Void

by ConfusedNerd

Rating: everyone
Tags: Adventure, Princess Celestia, Princess Luna, Original Character, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Philomena
Length: 1364

Luna has suffered. She has gone through something nopony has. And this is her story.

Luna has suffered.
She has gone through something nopony has.
This is her story.

Luna's mental journal through the show and behind the sences.

Published 2013-02-04 12:20:02 UTC
Last updated 2013-02-04 12:20:02 UTC

Void

Void....
The Void... is all I... feel...
Nothingness... nothingness everywhere... not even color... no black abyss...

Just the never ending void...

I vaguely remember what it felt like... to feel...
Ever since... then...

“I am sorry... I am so sorry.”

There is no sense of time here...
Seems like its been... a... long time though...

Alone...

All I have left are my... memories...
I have... kept them all... even then...

“MUHAHAHAHAHAHA...”

Every last one of them... there’re all... precious to me...
Especially then...
That one mistake... changed it all...

'No! Please no...'

That look of sorrow... she... is what keeps me going... keeps me from... disappearing...
I want... no I need... to change... to fix my mistake... and see her smile once more...
I must go on...

“You can never beat us. My power combined with her magic, I AM UNSTOPPABLE!”

Never forget...
Never...
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Someone... no... it is here... in the void...
The darkness... the overwhelming darkness... is here...
Why?..
Did she...

“I don’t want to fight you... but I will...”

It screamed... in rage...
the darkness... It lashed out verbally... at anything... and everything...
For hours... maybe even years... but it can’t be that long... can it?

“NOOOOOOOOOO...”

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It left!.. How!.. how did it find a way... to escape... the void... thats endless...
Tis not... good... at all...

“I’m sorry... I am so sorry... I never wanted to do this.”

“NOOOOOOOOOO...”

“Goodbye... for now....”

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It is back!..
And someth... no someone is... chasing it?

A very bright soul... could it be... no... not her...
Bright yes... more like the... warmth during... the... twilight...
Not her... not the caressing sun of spring... or the welcoming, playful sun of summer...

“Hello?..” a she
“Anybody here?...” the mares voice... echoes... in nothingness...
“W-who a-art thou?” my voice... my raspy voice...
“I’m here to help you... Here, take my hoof.” I opened my eyes to a young... lavender shaded mare... who indeed extended her hoof...
“Alright.”

I embraced the light... of harmony...
Tis a wonderful sensation.

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“Princess Luna.” is that, “Its been a thousand years since I have seen you like this.”IT IS!... a thousand... years... “Time to put our differences behind us. We were meant to rule together, little sister.” I never wanted it any other way... “Will you accept my friendship?”

“I’m so sorry! I missed you so much, big sister.” more than I could possibly say.

“We should go back Princess.” the lavender mare told Celestia.

“Yes we should. Would you mind leaving before us, its been a long time. I would like to talk to Luna.” Celestia replied.

“Of course. Come on girls lets go.”

“I never wanted what happened, all I wanted was to help...” I blurted without thought.

“I waited... the silence was, unnerving.”

“Oh Luna...

“I know you did... I tried to keep history truthful... but I failed, I could have forced a change but... I would have been a tyrant then... I’m sorry.” She said with the same look of sorrow on her face.

“You have no reason to be sorry. It was my fault for falling for its trickery. I am sorry.”

“Oh little sister, you do not need to apologize... but there is a need for my apology... our subjects think you choose to do this... they don’t know about the darkness... that took control.”

“I do not care what others think of me now, I will prove myself somehow... All we need to worry about now is how we are leaving. I do believe I cannot fly, just yet.” I tried cheering her up.
“Hmm I suppose.” she said with a snicker, It worked, “Don’t worry, the nobles these days are so stuck up and focused on ‘proper decor’, they don’t let me fly anywhere without an escort and carriage.”

“Oh Tia, I missed you so much.”

“I missed you too, Lulu.”

“Tia?”
“Yes Luna.”
“Why is it that you seem to tower over me?”
“Oh that...” she cracked a... smile? “I’ll show you when we get home... and I find a mirror.”
Find? Are they lost?

“Uh, can you also explain why you said one thousand years?”
“... On the way to Ponyville I’ll explain what I can.”

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“WHAT!” I screamed out after hearing that the elements couldn’t free me under Celestia’s control alone, and that I was trapped for one thousand years as she has said.

“I know its a lot to take in, but after we stop at Ponyville, we can go home and catch up with each other.”

“Yes. That would be lovely” I am scarred for what I may find out... for I have not changed much... but she... she has had a thousand years to change.

A blur is occupied my senses for I had too many thoughts to decipher though. Our castle... has it changed, what will our, no, her subjects think of me and my return...They will not be mine just yet. Too many are floating around in an unwanted chaos, including the one who saved me... I had a feeling I would have to prove myself, but now I doubt I can.

She said they were celebrating the longest day of the year. I wonder if the winter solstice is celebrated still. Not likely.

When we arrived I was given a necklace of flowers. Tis odd on how food and garden occupiers are now jewelry. I still accepted even though the strangeness was... well strange.

The lavender mare spoke to Celestia again. She was sadden by the thought of leaving. Sad to leave her friends...
Now none of my friends besides Celestia are... here. I have much to do.

“MUHAHAHAHAHAHA...”

‘NO PLEASE!’

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“Hello, Celestia. Such a lovely night, yes?”

“WHERE IS SHE!”

“Thou stands before your dearest little sister.” ‘NO! DO NOT HURT HER! PLEASE!

“No. I stand before a monster that claims to be a loved one.”‘CELESTIA! I AM SORRY I WAS TRICKED!’CELESTIA!”

“I plan to keep her power. To use it, against you.”

“Why?...”

“You know why.”

“My name is now Nightmare... Moon.”

“What do you plan to do?...”

“MAKE THE NIGHT LAST FOREVER!” ‘NO! Please no...’

“I am sorry... I am so sorry...”

“MUHAHAHAHAHAHA...”
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I believe I fell asleep on the way to the castle. I must be in Celestia’s room. What other reason would there be to have cutie mark on all the furniture.

“You’re awake.” A familiar voice floated over. “I was wondering when you would” With a stretch, I sat up to a very concerned Celestia.
“Bad dream?”
“No... a nightmare.” The silence is painful...

“How long was I asleep?”
“Oohh a day or two. I lost count.”
“Ha! LIE! I couldn’t have!”
“I’m kidding.” She snickered. “Its been about three days and six hours. You awoke just in time for dinner. Would you care to join me?”
“Really Tia?”
“Uh, no. Its only been eight hours. Would you still care to join me?”
“Of course. Why would I turn down dinner with you. Your Majestie”
“Oh stop it. You know how much I despise that title.”
“I know. I know... But tis still hilarious to tease you.”

“What is for dinner?”
“Probably some fancy five course meal even though I only asked for a small, simple dish.”
The corridors are all the same. The decorations have changed only slightly.
Is that a hole? If so that is horrible patch work on the stone. I’ll need to check with Tia.

Apparently we took the scenic route. We were both silent through the corridors.
At least until we passed the guest chambers.

“They missed you dearly Luna.” but I failed them. “Star Swirl and Clover looked for ways to release you for years.”
“I still failed them.”
“No. You were a victim. Don’t blame yourself.”

“Your majesties. I came to tell you the ambassadors have arrived.”
“Thank you Pen Point. We will be right down.”
Pen Point. A golden hued stallion. Must be the currier. I’ll have to remember that.

“LOOK OUT!”
“WAH!”

Thunk

“LUNA!”
“Heh heh, oops.”

Author's Note

There are still changes needed to be done.
Expect it to change soon. If you happen to read and like it.