Psycho in a new world

I stood alone in a great open field. Wind in my hair, sun on my back. I felt happy, overjoyed, depressed. Nothing but the green grass could be seen as far as the eye can see.. The bright blue sky with the large ball of fire thousands of miles away. I would think there would be no troubles but every thing has a bad end. I felt 'Lost' nuthing made since and the mental 'Pain' was to much to handle. My knees hit the soft grass, hanging my head low. "I'm sorry." I could not feel nothing but I could hear the thunder of a rifle. I had red coming into my vison, putting my hand to my forhead only to fall on my back. "S-orry." Weak and pained I forced this out of my lungs. Every thing turn't black.

"You are safe now." This voice sounded loving.

"I just died.... Again." The darkness kept me on my back not knowing what could be above me.

"Only in your dreams Casey."

"Who is this?"

"Princess of the moon and ruler of the night." Now the voice had pride.

"Have you ever watched your loved one die in front of you?"

"Yes." She sighed heavly.

"Than we are on the same page. I don't want your pitty and I am not going to show any for you."

"W-what?" This must have startled her.

"Pitty is for the weak and usless." I could feel grass growing under my back and the light of day coming back.

"I have only heard that from the most crule and wicked ponys Casey."

"I'm not a pony Luna. Humans are known as wicked, crule, cold hearted fuckers. We live and thrive on the pain of others."

"You feed off of pain?"

"No we eat meat. Killing things just to feed our selfs. Must of us don't even thank nature for the meal."

"Why do you kill to eat meat?"

"Thats just the way we were made Luna. Killing is in the humans actions. Every human has killed something."

"Have you killed?"

"Yes." Sighing cause explaning this kind of sucks.

"Have you killed your own kind?"

"Didn't get the chance." I could only chuckle.

"Why do you laugh at killing your own kind?!" The sun burnt my eyes.

"Cause some ones got to." Getting to my feet only to keep looking into the sky.

"Casey is there something wrong with you?"

"Everything is wrong. Voices, seeing shit, hell even I lose control of my self every once in a while." Turning around looking at a discusted Luna. "And to only think I'm at your every ring of the bell." Smiling I started to walk away from her.

"But...."

"Nope, bye Luna. Call me if you need killen done." Every thing started to fade. The sun flickered on and off. The bright blue sky turning black.

"But Case.."

Opening my eyes to a white cilling. Like every place I wake up to. Looking out side it must have been only five minutes of sleep. Sitting up rubbing at my eyes I looked down to see my dusty boots with clumped on mud. I looked on the floor only to see theres no mud!

"Why didn't you come to bed?" Turning I could see Redheart that just woke up.

"Didn't wana wake ya" She made her way to the kitchen.

"Its my day off its ok if you was to wake me."

"Sorry. Did you sleep good?" Unting my boots and taking off my tie, I made my way to the kitchen as well.

"Could have been better. What did you have as a job?"

"Bouncer." She had hot water running to make a thing of tea.

"Wait what?" She must have been only half awake.

"I was a guard at Vynal Scratches party....... But we need to talk." Taking a seat, Redheart walked over to the stove setting the tea pot on the flame.

"Ok." Taking a seat right next to me I could only sigh.

"I'm part of the Luner guard." She tinsed up hearing that. "But not in a good way." She went to sleepy face to frowny face.

"What do you mean?"

"When Luna or Celestia calls I have to be there. No if, ands, or butts." She didn't seem fazed at this.

"What about us?" Her blue eyes looked dead at me.

"I promise, Hillbilly Honor. I WILL come home to you." I was soon in a hug with the crying mare. "I promise." Tears soon filled my eyes thinking about what would stop me from coming back to this.

"Casey I-I don't want to lose you!" Her crying grew.

"You won't lose me, cause I don't want to lose you." I tightend the hug letting her cry on my shoulder. "I gota go talk to Applejack bout a job on there farm."

"Ok." The sobbing slowed down by alot.

"Tonight I will be taking us to dinner. But you pick the place." Wiping the extra tears out of my eyes, smiling at Redheart.

"Ok." She perked up while also wiping her eyes.

"I don't know when I'll be back." I was given a nod while fixing my tie.

"Fancy or not so fancy?"

"Your pick." Kissing her on the cheak I grabbed my shot gun and hat.

"OK!" She was basiclly jumping in place.

I stepped out side to the morning sun in front of me. Letting out a sigh I lit a cigar and ajusted my hat. The sun was just braking over the mountians. It was nice being the only one up and awake. Slinging the shot gun on my back I started my walk to see the biggest fucking horse in these lands.

--------Skipping the walk through town and entrance to the farm.

I was on the front porch of a old ragged house, not a cottage a fucking house. I looked at the old screen door debaiting if I should knock on it or the wall. After three seconds of thinking I found my self knocking on the wall.

"Ah'ma comin! Hold on a sec!"

"Shit, hope she ain't pissed." I could hear Applejacks hoofs getting closer and closer to the door.

"What can Ah' do fer ya Casey?" She sounded happy to see me.

"Well I was hopen ya got a job opening." The tan colored farmer only stood still thinking. Hell she is the most normal looking pony I've seen so far! Well besides the hat.

"Well apple buckin season is near. So... YEA! we could get all the help we can get." She was beaming with joy.

"When do ya want me to start?"

"When Ah' finish breakfast. Wana join?" My stomach started to growl. "No choice now." I was soon being drug through the house. I didn't really pay attion to the decore, but what I say was still normal house stuff.

"Ya know I can walk right?"

"Opps sorry." She let me go, I found my feet and started to follow her. For some reason I found my self staring at her ass.

"The hell is wrong with me." I slapped my self hard.

"Ya ok?" When my vison returned Applejack was looking at me like I was crazy.

"Nope. But are we there yet?" Looking up I was met with the whole Apple family looking at me like I was crazy.

"Yep!" Big Mac was not much of a talker. But forget that theres food!

"I don't like da way yer lookin." I looked over to see a old green mare.

"Ok?" I stoped to light a cigar.

"Ya know back in my day that ther killed mer ponys than each other?"

"Great a recanation of Gran. Thats what I fucking need."

"Put that dang thing out so ya don't kill all of us."

"Ok Gran good god."

"Don't disrespect them eather ya hodlum. Ya supost ta love em'!"

"Fucking jesus crist! I'm putting it out ya old fart!" We was now in a death stare.

"Ah' dont like yer kind."

"I don't truly like ya eather."

We stared at each other for what felt like hours. Her eyes looked right into my soul, but that wasn't stopping me. I picked up a apple not braking eye contact and slowly walked backwards. Than I saw a back door right behind the old timer.

"Ah' think its time to go work!" Applejack was pushing me to the back door. Still not stopping owr death stare.

"Good idea ma'am." Turning around my face slammed into the door. "FUCK! That hurt!"

"HA! Thats what ya get you little shit!"

"GRANNY!"

"Don't Granny me young'n." Not even giving me time to open the door I was thrown out it.

Laying in the dirt I relit my cigar listening to the fighting happening inside. I would tell what was being said but I have no clue myself. Reajusting my hat over my eyes, I just layed there smoking.

"Today is going to be a long day."