Toxic Girl

I covered my eyes in fear like any child would and curled up. The tension went all the way down to my stomach and I was shaking up like crazy.

That was until I heard some pony.

"Marelyn, Marelyn!" said Evie. "Are you okay?"

I quickly got up and embraced her.

"You look agitated, what´s wrong?"

I said, "I panicked and came in to find you."

"That´s alright; anyway, you can relax now, this house isn´t haunted. In fact it´s the safest place in the world to be."

I looked from side to side feeling doubtful, "Are you sure there´s nothing in here that´s evil?"

"No, I´m still thinking it´s just your wild imagination." she said approaching me.

I paused. "So, you don´t believe me, do you?"

"What are you talking about? I mean, I support many of the things that you do but this is nonsense! When you think about it there´s no reason to believe that there is an evil presence here. I checked it from wall to wall and it´s fine."

I threw my hoof over my face and sighed deeply.

"Sweetie, I know this is hard to deal with but sooner or later you´re going to have to accept that your mind is playing tricks on you. Tell me, is there something so hard that you´re trying to avoid?"

"Avoid, like what?"

"Well, responsibilities, of course. Is the real world so difficult to overcome?"

"NO! Everybody that I know keeps telling me that and I wasn´t expecting that you would come here and say that to me as well."

"I care about you but this situation is getting way out of hand, Marelyn."

"Please stop saying that..."

"You are just causing yourself great pain every time you do this."

"But you´re still afraid of me, why won´t you want to come inside?"

"I quite frankly don´t know what to say."

My vision clouded, "Then tell me you do love me."

"What?"

"You never said it the night when we slept together," I said in a very demanding way.

That made her feel slightly uncomfortable, "I don´t think it´s something you have to force feed. Besides, you have to give me some time."

"Then how much time do you actually need until you understand?"

"You´re pushing me way too hard, and that truly scares me. But you know what? I sincerly think your insecurity is being evidenced right now. Good night."

That was the last piece of conversation we had for weeks. She had left in the early morning feeling like this was some kind of mockery.

Meanwhile a strange dark cloud of doubt invaded me and slipped into me. Maybe they were right; I was beginning to feel less interest in practically anything I did.

It was hard to believe truly that Evie had caused a strong effect on me. My nights were getting worse and my anxiety climbed to unexpected levels so what took place instead were those encounters with Sussie.

This time she appeared to be less agressive, perhaps more nurturing and understanding; the worse or best part was that she surfaced everywhere and every time we had sex I closed my eyes and pretended it was Evie yet the illusion was never that powerful enough to make Sussie go away.

Once I was told that there was this unwritten rule in which a rockstar was never supposed to show a bit of vulnerability in his music. How was I going to hold up when my heart felt like to burst?

Twigster, hoping his advice would do any better told me that little tale and so much more, so he came to visit me at the house to help sort things out a little.

"Boy, you really are down, dude," he said while he offered me a shot glass of Dragon´s Tears.

"She´s afraid of me..." I said in a rather flat tone. "She is truly."

"Please, don´t let that get to you, what happened?"

"Why would anyone be afraid of me? Tell me."

He paused and took a deep breath.

"Um, it´s not that you´re scary per se; it might be because sometimes you have these attitudes that really creep us out, myself included."

I turned away.

"I mean, not that you´re a total wreck but she knew what she was getting into."

"What was she getting into, what was incredibly bad?! I shouted fiercely.

"Well, you know, girls really never take us seriously when it comes to a relationship; most of the time they just wanna have fun."

"But she´s different, Twigster, I can feel it in my hooves!"

"You would have to ask yourself why; then again she just could be an obsession, not real love."

I took another sip of my drink, "Fine, you´re not helping me with this at all, I want her back so badly it hurts."

"You have to concentate on the band, we need to pull ourselves together if we are going to have everything ready by this summer."

"I guess you´re right, maybe we do need some time off to think things through."

Twigster freaked out, "We? Oh, don´t tell me you´re planning on quitting the band?"

"No! I mean, me and Evie."

"Aw, yeah. Seriously, though, don´t let her get the best of you."

"Do you really think we belong together?"

"Only time will tell."

He left me alone to rest about 1 AM but I kept on drinking until I was fully relaxed.

I rested my head by the bar and slowly began to get sleepy and somewhat light headed.

Suddenly I felt some pony rub my shoulders.

"Baby, come to bed, it´s rather late."

That was none other than Sussie. Somehow she managed to wrap her legs around mine.

She began to stimulate me by kissing me around random places. There was a huge mirror on the other side of the bar and I could notice that she had no reflection at all.

"I insist, Honey, you look exhausted, come back to bed."

I answered timidly, "What then, are you going to pleasure me like you always do?"

Sussie said in a much sweeter tone, "Yes,let´s do it, you´re so soft and cuddly I could do you all the time."

I moaned and felt aroused easily. A part of me was enjoying this and she did it so well I was obliged to continue and excite her like her like never before. If I tried my hardest maybe she would calm down and stop following me around.

"Come on, let me help you with that." She stuck her hoof inside my crotch and began to rub me so gently.

"Awww yeah, aww yeah..." I moaned almost instinctively. "Let me fuck you, come one, just give me the chance..."

"Alright, whatever you say," said the pale blue mare. "This oughta be fun."

We made it to my bedroom. By then I was fully aroused and ready to shoot her with all I had.

She strecthed her legs wide open and said, "There you see, it wasn´t all that hard to give into me, was it?"

I threw her against the wide bed. Her carefully crafted rose pussy kept igniting my dark side.

"Do it baby, fill me up..."

I had a full erection and proceeded to lift her hind legs all the way up so I could see her twisted wicked expression.

"You'll never have me," she said while she panted.

"And I don't want to," I said.

"You'll never have any of us; not me, not your darling Evie...awww."

"Shut up, you've done enough damage already." I squeezed her legs as I went deeper inside her but quickly noticed a big empty as if she wasn't there at all even I could touch her.

She giggled, "I told you," and she paced as she said this, "You'll never have me."

Suddenly I began to look at Evie instead.

"Silly foal, did you think it was so easy?"

The adrenaline kept pumping harder as if I was running away from some hideous monster. I failed to concentrate on penetrating her and rolled to the side. I was still inflamed and warm.

This night of debauchery somehow ended with me throwing up constantly. I take it because of the heavy dosage of alcohol. It seemed kind of strange since I had developed some tolerance to it, then again that mare scared the living daylights out of me.

I was physically and mentally intoxicated.