words. I proceed to rub her nether regions with my finger tips, then lightly pinch her clitoris, rewarded with her body shivering with pleasure. She held me close and kissed me, exploring my mouth once again as I did to her. Teasing her marehood with my fingers, trying to penetrate her. She broke the kiss abruptly with a worrying look in her eyes. “Don't do that, Tristan. I want you not your fingers.” The poking returned, this time nearly pushing her off me. A small smirk appeared on my face as she blushed. A small gasp escaped her mouth as se gazed over it, thinking “It is just a big a Rarity said it would be!” “Well, I now know it will fit.” She said with a smile. “Just to check.” I said, picking her up. I walk over to the couch and set her down on her back, pinning her down with her wings. She groaned in agreement with what was next. Looking into my eyes as I was teasing her, rubbing her clit with my member and using one of my hands to lazily run her stomach in little circles. Leaning in to kiss her passionately. She never broke the kiss as I penetrated, a small streak of blood ran from her marehood to the couch. This made me stop mid-thrust, breaking the kiss. “Flutter, Your a-a virgin? But..Bu-” “I saved myself for the “Special” one. You are my “Special” one. I love you Tristan” I was speechless, my heart melted in my chest. Pulling her closer, almost crying, I said. "I love you too, Fluttershy.” My hips moved by themselves, thrusting deeper into Flutter with every push. She was now moaning with pure pleasure, her mane tangled and the warmth we shared as I pulled closer to her. “Yeeessss, right there. Don't Sto--” She shifted position, sitting upright and bouncing along with the rhythm of our love making. I could feel her walls trying to squeeze on my member, pushing me over the edge. “Flutter, I'm go-going to, to AHH!” We both screamed in unison. She felt the warmth with in her and fell on my chest, gasping after what she just experienced. We lay there, holding each other, slowly falling asleep. As I start to lost hold on my eye lids, A strange coldness surounds me, I couldn't feel Fluttershy anymore. Before I could try to move, everything when black. [*][*][*] The ReturnChapter 4 > The Return Beep-Beep- Beep- Beep- Beep “Wha-what?” I awoke, but this time I was strapped to a hospital bed. No, that couldn’t have been a dream. Impossible! I looked around the small room, my mother was standing in the door way. “Tristan? Oh god!” She hugged me, crying. “I thought you were dead!” “Wha-what happened?” “You had a heart attack. You were clinically dead for 15 minutes. For some reason you still had brain activity, they put you on life support for the pass two hours.” “Bu-but that can’t be possible!” She started to comb my hair with her hand, stopping when she found a stray hair among my dark brown hair. “What, Why do you have a pink hair?” Almost yelling, I said “Let me see!” She held it up to me. It was no doubt in my mind that it was Fluttershy’s. If it was a dream, why was that in my hair. I must have teleported or something, I couldn’t think straight. Was Fluttershy waking up? What if she sees me missing? Her heart would be broken. No, I wouldn’t let that happen. “No, No No No. This is a dream. I just need to wake up!” “What, no honey, you almost died. This is no dream, you are really here.” “No, I didn’t want this, No!” Her eyes started to water as she held me. “Tristan, you are scaring me, please stop!” “No No No No, This isn’t real!” I started to cry, Fluttershy was alone, no, this is a dream, I will wake up in her embrace. I will! The sharp pain returned, this time in my chest. That’s it! The pain I felt before was a heart attack, something must have happened to transport me to Equestria. I’m coming Fluttershy, don’t you worry. Before passed out, I said to my mother. “I’m sorry” [*][*][*] The TradeChapter 5> The Trade I opened my eyes, hoping to find Fluttershy fast asleep on my chest, but was greeted by darkness. I could see myself, like I had a light glowing around me. Almost like an angel would have, but this was no cloudy sky city and there was no pearly gates anywhere to be seen. Just pure blackness. It felt constricting, almost claustrophobic. Am I dead? But the heart attack is what got me into Equestria the first time around. I wanted Fluttershy, not eternal darkness. “Damn it, this isn't fair.” I yelled into the darkness. “What isn't fair?” The question got me off-guard, I said, trying to suppress the fear in my voice. “Wh-who said that?” The deep voice spoke again, this time it sounded like it was in front of me. “I am simply know as “The Organizer” I felt small, the voice sounded like it came from something much bigger than me, was it the darkness itself? Impossible, why would it want me? If I was truly dead, then this is hell. “Can I ask you something? Why are you here, Organizer?” “I was put in charge of keeping the souls separated and organized, hence my name.” “Then why am I here?” “You broke a rule, A rule only a few can break. A soul must never leave its' set planet.” Is that what I did? Did my soul leave earth to go to Equestria? Is that even possible? How would my body get there? Then a thought reared its ugly head, is this my punishment? To be stuck here for all eternity? No, I don't want this, I want Fluttershy. I promised her, I would never leave here side, ever. “Am I stuck here, as my punishment?” I ask, almost starting to cry. “Yes and no. You are here because I need to send you to the correct planet, But you must choose.” It felt like a splinter was removed from my finger. It was up to me where I would spend the rest of my life. “You must know before you make your choice, The planet that you won't live on will forget everything about you. So, what is it, your family or Fluttershy?” That last sentence scared me, he knew about Fluttershy, how? “Don't worry, Tristan. I watched you after Gabi met me. I know.” Gabi. That was my baby sisters name, I tried to wipe all memory of her from my mind after the accident, I did a good job of it, before now. I felt the streaks of tears coming from my eyes. She had meet this darkness before me? Did that mean she was in here own planet as well? I wanted to curl up into a ball and cry. I just want out of this nightmare. But something was stoping me from emotionally imploding. It let me continue to say was I was planing to say. “I want to live on Equestria” I said trying to wipe the tears with my hands. “Why Equestria, Tristan?” “Because, I can't leave Fluttershy, I promised her. Please, just let me live with her.” I said pleading to the darkness, tears streaking my face. “Ok, it is done. Just close your eyes and you will wake up in your lovers' embrace. Your family will forget everything about you and their memory changed. I hope you thought about this.” “I have, and thank you.” “No need to thank me, thank her. I heard a small giggle, it sounded like Gabi, but it was distorted, almost older sounding. Before I could even look to see, I awoke with my chest soaking wet, and Fluttershy awake. She was crying into her mane. Her pink hair now a shade of darker pink due to the tears soaking it. “Fluttershy, why are you crying?” A small gasp was heard, “Tristan?” [*][*][*] With her eyesChapter 6 > With her Eyes She awoke on top of her lover, Tristan. Letting out a small giggle as she remembered what had happened last night. Her living room filled with the sent of honey dew as the sunlight shined through the window behind her. She sat up and started to trot to her kitchen. She wanted to make him breakfast in bed, or in this case, breakfast on couch. She had a guest room but he didn't feel comfortable in the bed, saying it was too small for him. She thought about what to make him, but her mind was wandering. Thoughts about him keep popping up, she just couldn't get him out of her head. She needed some time to think about their relationship, what it has become. It was going fast, she knew it. Only meeting him three weeks before, laying in her garden. He became one of her closest friends, second to Rainbow Dash. But now, he is something much more than a friend. He is her lover, her stallion if she can call him that. She felt like she had know him his whole life. Almost exactly like herself, shy and timid, caring and loving. He never went into town, I understand why too. When I first moved to ponyville, I never when into town, I just made everything I needed. When Rainbow Dash visited she literally dragged me into town. I forgave her, all I needed was a friend to help me, maybe he needs one too, just without the dragging part, I would never do that to him. With all this thinking about Tristan, I had completely forgot about what I am going to make for his breakfast. “Think Fluttershy, Think. Ah got it! Fish and salad! Oops.” Peeking into the living room to check, I didn't mean to yell that. Thankfully, he was still sleeping peacefully. Fish and salad, granted it wasn't well thought out but it will do. He was always tell me about his home, eating meat was a favorite in his family but he didn't like it too much, it is always too tough, fish was more his taste. I have a freezer full of fish for my pets, also to ward off bears when mating session comes. Tristan was no bear or one of her pets, he was her stallion. “Stallion, that's starting to stick.” Thinking back, he never did tell me about his background, just that he had a rough upbringing, he held the details just like the incident. “I could ask him when he wakes up.” I said, pondering that idea in my head. She had started to cook the fish on her rarely used stove. She didn't like to use it, mostly because she always found a way to burn herself on it. Her home was starting to fill with the smell of lemon and honey, she used both in her salad that Tristan loved so much. She thought is would be fitting to use it on the fish as well. Being the first time that she cooked fish, she was doing well. Her mind started to wander again, this time she let it. Thinking back when she went into town a couple of days ago, she overheard somepony saying the reason the new human wasn't in town was because Fluttershy didn't want her new colt-toy to be “advertised”. I didn't think much of, well before last night that is. I really can't keep him off my mind. I really do love him, don't I? Thinking of him again brought yet another though to mind, he wasn't looking like himself this morning. She took the fish off the heat to let it cool before putting it in the salad. As the fish was cooling, she decided to check on Tristan. He was still asleep on the couch, she thought by now he would awake to the smell of the cooking breakfast. “Tristan, you awake yet?” There was no answer. Maybe he was a heavy sleeper, I thought as I walked closer to him. His face didn't seem right, It had a light blue tint, almost like ice. I started to get a little worried, walking a little faster than before. I shook him while saying, “Tristan it is time to wake up.” His skin was cold to the touch. She had way too many pets die to not know this feeling. Was Tristan dead? No, he is just sleeping, just sleeping. She jump on top of him to check for a pulse, jumping on him didn't stop the ever growing fact. She used her forehoof to check under his cold neck. She started to cry, holding it back. Nothing, just icy cold skin. “No, it can't it-- he was-- NO!” Her body started to tremble, overcome with sadness. She couldn't hold her tears back any longer. Putting her head on his chest, she let the tears flow onto his now cold chest, running off into her pink mane. She was no longer trying to think, all she could do is just cry. Cry for him, cry for her. Cry. “Fluttershy, why are you crying?” She looked up, letting out a small gasp. “Tristan?” MemoriesChapter 7 > Memories The world stood still for us. She locked lips with me, still crying. Throwing my arms around her, tears starting to well up in my eyes as well. “I'm sorry Flutter, I- I wish I could explain what just happened.” “Shh, not now Tristan. Just, not now” I could see how emotionally distraught she was, awaking to a dead lover only to have him come back would mess with anyone's emotions. She placed her head on my chest as I combed through her mane with my hands. Quiet sniffles were heard. I just continued to comfort her. I was lucky, from what I could gather, it was my baby sister that gave me the choice between Earth and Equestria. What did she lost in return? I still couldn't think straight. She would have only met “The Organizer” if she herself broke the same rule I did. I didn't notice but Fluttershy fell asleep on my chest, still silently crying even in her sleep. This gave me time to think about what happened. Even if it didn't make any sense. Gabi saved me and I have noway to repay her. But it was not in vain, Fluttershy is happy once again and if “The Organizer” kept his word, so would my family. I hurt a little, having my entire family forget about me just like that, but I also comforted me that my mother won't grieve over my death on earth. For all she knows, I'm just another stranger, in a different Galaxy. Thinking about it now, I can't seem to remember anything about her, wait. Did he also mean I forget them as well? No, it can't be, I remember Gabi and and an- crap. Why did I forget everybody except Gabi? The question was quickly forgotten, the old memories were quickly replaced by new ones, about Fluttershy and I. The weeks we had to ourselves, the now painfully embarrassing ways I tried to approach her with my feelings. It was like a floodgate was opened, I was unable to show Fluttershy my true feelings until I was free of my past life. Free, it still hurt to think about my family, but now it was harder to even remember them. Fluttershy was becoming the only thing. I don't care, I have her now and that is all I ever need. It was like a dream state, watching all the memories of my new life in Equestria rolling by my eyes. This one memory stuck out. It was about a week after I awoke to Flutter. We were eating breakfast, Flutter had just gone into town and was talking about how her garden was behind on growing. I was beet red when she looked at me with a playful stare. She broke the silence with a laughing. I soon joined her, at the worst of timing ever, drinking water when I burst into laughter, choking on the freshly swallowed water. She rushed to my side to help, patting my back. Afterwards, I turned to thank her, she kissed my cheek, extremely close to my lips. She then rushed away, mumbling something about grooming her mane. I never did ask her about that, being the emotionally thick person I am, letting it past as a simple gesture of kindness. Now realizing what I had done, silently cursing myself, What other hints did I miss? For all I know, she could have been trying to approach me for weeks! The memory was still stuck in my head, was my mind trying to tell me something? I'll ask her after breakfast. She was still fast asleep on my chest. She looked peaceful, her forehoofs crossed over each other, head resting between them. She had a light smirk on her face, almost like she was dreaming. Her hair, now dry and back to its original color, partly covering her face and forehoof, completely covering my left arm, then finally barely touching the ground. Giggling to myself, she is going to need to comb it afterwards. Going over her body as she slept made me slowly lost my eye lids once more, but this time without the sudden coldness. Lightly placing my hands around her, I quickly fell asleep, dreaming about the past and what to come in the near future. Thoughts about Fluttershy filled my head and my dreams, maybe we will also meet in our dreams. “I will never leave your side, ever.” [*][*][*] I awoke slowly opening my eyes, the sun's rays hitting me square in the face. I lifted my hand to try and block the sun as I sat up on the living room couch. A light scent of honey filled the cottage, looking around, I couldn’t see Fluttershy anywhere, looking around, I saw a glimpse of pink hair from the doorway to the kitchen. “Fluttershy, whatcha making? It smells great!” I heard a heavy pan crash to the ground then a soft “Oops..” Jumping up to see if Flutter was hurt, nearly tripping on my own feet due to the sleep numbness. It felt like I was walking on a field of nails, with every step my leg was clunking on the ground but no feeling of the floor wasn't registered. “Flutter, are you ok?” “I'm fine, just dropped a pan, sorry if I woke you.” “The pan didn't wake me, your cooking did, it smells great!” She blushed at that complement, she claimed she was no good at using a stovetop, always burning herself on it. “I was trying to make you a nice breakfast, but after what happened earlier, It got cold.” “It's ok, really. I'm not that hungry. You should be the one who is pampered.” I looked at the stove behind her, she had prepared some fish, I didn't even know she had fish, let alone knew how to cook it. I decided to finish it for her, directing her to her table, I started reheat the already cooked fish was looking around the cabinets for some kind of spice. I didn't find much, making a mental note to buy some when I go into town. With what I could find, I managed a nice Italian, or what I called Italian, spiced fish salad. I was impressed, it looked a whole lot better then I imagined it would, and I think Fluttershy agreed with me, judging by the looks she gave the dish when I placed it in froun of her. “Here you go Flutter. It's a recipe from my home, well as close as I can get it. Your spices aren't like mine back home.” “Tristan, It looks gorgeous, but I never had fish before.” I looked into her eyes, reassuring her “Don't worry, I'll be great. I promise.” She looked at the plate in front of her, she had never eaten fish before, but the way Tristan had prepared it made her stomach grow. The fish was set in the middle of one of her nice plates, covered in what he described as herbs, but it looked more like her little hobby plants on her window sill. She would have never thought about eating them although they did smell nice., almost like the minty paste Pinky Pie used on some of the cakes she ordered. The salad leafs were sprinkled around the outside of the fish, sometimes stuffed under it to hold them in place. On the left of the fish sat a lemon half, Tristan claimed it would “enhance” the flavor of the fish, if I wanted to. She normally use lemons to give her bathroom a nice after smell for reasons she didn't want to think about at the moment. Altogether, it looked rather appetizing compared to what she made herself on her off days. Tristan promised it would be enjoyable and she trusted him. Barely dropping her new fork which was basically a wooden fork with a peace of string tied around the handle, this allowed her to loop it around her hoof and still pick her food up without dropping it, something Tristan whipped up at last minute, granted she was still trying to get used to it, it helped her eat the food Tristan had made for her. She brought the bit of fish up to her nuzzle, her nose filling up with the smells of ground pepper and a hint of mint. She then slowly moved it closer to her mouth, opening it to allow access to the food. She chewed slowly, savoring the flavor, a mix between honey and a light wood taste, her oven wasn't wood powered, how did Tristan get that flavor. It looks like her favorite restaurant has some competition. She loved it, every bite, she even had to restrain herself from licking the bowl clean. “Wow, you got to teach me that recipe, you know, whenever you want to..” “Anytime Flutter. It's not like I'm going anywhere.” I said with a small giggle. “Just like you said, you will never leave my side.” “Yo-You heard that? I thought you were asleep.” “It was sweet. I didn't want to ruin the moment.” I was at a lost for words. I wasn't going to leave her, I would always protect her. I was her lover, her stallion. Hers only. Hm, Stallion, that had a ring to it. [*][*][*] Head PainsChapter One > Head Pains Only one pony knows my story, her name is Fluttershy. She found me, laying in her garden. From what she told me, I was asleep for 4 days, unable to awake. The night I finally awoke, I was laying on a small couch in a familiar looking room. I started to panic, this wasn't familiar as in home, but in stranger. “Hello?” I said softly No response. “Anyone there?” A little louder this time. A very soft voice from behind me said “Hi...” I knew that voice too well, was it real? Or was it a messed up dream? “Ar-are you ok?” “I don't belong here.” That was the last thing I said before my world went black. [*][*][*] The Next time my eyes opened, I was looking at a golden-gray face with a beautiful pair of turquoise eyes, partly covered with light pink hair. “Please, don't leave!” The Pegasus pleaded “Wha-what happened?” “You fainted, you were asleep for sometime.” “How long-” A sharp pain appeared on the back of my head. “Arg, how long was I out?” “About 4 days, Don't your remember? “No, I was in the hospital an hour ago.” “But, I found you in my garden...” Something very bad happened and I started to panic again. “Calm down” I said to myself. First, get something in your stomach, then think. “Sorry if I startled you, I just...” Her voice trailed off. “No, its alright, Really.” I looked at the Pegasus, still stuck in her beautiful eyes. “Are you hungry?” She asked, almost like she read my mind. “Actually, yea.” She rushed into her kitchen, she came back with a bowl of salad and a glass of water, all on her back. “Eat up!” I picked the food and drink up. Normally I don't eat salad, but the way she looked at me, it made me forget. “By the way, my name is Fluttershy.” “Tristan, thank you.” The salad tasted different from what I hated back home. I liked it. [*][*][*] FriendsFor the next few weeks, Fluttershy nursed my back to heath, mostly helping with the stress of this new world. During this time, Fluttershy and I developed a special relationship as friends. She continued to pester me on how I ended up in her garden, I told her about the night before, holding some details from the story. Saying I was put in a hospital due to a car accident. I explained that I didn't what to burden her with the details. She insisted, saying “If I didn't tell someone, it would drive me crazy.” I caved. “The week before I woke up in Equestria, I was in a major car wreck, the driver was drunk. I was driving my baby sister home during a light rain storm. The roads weren't that bad, but this – this jackass somehow jackknifed his 18-wheeler into my car, we were going 60mph. My baby sister didn't make it. She suffered, slowly suffocating. She had internal bleeding above the stomach, slowly compressing her lungs.” “I soon fell into a dark depression, nearly ending myself. I was caught by my mother, later admitted to a hospital on suicide watch. The last thing I remember was a very sharp pain in the center of my chest, I then woke up looking at you” After a long pause, she said “Wow, you went through a lot. I'm sorry I-” “It wasn't your fault, you don't have to be sorry.” Her beautiful eyes were starting to water. “No, please, Don't cry.” In my effort to stop her, I held her close and hugged her. I could feel the tears on my shoulder. I tried harder and hugged even closer. I could hear sobs now and my entire shoulder was wet. I didn't know what else to do, I panicked, acted on impulse. Hugging close, I kissed her, she stop crying. It felt like a eternally before she broke the kiss. Her checks were burning red. “I- Sorry Fluttershy, I just didn't want you to cry.” She didn't answer, just stared at me. Thinking to my self “I shouldn't have done that. I should have just shut my mouth.” She slowly pulled my head closer to hers, the whispered into my ear. “Thank you.” This time she kissed me, lasting longer. I could feel her closer to me. She then broke the kiss and placed her head on my chest. We both fell asleep in each others' embrace. The next morning, I awoke to her still sleeping on me, I tried to move her but she awoke. The sun hit her eyes, her beautiful turquoise eyes shined. Staring back at me. She had said only one thing “Hi” [*][*][*]
"HI"Chapter 3 > “Hi” I almost cried again. We sat in each other's embrace. Then she whispered in my ear. “Hungry?” We had missed dinner due to falling asleep, holding each other. “Yea, Let me help.” “No, I got it. Just wait here.” She said as she walked into the kitchen. This time she has two bowls, I pick both up and give her one. I don’t know if her feelings for me were the same but I loved her. I couldn't eat, always getting stuck looking at her beautiful body. She had finished eating as I started mine. Sitting next to me, she laid her head on my shoulder and started hum. I put my food down and just cuddled with her, combing her mane at the same time. She then kissed me, teasing my lips with her tongue, I answer by opening my lips and caressing her tongue as she explored my mouth. Reaching even the deepest of my mouth. She moaned and started to flap her wings randomly. I gently stroke her mane and wings, receiving a moan of pleasure. I wanted to let her enjoy this embrace, trying my best to contain my member. I didn't want her to work at all. This is her time to relax. She felt a poke in her stomach, looking down, she started to blush. She said in a seductive voice. “Somepony's enjoying himself, isn't he?” “Er.. yes. You don't have to if -” She looked deeply into my eyes stopping me mid sentience and said. “I want it, don't you worry. Fluttershy will take care of it.” She took my hand with her hoof, moving it closer to her marehood, already soaking wet. Still using that soft, seductive voice. “Why don't you help me, then help you in return.” There was no need to answer her, actions are louder that words. I proceed to rub her nether regions with my finger tips, then lightly pinch her clitoris, rewarded with her body shivering with pleasure. She held me close and kissed me, exploring my mouth once again as I did to her. Teasing her marehood with my fingers, trying to penetrate her. She broke the kiss abruptly with a worrying look in her eyes. “Don't do that, Tristan. I want you not your fingers.” The poking returned, this time nearly pushing her off me. A small smirk appeared on my face as she blushed. A small gasp escaped her mouth as se gazed over it, thinking “It is just a big a Rarity said it would be!” “Well, I now know it will fit.” She said with a smile. “Just to check.” I said, picking her up. I walk over to the couch and set her down on her back, pinning her down with her wings. She groaned in agreement with what was next. Looking into my eyes as I was teasing her, rubbing her clit with my member and using one of my hands to lazily run her stomach in little circles. Leaning in to kiss her passionately. She never broke the kiss as I penetrated, a small streak of blood ran from her marehood to the couch. This made me stop mid-thrust, breaking the kiss. “Flutter, Your a-a virgin? But..Bu-” “I saved myself for the “Special” one. You are my “Special” one. I love you Tristan” I was speechless, my heart melted in my chest. Pulling her closer, almost crying, I said. "I love you too, Fluttershy.” My hips moved by themselves, thrusting deeper into Flutter with every push. She was now moaning with pure pleasure, her mane tangled and the warmth we shared as I pulled closer to her. “Yeeessss, right there. Don't Sto--” She shifted position, sitting upright and bouncing along with the rhythm of our love making. I could feel her walls trying to squeeze on my member, pushing me over the edge. “Flutter, I'm go-going to, to AHH!” We both screamed in unison. She felt the warmth with in her and fell on my chest, gasping after what she just experienced. We lay there, holding each other, slowly falling asleep. As I start to lost hold on my eye lids, A strange coldness surounds me, I couldn't feel Fluttershy anymore. Before I could try to move, everything when black. [*][*][*]
The ReturnChapter 4 > The Return Beep-Beep- Beep- Beep- Beep “Wha-what?” I awoke, but this time I was strapped to a hospital bed. No, that couldn’t have been a dream. Impossible! I looked around the small room, my mother was standing in the door way. “Tristan? Oh god!” She hugged me, crying. “I thought you were dead!” “Wha-what happened?” “You had a heart attack. You were clinically dead for 15 minutes. For some reason you still had brain activity, they put you on life support for the pass two hours.” “Bu-but that can’t be possible!” She started to comb my hair with her hand, stopping when she found a stray hair among my dark brown hair. “What, Why do you have a pink hair?” Almost yelling, I said “Let me see!” She held it up to me. It was no doubt in my mind that it was Fluttershy’s. If it was a dream, why was that in my hair. I must have teleported or something, I couldn’t think straight. Was Fluttershy waking up? What if she sees me missing? Her heart would be broken. No, I wouldn’t let that happen. “No, No No No. This is a dream. I just need to wake up!” “What, no honey, you almost died. This is no dream, you are really here.” “No, I didn’t want this, No!” Her eyes started to water as she held me. “Tristan, you are scaring me, please stop!” “No No No No, This isn’t real!” I started to cry, Fluttershy was alone, no, this is a dream, I will wake up in her embrace. I will! The sharp pain returned, this time in my chest. That’s it! The pain I felt before was a heart attack, something must have happened to transport me to Equestria. I’m coming Fluttershy, don’t you worry. Before passed out, I said to my mother. “I’m sorry” [*][*][*]
The TradeChapter 5> The Trade I opened my eyes, hoping to find Fluttershy fast asleep on my chest, but was greeted by darkness. I could see myself, like I had a light glowing around me. Almost like an angel would have, but this was no cloudy sky city and there was no pearly gates anywhere to be seen. Just pure blackness. It felt constricting, almost claustrophobic. Am I dead? But the heart attack is what got me into Equestria the first time around. I wanted Fluttershy, not eternal darkness. “Damn it, this isn't fair.” I yelled into the darkness. “What isn't fair?” The question got me off-guard, I said, trying to suppress the fear in my voice. “Wh-who said that?” The deep voice spoke again, this time it sounded like it was in front of me. “I am simply know as “The Organizer” I felt small, the voice sounded like it came from something much bigger than me, was it the darkness itself? Impossible, why would it want me? If I was truly dead, then this is hell. “Can I ask you something? Why are you here, Organizer?” “I was put in charge of keeping the souls separated and organized, hence my name.” “Then why am I here?” “You broke a rule, A rule only a few can break. A soul must never leave its' set planet.” Is that what I did? Did my soul leave earth to go to Equestria? Is that even possible? How would my body get there? Then a thought reared its ugly head, is this my punishment? To be stuck here for all eternity? No, I don't want this, I want Fluttershy. I promised her, I would never leave here side, ever. “Am I stuck here, as my punishment?” I ask, almost starting to cry. “Yes and no. You are here because I need to send you to the correct planet, But you must choose.” It felt like a splinter was removed from my finger. It was up to me where I would spend the rest of my life. “You must know before you make your choice, The planet that you won't live on will forget everything about you. So, what is it, your family or Fluttershy?” That last sentence scared me, he knew about Fluttershy, how? “Don't worry, Tristan. I watched you after Gabi met me. I know.” Gabi. That was my baby sisters name, I tried to wipe all memory of her from my mind after the accident, I did a good job of it, before now. I felt the streaks of tears coming from my eyes. She had meet this darkness before me? Did that mean she was in here own planet as well? I wanted to curl up into a ball and cry. I just want out of this nightmare. But something was stoping me from emotionally imploding. It let me continue to say was I was planing to say. “I want to live on Equestria” I said trying to wipe the tears with my hands. “Why Equestria, Tristan?” “Because, I can't leave Fluttershy, I promised her. Please, just let me live with her.” I said pleading to the darkness, tears streaking my face. “Ok, it is done. Just close your eyes and you will wake up in your lovers' embrace. Your family will forget everything about you and their memory changed. I hope you thought about this.” “I have, and thank you.” “No need to thank me, thank her. I heard a small giggle, it sounded like Gabi, but it was distorted, almost older sounding. Before I could even look to see, I awoke with my chest soaking wet, and Fluttershy awake. She was crying into her mane. Her pink hair now a shade of darker pink due to the tears soaking it. “Fluttershy, why are you crying?” A small gasp was heard, “Tristan?” [*][*][*]
With her eyesChapter 6 > With her Eyes She awoke on top of her lover, Tristan. Letting out a small giggle as she remembered what had happened last night. Her living room filled with the sent of honey dew as the sunlight shined through the window behind her. She sat up and started to trot to her kitchen. She wanted to make him breakfast in bed, or in this case, breakfast on couch. She had a guest room but he didn't feel comfortable in the bed, saying it was too small for him. She thought about what to make him, but her mind was wandering. Thoughts about him keep popping up, she just couldn't get him out of her head. She needed some time to think about their relationship, what it has become. It was going fast, she knew it. Only meeting him three weeks before, laying in her garden. He became one of her closest friends, second to Rainbow Dash. But now, he is something much more than a friend. He is her lover, her stallion if she can call him that. She felt like she had know him his whole life. Almost exactly like herself, shy and timid, caring and loving. He never went into town, I understand why too. When I first moved to ponyville, I never when into town, I just made everything I needed. When Rainbow Dash visited she literally dragged me into town. I forgave her, all I needed was a friend to help me, maybe he needs one too, just without the dragging part, I would never do that to him. With all this thinking about Tristan, I had completely forgot about what I am going to make for his breakfast. “Think Fluttershy, Think. Ah got it! Fish and salad! Oops.” Peeking into the living room to check, I didn't mean to yell that. Thankfully, he was still sleeping peacefully. Fish and salad, granted it wasn't well thought out but it will do. He was always tell me about his home, eating meat was a favorite in his family but he didn't like it too much, it is always too tough, fish was more his taste. I have a freezer full of fish for my pets, also to ward off bears when mating session comes. Tristan was no bear or one of her pets, he was her stallion. “Stallion, that's starting to stick.” Thinking back, he never did tell me about his background, just that he had a rough upbringing, he held the details just like the incident. “I could ask him when he wakes up.” I said, pondering that idea in my head. She had started to cook the fish on her rarely used stove. She didn't like to use it, mostly because she always found a way to burn herself on it. Her home was starting to fill with the smell of lemon and honey, she used both in her salad that Tristan loved so much. She thought is would be fitting to use it on the fish as well. Being the first time that she cooked fish, she was doing well. Her mind started to wander again, this time she let it. Thinking back when she went into town a couple of days ago, she overheard somepony saying the reason the new human wasn't in town was because Fluttershy didn't want her new colt-toy to be “advertised”. I didn't think much of, well before last night that is. I really can't keep him off my mind. I really do love him, don't I? Thinking of him again brought yet another though to mind, he wasn't looking like himself this morning. She took the fish off the heat to let it cool before putting it in the salad. As the fish was cooling, she decided to check on Tristan. He was still asleep on the couch, she thought by now he would awake to the smell of the cooking breakfast. “Tristan, you awake yet?” There was no answer. Maybe he was a heavy sleeper, I thought as I walked closer to him. His face didn't seem right, It had a light blue tint, almost like ice. I started to get a little worried, walking a little faster than before. I shook him while saying, “Tristan it is time to wake up.” His skin was cold to the touch. She had way too many pets die to not know this feeling. Was Tristan dead? No, he is just sleeping, just sleeping. She jump on top of him to check for a pulse, jumping on him didn't stop the ever growing fact. She used her forehoof to check under his cold neck. She started to cry, holding it back. Nothing, just icy cold skin. “No, it can't it-- he was-- NO!” Her body started to tremble, overcome with sadness. She couldn't hold her tears back any longer. Putting her head on his chest, she let the tears flow onto his now cold chest, running off into her pink mane. She was no longer trying to think, all she could do is just cry. Cry for him, cry for her. Cry. “Fluttershy, why are you crying?” She looked up, letting out a small gasp. “Tristan?”
MemoriesChapter 7 > Memories The world stood still for us. She locked lips with me, still crying. Throwing my arms around her, tears starting to well up in my eyes as well. “I'm sorry Flutter, I- I wish I could explain what just happened.” “Shh, not now Tristan. Just, not now” I could see how emotionally distraught she was, awaking to a dead lover only to have him come back would mess with anyone's emotions. She placed her head on my chest as I combed through her mane with my hands. Quiet sniffles were heard. I just continued to comfort her. I was lucky, from what I could gather, it was my baby sister that gave me the choice between Earth and Equestria. What did she lost in return? I still couldn't think straight. She would have only met “The Organizer” if she herself broke the same rule I did. I didn't notice but Fluttershy fell asleep on my chest, still silently crying even in her sleep. This gave me time to think about what happened. Even if it didn't make any sense. Gabi saved me and I have noway to repay her. But it was not in vain, Fluttershy is happy once again and if “The Organizer” kept his word, so would my family. I hurt a little, having my entire family forget about me just like that, but I also comforted me that my mother won't grieve over my death on earth. For all she knows, I'm just another stranger, in a different Galaxy. Thinking about it now, I can't seem to remember anything about her, wait. Did he also mean I forget them as well? No, it can't be, I remember Gabi and and an- crap. Why did I forget everybody except Gabi? The question was quickly forgotten, the old memories were quickly replaced by new ones, about Fluttershy and I. The weeks we had to ourselves, the now painfully embarrassing ways I tried to approach her with my feelings. It was like a floodgate was opened, I was unable to show Fluttershy my true feelings until I was free of my past life. Free, it still hurt to think about my family, but now it was harder to even remember them. Fluttershy was becoming the only thing. I don't care, I have her now and that is all I ever need. It was like a dream state, watching all the memories of my new life in Equestria rolling by my eyes. This one memory stuck out. It was about a week after I awoke to Flutter. We were eating breakfast, Flutter had just gone into town and was talking about how her garden was behind on growing. I was beet red when she looked at me with a playful stare. She broke the silence with a laughing. I soon joined her, at the worst of timing ever, drinking water when I burst into laughter, choking on the freshly swallowed water. She rushed to my side to help, patting my back. Afterwards, I turned to thank her, she kissed my cheek, extremely close to my lips. She then rushed away, mumbling something about grooming her mane. I never did ask her about that, being the emotionally thick person I am, letting it past as a simple gesture of kindness. Now realizing what I had done, silently cursing myself, What other hints did I miss? For all I know, she could have been trying to approach me for weeks! The memory was still stuck in my head, was my mind trying to tell me something? I'll ask her after breakfast. She was still fast asleep on my chest. She looked peaceful, her forehoofs crossed over each other, head resting between them. She had a light smirk on her face, almost like she was dreaming. Her hair, now dry and back to its original color, partly covering her face and forehoof, completely covering my left arm, then finally barely touching the ground. Giggling to myself, she is going to need to comb it afterwards. Going over her body as she slept made me slowly lost my eye lids once more, but this time without the sudden coldness. Lightly placing my hands around her, I quickly fell asleep, dreaming about the past and what to come in the near future. Thoughts about Fluttershy filled my head and my dreams, maybe we will also meet in our dreams. “I will never leave your side, ever.” [*][*][*] I awoke slowly opening my eyes, the sun's rays hitting me square in the face. I lifted my hand to try and block the sun as I sat up on the living room couch. A light scent of honey filled the cottage, looking around, I couldn’t see Fluttershy anywhere, looking around, I saw a glimpse of pink hair from the doorway to the kitchen. “Fluttershy, whatcha making? It smells great!” I heard a heavy pan crash to the ground then a soft “Oops..” Jumping up to see if Flutter was hurt, nearly tripping on my own feet due to the sleep numbness. It felt like I was walking on a field of nails, with every step my leg was clunking on the ground but no feeling of the floor wasn't registered. “Flutter, are you ok?” “I'm fine, just dropped a pan, sorry if I woke you.” “The pan didn't wake me, your cooking did, it smells great!” She blushed at that complement, she claimed she was no good at using a stovetop, always burning herself on it. “I was trying to make you a nice breakfast, but after what happened earlier, It got cold.” “It's ok, really. I'm not that hungry. You should be the one who is pampered.” I looked at the stove behind her, she had prepared some fish, I didn't even know she had fish, let alone knew how to cook it. I decided to finish it for her, directing her to her table, I started reheat the already cooked fish was looking around the cabinets for some kind of spice. I didn't find much, making a mental note to buy some when I go into town. With what I could find, I managed a nice Italian, or what I called Italian, spiced fish salad. I was impressed, it looked a whole lot better then I imagined it would, and I think Fluttershy agreed with me, judging by the looks she gave the dish when I placed it in froun of her. “Here you go Flutter. It's a recipe from my home, well as close as I can get it. Your spices aren't like mine back home.” “Tristan, It looks gorgeous, but I never had fish before.” I looked into her eyes, reassuring her “Don't worry, I'll be great. I promise.” She looked at the plate in front of her, she had never eaten fish before, but the way Tristan had prepared it made her stomach grow. The fish was set in the middle of one of her nice plates, covered in what he described as herbs, but it looked more like her little hobby plants on her window sill. She would have never thought about eating them although they did smell nice., almost like the minty paste Pinky Pie used on some of the cakes she ordered. The salad leafs were sprinkled around the outside of the fish, sometimes stuffed under it to hold them in place. On the left of the fish sat a lemon half, Tristan claimed it would “enhance” the flavor of the fish, if I wanted to. She normally use lemons to give her bathroom a nice after smell for reasons she didn't want to think about at the moment. Altogether, it looked rather appetizing compared to what she made herself on her off days. Tristan promised it would be enjoyable and she trusted him. Barely dropping her new fork which was basically a wooden fork with a peace of string tied around the handle, this allowed her to loop it around her hoof and still pick her food up without dropping it, something Tristan whipped up at last minute, granted she was still trying to get used to it, it helped her eat the food Tristan had made for her. She brought the bit of fish up to her nuzzle, her nose filling up with the smells of ground pepper and a hint of mint. She then slowly moved it closer to her mouth, opening it to allow access to the food. She chewed slowly, savoring the flavor, a mix between honey and a light wood taste, her oven wasn't wood powered, how did Tristan get that flavor. It looks like her favorite restaurant has some competition. She loved it, every bite, she even had to restrain herself from licking the bowl clean. “Wow, you got to teach me that recipe, you know, whenever you want to..” “Anytime Flutter. It's not like I'm going anywhere.” I said with a small giggle. “Just like you said, you will never leave my side.” “Yo-You heard that? I thought you were asleep.” “It was sweet. I didn't want to ruin the moment.” I was at a lost for words. I wasn't going to leave her, I would always protect her. I was her lover, her stallion. Hers only. Hm, Stallion, that had a ring to it. [*][*][*]
Head PainsChapter One > Head Pains Only one pony knows my story, her name is Fluttershy. She found me, laying in her garden. From what she told me, I was asleep for 4 days, unable to awake. The night I finally awoke, I was laying on a small couch in a familiar looking room. I started to panic, this wasn't familiar as in home, but in stranger. “Hello?” I said softly No response. “Anyone there?” A little louder this time. A very soft voice from behind me said “Hi...” I knew that voice too well, was it real? Or was it a messed up dream? “Ar-are you ok?” “I don't belong here.” That was the last thing I said before my world went black. [*][*][*] The Next time my eyes opened, I was looking at a golden-gray face with a beautiful pair of turquoise eyes, partly covered with light pink hair. “Please, don't leave!” The Pegasus pleaded “Wha-what happened?” “You fainted, you were asleep for sometime.” “How long-” A sharp pain appeared on the back of my head. “Arg, how long was I out?” “About 4 days, Don't your remember? “No, I was in the hospital an hour ago.” “But, I found you in my garden...” Something very bad happened and I started to panic again. “Calm down” I said to myself. First, get something in your stomach, then think. “Sorry if I startled you, I just...” Her voice trailed off. “No, its alright, Really.” I looked at the Pegasus, still stuck in her beautiful eyes. “Are you hungry?” She asked, almost like she read my mind. “Actually, yea.” She rushed into her kitchen, she came back with a bowl of salad and a glass of water, all on her back. “Eat up!” I picked the food and drink up. Normally I don't eat salad, but the way she looked at me, it made me forget. “By the way, my name is Fluttershy.” “Tristan, thank you.” The salad tasted different from what I hated back home. I liked it. [*][*][*]
FriendsFor the next few weeks, Fluttershy nursed my back to heath, mostly helping with the stress of this new world. During this time, Fluttershy and I developed a special relationship as friends. She continued to pester me on how I ended up in her garden, I told her about the night before, holding some details from the story. Saying I was put in a hospital due to a car accident. I explained that I didn't what to burden her with the details. She insisted, saying “If I didn't tell someone, it would drive me crazy.” I caved. “The week before I woke up in Equestria, I was in a major car wreck, the driver was drunk. I was driving my baby sister home during a light rain storm. The roads weren't that bad, but this – this jackass somehow jackknifed his 18-wheeler into my car, we were going 60mph. My baby sister didn't make it. She suffered, slowly suffocating. She had internal bleeding above the stomach, slowly compressing her lungs.” “I soon fell into a dark depression, nearly ending myself. I was caught by my mother, later admitted to a hospital on suicide watch. The last thing I remember was a very sharp pain in the center of my chest, I then woke up looking at you” After a long pause, she said “Wow, you went through a lot. I'm sorry I-” “It wasn't your fault, you don't have to be sorry.” Her beautiful eyes were starting to water. “No, please, Don't cry.” In my effort to stop her, I held her close and hugged her. I could feel the tears on my shoulder. I tried harder and hugged even closer. I could hear sobs now and my entire shoulder was wet. I didn't know what else to do, I panicked, acted on impulse. Hugging close, I kissed her, she stop crying. It felt like a eternally before she broke the kiss. Her checks were burning red. “I- Sorry Fluttershy, I just didn't want you to cry.” She didn't answer, just stared at me. Thinking to my self “I shouldn't have done that. I should have just shut my mouth.” She slowly pulled my head closer to hers, the whispered into my ear. “Thank you.” This time she kissed me, lasting longer. I could feel her closer to me. She then broke the kiss and placed her head on my chest. We both fell asleep in each others' embrace. The next morning, I awoke to her still sleeping on me, I tried to move her but she awoke. The sun hit her eyes, her beautiful turquoise eyes shined. Staring back at me. She had said only one thing “Hi” [*][*][*]
