April 23 1989

          Dear Dairy,

   When I started to killing ponies and making cupcakes with their body parts I have no control over myself I was enjoying it until yesterday I killed Manehattan last pony after that I went to sleep but woke up in despair I realized that I killed everyone even the princesses I cried I lost my friends and taken the life of everypony.

     I looked outside and it was dark,cold,lonely it was nothing like a ghost town they are all gone thanks to me "why this have to happen" "why I can't be normal" "why I have to kill" those question will never be answer so I stayed in my bed and crying about the past things that I done.I stopped crying and look myself in the mirror all I see is my past my cold hearted dark past.There is nothing I can do anymore my parents are dead and I was a orphan with no childhood heck even I can't remember when is the last I had fun when I was a little kid all I remember is being in a rock farm and getting my cutie mark the happiest day of my life and is all gone the fun...the laughter...the party... now all I see is nothing.

   Everyday I killed ponies and turning them into cupcakes make me sick that I did this now what I'm going to do all the ponies are dead now all I can do is lay in my bed and think about what have I done but there is something that I remember being with my friends I wish things were the same again I miss my friends, my parents,and everypony even I killed the princesses.How there were guards in the castle whatever I did I don't want to remember now the kingdom is gone even the brightness of the sun and moon are gone now is just darkness outside is raining no pegasus to clear the sky no Rainbow Dash to be leader just nopony.

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    Every time I woke up my hair got all puffy because I have a dream that I was with my friends again then I woke up back to reality and into the darkness I wish I could see my friends again I still remember the time when I was having a party and I have to invite them personally then they came over and we surprise them and party all night sweet... sweet... memories...