The Mist The Night Brings

I slowly and reluctantly made my way to the little shack that I call home.  I lifted up the tarp that represented my door and walked inside letting my drenched cloak fall to the ground.  I then went to lie down on my pile of hay or better know as my bed and pulled the stolen blankets over me as I curled up into a small little ball and started to sulk.  I started to sulk like the sad and scared little fuck I was.

"Happy?  I've heard so many say such.  They are happy about this and that.  Happy that their friend got the somepony they liked or that they where accepted into the collage they wanted! Yet when I am around my friends I am 'happy' or in other wards I put on a sly smile and laugh here and there at their jokes and such.  But I have never truly been happy have I?  No well at least not in a long time that is.  There are so many things that I have not had the pleasure of receiving, and so many things to disappoint...  Yet

I truly don't know sometimes what it is that I wish for or why it is that I randomly went from easily smiling and laughing to barley being able to look somepony in the eye.  As of late I stay up far into the night simply sitting on the couch at some place I don't even know I might add, but by myself reading or listening to music.  Hell I used to play a lot of violent video games to try and keep my mind off things but it only made it harder for me to keep my anger issue in check.  But I also had to give the games back too I guess..."

I rolled over and looked straight up at the roof of my little hut and listened to the sound of the rain falling on and around my home.  I tried to clear my minds of my childish thoughts but found that it only mad me feel worse as they kept pushing their way forward.

   "Then again my anger has been a big part of my life and comes out a lot.  But it is strange for me to say such a thing like this.  It comes to me as a feeling, something that I need to do to hurt them to cause them enough pain so that they beg me to stop!  A lot of the time I don't want to stop until their pitiful cry's and screams for mercy die down to nothing more than a whimper with death oh so close to them.  It doesn't feel right having these feelings about such.  It scares me...  Often times I find myself scared that I might end up hurting somepony more than they deserve too be or l might even kill some'ling and ... I don't like to think about what happens then.

  These fears have burdened me for so long and not even my mother if she where here could calm my fears nor could she break through my shell of sorrow.  Sometimes I feel that it has something to do with never feeling love before?  The simple fact of being alone makes me shiver with a cold that only somepony who love's me could take away the cold emptiness that you receive and shield you from that cold.  I've heard it is like living in a warm shower only to instantly jump into a warm bed with a heated blanket to keep you and you lover close as you keep each other warm from the endless cold."

  I shifted again and ended up getting up and putting my cloak back on and made my way outside and into the Everfree.  I looked from left to right to make sure there was no danger and then made my way to the small cave only a few feet away.  The rain ceased to hit me but the sound off it echoed throughout the small cave but also slowly trickled into the small pool in the middle of the cave adding to its wealth.  I took off my cloak once again and went and hung it up on a make shift coat rack and then slowly let myself slip into the pool of water.  The cool water felt nice as it gently caressed my chitin and engulfed my body in a blanket of cool relaxation.  I got my self comfy and let my head hang back and closed my eyes but also extended my wings to their full length so they not get caught if I fall asleep.  However I brought myself backup and stared into the water at my own reflection.  I didn't look all to different from any other changeling that you would see and all of my kind share a unique resemblance to one another no matter what hive we might be from.  My mane was more of a web like construction that looked very similar to that of a reptiles spikes that are connected by a thin layer of skin yet I had no spikes.  My eye's glowed a miraculous grayish silver that shimmered in the low light and many would stop me on the street for they had questions about them.  I then toyed with my right ear and looked at my two ear piercings that are silver rings.  There are two in my right ear and I've considered moving one to my left ear but am undecided on the matter.  My snout and muzzle looked no different than any other changeling with a sort of smaller snout and a muzzle that supported two fangs.  However my fangs where a little different for they where very dull at the tips because I try to make it so I can not hurt both myself and or my lover.  That is if I ever get one...  I looked back to my mane and looked at it a bit puzzled for I never have quiet understood why it is the same color as my eye's and even my mouth.  I opened my mouth and let my tongue roll out and saliva drip from its tip.  I was like usual, a very light blue color that kinda reminds me of the color that pony's say is called ice.  Yet I've stuck my tongue to an iced over pond and it doesn't look the same?  I put my tongue back into my mouth and layed back again and let myself rest.  I then went back to thinking about things and had completely forgot what I was doing...  Yet it didn't really matter for I am happy to be lost in the cool liquid around me that is protecting me from the harsh heat of the mid summer day even if it was pouring.  I closed my eye's and soon fell asleep.

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"Do not slumber small one, I have much fun that can be done.  Please come with me and let the sleepers be."  I slowly opened opened my eye's to see a zebra with a warm smile on her face looking down at me yet from where I was it looked as though she was upside down.  I then lifted my head to look around me and found there where over thirty parasprites either perched on me or sleeping somewhere near me.  I couldn't help but let a small smile on my face for the little things seem to follow me every where I go and are actually very nice company ever now and then.  However they do eat some of my food...  I very slowly got up from my watery bed and gently lifted the small insects that where sitting no me to the ground where they all huddled almost instinctively for warmth or some other reason.  But when I was done turned back to my friend.

"Good evening Zecora what might it be that you said would be fun?"  The smile on her face grew wider and she turned to leave the cave.  I followed close behind her.

"For now a surprise."

"Hmm I don't know how much of a rhyme that sentience was.  I think that you might be losing your touch friend."  She let out a small chuckle but kept walking not saying anything else until we reached a clearing where I stopped.  She looked back at me with a confused look and also one of concern.  I however looked around the area and sniffed the air a little bit letting the cool breeze fill my noise with the sweet sent from one of the nearby blossom trees.  I then moved down and sniffed the ground and could smell two very distinct smells.  The strongest one was the sent of my friend a sweet sent of both her natural smell and a mixture of all of the herbs and spices that fill her home.  But the other sent was one of a bounty hunter that has been following me for a very long time.  However I could tell that it wasn't to long ago that he was here last.  I looked up to Zacora and gave her a concerned look before turning back and going to my cave.

"Why we run I do not know, but where we hide we will have to to bide."

"English please!"  She grunted and let out a large sigh.

"Why we are running now I don't know.  But we will have time to wast."

"Oh ... um you should try and talk more normal in times like this it would really help you know!"

"It is not as easy as you wish.  Just like giving a bull a kiss."  I looked at her blankly before running into something and looked up to see the entrance to my cave.  She reached her hoof out to me in an offer to help me up.  I did so and then let her enter first before myself and sitting down in the corner far to the right.  She then walked over and sat next to the pool motioning for me to follow.  I did so but took a set on the ground instead of joining her in the pool that she was now slipping into.  In doing so caused her to laugh at me though?

"W-what did I do something wrong?  Do I have an erection?"  I quickly shot my head down in between my legs to make sure I didn't, and was relieved to see I was wrong.  Yet Zecora was now laughing a lot harder.

"I-I don't understand what is so funny?"  She realized I wasn't kidding and made herself a lot more comfy but also did so in a way that made me ... uncomfortable.....

"You come in here with a mare and are completely unaware.  I give you many a sign's but all of which you decline.  Yet you know not of my intentions and unknowingly are my new attraction.  Come with me and lie on my body.  This decree I know you cannot disagree."  She still held on a warm smile and was even blushing a little bit but for once in my life I understood what she meant my her rhymes and riddles.  At least I think I do?  Though I'm pretty sure that she means that she wants sex...

"O-ok..."  I slowly and very carefully got into the pool of water and lied down on top of her like she asked me to but made her moan as I slid across her slit with my now full erection.  She smiled and pulled me inside of her and put on of her hoofs on my flank and pulled me into her until there was nothing left but my balls hanging out.  Oh god's it feels so good!!!  But only gets better as she starts to grind my cock by moving her hips and tightening her muscles so that she had a stronger grip on my cock.  I let out a moan of pure pleasure and let my head fly back for I have never felt anything so amazing in all my life!  She started to laugh and I looked down at her panting for I was already close to coming.

"You are a virgin aren't you?"  I nodded and let my tongue lull out of my mouth as she was still grinding me with no end in sight.  She nuzzled my neck and pulled me down farther on top of her as we both slid down the side of the pool so only our heads where out of the water.

"I think you should let me do the work as you must learn how to pleasure a mare.  But with your size that may not be to much of a problem for you have managed to fill me very well.  Yet that may just be part of your race."  I nodded again and felt myself coming even closer to a climax as she started to thrust her hips up and push me in an out of her.  It only took three thrust from her before I came and heard Zecora let out a joyful laugh with lust in every corner of her voice.

"The little changeling has so much to give me.  I feel so honored to have you as my toy... for now at least I shall give you the time of your life before your life must come to an end...."  I let out another moan and let my head come down and bit her neck causing her to freeze in fear.  I growled at her and started to thrust in and out of her far more furiously than she was ready for and she let out a yelp in both surprise and possible pain as I continued to lay into her.  The water of the pool started to splash wildly all over the place and despite her moans it was all you could hear.  Yet despite the fact that she was doing this to kill me and that her life was now at risk she started to thrust in unison with me.  Every time I pulled back so would she and we would both slam forward to meet each other with the most satisfying feeling in the known world to me.  She took one o her hoof's and brought it back and started to play with my balls and even my anus a little as well.  She took her other hoof and placed it on my back massaging my wings.  I however didn't move my hoof's and kept her pinned her under me.  I could feel that I was about to cum again but could feel her walls tighten around me as well and could tell she was not so far off either.  I started to fuck her as hard as I could and she started to jerk up and down under me and I could feel her tongue dripping saliva on my head as I fucked her every being.  Finally she tightened up far more than before and a warm ad joyous liquid washed over my cock as I pounded into her.  This however caused me to go over the edge and I also came but this time I let out far more of my seed than before and the small pool was starting to become littered with our mixed juices.  I pulled out of her cunt and let my seed pour out of her and into the surrounding water before ramming it up her ass in which she let out a shriek of surprise to the sudden penetration.  OH GODS HER ASS IS SOOOOO TIGHT!!!!!  I started to ram her ass with all of my fury and this time I flipped her over so she was on top of me and in doing so she happily started to bounce up and down helping me slide in and out of her ass.  She took one of her hoofs and furiously started to masturbate with it and I took my own and helped her.  Te sounds of our sex filled the cave with water and now the water was almost white now with a gray murkiness to it.  Her ass kept tightening and the slightly releasing the tension on my cock and with every orgasm she has from the amplified pleasure my pleasure goes up as well.  Yet the feeling of fucking her ass finally drove me over the edge and I came one last time filling her insides with my white seed and causing her to climax one last time as well.  I then very reluctantly pulled out of her and stood up and started to walk away from her and find a stream to clean myself in.  I knew of one not to far away and managed to slip into the cool stream of water and let it wash away all of the seed that had tried to make its home on my chitin.  I didn't take me more than a minuet to be fully clean and walk back to my cave where I grabbed my cloak and used it to cover myself for I am unable to change appearance.  This is do not because I cant but because I have never been taught how to change.  It is similar to learning how to write you can teach our self but you have to have something to study off of.  I have had no other changeling to study off of so I have only ever managed to change to one thing and it never has come in handy.  Besides a parasprite can not carry all of my stuff.  Non the less I returned to my cave and found Zecora fast asleep and took one the stolen blankets and gave it to her covering her so she not freeze if she not wake before night.  I then turned to my home and went inside picking up my bag and stuffing the few possessions I have in it including a cup that was from my hive and to my knowledge my family.  There was also a few pots and pans as well as my little journal that I like to write in if I have nothing better to do.  I took down the tarp that was used as my roof and stuffed that in my bag as well before closing it and placing it on my back and heading for the trail to the nearby village.  I stopped on my way though at a place where I hid some of my more important belongings and garbed out a bag full of a few million bits and my fathers dagger before finally continuing my way to the path.

"Hmm never would have thought that would happen especially since I think that she was sent to kill me?  I guess her plan backfired but I have no idea nor do I care I just got sex out of it...  'Sigh'  I'm talking to myself again..."  I let my hood drop for it was starting to irate my ears and mane but felt better to be free in the wind.  I finally broke free into the clearing and found the path leading to the village and followed it.

"What the hell hey you there stop!  We want to talk to you!"  I turned to look behind me to see who it was that had called to me and found two heavily armed stallions running up to catch me.  I quickly turned and fled as fast as I could in the opposite direction.

"That's him alright!"

"HA!  We are going to eat well tonight friend!"

"You hear that bug!  We are coming for your head!"  Shit, shit, shit, shit!  This is not good!

"Can we please talk about this!  I think that there is just a little misunderstanding!"  An axe then flew past me and embed itself into a tree.  Ok maybe they don'y want to talk...

"Come back here little bug we will talk with you when your head is on a stick!"  Yep definitely don't want to talk!

I quickly veered to the left and off of the trail into the forest again twisting and turning to avoid tree's and am now starting to easily lose those who are chasing me.  I ducked under some brush and after a few seconds I heard the two chasing me pass by but soon heard a blood curdling scream and then heard one of the stallions run back over me in the other direction.  I was about to pock my head out but three more things ran over head and they didn't sound friendly.  I finally got out from the brush and made my way up a nearby tree.  I then used my wings which are a little different than other changelings wings and started a quick flight to get away from the forest and what ever it was that had possibly killed those that where following me.

It was dark before I stopped and I set up a my new home the top of large hill covered by many trees and a very good view of the city of Canterlot.  I sat outside of my home and watched for a long time before almost all of the lights in the city died before I retired to simply sitting up and looking at the moon for even longer.  Then again it always has been my favorite time seeing how I am suppose to be nocturnal and have been given the nickname night walker by many who hunt me...