Lost but always loved

Chapter #2 Wake me in Five Minuets

“Mmrph…mmmrrrph.”  After falling through the darkness, and sleeping off some exhaustion, there was something pulling at my back, it didn't feel good and at the same time I loved the feeling.

“Ummm excuse me?  Sir?  Could you please get up, I mean if you want to.”  I opened my eyes slowly, so that I may adjust to the light and it felt like it had been days since they were opened, when the world came into focus it was overly colorful but it appeared peaceful enough.  After I took in the scenery I started to look for the source of the soft voice but when I spoke my voice hurt and I couldn't talk to loud since I didn't want to damage my vocal chords.

“Is anyone there?” “Ummm…I’m here” I looked over to where I heard the voice, I didn’t move my head just because I felt like being lazy since I just woke up.  When I found the source of the calm and quiet voice I was a little…shocked, for the owner of the voice was a yellow pony with a very long pink mane and what appeared to be three butterflies on her hip.  “Ok I must be dreaming.” I tried to rub my eyes but instead my hand didn’t feel right so, since I could see, I examined it to see what was wrong with it.

Try having someone remove your hand and replace it with a claw and that’s how I felt right there, for at the end of my arm was a dark blue hoof and after waving it around for a few seconds I  came to the conclusion that it was indeed mine.

“Reality check.” I went to stand after my minor shock but when I tried I just fell right over onto my back and when I did so I heard a pop and everything went black again.

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*Beep, Beep, Beep* “Why must the small things wake me up?” after getting over the fact that I had been woken up by a stupid machine I looked around and noticed that I must be in a hospital, since there were heart monitors, I V bags and I was wearing a green shirt.

I tried moving but it proved to be the wrong decision since when I did so there was a massive pain in my right shoulder blade.

“What the heck?” when I looked to the source of the issue there were two things that surprised me.  One I could turn my head farther than I could remember being able to do, and Two there was a wing there.  “Well with all that’s happened I really shouldn't be surprised.”  I looked on the other side to see if there was another and sure enough there was a dark, almost black, blue wing but this one wasn't bandaged beyond recognition.

After finding my wings I continued to scan the room, there was a chair, side tables, a lamp, a few monitors, a mirror and a window which was open and letting a nice breeze in.  “Let’s see what else has changed.”

Once I removed the heart monitor and the IV bag I crawled, since I couldn't walk, over to the mirror and when I got there it was concerning that it was me.  Once I found a footing where I could stand on all fours I looked closer at my reflection.

I had a midnight blue coat, I stood about 4 feet while on all fours, my mane was quite long, almost reaching my leg, and it was a blue with streaks of yellow, and last but not least I had a tail.  From what I remembered I LOVED tails so the fact that I had one left me feeling elated and I felt some muscles tighten and move.

When I looked to see the source of the issue I found that my wings were moving, or at least trying to move since my right was bandaged immobile, and for the next few minutes I practiced walking on all fours and moving my wing.

When I started practicing I almost tripped over my front hooves and that’s when I noticed something on my front left hoof.  “What’s this?” there were two purple bands on my arms, one had orange and gold gems embedded its entire circumference and the same was with the other except the other had bark blue and a cyan blue coloring to its gems.  “I guess I figure out where these came from after I learn how to walk without falling on my face”

I was getting pretty good and walking and moving my left wing so I went to the window to see what was going on with the outside world.  Upon looking I saw ponies walking around, talking to each other, some were pulling carts others were managing stalls in, what I could gather, was the town square.  Everything seemed to be going on its way but there was something that caught my eye.

Over at a building, that seemed to be a tree, there were 6 ponies and a…ummm I can’t tell what it is from here.  I noticed that my eyesight had increased in angle of view and also in distance of clarity but I still couldn't tell what the heck that little purple and green creature was.  The unknown aside I went back to bed and lay down on my stomach, after reattaching the monitors, and went back to sleep.

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I couldn't tell what was going on but I was in a lush green forest full of flowers grass trees MORE trees.  “Where am I now?”  As I stood confused about the change in scenery I heard a voice behind me “Hello Helix.”  I turned around to see a pony that was almost a foot taller than myself and she, I think it’s a female judging by the voice, had wings, a horn, her coat was a few shades lighter than mine and her mane flowed in a breeze that only affected her since nothing else moved from it.  “Who? Wha?” After regaining my composer I continued.  “Who are you?” she waved her hoof and gestured to the space behind me where I found a large pillow, I don’t recall that being there.

I lay on it and she did the same with yet another one that appeared out of nowhere.  “I’m sure that you have quite the amount of questions.”  I didn't know what was going on or where I was and now this pony wants to talk? This is getting stranger by the second.

“Yes I do have quite the amount of questions that I would prefer to have answers to.”  “What are they?”  “Well for starters, may I ask you of your name?” “My name is Luna, I am the co ruler of Equestria and raiser of the moon”

“Where are we?” “We are in the dream plane, to be more specific your dream.”

“Ok now where am I physically?” “You are in Equestria, to be more specific Ponyville.”

“How did I get here?  Last time I checked I was a human.” “I brought you here for another chance at life.  And since you died as a human your soul needed a new form so that it too can remain alive.”

“So I died as a human and you brought me here for a chance at a new life, Why?”  “Because you were living life to its fullest and you had, and still have, so much to live for.”

“Then why do I feel so empty?”  I dropped my head to the pillow as I wracked my mind to find an answer to my own question.  “Do you not remember?”  Losing my memory was one thing but having someone question it being lost just angered me.  “NO I don’t remember!  I've been trying to figure out what was the reason for me dying and what’s missing in my life that I had before.”

My outbreak startled the lunar princes but I didn't care since I just want what was lost, back.  “I’m sorry; I didn’t know that you would lose your memory, I can try to unlock it if it’s there but I caution you that what might be reviled could be morally diminishing.”

“Do it.” “Excuse me?” “Do it…” I wasn't backing down from this since it was where I was going to get my answers that I wanted to hear so badly.

“As you wish.” Luna’s horn lit with a light blue aura and the world went dark as we floated in nothing.