Providing the Rope

Shit, when's the last time I wrote about Angie? Not that I feel a dead line in this book to write about her but another part of me feels its vacant without more of her in here.

I don't know why I feel so obligated to talk about my friends so much in this journal though.

I guess I just worry too much and when there's no one to go to, what better way to let it out but through a diary? Either that or I feel like the journal really lives and what not. Which would be dumb by the way.

Ugh, I'm rambling.

Anyways, Angie, right, Angie. She's doing better then the rest, if not maybe feeling perfect. As for why, you got me. Everything thats been going on should prove otherwise but she just seems to "shine" as of late.

Oh and Jamie's talking more and gaining some color again. Thank God, I was starting to feel responsible. As to why, I'm not sure.

Seems I haven't been sure of anything lately.

Time for more ponies to cheer me up then I guess!

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Ok, I know I just made an entry today but I just woke up from another dream with that following figure and I think I know who it is now!

Its just a guess though but I'm almost certain it was Discord!

Again, I don't know for sure but each night that figure is around the corner of my eye and I fucking swear he gets closer or something. Like, not a foot closer or whatever but by an inch. As if he's playing a game with me.

I'd be bothered by this but if its true its Discord, then this would be the first I've dreamt of ponies.

I actually kinda hope it is him because, well, to be honest he's just the most interesting character on the show if not the most fun to think about.

He has so much potential as his villainous self if not cool for being voiced by John De Lancie! I mean, who doesn't like John!? Seriously?

But I digress, sleep is calling my name and I've ranted enough. Here's to a good sleep. Maybe some more Discord too.