I tried everything to get close but i was scared. she was so beautiful and i couldn't work up the nerve to ask her out. i was pathetic useless and homeless. my only talent was making cheap jewelery and i only did that so i wouldn't starve. it wasn't long before i started to feel my depression creeping back up. i remembered my mom dying on her bed. i remember my dad leaving us and throwing me out. i remember my friends death. i started to cry. i could't live like this, so i wouldn;t i ran to the end of a cliff and jumped. i fell strait down building speed until everything went dark.
"Cloud, Cloud wake up Cloud" she heard the voice and slowly opened her eyes, she was in a bed in a white room there were machines around her. she looked around more and she noticed a mare with a cross cutiemark."hi Cloud im nurse redheart and we thought we lost you" i..im sry did you say we i said. "well yes i mean this nice mare here found you on the ground and rushed you over here". it was her the mare with the spoon cutie mark. i felt like crying again. she seen my sadness and asked me what was wrong. i told her my story how my mom and friend died, how my dad left us and threw mw out, and how i was homeless. she sat there for 3 hours listening to my story. i cried a couple times and she would comfort me. i was so happy but i couldn't move the fall broke all my ribs and i couldt move until they healed. the nurse told me it would be 8 months until i could do any physical therapy, but even then it would be hard to tell if i could move the same again.
Why am i so happy you ask. why am i chained to a post and smiling. its because im happy. yes it may look bad but i assure you that its good. for this we need to go back to the beggining to when all the bad happened.
7 YEARS AGO
It was on a snowy night. my mother was sick and my dad left us. i was working the streets to pay for medicine for my mom and the weather was getting worse. my moms condition wasnt getting any better. i took her to the hospital but they told me she wouldnt make it. my mother, my only family was gonna die and theres nothing i could do. she ended up dying. i went into a deep depression. i tried hurting my self. i lost my home. your probably wonder whats this gotta do with my situation. im getting there. it didnt happen til three years later.
3 YEARS LATER
I was walking through town like any other day. head hung down crying when i met her. she had a beautiful silver coat and mane. her cutiemark bore the shape of a spoon. i...i was in love. i didnt know her name or where she lived. just that she was all i thought of.