Goodbye my Friend

I'm all alone,what should i do?should i wait here to die?or should I be outside enjoying my last moments.I haven't chosen a path yet,i'm wasting time laying here thinking which path i should take i'm already wasting time what should i do? A familiar nurse pony comes in "sorry for not knocking, it's time for your daily outside breeze!"should I go?or should i stay.it's always hard for me to choose.which?which path should i take?which?a slight pause was in the empty room."i'm going" "oh goody do you need any help to get up?" "no,I will be fine just wait for me outside of the door" she quietly went out of the room and waited for me at the door.*sigh*why do i have to be like this?i could've been trotting around outside by now,why?do i have to live like this?why can't i be a normal pony?!tears started to flow through his eyes "why?!!!!!!!!!!" a muffled sound of someone talking at the door startled him"are you alright in there!do you need any help?!" "no, i'm fine I was just thinking of something else"he lifted himself off the bed "i'm coming you don't have to worry!"he then trotted to the cracked yet stable white door.he opened it slowly looking down at his depression "okay let's go!i bet it will be a lovely day outside in ponyville!" '"yeah it must be" "here we are!for now, you can stay here!"the place was small,but big enough to fit a cart in "hope you have fun!"i doubt i will have fun.toys were scattered on the ground,"hmm since there's nothing to do i guess i should play with these"suddenly without him knowing,a pony.a mare,her coat was pink she had curly hair with a cutiemark of three balloons "hiya,whatcha doin?" "uhh nothing just playing with my toys" her smile was amazing.i bet with that smile she would never be sad "let's do something funner!" "hmm like what?" she paused and looked at me with such great blue eyes "it's a surprise silly!don't you like surprises!" "yeah!" "then let's go!" we both trotted around a small path.it was about noon,i could see the sun barely setting in "isn't the horizon beautiful?" "yeah it's pretty rare for me to see a horizon,this is my first time actually!" "wow really! maybe we could go to a beach one day!" "oh i forgot to say my name!silly me,my name is pinkie pie!and this is your surprise do you like it?!" "i don't like it,i love it thanks pinkie pie!" "your welcome!" the sun slowly burrowed inside the ground "looks like it's almost dark,i'm going back,hope i will you again pinkie"I waved at her slowly as i began to walk back to the hospital *sigh* have I chosen a path?it could be a good path this time.could it?i just hope i will get to see her again.