Psycho in a new world

I sat in pure darkness for what felt like forever. I didn't even think, only sat by my self. Every man has a deep fear, every man. Thinking is the failure for everthing, so thats my fear. I get to think of all the good times I have had but that also brings the bad memories. Soon or later bad takes over good, so I stop thinking. Thats why I'm so damn hateful. Now I get to remember what I truly loved in the world, just to know that she doesn't want to see me ever.

"Why do you hate? Why not love?"

"Luna, I hate cause love is only for a short time while hate lastest forever. You can stop feeling hate but it comes back. While love you feel it only for a while than its gone for ever. I hate cause I lost the ony thing that kept me on track."

"Redheart?"

"My father."

"Uh."

"No, don't say nothing. Thats why I can hate so much. I can't go and see him, while Redheart I can see but just to remember that she hates me." I hate to cut her off but this is not a time to fuck with me.

"She don't hate you." Snapping back at me.

"Than why does it feel like it."

"..."

"I'm done. What is my first mission Luna?" Trying my hardest to get off of this subject.

"Just guard me."

"Be there ina minute."

I moved my fingers. Opening my eyes was a beautiful piece of art only painted by the finest painter. Sitting up was a statue of a old unicorn in a wizard outfit and a long beard.

"HALT!" Looking behind me was a bat pony? with matching armor. "What are you?!"

"Will you stoping yelling." Looking into its greenish eyes was wird, and he had a light brown mane.

"What is your purpose of being n the royal garden?" All I did was point up.

"I'm Luna's personal guard. So keep fucking with me." I rolled my neck letting out some pops.

"Your the new guy? Sure." He gave a light chuckle at me.

"Look." I showed him my right arm with her cutie mark on it.

"Sorry sir!" He gave me a salute.

"At ease, what is your name?"

"Banning Demonic sir."

"Creative. Lead me to the princess's chambers as I'm going to need your help."

"Yes sir!"

The walk was so "nice". Long hallways with a corner every where, with the normal castle crap in it. Red carpet, paintings, guards, suits of pony armor, ect. The white hallways seem to all looked the same to me. I swear its been about a hour of walking and no talking to this guy.

"So." Braking the ice. "Where ya from youngin?"

"Forest of Boltimare sir."

"Cut the sir shit. I'm not in your honor system, call me Casey." I think that was a little to brut.

"Ok? Uh where you from?"

"Well I was found in Ponyville."

"What irony." He gave a slight chuckle.

"Heh here ya on that. So what are you?"

"Well at the moment a bat pony, but under the armor I'm a pegasus."

"Have any loved ones?" This guy reminds me of a person on earth.

"Father and a girl friend, but I give it another three days tops." We chuckled at his slut like life. "How about you Casey?"

"She wishes not to see me." I sighed a bit but held my head high. "Now my jobs my lady."

"Praise to that. If ya don't mind me asking what weapon did you train with?"

"For the weapons you have here its swords, knifes, ax, and ect." Damn I must look like a bad ass to this guy. "How bout ya?"

"Not aloud to have one. They say I'm to childish."

"Well there will be a time you will get your turn boy."

Smilling down to my son I mean fellow guard, stopped in front of a large purple door with a cresent moon on it.

"Princess Luna is probly asleep so just go in and make your self comfterbale."

"Uh did you say asleep? its only early morning."

"Princess Luna and us night guards sleep doring the day and work at night." With Banning being done he turned and flew out a open window.

"Well than."

Opening the door slowly was a room painted just like her nights. Floor, walls, cilling was like the night sky with the stars in it.

"Wow..." Closing my jaw and the door I worked my way to a corner of the room. I did look on the Black bed witch showed a sleeping Luna. "Well time to daydream or sleep. Sitting in the far corner of the room I eased my back to the wall and closed my eyes.

'Life is going to be diffrent here. Very diffrent.'

'You have more respect here, and more meaning to me and Luna.'

'Your not in heat or drunk are you?'

'No.' A wave of relife went through me. 'I am in your head though.'

'Use to it. I have a question.'

'You may ask it.'

'Do I have to call ya'll princess?'

'Only infront of important ponys Casey, other than that no.'

'Thanks.'

'But please be good to my sister. Ponys say I'm a motherly figure but I can also be your worse nightmare.'

'Ma'am I have no reason to have you as my nightmare. Hell I already doing a life term there later.' She gave  little giggle.

'Have you told anypony about what we did?'

'Nope.'

'Thank you.' I could only chuckle.

'No prob ma'am.'

'Celestia please.'

As you wish Celestia.'

Everything went quite after that mental convo. Drifting into a dreamless sleep wishing everything was ok.