portal to dreams

Chapters

the beginning
saviour
answers
in the castle
job of the night
life's rythme
the surprise
the student
ponyville
ponyville part 2(in the hospital)
lets get on with this
finally in ponyville
Finally in Ponyville(part 2)
Talking with lyra
It wasn't my fault
Memories
the letter

the beginning

I was just an ordinary person like anyone else, until everything changed on my birthday when I turned the age of 18.

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"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" Everybody said. "Thank you, everyone." I replied. Oh yeah, I forgot to introduce myself. I might as well say that my name is Axel Equinox, the one and the only, but for now, let's get back to the story.

"Blow out the candles Axel" said my Mom. "Ok, I will" I said. Man what I wished for quite stupid. I was a brony too so I wished for something I never thought I would wish for.....A portal, but I never took the "Be careful what you wish" for thing seriously until now.

"I wish for a portal so I could start my journey somewhere far" I mumbled. The next thing I know is I'm being sucked in to a portal and my mom and dad scream for me and everyone shouts for help but nothing could help me, for I was now in a portal to my own destination.

"Destination and time" said an unfamiliar voice. It was a female voice but it sounded more robotic. "Huh?" I questioned. What else could there be over here? Yet I saw nothing.

"Destination and time, please." It said again. This time, I could hear a bit of irritation in the voice so I decided where I would go.

"Destination: Equestria, Time: August, 17, 2012" I told the voice.

"Thank you for your cooperation. Commencing memory eraser" said the voice.

"Wait, what?!" I screamed.

And off I was whirling around, but now I couldn't recall anything but my name and Birth date and some other common knowledge. But then, "BANG" I hit my head with concrete... wait concrete? With that bang on my head, I instantly fell unconscious for ten minutes, but when I woke up, I was surrounded by multi-colored ponies. The other weird thing other than being transported into this world was that they had expressions of disgust and horror which I didn't know ponies could have.

Once they knew I woke up though they all screamed in horror and kept saying "Monster!" They cowered back in fear. Trying to talk to one was really hard, especially to the male looking ones, because if I came to close they would try to throw a punch at me, which was very rude.

I also tried going into buildings but they would kick me out. Until I entered this carousel looking building and the pony there just froze in horror. I thought maybe I could help her regain her consciousness and maybe explain that I was starting to get heart-broken inside that everyone calls me monster, so I thought maybe I would act like one if this one didn't give me a chance to speak.

So I looked for the nearest sink and cup. I filled the cup with ice cold water and splashed it on the ponies face. This had an instantaneous effect. She let out a high pitched scream of horror. I decided it was time to calm her down.

"Um... excuse me miss but... Where am I?" I said. She kept on screaming so I decided to splash the rest of the water on her. What she said, I didn't expect. "That was very rude of you" She said in an elegant voice.

"Ok, now that I've got your attention, may I ask you, where in the world am I??" I said very irritated.

"Well, you are in the wonderful land of Equestria and in the fabulous town of Ponyville." she said.

"Wait, so I'm not on earth, or in the state of Indiana?" I asked.

"Excuse me but, what's Earth and what's Indiana?" she asked.

"Oh boy, I'm a long way from home. Great, just great. I'm homeless now. Can I at least get your name?" I asked.

"Very well. My name is Rarity Belle. And what might your name be?" she asked.

"Oh umm, my name is Axel Equinox and it is a pleasure to meet you." I said.

"As I heard you mumbling, you said that you don't have a home. You are welcome to stay here if you want." she said.

"No"

"Beg your pardon?" she said

"I said NO!" I exclaimed.

"Why ever not?" she said.

"Because everyone here treats me like a monster, and I don't want you to have a 'monster' in your house. I'd rather go in a forest and kill myself so no one has to worry about me" I yelled. then I ran out the door and looked for the nearest forest and the ponies around me screamed in horror again. I found the forest which is about a miles walk, so I should probably run. But when I was going to run, I heard a shout from Rarity.

"Please! Don't go in that forest! You'll die if you go in there!" rarity cried.

"Well, I'd rather die than be here!" I shouted.

then off I went in to the forest. I ran for at least ten minutes before I got to the edge of the forest. When I was there, I saw a house with a lot of animals and then I saw a yellow pony with a pink mane. I decided to also ask her some questions.

"Um, hello uh, miss" I said. But as soon as she heard she turned around to see who it was, but when she saw me she ran away into her house. I went over to knock on her door and when I knocked, all she said was "Please go away!" I said nothing for a brief moment.

"Fine. Thank you for even looking at me before just running away and not screaming. If you excuse me I'm going to die in that forest." I said. As I was walking, I saw a quick flash of yellow and pink and there she was, standing in front of me.

"Please don't go into the Everfree Forest and kill yourself!" She said. She stared at me weird and I felt compelled to listen to her, but then my instincts told me not to.

"Why shouldn't I?" I questioned.

"Because... um... just please don't go." she said.

"What's your name?" I asked.

"My name.. my name is Fluttershy. What's yours?" Fluttershy asked.

"My name is Axel Equinox. Sorry but I'm still going in that forest to kill myself, so may I make one request?" I asked.

"Um, ok. What is it?" Fluttershy asked.

"Well, it's quite embarrassing to ask, but you look awfully cute. May I hug you?" I blushed slightly asking the question.

"Oh, um, ok." She agreed and blushed as well.

So I went over and hugged her for a minute. I cried a little for knowing that I couldn't remember my family, my home, or anything else and the hug comforted me a little. After the silent minute was over, I bid her farewell and went into the forest. I could also tell it was becoming night so I went along the road and found a clearing in the forest. It was still dark even in the clearing. I found a log to rest my head on, but I cried to myself knowing I would kill myself in a couple of minutes, but I drowned in sleep and took a nap. All I dreamed about was how horrible it was today and all the screams of how I was a monster.

All the horrified faces, because they think I'm a monster. I saw this weird pony in the background, almost as black as night. It had a moon as a necklace. I woke up after seeing her. I tried to look for a suicide weapon. I found a knife in my pocket for some reason, but I didn't need to ask because I was going to kill myself. I lifted up the knife to my throat, and as soon as I was going to slit my neck, I felt a hoof slap it out of my hand. The knife flew over to my arm and stabbed it. I was starting to get woozy from all the blood loss and then I saw her, the pony from my dreams. All I said to her was

"Please, just kill me. I want to die. This world doesn't accept me here." All she did was shake her head and put me on her back while I blacked out. I didn't know if I was dead or not, but all the darkness seemed to invite me to a better place.

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saviour

Man, I'll say that life in Equestria really has been horrid for me. Being stabbed was just the beginning. I was going to be in more trouble than I thought, but for now let’s continue the story.

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*groan* Man that really took it all. Being stabbed is exhausting. Too much pain in my arm. Looks like I'm in any average hospital hooked up to a heart monitor. Oh, hey look a visitor. Wait.... what? I have a visitor? I've never made friends with anyone here. Maybe I'm in earth again? Oh that would be bliss. But this looks like... her! Now I remember, she saved me from killing myself. I still want to kill my self, but she saved me she's.... My savior.

"Um... Hi" I said sheepishly.

"Hello" she replied.

"May I ask for your name?" I asked.

"My name is Princess Luna, may I ask for yours?" Luna said.

"My name is Axel Equinox. How long was I out princess?" I asked.

"Well, you were unconscious for 1 week and even with that, I came to visit you everyday." Luna said.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because you are like me. I was rejected until 6 special ponies saved me." Luna said.

"No, why did save me? I wanted to die!" I exclaimed while holding back tears.

"Because even if you are rejected by everyone, it doesn't mean you have to die. Just ignore them." Luna said.

"But,*hic*I have,*hic*no memories of my family*sniff*. I have no memories of anyone or anything. I'm *sniff* alone here. I might as well not live but you saved me. You’re my savior. I owe my life to you.*hic* I have no life anyway. Anything you want is my command."

Then I really started crying. Saying all that I know of knowing no one. Once Luna saw me crying, she went up to me and started to hug me and comfort me. I felt so lonely, I was just a hollow shell of my old self. I need someone or something to be my old self again.

"May I ask you something, Princess?” I sniffled

"Yes” Luna said comfortingly.

"I want to be your assistant, or have a job that involves something with you.” I exclaimed

"What?” she asked

"I have no one, you saved me. You’re pretty much the only one who matters to me. Please, just please.” I begged.

She hesitated on that question but she agreed. I would be her assistant until I could regain my stance in the world.

"One last thing. How long until I get out of this hospital, Princess?" I asked.

"About one week, especially with our quick healing medicine."

"Thank you, Princess. You don't have to keep visiting me if you don't want to, but thank you for even watching over me." I said

"No, I am going to watch over you, but my sister is going to come here later in the morning so don't be surprised, bye." she said

"Bye and thank you”. I said

The next 2 hours were a bore. Nothing happened. There happened to be a TV in the corner, but really since I’ve never seen any of the episodes before, I had no idea what it was about. Let me tell you, being in the hospital is really boring. Especially if you have nothing to do. The only thing I tried doing is try to remember by asking questions.

1) How did you get here? : You don't know

2) Your family? : Don't know

3) Anything involving my past life? : Nada

As I struggle, something flashes before my eyes. All I can see is a vortex, and I can hear a voice saying "Destination and time" in a womanly robotic voice. Man, that's enough remembering for the day. Didn't even know what that vision was about but it looked like a ...portal? But before I could think more about it, a tall pony with fur which was white and had a glittery faded rainbow mane walked in.

"Hello." she said. I could guess that this was Luna's sister.

"Hello Princess," I said, "What did you want to talk to me about?”

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What I didn't know was that the questions may as well change my life for better...OR WORSE?

Author's Note

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answers

This is when I get real answers and get some questions in return. Can't tell you the whole story in these sentences, so let's continue.

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"Yes, I do need to ask some questions, Axel." She said

"Wait, how do you know my name already?" I said

"Oh, my sister told me when she was lowering the moon and I was raising the sun." she said.

"Wait, what?" I said.

"Oh right, you’re not familiar with our customs. I might as well tell you the basic knowledge." She said. "You see, here in Equestria, me and my sister are the goddesses of the sun and the moon. There are three types of ponies here. The Earth Ponies, are strong through labor. Their characteristics are that they look like regular ponies. Unicorns, are strong in magic. Characteristics are horns on there heads, and.." Celestia said before I interrupted her.

"Wait, Magic?" I said.

"Yes, Magic. Here, in Equestria there is magic every where!" she exclaimed.

"Oh that explains some stuff...*mumble**mumble* oh sorry, continue." I said.

"And lastly, there are the Pegasi. They are controllers of the air since they can fly. Their characteristics are wings."

"Oh ok. One last thing. What are you? As I can see, you’re a mix of all three?" I asked.

"Oh, I forgot one last one. Alicorns are what we are called. Who ever is an alicorn is a Prince or Princess of a certain category.

"So, you’re the Princess of the sun is what you're saying, and also Luna is the Princess of the Moon?" I asked

"Exactly." she said

"Huh, so now that you answered my questions what would you like to ask me?" I asked.

"Well, my sister has said that you can't remember your past life, you have no home, and that you want to be her assistant, so I thought you might want to live in the castle with us and be Lulu's private assistant." She said

"I would love that, and I noticed that you call your sister lulu."i said.

"Oh yes, I love calling her that." she giggled a little at that statement. "Since your memories are gone, I can use a simple memory spell to fix that, would you mind?" she asked.

"No, I wouldn't mind. Let’s do this." I replied.

"Ok then" she said.

She then touched her horn on the top of my head and there was a golden aura coming out of it which was going into my head. Still, nothing happened. I still had no memories.

"Uh, princess it's not working. *sigh* I guess I'm never supposed to regain my memories." I said.

"That's very strange indeed, do you mind that when you live in the castle that i can study you?"she asked.

"Uh, Ok? ?" That sounded really strange, but she is giving me a home so might as well accept.

"Also, you are a human being, am I right?" she asked.

"Yes, yes I am" I said

"Well, that makes you all the more important, since you’re the first human to set foot on this land!" she said excitedly.

"Oh, ok. Wait how do you know about humans?" I asked

"There were old myths that ponies thought were just gibberish, but I guess those myths were in fact real." she said.

"Huh, that’s kind of strange, but ok" I said

"Well good bye axel. Get some rest, you hear." She said

"I will, and thank you for this conversation. It answered some of my questions and I was getting bored of just sitting around doing nothing. Goodbye to you too." I said.

"You’re welcome." she said.

Well I guess it's time to get bored again. Like I said, hospitals are boring unless you have something to occupy your time.

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Next chapter: In the castle. I really have nothing to talk about, but yeah. Next chapter!

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in the castle

this is when i really got in trouble and i'll give you a hint on who gets on my nerves starts with a B and his last name starts with a B might as well say it since you know him and hate him it's.....dumb old Blue Blood. but lets get on with this story.

one week after being bored in the hospital....

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"wake up axel it's time to go,"celestia whispered into my ear.

"*snort*huh,what?"i'm still a little bit drowsy after that nap.since i got really bored i resorted to take naps through out the day.then i would talk to luna once she got here at night.it's nice that she even visits me.

"*yawn*has it been one week already?"i asked.

"yes,now put on your clothes and we can leave"celestia said

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by the way i'm not naked i'm just in the hospital robes and damn are they small they're just for ponies.

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"ok"i said. after i put on my clothes to go to the castleshe led me outside.celestia told me we were in canterlot nad that only snotty rich people live here.so when i got out they said i was a "monstrousity"and"why is there such a beast here"but once they got a look of celestia they shut up. once we got into a chariot that goes straight to the castle i tried asking some more questions to the princess.

"um..princess mind if i can ask you some questions?"i asked.

"why yes you can axel"celestia stated.

"how does magic work?" i asked

"i will put it in a simple way to put it,"she said,"you see everypony uses magic in their everday life, raw magic surrounds this land and a pony absorbs it to either use spells, to fly, and to put a little magic in ponies crafts like baking and planting."she stated

"wait why do pegusi need magic to fly?"i asked

"because if you notice their wings are too small to support there body so they use magic to support them."she said.

"huh,that does make sense"i said

"oh, look we are coming up to the castle."she stated.

"that castle looks really dangerous to be in."i said kind of frightened

"why?"she asked

"because its on a cliff side and if something disturbes its balance it could fall and probably kill most of canterlot with it."i said really scared of that future.

"oh don't worry it's enchanted to stay stuck."she said.

"ok i'll take your word."i said

"we're here"she said. we then entered through a giant bay door that goes straight in to the castle.but then i heard an annoying whine.and thats when i met...him.

"Auntie Celestia,"some stallion said,"the servant was late with my tea."this guy seemed really annoying at first glance.

"*sigh*only tell problems when they are REAL problems, blue blood!"she seemed really irritated at him she even face hoofed.

"ugh, what is that monstrousity next to you."he said

"he's a resident of this castle, and that's not very nice of you to say that he's a monstrousity."she scolded.

"but aauuunttieee...."he got cut off.

"no but's no go to your room and say your sorry to the new resident before you go!"celestia demanded

"*mumble, mumble*sorry."he said really annoyed that his aunt was on the "things" side.

then blue blood went ot his room as he was told. he really was so annoying i wanted to punch him in the face at the moment.

"do you put up with that everyday?"i asked

"unfortunatly"when she said this she faced hoofed.

"would you mind if i punch him once, one day?"i asked.

she gave a devilish smile and said yes and said she would let me off one time.afterwards she led me to my room, then to her room if ever needed, luna's room because i'm her new assisstant, the throne room, and the dining room.
for now she let me go to my room, she said she would send someone to call me for dinner.

"man this place is awsome except for the blue blood part but, yeah,"i said to myself,"ok that should be my room."

man was i wrong that was definetly not my room but it was luna's she was asleep she looked beautiful....ah i shouldn't be attracted to a pony i should get out of here before she knows i'm here.after that experience i felt weird so i decided to cool off in my room, finaly found it.

"excuses me the princess sends you a request to dinner, do you accept?"somepony said.

"huh,oh, yes i accept"i said.

"also the princess has made me your personal servant, my name is shine bright."shine said

"i'm axel equinox nice to meet you." i said.

"well nice to meet you, will you follow me to the dining room."shine said.

"ok"i said.

i followed shine to the dining room and saw that it was celestia, a drowsy luna, an annoying blue blood, and some people i've never seen.once blue blood got a look of me he looked irritated and mumbled some stuff that no one could here. i might as well make an act about this.

"why hello princess, it's an honor to even be in your presence."i said as elegantly as i could say it.the princess caught on pretty quickly.

"well a hello to you to sir axel."she said.

man she was good.

"may i ask why the queen of equestria has asked for me here."i said.

"well i thought i could make some diplomatic discussions with the king of humaria"(disguised as human)she said.

"well it's a pleasure."i said.

some ponies were confused about the conversation but some seemed to be relieved that i was not a monster or beast.dinner was delicious i was wondering why luna was eat breakfast items so i asked celestia.

"uh, princess why is luna eat breakfast?"i asked

"because she sleeps in the day and wakes up at night, remember she's a princess of the night."she said.

"oh,right."i said.

so after dinner i was sent to go with luna to work with her as i said in my request.

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well that's the end of this chapter, the next chapter: job of the night!

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job of the night

this is when i really start my job i don't get paid but i really don't care.

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There i was outside the door of the princess of the night. i was nervous about tonight, because this is the first job i've ever had here and i have no experience with jobs, espaecially the one's in equestria.i knocked on the door to get the attention of the princess she opened the door and smiled at me kindly.

"why hello axel, ready for your first day on the job?"luna said.

"ready as i''ll ever be."is said really doubting myself.

"very well then, please enter my chambers."luna said

once i entered her room i saw how it was furnished not like when i entered in her room on accident. there were star charts every where her furniture would range fron black to grey and blue.she had a writing table and a weird green fire in a fireplace.

"please make yourself comfortable."she stated

"ok,"i said,"so what do i do in my new job?"i sat down on a pillow across from luna.

"well, for your job as assisstantyou will help me with royal duties."luna stated.

well i'm screwed i have no idea how i'm going to help her with that.

"but before you help with royal duties you have to learn what you're going to do."luna said.

I'M SAVED!

"so i will teach you these task but it might take a few days before you fall into the rythme of your job."luna said.

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well this is going to be boring for readers than it should be so why don't i just skip that,if you want this part to actually be in this story just comment.

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"and those are your jobs from now on"luna finally said

"okay i think i can understand,"i said,"so i help you with diplomatic duties, an tasks, also personal task, and lastly be a spokeman for you just in case?

"yes very good,"luna said proudly to me,"now lastly are you accustomed to waking up in the night?"

"yeah, at the hospital i always slept at day and talked to you at the night so now my sleep schedule is now to day."i said

"very good,your now officially my assisstant you can help me today with minor things,tomorrow we will have some diplomatic lessons,ok?"luna said.

"i'll agree with what ever you say forever."i said

"oh."luna said, she blushed a little at this statement. but she revovered quick when we went to work.the first thing was help to help with some documents. i got say there something with me and boring stuff the hospital and this, BORING. that took at least 3 hours especially with luna teaching me how to do them. the rest of the night was paper work, but 30 minutes before breakfast or dinner for us we got enough time to talk.

"alright we are done."luna said.

"um,can we just talk princess?"i said.

"why yes axel,"luna said,"what would you like to talk about."

"i feel weird."i said.

"what do you mean."luna asked.

"for some reason i feel attracted to...ponies."i said weakly.

"oh,"she said blushing,"i don't know what to say,except that maybe your getting accustomed to equestria."

i was blushing furiously.

"oh would you look at the time its time for dinner."i said.i almost ran out the door if i didn't almost trip.

well this going to be my new life from now on i guess shouldn't embaress myself like that again.

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next chapter: lifes rythme! let get in rythme with my new life!

Author's Note

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life's rythme

this is my life and i'll keep it no matter what, because i have nothing else but this is life's rythme.

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in all the time i've been here i never thought i would actually feel....normal. i mean anyone who see's me doesn't call me monster i'm really happy that no longer happens. all they think of me is an ambassedor for my country.i've finally found my...rythme in life.i've become accustomed to my job as assistant for luna and now i have a normal life here in equestria.but might as well say my life before i get to the better part.

one month after my first time working for luna...

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"so luna i've done some of the documents and finished all the paperwork,"i said,"what would you like me to do now?"

"just finish the rest of the documents."luna said, we really had alot of work to do because celestia left on a trip to visit this place called manehattan.

"we really haven't gotten any rest since your sister wen on her trip to manehattan."i stated.

"well that is how my sister is"she said.

"*sigh*,well at least it's not that bad i at least get to be with you."i said,she blushed when i said that,i didn't know until i said my sentence in my head.

"oh, sorry i didn't mean it like that it's just your interesting to talk to."i said blushing.

"no it's fine."she said still blushing a bit.

"okay i'm done with my documents are you done with yours?"i said to the princess.

"oh, yes i'm done with mine too,"she said,"what do you want to do now?"

"we might as well go eat dinner it's already time to eat."i stated.

once we entered the dining room i saw blue blood my enemy.but the thing is that i saw terrorizing another servant he screamed at her and told her to get better tea because it was too cold.but then i recognised who it was it was shine bright my personal servant we had some good time not that many though. i swear i'm going to use my free punch one day but not today.so the next best thing is a prank i still remember those.so i went up to the her and told her the prank.

"i know your being terrorized by blue blood so i'll tell you a prank that he won't notice, you ok with this?"i said to her.

"more than ok i hate him."shine said,she never used 'hate'to anyone but blue blood.

"ok,here's the prank,put a couple of drops of pen ink in a cup of tea..."

"WHERE'S MY TEA!"blue blood screamed.

"anyway,don't put to much that it distorts the flavor or else he's going to be suspicious,and want know whats going to happen to him?"i asked to shine bright. she noded in response.

"it will make his mouth look ridiculous and will give him some stomach ache,so will you do the prank?"i asked,she nodded in response she told one of the ponies making the tea the plan an he nodded they put pen ink in there and gave it to blue blood.HA, you should have seen his mouth looked ridiculous and everyone there laugh at him he was confused and then the tea took imidiate effect and he went to the nearest bath room we were really laughing at him,HARD.

i went back to my seat next to luna and she askedwhat that was about.i told her everything and she was surprised but she said he really deserved it. so i went back to my dinner once i was done i started to talk to luna.

"hey luna like the prank or not?"i asked.

"i liked it, it was very hilarious."she said.

"i'm glad you liked he had it coming,"i said,"well have a good sleep princess."

"the same to you, axel."she said.

once i entered my room i was surprised by somethingi never expected to be there.

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next chapter: the surprise! let's see what i got!

Author's Note

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the surprise

This is when I get a surprise that might have been expected.

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"What the heck is that?" I asked my self. I took a couple of slow steps just incase it was something dangerous, but I got real good look at it.

"Is that a cake?" I asked myself.

"Yes, it is." said an eavesdropping pony. When I turned around, I saw shine bright.

"But why would you even give me a cake?" I asked

"Well, the staff thought since we finally got a little revenge on blue blood, we'd give you a little token of our appreciation." she replied.

"But you really didn't have to." I said.

"No, it's fine. We already baked it for you, so don't let it go to waste." Shine said.

"Well, I guess I can't say no." I said.

It's weird though, that they baked a chocolate cake that had three different chocolates. I really like this cake. I should probably give some to shine bright.

"Hey shine bright, would you like a piece?" I asked her.

"Oh, no thank you." she replied.

"Well, I can't finish this off all by my self." I said with a smirk.

"Well I suppose I could help you finish it since you can't." she said before I sliced half the cake for her. It was a small cake, but still too big for me to eat.

"Here you go." I said while giving her the piece of cake.

"So, what is this cake called?" I asked.

"It's called triple chocolate cake." she replied

"Wait, triple chocolate cake?..."

I then started to get twitchy, and then I'm on the floor looking like I’m having a seizure. I can hear shine bright screaming for help. The problem was that I didn't know why I was getting twitchy, but then I see a vision, a vision like the one in the hospital. This time I see me and.... I look happy. But there are other people, not ponies beside me. They look at me happily and then I see why. It's my birthday. This happened one month and a week ago when I appeared here in Equestria. But then I see the same cake that I was given a couple minutes ago. I don't recognize any of the people but before I can examine any of them my vision is taken away from me and then I see Luna.

"Am I still asleep?" I asked

"Yes, you are. You were having a seizure, and I decided to look into your mind, but I couldn't." she said.

"Why couldn't you?" I asked.

"It seems there was some type of force that kept me from looking in to your dreams." she replied.

"One last question, how long was I out for?" I asked.

"Three days." she answered.

"Wait, what?!" I screamed.

"But it felt like I was out only for a couple of minutes!" I said.

"Yes, I bet it did. Your mind can give you the illusion that you were out for a short amount of time, yet it has been longer" she said to me. "Now, it's time to wake up, Axel."

When she said, that I immediately woke up and Luna was there but this time so was shine bright. It seemed as if shine bright had no sleep. It also seemed like I woke up in another hospital again. Once shine bright saw that I was awake she ran over and hugged me.

"I thought you were going to die!" Shine said holding back tears.

"I thought so too, and this marks my second time in a hospital." I said

"We were really worried about you Axel." Luna said.

"So, what happened after I was out?" I asked

"My sister came back, and said that I could have a day off to watch over you. She said the same to shine bright, but she never slept and kept watch on you" She said while shine blushed and laughed a sarcastic laugh.

"Also, my sister sends this to you if you would wake up." Luna handed over a letter and I grabbed it. What could it be?

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Next chapter: The Letter. Thought the real surprise was in the beginning, didn’t you? Well, you guessed wrong.

Author's Note

editor:Joejos
writer:pythorian
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the student

Guess who we’re meeting today? And since back then I didn't know who it was, well it's time to find out.

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We were still in the carriage and Shine was still asleep, but we were almost to the castle and I could only make out that Celestia and a purple pony was there. I've got like twenty-twenty vision.

"Hey Luna, who's Celestia's student?" I asked.

"Oh, it's Twilight Sparkle, the element of magic, which is why Celestia is training her in magical power." Luna replied.

"I've been hearing about these elements but I don't know what they are." I stated.

"You will find out about it sooner or later." Luna said.

"Ok, Luna." I said.

There was something about this human that always dropped her royal persona for some reason, but it felt...right.

"Oh, we’re here." I said.

"Huh? Oh, right." Luna said.

"So in what part of the castle does Shine Bright live?" I asked.

"In the servant’s quarters, in the 5th room, 3rd bunk." Luna said

"Well that was oddly specific, but ok," I said, "Do you mind telling your sister that I will be late to meet her student?"

"Very well." She replied.

So I walked for an hour with shine bright in my arms to get to the servants quarters, and it got really tiring. But for all she put herself through for me, I'd walk for a farther distance. But once I got there the servants that were on break just stared and snickered and mumbled something that I didn't hear. I got to room 5 and put her down in her bed. I left a note on her bed. It said

“Dear shine bright,

Thank you for even worrying about me, but don't exhaust yourself just for my sake.

Thank you and please get some rest.

signed,

Axel Equinox.

P.S.

I carried you to your bed so don't be wondering.”

So I went to the throne room just to see if the royal sisters were there. They were there, but with the student I assumed was Twilight Sparkle. I could tell she was female. The other thing I just noticed is that the population is woman dominated.

Weird, but once this Twilight Sparkle caught a sight of me, she jolted toward me and started to...examine me?

"Uh, what are you doing?" I asked her.

"*Gasp* It speaks our language!" she said.

"Well, my first impression of you is that you are rude." I exclaimed to her.

"Yes, that was very rude of you, Twilight." Princess Celestia said.

Twilight looked very flustered and sad.

"*sigh* Fine, you can examine me. But don't call me ‘it’, call me Axel." I said a little irritated.

She immediately felt better, but looked at the Princess first for permission, and the Princess nodded.

"You are truly a really interesting specimen..." Twilight said.

"Hey, what did I say about calling me something I'm not. I'm a human, and my name is Axel Equinox." I said really irritated.

"Hey princess why did you say for me to meet her." I put more pressure on her.

"Because she's the one who your going to live with." she replied

"Wait, what?!" Twilight and I screamed in synchronization.

"And I want you two, to know each other better." Celestia said, "And that’s why I arranged this meeting."

"I also know that you had that seizure recently.." she said but when I saw twilight look at me with regret for even touching me.

"...And I am sorry about that, but I decided to let you off the work you do with Luna." she said

"But I like my job with Luna." I said sadly.

"I know that you like my sister because she saved you life when you were about to die of blood loss.." She said when I saw that Twilight had a face of horror. She looked like she regreted everything that involved me.

"..and that's why you still want your job, but your new job is to go with Twilight and live in Ponyville, so please don't complain." she said finally.

"*sigh* I'm going to miss a lot of ponies here in the castle" I said

"I know you will." Celestia said.

"Am I leaving today?" I asked

"Yes, you are." Celestia replied

I noticed that Luna had nothing to say to this. She was just there, but she actually looked sad in all of this.

"Well, I'll miss you, Luna. It was fun hanging out with you. I wish we could hang out more." I said. Luna blushed and agreed on my statement, "Please tell shine bright so she won't worry."

Mean while...

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*yawn* Shine bright finally woke but in her bed. She found a note on the foot of her bed. She saw that it had her name on it so she opened it.

“Dear shine bright,

Thank you for even worrying about me, but don't exhaust yourself just for my sake.

Thank you and please get some rest.

signed,

Axel Equinox.

P.S.

I carried you to your bed so don't be wondering.”

She blushed really hard that he carried her all the way toward to her room, but she took the advice and went back to sleep like Axel told her.

Back to where we were...

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"I have the carriage waiting in the bay room." Celestia said.

"ok." Twilight and I said. Man it's weird that we even do that.

"Then please go." Celestia said.

So we went to the bay room and found the carriage waiting for us.

"I'm sorry." She said sadly

"Why?" I asked.

"Because I didn't know what you've been through." she said.

"It's ok, it was all in the past." I said.

"No, it's not ok. I didn't know what you were through." she said.

I put a hand on her mouth and said.

"Please, it was in the past. I don't want to think about the torture of the past." I said on the verge of tears.

"Please just, I don't want to talk about it." I said. She could tell by my eyes that she really shouldn't have said anything.

"Ok…"she said.

"Now, come on we have to get on that carriage." I said

We entered the carriage and off we were to Ponyville.

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Next chapter: Ponyville! Let's make some new friends and hope Pinkie doesn't kill me with her parties,

Pinkie: Hi! What’s this place?
Me:Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!
Me:Damn it why do you always have to break the fourth wall!
Pinkie:i don't
Me:anyway yeah 'till next time
Pinkie:Bye!

Author's Note

thanks for reading!
you know the rest!

ponyville

This is the part where I meet new and old people!(secret not really)

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Man, when we got a view of the town, it was beautiful. I could simply look at it all day but then a song in the crack of my head popped out.i decided to hum it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_DKWlrA24k

Twilight was just reading a book when she heard humming. She looked up to the human and saw that he was crying and humming a nice sounding song. She thought of the song as very peaceful and harmonic. He then started to sing the song with a great voice that she never could have guessed that he had.

"Somewhere, over the rainbow, way up high, and the dreams that you dream of once in a lullaby-y-yy-yyy."

"Somewhere over the rainbow... bluebirds fly. And the dreams that you dreamed of dreams really do come true-oh-ohh."

"Someday I will wish upon a star, wake up where the clouds are far me."

This really got to her. She now felt differently about Ponyville and her friends. This song told her everything about peace and harmony, about wishes and happiness. About dreams and feelings for better. This really made her feel different about the town she called ponyville.

"Where trouble melts like lemon drops, high above the chimney tops that's where you'll find me, oh"

"Somewhere over the rainbow bluebirds fly and the dreams that you dare to, oh why, oh why can't I?"

"Well i see trees of green and red roses too, i'll watch them for me and you and i think to myself what a wonderful world."

(P.s. different music video but the same.)

Twilight heard the whole thing while they were landing in Ponyville and thought about the song. She was going to think about it later, but before axel went out of the carriage he wiped the tears off his eyes and went onwards with twilight.

"So where are we going?" I asked still wavering a little.

"To my house. You'll get to see Ponyville tomorrow morning"

"I'm not sure. Can somepony you trust follow me? All these ponies are giving me the dirty look, and I don't mean to make trouble."

"Don't worry, they're friendly." Twilight assured

"Fine. Let's just get to your house. It's almost night time,"i said,"forgot to tell you i'm more of a night person so i can't sleep at the night." I told her.

"And we're here."

"Your house is a library?" I asked

"Yup." she replied

“Your library is a tree?”

“Yes..?”

"Won't it burn down?" I asked

"Don't worry, I enchanted the house so it won't catch fire." She reassured me

"I guess that makes sense."

We entered through the door and then twilight called out to someone or something.

"Ohhh spiiike! I'm home!" she shouted

"Oh, Twilight! I missed you, you were gone for...." Spike paused to look at me. This ‘spike’ thing looked at me and then yelled, "Monster!"

He jumped at me and then started to rip at me with his claws. I could feel something warm in its stomach and then I could see a fire in the back of its throat so I really started to kick him off, but he kept a tight grip.

"Spike, stop!" I could hear her scream.

"No, its trying to attack us!"

"Then he belched at me, while I blocked my face with my arms. I got scorched really badly on my arms and this was the third time when I almost died. I could hear twilight screaming at spike and then it really got black again. The darkness welcomed me to a cold place in which I could live in for eternity.

I woke up in the hospital, but this was different. I was being raced to the hospital in a stretcher when I woke up. I swear if, I almost die one more time, I will think that Equestria is really hating on me.

I was on the hospital bed being treated for my really bad burns and scars that really got to me because of that thing. They put alcohol on my scratches which was everywhere, which really burned like a bitch.

I could see twilight in a chair waiting for me to wake. I was already awake, but my eyes weren't opened. Just a little slit of my eyes were opened, so I decided to open my eyes completely.

"Hey twilight. Now you see what happens to the average Axel in Equestria." I said. She was startled a little, but eased up. "This has happened to me three times. I still have the gash in my arm and the fire made it worse, not to mention the seizure"

She looked really sorry about all this happening to him. If she had just written a letter to spike, then this would have never happened. And then she thought of what her friends would have done if he were to walk alone. Applejack would have certainly bucked him to death, Rainbow dash would have Sonic Rainboomed him, and Fluttershy… Well.. Anyway. She really didn't want to think about all this.

She ran up to axel and started to cry.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. It's all my fault. If I would have.." She said while crying her eyes out.

"Look, it's not your fault. What's destined to happen is going to happen, Twilight. On a less important note, you’re hugging my wounded arm and it's really starting to hurt a lot"

She immediately backed off. She didn't want to hurt him any more than she already has. She dried up her tears and started to calm down.

"Can you send a letter to Princess Luna and princess Celestia that i'm hurt and in the hospital again?" I asked "Also, add to the letter for Luna. Tell her not to worry and I'm going to be fine, so that she doesn't have to come see me."

"Ok."

Who would have ever thought that axel would get hurt again after his seizure.

She teleported in and wrote down a letter for both the princesses, but then she remembered that spike wasn't there so she decided that she could try teleporting all the way in Canterlot.

Meanwhile, in Canterlot...

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"Good night, Lulu" Celestia said to her sister.

"Good night Tia. And can you stop calling me that embarrassing name, please?"

"No, I simply love that name." she said before she half chuckled-half yawned.

"Well then, I'm.."

They were interupted by a blinding purple light when Twilight entered.she dizzely came to the two sisters.

"Uh, hi princesses, I've got these two letters for you and luna."

"Why didn't you just use spike?" Celestia asked.

"Um, long story, but he's in trouble." she replied sheepishly

Both Luna and Celestia grabbed their designated letter.

"Would you mind sending me to the hospital in Ponyville, Princess?" Twilight asked Celestia.

"Why?" both the princesses asked.

"You'll find out in the letters. Can you please just send me there?" She asked one more time.

"Very well, twilight." said Celestia. There was a blinding flash of gold light and she was gone.

"You should read your letter, ‘Tia’." Luna mocked.

"You too, ‘Lulu’." she answered.

They then read it for ten minutes.

"Dear sister, he's been injured again!" Luna said.

"Now, now. Calm down Luna. The letter says not to worry." Celestia assured her little sister. "But it does seem that he's been severely injured in the arm where he had the knife cut."

"May I visit his dreams?" Luna asked.

"Very well." Celestia answered.

Back in the Ponyville hospital...

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Well, I fell asleep because of all the pain, and then I thought of ponyville. Then it suddenly struck me that town was where I spawned! Then I dreamt of the castle and then Luna was there.

"Hello, axel." Luna said

"Hi, princess"

"Are you in my dreams again?" I asked

"Yes."

"Well, if you want, I can dream of how I look so you can see the injury if you want." I said

"Yes, I would like to see that."

Then I dreamt of how I look like injured.

"Oh my, it's even worse then I imagined." she said on the verge of tears

She the came up to me and looked at the arm. She then started to shed tears of how it looked like.

"Luna, this is why I didn't want you to visit me. I knew that you were going to get upset about this" I said to her gently.

"Please, just be safe next time." She said still crying some tears.

"I will. I just don't want you to be upset. You’re the only person who matters to me." I said while crying a little. She also blushed at this comment. She knew this already, but each time he said it, it was like the first time he said it.

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Next time, the real chapter: "Ponyville: Part 2."

Hey, Pinkie’s still here.

Pinkie: Yup

me: Do you mind if you get me a rainbow cupcake?

Pinkie: Yes, but it'll cost you something.*lshe said murder like*

Pinkie: It'll cost you 5 bits.

me: But, it's even more.. *mumble* fine, here.

Yay, cupcake!

Author's Note

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editor:Joejos
creator:pythorian
You know the rest!
Thanks for reading!

ponyville part 2(in the hospital)

by the way before i start this is not edited if you see a mistake please comment thank you!

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there were still tears in luna's eyes she was scared for axel. she was starting to regret the choice of letting him go off in to ponyville.

"are you sure your going to be fine here."she sniffled.

"i will just give a chance, just please don't worry."my voice still wavering from this whole chat.

i walked up to her and hugged her.

"please just don't worry i don't want to make you upset, i don't want to see your pretty face to be covered din tears."

when i said this luna was blushing furiously, this was the first time he had said this and she felt a pang of love for him.but she knew this could never happen with a mortal and immortal.

"now please go luna i don't want to upset you anymore over my conditions."i said.

"but,"she said but was interrupted by me.

"no just please go i don't want you to get you upset, i'll send you a letter when i am at full strength."i said.

"please feel better i will visit you on my free time."she said.

"that's fine princess but please don't worry over me."i said to her lastly.

after that everything went black and then i heard voices and saw light.

*groan*

"he's awake doctor."said a nurse which i later found out was called Red Cross.

"very well then remove the bandages so i can see the burns."said a doctor.

"ah."i said.

*groan*

when they removed the bandages they saw how bad it was the skin was really close to black and some started to peel. but the real grotesque part was the arm the one i got stabbed with, its stitchs werer burnt and the arm was not fully healed so they could see the flesh burnt and bloody, dry with old blood but still bleeding a bit.once you saw you could see bone a little i am even surprised the muscle grew back a little.

"Dear celestia!, we have to desinfect that wound and stitch it before it gets worse."the doctor said as red cross got some string, alchol(gonna sting like the flames of tartarus)and bandages.

"now put in the alchol to neuralize the wound."the doctor said.

*groan*"aaaaaaaaaaaaa!"i screamed.

"put him down!"he said to red cross.

they put me down while they kept rubbing the alchol in my arm.

"there done,now to put in the stitches."he said,"keep him down this will hurt and if he isn't careful it will stab in to his arm."

he then started to put in the stitches.

outside in the waiting room of the Intensive Care Unit.(The I.C.U.)

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"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!" that scream was blood chilling to Twilight she was frightened to what was happening to axel. she really blamed this on herself if only she warned spike about the human this would have never happened. then she thought of an idea. what if she introduced her friends to him then they wouldn't harm him but help him if he sets foot in ponyville again. so she started going out of the hospital and made an appointment to the hospital so all her friends could see him in the same room.this time she couldn't mess up.

back with the process...

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*groan*"it hurts a lot and my head is pounding."i said tired.

"here take this migraine and it'll help your headache,"the doctor said,"and you will stay in this hospital for a week to test and see if your healthy enoguh to survive out there."

"thanks, may i get your name doctor?"i asked.

"why sure axel it's Dr.feel well"(stereo typical also just made it up)Dr.Well said.

once he left i looked at my arm, it was bandaged up, everytime i moved it it hurt like a bi*** and really i don't see how this could get worse but then i saw a pink blur come and jump on me.

"aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!"i screamed in pain and from fright the pink pony frowned and i felt like there was some tear in the space continuem by this action.

"pinkie!,get off of him!"some voice said, then i recognized it as twilight.

pinkie got off but she looked sad that she couldn't get on me.

"i'm sorry about that axel,"twilight said,"she's a little hyper."

"i can see because she hurt me all over."i said a little irritated

"i would like you to meet my friends."she said.

then i saw 4 more ponies come in.one with orange fur and blonde mane, another one that has white fur and purple mane which i recognized as rarity,she recognized me too plus fluttershy if i remember right and lastly there was a cyan pony with a rainbow mane.

once rarity and fluttershy saw they came over and started to hug me and say "they thought i died and that they felt bad about everything" and then fluttershy whispered into my ear:

"i really liked that hug, it was the first hug i ever got from a stallion."flutters said and blushed, i blushed at this fact.

"it seems you already know two of my friends then axel."twilight said

"well it's a long story it might answer some questions if you want to hear it."i said.

"I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOUR STORY!"she said like a fanatic.

"Ok well it all started.."i then told my whole month, but i left off a couple details about fluttershy and luna.

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next chapter:Let's get on with this! that's the name i'm serious.

Author's Note

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story not edited need an editor for week days
you know the rest!
Thanks for reading!

lets get on with this

this is still not edited if someone here is an editor please come to my rescue! any way back to story!

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"So let me get this straight."said Applejack,"You came here with no memory?"

"that is correct."I stated.

"And you made a life with the fabulous princesses?"Rarity asked.

"Also correct."i said once more.

"And you got to stay at that awesome castle and meet the awesome Wonder Bolts?"Rainbow Dash asked with a hint of jealousy.

"Yes but i only met them once only on a duty Luna assigned to me."i said.

"Did you get to see the beautiful garden and cute critters?"Fluttershy timidly.

"Yes I did but it was only when I thought about my life and what i did."i said a little wearily.

"Oh, i'm sorry i didn't mean to..."Fluttershy was going to until i said.

"It's fine it's all in the past i don't need to think about it."i said

"DID YOU GET TO HAVE PARTIES?"Pinkie said hyperactively.

"No i didn't mo time for paties in work time."i said

"That's really boring.. *gasp*IKNOWWHATISHOULDDOISHOULDTHROWYOUAWELCOMETOPONYVILLE PARTY!"Pinkie said.i was confused on what she just said because i didn't really hear it.

"I still think it's my fault that you got hurt more."Twilight said depressingly.

"it's fine i told you nothing is your fault."i said to her. i tried sitting up but it didn't end well.

"gaaah!"i screamed in pain.

"please let me help you!"twilight said

"no it's fine it's just my arm."i said.

"what happened to it?"applejack said.

"well remember i said that i stabbed my arm in the beginning well spike burnt the stitches and fire got in it and made it worse."i explained.

"that must feel terrible darling."rarity said.

"it's worse than said."i said

"um, if you don't mind can i see how bad the wound is?"fluttershy said.

i took of the bandage and showed all of them how bad my wound is.

they all gasped in unison to see how bad it is and theni took off my shirt to show my burns.

they were stuck in place.they couldn't believe how a baby dragon could make such wounds.

then they all came up to me and hugged me to make me feel better

"ow."i said

they let go immediatly

"sorry"they said in unison

"it's ok i know yuo were trying to make me feel better but you should all go home i don't like to make ponies worry over my sake."i said

it was turning night.it was almost done with visiting hours.

"i'm in here for a week so just don't worry, you all must be tired so go home and get some sleep."i said

they all left with a sad look on there face. they look as if they did all of this to me.weird.

so i decided to go to sleep.

i ended up in some town that i didn't recognize but there were these ghost that look like humans but had no faces.

"so this is your dream axel."said luna.

"hello luna."i greeted her.

"hello to you too."she said

"they look like you, is this a city of your people?"she said

"i don't know i don't recognize this town but all i know is that these people are humans."i said

"interesting."she said

"by the way i don't mean to sound bossy but, luna don't you have work to be done?"i asked

"well i have different forms many one that is working now and others that go into others dreams and nightmares."Luna said.

"well that makes sense."i said

"Are you feeling alright?"luna asked

"yes i'm fine, how are you doing in the castle princess.?"i asked

"i'm doing fine but it's rather plain with out you here even shine bright isn't herself when i told her the news of you leaving and getting hurt."luna said

"oh."i said

"well tell her i said hi and also not to worry and i'm going to be fine."i asked her to do.

"very well."she said. then she remembered the talk of last night and a talk from the castle when he was there.

"Do you remember that you said that you wee starting to get attracted to ponies now?"luna asked.

"yes i remember"i said.

"who are you attracted to?"she asked

"can we skip this question?"i asked rather nervous.

"no just please answer."luna said rather demandingly

"fine,i'm attracted to *mumble**mumble*"i said with a small voice.

"Speak up axel." Luna said

"I'm attracted to....you."i said nervously.

she blushed rather ferociously, and her whole face turned pink.

"When did this start?"she said still not recovering.

"well,"i started rather nervous,"four weeks ago, when i went in the wrong chambers i was surprised by your cute face sleeping in your bed and i was rather attracted but i went away as fast as possible and scolded myself about even thinking about it."i said.

luna blushed even more

"oh,my."she said

"so pretty much i just wanted to say i love you."i said

now she lost it. she actually fainted on the spot.

"Luna!, Luna!"i yelled. i picked her up and put her on the bench. i sat next to her and let her use my lap as a pillow. it was at least a couple of minutes before she woke up.once she saw that she was on my lap she fell off the bench.

"are you ok luna."i asked

"yes i'm fine."she said nervously

"but you very well know that i can't love you axel you know this."she said

"yes i know the princess may not find love only with other princes or immortals."i said rather sad

"w-we can still be friends right?"she said nervously

"yeah, but it won't be the same."i said

"bye, luna"i said

then i ended that dream.

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well next chapter:finally in ponyville! my heart is broken *sniff*

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Leave any comments i will read them!
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finally in ponyville

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the week passed by slowly i was stuck with sadness. i shouldn't have said my love for the princess. i wouldn't be like this. every time i she tried talking to me i either shut her off or ran away. but by the look on her face i could tell she felt miserable too.every time twilight and her friends came here there was a letter from the princess. i only left her one letter and it said.

Dear Princess Luna,

stop sending me letters please. I am sorry but i can't be the same because of the other day.

please just leave me alone.

signed,

Axel Equinox

i stopped with that simple letter. but what i didn't know is that twilight was peeping at what i do to see if i was safe. she saw me writing the letter and saw how miserable i was. she was thinking of a plan to make me happy. because she thought she owed him for letting spike burn him and all. then she thought of something. maybe making some friends he will get over it then maybe he will learn to love someone else.

so after one week of grief and sadness i got out of the hospital. Dr.Well said to take of the bandages on my arm and upperbody to put on burn cream and also to be careful with the stitches on my arm.twilight lead me to her house this time with spike looking rather ashamed of his actions a week ago.

"hey spike perk up, it wasn't your fault."i told him

"but i burnt you."he said rather ashamed.

"it's fine if there was a weird monster i would have done the same thing you were brave enough to protect twilight with your life."i said to him proudly

"well yeah, but it's still bad that i did it to you."spike said

"it's fine everything come and goes."i said with a sad smile.

"so where do i sleep twilight?"i asked twilight.

"there is a extra bed upstairs that i keep just incase of guests staying over."she stated

"ok"i said

"where does spike sleep?"i asked

"he sleeps in that snug basket there by the library."she said

"well thank you for giving me a home here."i said

"oh it's nothing anything for the princess."she said

"huh."i said

"well i'm going to bed."twilight said,"and if you still can't sleep at night help yourself to my books."

"ok"i said

once she had gone upstairs i looked at the library. i had to be careful with spike beacuse he was asleep and he looked rather adorable in that puppy position.so skimmed the library's selections and found one rather confusing.
it genre was a clop fiction? i felt an aura on the book as if saying do not read it so i left that section of the library alone.
i was starting to get tired because my sleep schedule reverted back to one of night so i went upstairs and found the bed twilight was talking about. i took off my clothes and pu on some shorts and a plain white t-shirt(by the way if your asking where i got this clothes it's because the princesses noticed i didn't have any other clothes and theydecided i should get some clothes and ordered it from someone here in ponyville.)i got in the bed only to feel someone in with me.twilight felt someone get in the bed with her and she woke up startled.she saw it was axel.

"why are you in my bed?"she said in a whisper

"oh, sorry."i said quickly. i quickly got out but tripped and fell on my arm and then on my face i got knocked out from the pain only for two minutes(wow new record)but saw twilight standing over me.i blushed.once twilight saw in what position she was in she backed off immidiately.i decided to just get in my bed not hers and go to sleep and forget all of this happened.

"i'm sorry i got in your bed twilight."i said

"it's ok just go to sleep."she said quickly

once i went to sleep i was dreaming the same dream i now have. about thhe city with the ghost of people. then i saw the dark blue sparkles that looked like the night sky come after i knew what that signified. so i started to run and try to find a hiding spot. i found one in an ally and curled up and i softly cried on my knees trying to get over my obsession of luna but i couldn't.once the dream was over i could feel dry tears on my eyes. i tried looking for the bathroom and found one but got confused with the faucet controls.but i figured it out after a moment.i could see that twilight was still asleep. i decided to go down stairs to the kitchen to make breakfast.

"hhmm,what should i make for breakfast?"i asked my self. i decided on some oatmeal. i learnt the recipe in canterlot i have to say the food there is richer in taste than any place there is i bet. once i maded i could tell spike was up he groaned and yawned but once he caught a whiff of the sweet smelling oatmeal he perked right up.

"want some breakfast spike or am i going to have to finish this by myself?"i asked him

i served him a bowl and heard from twilight that he it's gems and i have to say this 'assistant' is really expensive to keep.while i was rummaging through the kitchen i found some gems and smashed a ruby in to dust.(don't ask how i did it but lets just say my legs are going to kill me for the next couple of days)once i gave spike the bowl i sprinkled half the gem powder on it. spike was suspicious on what it was so i told him what it was.

"it's ruby dust spike."i told him

"oh, boy!"he said rather happily

he tried one bite.

"dear celestia, this is really good!"spike said rather awe struck.

"well i learnt it from the best."i said to him

"from who?" he asked

"from the chefs in canterlot."i told him

"they told you there recipe?"then he looked at his plate," no wonder it's so good."

"well eat up your food is getting cold."i told him

i went upstairs to wake up twilight.she was still sleeping. i was surprised at this. it was really latet and she's still asleep. i decided to wake her up

*poke**poke*

*groan*

*poke**poke*

*mumble**mumble*

*poke*

"i'm up"she said rather tired

"your breakfast is getting cold"i said

"i'll be down in a minute."she said

"ok"i said

i went down stairs to see spike licking his bowl clean with his long snake tongue.

"you want seconds spike"i asked him

"yes please"he said

i served him some more and put on the rest of the ruby dust for him.he ate it hungrily once he was done twilight came down still looking a little tired.

"hey sleepy head want your breakfast yet."i asked with a smile still trying to forget the dream and everything before.

"yes please."she said with a yawn.

i gave her a bowl and served myself some too.

"had a good sleep last night?"i asked her

"not really, you?"she asked

my smile disappeared

"no not really"i said rather glum

"oh sorry i didn't mean to.."i cut her off

"no it's fine lets just eat."i said to her

"ok"she said

once we were done eating i called her upstairs while spike went over to rarity's botique.

"uhm, twilight can i ask a favor?"i said to her blushing

"oh, what is the favor?"she said

"well you remember how dr. well said i need to put on burn cream everday?"i asked

"yeess and?"she asked

"well i can't reach certain places and i need you to rub it on me, you don't have to if you don't want to."i said rather nervously.

"oh,uhm, ok if it's just that."she said with a blush

so i sat on the bed and gave her the cream then i started to unwrap the bandages and i saw that my burns were starting to heal nicely but my skin still had a black tinge to it.Once twilight had cream on her hooves she started to rub my arms.

"ooh~ that feels nice."i said. all twilight did was continue and blush at the comment.

"can i ask you something?"twilight asked

"sure."i reponded

"don't get upset but i know that you love the princess."she said

"oh."i frowned at that

"please don't get upset but i was watching over you and i saw you cry, why?"she asked

"i guess i can tell you but please don't tell anyone else"i said with a frown.

"ok i pinkie swear."she said. i was confused on what that was.

"ok,you already konw that the princesses can't fall in love with mortals or anyone tht isn't a royal, right?"

"yes i do recognize this law."she said

"and you know that luna can enter anyones dreams right?"i said

"yes i do recognize this too."she said

"um, can you keep putting on the burn cream please?"i asked

"oh, yes." she said

once she started to put on the cream again i cooed in pleasure

"well, when luna entered my dream she checked oon me to see if i was fine but she brought up a subject i asked 5 weeks ago, it was when i started to get accustomed to the life here and well i started to get attracted to ponies she asked who i was attracted to and well it was her but i.. told her i love her i shouldn't have it ruined everything between us..."i said lastly and some tears started to roll down my cheek, but twilight caught them.

"don't feel bad."she started

"why shouldn't i?"i said

"well atleast you told her you love her that's a thing."she said with a weak

"well yeah but i wish there wasn't that rule."i said rather down.

"thank you for putting on my burn cream."i started to wrap the bandages on my upperbody and on my arm when twilight said.

"why don't you make some friends?"she said

"sure."'i said weakly

"and maybe if that works out you can find some one else to love."she said with a wink

"oh, um ok?"i said

so next step lets go outside and make new friends!

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next chapter:finallyin ponyville part 2! i wonder what's going to happen in the next chapter!

Author's Note

from now on in ponyville it will be running on comments because i'm running out of ideas
need editor for week days
you know the rest!
thanks for reading!

Finally in Ponyville(part 2)

Nothing to really say. So yeah have any ideas comment below thanks!

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Once I got out it was even more beautiful in the daylight.The town is very marvolous(oh sh** i think rarity rubbed off on me)than i expected because i've only seen it from a sky view and when i was running in the beginning but really didn't get to see anything.

"So are you going to just stand there Axel?"Twilight said with a smirk.

"huh, oh sorry just finally got a good veiw of this town."i said still standing there.

"well come on then let's see if you can find a friend."twilight said,"oh i forgot i have to meet up with pinkie for nothing in particular"she said with a nervous face. i could easily tell she was lieing.she needs to learn how to lie some day.

"so, uhm, you should be fine on your own for now."she said with a nervous smile.

"fine just go."i said to her,"also, learn how to lie."

"oh uhm, BYE!"she quickly got out with a speed that matched with pinkies

*sigh* "well i don't think anything can go wrong today."man murphy's theory was on me.Once those words left my mouth a blur of blue put a clothe on my nose and i got knocked out like that.

once i woke up i was in some type of basement with only a single light above and this pony.

"where am i?"i said "and who are you?"

"your in my basement and i'm lyra."she said proudly and i can feel there was some lust in here eyes.

i then noticed i wasn't tied up

"wait...you didn't tie me up?"i asked

"no i wanted to observe your body."she gave me a smile that completly said lust.

i blushed but then said"but you know you could have gotten away with more if you tied me up...oh sh**"

she then started to creep up on me with a chlorofome rag and some rope.she then pounced up on me but i side stepped her. i admired in my mind about the facts of adrenaline but i couldn't think about it now.The next pounce i did the same except this time lyra lost her footing and fell on the clothe and knocked herself out.i knew this was going to be a while so i decided to make a tea and a cake when she wakes up so we can have a little...talk.(F*** alot of ponies are really rubbing on me)i went upstairs to see my surroundings but it turned out i was still in the library.then i thought why she would say that.then i could think that if a pony was carrying an unconcious human all through town it would be REALLY suspicious.

I had made the cake right about the time the tea was ready.about 10 minutes later when all the things were settled on a table downstairs she yawned and she was finally awake.

"eat"i said to her demandingly

she looked at me as if something happened to me but saw the food infront of her(i decided to also make sandwiches because i saw that it was turning evening)she decided to take a sandwich and i served her a cup of chamomile tea.

"why are you doing this?"she said.

"why were YOU doing this?"i said to her

"well i was interested humans in all my life time."she said but i cut her off

"how do you know about humans?"

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Next chapter:talking with lyra!

sorry that this chapter was so short but like i said running out of ideas so until next time!

Author's Note

thank you for reading!
hasn't been edited, sorry. :(
comments are really supported.
Thanks!

Talking with lyra

well sorry for the late update but let's get on with this

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"well, I guess I can trust you if you promise not to tell anyone."Lyra said

"I pinkie swear"I said, the i felt a shiver down my spine and looked up and saw pinkie in some....spy gear?

but i decided to ignore it and looked at Lyra.

"When I was just a filly i used to be bullied by some mean colts and it all happened in a library this one to be exact...

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"No! You can't have it!"Lyra screamed, she was being bullied down for her bits.

"Come on guys let's get her!"He said(*not good at coming up with names*)

They started to corner Lyra to the mythology section

*Whimper*Lyra was scared.The lead colt started to charger up some medium force magic.Once he released this magic lyra made a really weak force field.The magic formed into a ball and it sailed straight at her. It broke the shield and sounded like breaking glass.

This magic left no mercy for her and knocked the wind out of her.She blacked out.While she was out the colts stole all her bits and kicked the bookshelf to make all the books fall on her.

Lyra immediately awoke with pain everywhere on her body. she poked her out of the book pile.A final book fell out of the shelf and fell on her head and opened of her to show a mysterious creature she never seen or heard of before ,so she picked it up and studied it. It...was...AMAZING! This human creature was said to be very intellectual and had HANDS.this made more sense then grabbing things with hooves even she could not comprehend this.

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My jaw was hanging open. I was surprised that a pony would hurt another.I thought that everyone was friendly to one another ,but i guess not.I have yet to learn the ways here.

"Why would they do that to you?"i said almost ready to lose my temper.

"i...don't know."she said with a tear in her eye.

*don't lose your cool axel just stay calm*i said in my mind with a breath

"And that's why i want YOU!"she pounced at me and grabbed me but i started to run up the stairsbut lost my stepping and she started to make out with me. I started to grab her and try to get her off me but a part of me wanted to let her do her thing.I finally got her to come off for ten seconds.

"STOP!"I shouted but she didn't listen she kept making out with me but i didn't want this. i started to lose my mind. I actually started to give in and started to climb up the stairs with her. My hand sstarted to go down to her flank when something surprised her and me.

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Next chapter: It wasn't my fault!

My god, I can't believe i did that back then!

Pinkie:Me Neither

AAAAAAAAHHHHHH!

*pant*pant* Pinkie you have to stop doing that!

Pinkie:nnot a chance!

Author's Note

Thanks for Reading!
You know the rest!
Sorry for the late update.*guilty frown*

It wasn't my fault

Sorry for the short chapters also I'M SORRY *sob* for the late updates*starting to bawl*

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When that door slammed open I was so surprised I dropped Lyra and I almost had a heart attack.

It was Twilight and she said

"Axel I'm..."she stopped in her tracks.

"uh, hey Twilight..."I said.

"See ya, twilight and you too!" and Lyra ran out the door. but I saw that she winked before she left.

. . . . . total silence in the room, Twilight's mouth agape from the surprise

"W-what was t-that?" she said still in surprise.

"Well you see, Uhm, IT WASN'T MY FAULT!" i said yelling to her.

"*snicker*Didn't expect you to lunge out and already get a date with some one in that short of time." she said.

she was now laughing in full blast, I didn't expect her to forgive me that quickly. she was on her back already in full blast

"And what was that about you going for her flank?" she said now trying to stop from her laughter.

"Uhm, well I...can't explain." I said finally, "But it's like there was no difference, like she was any regular female."

"Hmm, it seems you are getting used to Equestria." she said much more serious

"This conversation has been getting awkward, sooo I'm just going to go over to the kitchen and make us some dinner " I said

Then I ran off and made some simple vegetable stew. We quietly ate our dinner but I said one thing to her.

"you need to lie better, anyone can see your lying." I said to her.

all she did was sit there and had wide eyes that she had been found out.

after dinner I just changed into my night clothes and brushed my teeth.

once Twilight had settled down in her bed and went to sleep I stared at the moon. I had decided to apologize for my rash behavior with the princess.

so I went to sleep and awaited the princess.

. . . . .

this time I was in a pond one I didn't recognize. it was very beautiful.i sat on the ground awaiting her arrival.

there was nothing and no one not even the blue mist.

where was she he did not know

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*groan*

Luna was still upset she wished that axel would stop trying to run away and would at least speak with her.she hadn't been doing her full potential in her job and was more depressed than usual. Just once would she like to hear his voice. She just couldn't get it out of her mind. Her sister tried to cheer her up but nothing worked so she decided to give her some time. But each day she just got more upset and she needed to do something quick or else something bad would happen.

Celestia decided to assign an arrangement for axel and luna. she decided it for two days from now for she knew from all the accidents he wouldn't like to travel for a while. so until then...

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THE NEXT DAY!

finally outside without anyone to bash my head in and kidnap me.

"Hey Twilight any places you recommend me to go?"I asked

"Hmmm.... why don't you try sweet apple acres, they have the best apples in Equestria." Twilight recommended

"which friend of yours is there?"I asked

"Apple Jack... you know the orange one with.."twilight was interrupted

"yeah I know...well I don't need directions because I can clearly see the farm from here...well see yah Twi!" I shouted while I was running towards the farm.

it was 20 minutes before I got there man it was farther away than it looked!

Once I got there I saw apple jack, but I also saw a large burly red pony and he was hurling RIGHT TOWARDS ME!

but instead of ramming me he takes out his hoof. I was still in a position that was embarrassing but he said

"why howdy there partner" noticing that I wasn't broken in any way I wiped myself off and coughed and said

"hi" I took out my hand out and shook his hand.

apple jack was running over and smiling she said

"ah knew it was a good idea to tell mah family you were here" I sighed in my head.

she noticed my expression and said

"well if ah didn't tell Big Macintosh here he might a' clobbered you down"

my....god. that sounded like a threat.

"well come on in, our house is your house" applejack waved her hooves over to a barn. know that sounded much kinder. once I was inside it looked much homier. like I actually belonged there. I saw an old green pony that smiled when I came in, she knew about me too. I didn't see them come through the door but there were three fillies one yellow with red hair, one orange with purple hair, and lastly one that looked like a cute little marshmallow with purple and pink tooth paste hair.

they were silent when they saw but like they were linked they said

"MONSTER HUNTER CUTIE MARK!!!" MY GOD I had to cover my ears. it was like banshee screaming in to my ear. THAT BAD. but while I covered my ears, they were still ringing, they pounced on me and put me down.

I was still on the ears thing I thought I fell down by my self but then I looked back to see who made that sound only to find three fillies on my back.

"SWEETIE BELL, SCOOTALOO, AND APPLEBLOOM GET OFF OUR GUEST THIS INSTANT!" apple jack was screaming at them they looked very down. they knew that they were going to get scolded later. but applejack...you know what just going to call her AJ. but anyway she put on a smile for me and said

"why don't you have a seat?" she said in a friendly "why don't I get you a fresh batch of our world known cider.

*CRASHHHHH*

something just busted through the door and said

"cider?"

I saw it was a sky blue pony with a rainbow mane.

"Rainbow dash AGAIN!" AJ screamed

"whelp, I'm a sucker for apple cider" she kinda laughed

"well your fixing the door AGAIN!" she was still screaming at her

"and as y'all can see we have a GUEST here!" she pointed her hoof towards me and looked back at her

"oh, you mean that monkey?" she pointed at me as well

"well that was very mean" I said

"SEE you hurt his feelings. we're supposed to make him feel at home!" she yelled

the moment she said home I had a glum expression. both of them saw it before I left the barn. they tried to reach me but I ran to the library. I went to the basement. if you want to know I made the place homier. my personal room. but...

Next time......MEMORIES!

god I don't want to remember it hurts

HMM don't see pinkie oh well

Author's Note

I need an event for this story as in which episode it is based on because i'm starting to lose where I am so please an episode or season don't know.this is also why it takes so much time and little chapters

Memories

starting to get back in to the biz of things again, so yeah maybe new chapters on Saturday, sunday, Friday. probably only on those days I will update the stories.

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but...I felt another seizure this time more of when I left my....home. I started spazing out on the floor and then I saw my family except their faces were still a blur I heard

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

then I saw a man come up to me and say

"happy birthday son."

he handed me a multi tool.so that's where I got the knife. so I suspected that he was my father. then came up a woman.

"happy birthday honey."

she handed me a silver ring but underneath was a secret compartment with picture.

*gasp* a ring! I had to check it later!

there were other gifts but they were on a different table in gift bags. then my mother put down a cake. the chocolate cake. the candles were lit and they all said

"BLOW OUT THE CANDLES!"

my mother came up and said

"make a wish honey" in a voice as smooth as silk

I scoffed at the idea but did it. I couldn't hear what I said but once I said it a portal came in and swept me away all I heard was screaming but one I heard the most

"MY BABY!"

that's all I ever saw I woke up and saw I was fine and not in a hospital but on the floor of the basement.

"The RING!" I yelled I looked at my finger it wasn't there. I checked my pockets not in there but I found the multi tool I searched for it in the library but didn't find I went downstairs sat on the sofa only to cry.

*sob**hic**sob*

another memory quickly flashed by it was the portal it took my ring. I kept crying

I didn't hear it but someone came in. not one but two ponies. rainbow dash and AJ. they heard my sobbing and ran down stairs .

"Now what are ya' sobbin' for?"

"It*hic*took my *hic*ring."i could barely say it.

"what do you mean ring?" rainbow dash said. she continued "we never saw you with a ring before."

I calmed down and said

"when I came here I had a ring but the portal took it."

they looked at me with a questioning look

"you wouldn't know"

they just looked at me

"well since your here do you want to stay for dinner?"

they smiled at me and said

"yeah I guess ah' can stay"

"I guess I can too"

I went up stairs but because of me having visitors I made a lemon meringue for dessert, a fruit salad as an appetizer, and vegetable stew as the main course.

but as I was lastly making the salad I had a huge headache I fell banged my head on the counter and them I remembered something

it was me writing an application for a .... college? it was called the blue cordon a culinary school?

as I saw this i went in deeper and saw that I was in a trainee outfit and I was cooking some dishes it was all in fast forward i saw many days working. then that's when i woke up but i felt.....different. i felt like i had more potential.

but again i wasn't in a hospital but in my bed. i saw some medical tape on my head when i looked at the mirror
but then i saw rainbow dash and AJ snuggled together by me in my bed i saw the time it was late then i heard the squeak of the door it was probably twilight then i saw the position i was in so i jumped out of the bed made sure they were still asleep and ran down the stairs and met twilight half way. she looked tired but i heard her stomach growl.

"so where were you missy?" i giggled in my head

"in sugar cube corner"

"where?"

"i'll tell you in the morning." she was walking over to the kitchen\

before she made it there i saw if the was still food. there was. i served twilight quickly but with care.

she saw the three courses and smiled at me. she ate everything but i ate some myself for i was hungry too.

she said

"i'm tired i'm going to bed. thank you for the supper."

i to was sleepy but then i remembered rainbow & AJ were there.

i tried racing upstairs but i saw that twilight was already fast asleep

i was relieved

i took AJ to our sofa and rainbow to a different sofai put my blankets on them

i pulled of my clothes and put on my night clothes and brushed my teeth and put my dirty clothes over in a laundry basket. and went off to sleep

this time i was in a white plain. nothing there. but i saw one pony there.

i bet you can guess. no not the princess well while you guess I'm gonna end the chapter

still wondering where pinkie is

PINKIE WHERE ARE YOU!

well until next time!

the letter

Let's find out what this letter is going to be, because I already know what it's going to be.*smirk*

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"Thank you, Princess." I said to Luna.

"You're welcome, Axel." Luna said

You could really tell that Celestia meant this for me. For some reason, there was a vibe that told me to read it. NOW.

So I opened and read it.

Dear Axel,

I know that you fell in to a seizure and are asleep, but when you do awaken please read the rest of this.

You won't be staying at the castle for long.

Wait, what?! But where will I go if not the castle?

I know that you must be scared since I'm telling you this, but don't be. You will get to know my special student, and once you get know her, you will live with her. She will be here every day to see if you wake up, but once you wake up, do come here, Immediately.

I really felt a lot of force in the immediately.

signed,

Princess Celestia

P.S.

I really am sorry with what happened to you. Also, the place you're going to is Ponyville. The place you "spawned" in.

Dang it, I hated that place. Those ponies are the reason I tried killing myself a month ago. Well, I guess it's time to go back to the castle to meet this student of Celestia.

"Um, where are my clothes?" I asked.

"Oh, they're over there." Luna pointed to a far away table.

"Uh, can you please get them for me, because you see uh.. these robes are really short.." I said embarrassingly.

"It's okay, I'll get them" Luna said

Then I remembered about shine bright.

"Hey, Shine Bright?" I said.

"Yes?" she said.

"Please get some rest. I'm worried about you." I said. I could see a blush running across her muzzle.

Luna came over and handed me my clothes.

"Uh, can you please wait outside?" I asked

"Oh, yes. Please come with me, Shine Bright." Luna said

I could see shine bright walking limply. Now I was really worried about her. After I got changed, I went outside to meet them. I could see Shine Bright was sleeping on the floor.

"I'll carry her." I said.

"Very well." Luna replied

So I carried shine to the carriage waiting outside. I set her down gently on the floor of the Carriage. I have to say that she looked cute sleeping. And there it goes again, my sanity has gone down the drain. But let's see who this student is. I'm hoping to see if Celestia really wanted me to meet her.

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Next chapter: The student! I bet you know where this is going.

Author's Note

i'm sorry if this was too short i was just putting in the letter nothing else
made by:pythorian
edited by:Joejos
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