Dear Diary,
Your probably wondering why am writing and not playing with my friends...I will get to the 'friend' part later.
I am now a full grown mare,but not without a price.
Ponyville is not what it used to be,bustling ponies everywhere.Everything was perfect...but no more,now it is just a wasteland.
How this happened was because of one fatal event,"The Pegasi Wars",which was against the Rebellion,who didn't believe in Princess Celestia's laws or rule.
Against Princess Celestia and her army.
The Rebellion was lead by my once good friend Rainbow Dash,and also at her side was the commander,Scootaloo.
It was a dastardly war,so brutal and violent.My fellow Crusaders (well before the war of course) had both been incorporated into this war...Why wasn't I? Well I will tell you why,of one man,that is right man not pony...Saved me from it.
He was created by Celestia in an attempt to kill the Rebellion,but he escaped and stumbled upon Sweet Apple Acres.
Applejack and Big Mac met him and trusted him,enough to where they trusted him with my life.Me and him are the only surviving things in Equestria,at least I think so.
Now back to what happened to my friends,Scootaloo had been killed by a Celestial guard,in the raid of Celestia's castle.
Sweetie and Rarity were both killed,Rarity was killed because she was thought to be a traitor to the rebels,and they also killed Sweetie Bell because they believed she was also a conspiracy theorist...she tried to deny it but they just hung her.
My sister and brother were both killed,because when Jameson,which is the name of the man or AI,came to our home,the royal guards came here and looked for both me and him.
Applejack had told me to hide in the basement while Big Mac kept the guards occupied.
However I saw them kill my family,I am so glad to have Jameson by my side,well not exactly.He is asleep.
We reside in the same basement of the Sweet Apple Acre farm.
I occasionally have nightmares about everything that had happened.But Jameson calms my nerves with funny stories from his life...it cheers me up.
And when I got my cutie mark,that didn't help with the nightmares,because I knew that neither Sweetie or Scoot had gotten their cutie marks before they died.
The cutie mark is two swords entangled with each other,James had taught me how to defend myself.I put those skills to good use too.
When I had killed a pony bandit right before he could...um...let's just say...get me.
Jameson saw this and was proud of what he had taught me.
We still live off the land,but it is just hard.
I wish I could just go back to the days where friendship could make it all better...but look at what it got us. My only friend in the world is Jameson.
I think of him as my half-brother,I mean who else am I gonna call that. I love him,in the way that a sister loves her brother.
Even though I am a grown up,he still reads bedtime stories to me,like Granny would do.
I have asked him before what his world was like...and he said it wasn't much different.
He protects my with his life,'cause of he doesn't I guess he feels that he is letting Applejack and Big Mac down...'cause I heard Applejack,right before she was-you know-say that he must guard me and keep me safe at all costs.
The war was about a 3-year war,it was brutal.Now hearing of a unicorn or a earth pony still alive is almost impossible to hear...unicorns and earth ponies were caught in the crossfire.
Pinkie Pie- Killed herself after her family were slaughtered by Celestia's guards.Her husband was Carmel and they had two children,one a boy,named Rain Storm.And a girl,Petunia.
Twilight Sparkle- Was killed by Rainbow Dash,because Twilight was on Celestia's side.Rainbow Dash didn't want to kill her friend...but she didn't want Celestia ruling anymore,either.
Rarity-you know what happened...
And worst of all...
Fluttershy-Was tortured and raped by the royal guards,she died in the prison of Celestia.
When she died she was not the shy,cute pegasus anymore.Fluttershy was nicknamed;Flutter-Bitch; because she eventually WANTED to be raped by one of the guards,she clearly had a extreme case of Stockholm's Syndrome.
And where is Princess Luna in all this? Well she had come down from the moon to try and take over the thrown but Rainbow Dash and her men killed her too.And also killed any living member of the Celestail family.Even Candace.Shining Armor didn't stand a chance against Rainbow Dash and her armada.
And all my other friends are either camping out in a deserted store,or dead from starvation.
Luckily...Jameson was a survival expert before he came to our world.
~I just hope I can spend just one fun day,with James without any death or heartbreak,before I pass...Is that to much to ask? Goodnight to however is reading this~
Signed-
Applebloom
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Commander's Log #1-
My name is Jameson K. Linx.
I was a commander in the Allie war on earth...However I was somehow transported to a strange and unusual world,filled with...um...ponies.
They were in a war also,I had tried to end the conflict with reason but...I was held prisoner.
It was against the Rebellion and the Cause..."The Pegasi Wars" as Applebloom tells me.
Oh yes,Applebloom...I had me her and her family after I somehow escaped from my captors,her family took me in.The family I believed were called,"The Apple Family," it included from what I know,Applejack;AppleBloom's sister,also Big Mac;Applbloom's sister.
I had been at their manor for about 2 weeks when ponies from the cause came and knocked a the Apple Family's barn door.
Applejack had told me to take Applebloom into the basement of the barn,and protect her little sister.
While Big Mac held off the guards.
Sadly...Neither of them made it.
And Applebloom tells me stories of her once friends,that she loved,but they were all killed.
I have to protect this filly 'till the day I die,because I feel her sister would of died in vain if I would not do so...She thinks of me as her guardian angel or something.
I try not to frighten her with my weapons that I had on me when I came to this place.
I have a trusty revolver,with two bullets in it...and yes one is intended for me and one is intended for her.
It will be long since I use it.
I had trained her how to defend herself...and she earned what she calls "a cutie mark" from it.
I am proud...
Jameson - Out-
