I want to be like her

My name is Lovely Dust, I am a young filly whit a normal life that I don't consider interesting. I am a yellow unicorn with pink eyes and purple hair that I decor whit a ribbon just to don’t feel disheveled, even with it I don’t feel like a pretty filly, and I really don’t care too much about that.

At school I’m not to good, I am very distracted whit every single teacher but, I never have any bad grades. About friendship, I am not the popular pony in my school but someponies describes me as sociable, I like to make friends and be whit them because I don’t like to feel alone at any moment, my best friend is named Sweet Cake, I feel like if I ever had a problem I can immediately talk about it whit her. All my friends think that my life its normal and happy with my family, sorry, my mom. Actually she is the only familiar I have, not even a brother or a sister, she is not to bad but I wish she could pay me more attention or even hear me when I talk about school or friends. It is like if I live alone in my house.

She has been like this since she and my father separated, I can’t believe he don't even said me ‘’Goodbye’’. He just left home with a serious face, I was so doubtful, I used to think he likes me, like if he enjoys being with me, I feel like if I wasn’t very important for my own father, and now not even for my own mother. There has not been any harder moment in my life , I soon realized that I am not important.
After this, I ran to the most pacific place where I always can relax, the park. It was raining and I don’t even had an umbruella but I don’t care anyway. I was covering my eyes while crying when I hear steps and look back, there was a lady with a black cape that stand out her white color, she don’t noticed me because I was hiding at the back of a bank just watching, she was holding a bag with apples like if she had returned from the Sweet Apple Acres, while she was walking she suddenly stops infront of a bank at her side and said loking down the bank: ‘’Are you okay darling?’’ There was a young colt with brown color and blue mane, he yelled ‘’YES! GO AWAY!’’ The lady said: ‘’Are you sure?’’ he repeated louder: ‘’GO AWAY NOW!’’ The lady don’t give up and said: ‘’ Anything I can do to help you?’’ and the colt stood up and yelled: ‘’GO AWAY! Don’t you understand?! I don’t need your help! I don’t need anypony’s help… I don’t… need it.’’ In the las 4 words he changed his tone whit a low one. The lady said: ‘’its okay everypony has bad days’’. She took out her cape and put it on the colt revealing her beautiful and stylish purple mane and also a beautiful large pretty tail that was getting wet by the rain. The colt gets surprised by this mares appearance and said: ‘’This is really don’t necessary you are going to get wet and sick.’’ The white lady looked at the colt deep in his eyes and said: ‘’There’s nothing like helping, you must be hungry right?.’’ She took one of her apples in the bag and gave it to him. He looked down and said: ‘’I can’t accept this after being so mean to you, not only you but my family, this is what I’m here, please don’t give me anything I don’t deserve.’’ The lady huged him and said: ‘’Shhh… everypony deserves help in their saddest moments.’’ The colt could not contain at this words and started crying at her shoulder and said: ‘’Thanks a lot, even if we don’t know each other your generosity makes feel fine and safety. I promise whit my life one day I will pay you back the favor.’’ The lady smiled at him, and even if she was wet she still looks beautiful, her generosity makes her eyes sparkled. I promise, the moon where not the one shinig that night.