I don't know how I can start this, it's just to hard as it is. It all started on a adventure, this adventure seemed good....at first. Then it started to show its bad side. See me and my friend, Ozymanedias. Me and him where rivals before, we fought over this mare, Dawn Flash. We both fell in love with her, and then we realized we both had the same intentions for her. She then got pregnant, but she didn't know who the father was. So this looked bad at first, till she told me it was my foal. I didn't know how to take that since I was only 19 at the time. I didn't know anything about fatherhood, or how a foal even acted. It left me with mixed emotions.
Soon me and Ozy where at a ball for the lunar princesses birthday. I got first invitation to it since I was one of her elite royal guards. Dawn was there as well, till she left because of something that had happened, I cant spare the details since it was classified. So I followed her home from the sky, since I was a Pegasus. So was Ozy except he could never fly, always was a funny thing about him. When I followed her home, I saw Ozy propose to her. My heart felt like it was going to be sliced. I hoped she would say no, She knows that I loved her as well................but she said yes, and then soon we found out the baby was Ozy's. This left me in despair, I got drunk.......got bucked by a random mare named snake eyes. It was horrible, but.....I digress.
Soon me and Ozy where on adventures together. Finding ancient books, and made some mistakes we regretted. But that made us friends for some reason. Then that adventure came......that moment.......it sucked.
Ozy and me where on this ship, we where captured by pirates. And then we sided them, and helped them fight there enemies. I also met a mare named sapphire, she was a beautiful unicorn. With her long blue and light purple hair. and dark blue fur. She always took my breathe away. We met when I got a knife to my wing. She comforted me by hugging me and making sure I felt ok. Me and her related because of the fact that we had someone to take care of back home. The one I had to take care of was my daughter, Blue Frost. I adopted her when she was only five. Her parents abandoned her and made her live in a foster home since they couldn't afford to support her. so I decided to take her. Back to the story
Me and Ozy where ready to sneak upon a ship and blow it up. Then soon as the bombs where set, he knocked me out, put me on a escape boat then pushed it away. He sacrificed himself t blow up the ship, he died.....and I still mourn his death. I regret all the times I gave him a hard time.......I.....I...... I cant stand it. And I don't want to talk about Dawn.....But she wasn't doing to good once she found out.
And after that I suffered a loss of another friend, Toby, Toby Uchiha. He was a very weird masked pony. He never dared showed his face, always hidden and only one eye showed in his orange mask of his. But that eye....was something else let me tell you. But we where fighting or racing with other ponies who wanted to find this magical wishing old stallion, that turned out to be a book that if you wrote in it, it granted you a wish. Before we could even get to it, a tremor hit the area we where in, and at this time we where in a cave. And my daughter..........almost died....I couldn't even protect her. A pillar came down on top of us. Toby caught Blue Frost my daughter after she fell of my back when I was galloping out of danger, and he threw her to me. Keeping her from being impaled with the pillar. toby took the hit. I watched it pierce him. killed him. hopeless. all. hopeless. when he died my daughter mourned his death, and we tried to bring him back with the wishing book once we found it, But we soon found out. That during the earthquake, a filly died to. and we could only make one wish, so the filly was brought back. And toby, stayed dead.
And then reality hit me.......I can die......life sucks........I went on every adventure thinking I am invincible, i could take on the world. But life has that way of saying buck you. And sometimes you have to live through it, life can have its good sides. but also bad. That's how I saw it......before it ended.