Out of Control
12 - Honor And Dignity
Previous ChapterNext ChapterBrynja drops you off, ignoring your pleas to stay with you.
You quickly run to the Town Square, but the relative safety of the public can't stop Lyndwin from just following you. And not even in secret, she just walks right behind you.
“Lyndwin, please leave me alone, I don't want whatever you have in mind.” you tell her.
”Shut up, just wait until nogriffon is watching.” she says impatient.
She looks around, most probably not going to happen here. The market is your most favorite place right now. Lots of eyes, no abandoned alleys, she has no chance of doing something here!
But the open space also makes it impossible to lose her, if you actually manage to get separated from her, she just flies up and finds you with her sharp griffon eyes.
”You can't win this boy, give it up and I'll just beat you up a little.” she says annoyed.
Feeling safe, you give her a piece of your mind “What the hell do you even want from me? There are like a thousand creatures you can bother, leave me the fuck alone!”
”Just talk some more, I'll make you regret every fucking word you say boy.” she has a hard time suppressing her anger now, shit.
“Why Me?!”
She attempts to push you unobtrusively away from any crowds, but you hold unobtrusively against her.
”You're with Gilda, that's enough reason.”
“So if I leave her flock you will leave me alone?”
”No.”
“Why? Then I'm not with Gilda anymore, right? That doesn't make any sense!”
This is getting ridiculous.
”I can't believe you're telling me that you consider betraying her, you must be pretty stupid.”
...
Yeah, that was a bad idea, better shut the fuck up.
“Please, just leave me alone.”
”No. Not until I have what I want.”
She never leaves your side for two hours, always trying to separate you from the crowd.
It is so annoying, but the thought of her toys is a good incentive to keep going.
Then you see Fluttershy. There are lots of conflicted feelings inside you right now, but you will give her another chance, she is supposed to be kind after all and she was the least worst of the three that...fuck no, you don't give her another chance!
Lyndwin notices you staring at Fluttershy with various expressions. The fact that you turn around and try to keep out of her sight is enough reason for her to shout and wave her over.
Oh shit.
The yellow menace reluctantly comes closer.
Fuck this shit!
You use the lack of attention that Lyndwin pays you and slip away once more, this time you run from the market. That's the first place she will scan with her griffon vision after all. Then you need to find shelter, she will search the entire village when she realizes that you are not at the market anymore.
You slip through an alley and leave the market, so far so good.
Now where to? You have t-
”Nice try boy, but not good enough.” she is right behind you.
She turns around and gives Fluttershy a thumbs up through the alley.
You bolt away with all you've got. You don't care where to, as long as you get away from that fucking avian.
From time to time you look back, she is nowhere to be seen.
Weird, but good.
Eventually you tire out, looks like you got away. You can't believe it, you really got away, damn you're good!
After just a few steps you get grabbed and lifted, a vice grip around your neck and left arm keeps you from falling as Ponyville shrinks under your feet.
The grip around your neck is too much.
You black out.
”Look, he's waking up, I told you I didn't kill him.” a voice says as you regain consciousness.
Your left arm hurts like hell, as you stand up you notice that you're surrounded by three griffons. One of them is Lyndwin, the others you have seen only for a massage at best.
”Told you so.” one of them says and receives a pouch of bits from the other one.
”Next time I'll get you Lilja.” says the one that is one pouch of bits lighter.
You rub your sore neck. Lyndwin looks very mad.
”Hold him.” she says angrily.
Both of your arms are constricted.
”Don't you know that griffons hunt in prides boy? You should look up more often.” the black griffon says.
She clenches her talon slowly into a fist while glaring at you.
“I'm sure we can talk abpfoofh-” her fist meets your gut, pain spreads throughout your body.
”Thanks for wasting my time you little fucker.” she hisses, then gives you a blow to the head, your world starts spinning and you have to lean into the two griffons that hold you.
“Lyndwin, please-” another blow to the stomach, all air escapes your lungs and refuses to come back.
You wheeze and pant as she hits you again and again. You can feel three ribs break in three different blows. The griffons drop you after your responses to Lyndwin's bashing become weaker.
”You really can't take a beating, huh boy? Be happy I held back.” she says arrogant.
“Stop...*huff*...please...” breathing is a major task right now.
She grabs your right arm and stretches it, running her claws along it.
”So...it'd be a shame if you lost your precious little arm, no?”
Her grip around your wrist tightens painfully and she pulls the arm upwards, you stand on your knees now and hold your arm with the other one.
“No please, I'll do whatever you want. Please stop.” you beg her.
Pain shoots through your arm as she twists it, you scream.
”You're not getting off that easily, you're not going to defy me again. When I'm done with you, you'll be begging to be my servant!” the other two griffons laugh nasty.
With a quick motion she dislocates your arm, at the same time she grabs your neck and chokes you, hindering you from screaming. The pain is unbearable and you struggle as much as you can, she lets go of your arm and punches you another time in the guts hard.
”If you scream, I'll break both of your legs. Understood?”
You nod in panic.
She releases her grip and you cower down, gasping for air and groaning
in pain.
You didn't think she'd get that violent!
Your right arm hangs limp to the ground, tears start welling up in your eyes.
“I'm...*huff*...sorry...please stop...”
She pulls your head back into your neck by the hair and breathes into your face ”You will be boy, I haven't even started yet.” her voice is much calmer, but that doesn't calm you down a bit.
“Please...you can't do this.” Gilda said they won't break the law!
”I don't think so, you know, that pony princess of yours only said that we are not allowed to harm her subjects. YOU were NOT mentioned...”
Her eyes wander over you, looking for the next spot to inflict pain on your body.
That fucking Celestia bitch, you knew she hated you somehow, she only acts nice!
Lyndwin bites into your upper arm. Her beak draws blood momentarily, searing pain shoots through it.
She shakes and rips at you, and actually manages to rip a small chunk of flesh out of you, you want to scream but can't find the air to do so.
All you can do is to watch in horror as she eats a piece of you slowly right in front of you.
You are nothing more than food to her...
She could kill you any second and wouldn't even be held accountable for it...
A knot forms in your stomach, fear overwhelms reason and your hands start to shake uncontrollably.
You can feel your face becoming pale and you piss yourself, losing control of some of your body functions.
She can just kill you if she wants, or torture you to death, no strings attached...
The wound bleeds heavily
”What are you doing?!” Fluttershy's voice squeaks from somewhere “Stop!”
It's unbelievable, but the pink haired epitome of shyness actually throws herself between you and Lyndwin.
”Yeah, what's going on?!” sounds like Flutters brought Rainbow Dash along...
You don't listen to the following discussion, but Lyndwin eventually withdraws angrily.
As Fluttershy wants to look at your injuries you hug her spontaneously, tears running down your face. Somehow you have to think back to the party you threw for Pinkie...
Fluttershy gives you a loving hug and a few kisses, calming you down somewhat. Then she starts her nursery.
“Thank you Fluttershy, thank you Rainbow, thank you.” the words almost come of their own, they saved your life!
”I'm gonna have a word with Gilda, how can she let this happen?!” Rainbow is angry.
”Anon, uhm...can you walk? My cottage isn't far, I can treat you there properly...if you'd like.”
You nod.
Dash helps you up and supports you ”Anon, what's with your arm?”
“Just dislocated.” you say.
Eventually you arrive at Fluttershy's home and get patched up, Rainbow helps putting your arm back into its joint, then leaves with an angry face.
“Fluttershy?”
”Yes?” she asks sheepishly.
“Can I stay here for tonight?” you ask her beaten.
You just want to curl up inside a closet and cry for the rest of the day.
Fluttershy gives you a loving hug and a kiss on the cheek “Of course you can, as long as you like.”
She might be a little clingy, but you don't want it any other way right now.
You bath together, you eat together, take care of some animals together and sleep together. Fluttershy doesn't try anything, she just cuddles with you.
The incident replays over and over again in your mind, a nightmare of Lyndwin haunts you that night. At least Fluttershy is there for you, snuggling you when you wake up and loving the fear out of you.
That night you forgive Fluttershy, and Rainbow will get her chance for that.
You even think about giving Applejack another shot.
One thing at a time though.
The next day comes and you get ready to go to the spa. Every fiber in you body tells you to stay away from any griffons, but it was only one of them, and they might ALL get angry if you deny them their massages and preenings...
You fight with fear all the way, but you realize how stupid that is as the first griffons welcome you friendly as you open the spa for them.
Prepare baths, rasp claws, massage, preen, repeat.
After some time you spy Lilja under the customers, your heart sinks into your pants, but she seems oblivious to what happened yesterday.
That's right, you are not Anonymous right now, you are just the guy that gives massages and shit. You don't think she even recognized you, she leaves without incident when done.
Prepare baths, rasp claws, massage, preen, repeat.
It's actually pretty relaxing, knowing that you are safe here, there are lots of griffons from your flock that you recognize.
The opening time ends and the last customers leave satisfied, as the last one leaves a new one enters.
“Sorry, the Day Spa is cl-”
The black tinted griffon!
Lyndwin!
”Lookie there, who do we have here? How's the shoulder?” she asks like caring about you.
The horror from yesterday is alive again, you can practically see her eating your flesh again, did she come to finish the job?
Fear makes your knees wobbly.
She walks over to you like nothing bad happened and lays an arm around your neck.
It's too much, your legs give way and you land on your ass.
”Huh?” she looks at you dumbfounded as you watch her from down there, then she starts laughing furiously ”BWAHAHAHA!!! HOW DID YOU EVER END UP IMPRESSING GILDA! HAHAHAHA!!!”
Get away from her! Evacuate immediately! Leave the ship! This bird is bad for you!
You turn around and crawl away from her but a talon grabs your ankle and pulls you back.
“P-Please...” is all you can bring out.
She holds you by the collar and yanks you on your feet.
”I'm not angry at you anymore, you don't have to piss your pants again. I just wanted to try out this spa thing everygriffon is talking about. So how this work?”
“W-We have closed for today, p-please come back the day after tomorrow.”
This has to work, if she is playing by the rules that is...
”I'm sure you can make an exception for your best friend Lyndwin...” her voice becomes threatening “...am I right?”
A nod is all you can do, better keep her happy.
”So, what do I have to do? You won't get a chance to order me around very often boy.”
“Please make yourself comfortable there.” you point at the concentration of loungers, she really listens to you.
Everything goes as usual, she watches your every move and is reluctant at first when you come with the rasps.
An short explanation later she agrees and you rasp them clean and shiny...dangerous! But this way the wound she will inflict on you will be more clean.
Despite being half feline, all griffons love baths and so does Lyndwin. She tells you about her heroic deeds and you have to towel her dry afterward.
The massage also goes according to plan, you are about to wrap it up as she grabs you and pushes you over the armrest of a lounger, just like yesterday.
You expect her dry humping again, but she does something else.
Oh no, she has her bags! Where did they come from?!
Shitshitshitshitshitshitshisthisthist!
She lets go of you for a second to put something on, but quickly grabs you when you attempt to flee.
”You want me to get angry again?!”
“Nonono!”
”Then stay put.” she growls.
She throws you over the lounger again, ass up, and straps on her strap-on!
No way out, she might get not interrupted this time if you piss her off, the chance is not worth it...right?
At least she isn't going to kill you this way...except for your pride.
She has the 'classic cat' strapped on as she pulls down your pants, this is going to be messy. But instead of nailing you right away she grabs for something else, shoves a slim something up your ass and your stomach becomes cold from intruding fluids.
“W-What are you doing?!” you spout out in surprise.
”I don't want your shit all over me...” she retracts the thing, it looks like a huge syringe without needle “...now do what you have to do.” she grins.
A moment later it hits you like a minotaur pugilist, you hurry to the toilet and poop more than you ever did before in one session. She repeats doing that two more times until you only expel the water she injects.
Then she puts you back over the lounger, at this point you already accepted your fate. You can't run from her anyway, even if you manage to escape her, one-thirds of all the griffons are in her flock and she knows where you live...please, let a miracle happen!
Lyndwin goes over the assortment of lotions and oils ”Quite the collection you've got here, all yours?”
“N-No, I'm only an employee here, the Spa Ponies, Lotus Blossom and Aloe own this place.”
”Hrmpfh. Oh, I know that one.” she grabs one of the bottles and pours it over her toy, then she rubs it over your hindquarters.
”If you don't relax, I might tear something important.” she places the pointed tip at your anus and pushes forward, her talons rest on your hips but you just can't relax at all, ass shut tight like the virgin hole it is.
”Do that thing when you poop.” she whispers.
“What? Won't that get everyth-”
”No, there's nothing left inside you, heh, you also won't have to take a shit for a few days.”
Not wanting her to rupture your anus, you do as she says.
You can stifle a “Please be gentle.” before her toy easily pushes past your sphincter.
You expected a large amount of pain, but the relatively soft toy doesn't hurt at all.
Lyndwin pushes deeper until she bottoms out, her talons are placed on your shoulders and she slowly begins her humping.
It feels weird, good in it's own way, your dick stands at attention in no time. Lyndwin chirps in your ear between her breaths. The thing in your ass massages your prostate, you can deny it if someone asks, but you can't lie to yourself that it kind of feels nice...oh god, are you gay?!
One of her talons reaches for your prick, you can practically hear her grin as she starts massaging your member.
You grit your teeth and try to suppress any kind of pleasure you feel, but the forceful stimulations are too much.
You cum in no time at this alien sensation, your load hits the side of the lounger and coats her talon. After that she just keeps going until she is satisfied. You wonder how she can get any pleasure out of this, but then you see that her strap-on has a fitting end for her parts too as she takes off her toy and slumps down on a lounger.
You slowly get up, your ass feels sore...she was way too rough!
”See, wasn't that bad. Should've just accepted it in the first place boy, that would've spared you some serious pain.” she says as you start preening her wings in shame.
”Sure feels good, you can expect me here more often.” she says after some time.
You want to say something, but she just fucked your ass. And you came! You are so fucking gay!
NO! You still did it with a girl! You are NOT sexually attracted to males!
Oh fuck, what are you gonna do?!
”What's wrong? Your blush is cute, come here.” she pulls you in for a kiss. Her thick, round tongue ravages your mouth, several strands of saliva connect you when she releases you.
You start preening her again.
”Heh, I once did that to a guy, he struggled and fought and I REALLY ruptured his ass or something. He later died due to an infection, he was too embarrassed to consult a doctor, stupid fool.” she laughs ”Another one just killed himself, still can't believe it how dumb somegriffons can be.”
A talon starts fondling around your genitals, she looks deep in thought ”Man, what I'd give to have a dick, wonder what it feels like...”
“You'd probably be disappointed.” you answer her.
You chat with her a little about sexual stuff, she isn't that bad if she isn't angry.
Or fucking your ass.
She tries to make you defect to her flock as you finish, forces a last sloppy kiss on you and takes her things and leaves.
You grant yourself a bath after cleaning up and follow her example.
The Day Spa will be tainted forever with these memories...
The next day starts wonderful, some mail from Spitfire again, she wants to meet with you soon...
You wonder why the Wonderbolts aren't here in Ponyville, seeing all these guards and griffons...
Then pinkie starts eating a cucumber for breakfast, a long, thick cucumber, every time she takes a bite, juices splash everywhere.
It looks like...no no no, stop thinking about that!
“Pinkie, why do you eat that thing whole?”
She stops mid-bite and stares at you, then at the cucumber, then back to you, (the cucumber is now diamonds) “Mfsfhfhf mfffhshf hfmshs!”
Before she starts giving that thing a blowjob you better leave. You stroll around the market, looking for something that you can occupy your mind with.
A yeller announces his goods “Fresh exotic bananas! Come and grab one, a fruit from the southern continents! Buy three, pay two! Celestias favorites!”
A second one starts “The biggest and fattest carrots you'll ever see! So big, a single one will stuff you full!”
”Corncobs! Nice and tasty corncobs!”
Oh for fucks sake, is this some kind of conspiracy?!
”Eggplants! Fresh eggplants! Buy them while they're fresh!”
Shiiiiit, you need to get off this cursed market!
You fight your way through the cucumber and corncob salesponies and keep your distance from the chili peppers stand
Fucking hell, what the shit? Seriously!
When you reach Sugarcube Corner you somewhat calmed down, you spy through a window and see the CMC slurping away at huge candy canes.
Fuck, you need a place of tranquility, something bad is going on here...
You stray around Ponyville, everywhere something reminds you of yesterday.
Twilight is reading some perverted book about dickgirls again.
Derpy sticks her entire forearm into her mouth while eating a muffin.
This is not right, stuff like that never happened before! What the fuck is going on?!
Lyra sits on a bench like usual, exposing her total rub-able belly, looks legit. Then she yanks a huge baguette out of nowhere and takes a chomp, milky white dressing is oozing from where she bit off.
You walk away from her with the most blank expression.
After an hour of this crap Gilda finds you, she is angry, really angry this time.
“Gilda! Everything alright?” you ask her.
”You have nerves!” she grabs at you, but you make a jump backwards and she misses completely.
”You little dweeb morsel, Lyndwin rubbed everything into my face this morning!”
She glares at you with her one eye, you are sure you can see a vein pulsing on her forehead...
Does she mean the spa thing?
Oh shit!
“Gilda, I can explain, please le-” the Griffon in front of you jumps up and lands where you have been a moment ago.
Angry Griffon = Bad
”Stop running! You only make it worse!”she shouts after you as you turn tail.
“What could be worse than dying?”
”YOU'LL SEE!!!”
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU...
Things humans are superior in than griffons: Patience, Reason.
Things griffons are superior in than humans: Catching humans.
You could run over water right now, but Gilda still catches up to you.
Fucking griffons!
“Let me explain, please!”
”You want explanations?! Let me explain why you don't fuck with a stjori from another flock! GRIFFON WAY!!!”
Her roar draws attention, but the passerby only watch. Okay, it's not like you expect them to throw themselves between YOU NEED TO GET TO FLUTTERSHY!!!
Sprinting like a madman you actually think for a second that you can outrun her.
Only for a second.
She pounces, you do a sidestep and win some distance again.
She just laughs “You little piece of shit!”
You just run for your life.
But Gilda eventually manages to drive you out of Ponyville. Then you tire out.
Just as you turn around she knocks you down into the grass and grabs your throat. While you wheeze and gasp for your life, she is hardly breathing faster than usual.
You should start working out seriously...
If you keep your legs after this that is...
”So you like getting fucked like a little bitch?!” her grip tightens, her other talon grabs your upper arm where your injury is.
”You not only let her fuck you! YOU CAME!? YOU ENJOYED IT?!?!”
She tears your shirt and the bandages beneath away, at the sight of the ,now bleeding again, wound on your arm she stops her raging.
”What's that? It looks like a griffons bite.” she says and lessens her grip on your neck.
You catch your breath for a moment and answer her “That's because it IS. Lyndwin got me two days ago, she was also responsible for your distraction that day. AND that's the reason why I didn't resisted her yesterday! I thought Rainbow told you already. She would have killed me for real if I put up a fight!”
She releases you and scratches her neck embarrassed for a moment ”Should've told me so, then we could have skipped the chase...so what exactly happened? And don't lie!”
You tell her.
Over the course of the story she becomes angry again, but not at you this time.
”That fucking bitch Lyndwin, she always tries to fuck with me like that! I knew something was wrong!” she growls as she looks for something “...Brynja...”
That said she lifts off and flies towards the mountain.
Wow, that felt like another near-death experience!
You reattach the bandages as best as you can and relax right where you are. It's kind of nice to see Gilda listening to reason. You REALLY could get used to this.
After some time another griffon lands next to you.
This time Frida bothers you, now that you have somewhat developed an eye for griffons she seems small. Still stronger than you though...
”Hey Anon, I saw you fucking with Gilda the other day.”
That avian...
She annoys you to a maximum with her first sentence...
“What? That's none of your business, bugger off.” you gesture her to go away.
You lie back down, but she doesn't leave ”You were eating her out right?”
“Oh for fucks sake, what the fuck do you want?!”
The small griffon jumps on top of you and punches your chest lightly ”Watch your mouth asshole, I heard what you and Lyndwin were doing, your reputation amongst the flock is not exactly the best right now. Gilda will tear your ass apart for that!”
“I already talked with Gilda about that *huff*, and get off me. What do you want from me?”
”Let's fuck.” she says bland.
“What? No!”
”Come on, there are not enough males and you're the elskhuga!”
“Does that force me to do it with you?”
”Well, no, but I-”
You cut her off right there “Then no!”
She growls, but she's not nearly as frightening as Gilda or Lyndwin.
”Okay, I'll get Gilda's permission and then you're in for it!” she threatens.
Using you as a platform she jumps up and takes flight.
This time you go back to Ponyville...
You spend some hours helping Pinkie Pie at Sugarcube Corner, then head back home. You feel tired and exhausted and chill on the comfy couch, you would read but all the Daring Do's burned along with your house...
That sucks.
A forceful knock on the door.
“Come in!” you shout.
From the couch you watch as Gilda enters...she never knocks...
Without words she walks to you and makes herself comfortable on top of you.
With her belly up she looks at you from right under your chin, if she wouldn't look like a convict with that eye, your heart would melt at that sight.
You know that look though, she's going to apologize for something...
”I'm...kinda sorry. It was your fault.”
Yeah, she sucks at apologizing though.
“You're sorry it was my fault?” you tease her.
She growls slightly “You know what I mean.”
“I'm just joking, you don't need to apologize, it's alright.”
”Okay.”
You drive your hands through her plumage and fur “Is Lyndwin going to be a problem?”
”Of course, she loves sick stuff and will do anything to make me look bad.”
“What's with the other stjori? I haven't seen much of her, not even at the spa.”
”I know, and if you will it's going to be too late. Bera has the nasty habit of only striking when success is granted. Keep away from her, I don't know what she is up to.” Gilda says worried.
“Does she want to claim your flock?”
She looks at you with the blank expression ”You know awfully little about flocks, huh? I told you they are like family, is the Apple Family going to be yours if you kill Granny Smith?!” she asks mockingly.
“No, of course not, sorry for the stupid question...do you know that Frida wanted to-”
”Yes! She asked me a few hours ago, that brat, she gets cocky from time to time. I told her to stay away from you.”
“Thanks. How old is she by the way?”
”A few years ago she was still a fledgeling, she is still a juvenile bird and hasn't reached her matrimonial age by far.” she says that casually.
Damnit, you're no scientist! “I have no idea what you're talking about, matrimoni-what?”
”You really are a curious one, huh?”
“You don't have to tell me if you don't want, we can do something else.” your ruffle your hands through her plumage, dat plumage...wonderful...a single tear of joy runs down your cheek.
”No, it's okay, I'm still a little sore from spanking Brynja.” then she starts explaining “When a griffon hits matrimonial age, her growth starts for real.”
“Growth? You mean like bigger?”
”Ugh, no. We get stronger. Back then when we first met I hadn't hit matrimonial age, it only started shortly before my department. That is also the reason for it, I left because I had to compete with other griffons.”
“Heh, you say compete, how did you end up a stjori?”
”Because I am the strongest.” she says proud “I was just looking for stronger opponents, then everygriffon wanted me to become stjori suddenly so I challenged the current one. She got lazy and too full of herself, couldn't accept her defeat so I ended up killing her unintentionally.”
“Looking for a fight and you end up the boss, not bad.”
”That's right.”
“There is one more thing I'd like to know: You're half eagle and half lion-”
Gilda corrects you ”And all awesome!”
“Yes, no doubt there. So...do you lay eggs?”
”Bwahahaha!” she turns around, resting her head on your chest and looking you in the eyes.
”No, heh, we are mammals like you and the ponies. By the way, how were you doing here all alone while I was gone? The horses didn't give you a hard time, right?”
Like that you chat with Gilda for some time, she eventually gets tired of it and you have hot steamy griffon sex.
Oh yeah, just like old times!
