Harmony

When I was younger I was bullied.

pushed around and teased.

They slowly built me into what I am today

introverted and shy

I wasn't always kind.

A fiery hell surrounded me in my younger days

I responded to it with horrid emotions

Depression and Anger

I vowed I would kill them all

They would pay for what they did

After all it wasn't fair how they were so happy because I was so

Sad and Disappointed

I've left those days behind

But they still recur in dreams

I wake and want to cut myself

for all the Pain and Suffering

I've never forgiven

I've never forgotten

It burns me to this day

I more oft than not wonder if I would be different

had I not been Bullied and Alienated

I'm shy

But was not always kind

Until the day came when I met her.

She was a local legend at our school

Untouchable by others.

I secretly wished I could be

so Talented and Outgoing

My demented soul longed each night

for someone to call a friend

and then the day came when I fell

and she came Brave and Strong

She saved me that day

and we are inseparable even now.

I've since destroyed my plans of revenge

and become quite Kind

She taught me that

I was not alone

I need not worry about others, I could be Gentle and Kind

when I could stand with Friendship

Between us.