my sanity

well i'm back with a new chapter but here's a song that might explain to you what i've been going through the last few year's how many you ask? let's say roughly about 7 years now so let's get going huh?

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hahaahha it's funny you know the video just might let you grasp what i had to go through to get here and well he what ever let's get started huh?

i was just getting up one morning well aware of what was coming to me at school but nothing came that day instead it came at night i couldent go to sleep this had been going on for sometime now and i was geting tierd of it i went to get a galss of water and a sleeping pill that had help't a lot i knew they would be in there waiting for me when i got back to my room i was instantly knocked out this time i was surpirsed to see MS.sparkel standing there with RD oh hello twilight what are you doing here? usally it's only RD that's here to kill me. Well not this time she dicided to let me in on the fun too! hehehehehe guess who else is here my god i thought to my self as a projectore was turned on in front of me on the screen i saw my friend about to get killed JAKE WAKE THE FUCK UP!!! i screamed at him he jolted awake doged the knife barly by an inch away from his throat then down he went we where both knocked out at the same time i guess with posin dart's when i awoke i saw him next to me jake they got us man they fucking got us at this point a knife went into my calf musule i screamed in agony aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! fuck my life! the light's went on and i saw who had done it it was the lavender mare i started crying Jake im sorry i draged you into this with me man i hope you can forgive me ha bro your funny i'm still here then he to screamed in agony as well i saw RD did that this time hey man what do you say about we have one last HOO-RAH HUH? LIKE THE BOSS'ES WE USED TO BE come on Jake let's do this thing at last the time has come for us to go out with a bang huh cold? EYUP i answerd my slowly dying friend so we'er exacuting plan 3826-HBOTP then? yeah let's go man was his response i took the knife in my mouth and was cutting my restraint's i got my right arm first then my left then did the same to his restraint's then since we both knew what was coming next we both tenssed-up but nothing came so i disided that i could keep cutting and  i was right to start doing so again as soon as we where freed we ran like we were on adrinaline,cocain,crack all at the same time (no i dont take or do drug's) as we ran i was aware that both of our blood vessel's had both been cut open and thank celestia with the fucking power of the sun behind her thrust i said quietly my friend laghed at the remark the reason i had said that was because pinky pie had just walked into the room along with the rest of the 6 behind her dash looked around probably looking to knock me out witch another one of her pinky pie cupcake's (cupcake's refrence) the one not even two or 1 chapter ago