Butterfly

The next morning came and you woke to find that Fluttershy wasn't in bed. She must have been quick to recover. She was still in some pain and you could tell when she came into the room to greet you. You can see that she was straining herself. You had to act so she didn't hurt herself.

"You should get some rest.” She didn't say anything, but she came to your side and laid in bed with you.

"You're still alive." She spoke softly.

Oh yeah…you are still alive. That must mean that the butterfly gave you another day to live, but…this is it.

"I know. If what you said was true, I still have time. Tonight is my last night."

"Then we should live it to the fullest."

"We?" She went silent again. She responded a minute later with a slight whine.

"We're together, aren't we?"

"Yeah."

It was strange. Her silence came up like she was hiding something. From her response, it wasn’t what she had in mind. What did she originally think of? Whatever it was you didn't care to think about it. You were what you thought was being "in love". You couldn't explain it. Just something that told you that you were in love, but how could you be sure? You thought for a moment and asked, "Do you know where the book is? The one Twilight gave us?"

"Yes."

"Can I take a look?" She nodded and slowly got up. She went under the bed and pulled out the book. The bed sheets covered whatever was under the bed and unless someone was looking for something, it was a great hiding spot. She got up with the book and placed it on the bed. The lock unlocked and the book could be opened. Right from the starting page, there was writing of their night, but there was still several pages to fill. Your time was coming soon. Chances are, you won't fill the whole book. You read through it out loud with Fluttershy at your side. It was like reliving those moments. When finished, you felt a slight tug on your ear. Fluttershy bit it. You remembered. She didn't get a go because she was hurt. Now that some of her energy is back, she wanted to try. Plus, after reading about your night with her, you got her going.

Putting the book aside, you slowly sank into the mattress. It felt different to be the one taking the pain, but something about that pain was pleasurable. Plus, you had to be fair. She moved down slowly caressing your body. Her touch lit up your body with such a feeling, you couldn't help but give into it. You couldn’t even describe it except as the breathless sigh you let escape. Your body was becoming slightly tense. You were curious and unsure of what she'll do. With the feelings she has hidden inside her, she changed.

She leaned over the bed and pulled out a box from underneath. She unlatched the box and inside it was a collar and a remote with only one button. She took the collar and tightened it around your neck. The remote was placed by her side. Taking a closer look at the remote, it had a small dial on the side. Different colors were shown from green to yellow and to red. This was new to you as well. You haven't seen such a device and a little scared of what it does. You look up at her as she goes nose-to-nose with you. She spoke with no whine, the shyness disappeared, and her intentions were strong.

"I want to play a game. I've heard about it quite often between other ponies and wanted to give it a shot. I never thought I would use this. Especially on the critters here. After all the advantage you had on me last night, it's my turn."

Her tone was a little scary to the fact it's not what you're used to from her. Though you felt like running, you couldn't feel your legs. They didn't want to move. Too scared to move anyways. You just laid there waiting for whatever will happen next…and in this wait…you felt…satisfied.

"The game is simple. I tell you what to do and you do it. Failure to do so…" She pressed the button on the remote and a shock was sent through your whole body. The collar you're wearing is a shock collar. The shock seemed held back. Like the shock you get when somepony zaps you due to a static charge. Looking at the dial, you could see the arrow was on green. She turned the dial to yellow and continued.

"Ready?" Even if you weren't, you didn't want to get another painful shock. The dial was on yellow now too. If you thought that shock was extremely painful, then you better do what she says unless you want a shock twice or maybe even three times worse.

She slid herself across your body slowly smearing her signature on you. She came quickly. Maybe it was because she was getting ready for this before you woke. It was a little sticky, but you didn't mind. When she reached your neck, she bent over and whispered, "Now do what I say." She rolled over to your side and tugged your body with her making you go on top. She had the remote close to her side. You were already set in the right place for her and with her legs open, she spoke, "Try to give me that same sensation you did last night, but put all you got into it."

You could of sworn you did, but now she’s asking for more. You’ll still try to outperform what you did last night whether you can or not. This didn't seem too hard of a task, right?

You dove in without taking any second thoughts. You still could taste her and it seemed you have formed an addiction to her. You wanted more with each lap. With your needs now placed in front of you, you took the opportunity. You forced yourself deep in her and tried to go deeper. She cradled you with her legs and pressed on the back of your head. At this point, you didn't want to disappoint her or yourself so you took it all the way. You knew you were going to die and didn't know if you'll ever get something like this again. It’s like, have as much sex as you can before then. You wanted to make it the best it can be so it could be remembered.

For you, till tonight. For her, you wanted it to stick with her. All these years, you have finally become known and you had to leave something behind so you can be remembered.

Eventually, you even came yourself. Both of you were trapped under each other's needs and the feelings were getting stronger and stronger. You didn't want this to end. It felt like an everlasting moment, but every moment eventually comes to an end. So much wing pulling to ear biting and taking turns pleasing the other's senses was too much to handle. After about ten minutes of this, both of you collapsed in pain, pleasure, and a sense of…gratification.

Both of you couldn't move and both of you were breathing heavily. Fluttershy still had the remote by her side and you couldn't do anymore. Too tired which means she can still zap you if she wanted to, but lucky for you, she couldn't either. She bit the collar on your neck and pulled it off. Your skin was a little red to the shocks on your run and how tight the collar was. She pushed the remote and collar off the bed and laid still underneath you. It took a few minutes for you two to catch your breaths after such an experience. Eventually, she spoke up forcing whatever air she had to speak.

"Can…can you…move?" Even you had to force yourself to speak.

"No…you?"

"No."

Both of you looked into each other's eyes and could see that both of you were pleased with the results. You could feel her heart beat rapidly against your chest. You could feel yours hurt and chances are, so was hers. You both took another minute to breath before speaking. You didn't know what to say, but when it came, both of you said it at the same time.

"Thank you."

Both of you helped satisfy each other. Now that some of your ability to think was returning, you were surprised at the idea of how…naughty she could be. The shock collar was a good touch, but it was a little too much for you. Her idea of all this was to mark each other. Perhaps she wanted to mix fluids to show the bond you have for her and the bond she has for you. It may not be a mix of blood, but to be covered in each other’s signature like this was fine. Both of you rested without saying a word for about ten minutes. Some of your strength returned, but it hurt to move. Slowly, you got up. You thought it would be nice to go out see the castle before you go as well. However, you couldn't go out in this sticky mess. Looking over at her, you can see the pain you inflicted as she slowly got up. She asked softly, "What now?"

It was like she didn't mind what happened next. The game you played was master and pet. Is she treating you like you're her master? She has done the unexpected with you because she shows complete loyalty or in this case, obedience to you. This for her is dangerous. You can say anything and she'll follow every one of your whims. You really do have all advantage, but you just couldn't do that to her. Sure you ended up having fun, but what will she follow when you're gone. Plus, it's better to see her become her own pony. Something about her is constantly changing ever since you have taken time to try to understand her. She's unreadable. You think you know her, but you can't be sure. She goes from being shy to being open, kind to a bit cruel and you can still feel that shock, goes from resisting to taking, and nice to naughty. Whatever you did, she has changed dramatically.

You kept the idea in mind about going to the castle, but to make sure that she is obedient to you…

"Fluttershy."

"Yes?"

"We need to clean up before we do anything else. After that, I'd like to go to the castle before I go."

"There's a party there tonight."

"In celebration of what?"

"Not sure, they said it was a surprise tonight and Twilight already knows. I've already asked and…"

"Her lips are shut. We can go there for tonight."

"What about now?"

"Everfree."

"Everfree?" Her voice began to quiver. Her shy and scared demeanor was coming back.

"Yeah. I want to visit an old friend."

"Who?"

"Zecora."

"I know her. She's a friend of ours too."

"I heard that Ponyville feared her."

"Everyone feared her because of rumor and the fact that she lives in Everfree."

"Something wrong with living in Everfree? If you ask me, I'd say that it's the best place to be if you're looking for peace and quiet. Plus, no one really enters Everfree which made it easier to keep that peace.

“When I was little, I was lost in Everfree Forest. My parents feared the worst would happen to me and no one wanted to enter. They thought after a few days, I was dead. I ran from every noise and creature I saw and eventually ran into a house to hide. A zebra came in and I quickly hid under the bed. Didn't help that my tail was still showing so she knew where I was. She kept her distance from me so I could calm down and pretended that she couldn't see me. After an hour or so, she left. When I came out from hiding, a dish was left out with some hay and didn't think about what she'd do if I took it. I was hungry and haven't eaten in a few days. Every time she came back in, I hid under the bed and every time she left, a dish of hay and fresh water would be left out. Eventually, I felt that it was intentional that she left it out for me. At the time due to rumors, I recall thinking that she's probably fattening me up for a stew, but when she came back one day, I took a peak to see what she was up to. I could see the care in her eyes and it seemed like she knew I was spying on her. She left the dish of hay and some water out for me and left. After eating, I felt calmer than before. She didn't want to eat me. Instead of going back to hide, I stayed put till she returned. When she did, she still kept her distance from me just in case I was still scared. She wanted me to trust her. Every day she'd continue with her routine and leave some stuff for me as to welcome me to her place. Every day too she was getting closer to see how comfortable I was with her. Eventually, I spoke up. 'What are you?' was the first question to come to mind. From there, I opened up to her. After a month went by, she carried me back to Ponyville to find my parents. Didn't help when everyone was in hiding. Coming to a decision, she took me to Canterlot and asked the Princess to help her find my parents.

“They took me off her hooves and she stayed a few minutes before saying farewell to me. Finding my parents with Celestia and Luna was easy and Celestia mentioned Zecora as the one who kept me safe. They wanted to thank her, but she was long gone. Growing up, I learned to sneak out every night under Luna's moon to visit Zecora. I'd fall asleep eventually and she'd take me back home. It's been years now. I stopped seeing her when I started going to school. I had a few friends and eventually forgot about her as well. I remembered her again when she visited to get a herb. I wanted to defend her to say that she wasn't bad, but I think she preferred to be left alone. She opened up though when you girls came along. Some still fear her, but she is accepted here and can visit whenever she liked."

"Then we go see her."

"For old time's sake. First though, we need to wash up."

"Who should go first?"

"Who said we had to take turns?" Her face went extremely red. She couldn't speak. She nodded and followed you into the bathroom.

You started up the water and turned the water on hot to make the steam build in the air. It makes you somewhat drowsy and relaxed. Fluttershy stood back as you set the tub up letting the water fill up and close to the rim. Shutting the water off, you gave a gesture for her to go in before you. You wanted her to at least feel comfortable. Her being in with you wasn't going to make it any better. Still, she didn't resist. She slowly made her way in. It burnt a little on the way in, but after she settled on one side, you took the other and you even burnt yourself on the way in. You leaned on the wall and you could see she was a little tense.

"Relax. A hot bath will release your tension." You spoke leaning back a bit.

She nodded and took some time to clear her mind. After a minute or so, she leaned back and started to relax a bit. From what you could see, she did everything you said. You really don't want to take advantage of her, but something in you wanted to push her. You wanted to see how far she'll go for you. It seemed like there was no limits. Even though the pain and tension started to fade, you knew you were a mess. Still felt…sticky. You took the soap and started to build some bubbles in the tub.

"How are you feeling?" You asked.

"Okay."

"Turn around."

"What?"

"Turn around."

She turned herself around and unfurled her wings. You grabbed the cloth on the side of the tub, mixed it with some of the soap, and began to scrub her back. Eventually, she started to relax as you carefully cleaned her wings. Seeing this, you pulled yourself closer to her. You began scrubbing her entire body clean and she moved wherever you told her to move. You even shampooed her mane and tail. When she was all cleaned up, she volunteered to clean you up.

She took the cloth and began to scrub you clean. Her cleaning was a lot more gentle then you. Felt like a massage. She cleaned you up very well and all of your pain and tension faded. You felt her to be…mother-like. Her touch was as if you were her baby. Seemed a little odd when you thought about it, but you didn't care. It was relaxing and you loved her touch. Plus, it was kind of cute to be considered her baby.

Both of you dried up and got ready to head out to Everfree. You picked up the shock collar and held onto it till she was ready. Chances are, she would like to put it up…and don’t need to leave this lying around. She took it with her hooves and stood there for a moment, looked at you, and then at the collar. After a few seconds, she put it on, giving you the remote. She's a bit confusing about what she wants, for she keeps bouncing from one mood or idea to the next. Still, you liked her idea.

“If you do not agree…with what I do…” She wants to be owned.

You felt bad if you did this, but enticed too. Really what it was is that she wants to be your pet. A game of trust. You trust her already. Quite a bit in fact, but maybe this isn’t about you. Maybe it’s her. Maybe she doesn’t feel completely loyal to you and feels like she must prove it. Even though you silently decline, she insists that you do.

“Very well.” You reply before opening the door for her. This was going to be awkward in the presence of others…

Both of you took off into Everfree and headed for Zecora's place. It was a little spooky, but Everfree was always like this. It was quiet and when something did come up, it was sudden. She got closer to you and you could see that she feared this place. Though you want to play the brave one, you were a bit scared of this place as well. Mostly because the past still haunts you. At least there’s one you can trust here. The sooner you found Zecora the better. Eventually, you do seeing her outside going through some old boxes. It seemed like she was turning her place inside out. You began to wonder what she was looking for. Her ears perked when she heard you approach. When she turned around, she froze for a moment. Couldn’t recognize you, but when she went up to you, circled you a couple times and looked into your eyes, she knew who you were.

"Where have you been? It would be nice if you would visit every now and then."

"I've been around in Ponyville. After talking with Fluttershy for a bit, I remembered the day I first came here."

She saw Fluttershy behind me and I could tell she was eying the collar. Still, she continued.

"You forgot about me?"

"Sort of."

"I'm sure he didn't want to. He was a good friend and-" Fluttershy spoke defending you, but you softly touched your hoof to her lips to stay quiet for now. You’re not sure why you did. Maybe it was the feeling of being in control.

"I see. It's alright. Celestia has sent me an invite. Have you recieved one?"

You weren’t sure about what she was talking about, but then you recalled what Fluttershy said about the party in Canterlot. Seems like all of Equestria may have been invited…well…no. You don’t have an invite…You responded to her, but you wanted to see if you could perform nursery rhymes like old times.

"None. I want to see the castle, but getting there has been quite a hassle."

Fluttershy looked at you funny noticing you were trying nursery rhymes. She even laughed a bit.

"We can see if Twilight can send a letter to Celestia." Fluttershy mentioned caught in the mood of things, but then she stepped back a little remembering that you wanted her to be quiet. You could shock her for disobedience as she wanted, but you wouldn’t. You’ll at least let this one slide though. Plus, you needed her word in this.

"Will that work?"

"It has before." Fluttershy replied.

"Zecora?"

"You should consider all the options if you really want to go tonight. The castle is quite a sight."

"You've been there? When?"

"Every now and then."

"I've been there a few times myself. I could show you around if we figure out how to get in." Fluttershy spoke backing into a tree which spooked her a bit.

"Zecora." You continued.

"Yes?"

"I'm going to speak with Twilight and see if I can get an invite. When I do, I'll make sure to find you tonight. We can talk about old times and perhaps take a break from these nursery rhymes."

"Very well." She let out a small laugh. Fluttershy did too."Till then."

"Till then."

You said your farewells and headed off. Fluttershy stood close to your side again as you walked through Everfree and when you reached Ponyville, she walked ahead of you. It was your turn to follow. When you both approached the library, she knocked on the door and Spike answered. The door open a crack.

"Is Twilight home?" She asked in a soft tone.

"She went with Macintosh for something."

"Where?"

"Don't know. She should be back in an hour or so."

"Could you write a letter for us?" She asked raising her hoof to point at herself and you. Spike was confused when he heard ‘us’, but when he opened the door all the way, he could see you too.

"To Celestia?"

"Yes."

"Alright. Come in."

Both of you made your way inside and the library was a mess. Books were scattered all over the floor. Twilight was studying hard from the looks of it and Spike was still cleaning up…poor guy…

"What happened in here?" You asked.

"Twilight was looking for a book on love again and when she found it, she took off."

So that’s what it was. Like Zecora, she was digging through the library to find something…and you began to notice the irony of Twilight’s leave and the book.

"With Macintosh?"

"Yeah."

"With Macintosh?"

"Yes."

He wasn't going to get it. At least you felt happy for her . You thought to yourself that maybe she wanted to know how to confess her feelings to him…or if it’s THOSE kind of books…she may um…

"Ready!?" He shouted getting out a scroll and pen to begin.

Fluttershy was quiet for a few seconds before speaking. She was thinking about something, but whatever it was, you knew it wasn't about the letter. Maybe she was thinking about Twilight…and perhaps the same thoughts you did.

"Dear Princess Celestia, I wanted to know if you could…send a couple of invitations for this upcoming party in Canterlot and I’m sorry this is like so soon before it, but it would be nice to visit the gardens again and my friend here hasn't had the chance to go to the castle yet. I was just thinking that…it would be nice if…You see, my friend is approaching death."

Spike stopped for a second when he heard that you were approaching death. She's spreading the word? What control do you have though? They're going to find out anyways.

"It was something on the list of things to do before…Please…Please send a couple of invitations and even if you have just one, give it to my friend here. Sincerely, Fluttershy."

"Fluttershy…"

So...she didn't get an invitation. It would be nice if she could come along. You wanted her to come along. The butterfly brought you two together. There was no way you were leaving her just for this. Spike sent the letter and it amazed you to watch Spike's flames. They had a mystic feel to them and seemed different compared to other flames. He was different compared to other dragons. Both of you waited for a response and Spike could feel it coming. He burped out the letter a little over a minute later which made you wonder if you should feel amazed or grossed out. He opened it and handed Fluttershy two tickets to the party tonight. He read the letter out loud.

"I truly feel sorry for your friend and would be happy to grant the wish. I also decided that I would take your friend on a tour around the castle with my sister Luna. Honestly between us, we could use an excuse to move around the castle. I don't want to seem rude, but with more and more ponies coming through to greet and help, my sister and I would rather have a little fun. It's a party after all. I'll meet you two at the Royal Gardens. Till then. Princess Celestia."

"I guess I can understand that. It's hard to have fun when you’re…royal." You spoke with a bright smile on your face. You get to go to the castle and better yet, you get to go with Fluttershy and meet the Princesses yourself! Oh joy! However, you had to keep in mind about Fluttershy over them. Something told you she'd rather be with you than with the others. You felt that way too. To spend your last hours with the one you love…

"Spike." Fluttershy spoke up.

"Yes."

"Do you have an invitation too?"

"I do. Got mine the same time as Twilight."

Now that seemed off. Invite an Element, but not the whole gang? Perhaps, Celestia and Luna had something planned for her too. Spike…who knows?

"Will you be taking Rarity?" Fluttershy asked.

"Of course! I have everything planned out!"

"Planned out?"

You had a hard time making plans. If it was short and simple, it wasn't that bad, but still…

"I'm…I'm going to do it…"

"What?"

"I'm going to ask her out."

"On a date?"

"That's right."

You knew Rarity quite well. She helped you relax whenever you felt stressed by taking you to the spa and was constantly making clothes for you at her boutique. You didn't usually wear clothes, but you kept them put up. They were gifts from her and every now and then, you put on something she made just to show that you appreciated her work. From what you were hearing, this dragon loved a unicorn. It really did make you wonder on what love is. It was like it could happen to anyone and there were no rules or boundaries for it to be expressed. Is there a way to explain what love is? Maybe…that is what love is. It's the passion, the expression, the gesture, all of it. Of course there are different levels, but love was everywhere. It's what brings…everything together.

"The party will begin soon. Is there something…you need to do before going?" Fluttershy asked you.

"I don't think so. As…as long as I'm with you Fluttershy on this…last night…I'll be fine."

She turned red and her eyes tried to hide the feeling behind her mane, but what was there to hide? Both of you knew it. You were in love, but…you wished it wouldn't end so soon. This…this is probably the happiest…you ever been. You wanted to make this the best night you have ever lived.

"You two should get ready for the party then. Get something nice to wear. It is Canterlot we’re talking about." Spike spoke cleaning up the rest of the books.

"Yeah." You spoke softly. You stayed close to her and she followed you outside. Fluttershy seemed distracted. Something was on her mind. You had to know. "Fluttershy."

"Yes." Her voice was softer than usual.

"What's on your mind?"

"Oh…I…never mind."

"I want to know."

"Okay. Remember the story I told you?"

"Yes."

"It says that whoever sees the butterfly will die in a day or two."

"Right. What about it?"

"I…saw that butterfly too."