Eyes of Stone

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Chapter 9
Old friends, Newer enemies

You sit at the bar and wait. 'Frost is suppose to be here...' Fern sat down next to you she had a few herself. It was almost three and Luna hadn't shown up either. Fern lives at the bar so she wasn't to worried about going home.

"You sure she's gonna be here?" Fern asked in a slurred voice. You gave a slight nod. Se wouldn't come and you knew it. Luna was asleep in the castle. You may have not been bonded long but you knew that complete shut down of emotions is either death or sleep. Since you hadn't felt pain it couldn't be the former. She was out cold probably cried herself to sleep again.

"You knowz you're a real lookerrrr..." Fern was checking you out. You flexed a few muscles showing off your toned body which elicited a high pitched*SQUEE* from her. If you still worked out at the farm you probably wouldn't have so lean. Usually a barrel the size Fern made you move wouldn't have made you break a sweat. Let alone put some small amount of strain on your body.

"Really now?" You lift your mug pretending to drink. You hadn't had anything in it since two. She nods planting ahoof near your crotch. You weren't really looking for company tonight but she was. You removed her hoof and set it in her own lap. She doesn't let your hoof get far away.

"You know... *hic* I could give you a bonus if you start today..." Your eyes were halfway shut and you knew a terrible hangover would hit in the morning.

"I'm not sleeping with you..." She frowned at the comment.

"Am I not pretty enough? Or are you into princesses and desperate... I can be desperate too you know..." You chuckle and lay a hoof on her shoulder.

"I'm trying to kick the habit... You got a spare bed?" She looked at you for a few seconds before shaking her head. She nuzzled you hoof on her shoulder with her muzzle and had bedroom eyes.

"No... Just mine.. I don't usually have any pony over... I haven’t been laid in years..." Her hoof slowly slid back to you crotch giving you a few soft rubs.

"Don’t plan on it anytime soon if you want me... I got enough problems with Luna... I don't need any from Celestia." Fern's other hoof pushed yours off her shoulder and then wrapped around your body. She pulled you into a tight embrace while still fondling your stallionhood. You sigh and pretend to take another sip. 'Maybe if I try enough it will fill itself...'

"Could you at least stay over tonight?" You chuckle at the irony of that question.

"I'm kind of stuck here as is..." You felt the rubbing stop and looked to find Fern asleep on your shoulder. "Well I guess I got to find the bedroom..." You pull her up into your forehooves and toss her onto your back. She landed pretty softly and didn't stir. Taking a few steps towards the back you look back to the door. 'Fuck it's still unlocked...' Trotting over you flick the switch and hit the lights. The back had a soft glow to it and led the way.

You reached the hall and turned those lights off as well. You continued to the back and found the bedroom with ease. It was small with a few accessories here and there but not much. You placed her onto the bed and pulled the covers over her. She snuggled into the sheets with a warm smile. You laugh at her cuteness. You stop and your eyes go wide. 'Wait... WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST LAUGH FOR!?!?' You curse yourself and face hoof.

Turning a three-sixty you survey the room for another item to sleep on. Nothing was there. Sighing you crawl into the bed and pull her into your embrace. You look down at her head resting in your shoulder and sighed. Her eyes opened a tad and soon just a bit more. She caught your gaze and smiled.

"We didn't do anything..."

"I knowz... I just happy you’re staying..." She kissed you lightly before rolling you onto your back. Her head snaked up onto your chest and got comfy. The rest of her body pressed against yours and gripped tightly. Her legs wrapped around one of yours and one of her fore hooves was idly tracing circles on your belly.

You wrap a hoof around her back and give her a little tease by prodding her flank. She rolled a little and gave you more access to it. You gently rub her cutie mark. She watched as you member slowly unsheathed and grew with dirty thoughts. A slow hoof worked its way down and began to message it.

"I said we aren't doing anything..." You scold her as she moves her other hoof to play with you.

"I'm not..." She said slyly and moved closer to your crotch. Her head was laying on your stomach and her rump stuck out in the air. You stare at her blankly but let her continue. She moved slowly down and kissed the tip lightly.

"Don't... I'm gonna get out of this bed... I told you we are NOT doing anything..." You raised your voice but her coy smile stayed.

"We are not doing anything... But I am..." She pulled back and slid your member into her mouth. Just the tip at first but slowly she slid down and was able to fit it all in. You felt her tongue wrap around and slide this way and that. It felt good even if you wanted it to stop. You slowly move a hoof down to her head and caress her cheek. She nuzzles it but keeps attention on the object in her mouth.

"Mmmmm... Stop..." You say weakly. She had a magical mouth. She pulled it out and nibbled on the tip. You shutter at the feeling. You felt the bed shift as Fern sat up. Her hindlegs wrapped over your hips and her marehood pressed up into your balls. You blush a little at this. No pony ever played with your balls like this. Her hips began to grind along. Her hooves and mouth still worked your cock.

"Now what was that?" She said giving your tip another nip. "You want more?"

"Stop!" You yell pushing her off. "I said... WE ARE NOT DOING ANYTHING!!!" You huffed a little out of breath. You look down at her quivering body. "Sorry... I'm just not in the mood..." You reached a hoof down to her. She backed away at first. You touched her cheek and she winced. "Look..." You paused and got up out of her bed. "I need some time..."

"Wait... Please don't go... I'll stop..." She was crying. You cringed on the inside. 'Confound these mares...' You walk back over to her and draw her into an embrace. She buries her face into your chest and wept. You lowered your muzzle to rest on her head. A hoof ran up and down her back. She stopped crying and snuggled a little deeper. You looked down at her making her stare up at you. You couldn't break eye contact as you laid her on the bed. She lifted her muzzle up and kissed you lightly. You kissed lightly back.

"I’m sorry for yelling..." You say in a husky voice.

"It's okay... Just make it up to me..." She whispered in your ear as she pulled you down on top of her. You didn't stop her.

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You woke up with Fern on your chest. You smiled at moved some of her mane out of her face. She looked beautiful. You stopped. 'GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!!!!' You nudged her making her wake up. She kissed you and pulled away.

"Sorry for last night..." She whispered with another kiss. "I really had a nice time... You probably need to get back to Luna..." She kissed you again just a bit more forcefully. "Now I know why my sister loves you..." You rolled her over and gave her a quick kiss.

"No... This is why she loves me..." You slid into her slightly. She giggled and pulled you the rest of the way in.

"Yep... That’s another reason..." She gasped. "Deeper... Harder..." You chuckle at her demands.

"I got to leave soon..." She growled at you and her face grew into a scowl.

"You better bucking finish!" She said pouting. This made you burst into to laughter.

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Luna looked out the window and sighed. She forgot to pick you up last night and regretted it.

"We forgot him sister... We should have been there... Now he's with another mare..." Celestia frowned at her sister and rubbed her flank.

"Don't worry... He will be here soon and i highly doubt he's with another mare... In fact I know he's not with another mare." Luna looked up to her sister.

"You’re sure?" Luna asked. Celestia nodded and leaned down to kiss her sister on the lips.

"We can 'punish' him if he was." Luna smiled and laughed.

"You better not hog him this time!" Luna yelled running out the door. Celestia chased her down the hall.

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Leaving the bar you walk around Canterlot. You watched the higher class ponies strut around like they had something rammed in their ass. You laugh a very devious laugh. Sitting down at a local restaurant you wait for some pony to come by. A cough made you turn to the other side of the table.

Ice sat there facing the street. You turned back as well and sat in silence. A small shuffle moved across the table. Without looking you reached out and pulled it closer. Picking it up you read the top and set it back down and shove it over to Ice.

"When do you leave?" You ask.

"Tomorrow... Frost will be taking the senior position but will still need some help..." Ice coughed again and dropped a few bits onto the table. A waiter came by and dropped off two steaming glasses of tea. Ice tapped the glasses and pushed one over.

"Will you ever come back?" You had a bit of concern in your voice.

"No... I have some ghosts that need to be faced... I might not come back... I might not even stay in Equestria..." He took a long sip from his tea. You followed suit and set the glass down with a long 'AHHHHHHH' then smacked your lips. It was rather good. Rose tea with a hint of nutmeg and a touch of sunflower seeds. A lemon sat on the side of the fancy glass but it was frozen solid thanks to Ice.

"I'll miss ya..."

"You barely know me..."

"I know but you’re a friend... I don't have many friends nor would I call many ponies a friend... I don't want to see you go... Face your dreams and your nightmares... Be safe..." You got up and walked away. You wouldn't turn around you couldn't turn around. 'No emotions...' You thought as you headed for the castle.

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You entered the castle and made your way towards Luna's bed chambers. It was easy to find now that you somewhat knew your way around the castle. Opening the doors you slid in. No guards where posted nor was the door locked. 'Something’s up...' You froze as you breathe in. A strong smell hit your nostrils that was very familiar yet you couldn't pin it. You looked around the room. No pony but yourself inhabited it.

Walking over to the bathroom you crack the door and poke your head in. Nothing: you shrugged and walked back to the bed.

"I'm imagining things again..." You sigh as you approach the bed.

"Or you're not..." Your eyes flew open and you shoot your gaze up.

"OH FUCK ME!!" You yell before something hit you making you black out.

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You opened your eyes. There was nothing around you in the small room. A light hung above you making you the only light source. You couldn't see anything outside the light. You moved a little there was a chair next to you but it just sat there. You looked around and sighed.

"Guess that's my seat?" You felt a rush of air brush you. "I'll take that as a yes..." You plant your rump in the chair and wait. "Well I guess I got nothing better to do..." You felt a thump in your chest. Looking down you felt your heart barely beat. It was so slow and soft. It had never been this slow. "How am I still alive?" You tried to sigh but you realize your lungs had no oxygen.

"HOW THE FUCK AM I ALIVE! HOW THE FUCK AM I TALKING!" You moved a hoof up to your mouth. It was taped over and was sealed tight. You moved your hoof lower to your chest. Sure enough it was very slow and weak. You tried to feel the bond with Luna but nothing was there.

A figured stepped into the light. It wore a robe that was pure black and was very hard to see if it hadn't been for its shadow. Another gust of wind hit you. "Fine... I'll sit down..." You planted your rump on the chair and propped your head on one of your hooves.

"You know you caused a lot of ruckus these past few weeks... We have been watching you..." You rolled your eyes and huffed.

"I got things to do so can I leave?" You felt a whispers pass your ears. You scratched your ears and flapped them to get the sounds out. They didn't quit.

"You can't leave... You’re stuck here..." The figure said in a raspier tone. You turned around nothing else stood in the light.

"So who is 'we' and where is here?" The figure turned its head slightly to stare at something in the distance. You follow its gaze and see another light on. Another figure stood there but it was really hard to miss. Your mother stood there with a smile. You turn to the figure again. Its gaze shifted in another direction.

You look over to see your father with a deathly stare. You cringed a little. Turning back to the figure it reached up to its hood. It stopped after revealing a muzzle. It had a rather weird smile. But what scared you was that the muzzle was nothing but bone.

"Would you like to see more?" It said its voice had changed again this time into a more feminine tone. You shook your head and stood up.

"I'm out of here..." A force pushed you back into the chair and ropes tied you down. The tape on your mouth pressed harder on your skin.

"You are not going anywhere until you decide..." 'Decide what?' You wonder. A muffled sound escaped the tape but if wasn't very understandable. "You know what you need to decide... You are at war..." 'War?' "Yes war... With yourself... You body is tearing itself apart... You need to do something now..." You looked at the figure as it faded into the darkness.

You turned to where the lights were and they faded as well. You close your eyes and forced them open hoping it was all just a dream. A hall had appeared in front of you. Looking to the walls you noticed pictures. Each of them was a part of your life. To the left you saw all the great memories. Glancing to the right you saw all the bad.

Walking a few feet down you noticed the hallways stretched on very far. You felt a bump on your flank. "Walk... You must decide... Live through your life and pick... You cannot live like this anymore..." Again the figure pushed you and you moved along looking at each picture in turn. The figure moved to you side. One on each side now.

"How many of you are there?"

"Do not ask questions any more... Just walk..."

"Fine... You know you could at least be nicer..."

"We are not nice... We represent each of your emotions... You have none therefore we are nothing... The absence of all emotions is basically the same as rude but without the caring ability to give one single fuck..." You recognized those words to be your own.

The hall stretched on. You stopped at some good memories and laughed at the pictures. The bad memories forced you to stop. Anger built up with each one. Slowly you felt something grow in your heart. It beat normally now. The bond was still missing but your felt at peace.

You tried to stop letting your emotions take control. You were the absence of emotion as the rather weird pony had said. You looked one last time to the end of the hall there was a door but it was still a ways off.

You looked left and saw each of the mares in your life. Stopping you looked left. Each of the hated ponies showed up as well. You saw your dad and bullies in school. You hadn't gone long but mom always wanted and educated child.

"It is time..." The two figures shoved you through the door that had somehow manifested in front of you. Another black room. Slowly lights flickered on. In each spot light stood one of your loves. You smiled a little at each. They faded off and soon more lights turned on. This time displaying each of the hates in your life. You grimaced at the set and they soon faded into the darkness.

"You want happiness... Right?" You nod at the figure who had stepped beside you. "You want hatred also... Right?" Again you nod. It was natural to feel both. "You can't live with both... You will die if it continues... Which do you want more?"

"Happiness..." You say quickly. The figure bumps you making you walk into the darkness.

"Very well..." A mysterious voice said in front of you. A light turned on and your mother sat quietly on the ground. You stepped into the light and smiled at her. "I am proud of you son... You must choose wisely though... With happiness can come dread and pain... With hatred can come pride and of course accomplishment..." You stare at the mare.

"I don't understand..." You mom smiled at you.

"Of course not dear... It will come to you eventually... Now pick..." You looked at her for a second. You opened your mouth to speak but another figure approached from behind you mom. It was your father, he looked the same as the day you left him on the floor to bleed out. You smiled at the thought.

"That's right... Let the anger fill you... Let the pride and the warmth of some pony else’s pain fill you..." He circled around the light and smiled wickedly. You snarled at him when he approached. This made him stop midstride to regard you then he continued around.

"Hun, you must choose one of us... We live you know..." Your mom said in a hushed tone as her eyes followed your father around the circle.

"Your decision will decide the rest of your life... You can't escape us any longer... We live in you... We are a part of you..." You shake your head.

"No! That is impossible! I KILLED YOU!" You scream at your father. He smiled. Somehow his form became more visible. He pointed to your mom she had faded a little. "Wha-what is happening?!" You yell with concern.

"Whichever path you pick will stay and the other will be forever forgotten..." You run to her and hug her.

"Don't leave... Please..." Her form became more visible and soon it was solid. You hugged tighter but fell over as she disappeared. "What? WHAT!?!" You cried out. "Where... WHERE DID SHE GO?!" Another robed figure appeared and beckoned you to follow. You didn't hesitate.

Another hallway formed in front of you. You stopped. "I AM NOT DOING THIS AGAIN!" You yell at the robed pony.

"Fine by us..." It jumped at you and pushed you back. You fell to the ground with a THUMP. You watched as more lights flicked on. You saw each of your loves again. They stood close to each other. You stood up and walked over. They all had beaming smiles on their faces. 'Windy... Fluttershy... MoonJade... Luna... Scarlet... Fern...' You looked at each one after another.

"Hey..." They all moved closer and took a kiss in turn.

"We love you... You know that right..." You nodded.

"Windy why are you in the lineup?" You asked shaking a little.

"I'm here..." She poked your chest. "I will always be there..." She smiled and faded away. You turned to the others.

"Well... I can't have all of you..." They nod.

"We know babe..." Jade said with a wink. "You need to pick... You can only have one of us..." You look at them each and felt your heart go out to each. You wanted them all but you couldn't have them all.

"I can't... You turned away and started towards the blackness but once you lifted a hoof to enter it a wall stopped you. A figure walked out from where you were about to step.

"No... You must choose... You must choose your mare..." The pony backed up into the darkness. You turned back to the mares.

"I can't... I just can't choose... I love you all... I... I..."

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Celestia walked into Luna's room. "Hmmm... She said he was in here for a second... Where did he go?" She looked around and tried to find him. "Weird the guards said he entered and didn't come out so he has to be here..." The window was open but Celestia shook her head. "He can't fly..." She left the room and walked down the hall. A guard stepped in front of her.

"Princess... Did you find him?" Celestia shook her head and pushed the guard to the side.

"Search the castle... NOW!" Celestia roared and stormed off. Her hair began to spaz out. "FIND THAT SON OF A BITCH!"

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"I... Can't have any of you... I don't deserve any of you..." Your mother walked out from the bleak and approached you.

"You are right... You don't deserve them... You don't deserve to live... They love you for who you are though..."

"We do... We love you very much!" Fluttershy said.

"We want you to hold us... I want you more..." Jade said slyly with a flick of her tail.

"You know it isn't as difficult a choice as you make it..." Fern said kissing you.

"STOP! Please... I... I just can't take it... I don't want any of you... Yet i want all of you to be happy... I know the only way is to have me..." A soft hoof rested on your shoulder. Soon more joined in.

"Good... You have taken the first step..." The hooves dissipated and another bleak form was standing in front of you. "Now you must go and live your life... Keep in mind of other's emotions... They are key to your happiness..."

A force pushed you away from the light making you scream.

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THUMP

You hit the ground very hard. You were back in Luna's room. It hadn't changed but it was night time. You couldn't even move. Pure shock coursed through your veins.

"WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED?!?!" You yelled out. "WHY THE FUCK DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME!!!"

Author's Note:

Hope you enjoyed this long chapter! Some will be this long some will get longer! Most will be the same though...

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