Realization

Dear Diary,

Finally, Hearts Warming Day is here!!! I can Finally see... her again. Y'know I wish I could... just... go and tell her and be with her for ever.... all of eternity-that is if we become immortal, so lets just say until we die. I-I can't risk telling her for all I know she might not even be into mares. I-I-Im going to be lonely for the rest of my fucking life. I-I- maybe I can get her to like me by giving her the best present ever...... no. I just... god this is a hurt on the brain. I mean really do you KNOW how many times i've clopped to her... I mean really. Oh AppleJack----- I love you so much. I just wish it we're both ways. I want to kiss you so bad. I real------

"HEY DASHIE". Rainbow Dash looked up from her diary she wasn't event half way done writing, and she LOVED writing about AppleJack and her feelings. She always felt writing in her diary kept her from breaking and crying for AppleJack. "What Pinkie" she replied wincing from the light that struck her eyes. "Its time for the PARTY". "Pinkie do you need to yell." Rainbow looked at the clock and gasped. She tumbled backwards off the bed landing on her cloud floor her diary landing on her lap. "I got to get ready!" She wrapped the presents as fast as she could putting her diary under her mattress. She gave Applejacks Present a kiss and she flew down to Pinkie. "Oh Dashie I have SO much fun planned!" 'Im sure you do Pinkie".

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"Wooowee". "Ah hadn't ha that much fun since Gummy's birthday party" AppleJack said with enthusiasm. "I know right" Rainbow Dash replied with a nervous smile. It was almost time for them to open presents, what if she didn't want the "Fifty Shades of Hay" she had always said she wanted that. "Well at least we still got Pin the Tail on the Pony. *BANG CRASH* "AppleBloom" Applejack said as she rushed over to her sisters side. "Im okay sis" she said with a smile. "What happened" Rainbow Dash said with worry in her voice. "Ah was tryin' to hang up the Pony for Pin the Tail on the Pony, and the board broke when ah fell, sorry sis". "Oh ya'll don gotta worry at all, that means we get to open presents sooner" AppleJack said with the cutest face ever. "Of CORSE that happens" Rainbow Dash Thought. Pinkie Pie picked up the first present.... AppleJack to you from------- there was a long pause--------- Rainbow Dash. Rainbow Dash gulped SHIT. She tore the paper. Rainbow put on her best smile. AppleJacks cheeks turned the brightest red. "D-Do you like it" Rainbow Dash muttered. "A-Ah- Are ya'll sure this the right present" She turned the cover towards me. The tittle read: DIARY property of: Rainbow Dash

"D-Did y-you read some of it" Rainbow dash said with her smile now gone. AppleJack just nodded her head. A tear rolled down her cheek. "U-Uh well good c-cause it;s not mine I-I don't-----" "Ah ain't stupid." "I know-it-I-" Rainbow was speechless. Her wings flapped and she shot out the door.