What If: My Second Life

CHAPTER 20: Till Death Do Us Part

Author's Note: Alright, I'll be honest. I have been listening to a weird ass song lately, but it's really good. It's A Little Piece of Heaven by Avenged Sevenfold. I love the song, but the music video is so fucked up! Honestly, I wanted to dedicate a bonus chapter between Vinyl and Jace in like a rendition of the music video. I am fucked up in the head. Also, this is in Coal's perspective for a bit. This is a character I'm focusing on for a while. My writing style for priority characters is that I will write in first person view for priority characters. In this case, Coal. So yes, this is copy pasted from his story, leading up to a point where Jace comes in. Enjoy!

"Augh! I am sooo bored!" Life sucks right now lemme tell ya. I've been in this damn bed by myself for what feels like hours. If there was a clock in here I would tell you, but again I CAN'T FUCKING MOVE! I used to think it didn't matter what was going on, as long as I was in Equestria then I would be happy...WRONG! I have waaay too much on my mind to be putting up with this shit! I need to get a message to the Apples. I need to get Coco paid...wait...I still have a couple days for that. Ok...so maybe things aren't so bad. Surely I'll be out of here by then, but who is going to take care of the farm? Well, Jace probably has that department covered...Wait...He's injured....Well shit...I need something interesting to happen...I don't care what it is!

At that moment the door to my room bursts open and I hear Dash talking to me.

"Hey Coal...wow...you look messed up!"

"Thanks for your kind words Dashie...I never would of guessed that my current appearance was sub par. I will now get up and prepare myself to be seen by a lady such as yourself. Wait...hold that thought a moment if you would...ah yes I have discovered the problem! I CAN'T MOVE!" I groaned and just forcefully laughed at myself. "In all seriousness I'm glad you're here Dashie. I was about to go insane from boredom!"

Dash was laughing her cute little flank off. I couldn't see her, but if I had to guess she had probably fallen over. Her laughing was so cute I didn't even care that she was laughing at me. I was mostly pissed I couldn't blow raspberries on her belly! That would of made her freak! So much fun!

"Ahaha! Hmmm...you said you can't move?" Dash walked up to the side of my bed and I could tell she was giving me a weird look. I was sweating bullets.

"Uhhhh...please don't hurt me I'm weak?" She fell over laughing again. I'm starting to see a pattern here. "Good...as long as I can keep her on the floor with my words...she won't be able to take advantage of the situation. Quick! Come up with something witty!" She stopped laughing and pulled herself onto the bed. I could see her now. She was giving me the 'bed room' eyes. I'm sure it wasn't her intention to look so sexy. FUUUUUUUUUUUU~

"I don't think it is going to help you now Coal! You are mine now! AHAHAHAHAHAH~"

I apologize to all involved in what is about to happen. "So...I'm your...pet? servant?...kinky" She fell off the bed. She fell off the fucking bed! "Thank you lord for blessing me with the power to defeat the pony!"

"Oh Coal!" she was crying she was laughing so hard. "I really like your sense of humor! I'm glad you're doing better." She cuddled up right next to me. I couldn't move my arms, but I could feel the heat coming off of her.

"Thanks Dashie...I'm glad you stopped by. I always enjoy getting to spend time with you." I managed to turn my head a little to see Dash staring at me. My face flushed a little and I had to look away.

"Mmmm?" Dash was giving me a rather sultry look. "You like spending time with me huh? Are you trying to tell me something Coal?" She put her hoof gently on my belly. I was really starting to freak out. When I freak out; I start acting like a moron.

"Ahahahaha (<---- nervous laugh) I uhhh....uhhh."

"Mmmm?" Dash leaned in to my ear and started to whisper. "We are all alone you know...I'll be gentle..."

I lost it...I fucking lost it! "Y-you huh ha...wha..eh ah uh ah....WHAT!?"

She started laughing harder than she ever had before. She was crying and laughing and crying some more and laughing some more...it was a mess!

"That was cruel....that was so cruel...I don't even know you anymore Dashie..." She rolled right off the bed (again?) and continued to laugh.

"Do I need to call the nurse and have you sedated? You're going to dent their floors if you keep this up!"

She was laughing so hard now that she couldn't breath. The noise stopped and her face was just contorted into a look of pure amusement.

I couldn't let her get away with all that. I had to try and freak her out now. I think I know how I am going to do it too, but I'm scared she is going to kick my ass...worth it. "Oh man Dashie! You tease! How are you going to get me in the mood for some Dash lovin' and make it a joke. *exasperated groan* I am so troubled right now, you have no idea! Darn my male hormones! You have foiled me once again!" The laughing had stopped long before I finished. I was just too caught up in my joking to notice. The silence started to make me uncomfortable. "Too much or too soon?"

She got back on the bed and stood over me. She was giving me an odd look. She leaned in very close to my face. We were about one inch apart and I would have a lip-full of awesome. I never wanted something so bad. I could feel her breath on me; she was looking at me right in the eyes. My mind was starting to go blank and I started to get some feeling in my body back. I don't know if my excitement spurred it on, but I didn't care...I just wanted Dash.

"D-Dashie?"

"Coal..." My vision was starting to shake. I was waay past excited now. I wanted her; I needed her; I had to have her. But I couldn't bring myself to take it from her. If this is something else entirely; if she is just picking on me some more...then I could ruin a great friendship if I went in for it. No matter how badly I wanted it...it had to be given the first time.

"Y-yes?"

She leaned back and sat on my stomach (much to both my relief and disappointment). "I want to ask you something...but I don't know how you will react."

I sighed and let some peace creep over me. She only wanted my attention; nothing more; nothing less. "If it is something I can answer...I will."

Dash nodded. "Would you be mad at me...if I told you that the girls and I...we know some stuff about you. Stuff that we probably shouldn't..." Dash was looking at me intently, but with fear in her eyes.

I knew instantly what she was talking about. She was talking about when Twilight had heard me talking to myself and I knew that because I had listened in on them. It was a deadly circle of dishonesty. "I know that Twilight heard me Dashie. I heard you girls at the party. I'm sorry I listened in. I know I shouldn't have, but I was too scared to leave after it started."

Dash had a look of surprise on her face, but it quickly disappeared. "We also heard you when you were in the tree Coal. At the edge of the forest. We were there during the middle of your song and for most of what happened after." She had looked away from me. I don't know if she felt guilty or what, but I know I did.

"Y-you all heard...all of that? N-No....oh god....no..." I was about to start tearing up when Dash looked back at me. She too was looking like she was on the verge of tears. I had to be strong here. We both may be adults, but I am several years older. "Dashie, I...are you girls mad at me for what you heard? I...I'm not mad at you girls for hearing it. I'm just mad at myself for being so stupid..."

Dash put her hoof to my lips to silence me. Once I stopped she laid down on top of me. Her body rubbed against my newly reopened wounds, but I didn't care. She was soft...and warm. She put her cheek right on mine. We couldn't see each other now, but I could feel her heart beating.

"We aren't mad at you Coal...we are scared for you. Why are you so hard on yourself? You don't need to be able to control everything, but we all know that you mean well. You have friends now Coal...you can rely on us. We aren't going to leave you."

I used what little strength I had and put my arms around Dash. I couldn't really hold her, but I relished the warmth from her body. She felt so light and she smelt like the sky after a good rain. It was the smell of clean freshness. It made me miss home, but only for a moment. We held each other for several minutes before I started talking again. "I know I told you and Fluttershy about my...being attracted to you girls and that you two didn't mind too much, but...do the others dislike the idea?"

Dash started to tighten her grip on me. It should of really hurt, but I couldn't bring myself to feel anything but comfort. I wanted to kiss her. I really did. "No Coal...they don't care about that. Most of them kinda feel the same way..." I could feel Dash flinch after making that statement.

I was in shock...my feelings weren't entirely one sided, but Dash's reaction led me to believe that she wasn't supposed to confess that. I had to try and reassure her, but I was still in a bit of shock myself. "I take it that you weren't really supposed to admit that...were you?" I could feel Dash shake her head against my cheek. "Don't worry Dashie...I won't tell any pony that I know, but...d-do...do you feel that way?" I immediately regretted asking that, but I had to know!

Dash lifted herself up from my cheek and looked at me. She had such a soft expression on her face, but she was troubled. "You don't have to answer that Dashie, but...I want you to know that...I...I..." before I could finish Dash leaned in and planted her lips upon mine. My eyes shot open, but started to roll into the back of my head at the contact. I was hurt yes, but it wasn't like with Applejack. I was very much in my right mind and could enjoy every millisecond of it. Her lips were softer and a little smaller than Applejack's, but she was more forceful. She leaned in further and further. I couldn't feel anything but our contact anymore. She had complete and total control over me. She kissed me like that for several minutes. My mind was blank...all I knew...all I could know...was that I loved this pony and I didn't want this to end.

After what felt like only seconds; the door to the room swung open making Dash jump back off the bed. At the loss of the contact I could now think again. I could feel my body slowly building of strength. I started pulling myself up the bed, so that I would be leaning upright. I could now see everything and in the doorway...was a very surprised little filly. It was Scootaloo....FUCK!

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*yawn* Oh lord.. I feel like I'm sleeping on a clou- What in the shit? Oh. God. I'm on a cloud. Like, seriously. What is this witchcraft? Am I dreaming?

I lifted myself up and tried to stand bet fell face first back on the cloud. “Ow..” Stupid hooves! Wait...Hooves?! I AM dreaming! Wait, why the fuck am I yellow? I DIDN'T ASK FOR THIS. * sigh* Whatever. I'm a pony...Wait, why do I feel stuff on my sides?

I looked back and to my delight I see two big yellow wings with black metal bracers. They looked Greek from what I could tell. My wings look metallic...Weird.. That's how my tail looks too. It prongs out in three different spots and it colored black yellow black. Heh, BLACK AN' YELLOW, BLACK AN' YELLOW, BLACK AN' YELLOW. Sorry, I will never do that again.

Oddly enough, my wings feel like my arms when I'm a human. Wait, when I'm a hu- What the fuck is wrong with me?! I sound like I've been TRANASFORMED or something! Haha! I really am an idiot sometimes! But, in all seriousness. They feel like my arms! Alright, I can do this...JUMP!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! HOLY FUCK! FALLING SO FAAAAAST! SHIT! MAYDAY! CAPTAIN! WE'RE GOING DOWN!

Stay calm! Just lift your wings and- WHOA! I'M FLYIN! LOOK MA, I'M FLYING! WHOOO! This shit's AWESOME! Alright, loosing speed...Turn at an angel aaaaand....YES! MORE SPEED! For a first time flier, I'm not doing too bad! Now, for some tricks!

Alright, just pretend you're doing a backflip. Like the old days of Parkour! *shudder* Alright, NEVERMIND THE PARKOUR. Just pretend you're doing a backflIIIIIP WHOOO! OH MY GOD! YEESS! Rainbowdash would be proud!

Oh my God, this is so exhilarating! I am having a blast with this! I feel like Super Ma- Errr... SUPER PONY. WHOOO! I love doing those backflips man! Whoa, shit! I wobbled...What the sh- WHOA. TURBULENCE! FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK! NOT GOOD! Drop my alti- FUCK! I'M GOING DOOOOWWN!

I went down like a shooting star with my yellow coat. I crash landed in Twilight's library and it hurt like hell! I don't know why, but I hear Rainbowdash laughing. What was so fucking funny? That I crashed through the fucking WINDOW? I tried to get to my feet but there were shards of glass in my legs and in my wings as well. It felt like twenty-million little needles digging into my flesh. I honestly couldn't stand this pain. I opened my eyes to see I landed in from of a mirror. I almost puked at what I saw. I had red eyes, no pupils. My hair was jet black and straight, like I gelled it like that. There was a single yellow strip down the middle, like the pattern in my tail. Oh lord, the blood is pooling around me. My face is cut up and my wings looked like they were about to fall off.

GAH.. I'm in so much pain right now... Why won't anypony help me?! I tried to call for help, but all that came out was a pathetic whine. I cursed myself for doing that. I'm so fucking STUPID. UGH. Why do I always FUCK SHIT UP for myself!? I'm a failure at being a pony just as much as being a human being. Maybe I should just give up...

I looked at the mirror again and went wide eyed when Vinyl stepped up behind me, nuzzling my face and putting her wet cheek on mine. “V-Vinyl...” I was able to weakly mutter her name under my breathe.

“Shhh..It'll all be...*sniff* Over soon...”

WHAT. OH SHIT NO. “W-What are you tal-” Oh no... Why does she have a knife? Oh shit... No...She's raising it up.. Fuck...no...No...NOO...NONONONO!

SLICE

“V-...Vinyl?” The white mare's neck slowly was dyed in her own crimson blood. She fell to the ground, dead. I was horrified, sickened, and angry at the same time. I started to cry silent tears as I watched the blood pour onto the ground. I managed to crawl my way over to Vinyl's body and stroke on her mane a bit.

My eyes then made their way over to the bloodied knife lying right next to her hoof. I weakly reached for it and took it into my grasp. It was hard to do, but I eventually got it in my hoof. I brought it over to the two of us and I looked into Vinyl's souless eyes. “Don't worry babe.. I'm coming for ya..”

As I put the knife to my neck, a song popped into my head as I looked back at Vinyl's body. You had my heart....At least for the most part......'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime.... We fell apart let's make a new start.... 'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime.....But baby don't cry.....

Tears formed in my eyes as the song's slow part played in my head again and again. I nuzzled my face in Vinyl's chest, taking in her sweet scent. Her coat stated to get wet and matted from my tears. I wanted her back. Even if it means following her into hell and dragging her out. "I'm commin babe..."

SLICE

Author's Note: ....I told you I'm fucked up in the head...