Providing the Rope

Have you ever felt so completely boned that you just give up on life? Well that's me right now Diary because I've had it up to here.

I got a guy to come over and look at my computer but he said there was no virus! He did everything he could but nothing he did fixed the problem!

This, adding in with J.T and Jamie I just can't think right now, I want to just sleep and never wake up!

So I give up, I'm just not even going to look at the stupid machine until I can find out a plan to fix it.

Either that or buy a new one.

Ugh, I'm just so fed up with this week.

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Ok, so, I figured out a way to watch the videos and that's by downloading them.

Yeah yeah, risky as hell I know but come on damn it! I'm not going to live without my videos.

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Can't sleep, worried about Jamie and J.T. They've been more quiet then usual.

Did I do something wrong? Did I yell at J.T too hard? Does Jamie regret telling me about Jessica?

God damn it, I want answers!

Of course, yelling at a piece of paper isn't "really" going to give me that.