How would it be, to be one of the rulers of Equestria…
How would it be, to write about your Eight hundred long life…
How would it be, to be the lover to one of the princesses…
To all this, You have been a human, that now is a supernatural being.Beyond even the prinsesses in magical power…
But, there's always a 'but', and there's always something bad. Someone evil in the whole calculation… but how do you fight that evil if it's inside you… if that evil IS you…

Follow Jaques Helmsguard as he remembers his life, from getting to a strange new world, to being one of the rulers of Equestria.
Follow him as he remembers the things that makes him so special, to the things that still haunt him today…

This is his journey, his journey… of life.