I was high, not the good mary jane high either. I am in a deep depression from getting raped and I was searching for a way to be happy. As a mare thats been raped I sure was hopless on that. Life felt wrong everything was just a let down to me. Then there was pills. I thought they were the cure at first but soon realised they were everything but the cure. I wanted to put them down but I was hooked. Back to the high though, I was shaking badly and felt as if I were about to puke so I knocked on my friends door. It was convenient that Ditzy's house was so close and when she answered I was releived heavily. "Hey Dash." Then she gave me a worried look "Oh Dashy you dont look great." "I-I know." I was queasy and trying to stay awake. "Come in sit down, be quiet though Dinky is sleeping and so is Sparkler."
I walked in and then noticed how late it was."Oh im s-so s-sorry for." Then I passed out.
I woke up and still felt bad but not as bad once I noticed I was in Ditzy"s house I got out of the bed. "What the hell?" I was in her bed room where did she sleep I wondered but soon dismised the thought. I walked out the room into the hallway the living room It was early and the sun was shining throught the window. Ditzy was readingso I sat down beside he on the couch. "Oh youre awake the kids are at school and there are some muffins in the kitchen." I was hungry but declined. "So Dash can I ask a question?" "Yeah what is is." I knew what was coming and it did come. "what was wrong with you last night?"
The most shitty answer came out of my mouth that moment."I was feeling sick but I'm okay now." I looked at the gound for what seemed like forever after that I felt bad for lying to her like that.
On the other side of the couch ditzy was giving me a stare that seemed to look strait inside me."Dash I can tell your lying."
That shocked me and also caught me of guard."What do ya mean?" she was on to me I knew it "your sweating pretty bad and you seem nervous." i wiped my forehead I was sweating "I was just sick." The shaking started. "Come on Dash you would still be sick wouldnt you?" I felt so low lying like that to her."Can we talk about some thing else." I couldn't beleive myself I felt like such a terrible pony.
"Please Dash you look stressed and you are making me worried you can tell me anything you know that." At this point I felt my eyes getting wet. By the time the first tear came out my bottom lip curled and I started bawling. I grabbed ditzy into a Tight hug and cried on her shoulder for a while. "Its okay Dashy just shh shh Its okay calm down now Dashy shh." she continued to say this during our hug and also stroked my mane, after a while We just sat there in the silence as tears flow out my eyes.