Stallions have also Feelings

As Big Mac awoke from his dreamless night with a very wet pillow, it was raining heavily. Usually he would instantly stand up and be ready for the day, but he simply can't get up.

"At least we are having Saturday so I don't have to work today," -he thought- "and there is no reason to get up when your heart is broken... Ah still can't believe Fluttershy is a lesbian."

After some minutes lost in his depressed thougts he finally stood up.

"At first Ah will have breakfast and then... Ah don't know," so he went down to make breakfast.

Nopony was there except of him. Big Mac saw an apple pie with a note on it.

"Dear big broter,

Applebloom and I have to do some work and Granny Smith will be in Appleloosa for one more week,

I left this apple pie for you, hope you like it.

Your little sis."

So he took the cake and ate 1/4 of it, usually he would be very hungry, but today he was full.

Big Mac tried to enjoy the cake but it tasted like dirt.

After he had eaten the cake, he went in the barn to his Fluttershy-mannequin and cuddled with it.

"At least Ah have ya, Fluttershy-mannequin" he said, comforting himself.

Big Mac laid there for some minutes. He closed his eyes and tried to think that the mannequin would be the real Fluttershy; but it didn't help.

"Actually Ah should be happy for Fluttershy, but somethin' prevents me... maybe Rainbow Dash isn't the right for Fluttershy. No! No no no! Ah must stop thinkin' such so things," he thought out loud.

"Fluttershy is happy with Rainbow Dash, and Ah am happy for them," he told himself.

Then he stood up and sighed. Big Mac went instinctively to Fluttershys cottage, but he didn't know why.

On his way to Fluttershys cottage, he looked always on the ground; with a disappointed expression; lost in his thoughts.

"I just want to see how she's doing," he thought, trying to find a reason why he went to Fluttershys cottage.

It felt like hours until he finally arrived to his destination.

He wanted to knock but something prevented him.

"Wait. Maybe she doesn't want to be interrupted. Ah should look in the window first."

So he went to a window and he had seen Fluttershy, lying on the couch with another pony.

It was Rainbow Dash who kissed Fluttershy, but it wasn't an innocent kiss.

Big Mac felt tears forming in his eyes again. He couldn't believe what he was seeing.

Sadness overwhelmed him. He sat down and cried without noises.

After 10 minutes, Big Mac still cried and the door opened.

Fluttershy came out with Rainbow Dash while Big Mac had hidden in a bush.

Fluttershy said goodbye to Rainbow Dash and they kissed again.

Big Mac had watched it, and new tears were forming in his eyes.

After Rainbow Dash was out of range and Fluttershy went into her cottage, Big Mac was running home.

He felt anger as he entered the barn.

"That doesn't make sense. They don't even fit!"

Big Mac went to Fluttershy-mannequin.

"Ya are stupid that you chose her!!!" he yelled at it.

Than he bashed Fluttershy-mannequin until it became a lump of hay again.

Big Mac punched the barn and made a hole into the wall.

Than he cried again.

"Why doesn't she love me!!!" he cried.

His emotions were going crazy.

It repeated in a rhythm. First sad, then angry, then sad again and one time even cheerful, but then angry again.

Applejack was watching him, and after 5 minutes she walked very worried to him.

Big Mac noticed her.

"Go away, please. Ah don't want that you are seein' me like this," he said ashamed.

"Ya need help. Speak to me, maybe Ah can help ya," she said, comforting him.

"No, it's my problem. Ah must handle it on my own. Ya can't help me. Please, leave me alone," he said while he was avoiding to look at Applejack.

"Well, ok," Applejack said as she left the barn.

At the door, she turned around.

"But if ya need help, Ah will be there for you," she said, and with these words she left the barn.

Big Mac continued crying and fell asleep after one hour.