The Survivor

Found dead rottng fsh. Ate anyway. Wanted to puke, wouldn't let myself. I will survive. So lovely stoned, the sunsets.

Don't dare but have to. But how can I tie off the femoral artery that high up? It's as big as a fucking turnpike up there. Must, somehow. I've marked across the top of the thigh, the part that is still meaty. I made the mark with this pencil. Im so delicis. I need eats.

I wish I could stop drooling.

b Believe in yourself and you can do lot. I used to wonder...wonder what was it? adventre. Wish I had less now! What a fucking adventur! NO FUN! heart, bloody, throbbing, tasty. Kindniss llife is not kind djdja fucknig Celestia! No strong. Body what is left of body pins nd needles thats what it is! Lost nearly all fat, muscle, whatevers. Bones and barley skin.

Please help me.