Providing the Rope

Well, I did it. I figured out the giant puzzle about Jamie.

As to how I came to my conclusion, is not what I want to relive in my memories.

Because I refuse to ever see Jamie so broken down into tears again.

But, turns out I was right (again), Jamie felt like the responsible one in the family and was pushing herself to drastic adult measures in order to be it. Which in basic terms mean: She spent more time growing up then being a kid.

Now I know I want to grow up but this day really taught me to enjoy my life as much as possible.

And even though I know that most people see MLP as childish, I think its time we realize, there's nothing wrong in having fun.

No matter the shape and form of it.

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Finished Season three of MLP. Wasn't as amazing as the first two seasons but still fun.

Took longer to watch this season, only because of my friends issues lately.

Especially with Jamie, ever since she told me what happened with her sister, her strong personality had faltered rather dramatically.

She cries more now and even has missed more days of school lately.

Maybe the realization of what happened is finally taking effect on her?

This sucks, I miss the old Jamie, least she didn't cry so much.

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Boy, I sure am more of a jerk lately in these entries. What the heck is wrong with me? Poor Jamie's hurting and I'm telling her to get over it!

Thank God this paper sees all the terrible things in my head and no one else...