Chapters Beep, Beep, Beep that was all that john could hear from the hospital room with his parents. to think a few hours ago john, a 17 year old teen just found out that his parents were in a car accident and now he just waiting, waiting for something to just happen. then it happen, his parents pass away. he just stare at them, sad and depress but not crying. few months passes and when he went to the funeral he did not cry because, well something inside him died a long time ago. his childhood was bad for him because of that many kids pick on him for being different and his parents were always fighting. they did not want him to do want he wanted to in life, they wanted for him to live the life they wanted him to. he was always a loner, stayed to himself. and now he was alone for real. he decided to get himself a journal to write his thoughts.
have i told you how i feel about miracles. i never thought that something amazing would happen to me. as a child i always wish and pray for many good things to happen to me in my life, but they never came true. i also made a imagery world where all of my dreams would come true. over the years as i grew up i believed that there was no god because of how my life was. during the end of job hours and thanking myself that we did not get robbed again, i started to walk home. i decided to take a different way home because i just wanted to. when i got to my front door and was ready to open the door when i hear a weird sound coming from the park close to me. for a second i though it sounded like a little girl crying. i push it aside and went inside my house. i just sat down and played video games but something was pulling me to go for another walk. i took my coat because it was going to rain soon. i was going to the park to check out that sound. i walk for a few minutes until i got to the fence of the park. back when i was a child this place was home to many drunk teens that liked to do many stupid things. one time the cops were called because some teens lift a couch on fire and the fire almost spread to a house. the gate was closed but there was always a secret opening for the teens to get in so i decided to go through it. there was nothing special inside and also there was my first time being there. i was always scared to go here because well back then i believe in demons and ghosts and shit like that. i was afraid to be kill by the so called slender man. i was looking around and i though to myself how stupid i was back then, slender man ha! he or it was not real. i was ready to give my search for who or what made that sound when i hear a sound behind me. it sounded like a little girl crying. i was a little scared because why would there be a little girl here, was she alone or i was going insane because beside my workers at my job and the people who come to buy i really talk to people. i took a deep breath and i turn around and what i saw made me freeze in shock. my heart was racing, i was sweating and i keep open and closing my eyes to see what was in front of me. in front of me was a filly twilight sparkle. there is where i am standing right now. i do not know what to do but though something came to mind, why is she here in my sad depressing world. it feels like i in the story "my little dashie" which i though was fake, but want i saw in front of me prove this is real. she look horrible but yet so beautiful. she was staring right me. i did not know want to do. suddenly thunder came and she went into a sewer hole i ran and after her. i could her in the corner. i still did not know what to do but i started "it okay, it going to rain and it not safe here, i can take you to my home and it safe there, you can trust me" i think that work because as soon as i said this she clam down and came out. then the most cutest thing happen, she raise her whooves up like she wanted me to pick her up. my heart exploded, twice. it had been so long since i simile like this. i pick her up and put her in my coat and i made sure her head was out. she was trying to get more comfortable and to top it all off, she fell asleep in our arms. my heart exploded again and i simile again. the walk home was longer because i wanted to make sure no one saw her. when i finally got home, i unlock the door and went inside. i lock the door and when i was done i felt kicking in my body. i look down and saw that she was awake. i walk to the living room and i put her down. she looking around her new area. i look at her more and notice that she had no cutie mark so she was really young. she stop and look at me. i had to ask "are you lost?". she look down and started to cry. i had to do something so i simile and i said "well until something happens you can stay with me and do not worry i will take care you until that happens i swear" after i said that she simile started to jump around the room just like the episode where the cutie mark crusaders ask her how she got her cutie mark. the next few hours were showing her around my house and she is a very curious filly. after all of this i show her my room and i notice it was getting late so i put her on my chair near my bed and give a nice warm blanket. i do not why but i fell asleep. how i can be tired after all what just happen. then i felt it, something was next me as i lay down. i open my eyes to see twilight laying next to me. she look at smiling at me and she got more comfortable near me and then fell asleep. i cannot believe what is happening, i feel something inside me that have not felt in so long, i feel happy, I FEEL HAPPY!. seeing her next to me as i lay down in bed warm by heart. all my life i wanted something amazing to make my life better and i always wanted a plushie twilight, but now i have the real twilight. my life look so much better right because of her, my little twilight.
today much have been the most life changing day of my life. it was about 12:00 in the afternoon when i decided to do it. "hey twilight can i show you something?" she gotten used to me well because journal it was 2 weeks since i last wrote. i know i said i would show her past after i last wrote but i could not do just yet. she has become a very big filly, she is still filly because she does have her cutie mark yet. she has figure out how by write by you guess her mouth. she also trying to say her first word but all i can get out of her is "da. da.da. one day she will get it, but right now i need to show her it. i turn on the computer and i told her "now twilight you know we are different species, right?" she shook her head "good now i about to show is where you are from. i play the first episode of season 1. i told that this was a cartoon like spongebob, but when she saw herself in the screen she froze. she stared and starting to cry, she saw herself, she now knew where she was from, a cartoon made for little kids. she was crying and i was too because i knew what was going to happen next and i was ready for it. she started to run away but right before i grab and pull her face to mine. "look twilight" saying as i cry as well "i do not care if you are from a tv show, all i care is that about is you being and i will take care of you until that day when your friends come here to take home, twilight i will be here for you no matter what because, i stop for a second to say want i wanted to , "because i love twilight, i do ,you have made my life so much better and i promise to always be you". i hug her and she return the hug. we sat for what seen like forever and we were crying like baby. i was ready to let go of her when she said it "daddy i love you" she said she love me and believe i her dad. i enjoy that knowing that she love me made my heart explode with happiness. as i write this now in bed with my daughter, yes she is daughter a word that i though never said but she, she is my daughter. she is now watching spongebob again and she wants to go to bed now i am to stop writing for now. i want to spend more time with her, until then see you later journal. john had finished writing in his journal for now. he put it away and gets comfortable with his daughter and right before they go to sleep she said "good night dad, i love you" "and i love you too, my little twilight".
chapter 7- the fight and getting sick
today much have been the hardest day of my life. we had our first fight and she got hurt and sick. it all my fault. i should not had fight with her. it all started when she ask me for her own room. this also happens 5 years after i last wrote. she is now what i think 8 or 9 years old. of course i said yes but she also asked for a pet. i explain to her i did not have enough money and i though she was not ready for one. she got really upset and started to yell at me saying that she was ready. we fight was seen like hours, until she ran away from me. then she fell downstairs she started to scream. i ran after her and got her in my hands. she hurt her left whoove. she was crying and i told it would be ok "i sorry twilight, i sorry". we started to cry together. we cry for long time until finally we stop. she cough "well look like somepony is sick". i said while still crying. we both laughed. it has been about 3 weeks since that happen. during all of those weeks, i was always near twilight when she was sick. now she is feeling better and everything is back to normal. i once believe that i can died happy. it seens like nothing is going wrong.
chapter 8 - a unexpected visitor
chapter 8 - a unexpected visitor
i can not believe what just happen. he came so quickly and i did not believe he would be here. owlicious came to our home to find twilight. it happen two days ago. me and her were watching my little pony. she is now by the way 11 years old. she almost the same age as her in the show. it was getting late and we decided to go to bed. before we went to our room i hear "hoo hoo" "what!" i said in myself. why is there a owl hear? then twilight said while smiling "it cant be, it is him look dad". she pointed at the windows and what i saw shock me. it was owlicious. i was shocked but he fly to twilight back. "do you know who this is?" "yes yes i do twilight " "can i keep him?" i could not say no to her. so now it has been about 3 years and owlicious is still living with us. it okay, but i am worrying because this might also means that they are also here. i hope not.
chapter 9 - the chase begins
i decided we should move. not because we wanted to but to get away from them. let me explain i was working at my job when we were again robbed and for the first time in many years, i was afraid to die. i was the only one at work this so it was only me and the robber, or so i though. right when the robber was about to take out his gun, some guy came to save me. he choke hold him until he pass out. "that was close right dude?" "yeah thanks dude" i notice what he was wearing. he was wearing a forest clamo zit up jacket with a blue tshit under it. a green belt and blue jeans and combat boots. "are you okay?" he said with no feeling on his face "yeah i good it not the first we had been robbed. we talk for a while and we told each other our name. his name was jonathon. i notice that his blue shirt has vinyl scratch on it. " are you a brony? "yes why is that problem?" he said looking mad "no it not a problem because i am a brony too". as we walk home we talk about the show and how much we love it. then he ask me " ok dude i know this is really early but have you read the story "my little dashie". this scared me "yeah i did why? "and do you believe it real and do you ever wanted to live in their world?. he was starting to scared me"yes why are you asking me this? he told me to follow him home because he wants to show me something. "now the reason i showing this is because no one would believe me". i did not know what he meant. when we got to his home he open his door and said to the people inside "i back and brought someone who can help us. when i got inside i was shocked to was i saw. i was scared and worry. i knew this day would come and i knew what i had to do when it happen. i saw in front of me was princess celestia and the others applejack, rarity,pinkie pie, fluttershy and the two others shocked because she said daddy. i knew who that was but i could not believe it. it was brian and his daughter rainbow dash from my little dashie. jonathon was the first to break the quiet "i save this man from being robbed and he know of you brian" "well than it nice to meet you" brian said. i still standing there quiet as a mouse i am scared out of my mine. "hey why are you so quiet does someone need a pinkie hug". pinkie ran to me to hug when rainbow dash and applejack said "pinkie leave this poor man alone he is still shocked that we are here now please left go of him". she left go of me and i notice that i was crying. princess celestia starting talking " so good sir do you know who" "YES I KNOW WHO YOU ARE CUT TO THE CHASE!". after i said this everypony started to look worries but brain just look at me with surprise. " okay so my student twilight sparkle went missing in our world because of a spell went wrong and due to this happened before" she look at brian and rainbow dash "we came here once again to find her" at this point i was crying even more "then why are you with jonathon?" "well while we were searching we find him" princess celestia said.
"i cant believe i was back" brian said as he was once again back on earth seaching for twilight. he did not what this to happen again, having a pony go back to his world. it was bad enough with his wing surgery and now this it looked his life was turning upside down. he notice that they near a park it was midaftenoon so no one was there, or so he though. they look to their left and saw a teen siting down on a bench. they could hear him saying something "this world is dead. no one cares about each other, if only i live in equestria, their world is beautiful and so clam. if i live there, i would love to be a pony, forget being human living in their world would be a dream come true" the teen looked behind him because he felt someone put their hand on his shoulder, he saw the princess. he and her made a deal since she heard eveyword and felt sad for this teen. she said that if he help them find twilight then he can go back to their world as a pony. he said yes. brain was first angry at this deal but the teen explain that he did not want to hurt anypony or his daughter. as he soon he said his daughter brian jump on him "HOW DID YOU KNOW ABOUT MY DASHIE!" he explain that somehow his jounral entries made back to earth and everyone believes that they are fanfictions. "WHAT" brian said as he started to cry "everyone believe my life is a fan fiction?. he said yes but he told not to cry because many people are happy for him. brian felt better knowing that people cared about him and his daughter. they went to his house and then on he help them to try to find twilight.
"do you know where she is john?" the princess said. i finally said something and i ran out "NO i do not know where she is and i... i have to leave. i did not left them say anything as i ran and cry at the same time. i did not look back, it was time to get out of here. i decided that I WILL NOT LEFT THEM TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME, IF THEY WANT HER THEY HAVE TO THROUGH ME FIRST. i got home and told her where i was. she was worries but i told it was being ok. i told her also that since i had enough money we would movie. i told her that a long time ago and now it is time to do it. we are living a couple of miles away from our old home. she knew that they are here and she does not want to go back either. she is now at her full age of the show. we have a open field to ourself. hopefully they do not know when we are. i praying to god, YES god that i am right. i am going to stop writing for and sprend time with my daughter until then john signing out for now.
as soon as john left i was left shocked. i knew why he ran out, why he was crying, WHY DID THIS HAPPEN AGAIN, WHY GOD DAMMIT, i said out loud. this man, john was taking care of twilight and she believes that he is her dad and he believes she is his daughter. everyone look at me as i cry. dashie was first to reaction and then eveyone else even jonathon. we all knew and made it more harder on us now even the princess. it bad enough for rainbow dash but to do again for her student this would killed her. but i has a plan. i hope this will work.
chapter 11- the portal to happiness
it has been two months, two fucking months since they took my little twilight away from me yes they did. i am trying to make my life better for myself but i just cant. i just jealous of jonathon living in equestria as a pony. i cant go on anymore, i need my little twilight with me in my life. i am now just watching tv alone and sad. i just want to end it right now. i can hear a knocking on my door right now and i going to open it now. what just happen is so shocking and yet i am happy. i open the door to see no one. i look down to see a box. i brought it in and i open it, it was a dvd. i decided to watch it. at first there was nothing and i saw discord. i though i was being pranked but he was coming through the tv. "hello there human" he simile as he got through the tv. i ran to get a knife when he stop me. "wait human i am not hear to hurt you" "THEN WHAT DO YOU WANT DISCORD!". " as you know i has become somewhat good, and when i hear about you losing your LITTLE TWILIGHT i decided to help you go see again and to live with her in equestria". i fell on the ground crying and i said "YOUR...YOUR LYING TO ME ARENT YOU?" "no human i am not lying to you i swear i just want to help you. i just said right off loud "YES YES I DO NOT CARE IF YOU ARE REALLY LYING OR I GOING TO DIED I JUST WANT TO SEE HER AGAIN!. then he open a portal and we went through it. then i all i saw was darkness. when i could see i was in twilight"s house and i notice that discord was gone. i was crying with they were tears of joy. then i saw her staring at me "daddy?" "twilight?"
chapter 1- my new life
well where to start, my name is john and i am 21 year old and, why am doing this! writing a journal about myself. well i guess i am doing this is because to keep myself sane through all of this. first off when my parents died i could not make it to school everyday because they would drive me there because i would wake up late. so i had to drop out because there was no point of trying anymore. i do not have a driver license and i had to get a job at a gas station that was a walking distance from my house. all of my life i was always just a loner, i really had no friends and the one girl i actually liked move away from me. everyday is really the same thing, i wake up, i walk to work because it very close and i just feel like it and i work and then i walk home and then i just do two things that try to make me happy, play video games and watch my little pony friendship is magic until i fall asleep. sometimes days are different because sometimes during work we get robbed and sometimes i almost get killed. this is my life now and i wish it could change but the only real thing that make it better everyday is when i watch my little pony friendship is magic. every time i see their beautiful world i cry, all of their adventures and their lives together. in their world it always clam and peaceful. i sometimes wish i could live there in equestria with all of those ponies. i would love to be there because of the fact it so peaceful and there is no worries and it would make change my life for the better. sometimes i reach my hand to the screen hoping to go through it to their world, but then i touch the screen and i just turn off my computer. my favorite pony is twilight sparkle because she is so brave and smart even in bad times. she is also so cute and she is so nice to everyone. sometimes i wish i could have my own plushie of her, just to sleep with in bed like holding her would make my life better. i am using a teddy bear from my grandam as a replacer, it does help a little bit but not much it is something that does work. i hope to get one soon.
i woke up with a shock. was i dreaming? i look to my side and i did not see her. then i saw her near the door. she look scared. i step out of bed and she backed away, i try to clam her down but she ran away. i notice she was about to fall down the stairs and she about to scream, but i caught her before she fell. i had her in my arms and she was trying to get away. she was crying and the only thing i could do was "it okay i not going hurt please clam down. as i said she did clam down and simile once again. it was time for breakfast. i notice she has teeth so i put her on the couch and got some carrots. she eat them and love them. she was pointing to me and i guess she wanted more. the rest of the morning was to show her that i am good person. so like a parents would do, i play with her. she really like the peek a boo thing and she love tag. i also notice she find some of my childhood books. knowing twilight she really like to read so i took them them all out and gave them to her "here you can have them" , she was so happy. i notice sometime else,she smell really bad. so i told her "hey twilight, i think you need a bath is that okay?" she look okay with it so i pick her and carry to the sink.i make sure that the water was nice and warm and slowly put her in. she was now afraid and i took her "it okay it not going to hurt you it going to feel better i promise. she look better. she was now in and she was clam. i clear her very good. after i was done i look her out and put her on the ground and got a towel to get her dry. then she shake herself out the water and some got on me. i was not mad. i helped to get the rest off her and then we were done. she look to the living room and she wanted for me to come with her to the living room. i though of something, i got her in my arms and put her up in the air. she was scare at first, but then she was having fun with saying weeeee. when we were done she sat on the couch. the rest of the day was us watching tv. now i know what you are thinking, why is twilight sparkle watching tv well it by accident, but it was not my little pony, it was spongebob. she really enjoy it and also she enjoy the discovery channel. i not ready to show her past, not yet. it is was getting late and we yes we were laying down watch tv once. she has now gotten use to laying with me in bed and i find myself to enjoy it. as i write this while she is asleep, i am come to realize that she is here, she is real, i am not insane. i am made my decision, tomorrow i am going to show her past, it will not be easy but i will show i still care about that her i do not care if she is a cartoon, i all care about is to make sure she is safe because i care for her, no i love her.
my life has changed for the better in so many ways. since twilight came into my life, she has filled my life with such joy. it has been 4 years since i last wrote in my journal. she is now 5 years old. she has been doing good at talking and writing. a few weeks ago after i wrote this in journal we celebrate his birthday. i decided to make her birthday the day i found her. i gifted her a lot of books from the library since i got enough money from my job. when i go my job, she is scared to be alone, but i told her it will be ok. i always lock the doors and close the windows to make sure no one would break it. she was so happy to see all these books. i also got her how to use magic books. now knowing twilight, she uses magic so i wanted to help her train. the entire day was us having fun. she has also started to watch my little pony friendship is magic. now this would not be good for her, but she gotten use to being a cartoon and she also enjoy the series. she love the characters, no not characters her friends, her world. i sometimes think when the day comes when go back to her world, i really do not know how to handle that. twilight knows about this and she dose not want to leave me, she thinks i her father. this made it harder on me, but i will figure out what to do when the time come but she is my daughter and i love her. but it is no time to be upset because she has started to use magic!. i so prove of her. she started to lift things off the ground and making things disappear she is getting good at magic. we celebrating many different holidays like Halloween which i had to explained to her that the monsters were kids in costumes,valentines day we gives each other cards and we relax together, i thinks christmas is her favorite because she really like the story of santa claus and she love getting presents.i notice that she been watching a lot of this magician guy and she really like him. i decided seen he is coming near our and i knew of a secret on the roof of the building where we can look down at his show, i think i will give her gift later when it shows up, we will go see the show hopefully she will like it.
SHE DID IT! she actually did it!. she got her cutie mark. i had to explain to her what it mean and when i did she was happy. the way she got it surprise and scared me at the same time. it happen when we to the magic show. i told her of that magician that she love on tv was near us in town and i know of a secret area that we watch him. when i told her this she jump on me and gave me the best hug she ever give me. we went to the secret area of the roof while trying to hide her from people. the show started at 7:00. it lasted for 4 hours. twilight was trying to practice her magic while i was felling asleep. then a loud scream of people could be heard and just like that episode when the sonic rainboom scared twilight to use her magic, the screams scared her and she started to fly up. i tried to pull her down but suddenly she was glowing. her eyes has turn purple and i notice that the magician was hit by the lighting made by her and he turn into many things. he turn into a fruit, a monkey and finally turn a lion. when he went back to normal, he was scared half to death. everyone was scared and started to run away and i and twilight decided to get the fuck out of there. when we got home, i notice she has he cutie mark. i was so prove of her. this happened a few days ago and ever since then she was become very good at magic. my life is now complete. i could died happy knowing that i love her and she love me.
chapter 10 - a turing point
"WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN, WHY????" i said as i am now alone in my house, no our house crying. it happen a few days ago after we moved away from THEM. we were having breakfast when a knocking came from the door. we both knew who it was. i told her to go her room and i got a knife from the kitchen. i did know what i was going to do with it but i did not want them to take her away from me. i look through the door and i saw them all. princess celestia was the first one to talk " can we please come in?" i did not know what to do but i said "NO YOU CAN NOT I KNOW WHAT YOU WHAT AND YOU WILL NOT TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME SHE HAS BROUGHT SO MUCH HAPPINESS IN MY LIFE!" i started to cry and i lock the door and ran away." we are coming in" brian said as he started to kick the door. twilight came down to see me crying and she saw them trying to get in. we hug each other until "blam!" they got in. they saw both of us holding each other crying. "we are sorry for all of this john" jonathon said as he look at me. " yes we are john but she does not belong here you know that" princess celestia said "but was about that idea we said?" brian and rainbow dash said at the same time. "i know but having two humans is enough... even though i wish i could we can not use the portal with too many people and ponies" celestria said as she started to cry" i wish i did not have to do this again but i must but you took care like she was own daughter she love you and..." she was crying more " and you love her please forgives me and everyone else please i am sorry" "NO...NO PLEASE DO NOT TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME" i was holding up the knife. everyone was afraid but jonathon and brian walk to me and brian said "look, i know this is hard and i know i wish you come with us" "BUT WHY NOT AND WHY IS JONATHON COMING WITH YOU?" "look we offer him this deal because he wanted to help and was the first one we found, and he wants to be a pony and having two humans might be hard on everypony, and if we could bring you i wish we could but we have too many people to go through the portal i am sorry but she must come with us" he said as he push the knife down. "BUT I DO NOT WHAT TO GO I WANT TO STAY WITH MY DADDY!"twilight said as she was crying. then princess celestria went to twilight and use her on her and then they were all gone. now i am alone once again and crying. she is gone from me and my life is back to my sad ways before i found my little twilight WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN, WHY???? john said as he lay there crying about losing his daughter, his my little twilight.
it has been four years since i am living with twilight, my little twilight. when she saw me she was crying with joy and we ran to each other and hug. spike saw me and twilight told him it was okay. spike was okay with me being here. i has my own bed in twilight room. as it turns out princess celestia asks discord to bring me here. everypony was happy for me being here even brian. everypony was not scared at me at all. i also saw a new pony who was jonathon. i am now 28 years old and i am so happy. my life is now complete and also brian is going to live until old age. me and discord told him about the disease that would killed him in the fourth times the charm and with some magic and pills, he will live. like i said my life is my complete and i am so happy. it is now getting late and i am going to stop writing in this forever because i want to spend everyday with my little twilight, she is calling me to come to our room so goodbye from john. "daddy are you coming i watch to read some daring doo" i coming twilight" as they both read and relax they fell asleep. because of the portal, they share dreams and in their dream they are running around twilight old home with her real parents and her brother and his wife princess cadence. sometimes john is a pony but sometimes a human, twilight hugs her dad and said" i love you daddy" her real parents are happy and so are her brother and cadence. "i love too my little twilight" john said. the end.
