Providing the Rope

Wow, I feel so stupid right now. I just over reacted to a pop up scare on a download site for some pony episodes.

And it was so dumb too. Guess that's what I get for going to a foreign site with the "Return of Harmony" episodes.

Seriously, the pop up was nothing more then Discord with his eyes replaced with that stupid, Zalgo rip off darkness in his eyes and his toothy grin. There was even a scream for good measure.

Either way, the trick worked because I fucking screamed and defensively pushed my monitor off my desk.

The monitor surprisingly was ok except for one huge crack but other then that it still works like a charm.

God that was so lame though, its not even near Halloween yet for God sakes!

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Well, the episodes work, thank God. Despite that bullshit scare prank and really? That's the only good thing this entire week.

Because I found out that J.T's dad got out of jail recently and Jamie suffered a really bad mental break down.

Why I wasn't informed sooner was probably my fault. Instead of yelling at J.T I should have asked why he began cutting again. Let alone wondered on Jamie's absence for a few days. Mom says I wouldn't have known but technically I could have if I just listened.

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Usually I'm not one to discuss dreams but, lately, they've just been... weird.

Now, I don't say that lightly. No, its not drug inducing or anything and its far from any nightmares I've ever had.

I think its just, I feel, followed. By what I'm not sure, although I do know its not human.

But again, its not scary looking or anything. I just feel watched

Now that I think about it, I probably should be more scared then curious and intrigued but hey, its a dream and dreams can't hurt ya.

I should know, I had a dream of being kidnapped by aliens once when I was little and I was more then just "watched".

Needless to say I had to get a few cuddles from mom but, pffft, like I'll ever admit that to anyone.

Anyways, I saw Jamie today, she looked like shit. Like, really looked like shit. She was paler then a ghost!

I did my best to help her but she said very few things to me when I asked anything simple. Some times, she would even just stare.

Even J.T's getting a little unnerved by her.

Better ask what happened AFTER she gets to feeling ok again.