Ice; The Mare Across the street

I try to realize what just happened, I keep seeing those big blue eyes in my head, I just can't stop thinking about her. And she has noticed me staring out my window at her? great, now she probably thinks I'm weird and crazy. But... what if she doesn't? Maybe she likes me ba- whoa... I need to calm down, I go over to my uncomfortable couch and sit down and turn on the tv , trying to get my mind off her. It didn't really help at all, because every once and a while I kept seeing her beautiful face. I know I'm about to do something stupid, but I'm going to do it anyway. I stand up and head out the door, down the hallway and down the stairs, going outside. It was a decent day, not to cold and not to hot, it felt nice. I took a deep breath and started to cross the street over to her house, but stopped about have way there. "I can't..." I say to myself, there wasn't really anypony around to hear me so I found myself talking to... well, myself. "She doesn't like me, she was in a rush just to get away from my front door..." I hang my head and turn around and go back across the street to my apartment. I felt really bad, I hated being so shy all the time, it was my only thing that kept me from talking to mares, or even just other ponies. Theirs a reason I live alone you know...

I walk back up the stairs and back into my room, I didn't bother locking the door, I knew I wasn't going to be gone long and mostly all of the other ponies that live in the apartment are very nice. The more I thought about it, the more I realized. "Even if I did go over to her house and knock on the door and she answered, that the hell would I even say?" I sighed and when into my small bedroom and laid down. "So stupid..." I said to myself a couple times. "She probably thinks I'm a creep..." I added, making myself feel even worse. I close my eyes and try to rest a little, not trying to fall asleep though. I maybe lay in bed for 20 minutes before I get up and go into the kitchen. I always eat when I'm sad or upset, but I'm not fat. I never got how that worked because I was usually sad all the time. I get a bag of chips and begin eating them, they were stale from me leaving them out for a few days before putting them away, but it didn't really bother me. I go back to the couch and start to watch tv again. Nothing was on, so I eventually just turned it off and sat there in silence for almost an hour. I throw the chips onto my table without closing them and go back to bed to actually sleep. I took me a few hours to fall asleep but I eventually did. Tomorrow another boring day of work...